#its a disease to be obssessed with what wasnt and not seeing what is

[untilfajr]

It's interesting how lucid dreams can expose your deepest desires or reveal parts of yourself you've been ignoring for a long time. You might try to convince yourself to believe in something or adopt a certain idea, but when you're in a state where you're not fully in control of your surroundings or actions and yet you are aware of them, you may see yourself differently. In that moment, you might get a glimpse of what you truly want and how you've really felt all along.