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must.. make.. v1 fansong.. cant.. make.. lyrics.. or.. vocal melody.. help. music is hard.
#itll come to me eventually#ecliptic p#ecliptic-p#vocaloid producer#v1 ultrakill#ultrakill#ultrakill v1#ultrakill fansong#helpppp#also its organsdotorg inspired.
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Gale's team!
more about them below:
Leela (she/her): -Trislosher and tetra dualie main, typically plays on the frontline -She'll also play with the inkbrush and painbrush, though on her own time. -Very bubbly and optimistic -Outside of anarchy battles, she plays the saxophone and likes to run. As a result, she is very agile. This makes her especially good at filling skirmish roles when the situation calls for it. -She also loves music and is almost always listening to it. -Cephalo pods, lime ski jacket, gray sea slug hi tops
Jessica (she/her): -The team's anchor. Mains E-Liter and Ballpoint, but can use other chargers, and plays Hydra on her own time. -She plays X rank frequently, reaching a peak X power of around 2600, though she is constantly trying to push this higher. -Outside of that, she sometimes coaches younger teams as a way to make money. -She's very analytical, composed, and witty. -(not pictured) king facemask, navy college sweat, transom note boots
Roy (he/him): -Sloshing machine and blaster main, though sometimes flexes to splash or splattershot. -Loves to come up with new strategies and tricks, like ways to coordinate specials against other specials. -As such, he spends a lot of time analyzing matches in his free time, to come up with stuff and understand why things are popular. -Outside of this, he makes money by writing articles for magazines. These are usually about what weapons or gear is rising in popularity and why. -He has spent a reasonable amount of money at the shell out machine -tentaclinger earring, urchins jersey, blue slip ons
#my art#my ocs#digital art#i planned on drawing more but ill do that another day#anyways yeah i still dont have a name for the team lol#itll come to me eventually#leela#jessica#roy#splatoon
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probably Marjorie Taylor Greene. She's from my state and I hate her guts
no it was someone else. i think ppl were talking about her having a chance to run for president
#for a second i forgot what this was about and i was wondering why we were talking about politicians lol#itll come to me eventually#i just know it
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WHY DOES KYLE HAVE SO MUCH DISCOURSE?
"Is it OK for Kyle to be feminine?"
"What if I want to draw the Humancentipad scars?"
"Drawling Kyle as short is problematic, right?"
"Isn't Kyle just as bad as Cartman?"
I DON'T KNOW! I DON'T KNOW! PLEASE DONT ROPE ME INTO THIS! SPARE ME, I HAVE A FAMILY!
#discourse yaaay#i NEED to shitpost instead#itll come to me eventually#my takes on all of this are:#1. idk but i think he should be portrayed as more masculine (not like macho man levels of it though) just cause thats his canon inclination#2. Ew. Idk if it's problematic but it makes me gag. Ew.#3. ??? idk lol#4. Is Kyle a flawed character? yes. Could you make an argument that Kyle is evil or mean or toxic etc? yes.#but cartman has committed literal genocide#if i listed all the bad shit hes done this post wouldn't fit in the library of babel /j#(i dont actually think kyle is evil but its a valid reading so whatevs)#south park#sp kyle#discourse#south park kyle#kyle broflovski#yeah my takes are idk#someone write a 12 page google doc on the history of this discourse im confused
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I had a very unique experience first reading Piranesi and then immediately after House of Leaves. both are books about impossibly big and labyrinthine houses. but where Piranesi’s house is kind and gentle and loving the moment I had finished the first chapter of House Of Leaves I knew for certain that the House was more real than the book and the volume itself was an evil presence that I had unknowingly brought into my home.
#house of leaves#i want a tag for house things but i cant think one up#itll come to me eventually#had to figure out html for this
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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i wrote this as a joke because I wanted to strangle a guy watching tiktoks without headphones on the bus, but im genuinely disturbed that we've gotten to a point where convenience comes first. and it depresses me even more that its used to justify and monetize greed
#like we have so many ways of doing things that could help us in the long run but because we're told it requires more work we just cant#its too resource intensive. or maybe its too much to maintain. we have to overlook benefits so money can go into more important things#we teach each other to do things a certain way so it works for everyone but who was it convenient for first? what abt who it might hurt?#i have to wonder if the rules our current system uses is worth listening to or following if it doesnt have our best interests in mind. u an#me and the ppl around us.. would we be better off if i ate my meals knowing the person who grew it wanted to feed others the way they could#feed themselves? and that isnt to say we're going to be happy doing it but i guess satisfied that its helping someone instead of quietly#accepting that itll eventually go in the dumpster behind a grocery store because it stopped looking appetizing or it wasnt on sale anymore#what about building homes so we can shelter each other? what if we were satisfied with what we did because we knew it would be paid back#with kindness? isnt that what we evolved to do?? heal each others bones and tell stories and help each other??#why dont houses come with solar panels or generators unless we find a way to make people pay to use the sun? why is our pooled money used#to fund genocides instead of education and hospitals? whose interests and convenience came first when we started this??#i wont pretend to know the answer because i dont. but we all know we're miserable and im sorry to say that i cant see myself fighting#for a world that wont fight for me too. why do we work if we cant live from it?? why did they stop us from plucking more teeth from our#bosses until they could build more walls around themselves and then go back to underpaying us??#im so tired. i cant even imagine making it to age 70#yapping#vent
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struggled a lot with tweeks pose unfortunately. love how kenny turned out!! if only it was their week but its NOT!!!
#TweekWeek2024#hohoho!!!! HOHOHO!!!!#it begins!!!!!#tweek tweak#kenny mccormick#south park#sp twenny#twenny#tweek x kenny#when i saw this prompt like 2 months ago i grinned SO WIDE#I SMIRKED AT THE 4TH WALL COMICALLY#got some stuff planned for this week#its kinda not a very cool week for me personal lore wise#but im hoping tweek week can help with that#ofc…. i have some personal art planned……#smirking#lets just say#im forever a crazy ex girlfriend#i LOVE being a crazy ex girlfriend#but this was fun to draw#i was gigglin and shit#mu anatomy is actually visibly improving kinda???#might share some sketchbook doodles ive been doing eventually.. donf count on it#rrying SOOO hard to make this one project work rn#not gonna reveal anything because i dont really want to pressure myself into doin it#itll come natural#but taylor swifts music has been a huge inspo lately#been hyperfixating a LOT on hermitcraft/life lately. thats where ive been. practicing and binging hc#been happy though!!! doing SO much better mentally!!!! <3333#thats the life update i shuppose
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hi yall i know these posts are getting old but ive been kinda hitting a wall lately vis a vis pain management which has made art Kinda Rough (it's been getting progressively worse over the past few months which is why i didn't too great @ artfight this year), but. Working on it 👍ty to everyone who attacked me this year!! i love everything sm it all made me so happy to see & hopefully ill get something figured out soon that makes things a little easier :'^)
in the meantime i am feeling a little stressed abt money stuff. i'm working on figuring out voc rehab etc so i can get a source of income but at the same time i'm having more stuck-in-bed days from pain which is. yippee
reminder that i have a ko-fi page with little adoptables/a tip jar [clickable link to ko-fi] and an etsy store [clickable link to the store]. im a little slower at order fulfillment rn BUT i'm still getting them out within the 2 week window i have listed on etsy
#splat.pdf#eventually i wanna reopen commissions but my hands are......... not being super cooperative rn </3#i have one in the queue and with how long thats taking im not comf taking any rn even if people Say they understand that itll be a bit#i dont like asking for help lmao. this is the most straightforward its gonna come from me#in the meantime if anyones dealing w like. chronic pain stuff. and has any tips or tricks for working on making things more. tolerable
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so hey. Hey. *gently grabs you* I just got into In Stars And Time and oooouuughhhh the. The Trauma. The Parallels to Angie and the others. ISAT has a prologue called START AGAIN that you should check out first to get a good grasp on it though but ooouuughghghg
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WHO IS THIS BEAST AND WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP INFLICTING THEM ON ME (<- knows who the beast is and why people keep inflicting them on me)
#imean this so lightheartedly this is the funniest thing u couldve sent me KJSNGKDBJGHF#IVE BEEN FOLLOWING TH ARTIST SINCE BEFORE START AGAIN WAS IN PRODUCTION AND I STILL HAVENT GOTTEN TO IT..... KJNKJSGND#'haha woah this looks like itll kill me i should look at it eventually' [all of my friends get into it and then turn to me in unison .]#piktalk#ill be real tho . ithink th big reason i havent yet is because its so Big rn. scarey. ihave to come to it like a doe to a handful of grain.#orsomething. you understand.#(<- gets REALLY weird about . everything(tm) but--)#BUT TRUST ME . I KNOW. GRABBING THEM LIKE A SQUEAKER TOY. little guys who i fuckig know were made in a lab to kill Specifically Me#that fuckig comic was part of my ForeverFav posts when it dropped i . head in hands. god. ohmygod. g
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unauthorized fucking thing...
YES hes my roblox avatar. YES im turning him into an oc who give a shit at this point
#his shirt says 'i 💚 hot triangles' btw. if you even care#this ones a henchmaniac. idk his name yet itll come to me eventually#my art#my ocs#btw if you do go hunt down my roblox acc to friend me pls message me here so i know its you 🙏
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OOOUGGHAAAAAAA I DID IT I MANAGED TO DO INK WITH A DIP PEN
NEXT COMICS MEDIUM IS FUCKING SETTLED. YUUTO YOU WILL BE FED
#bakuspeech#hi I am Fucking Excite#litcherally. the last time I tried using any kind of dip pen it was a bamboo calligraphy pen#and I was. 18. the previous time I was 15 and even worse at it than then#fully went into this attempt already accepting I will probably be maybe marginally better#but!! it was pretty fun I did much okayer than expected!!!!#I need to be more confident with the pen but I can do that. I just need to do this a Lot#but like. I was Really scared. I didn't remember how a dip pen behaves at All#I tried freehanding some stuff before but it really is very different from a fineliner#half relieved my 200k vnd wont go to waste lmao. man. I was ready to bruteforce it#but I wont have to!!! as long as I have a decent concrete sketch!! itll be alright!!!!#yuuto origin comic is a fucking go. I WILL do this. mom I AM going to be a mangaka#well. a doujinka perhaps#dgsjdjjs sorry Im just. this is 13yo baku's unattainable dream!! part of why I#turned to wholesale digital art and eventually brush inking was because dip pens were#deeply scary and messy to me back then. I got ink Everywhere#now I didnt even make a spare fleck on this one!!! I can do it now!!!! dreams do fucking come true!!!!!!#literally bringing this piece of scrap around showing everyone like a kid who got perfect score on a test lmao#Im just. Im happy guys. Im so!!! auuughghhhh#I'll practice more tonite. I will Get Better At This. I will scribble a bunch more of yuuto#to get used to the style. I need a buncha outfit refs anyway#have a good day!! holds u hand everything is possible. try something u didnt have the chance to be good at as a kid again#life is fucking good sometimes!!!!!
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they just crack my skull open and they'll just start melting like that one fedora the explorer movie
a single peek into my mind would kill a normal person via psychic damage
#wait fedora the explorer doesn't sound right#what is it again#im just gonna sleep on it#itll come to me eventually
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ohh i think im coming to a bit of a realization actually as to why mmos are so scary when im forced to party
#its like#in a single player game i can take all the time i need to prepare myself if i have to and i know pretty much the extent of my ability/skill#but with other people (especially people i dont know) i have no idea if theyre ready or if theyre confident#so i feel like i have to sorta... carry everyone? even if im already aware that they have much more experience than me#i dont really mind the learning process of wiping until we memorize the fight i actually think its really fun#but it sorta always lingers in the back of my mind that if *I* dont play well then it might make things unfun for everyone else#which is massively amplified when most of the party are complete strangers who are also new to the content because then i *really* dont know#so i have to play really really well or else if someone has a bad time or the run goes really badly itll be “my fault”#but since im still pretty new im almost guaranteed to mess up eventually. so i guess im considering it a foregone conclusion at that point#which is apparently way too much self-inflicted guilt for me to handle. i just kinda give up before i try because i think ill cause problems#this all probably has absolutely nothing to do with how i think about myself subconsciously in general though. nope. probably not.#anyway thank you for coming to my fucking ted talk im sorry if anyone actually read all that
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yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...
#well thats okay. eventually itll come up naturally. and if not well. it doesnt make me feel very okay. but its not a big deal#and i guess ill meet ppl in the future who will curate a different idea of me and maybe therell be fewer misunderstandings#<- coward who CAN communicate to save their life but not in any lower stakes situation for their happiness n quality of life#we <3 repression n insecurity. maybe if i keep digging at the corner of this bit of the labyrinth with my spoon ill get out someday 😌#anyway.. theres my daily vague vent post got it out of my system#wanted to do it earlier but ended up not having much time after work n then called friends which was nice :^)#also i never have signal at work these days.. my boss has said shell get me on the staff wifi tho cuz i do need it for work reasons#its rare to need it for work purposes bc we all use work pcs n stuff anyway and not rly supposed to use mobiles in the lab#but yeahh.. god i have so much admin shit to sort out also gotta text family back before i sleep i forgot to earlier#its all good.. also my memory foam pillows turned up so i no longer have to steal my roomies extra one for my neck pain <3#ik she was missing it... not to sound like a creep but it was nice that it smelled like her a little. just familiar innit#we're always around each other so its just what being home smells like to me.. listen i have a sensitive nose 😔✋️#if we were a lot closer i would ask if i could sleep in her bed while shes away but we're not so it would come across sooo weird..#and i would feel rly weird abt someone sleeping in my own room without me there. well maybe not actually. as long as they werent snooping#<- guy whose mother used to go thru their shit all the time n struggles to not feel paranoid and distrustful when it comes to privacy#was thinking recently my ideal living situation w a partner would be separate rooms but we still share the bed sometimes#but not every night bc im a sensitive sleeper... but we can switch bedding so i can still smell them if i wake up in the night alone#like how new mothers trying to get babies used to cot sleeping each have a cloth or blanket and swap every night#so the baby is comforted by the blankets smell and sleeps more peacefully.. and momma finds it easier being apart from the baby too#sorry this is getting gooey and weird my meds have been wearing off the last couple hours im so sleeppyyyy 😭#well.... maybe everything can wait until tomorrow..... bed is calling..#goodnight everyone muah#.diaries
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OCD is pretty common among autistic people, and many of us who dont have full-on OCD may experience some things that can be kinda similar to some aspects of it. I'm on the spectrum myself and i also have this issue of basically getting stuck on some thoughts. It sucks, sometimes it's something that makes me angry but doesnt actually matter that much in the grand acheme of things and i just end up in a bad mood over something stupid and cant stop thinking abt it for a few days even though there are no new thoughts about it, i just keep going through old ones again and again and again. I dont know if there's a term for it, but hey, at least I'm not the only one, and neither are you. Generally i just look for distractions and wait until the thoughts get less obsessive and annoying
That makes sense, thanks!
#logically i kno theres a spectrum of experience from autistic restrictive and repetitive behavior to full on ocd and im an ecologists so i#kno natrue does not give a damn abt human boxes and labels but unfortunately if u give me a set of labels i will obsessively try to parse#out what fits into what best and it drives me nuts. which is probably part of why i fall into the 0cd side of things. all of my thoughts#tend to b looping a repetitive and it makes me freak the fuck out lol. im also supposed to ground myself and move on which is hard to do#rn i think abt ice floating down a channel. floating down the northwest passage bc im again an obsessional freak#but that seems to help a bit lowering my distress. i need to pull myself out of my own head and into the present. mindfulness as my#therapist would say. and im trying but its hard and i hate it lol. eventually itll get easier tho. one hopes at least#to b fair im way more chill abt this categorical debate than parsing whether or not im bip0lar lol bc that comes with meds#and im spectacular at talking myself out of medication and i kno that and the doctors kno that but they dont say it directly and im like bro#its fine i kno what ur thinking and ur right but also im insane in a way that makes me ridiculously well informed so im a disaster#i walk in like im colaborating on a research project which tbh is probably a good thing bc i hold all the info#unrelated
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