#it's stupid but it haunts me
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on a list of incredibly silly, irrelevant things from the campaign i still wonder about all the time, whether Flora is actually Imogen's horse (in the legal sense of ownership) or just her favorite of Master Faramore's horses is still number one for me. do the Temults even own any horses at all or do they just work at the stables? do they board horses at the stable for a discount because they work there? do they even board horses in Gelvaan or is it more common to keep personally owned horses on your own property?? These are the important questions I need to ask for the eventual campaign wrap-up, I think
#like I GET IT if flora is just her favorite of the stable's horses#been there done that i understand it#but I spent so long thinking they OWNED horses but then we actually went to gelvaan and i got the sense that this was not the case#it's stupid but it haunts me#do they own flora and board her at the stables. if so do they own others. what are their financials like#was it viable/affordable of them to own horses like faramore's considering faramore breeds horses to be exported#implying that they are higher quality than a horse used as a beast of burden/for local farming purposes?#how much did they make from being stablehands? due to seniority is relvin a barn manager by now? he should be#does faramore pay good wages or is he a dickfuck?#important musings that I think about more than I should#also no need to try and reply to all of these questions they are RHETORICAL i am thinking out loud that is all!!
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bro has not slept for a week .
#billford#standford pines#bill cipher#the book of bill#gravity falls#comic#stump art#he sped up my mind when it was sluggish#and sped it even more up when it was anxious .#to be quite honest he just kept speeding my mind up . kind of like the minecraft cart physics update#the two years before bill even fucking brought up the portal haunt me . what kind of stupid shit were they talking about that entire time
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at least once every couple of months I still think about the time my old coworker said I was an extremely serious person and she'd never once heard me make a joke, and apart from that not being true at all I just kept thinking about a few days prior when I'd told this same coworker "my brain actually doesn't have any wrinkles, it's actually perfectly smooth and round like a beach ball"
#did she think I actually had a perfectly smooth spherical brain or did she just think I was stupid enough to think I did#or was she just like. not listening. probably tbh#still haunts me tho
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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down with worldbuilding and lore. the point of fiction is to show you something fucked up and scary, not to explain it
#have you guys ever seen that tumblr post where someone jokes about people who think tone and character is secondary to plate tectonics#but it immediately spins into 'actually this is true'#& eventually they decide the reason tolkien wrote about unnatural and evil locations is because he was too stupid to understand geography#'on a doylistic level mordor looks like that because plate tectonics was a fringe theory' is a line that haunts me
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average day on Shinra's 49th floor
#“genesis reads loveless ASMR roleplay” concept was haunting me???#crisis core#genesis rhapsodos#zack fair#sephiroth#angeal hewley#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#my art#this is so stupid im sorry
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And it's just a case of tragic magic When you can't remember feeling fantastic
#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool/wolverine#poolverine#my art#these guys have been haunting me for several weeks now#ever thin abt how. the promos got that stupid best friends necklace.#and its like 2 pieces of a heart making one.#yeah so like yknow how theyre both broken people but together theyre broken. but theyre together. yeah. yehah.
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while I try to be compassionate to teens online, because I know they're just kids and they're still learning, and even if they don't learn today, they will probably learn some day, I gotta say this... sometimes...
even I wasn't that fucking stupid as a teen.
I never sent anon hate (still fucking haven't, by the way, y'all are so inferior to me if you have), I didn't spend my fucking time on 4chan or reddit being an incel or flirting with neo Nazism, I never doxxed anyone or encouraged other people to harass or threaten people I didn't like.
I didn't bully people for drawing Steven universe art I didn't like, I never tried canceling people or making up fake rumors about how xkitguy was a pedophile, I didn't go around accusing people of being pedophiles with no evidence.
I never harassed creators online or sent death threats because someone doesn't like my favorite character and I actually unsubscribed and forever ignored content creators I found out were fucking pedophiles rather than doubling down.
Some of y'all are just dumb and mean and it has a little to do with your age, but also has to do with you being an asshole.
being a teen is not a catch all excuse.
you're not fucking 6.
you do know right from wrong at the ripe old age of 17.
you can be a piece of shit as a teen, and I can judge you despite being an adult, because I know I wasn't like that when I was a teen.
and even if I was, I can still say, knock it off.
you bullying little shits.
#like sometimes i just look at teens and say#when i was a teen#i wouldve still thought you were fucking stupid#bc while i was no albert fucking einstein at 16#i was still able to see how stupid my peers were#and it applies even more to me now as an adult like yeah i know#ur still growing#but uh#some of the shit yall do will haunt you#or it wont#bc ull become an adult who hasnt learned anytjing at all
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mama a girl behind you
#this is so stupid i’m sorry#the og meme haunts me#mortal kombat 1#mortal kombat#johnny cage#ghostface#mk1
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Alright lacemaking sonic the hedgehog fans let’s make some noise
#id in alt#oh my god this was so stupid I love being alive. hours and hours and hours of work#COMPLETELY bungled the ending. Godspeed. but seeing as I’ve never made my own bobbin lace pattern I’m gonna cut myself a little slack there#anyways ridiculous side project done now to. other ridiculous side projects. it’s a bit of an MO really#loooord my mediocre 2D art skills come back to haunt me once more#bobbin lace#fiber arts#lacemaking#sonic#sth#sonic the hedgehog#my work#trypophobia
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me, a while ago, looking at that one screenshot of the chart of all the sherbs and their worlds: “yup! there’s no spoilers in here!”
shows chart to chat:
me: “SHIT THIS HAD THE SUB SERVER WRITTEN ON IT—“
…and I’ve tried to play that off for months—
#that screenshot haunted me for months#anyways QUEUE56 YIPPEE!#going crazy going stupid about it#sqcu#sherbverse#queue56#q56
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whos ready for mayoshino tour im not
#kuro said he wants me to die (i didnt get him)#its ok i maxxed ritsu at least ....#instead i got the stupid winter wataru 5star that i needed for shinobus event#that i didnt get back then btw#and then also dead end land wataru came back to haunt me again (no i still dont have DEL mayoi)#my gacha luck is fucked whenever im not pulling for shinobu#enstars#mayoi ayase#shinobu sengoku#mayoshino#foosys art tag
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i think this image is very important and everyone should see it
#these stupid ass cards haunt me everywhere i go to hunt for figures#i had this one sitting on my gallery for a while but i forgot to post because i am actually evil and mean spirited#TWINS??? TOGETHER#INTERACTING!!HAVING GOOD TIMES EVEN#yyh#yuyu hakusho#yu yu hakusho#hiei#yyh hiei#yukina#yyh yukina
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Me whenever I'm doing literally anything:
#video#video edit#video made by red room studi0#turbo#turbo wreck it ralph#wir turbo#wreck it ralph#I've made so many of these stupid video edits.#turbo brain rot#he will forever haunt me
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last sketch dump i promise. the woods brothers are genuinely gonna send me to therapy one day
#mine#creepypasta#jeffrey woods#jeff the killer#jtk#liu woods#homicidal liu#i REALLY enjoy their dynamic as estranged siblings it speaks to me.#they haunt each other#shoutout saltkorpse on ao3 for the gut wrenching woods bros fic. i didn’t sleep right for 4 days after reading it. amen#i hate them they are so stupid#:(#ow
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do you ever think about how we absorb little bits and pieces of everyone we have ever been close to? how it echoes. how heavy and wonderful that is? how we still remember inside jokes with people we no longer talk to, and the favorite wild tale of an ex-lover, and how we say that word a specific way because a friend did that and...and, anyways, totally irrelevant, but ever think about how kim dokja just happened to take in the story fragments of a swordmaster and a dragon.
#orv#yoohankim#beso babbles#haunts me constantly#edit: yall were just gonna let make those typos huh. JUST TELL ME TO DIE-#im joking english is stupid enough i give minimal fucks about typos and misspellings#.....yes i still fixed them i said minimal not zero-
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