#its also maybe whu im gonna shave my head soon <333< /div>
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#okay well im starting to ' lose interest ' in my boss i still tgink hes neat but hhhh now the dumb part of my brain has activated#ive become self conscious and am makin myself be weary of my own feelings.#which... sucks fr i feel depressed again cuz i just genuinely want someone to like me in a romantic way i want to be earnestly loved#its also maybe whu im gonna shave my head soon <333#i saw him for the first time in a week and just felt dull#didn't even laugh at his comment ` sup gay boy ' as hes now seem to greet me compared to his first greetings#maybe ill just put a techno stream on so i can cry and fall asleep#i still cant stop crying about techno it still hurts and his death anniversary is so close#i wish you liked me when i liked you and there wasn't an obstacle because now that im free from my infatuation i don't know what to do#i want to be loved in a gentle way like ive always loved#xzzt
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