#its abt an exfriend who is just

[beyondignition]

The agony of being so mad at someone who takes my trauma as a joke.

Your inaction is gross and something that I despise you for. I feared you but looked up to you

You have ALWAYS held power over me.

[slink-a-dink]

For asks uhhh your season of flight spirit headcanons?

HMM

i dont have as solid like. character names and such hcs for flight spririts since I havent written stuff for them, however ive still got some! these r just. whatever the hell came to mind as i wrote

long rambles below

Everyone has been friends for a while now, maybe even from childhood

Tho for light whisperer who was baby baby was a bit too young to remember it really

They’re 19, while everyone else is mid to late 20s

Still, Light whisperer was dragged around by Navigator when small bc theyre siblings !

Tinkering and Flight Guide are in a QPR, Both ID as sapphic, FG is also Grayro >:]

Tinkering likes to stay at their island and the main island, if delivering chimes somewhere else, usually someone else does that. They used to be a bit self conscious of their work but as grown to be extremely proud of it. They crafted the kalimba themself, and also composed both seasonal music sheets, theyve just got an excellent sense of tune.

Builder built Gloat’s boat, and Tinkering composed the music sheet, being commissioned by Gloat when they were younger. Builder has the draft of Chimesmiths work on hand. I wanted to tie the similar sheets together in a way u know :]

Flight guide actually created most of the crews outfits, including their own

Not spirits but I wanted to put these here, the individual windpaths hcs:

Underground Cavern: More used for creature migration, viable for trade but more hassle than it’s worth

Hermit Valley: Was used to send supplies to Dreams Village and Valley, hence why the boats go all the way up to the top, insteas of just for skiing/sliding, sucked for hermit ASHDHHDH

Prophecy Cave: The prophets actually traveled a great deal to spread their wisdom and teaching, so they had a small route, small groups of birds use it also

Sanctuary Islands: Creature migration mainly, the Sanctuary and Windpaths have a close connection in caring for the welfare of light creatures

Starlight Desert: Was originally a trade route! As well the path to Eden was used for creature migration. It used to be similar to how Isle was in the switch trailer, farmers market on the outside of Golden Wasteland basically, but since the destruction of shit and the wall breaking, letting vaults bullshit leak out, its what it is now

Forgotten Ark: Was not a trade route, rather when the storm was at it’s peak and the end was near, they still actually tried to reach out and find the ark, because it had not arrived at all, and word of a big important ship like that going missing is huge. So they searched, it was a rescue mission, but by the time they found the ark it was too late :(

Speaking of connections, Flight guide has a lot of them. They knew Enchantment Questgiver beforehand (also one of the reasons they searched waaauh), and now since the paths are reopened they like to have tea together, Enchantment feels guilt abt their wasted efforts and quest four, but flight guide just “shsshshhshhhhhhhh noooo” They’re also close with Sanctuary guide! Especially with shared missions and ideals. Quest 5 was actually Sanc guide seeing if they could try to help, sending in the big boy Manta… The three of them have tea actually bc enchant and sanc r very close in my hc also.

Light Whisperer trained under Sanctuary Guide and is friends with bird whisperer, doublefive and spin dancer!

Slumbering Shipwright and Talented Builder are cousins

Tinkering Chimesmith and Laughing Lightcatcher are also great friends, lots of prairie connections,

Flight guide was Ayins apprentice too yes, that’s how the windpath islands are floating, they knew Ayin well. And they knew Resh too.

They used to be close, but stopped seeing eye to eye.

tfw u have a falling out and create the windpaths bc ur exfriend cant do their job fucking correctly

[shebz]

I FEEEL LIK IM GONNA IMPLODE MY HEAD IS UNRAVELING IM DEVOLVING IM SO DESPERATE FOR SOMEBODY TO TALK TO HGRNRNRNGHTHG IM GONNA BLOW UP IM FREAKIN OUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM TRYING TO LISTEN TO PIANO MUSIC TO CALM DOWN BUT ITS SO EMOTIONAL AND EVERYTHINGS GETTING CLAMMED UP IN MY HEAD AND IM TRYING SO HARD TO THINK THINGS THROUGH ON MY OWN BUT I CANT COME UP WITH ANY SATISFYING SOLUTIONS AND IM SO UPSETETETETTTTTIJT IT FEELS LIKE EVERYBODY HATES ME BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE LESS HATEABLE WYH DO I AHVE TO BE SO EASY TO HATERYTETETETETE

okay,, LETS PUT IT THIS WAY

Imagine you’re a good friend, which I’m sure you are, and your bestest closest friend comes up to you and says, “You are annoying, creepy, and think you’re always the victim.” DOESNT TAHT CLEARLY MEAN THEY HATE YOU!:?;!?;

I think my best friend hates me and now i dont know how to act around thema dn im all self conscious and worried i mena like if they hate me so much why do they even talk to me ,?;!? Is it out of pity!;?;!? If I were a good friend, they wouldn’t say that to me..,., so I must be a terrible terrible horrible friend who deserves it,.,;:, but if I really am, I’d prefer if they stopped being friends with me. SEE IM ALSO UPSET BECAUSE IVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH THIS PERSON FOR 13 YEARS

Our friendship is starting to mirror my ex friendship with my past best friend, whom is currently my only exfriend. I don’t cut people off often, and I’m rarely upset or angry with other people, but I hate my ex friend because they made me feel like garbage..: and now my 2nd ever best friend is doing the same thing so im pretty sure its me and now im all scared of getting to know people because its the people closest to me taht hurt me the most nrvhrvtb everyone says its my fault so surely it is but idk how to fix it i just dont wanna talk to anybody anymore because i wanna save them the trouble of having to associate themself woth me and im afraid of messing up or being stupid or annoying or creepy or being hated or accidentally blaming them for smth because i reEEAALALLY do hate making other poeple feel bad for things so i try to GURHRH KRHRKV IM JUST SO hgrntnnt i just wanna be a good friend but i and i wanna try harder but to what extent would it be okay to give up while still having been a loyal and dedicated friend? I want my friends to know I appreciate, and I want them to appreciate me too but aaaabaabvacscrhfv i feel so complacent and i hate being that way it feels like my problems are so small but theyve been eating me up inside and i keep trying to push them off and then i keep making mistakes and im just so overly sensitive over everything its so stupid i dont know how to act at all am i victimizing myself? Am i wallowing in self pity!;? Welle by every definition, i am, but isnt that too cruel!;?;! When would it ever be okay to talk abt my feelings or what makes me sad!;?;!?4! If someone came to me and told them all their problems id be happy because its flattering to know that they trust in you enough to talk to you abt it, especially if you, yourself, have trouble talking abt your own problems and know how hard it is to find someone whos trustworthy.. And thats the kind of person i wnana be…,., someone whos reliable and loyal no matter what.,, but i think its backfiring because my mom says when you act that way, people will misunderstand and think they can stomp all over you and youll still be there…,., but i wanna hope that peopel arent like that.. that theyre kind, forgiving, and appreciative:,: and sometimes i think to myself and wonder what my friends would think if they knew what i felt like, or what i think abt, and this sort of stuff, and i think theyd laugh and think i was silly or bratty and,:,;,;

ANWBENRHJTB IM JUST SO UPSET WYH DO PEOEL KEEP HATING ME AM I REALLY THAT TERRIBLE!3?!;?; even typing it out here doesnt help get it off my chest anymore.. all it really does is help me remember why i have every reason to be upset so i wont forget why i was angry like i usually do,,,;