#it's the way he doesn't judge jey

[samijey]

Sami "Voice of Reason" Zayn

[chvmpisms]

❝    i'm   not   defensive,    ❞        but   defensiveness   colors   her   tone.        not   over   a   guy   she   may   or   may   not   be   seeing,        but   over   her   own   decisions   and   the   way   it   feels   like   jey   is   judging   her   for   them.        almost   blushes   when   he   tells   her   someone   else   doesn't   deserve   her,        implies   that   she   deserves   bigger   and   better   things        (        silently   hopes   that   means   she   deserves   him        )        ❝    stop   it,    ❞        can't   come   up   with   something   much   better   than   that.        ❝    he's   not   that   bad,        you're   starting   to   sound   really   jealous,        jey,        i   don't   know   how   to   feel   about   all   this.    ❞

“ well it isn’t — but still , i’m just making a point you don’t need to get all defensive about it ” his hands are jokingly raised up in defence as a way to try lighten the mood a little bit , even if there’s not a chance in hell of anna laughing or smiling at him right now. “ i know him well enough to know that he’s the type of asshole that doesn’t deserve you but go on ” he knows enough , wishes that he didn’t and hopes that there’s a version of him out there that isn’t so caught up with her love life - jealous of some jerk that isn’t worth anna’s time “ i just don’t understand why you’re with him , are we talking about the same person? ”

[canceramorem]

I'm going to skip ahead a little bit, because this next part is just too good to not tell the good people about. "The People", -my good friend Donny will laugh when he reads this. "The People" , means " The People" of the State of New York vs. Jey Pizzle , or in Donny's case, "the People vs Donald D***** III. Yes , as in an official indictment , arrest, attorneys,criminal justice, my least favorite thing Ever -JUDGES! the system, jail, trials , intent and four lawyers,Getting in trouble, got in trouble,and stayed out of trouble. (Donny gets out 2023 )

Now I am not trying to say that it's cool to get in trouble, FUCK NO!, I pray my daughter never gets in trouble. kids and adults- stay out of trouble, or as my favorite Aunt Nora ( she had the same name as my mom) would say - "Keep your nose clean". In other words, avoid police at all costs. Stay below the radar, don't go around and break laws, but if you accidentally do, then be good enough to NOT GET CAUGHT. And I don't know how many times I have to reiterate this-DO NOT SNITCH, DON'T SOCIALIZE WITH , HELP, OR EVEN SPEAK TO anyone that is a snitch! Breaking the law is one thing, but breaking the Law AND Snitching! No fucking way jack! if you get caught, just tell the truth , almost, or whatever you have to do. (DON'T do what, " Do-what-you-do, Duane-The KooK did, lying and snitching- the worst kind) . the main thing is, just be cool, even if you are traveling with kits or drugs and acting afool in different states. Like I said , don't go out being a criminal. But if you do get in trouble, keep your head up, and who knows, maybe you will be lucky enough to get locked up in a good jail. I've made some bad decisions in my life and I'm not proud of it, but I have 43 or 44 ar arrests on my record, criminal history, wrap sheet, or whatever you want to call it, Thats just arrests , NOT convictions. You see, that's how they get people, they twist the truth so it suits their needs. 44 arrests, but maybe only a dozen convictions, and they were all misdemeanors . I was never- EVER charged , arrested , or convicted of any sex offender type shit. Never! I was however, FALSELY ACCUSED, of a few things, including RAPE. I am not and never could be into rape. if a chick doesn't want to be with me, I'm not gonna go out and rape her. instead, I would just go out and pay or trade some shit for a sexual favor from a trick. A lot of being lonely isn't about sex alone, it's more like just being intimately close with a female.

It's kinda like how i met this " love of my life Marie". She knows exactly what I am talking about. I was raised decent, and it's just wrong morally and it's sick. I want somebody that wants me. get the fuck out of here if you thought for a split second, that Jey Pizzle is a fucking RAPE-O!!! ( That's what they call a rapist in New York).

So where were we now, oh yes , I got to the mobile home that Marie had worked so hard, and had come so far to get. With help from DSS of course. You know , the same people that help with food stamps and social stuff. like childcare, and medicaid. Back when I was a kid, they called it welfare. and at school , if you wanted to hurt someone'sfeelings, you would say " Your Mama's on welfare' , yeah, seriously, that would really hurt the kids back then, especially if your mom was on 'welfare' . Shit , in New York State, you have to be on welfare just to survive. It's so fucking expensive there, But anyhow, yeah , I was there. Freezing outside., it was just me and my love. oh , and a decent amount of shit for the two of us. So I did what any new resident to New York does, I applied for food stamps. Since her trailer was so far out in the country, I mailed the application in, and I still had my food stamp card from when I had been to Syracuse the two times before. New york gives you a really cool EBT card, it's got your picture on it and everything, so , I applied for food stamps and the next few days is where this love story turns into something more like a nightmare. But, my good folks, God Is real,and he does miracles everyday in our lives. God is great! Always remember keep your head up " -Excelsior"- Latin for"Ever upward", the New York State Motto.

[aetherius-and-beyond]

Been super inactive on here, so Im just gonna go through this whole thing with Jei.

A. Thief/Rogue. Skeaky snake boi >:)

B. For Blackmarsh: He used to love it. The wildlife, the culture, everything. After his mother's death, however, its only a place of pain.

For Skyrim: Not a big fan of all the snow, if hes being honest. Doesnt much like the Nords either, but home is home, I suppose.

C. He serves himself first and foremost. He doesn't like the idea of being 'in debt' to some higher being, so he avoids worship wherever possible. A lot of it comes from growing up poor, and seeing his mom always having to work to pay of their debts to others.

D. He's quite flirtatious, but is always caught off guard when someone actually flirts back. As of the end of my last playthrough with him, however, he actually got married to a fellow Argonian; Scouts-Many-Marshes.

E. First time in Blackreach. So much wandering in circles :(

F. Taking back his ship! What a big moment for him, both adventuring wise, and character arc wise.

G. Dwarvern spiders. Real spiders? He can deal with them easily enough. Its the little claw legs tapping against the stone that really gets him though.

H. DOGS. The occasional rabbit as well, much to Inigo's disliking.

I. Doesn't really care one way or the other. He wad a vampire for a short while, so he can't really judge them.

J. He hates the Stormcloaks and Imperials. He's done enough travelling in his time to see how terrible both groups are.

K. He's always kind of fantasized about being a great warrior of old, but always found he had more of a knack for being stealthy than rushing into glorious battle.

L. Being thrown in prison after his crew's betrayal. He doesn't like to say he regrets things, because he wouldn't be the person he is now if he had done something different, but he can safely say its one of the few things he truly regrets. It was the absolute lowest he'd ever been, and he often tries to drown out that memory through drink.

M. Hermaeus Mora. He doesn't like manipulative people, and Herma Mora falls right under that, along with quite a few other Daedric Princes.

N. Inigo, Lucien, Scout, Miraak, really his whole group of followers. They're his little found family, and he cares a lot about them.

O. I don't think I've ever actually done any of the Daedric quests w/ him... I think if I did though, the Wabbajack seems like one he'd enjoy.

P. He doesn't spend much of his free time studying, but what little he does is usually dedicated to old legends. He finds the heroes of old to be fascinating people with great tales to tell.

Q. Yes and no? He wants to because he wants to give a kid a chance at the happy childhood he never got, but also knows he'd probably be a terrible influence on a child. Its one of the few things he and Scout fight over :\

R. He was a vampire for a short time. To make a long story short, after bringing Serana back to her father, the idea of being a powerful vampire went to his head a little, and he let himself be turned, though very quickly regretted it.

S. Gender wise, none! He's pansexual, so anybody is free real estate. He really likes strong people though.

T. Accepting his destiny as Dragonborn. As previously mentioned, he doesn't like being in debt to others, or really letting anyone control his life. The idea of having this predestined prophecy he must complete was kind of scary for him. He eventually realized that he can follow his destiny while still living his own life though.

U. Sail the open seas with his new family until the end of his days.

V. Physically, hes pretty fit, gotta be if you're doing that much fighting. His mental health is not the best, however. He's getting better though, being around people who care about him helps.

W. Yes. He keeps a pretty extensive wine collection for special occasions ;)

X. Probably, I imagine being a pirate, he's tried all sorts of things, skooma included.

Y. As previously mentioned, he tries not to have many regrets. But I do think deep down he wishes his life had turned out just a little different.

Z. Going off on his own, he's realized how much he cares about his friends, and how much they care about him, and he promised to never do it again after his lone trip to Solstheim. He also promised to love Scout to the end of his days, a promise he has most certainly kept :)

OC Question Alphabet for an Elder Scrolls blog! Ask away!

A.) What is their preferred class? (Battlemage, nightblade, spellsword, ect)

B.) What is their opinion of their "homeland"? 

C.) Do they serve the divines, tribunal, or the daedra, and please explain why? 

D.) How is their love life?

E.) Worst adventuring experience? 

F.) Best adventuring experience? 

G.) Their most hated animal/creature in Tamriel? 

H.) What animals can they not resist petting? 

I.) Their opinion on necromancy?

J.) Any guilds or factions they are strictly against? And why? 

K.) What are classes they are interested in but have no talent for? 

L.) Most painful memory?

M.) What specific individuals do they consider their enemies? 

N.) What specific individuals do they consider close friends? 

O.) Favorite artifacts? Can be of any origin. 

P.) Favorite fields of study? Does not have to pertain to their class. 

Q.) Any children? Want children? 

R.) Vampire, lycanthrope, or neither, and why? And if either, what type of lycan, or are they a vampire lord? 

S.) What's their preference in terms of romantic partners? 

T.) What was the most difficult decision they've ever made? 

U.) What is their "happily ever after" dream? 

V.) What is their mental health like? Or their physical health? 

W.) Do they drink? Ale, mead, wine, or something else? 

X.) Have they ever tried Skooma? 

Y.) Do they ever wish their lives could have been different? 

Z.) What vows or promises have they made that they never intend to break?