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I went to adoration last night for part of Holy Thursday and spent two hours praying conversing with God.
I originally was just going to stay an hour, but I really had a lot weighing on me.
I really desire marry my boyfriend but we're both in wacky places in our careers and it doesn't seem feasible to get married yet. I really yearn to be his wife and he my husband. We could have so much joy through that. I've literally dreamt of it and we're so perfect for each other. I cannot wait to support each other and welcome little ones. I want to nurture and provide for all of them and have a wonderful little family.
I am also leaving to study violin/viola performance at a university in another state 3 hours away. I really am not sure if I made the right decision but I'm committed now. It's something I very much want to do and to become better at my craft so I can teach better and get better gigs.
It weighs a lot on me because I'll be two extra hours away from my boyfriend and I really like my students at my current job. I spent a lot of time in prayer about them because some of them worry me. I also don't have all the moving details ironed out yet, which stresses me out.
Much of the conclusion I came to is the things I want will happen, just not yet. I just need to make it through these next two years and everything will be fine. It might not exactly look like what I envision, but there are lessons I need to learn at grad school beyond the coursework itself.
Grad school will be challenging. Being away will be challenging. Starting somewhere new will be challenging. Finances will be challenging.
But I'm not going into this alone, even if I'm the only one moving there.
I will need to trust that He will lead me, and I will follow.
For we walk by faith, not by sight. Yet we are courageous, and we would rather leave the body and go home to the Lord. Therefore, we aspire to please him, whether we are at home or away. - 2 Corinthians 5:7-9
Dare to declare who you are. It is not far from the shores of silence to the boundaries of speech. The path is not long, but the way is deep. You must not only walk there, you must be prepared to leap. -St. Hildegard of Bingen
#st Hildegard pray for us#st Hildegard is my patron saint#i am both a musician and a writer#and we are btoh very similar#i aspire to be like her#theres a newman center at the university I'm going to go to#i also hope to be a leader there in some way#i am part of the music ministry at my church#im going to miss my current parish#its a nice place#i just have so many fears and worries about this#just need to give it to god#personal#catholic#catholiscism#tradlife#tradwife#tradblr#traditional housewife#well get there#which i plan on being a sahm when we have littles#and subbing or giving lessons on the side#and still being active in my church#i also want to take piano lessons at my university so that i am less mediocre#im so incredibly mediocre at piano#im a fair violinist and violist#i want to be better though#even if i wasnt taking this opportunity for free grad school id have to stay put at my current job#alas alas#this will definitely be a challenge of trusting god and following his lead even if its scary
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i love animating these little freaks
#tpot#xfohv#bfdi#their designs are so simple its so fun. i missed this#i was able to make so much good hollow knight animation work because their designs were so simplistic that i could add detail in places-#-where it made sense to (cloaks + nails + etc) to make it look nice and it worked so well... ultrak sent me to hell world animating-#-complex armor and mecha but I Do what i must... and i've got that map part to finish still#thjank you clover for the four Loves to bite affectionately headcanon. it makes sense. hes just like that#bfb four#bfb x#tpot two#fourx#4x#fourtwo#twox#<- all of these a little implied. apart from fourx thats just a given#gen art#animations
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find another role, carry on the show
#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change#i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny#take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles#i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute#Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation#tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sasasap#sasasa:p#WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt#and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター#Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well#all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning#Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god#EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION
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Do yourself a favor and go read the entire fanfic work of @fanfoolishness
(In order: Under sun and shade, Blind Side, and Breathless (patching up is one of my fav too, I just had no cool sketch idea for it)
#star wars#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch fanart#tbb fanart#tbb fanfiction#dumping my “fanfic_doodles.clip” file here literally#sorry the style is messy#now I see them all Im like “ok it's all over the place zero/100 aesthetically pleasuring post”#hhhh its the thought that counts?#And tbh the point is just to convince you to read theses#because I'm like OBSSEEESSED with theses since you appeared in my notes#Every fic is gold#Me baiting my followers with pretty enough pictures to read fanfics#this being said I should really take the time to color properly my stuff#but I don't liiiiiiiiike it#there is tons of more talented artists if people want colored beautiful amazing art#me I can't really make my “”“spontaneous”“” “”“doodles”“” pretty without trying hard and at the end it's meh#They're so flat too#yesterday I was like “oh my scenes are becoming less flat I improved maybe”#Then I scrolled on my storyboard insta and was like#yeah sure no#I'm still faaaaaar away from the industry standards#I studied like at three arts school and I'm still bad at drawing TAT#why is my brain not working v_v#look brain I'm showing you nice pictures learn from them#brain: no Im gonna overfixate on this left hand here and only this#anyway
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Timmy's graduation from Pixies' Academy was a very filled very chaotic day. Peri did his very best to behave! He didn't want to make a fuss on Timmy's big day!!!
But when you get a bunch of green stuff and no soda with your food, that's when you've had enough.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
Instability: [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop peri#peri#itty bitties fop au#this comic takes place night of timmy's graduation btw. if it wasnt clear haha#THERES 11 PARTS BUT 4 WILL BE RELEASED TODAY. JUST. FWI#im doing them in smaller batches haha#also i tried very hard to make it 12 parts because 11 feels. very weird. its not a nice number to end on. hrm. hrm hrm.#but there's nothing to stretch out nothing to add nothing to remove#so 11 it is!!!#fellas... mayhaps reconsider bringing your baby siblings or relatives to graduation ceremonies.#babies and children get very fussy and graduation ceremonies are NOT optimal places for them. unnnfortunately
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can't trust the words behind the fangs 🐍🎭 a doodle with my take on his mask :3c
#sampo koski#sampo#honkai star rail#hsr fanart#hsr#hsr sampo#eats him like a starved man#the snake fangs and the poison drips ugh pls i love idsgjfdhkjdg#its unfinished in so many places but idc anymore TAKE HE#WOE SAMPO UPON YE IM TIRED#he's probably going to have like a full face mask but the half mask is nice#like u can still see his mouth but you cant trust what he says#and then his eyes are covered in that forever laugh giggle eye expression#the poison drips and gems from his fangs and tears#laughing? crying? who knows!#im kissing and punching him violently#schedules this at 2am eodfhkjdhjdhgkfh
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Does anyone else think about how Sakura was so excited and FRIENDLY to Suo when he thought he was a foreigner? If I had to count how often I think about that I'd say I'm never not thinking about it.
He introduced himself so POLITELY. Even tried to accommodate him by greeting him in English. He was so fuckin stoked thinking he was being kind to a foreigner.
(I'm also always thinking about how he got out the "I am-" and the part he got stuck at was his name my booooyyyy 😭)
#Sakura wants to be hospitable to foreigners confirmed#Nirei would drag them to all the most fun places - to interrogate them#Suo would tell them lies like 'beware of those pesky tsuchinoko. They'll get ya.'#Sakura Haruka I know what you are - a NICE BOY#who worries about lonely people#second languages r hard mby he was stumped coz he knows first names are customary but is inherently shy about introducing himself as Haruka#i know id feel weird about introducing myself by my last name but maybe i should its HILARIOUS watching people try to pronounce it#wind breaker#sakura haruka#suo hayato#wbk
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jay and chip as tritons hehe
(i know that every other person drew them as tritons already, but like, cmon its so fun)
#chip's fins look like maple leaves because of all the tears but its so cute#quite happy with how the designs turned out! they very obviously look like tritons but they're also unique and look like themselves#nice nice#there's a lot of little references and nuances in their designs that no one in a million years will notice but i know abt them and im happy#hehe#colors are also all over the place but i like them. looks like a children's book illustration a little bit#jrwi riptide#jrwi chip#jay ferin#my art#sketch
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Megaplex was AWESOME and I WILL be going again next year (hopefully) and possibly with a silly suit!! Depends on if I can make it!!
I really like my alien kitty BUT I love chaos so i mashes him and I together into a furry so YAY this is what I plan on making!!!
#IT WAS SO FUUUUNNNN!!!! I NEED A SUIT!!! NOW!!#maudiemoods art tag#guys guys guys#the suits with the BOOBS!!! OMG AIGDJHAHDHAHSH I LOVE IT MUUUCHHHHH!!!#everyone was so nice and chill literally the most non judgemental place I've ever been AUGUH#i plan on making one of those kemono (eee i think thats right??) heads because you can get a base no problem!#might make the alien kitty if i have the time and money#UAGJGH EXCITED FOR NEXT YEAR!!#the yellow is a little too green here but just pretend its a nice yellow color
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I didn't even share any exterior shots with you all. Failure.
Go to the New Inn it only takes an hour and a half to get to from central London 😂
Can't miss it the sign is painted on like 50 times, presumably so Dream would DEFINITELY find it.
No WAY Dream can miss this. Well, maybe he can, he can be a bit dense at times.
THE NEW INN! TOP LONDON ATTRACTION! (in my heart)
#can you all believe this is the thing I was most excited about doing for the whole trip 😂#this is my Buckingham palace. this is my London eye#definitely in the top 5 things ive done on a holiday purely for the self indulgent silly quality of the errand 😂#the place is so cute and charming for real and their soup was really good😂#and the neighborhood is nice its right between 2 parks#anyway I'm still riding the high yes indeed#the new inn#dreamling
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My dad is going through grandmas old photos that she swore one day she'd organize but never did, and he tells me that hes only keeping 'the important ones.'
"The picture of me n' John n' tim n' michael. And your grandpa and the like. I'm not keeping pictures of cats or the ones of where Grandpa saw a buffalo once."
And listen I am rarely mad at my dad because hes got the best of intentions but...
When I was hlgoing through my other grandmas photos in 2021, I kept EVERY picture of a cat or dog and do you want to know why?
It was 1918, cameras were a luxury to have, film was expensive to develop, and you didnt want to waste film on something pointless and they
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Took pictures of their pets.
"I have a cat. Please let me show you my cat" is a human quality that transcends generations. Before photos, we painted portraits of our companion animals on various surfaces and we will continue to do this til the end of time.
Great great great aunt Ida wanted you to know she had a fluffy little white cat with little black spots and a little black mustache and I think we should hear her out.
#as for the buffalo#mind you its not a picture of buffalo#its a picture of where he once saw a buffalo#grandpa often pointed out places where he once saw things#and he took pictures of those places so you could imagine seeing tge buffalo there like he did#when he switched to video#he would take video of flowers#and say#what a pretty flower#and hold the camera there for a few minutes so you could appreciate it with him#and that was grandpa richard#so i think it would be nice just to keep a few#so we can appreciate what he thought was beautiful or memorable#because all he wanted to do#was share it with people he loved
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sketches n abandoned stuff
#theyre all out of order and all over the place. just wanted it to flow nicely idk man#tagging do i have to i hate tagging sketch dumps yet i keep doing this to myself uaghh#one piece#ok no jsut media f u#honkai star rail#cookie run#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#avatar the last airbender#drawtectives#dungeon meshi#witch hat atelier#ace attorney#genshin impact#hot guy pi#haikyuu#all saints street#anytime i post abt bokuaka i scribble them just so you know#its a whole ritual at this point#my art#ok yayy i love sketching sm actually best part of the process to me
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my oc hare the wolf he sucks so bad and is not a good person
#reliving childhood coming up w wolf ocs stories be nice to me#everyone should do this. now#i dont usually post ocs actually i dont usually draw them in the first place so this is new. hi#most of them originate frm wolfquest playthrus which ive made into its own thing. grin#oc art#wolf#wolves#hare#dog eat dog tag#doodle tag
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Half the fandom: "The Ministry is in the USA!"
The Band:
#the band ghost#ghost#shitghosting#its literally a swedish band why the fuck should it be in the US of all places#plus they were introduced at the grammys as swedish band and the grammys are a canon event#SO#dont attack me thanks#to me its either in sweden (supported by most of canon) or italy (to spite the catholics)#im very open about where it is EXCEPT for the US lmao im sorry but europe can have ONE nice thing#if their label does all the cool shit US exclusive we can at least have this#it talks#my stuff#also please obviously this is a joke god if you want it to be in fucking LA for whatever reason then please do that i dont care
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rewatching with the benefit of distance from the actual viewing - it really is so loud at how much tommy treats buck like a child - like literally every single interaction they have in 805 is like a parent talking to a child.
Combined with the shows decision to have Tommy call Buck 'Evan' all the time, feels like they're really trying to convey that this is the relationship equivalent of Buck's childhood and young adulthood - before he became Buck. When he was figuring out his place in the world and who he wanted to be. Its very much feeling like in combination its leading up to him getting to the same place in his bisexuality as when he started at the LAFD academy and changed his name to Buck - that he will make the choice from a bisexual perspective to become Buck and leave Evan behind once more.
#the way he talks to Buck is just super jarring and at this point its getting very loud and feels like its increasing in frequency#theres something about people pleaser Buck - in his first queer relationship not fully understanding that he's being treated like a child#plus there is the metaphor of tommy being a parental figure in queer terms (not being derogatory at all I just mean in terms of buck being#a baby queer and being 'brought up' in the same way a baby is brought up and parented)#it plays rather nicely into the way we might get Bucks feelings realisation about Eddie as well#that he'll dump tommy as he becomes Buck - then spend his 'probie year' being single and exploring (Buck out on the town at gay bars etc)#and then when we get to the point when Eddie turns up - we get a whatta man redux and the feelings realisation clicks into place#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#buddie#anti bucktommy#anti tommy kinard
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