#it's the tragedy and transformation for me
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ok srsly
the tragedy and payoff of this every now and then it haunts me like an intrusive thought
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SABA Dreamer AU: Scarlet and Her Younger Days
Time once again for posting at Midnight so I don’t lose my idea or sanity, so here we go. I just thought about my Sackboy Dreamer AU with 4 Players and went down a rabbit hole with some of the unused lines and DLC regarding Scarlet’s time as a Knitted Knight. From the cutscenes and the few fan creations I find online, there’s the fanon headcannon that Scarlet knew and fought Vex when she was younger. I decided to take it a step further. More under the cut:
For my version of Scarlet, she did earn being a Knitted Knight on her own and had her best friend plush knight that brought her luck, but I believe when she got older, she did join a group of other Knitted Knights and formed friendships with them as well.
Because I like parallels and angst, the three knitted knights that were Scarlet’s close friends parallel Sackboy’s Dreamling friends.
I do not have ideas yet on two of the knights, but I do have ideas for Faith’s parallel, a sackboy named Pique (He/They).
Pique starts off as the quiet, kind, and compassionate artistic sackling who also dabbles in scientific experiments. He loves telling stories and singing songs to the sackfolk.
He is also childhood friends with Scarlet and they would play Knitted Knight games with her plush and his Vex plush.
One day (like a month or two before Vex is prophesized to come back to Craftworld), Pique gets an idea to break the Vex cycle. He believes that everyone deserves a second chance (even Vex) and that nightmares are essential. He feels sorry for Vex and wants to effectively prove to him that dreams and nightmares could coexist without terrorizing one another. Pique wants to do experiments with Uproar and Dreamer Orbs to see if there’s potential to his plan.
Scarlet is wary like Pique has good intentions, but she believes it’s more complicated than that. Then again, she also feels a little bad about Vex, so she reluctantly supports her friend.
Just like most horror/science fiction stories, Pique experiments on himself so that his body and stitching are laced with Uproar. At first, everything is fine. Pique uses Uproar on quests and to save people, becoming a popular knight.
However, there is a slow corruption/transformation as he progresses. It starts out small like a little outburst or getting an inch taller or a little teasing. But then it evolves into arguments and getting carried away into battle. One time, Scarlet and the other Knitted Knights had to help Pique when he outgrew his home and got stuck.
While this is happening, Vex gets closer to resurfacing and he gets wind of one of the Knitted Knights becoming Vexed which he wants to use it to his advantage.
I read on the wiki that there are lines from the Knitted Knight trials that when Vex was in Loom in the early years, he was trying to steal all the stories. Didn’t find the voice line yet, but that helped me a bit.
So Vex somehow approaches Pique in his dreams or alone and manipulates them to help him steal the stories of Loom, claiming that the storytellers were hiding something.
In the middle of the night, Pique transforms into a being like Vex and pulls a Pied Piper with his singing, kidnapping the Storyteller Sacklings. I believe Pique’s vexed form is a dark King Knight motif.
Scarlet and the two Knitted Knights are on the scene. They are surprised about Pique. Vex makes Pique attack their friends. Angst angst angst. The rest is like one epic battle over another and they defeat Vex but while Vex is fading away, he takes Pique down with him and takes out Scarlet’s eye.
Present day, Scarlet feels guilty and has kept Pique’s Vex plush with her own. When she finds out about Faith’s encounter with Vex, she is internally freaking out and tries to keep an eye on the situation while trying not to alarm Sackboy.
One last thought, but I have the idea that Pique is in the Uproar secretly helping Faith out while basically getting revenge on Vex/redeeming himself from his mistakes.
And that’s what I have so far.
#sackboy a big adventure#sackling#Scarlet#SABA#saba scarlet#Vex#Knitted Knight#Dreamer AU#OC: Pique#AU notes#idea#it's the tragedy and transformation for me#plus the size difference and g/t
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Looney Tunes Back in Action (2003) reference in this economy? more likely than you think
Bonus:
#do you think Bee screams for Optimus during contractions#WHO SAID THAT#tfe bumblebee#tfe breakdown#tfe breakbee#bumblebee#breakdown#breakbee#transformers bumblebee#transformers breakdown#breakbee fanchild#transformers#earthspark#tf earthspark#breakdown x bumblebee#tfp ratchet#transformers ratchet#sparkling#transformer oc#transformer fanart#maccadams#transformers fanart#transformers art#maccadam#this hit me like a semi truck at 2 am why did my brain tell me this#Piston was born 1) Large and 2) Goofy they arent done growing yet#Ratchet had to take them out for Bee and Pistons safety#the other option was one day Bee sneezes and a full sized 1971 corvette falls out of the sky pancaking him#theres comedy in having a full sized sparkling............and tragedy hmmmmm what do i mean by that#bee feels guilty not being able to carry Piston to term and Ratchet says Are you stupid? Even Optimus wouldve struggled you did great
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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heres my next funky megop idea: you guys know that treasure trove of tragic romantic tropes right? think specifically the "i love you because im human" x "im incapable of love because im not human" thing.
okay now hear me out: optimus is part of the original primes and primus is all like "u all need to scope out new potential primes" and assigns optimus to d-16, a miner. and at first d-16 views optimus as some sort of guardian angel/shoulder god but things change and its the idea of:
"do you even love me?" d-16 asked quite desperately.
"yes," optimus said immediately. he smiled. "of course i do."
d-16 held him closer. he gritted his teeth and held back his tears.
"well," d-16 said bitterly. "at least we now know that primes can lie."
#megop#transformers#transformers one#this is me blatantly stealing my own idea from hazbin LMFAO#megatron#optimus prime#i still havent decided yet if itll be a tragedy or not#probably not because i always like hea more
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I get the feeling that Adeline is the most likely to get therapy.
...She'll probably need it too... (Pausing the fun times for something dreadfully serious) -
"Pieces"
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[Apologies AU Masterpost] [Noir's Field Trip]
#Apologies AU#Kirby#King Dedede#Magolor#Adeleine#Ribbon Kirby#Noir (human-form DMS)#Dark Matter Swordsman#Going to go ahead and treat this one as a mainline comic!#Read my own title as “Pisces” for a second which made me laugh because despite his birthday being a few days later...#...I cosmologically align Noir with the Pisces sign (Maybe Earth shifted? Or the New World has slightly different dates?)#But the two fish tied together / dual natures / transformation / end of a cycle are all very Noir-thematically speaking#cw: angst#Dess Art Post#One of the bigger tragedies is that Noir - foolish boy that he was - thought he could spare Adeleine the pain of his death#...All he did was delay it...#In other (lighter) news I'm going to need a third master post to keep all this new content I've been drawing XD#Will try to get that done in time with The Dess Cut#So much to do! Responses to get too as well! Busy Dess XD
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EARTHSPARK S3: review??? (SPOILERS!)
this weekend I watched earthspark and I have to say something or I'll explode. This won't be a review as much as just some loose thoughts trying to summarise what this series had became.
STARSCREAM I hate what happened with starscream. I wrote an analysis of how this character got absolutely massacred in S2 (you can check it out here). To summarise: In S1 he was such a great character, shown so intriguing with both his not perfect character and his history of being abused. In S2 they made him the villain in an absolutely shallow way, in the final episode writing him in a way that makes him irredeemable. And I thought thats the worst u can do. And then S3 happened, when he appears for one scene to be shown as funny for "being crazy" (WHICH IS ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING WHEN U REMEMBER S1 WHEN HE WAS A VICTIM OF ABUSE THAT NOONE BELIEVED. IS THIS REALLY A GOOD IDEA TO PORTRAY HIM AS HAHA CRAZY GUY). It's absolutely heartbreaking to watch that scene. Starscream gets electrocuted by the very person he opened up to in S1, he was in isolation for all of the S3, he went insane bc of that, and still at the end we drag him to autobot jail. what is this.
PROWL I have no idea how such an intriguing and complicated character from idw that was clearly an inspiration inspired such a dull and shallow character. His process of learning about respect for human allies and terrans is shown so poorely and never feels like being actually resolved, I won't even talk about this. I admire how they did two things I thought were impossible. I thought it's impossible to make IDW inspired Prowl in this show a good guy (I genuinely thought he's going to be the bad antagonist). I thought it's impossible to ignore his weird and complicated relationship with Tarantulas, in a show that had Tarantulas in S1, was created with Nick Roche as character designed and was inspired by The Sins Of The Wreckers specifically in specific places. They did both of those things and it worked out horribly, congrats.
CONCLUSION I can't understand what happened with this season. it's visible there was some cuts, it looks rushed, it lacks any substance, and Quintessons at the end... didn't help the case let's just say. But that isn't my bigest problem. I feel devastated by what happened to the ideals of the show. in S1 we had decepticons in cages, and figuring out it's not actually a good solution. In S2 we saw decepticon as boring usual villains. But in S3 we have decepticons in one big cage again. But this time there is no consideration, there is no doubt. Even if under Shockwave they just want to go home. They should all be kept imprisoned. No matter if they mean no harm, no matter if, like Starscream, they suffered enough. And there is nothing to figure out, that's just how the world works. After all, they are decepticons, right. yes I'm bitter, S1 was just very important to me and seeing what happened to ES is just sad.
#maccadam#transformers#transformers earthspark#earthspark#earthspark spoilers#earthspark season 3#earthspark season 3 spoilers#earthspark s3#tfe#tf earthspark#tfe starscream#starscream#tfe prowl#prowl#yes im super bitter about tarantulas not coming back its my personal tragedy#and i hate tfe prowl i hate him so much both as a part of the show and as a character and as a person and as a flying car#why is he a flying car#anyway feel free to rant with me or something#if u liked the show u can also tell me to stfu ig
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Me rereading MDZS and having some horror flashbacks about dark shits in this novel just made me realize Skybound comic is kind of lame and childish in comparison.
Transformers brutally killed humans and other transformers??? Lol, tame shit. A demonic arm sucked people dried, a walking statue chomping on human remains, people got sucked into the wall of a haunted building and basically became some form of seal to guard a bunch of magical swords with dark energy. Oh wait, there are much worse shits in the novel.
One species decided to genocide other species for resources? Lol, snoring... MDZS has multiple of them but at smaller scales. However, the reasons for those genocides were very very nefarious that they were just ploys for power grasping.
Revenge and war made you fucked up? I mean if the aftermath of a war was almost everyone who was on board with killing off the renmants of their former enemy as inhumane as possible or apathetic to the suffering of the war prisoners/refugees. Plus, the guy that thought the new "social norm" to use your so-called defeated enemies (that were mainly elders, the peaks, women, and children) as life baits was bad and suddenly he became a boogieman of the society and hated by almost everyone...
Skybound Shockwave is horse-ass at depravity and villainy compared to Xue Yang. And we don't talk about walking waste of a character Skybound Starscream.
Skybound Soundwave? A weakass low-level green tea bitch that should lick the floor where Jins Guangyao walked on.
Skybound Arcee with her rebrand TFP revenge plot but with a father figure??? Besides that neat bonding with Carly, she's a way less cool Jin Ling that reminds everyone about how she felt terrible for her obsession with revenge too much even when the plot didn't ask her to.
Ratchet? If Wen Qing is less cool and barely contributed shit to the story before getting fridged off in the most anticlimactic way to shove a high stake onto the Autobots.
I don't need to compare Optimus Prime to Wei Wuxian because that would be a foul play.
Also, there's no one in Skybound matches the absolute loser's behavior and resentful energy from Jiang Cheng in the most exquisite way. (Starscream after issue 13 kinda similar to Jiang Cheng but sadly Starscream is death cockroach compared to Jiang Cheng)
It's fun to compare a great piece of work that embodies the "More than meet the eyes" motto better than franchise capitalized that motto themselves, lololol.
#I guessed the only cool thing about Skybound comic is cool robot fight#Which is just a backdrop for me#Okay that's too mean this comic did have nice and touching moments#But yeah this is my personal unhinged opinion#Where I want to dunk on Skybound a bit#I mean it's a good comic that does quite well on baiting nostalgia with some edges#If you want some fun and thriller actions with some twisted and turned TF Skybound is for you#I want to get hit by euphoria of drama romance thriller mystery tragedy from this novel#transformers#transformers Skybound#mdzs#Lololol rereading mdzs kinda make me deranged and crazy#Skybound#Optimus Prime#Wei Wuxian#Soundwave#Ratchet#Arcee#Starscream#Jin Ling#Jin Guangyao#Xue Yang#Jiang Cheng
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I am like. The only person who ships these three and it makes me very sad. Also their designs are for my own use and not entirely 100% finished. If yall like em feel free to use idk
#transformers#maccadam#noblesunspark#< working ship name#prima x solus prime x megatronus#megatronus x solus prime#solus prime x prima#prima x megatronus#they make me so so ill guys#megatronus doesnt have a mouth he eats by burning food inside his inner furnace#he also cannot kiss his wife and husband. a tragedy
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Feeling unwell about megop........... how they're almost like soulmates who find each other in every universe, but are inevitably destined to end up as enemies in conflict with each other every time? The way the thing that separates them is also what defines them both as characters and is an inextricable part of their narrative...... like they're really star crossed lovers, so many different versions of them crossing paths in so many universes always falling in love but never able to be together bc its their fate to be apart.......
#(with very rare exceptions like ES megop and that one panel from the G1 comic... both of which also make me insane)#I love the tragedy of it all though truly i love it#i absolutely eat it up#🐊#transformers#megop#*G1 manga sorry
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Oh my god it's The Alchemy day I have SO many thoughts about this song so I'm gonna try and condense them.
First of all, the song starts and ends with "This happens once every few lifetimes," which is a statement filled to the BRIM with irony, in my view. The entire album up to this point has been concerned with two romances, both of which Taylor states she felt were destined and fated and "storybook" in their own ways. The entirety of TTPD is exploring how these fated, destined, storybook romances could actually crumble, and with it, her faith and belief in the existence of fate and destiny and storybook love.
But THEN... almost at the end of the standard run of the album, Taylor states that she's getting back from recovering from this tragedy - "I'm back / The hospital was a drag / Worst sleep that I ever had". She gets back from the messy process of healing from the events described on the album, and despite everything finds herself falling in love again.
This is why the title is significant, too. Alchemy is the pseudoscience of making a material into something more valuable. And this reflects the emotional process of Taylor falling in love again - she felt like the past two tragedies took the shine off of everything, killed her belief that love could ever work. But then, despite everything, she falls in love again and the normal, even tragic world she lived in before is transformed into something golden.
And then the first line repeats again, to reflect the cyclical nature of what she has experienced. Obviously, "this" doesn't happen once every few lifetimes, it's happened twice before on the album and is happening again in this song. She's falling in love, she's finding something beautiful and fated, and she can't help but find it gorgeous and meaningful, even if she's been shown again and again that she might be proven wrong in the end. And it feels so special that even if it's obvious that it isn't a once-in-a-lifetime experience, it feels that rare and that precious.
In this song, love is the alchemy, the process of turning normalcy into meaning and beauty, and she can't help it.
#GOD this song is so good#taylor swift#ttpd#the alchemy#shh gilly#don't even get me started on the way she obscures the muse on this song too like#we see all the football references but also these echoes of the past two relationships as well#and you can't help but see the darkness in that#that these two terrible tragedies reflect in the new#but that's part of the alchemy too#she sees the old in the new but despite all that she can't help but fall in love again#the alchemy transforms her sadness and heartbreak into something valuable#which is a theme that also comes up again in the manuscript btw#ttpdminutes
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mom, dad, you don't understand, the reason I flout traditional norms and do all this crazy(-to-you) stuff with group living and orgies and not having weddings is because I've reached a level of affluence unknown in our recent lineage. The lifestyles of the elite in any empire diverge markedly from the conventions that bind and stabilize the social matrix in rest of the populace. I live as the decadent Roman elite did, flaunting bisexuality and engaging in nonmonogamy
in other words, I've made it. This is what making it means in the modern world. You should be proud of me
#rambl#// family#where's that long tumblr post about lovecraft and transness and deconversion and the one videogame monster... it's relevant#a monstrous transformation on the other side of which is simple normality pleasure health#they did too good a job at launching me into the new world!#they did too good a job at giving me all the intellectual and professional and social opportunities!...#it's a tragedy to reel at
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I'm not normally a "fuck canon" kind of person but it's still wild to me that JRO said via word of god that Pharma's red rust plague wasn't designed for Tarn. Like what the fuck. Tarn trapped Pharma into a blackmail deal to give him free tcogs for his transformation addiction and Pharma designs a plague that activates on transformation and you're gonna try to tell me that Tarn wasn't in Pharma's mind when he made it like that? How can you NOT write that into your plot when the connection is so obviously there? I guess it would've meant writing Pharma as more of a vengeful mech seeking punishment for his captor and not as an insane selfish doctor, and I guess that just wasn't what we were after.
#but also it's word of god + in canon pharma says he did it to close the clinic w/o suspicion on him#so it's a mix of fuck word of god and fuck canon i guess#honestly i do say fuck canon re: pharma saying he made the virus JUST to get the clinic closed down#again the connection b/t tcog blackmail for a transformation addict and a plague that activates on transformation is way too obvious#also i don't understand how pharma's plan wouldn't have possibly worked to infect the djd anyways#whether tarn shows up at delphi to get his cogs or pharma delivers them or someone else picks them up#if tarn doesn't get the cogs bc delphi is closed down then he would of course go to delphi to rain punishment on pharma#and then the whole clinic is infected with plague so tarn and co walk right into an infection ridden trap#like i do think pharma wanting to not get caught is pertinent to his character (tho i see it as understandable tragedy instead of cowardice#but this is just another instance of me seriously questioning JRO's use of word of god when WOG is worse than fan theories#squiggposting#pharma apologism
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this is so anime girl coded but miraculously no out of character for him. Someday I'll have to draw him as a mech anime girl.
Oh Roddy was so alive and young back in mtmte I wish nothing bad ever happens--- (rant in tags)
#transformers#mtmte#mtmte rodimus#uhh I still haven't read last bot standing yet#I'm kinda afraid of the devestating tragedy#its strange I never felt this way for any other character before#meg's blue flower field already made me smile in pain#but anyways JR you write the most banger plot and I love it#Roddy is so well written that I can't even object to his end#like it hurts me but I enjoy it#how I hope the bunch of misfit idiots on the lost light can sail together forever#but again,the point of the whole series is that everything ends#something abou savoring those brief moments of passion and thus sustaining ourselves#damn I just love this series
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semi-related to my last reblog:
i don’t know where the discourse is happening in the nhs stan side of the fandom, whether it’s happening here or on reddit or somewhere else. but after having to read with my own eyes that jin guangyao intentionally set up the specific circumstances of nmj’s qi deviation with the express intent of putting nhs and the other nie sect disciples in danger, i am clinging to my affection for nhs as a character by the skin of my teeth right now.
do i think that nhs could have come to believe this over time? sure, i think that is plausible, and so playing with that idea in fic or rp or art or whatever could be crunchy. but i really need nhs fans to understand that the text doesn’t support this read on a meta level. nmj’s qi deviation during the qinghe martial conference happens because he once more chooses to creep on a private moment between jgy and lxc.
“jgy planned that” prove it. prove that this was calculated to trigger nmj’s qi deviation right here, right in this moment. prove that jgy wanted to harm nhs in this moment. if you are making this claim and someone questions it, the onus is on you to show your work.
#salty peak sect 🧂#he did crimes??? good for him 😌#let him have birds!! 🕊️#if this fandom ends up ruining nhs for me just like it has ruined wwx and wangx!an#i’m going to be so colossally cheesed off#i’m already sour enough that i don’t even enjoy listening to the playlist that i made for him anymore#and that sucks because i worked hard on that playlist actually lol#i have made a lot of really fun memes and screencap art for him because i find him compelling#his transformation from a coddled baby brother who is out of step with his society’s expectations for him#who loves the brother who will never understand or respect him#into the monster who ruins the lives of so many people just to have his revenge#his story is a tragedy actually it’s not a victory march
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More ibis paint Shockwave x Dai Atlas fanart bc they make me ill <//3
#digital art#my art#art#fanart#transformers#transformers idw#ibis paint x#ibis paint#ibispaint art#ibispaintx#ibispaintdrawing#made in ibis paint#transformers shipping#transformers shockwave#tf dai atlas#dai atlas x shockwave#the TRUE doomed yaoi (/j)#they make me genuinely hurt like i am in physical pain rn#shockwaves story was a whole ass tragedy and his friendship with atlas only made it more painful#thank you idw for breaking my heart i love you#theres not enough dai atlas fanart it general smh#and atlas x shockwave is basically nonexistent wtf#i need more of these silly sad smartass scrimblos#im the lone provider to feed the atlas x shockwave fans so eat up#atlas was so friggin hard and Shockwaves side profile was a nightmare to draw ;;#this in general took me an unreal amount of time auusufhfggg#worth it thoufh
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