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hello! if u have not heard "two" by sleeping at last, i BEG u to listen to it. its our penguins' love in 4 and a half minutes, u would think they wrote it specifically for TRT ๐
I HAVE, IT ABSOLUTELY IS A PENGUIN SONG! I've got Two on the official TRT playlist for them cause holy shit that feels right all the way down to sweetheart, and the line about 'I just want to love you, to love you, to love you well. I just want to learn how, somehow, to be loved myself' gets me emotional every gd time. It reads like TRT from start to finish, is this guy reading trt orrr For anyone who hasn't heard Two (or any of his other enneagram songs, all of which are built with different tempos and melodies based on the personality types), I highly recommend giving it a listen cause it is totally a song for TRT's romance, and is one of my favorites for them.
Side note, some of his other songs I have on the TRT playlist:
One: a sorta sad song for Matt, since I headcanon his enneagram type is 1 or 2.
Two: obviously - this fits for both of them.
Six: a song for Jane, since I'll confirm this is her enneagram type.
Eight: this one's for both of them thanks to their backstories and the song's grown on me with time. It's so sharp and closed off at the beginning before becoming more vulnerable and gentle. Absolutely perfect for both of them.
Nine: a song for both of them; just fits I think.
Mercury: this one feels just so tragically, painfully about Matt.
Earth: a tragic Jane song, works sadly well for her backstory and her struggle with the boar.
Neptune: a song from Jane to Matt, works well for before she tells him about Los Angeles.
Pluto: a song from Jane to Matt as she learns to trust and eventually love him.
I'll Keep You Safe: A hopeful song from Matt to Jane about how he'll keep her safe as she discovers who she is.
You Are Enough: a song for both of them to the other as they build each other up.
(Bonus if you want to ugly cry, since it's not on my TRT playlist: Saturn, written from the perspective of Galileo's children after he passes, is what I hear for Jane to Ciro after he eventually passes away. You taught me the courage of stars before you left How light carries on endlessly even after death With shortness of breath you explained the infinite How rare and beautiful it is to even exist)
#the red thread#sleeping at last#i LOVE this guy's songs so much and have a ton more non-trt ones on my other playlist but these are the TRT ones#so you are ABSOLUTELY CORRECT IN THAT TWO FITS THEM CAUSE THAT'S WHAT I SAID#eight was a song i wasn't sure about musically at first but now i'm in love with it cause it fits the narrative of the song#neptune is 100% jane's struggle with the truth and wanting to tell matt#and 'i'll keep you safe' is absolutely matt promising to keep her safe and hold her heart as she explores and grows#i love his songs so much#they work SO WELL FOR STORIES#and if you ever want to fucking WEEP#listen to saturn#i ALWAYS cry hard when I hear it#it's so beautiful and tragic and poetic and gentle
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hold on,hold on,Yandere!Conner Kent x reader๐๐ป
(sorry for bothering๐ญ)
U ain't a bother and if anybody tells you that u do, then, they gonna face my pinky, my thumb and my fist they gonna run. ๐ผ๐บ๐ง๐ฝโโ๏ธ nobody messes with my first ever anon ๐ ๐
Anyways
The night has fallen quietly over Metropolis, the cityscape softened under a blanket of stars. The world feels smaller somehow, contained within the walls of your apartment where Connor sits, angled slightly toward you, his gaze unwavering yet serene. He has that brooding, intense lookโa mix of steel and tendernessโthat youโve come to recognize as uniquely his. Itโs as though heโs carrying a burden, one he wonโt let you see, and yet you feel its weight as if heโs drawn you into his orbit without permission.
โConnor,โ you say softly, trying to break the quiet, โyouโve beenโฆ around a lot more lately.โ
His eyes flicker, something shadowy dancing behind them, a vulnerability he usually keeps hidden. He doesnโt answer right away, just lets his gaze travel over your features as if memorizing every detail. The room feels charged, the air between you like the fine thread of a spiderโs webโdelicate and unbreakable all at once.
Finally, he speaks, his voice hushed but firm. โI just want to make sure youโre safe. Is that so wrong?โ
Thereโs a faint, haunting cadence in his words, something raw and possessive yet laced with an almost tragic reverence. You feel the intensity radiating off him, a barely restrained storm beneath his calm exterior.
โNothing could happen to you,โ he continues, almost to himself. โNot on my watch. Iโd make sure of that.โ
Youโve always known Connorโs protectiveness runs deep, but tonight, it feels like thereโs something else lurking beneath the surface. An edge, a quiet desperation that clings to the room, thick as fog.
โConnorโฆโ you say his name with a gentle tone, hoping it might pull him out of whatever dark place heโs retreating into. Heโs so close now, leaning forward, his hand reaching out as if compelled by some invisible force. When his fingers graze your cheek, his touch is featherlight, as though he fears youโll vanish.
โIf I could keep you here,โ he whispers, his tone taking on a dreamy, almost poetic quality, โlocked away from the worldโฆ I would. Not because I want to take anything from you, but because Iโฆ I couldnโt bear it if anything happened to you.โ
Itโs a confession wrapped in longing, and you see the truth of it in his eyes, where constellations seem to burn just for you. Thereโs something about his gaze that feels eternal, as if the universe itself has handed him the task of guarding you.
โYou mean a lot to me,โ he says finally, each word slow and deliberate, as though heโs trying to etch them into your soul. โMore than you know.โ
In that moment, his love feels like an uncharted oceanโbeautiful and terrifying, with depths youโre not sure youโre ready to explore. But his sincerity anchors you, and, despite the intensity of his words, you canโt help feeling safe, cocooned in the quiet power of his devotion.
(A/n: is it just me or do you guys also feel suspicious of how I could post every day despite saying I'm too lazy to do so... Maybe my laziness hasn't kicked in yet which is weird and scary considering I'm writing dis rn in front of my 10 homework activities, and yes I am doing it last minute but so what...? I'm too lazy to do all of em and rn I'm don't know what I am talking about... I love yapping but I'm a introvert does it make me a extrovert when i talk too much but not as loud? Guys I'm turning crazy, I need someone to talk to and all my best friends are busy idk why they've been busy since last week....my gf is not replying for like 20 minutes now...im going crazy. Also sorry for spamming the Batfamily tag even though it's not the content I posted, I just feel like it's more famous than the others and also idk how to tag... Though mainly because I'm scared of being a flop hehe...)
#yandere dc#yandere connor#yandere conner kent#yandere connor x reader#yandere connor kent x reader#connor kent x reader#connor x reader#yandere batfam#yandere batfam x reader#yandere batfamily#yandere batfamily x reader#yandere batman x reader#yandere batman#batfamily x reader#batfam x reader#๐บโ request
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I would like to ask which of the HSR characters would be their favorite type of Goth Girl and how they interact with the goth girl reader.
HSR characters and their favourite type of Goth Girl
Hmm, that's a good question! I'm not very familiar with fashion, so I had to look up the different subtypes(?) and styles of Gothic fashion. Hereโs what I came up with, but keep in mindโthis is just my opinion on these specific characters!
Blade โ Traditional or Occult Goth
Blade would gravitate towards a goth style that embodies the Traditional or Occult Goth aestheticโdark, intense, and reminiscent of ancient mysteries. This style complements his own fractured soul and aligns with his sense of danger and fatalism.
Blade would admire her goth style in a quiet, intense way. Heโd likely avoid compliments, but his lingering gaze would speak volumes. Occasionally, heโd make cryptic remarks about her choice of symbols or accessories, intrigued by the darker meaning behind her look.
Heโd invite her on nighttime walks, where they could talk about life, pain, and purpose. Blade would share his own views on suffering and self-destruction, finding solace in knowing that someone understands the allure of darkness without flinching.
When she shares her own struggles, Blade would respond with empathy, quietly urging her to embrace her scars. Heโd consider her as a kindred spirit, united by a mutual understanding of darkness, perhaps even guiding her towards finding strength in their pain.
Kafka โ Elegant or Victorian Goth
Kafka would be enchanted by an Elegant or Victorian Goth style, one that exudes mystery, timeless beauty, and a touch of refined danger. A style that combines old-world charm with darker, alluring elements would captivate her attention.
Kafka would treat her as her accomplice, matching her elegance with her own polished look. Sheโd appreciate her ability to blend dark, regal sophistication with subtle danger and would often compliment her in her composed, low-key way.
She would revel in their shared love for all things dark and alluring, occasionally teasing her with whispered secrets and mysterious invitations, making her feel like part of an exclusive, hidden world.
Whenever the reader/she reveals a darker or emotional side, Kafka would listen intently, then offer her hypnotic words of wisdom, nudging her towards a balanced yet sophisticated approach to their emotions. Sheโd subtly manipulate her into embracing her elegance as armor.
Sunday โ Dreamy or Romantic Goth
Sunday would be drawn to a goth style that embodies a sense of ethereal beauty and dreamy mystique, like a Romantic or Dreamy Goth. This aesthetic, filled with delicate lace, ethereal black layers, celestial accessories.
Sunday would admire her goth look as if she's an angel of the night, often complimenting the dark beauty she bring to his Sweetdream Paradise. With poetic and enigmatic language, he'd express how she reminds him of a serene vision, free from the pain of the waking world.
Behind closed doors, heโd reveal a gentler, protective side, seeing her as someone worth preserving in his dream-like world. Heโd subtly ask her about her philosophy on life and pain, curious if she'd share his perspective on a reality without suffering.
Whenever she displays a darker or more melancholic side, Sunday would be there to โsootheโ her spirit, gently guiding her towards his paradiseโalthough this โsoothingโ might actually involve urging her to escape painful thoughts.
Robin โ Ethereal or Pastel Goth
Robin would admire an Ethereal or Pastel Goth style, with softer tones like lavender and violet combined with traditional goth elements. This blend of gentleness and depth aligns with her own music and tragic past, which holds an undercurrent of beauty amidst sorrow.
Robin would feel a comforting connection with the readerโs look, as it aligns with her own aesthetic of blending light and dark. Sheโd often give small, heartfelt compliments, noting how her style reminds her of a bittersweet melody.
Sheโd enjoy quiet moments with the reader, perhaps inviting her to her studio, where theyโd share their thoughts on beauty, darkness, and the ways they each express their emotions. Robin might even dedicate a song to her, inspired by her unique blend of innocence and mystery.
When the reader is feeling down, Robin would offer soft-spoken support, listening patiently and reminding her of the beauty in every emotion, treating her struggles like notes in a beautiful song that deserve to be heard.
Aventurine โ Cyber or Industrial Goth
Aventurine would appreciate a goth style that leans into cyber or industrial aestheticsโthink metal accessories, bold colors, and futuristic touches. This type of goth aligns with his strategic mind and love for taking calculated risks, mixing sophistication with an edge.
Aventurine would be fascinated by her bold look, often pulling her aside to compliment her style in a playful, flirtatious way. Heโd likely buy her accessories, such as metallic chokers or bracelets, to enhance her look and treat her style as another high-stakes investment, always encouraging her to be bold.
With his knack for creating excitement, Aventurine would take her to the casinos or exclusive places where they could revel in the aesthetic together. Heโd suggest that every encounter and style choice is part of a larger game, creating an atmosphere of thrill and risk, which he finds irresistible.
When the reader shares her darker feelings or thoughts, heโd humorously encourage her to โdouble downโ on it, teaching her to gamble with her emotions, to transform them into something powerful and alluring.
I hope you like it! I tried my best, and it was challenging to decide styles (and writing for a female reader as I'm used to writing for gender neutral) and all, so I really hope you enjoy it ๐ซถโค๏ธโ๐ฉน
#hsr#honkai star rail#x reader#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x reader#hsr aventurine#aventurine x reader#aventurine x you#hsr aventurine x reader#sunday hsr#honkai star rail sunday#hsr sunday#sunday x reader#sunday#penacony#star rail#hsr robin#robin hsr#robin x you#robin x reader#robin#kafka#hsr kafka#Honkai Star Rail Kafka#blade honkai#blade hsr#blade x y/n#hsr blade#gothic#goth girl
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๐ฌ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ป๐จ๐ท๐ฌ
๐๐ = fluff, เฑจเง = smut, ๊ฃเญง = angst
๐ฅ = favourites, โถ = requested
๏พ. ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ โ ๐ด๐จ๐ป๐ป๐ฏ๐ฌ๐พ ๐บ๐ป๐ผ๐น๐ต๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ถ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ โ smau + writing โ tbd
โ matt sturniolo was known for many things: his striking looks, his dominance in the gaming world, and his complete inability to keep his cool around beautiful women. so itโs almost poeticโalmostโthat his fiery temper explodes during an intense fortnite match, broadcasted live to thousands, only to discover later that the player who completely shattered his pride was y/n greenblatt, one of the most beloved streamers in the communityโand undeniably beautiful. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๊ฃเญง โ 3.7k word-count
โ the preacher's daughter, the town's beloved sweetheart, harboured a pain far deeper than anyone could have ever imagined. matt, the boy who had found solace in her presence, struggled to understand how the love of his life could slip away so tragically. now, he must learn to live without his cherished fawn, accepting his fate of being forever tied to her memory, unable to let go of that fateful day. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ moodboard
โ a visualizer of poison in the water. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐ โ 3k word-count
โ when matt mentions his girlfriend, his fans instantly erupt in excitement, pleading for him to invite her on the live stream. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๊ฃเญง โ 5k word-count
โ a tormenting and bitter autumn fades into an even colder winter, unrelenting flurries shrouding two lovers in a painful veil of memories and grief. a girl, forever haunted by what was lost and what can only unfold beneath the snow, remains trapped in a ceaseless cycle of naive love and unyielding despairโs. she finds solace in the one soul who saw her, truly saw her and gazed lovingly upon her bare, scarred flesh. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ moodboard
โ a visualizer of when memories snow. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐โถ โ 1.2k word-count
โ your shy, out-of-place boyfriend navigates the glamorous chaos of new york fashion week to support his supermodel girlfriend. โ
โโโ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐๐ฅ โ 5.1k word-count
โ itโs the 2000s, and in stars hollow, rebellious matt sturniolo, tattooed and brilliant, somehow needs tutoring sessions. yn greenaway, somehow gets pulled into his world of distractions, leaving them both questioning what they really want. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐๊ฃเญง๐ฅ โ 1.4k word-count
โ a hardened fighter finds unexpected tenderness in the arms of a gentle soul, where love becomes both his salvation and his deepest fear. โ
โโโ ๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๊ฃเญง๐ฅ โ 3k word-count
โ matt thought the crash was the first tremor, the first sign that everything was unraveling. but when yn vanished, the woods grew colder, the trees twisted into shadows, and nothingโnot even their loveโcould hide from the dark that followed. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐ โ 0.7k word-count
โ a quiet, late-night moment where two people fall deeper into each otherโs embrace, wrapped in warmth, music, and the certainty that they belong together. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ ๐ฅ โ smau
โ an incident leads two twitch streamers to cross paths. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ + ๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ headcanons
โ a world renowned model dating a loser? โ
๏พ. ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ โ ๐ช๐ฏ๐น๐ฐ๐บ๐ป๐ถ๐ท๐ฏ๐ฌ๐น ๐บ๐ป๐ผ๐น๐ต๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ถ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐๊ฃเญง โ 13.9k word-count
โ in the bustling streets of new york city, a struggling artist burdened by her mother's chaos meets chris, a vibrant spirit who reignites her dormant passion for art. as their connection deepens through museum visits and intimate conversations, y/n is torn between the weight of her sacrifices and the allure of newfound love. when their paths inevitably part, chris must confront the heartache of losing the muse who transformed his art, while y/n faces the painful reality of her shattered dreams, forever haunted by the ephemeral beauty of their once-shared moments. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ เฑจเง โ 6k word-count
โ you find yourself in a dark alley, heart pounding as you lock eyes with chris sturniolo, the cocky frontman of a band. as a man-eating demon, the hunger within you stirs, and the thrill of the chase ignites something primal. with only a few moments to spare, can you resist the urge to claim him as your next victim, or will he awaken desires you never knew you had? โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๊ฃเญง โ 1.2k word-count
โ the siren, cursed by the sea and feared by the world, never imagined love could find herโuntil chris did. in his eyes, she wasnโt a creature of the depths but a soul worth saving. their love, tender and fleeting, was a defiance of fate, a brief escape from the doom that lingered. but when the sea came for her, leaving only her lifeless body on the shore, chris was left devastated. consumed by grief, he could not let her go, forever haunted by her memory, bound to the tragic final moment where love slipped through his fingers. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐โถ โ 3.3k word-count
โ a quiet ache lingers, but the warmth of her loverโs presence reminds her that healing begins in the spaces between words. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐ ๐๐: ๐๐๐๐๐๐ @ ๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐โถ โ 0.7k word-count
โ chris craves your presence in every aspect of his life, even if it means matching nails with his beloved girl. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐โถ โ 0.4k word-count
โ chris canโt help but love it when his girl speaks spanish, even when sheโs hurling insults at him. โ
โโโ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐โถ โ 0.4k word-count
โ trying on halloween costumes would be a lot easier if chris could just keep his hands to himself. โ
โโโ ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ smau
โ a fashion designer dating a model. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ smau
โ BREAKING NEWS, aespaโs yn is caught kissing a model. โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ ๐ฅ โ smau
โ a continuation of โmineโ where kim yn and chris sturniolo are caught in a secret romance.. or so they think? โ
โโโ ๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐ | ๊ซถเฃบแญฎแญฐ
โ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ smau
โ sets of instagram posts of skater!chris. โ
ยฉ sirenedeslily
#sirenedeslily โถ ห เฃช#matthew sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#๐โ โ ๐irenedeslily.๐๐๐๐๐ โ
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in the eyes of a wallflower
โห๐๐หโ แดฬ โห๐๐หโ แดฬ โห๐๐หโ แดฬ โห๐๐หโ
You always felt like a wallflower.
Not in the poetic, endearing sense people sometimes use to romanticize loneliness, but in the literal, sinking feeling of being unnoticed and unseen. It was as if you were the wallpaper of the worldโblending in, unremarkable, easily ignored. People passed you by without a second glance, just as one might pass a dull, peeling wall.
Lately, you have started to believe you are the problem.
The whispers in your mind had grown louder, each telling you that you werenโt good enough, that maybe you were the "ugly duckling" in the grand tapestry of life. It didnโt help that people left, and it hurt a little more every time they did. You began to think maybe you had this tragic flawโsomething fundamentally wrong with you that repelled others. Theyโd always start friendly, some even calling you pretty, but by the end, they distanced themselves. The harsh truth echoed in your head: โMaybe your victim mentality drives them away.โ
You were aware of that gnawing habit of expecting the worst and assuming everyone would eventually leave. The overthinking, the insecurityโhow could anyone stick around when you were in a constant spiral of โwhat ifsโ and โwhysโ? You wanted to stop feeling that way and letting those thoughts rule you, but you didnโt know how.
Until he came along.
The Australian transfer student, Jake. He was everything you werenโtโconfident, charming, effortlessly radiant. He lit up the room like a wildfire. Everyone noticed him and wanted to be around him, and for a fleeting moment, you let yourself wish you could be part of his orbit, too. But thatโs all it wasโa fleeting thought. Why would someone like him ever notice someone like you?
You sat alone in the courtyard that afternoon, knees hugged to your chest, trying to blend in with the garden around you. In your head, you were just another leaf on the tree, another petal on a flower that didnโt stand out. The other students were like vibrant blooms, and you? You were the wallflower. Always.
A shadow crossed your view, and you looked up, startled. It was Jake, hands tucked casually into his pockets, his warm brown eyes locking onto yours. He smiled, that easy grin you had only seen from afar.
โMind if I sit?โ he asked, his accent lilting with an ease that made your heart flutter.
You blinked in surprise, your mouth opening slightly before you nodded, trying to find words but coming up short.
He plopped down beside you, the two of you sitting quietly. The sounds of the courtyard buzzed around you, but all you could hear was your pulse thrumming in your ears.
โIโve been meaning to say hi,โ Jake started, his tone light but sincere. โYouโre always here, and I see you around a lot. Thought Iโd introduce myself.โ
You frowned slightly. โYouโve... noticed me?โ
Jake chuckled softly, the sound like a breeze through autumn leaves. โOf course. How could I not?โ
You looked away, staring at the ground. The doubt crept in like it always did. โHeโs just being polite,โ you thought. โHeโs probably saying this out of pity. Heโll leave, too.โ
โYou donโt believe me, do you?โ His question was gentle, but it caught you off guard. You glanced back at him, startled by how he read your thoughts so effortlessly.
โItโs not that,โ you muttered, though the lie was evident in your voice. โItโs just... no one notices me. Iโm just... there.โ
Jake shook his head, leaning forward slightly, his expression softening. โThatโs not true. Youโve been beautiful all along; you donโt see it. But I do.โ
Your breath caught in your throat, the weight of his words sinking in. You tried to laugh it off, brushing it aside like you always did when someone complimented you. But the look in his eyes stopped you. He wasnโt joking. He wasnโt being polite. He meant it.
โLook, I know what youโre thinking,โ Jake continued, his gaze steady on yours. โYou think youโre invisible, like you donโt matter. But you do. You donโt have to be the loudest or the most outgoing to be seen. You have this... quiet strength. You donโt need to be anything more than what you are.โ
You swallowed hard, feeling the lump in your throat grow. โBut people leave. They always do. And I donโt know how to stop feeling itโs my fault.โ
Jake exhaled slowly, his hand reaching out, resting gently on your arm. The touch was warm and grounding. โMaybe itโs not about stopping those feelings,โ he said softly. โMaybe itโs about accepting youโre enough, even with them. You donโt have to fix yourself to be loved. You donโt have to be perfect. You have to be you.โ
Tears pricked at the corners of your eyes, but you blinked them away, shaking your head slightly. โI donโt know how.โ
โThen let me remind you,โ he said, his voice a quiet promise. โEvery day, if thatโs what it takes.โ
In that moment, something shifted inside you. The weight of being unnoticed, unloved, and invisible seemed to lighten just a little. Maybe it wasnโt about changing overnight. Perhaps it was about letting someone see you, really see you, even when you couldnโt see yourself.
You werenโt just a wallflower. You were more than that. And Jake? He saw every bit of it.
Maybe you could learn to see it, too.
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Wandee Goodday EP 3 Unhinged Tangent Thoughts
Another week, another naughty fun time with our beautiful doctor x boxer BL. accompanying my unhinged thoughts this week is this random musical number that popped up in my head while i was watching this ep.
I would burn down the world for you Yak!
Renaissance painting ass shit right here. also we know they're gay for each other can we tone down the purple now.
One Eyebrows a day keeps the heteros aways.
I love this unconventional family so much your honor. anyways, Buddy!
Yes! calls out those bitches whoes watched too much romantic movies/shows. it's me i'm bitches ๐
She seems nice.... Ugh i can't even hate her god damn it show! anyways hope this show would not put her through too much shits with paring her with Ai Phi Ter and all.
That's how you do seduction Dee take some god dang notes!
That eyes. these brothers and their forking beautiful soulful eyes. these ones feels like a gentle breeze in mid summer day before the rain fall. god damn these men making me be poetic and junk, ahhh. also here Yei tease Cher by calling him เธเนเธญ "Zor" which mean sister in law in teochew. it's commonly use now a days as a way to refer to a wife of a establishment owner.
Finally he dressed like what he is on inside.
Did i just turn on grey's anatomy by mistake?? joke aside i liked that they flesh out more of Dee motivations for the scholarship so it not just him being a petty bitch.
Look at you two, being supportive fuck buddies and whatnot. aah a good and supportive dick. BL is indeed a fantasy.
Is nobody in this dang hospital have works to do lol.
Yeah i understand Yak here completely. cause like Boxing and Football are like two of the most sacred places for them straight men in thailand. it probably scarier to be out in these fields than a lot of other careers.
เธญเธตเธเธตเธเธตเน เธเธฐเธเธญเนเธซเธฅเธเนเธซเธฑเธเนเธซเนเนเธเธตเธขเธเธซเธเนเธญเธข.
Side boobs! ok slut, i know what's you're up to.
Yak you know making that face is not going to stop Dee.
I stan this unashamed whorish behavior.
Oh, Dee is indeed come from school of grey's anatomy tragic doctor backstory.
He got me. all of its.
You dorks i love you two so much.
Holy shit this ep was great. i know that Dee gone a bit too far in this ep, but i can't be mad at him cause he said it himself early in the ep that he doesn't like to lose and he admited that its not a part of him that he think highly of. and after so many loses relentlessly pursuing Yak was probably the only thing he felt he in control with. and at the end he stopped and realized that its his own problems and it's not fair to drag Yak into it. what he did was not good but it's very human and it make me like him more as a character, flaws and all.
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How is one supposed to be normal about a love like Agatha and Rioโs? A love that is so strong and needed, yet so tragic. It was always going to be tragic, because how could anyone have a healthy relationship with death, but yet how could she not love Death? How could she not kiss and embrace Death, when Death is so kind and gentle, when nobody else has ever been that gentle with her before.
And Agatha is a human, such a tribal creature by nature, yet with her power set, her ability to steal the power of other witches if they hit her with their power, makes her destined to be alone, to be isolated. Forced to live coven-less, because how could the witch killer ever keep a coven. And then comes this witch, Death, someone that Agatha canโt kill because you canโt kill Death, and trying to kill her would only kill her instead, and Death isnโt allowed to kill either. She doesnโt decide who dies and when, she just collects their souls and helps them travel to the other side peacefully. So Agatha finally has someone that she canโt kill and canโt kill her, and yet it still was never going to work forever
And for Death, a cosmic being that has one purpose, forced to spend time with humans. Humans, who are so complex with their feelings, their words, their actions, how is Death supposed to not pick up some of those traits as well, when sheโs forced to spend so much time with them. Her gaining some human feelings was always going to be inevitable, and how was she supposed to prepare for that, prepare to love and lose when sheโs not meant to love or lose, sheโs made to simply guide souls over and nothing would have prepared her for this. How was she supposed to know how to communicate effectively, when human communication is complex and it was never what she was created for.
And isnโt it beautiful that she broke out of the mold that was made for her? Isnโt it beautiful that she loved despite not being built for it? Itโs so poetic and tragic, and it makes my heart ache.
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Thoughts on Yuwu and Update
Long time no see dear friends! :) I just finished a big work project and, more importantly, I finished reading Yuwu :P Iโm acutely aware that thereโre TGCF asks in my inbox I still havenโt answered, I need to re-familiarise myself with the books and I promise to answer them in the coming weeks. For now I want to share some quick thoughts on Yuwu.
1. Iโve seen people pointing out Yuwuโs problems with structures and plot holes, then again these are never Meatbunโs strong suits. Meatbun has always been best at flooding her readers with intense emotions and making us sympathise with even the worst of her characters. I think the best-written character in Yuwu is Jiang Yexue. While Mo Xi and Gu Mang are so strong-willed and incorruptible as to be almost inhuman, Jing Yexue shows how terrible it is to be truly alone in the world and the despair of emotional isolation, and how the best of intentions will turn to bottomless hatred and bile if theyโre never repaid with recognition and kindness. The tragedy of Jiang Yexue is that everything and everyone he cares about has only brought him more misery and isolation. If he hadnโt cared about his mother so much, he wouldnโt have to put up with her insults and denigrations that trampled over his good will and planted the seed of bitterness that skewed his perception of the world. He wouldnโt have to be pained by his motherโs abandonment, yet still kept her murderous plots against Yue Chenqing a secret โ if he had been more unfeeling and exposed her crime and his role in stopping it, he wouldโve won the favour of his family and improved his personal standing. If he hadnโt cared about Yue Chenqing so much, he wouldnโt have to silently suffer the deprivation of his own resources for the sake of benefiting Chenqing, and to save Chenqing at the expanse of his own agony due to poisoning by demonic energy. If he hadnโt loved Murong Chuyi so much, he wouldnโt have looked to him as the only source of solace and salvation and bared his feelings in a moment of vulnerability, and then be completely abandoned and left terribly, terribly alone when Chuyi rejected his feelings.
However I have reasons to believe that Jiang Yexue is the authorโs personal fav, because she uses the most beautiful imageries to describe him โ not even Mo Xi and Gu Mang get this treatment: his eyes are like gardenia flowers in clear pools, his smile is soft like dew and breeze over flowers, his skin is like fresh snow and immaculate jade. Even his name paints the most poetic imagery: ๆฑๅค้ช, which means โsnow falling on river in the nightโ โ ย there is purity in darkness, gentleness in the bitter cold.
2. About Mo Xi and Gu Mang. Thereโs something so tragic about choosing the weight of the entire world over the love of your own heart, and choosing to be true to yourself but failing the one you love the most. Mo Xi and Gu Mang are made for each other if only for their boundless energy, determination, endurance, and capacity for pain. Anyone more faint-hearted than Mo Xi wouldnโt have been able to hold on to Gu Mang. Still, I donโt think Meatbun provided a satisfactory answer as to why Mo Xi is so unwavering in his attachment to Gu Mang, despite all appearances of Gu Mang neglecting, abandoning, betraying, and mortally wounding him. Li Qingqian is given as a counterexample of persistence in love not ending well, so what gives Mo Xi the strength to persist beyond what normal people can bear? Meatbun seems to give an answer in this paragraph: โin this world, to love or not to love is something that can always be changed, but only the heart forever remains as itself. Mo Xi has never been one to make commitments lightly, the day he determined to confess his love to Gu Mang, what he gave Gu Mang wasnโt his love. It was his heart.โ So what is the difference between heart and love? What does it mean that love changes but the heart doesnโt?... Despite the obligatory happy ending, Ximang has always had a tragic undertone; Mo Ran and Chu Wanning can only hope to be as star-crossed as Ximang. Mo Xiโs name, ็ (xi), means to extinguish a light or fire, and this word ็ is repeated used in allegorical expressions of how Mo Xiโs hope for Gu Mang to recover or return his feelings is extinguished. Mo Xiโs own name is a testament to the hopeless love between Ximang.
3. I think the stories of almost every major character in Yuwu points to one line Mo Xi said to the emperor โ ไบบ่ดตๆๆ
, which means โemotions/feelings/attachments are that most precious human thingโ. It doesnโt mean that feelings will always lead characters to make the right decisions or make them better people, but that feelings are the most unignorable and persistent drive behind the charactersโ actions โ even when youโve lost everything and discarded your humanity, your feelings for those you love will still be there, shaping your destiny, tormenting your heart, making you care. The Three Gentlemen of Chonghua are defined by the Buddhist virtue of self-control, but eventually we see the love or hate that drives them, and their virtuous self-restraint is just a faรงade.
4. It is very apropos to Chinese history (and modernity) that the nation is ultimately destroyed not by an evil outsider, but by infighting and the rulerโs mistrust towards his own people and his ill-will to dominate.
5. When Meatbun wrote that Gu Mang was confused by the emperorโs carrot and stick strategy, Meatbun actually used the phrase โcarrot and stickโ in Chinese, which is amusing given that itโs an English expression used in ancient Chinese context. Talking about writing fantasy ancient China in the age of globalisation.
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โTis You, My Great Love
Summary: I've been betrothed to fear since the mists of memory, โthe bride of despair,โ they named me. And there, by the shore, you found meโฆ sorrow veiling my face, and wounds blooming like tulips in my hands. But lo, you, my great love, now stand, lifting the veil and bidding my fears depart with each tender kiss. โStay,โ I say, โstay for all eternity.โ
A/N: hello hello beautiful friends!!! i wrote this piece while feeling extremely sentimental and sappy after a conversation about motherhood with my best friend.. i was contemplating motherhood, marriage, and intimacy in general, but then tried to imagine how that would translate to Nala's and Oberyn's relationship.. so, this fic is mainly fluff with a sprinkle of smut :3 and lots of poetic dreamsโฆ hope you enjoy it! <3
Pairing: Oberyn Martell ร OFC from WoV
Rating: E (18+ only)
Content: established relationship (marriage); talks of motherhood; fear of loss and abandonment; fear of motherhood; talks of dreams; pregnancy; childbirth; fluff on steroids with a sprinkle of smut; dad!oberyn (my favorite oberyn to write); brief p in v sex; oral (m!receiving); breeding kink
WC: 2.6K
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โLove me so strongly that the echoes come to me here, at night, in the hours of insomnia, where I am waiting for you. I kiss you, I kiss you madly.โ โ Albert Camus to Maria Casares, Correspondence, January 9, 1950
His breath, slow and warm, caressed her neck as he nestled closer. His arms, like bands of fire, encircled her soft belly. With a grip as tight as the grasp of a man fearing the loss of paradise slipping through his fingers, he held her close, as if she might vanish like the elusive dream of Eden he chased in his sleep. Just when he thought he could taste its waters, they turned to fire, scorching his throat and consuming him in flames, jolting him awake from his slumber. Yet now, she mused, he sleeps peacefully.
She traced her finger over the scar adorning his shoulder, much like the marks she bore on her own body from bearing their sonโfor when love leaves its mark upon us, not even the shadow of fear can erase it.
Her fingers deftly threaded through his raven locks, prompting a soft hum from him as she pressed a tender kiss upon his brow. Never before had she known such serenity, as sleep gently stole her away in his arms.
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The sun, basking in its warm and inviting glow, reached its luminous tendrils into the chambers of their castle. The soft sounds of nature at dawn whispered promises of new beginnings. These beginnings ushered in healing and prosperity to souls who had yearned for the clasp of death for so long, forgetting how to revel in life's joys and surrender to its tender embrace.
Life in Dorne, akin to a nurturing mother, a goddess, a womanโฆ the dunes of sand beneath their calloused feet, and the blazing sun in the sky, stood as an impregnable fortress of strength akin to Nymeria, their burning star. She was the mother of both land and people, her warmth forging indomitable resolve within her children. She is the sunโtheir sun blazing fiercely, instilling in them an unyielding grit against any rival, yet within their hearts lay a gentle warmth that embraced love as steadfastly as a sacred oath.
And like the sun and the earth and Nymeria, Nala harbored the urges of motherhood within her, which was a concept that she held in reverence, yet it also stirred a deep sense of dread within her. She longed for the life burgeoning deep inside of her, for a part of herself to wander this realm and embrace life under her vigilant care and unwavering devotion. However, she couldn't shake the haunting memory of how motherhood had claimed her own mother's life, how she harbored guilt for the tragic fate her mother endured.
If only I hadn't been, she might have fled the castle and escaped her dire end...
This lingering wound within her soul was the sole reason she had shunned the idea of bearing children until she met him.
He, adorned in all his splendor, tended to her wounded soul the very instant he professed his love to her, at a time when he himself was most in need of solace. This bastion of a man, generous, gracious, and gallant, freely bestowed his love, protection, and tenderness, even amidst the shadows of his wrath and vengeance.
For you, my great love, I ache with an unbearable keenness, feeling the wounds within me slowly mend, sewn shut with the thread of your loveโa needle of devotion stitching together my injured being. Though painful, it is an insatiable need, a piercing sting I have yearned for throughout the passing years. It closes the chasm within me, that gaping void where the winds of despair and sorrow once freely roamed, leaving me as naught but a specter, undeserving of love, joy, or autonomy.
Your love, my great love, is what ignited within me a hunger for life after an endless fast of fearโfear of loss and abandonment. Your love bestowed upon me the strength to embrace love once more, despite the inevitable sacrifices. Did you know that you visited me in my dreams? You kissed me with such tenderness and held me close. โI was adrift,โ I told you, my voice laden with fear, โtake me..โ I whispered, โTake me with you.โ
When she pledged herself to him in marriage, she knew she needed to fear no one beneath the gaze of Gods and men. With him by her side, no rivals could breach her defenses; even in death, his spirit would haunt any who dared to harm her through all Seven Hells and beyond.
You told me once, do you recall? As we strolled the shores, my steps were heavy with dread or joy, or perhaps it was the dread of the joy that awaited me. I struggle to remember the last time genuine happiness graced my soul before that day. When the sweet taste of happiness touched my sorrow-laden lips, I froze in place, wary that this cruel existence might snatch it away, as it so often does.
You whispered to me, my great love, your love with such fervor, you told me how it frightened you, unable to resist the pull of our inevitable fate. โHow could I?โ you pondered, โYou are inescapable.โ You told me that sorrow is the price of love; to shun one is to forsake the other. Yet, you vowed not to evade me, you kissed me and swore to me that you would not allow my love to elude your grasp.
You told me how I melt into your dreams, whisking you away in my embrace mere seconds before the phantom hands could encircle your throat. Those same hands, which once tormented you each night, wrenching you from slumber, now find themselves impotent against your newfound peace. You impute to me your salvation, though I doubted my own. You rekindled a dormant tenderness within me, long thought doused by the harshness of life. โtis you, my great love, who rescued meโฆ It was not I who saved you, but you who saved me.
She recalled a day they spent amidst the Water Gardens, a few moons past:
Reclining upon the grass, the soothing melody of a nearby water fountain lulled her into a serene state of repose. The laughter of Dorea and Loreza filled her ears, joyfully engaged in play with their father. Nala shut her eyes, savoring this heartening moment with those she holds most dear.
โWโWait, papa, wait,โ Dorea uttered between pants, attempting to conceal her sweet giggles. โI heard Arianne say that you engage in battles,โ she inquired, her small hand resting on her waist as she sought to extract the truth from him.
โYes, I do,โ Oberyn replied, seated on the grass, attempting to catch his breath after chasing them all morning. โWhy would Arianne tell you that?โ He narrowed his eyes at his daughter, intrigued by the smirk that widened before Loreza jumped on his back, encircling his neck and hanging from it, ambushing him. โPapa, fight!โ
Nala opened her eyes to witness the victorious father, besieged by little hands and tiny feet, playfully striking his stomach and chest, surrounded by laughter that compelled him to yield, lying flat on his back.
Dorea brandished a stick of wood, pointing it at his face, and murmured, โSurrender!โ with a broad, toothy grin. Loreza, seizing the opportunity, delivered a playful punch to his soft middle. โI surrender, my lady, I surrender!โ he exclaimed with feigned fear and defeat, eliciting more giggles from Loreza. โHave mercy on this old man, my lady, please!โ he continued, jesting while maintaining his scared demeanor.
โLoreza,โ Dorea commanded with a stern expression, feigning seriousness, โthis soldier will join our army,โ attempting a deep, authoritative voice. At that moment, Oberyn stealthily swept them both from their feet and hoisted them onto his shoulders, prompting a chorus of screams and laughter. โYou shall never trust your enemy, girls,โ he declared, his voice playfully admonishing.
Her faith in his paternal prowess never wavered, evidenced by his eight resilient daughters. He showered them with love and fierceness to such an extent that Nala's own heart ached with longing to bear his childโa primal yearning that twisted within her.
Each time he lay with her, she offered fervent prayers to the Gods, beseeching them, โGrant this union fruitfulness, let it take, let life flourish abundantly within me.โ
When the soft stirrings of life within her ignited a radiant glow from deep within, his love grew even more tender, gentle, and expansive; even greater than the swell of her stomach. She marveled at the dichotomy of this fierce and dreaded man seeping such tenderness. How could hands, once stained with the blood of his foes and weathered by battle, now caress her with such delicate care, as if she were the most delicate of petals?
โTell me,โ he panted as he thrust into her, โTell me how much you love me, Nala.โ
โI do,โ she said, her words strained with pleasure, melding into a moan, โI do, my viper, I adore you.โ
As she entered the throes of labor, he sat steadfastly behind her, his legs parted to rest on her sides supporting her back against his chest, his words of praise gently murmured into her ear. Amidst his curses at the Gods, he avidly wished to shoulder her pain, to bear it in her stead.ย
When they were greeted by the piercing cries of the fruit of their loveโa child, glorious and perfect in every way, red and squealing, a reflection of his father in demeanor, soul, and visageโshe cradled him in her arms, while Oberyn enveloped them both in his protective embrace.
Their eyes locked upon the tiny, fragile form before them, and as a rare tear escaped his forbearing facade, she reached out to brush it from his cheek. With a tender whisper, she said, โLook, my love, he bears your likeness.โ
She reclined upon her side, nursing their son at her breast, nestled between herself and Oberyn. His gaze lingered upon the tender scene, his eyes laden with unspoken emotions that he dared not voice, lest tears betray him.
Do you remember, my great love? Do you remember how the fear wilted, its head bowed in shame? The fear that once gripped me, releasing my hand as it gazed upon you with eyes filled with dread.
โFret not,โ you whispered to me while I sat in sorrow by your side. Though you lay in a deep slumber for days, your voice broke through the darkness just when I feared I might never hear it again. When all semblance of peace metamorphosed into a looming specter, jeering at me, taunting my joy and desperation. โOh, you naive child,โ it sneered with a voice steeped in bitterness. โI am no child,โ I retorted, yet I felt the weight of my old fears returning. โYou never learn,โ it spat, before your voice shielded me from impending despair. You whispered, โFret not,โ and I believed you, my great love, as I always do.
And now look... Look at him... How can one lay bare their heart to the world, a heart with little hands and tiny feet, and not fret?
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Gently opening her eyes, she sensed the chill of the empty space beside herโa void she cursed and despised. Rising slowly from her slumber, she beheld him: bare-chested, glorious, as beautiful as a man can be, cradling their son in his arms.
Their embrace enveloped them in warmth, their skins melding as one, while the soft cooing of their child resonated faintly in the chamber's silence. Amidst the peaceful atmosphere, punctuated only by the hushed footsteps of her husband and the tender sounds of their boy, her heart pounded within her chest like a Sand Steed galloping across the Dornish plains, threatening to burst forth. The love she felt surged within her, surpassing all expectations, growing fiercer, more profoundโunbearable. It was a love that dissolved her fears like the northern snows beneath the scorching sun.
In the treasured instants shared with his children, Oberyn found solace in moments where the chaos of the world faded into oblivion. Each time they gathered around him, their youthful spirits ignited a spark of joy within him, particularly in those tender early years when they sought refuge in their father's arms. Yet, amidst this warmth, a pang of sorrow lingered as he gazed upon his son, his thoughts drifting to memories of his nephew Aegon, the son of his sweet sister Elia.
He couldn't help but imagine how Aegon might have flourished had fate been kinder to him or his sister or their mother. A gentle touch from Nala drew him back from his sorrowful reverie, and as he turned to meet her tender smile, he leaned in to press a soft kiss upon her lips, mindful not to disturb the slumbering child cradled in his embrace.
โWhy did you not awaken me, my love?โ Nala murmured, her gaze tenderly fixed upon their son.
โI wished for you to rest,โ he replied softly, his eyes warm as they met hers, before he moved to lay their child gently in his crib, nestling him into the plush bedding.
Returning to their bed, he settled himself against the sturdy wooden frame, patting the mattress beside him, inviting her to join him. She approached, crawling between his legs, prompting a raised brow and a smirk from him. โAnd what might you be doing?โ he inquired.
โI long to savor you,โ she declared simply, positioned between his spread legs and deftly undoing his breeches.
โAnd your wounds, my love?โ he gently reminded her. โYou are not fully healed yet.โ
โThis will be my remedy,โ she replied, her voice hoarse and tinged with sleep and yearning, almost on the edge of a whine.
She felt his cock swell and throb in her grasp, searing and already slick with desire. With gentle strokes of her hand, she evoked muffled groans from him, meeting his gaze as she whispered, โI love you beyond reckoningโฆโ
Lowering her head to his glistening tip, she teased the slit with tiny licks, relishing every drop of his precum. His head fell back, a deep moan escaping his lips before she buried him in her mouth.
She swallowed him deeper and deeper until he was fully sheathed within her throat, his leg jerked beside her as she moved him in and out of her wet and wanting mouth. A low hum accompanied her fervent ministrations, her hand tenderly caressing his soft belly, a part of him she had adored over the years.
Pulling him from her drooling mouth to catch her breath, she panted between words, โIf not for my wounds, I would not have wasted your seed anywhere but deep within my cunt,โ she licked his sensitive tip, and he whimpered quietly, โtaking me day and nightโฆ today and tomorrow and the day after, and spilling your seed within me over and over โtil it takes,โ she confessed before taking him again, squeezing him within her tight throat, his primal groans filling the air and filling her with an immense sense of pride at her actions.
She swallowed around him once, then twice, until she felt his warm, salty cum spurt into her eager throat, eliciting a guttural growl from him as he filled her up and came down from his climax. She withdrew his softened cock from her mouth, gathering the seeping cum from the corners of her lips before eagerly sucking her digit clean. Crawling up to lie atop him, she rested her head upon his heaving chest, pressing kisses to his golden skin. He enveloped her in his arms, holding her tightly, yearning to merge with her until they became one.
You, my great love, โtis you who will always reign until the end of times, in every lifetime, in every plane of existence.
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so in those [mumble mumble] years between BotW and TotK, the Zora replaced the weathered and unreadable monuments with new history writing by Sidon, and their contents have left me hmm emotionally compromised ??
i was gonna list em out in full but then i read them all and Sidon waffles so much bless him LOL
full transcripts below (+ the 11th monument in the Domain itself) expect Sidon being an adorable goof, Zora Deep Lore, waterbending, SO much gushing over Mipha and Link, Zelda being a sweetheart, and surprise Yona content !!!
just for clarity, i've highlighted the first word of each on-screen chunk of text ... i love Sidon so much but he's so verbose i kept missing the full log lol but im glad he went all in, its earnest, descriptive and poetic :') ๐ RIP the stonemasons ...
Learnings of the Zora, Part One The Waters of Zora's Domain As told by Prince Sidon
Long, long ago, right here in Lanayru, incredible transformations, both subtle and drastic in nature, shaped the land. The tall mountains birthed clouds, these clouds cried tears of rain, and this rain filled our deep valleys past the brim. In time, this overflowing water became the Zora River, which bred waterfalls that fell and nourished the vast Lanayru Wetlands. Perhaps it was inevitable that my Zora ancestors, who wandered in search of precious water, would finally settle here. The mountains of Lanayru are blessed with high-quality stone. The structures built from said stone are solid yet refined. Just like the Zora and our domain, our buildings exist in harmony with the water. It is a beautiful symbol of our way of life. If you go to the edge of the domain, close your eyes, and listen closely ... you shall be greeted by the gentle sound of water. This kind, soothing sound is a testament to the happy life the Zora are so grateful to have found here. As one born of royal Zora blood, my duty is as clear as it is unshakeable. I, Sidon, swear here and now ... I shall protect our home with my very life, that the gentle sound of water may never cease in our beloved domain.
Learnings of the Zora, Part Two The Legend of Ruto, Our Great Ancestor As told by Prince Sidon
It is written that long ago there was a strong-willed Zora princess who was as meandering as a winding river. This princess, who was dearly loved by her fellow Zora, was noble as she was innocent. Her name was Ruto. One day, a powerful and wicked man tried to take over Hyrule and brought great ruin to the once-peaceful Zora's Domain. Our tales speak of falled Zora soldiers drifting down the river as it sadly reflected the chaotic retreat of the terrified Zora. Princess Ruto bravely fought back her tears and she bore witness to the tragic misery unfolding in the domain. Even amid her heartbreak, the Zora princess did all she coult to help the weak and elderly escape. Next she swam against the river's current and climbed the mighty waterfall to challenge her foe. The details of this fight have fallen victim to the haze of time. Few details remain. Still, it is said she was aided by the princess of Hyrule and the hero of legend, and together they saved Hyrule. So the legend goes. I, Sidon, prince of the Zoram cannot help but ponder these events as I listen to the Zora children play in all their innocence. As Princess Ruta's descendant, it is my fate to carry the torch of her brave acts into tomorrow and beyond. I shall not fail.
Learnings of the Zora, Part Three The Great King Dorephan As told by Prince Sidon
Several springs after I lost my dear sister, Mipha, a large group of Lizalfos attacked the domain. It mattered not that this was my first true battle. The expectations of those around me weighed heavy on my shoulders. The absence of Mipha, who had always been there to encourage me with loving kindness, was like a spear to my heart. As for my own spear, though I was highly trained for its use, it seemed to only cut the air and slash the water's surface. I was taken off guard by a surprise attach from three Lizalfos hiding at the water's edge, each with their blade fixed on me. I knew that my time had come ... and that is when the three Lizalfos disappeared, as quickly as they had arrived. In their place, I saw the towering figure of my father, the great King Dorephan, who had just bested my foes with ease. "Sidon, my son," he said firmly. "You allwed your heart to falter. That is the quickest way to fall on the battlefield." His words cut deep, but as I stood on the brink of dispair, a familiar gently encouraged me. "Your king needs you." Many soldiers later attested they were certain they had also heard the sweet voice of Mipha on that day. From then on, my heart was true and my resolve firm. By lending strength to our king, we were able to save the domain.
Learnings of the Zora, Part Four Two Sisters of Different Blood As told by Prince Sidon
When I was young, I had an irrational fear of strangers. I was particularly bashful around Yona. Paralyzed, even. She was already so mature in manner, and she treated me like a little brother, even though we were not related. There came an unseasonably heavy rain that quickly flooded the river. Us children, who were playing there, were swept away. I was battered by the water's strong flow, my fins helpless to resist. It was Yona who dragged me to the safety of the shore. The water continued to swell as the shore waned, but Yona was unflappable, sweetly comforting me as I shivered in fear. It was Mipha, my dear sister, who finally showed up to rescue us with other Zora adults in tow. I still remember Yona's face as she gazed up at Mipha in admiration. My face must have looked the same as I gazed at Yona. As a child, I had two big sisters. One by birth and one by chance. Yona looked up to Mipha, and I was in awe of them both. Before I knew it, years had passed, and my feelings for Yona became more difficult to quantify. Then, one day ... My father informed me that the amazing young woman who had once been a like a sister to me was to be my bride. Perhaps these feelings and memories are too dear and private to commit to history, but such is the tale of this Zora prince.
Learnings of the Zora, Part Five The Zora Armor She Left Behind As told by Prince Sidon
For some time after I lost my beloved sister, even in the light shining on the water seemed dark and dreary to my eyes. But as they say, time heals all wounds, no matter how deep. I can now speak of her with a smile, as is only fitting. I shall now tell the tale of the Zora armor that my sister crafted for her future husband, as per our ancient custom. One dark day, the domain was in great peril, and I sought help from a traveling Hylian to save our home. He was sparing with his words, yet I trusted him at once. As fate would have it, he was a childhood friend of Mipha's. My father, King Dorephan, troubled by the domain's suffering, requested his help. The swordsman agreed without hesitation. Father bequeathed my sister's Zora armor to this courageous soul, along with her hopes for the safety of the domain. The armor fit Link perfectly - so perfectly that councilman Muzu, who then harbored a hatred of Hylians, could not object. My sister had already left this world, and with her went the dearly held intentions that she had instilled within that special armor. Yet, with Link's help, she shined a light on the Zora in our hour of need, reaching between worlds with gentle fingertips.
Learnings of the Zora, Part Six The Story of Mipha Court: The Beginning As told by Prince Sidon
There was once a terrifying monster on Ploymus Mountain, loosing shock arrows on all who dared to cross its path. It was of utmost importance to drive the beast away, but as the Zora are weak to electricity, our efforts were futile. That is when a lone Hylian arrived at the domain. This swordsman who was sparing with his words ... his name was Link. Unlike us Zora, he was immune to shocks! Well perhaps that is an exaggeration, but one thing is certain. He was very brave. After careful preparation, he ascended Ploymus Mountain and defeated the foul beast all by himself. As if in celebration of newfound peace, clean water mysteriously began flowing at the top of Ploymus Mountain. That is when many Zora, if not most, voiced support for building a place that all could enjoy in that formerly frightful spot. Yet the many tree roots and stones made this task tricky, leading to a focus on the no-less-difficult matter of the name. "Zora Park" was too obvious. "Ploymus Park" only conjured images of the former terrors found there. When I candidly asked whether we should focus on the hard work at hand rather than the name, they all turned my way. "Prince Sidon," they asked. "Surely you must have a good suggestion?" To that, I fell silent, and stayed so for a long while. I shall write the conclusion of this story on another monument.
Learnings of the Zora, Part Six The Story of Mipha Court: The Conclusion As told by Prince Sidon
The first half of this tale can be found on another stone monument. If it is not too much trouble, I advise reading that first. I now present the conclusion. When posed with the task of naming this storied location, I, Prince Sidon, fell silent. After a time, I timidly proposed the one and only name that came to mind for this place of newfound peace. I suggested that we name it after my beloved sister who had long been lost to us ... Mipha Court. I worried they would think I was unfairly favoring my own family's legacy by naming it after my kin. A hush fell over the group. After a time, one of the stonemasons raised his voice in agreement. More voices joined his, one after another. The idea was embraced whlly, and the craftsmen all returned to their work. Though the work was grueling, from then until the completion of Mipha Court, the air was filled with laughter and singing. This incident drove home to my very core how much everyone loved my sister. I hope one day to inspire such admiration. If there is ever to be a Sidon Court, I must work tirelessly to earn that honor.
Learnings of the Zora, Part Seven The Prince and the Swordsman As told by Prince Sidon
The rain always stops ... except when it does not. This humourous saying was once repeated with a soft chuckle around here. Then, one day, heavy rain started falling in the domain, and no matter how many days passed it did not cease. Although the Zora are a water-dwelling sort, we came to miss the warmth of the sun and dry winds upon our backs. Alas, as fervent as our desire was, we had no means of stopping the cause of this unprecedented disaster. When all had given up hope, I, Sidon, took it upon myself to invite a Hylian to the domain. This young swordsman of few words was named Link. I trusted him at once, sensing great devotion in his kind eyes. It was immediately clear that my instincts were correct. Thanks to Link, we were able to face the thread head on. Our battle with the source of the disaster was intense by my newfound friend and I refused to yield until we finally triumphed. Sometimes, writen words flow so much more readily than those spoken ... Link, my dearest friend, you are an unparalleled swordsman, and I admire you so very much. He may lack fins and gills, but it matters not. This hero among heroes exudes magnificence tempered with steadiness. Though we are different, our hearts both yearn to serve a higher calling. I learned much from him, and I am eternally grateful. As I recall my best friend, it occurs to me that though the rains have ceased, perhaps a true adventure never does.
Learnings of the Zora, Part Eight The Princess of Hyrule As told by Prince Sidon
One that despicable disaster had ceased to plague Zora's Domain, a distinguished yet humble lady paid us a visit. This young woman who appeared with Link at her side was none other than Princess Zelda of the royal family of Hyrule. "I beg forgiveness," she said earnestly. "Because of the royal family, Princess Mipha ..." She paused, unable to continue. Small, silent teardrops tumbled down her cheek and hit the floor, one after another, each saying a thousand unspaken words. She gently wiped her eyes and lifted her gaze to meet the king's, speaking kind words of gratitude for Mipha's sacrifice. We knew well that what had transpired was the result of a decision shared by the Zora and by Princess Mipha herself. There was no need for the princess of Hyrule's apology, and even less so for her sorrow. King Dorephan, along with the rest of the Zora, were moved by the depth of Princess Zelda's sincerity. She had held that unthinkable disaster at bay for nearly 100 years with nothing more than the sheer force of her own will. Yet she was not prideful. She dutifully set to work, traveling across Hyrule to secure cooperation for the kingdom's restoration. She was adored by all, yet so humble. She possessed an inner strength, but now I am not so certain. I feel a strong calling one day to acquire this same sort of strength within myself.
Learnings of the Zora, Anecdote One The Solid Water and the Fluid Spear As told by Prince Sidon
The Zora are not associated with water because of our dwelling place alone. We each also, to varying extents, possess the ability to actually manipulate water. We use this gift for many purposes. We use it to swim faster, to achieve mighty leaps from the waves below, to gather fish, and so much more. For me, the true awakening of this ability that many of my childhood chums already possessed came upon me quite suddenly. One day as I was training at Veiled Falls, the rain slickened my grasp, causing me to drop my spear. I reached to grab it, but it was already too far away. Soon it would fall to the bottom of the cliff, never to be seen again. I knew that I must take old of it, and at that moment, droplets created a stream extending from my outstretched hand. The water stream twisted and turned until it finally took hold of my falling spear and deftly returned it to my grasp. In that moment, the water was solid and my spear fluid. This sensation forever changed my approach to spearplay. I was reminded of how my sister, Mipha, described it ... and everything clicked. Water and spear became as one. Gaining yet another layer of admiration for my dear sister, I devoted myself to my spear training from then on.
Learnings of the Zora, Anecdote Two The Great Task Entrusted to Me As told by Prince Sidon
I, Sidon, was entrusted with the great task of renovating the Zora stone monuments that had fallen to ruin. There are 11 stone monuments total find in and around Zora's Domain, including the one you are now reading. The former text written by my father, King Dorephan, could not be salvaged, and so sadly it had to be replaced. Despite my royal blood, whispers abound that it is improper for someone my age to write over the king's glorious words. Ah, but do they not realize that it was King Dorephan himself who ordered me to undertake this restoration project? Father says it is not set in stone that I shall be the one to inherit the throne, as it is not a matter of blood alone. If we ask the eternal skies above whether I am fit to rule, they shall remain silent, and so we must look to our fellow Zora. He urged me to use these monuments to share my learnings and speak to our people straight from my heart. Father is older and wiser than I. His sage advice is a gift. As such, I have inscribed my thoughts upon these 11 stones. I do not know how far-reaching my words shall be, but it is my hope that they will reach whoever needs to hear them most. Until one of the descendants writes over my musings many years from now, I pray they resonate with whoever reads them.
WELL there we are, thanks for the history lesson Sidon you absolute sweetie fhjdkdjf i have thoughts and feelings and emotions but i wont make this post any longer than it already is but i love these characters byeeeEEE
#the legend of zelda#the legend of zelda: tears of the kingdom#tears of the kingdom#legend of zelda lore#loz totk#loz lore#totk lore#totk zora#totk spoilers#tears of the kingdom spoilers#zoras domain#prince sidon#totk sidon#zelda blogging#botw/totk blogging
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i find it vehemently poetic that theo was raised, and used, and abused, by three doctors, surgeons, for ten years of his life, and when he finally starts to craft himself some sort of a life outside of their captivity, he finds most solace in liam, who's own stepdad is a doctor, a surgeon, but a caring one, who's always been supportive and never hurt nor laid a bad hand on his stepson. and i find it beautiful that, through fics - because the writers never did them the justice they deserved - we get to see theo realize that life's not all bad; it's not all pain and suffering, and people aren't all bad, adults aren't all dangerous, doctors aren't all malicious. and it takes him a while to learn this, and maybe an even longer time to trust liam's dad, but in order to get closer to liam, he has to learn to trust his dad, and it's really hard at first, but before he even realizes, it's easier than he could ever imagine.
and i like to imagine, too, that maybe theo grows enough, and gains enough trust, that he works alongside his dad as a medical assistant. maybe he was around liam's house long enough - because god forbid liam let him live in his truck any longer - that his dad worked up the courage for a couple days to invite him to go to work with him. because despite caring for him deeply and starting to love him like a son, he didn't want to step on his toes or drive him away, but theo wasn't in high school anymore, nor did he plan on attending college, but he's learning he has loads of medical experience, and despite the tragic things that happened to him, he seems to enjoy the field. so, he brings him to work one day and opens his mind to the fact that a real hospital is full of people who truly want to help, and do the best they can for their patients, and offer nothing but genuine care and gentleness to those in need. and after a day of watching and learning what science and medicine is supposed to be, theo finds himself breaking down on the drive home and liam's dad, a surgeon, but a kind one, comforts him, and assures him he's okay, and he doesn't have to go to work with him again if he doesn't want to, and hugs him, warm and close, and rubs his back in a way he hasn't felt since he was eight years old and still being read to by his mother, ten years ago. and in that moment, he realizes how safe he is now, with liam, and with his parents, and he realizes they care for him, truly, and won't let him get hurt, and he realizes he wants to work with his dad, he wants to explore the other side of science, he wants to do something good, and wants to be good, both for himself and for others. so he watches a little longer, and eventually, he's invited to help, passing tools and reading charts, and with time, he's allowed to work on his own, he's trusted, and he does his job well. and liam's dad offers praise when he does well; he provides comfort when he's hurting, on particularly busy days, or on days when they do the best they can, but can't save everyone. and for the first time in his life, he feels like he has a home, a family even. he feels - he knows - he has people that care about him and value his presence in their life; it doesn't feel faked, it's genuine, and it's obvious. and, in the middle of the night, when the two return home from a particularly late shift, they find liam and his mom awake in the kitchen, laughing, despite the fact that liam has school in the morning and his mom has work, but neither seem to care about that. they usher the doctor and doctor-to-be into the room and share the video on the tiny phone screen, and soon, all four are bursting with melodic, sleep deprived laughter, and in that moment, theo realizes the truth about himself he'd never thought possible - he's happy. actually, undoubtedly, happy.
#hi i have a lot of thoughts#this ended up being such a tangent#not the path i meant to go down but the one i ended up taking#teen wolf#theo raeken#liam dunbar#lowkey thiam#but also found family#two of my favorite tropes#falling in love with someone you didn't mean to and finding a family when you didn't want to#not believing you deserve love in any capacity but finding out people want to love you anyway#realizing love's in the little things and that that's a big thing#using skills you learned from something that hurt you to do something that makes you better#etc. etc. etc.#also i 100% agree with the fanon hcs that liam's parents are named jenna and david but i didn't put that in this post#we're playing the pronoun game with everyone here today
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So this post is not that serious,mainly just for fun,but i present to you:
Zodiac signs as symbols of their element๐
Fire๐ฅ
Aries-Matches๐ฅburns fast,gives warmth,new beginnings,intense,can go from 0 to 100
Leo-Light๐
striking,dazzlingly beautiful,gives you energy and the will to live,hope
Sagittarius-Lightningโกfast, powerful ,associated with the divine,energy
Water๐
Cancer-Tears๐งindicates strong emotions,healing,brings people closer,empathy,could be used in a manipulative way
Scorpio-Blood๐ฉธpeople are scared at the sight of it,passion,artistic,tragic,has a lot of deep meanings
Pisces-Holy Waterโช spiritual,cleansing,mysterious,poetic,divine secrets
Earth๐ฟ
Taurus-Gemstone๐luxurious,naturally beautiful,colorful,strong,a lot of people want it but only a few can have it
Virgo-Flowers๐ธdelicate,gentle,conveys lot of messages,pristine,nice scent
Capricorn-Mountain๐full of riches,obstacles and hard work to get to the top,mighty,intimidating,strong spirit
Air๐ฌ
Gemini-Windmill๐practical,go with the flow,social place,transformative,adaptive
Libra-Spring breeze๐Hope,cheerfulness,good news,pure soul,the balance between cold and warm
Aquarius-Blizzardโstubborn,tragically beautiful,cold,introspective,makes people more willing to help,big changes
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It is I, the Wizard!
heres a though, Legend of Zelda, but Jojos style.
Heres the question. Who's the jojo and jobro?
The Jojo and the Jobro ...
Hhhmmmmm
Well, first of all, Ganondorf is the perfect DIO. He's always the origin of the problems, so DIO and Ganondorf can be friends even xd
Now I picture them drinking a cup of tea while ploting how to end a bloodline full of heroes with strong will ...
XD
And ok thinking about your question.
The Jojo will always be a Link
Same (nick) name, same fate, same heart. The Links and the Jojos are very alike.
At first, I thought about saying that the Jobros would be their companion in each game, but I like more the idea of Hylia being their main Jobro.
Hylia can be Jonathan now that I think about it...
Nah, Hylia is Erina. Maybe Jonathan died to save her, but she's the one who saved the Joestar bloodline. Jonathan is the heart, but Erina is the soul, and together, they create the essence of the Joestars.
So yeah.
First and Jonathan are the start of their stories, while Hylia and Erina are the ones who saved their strong will.
If I had to pair a Jojo with a Link (hey, there are 9 of both groups!!!) I will pair them like this.
I won't be considering First to have 9 Links (unless I consider Jorge Joestar, so we would have 10 Joestars (but I haven't read the novel yet * cries *))
Jonathan and Sky. Both are the start, both have a heart of gold, and both are calm and gentle, yet they can kill with their strength (being one of the strongest in their bloodline).
Speedwagon and Groose. Both tried to hurt the protagonist but ended up being their most faithful friend. (Go send them to spend time together, they will get along I know).
Joseph gives me so much Warriors energy. So handsome, mischievous, and with girls behind them. I also headcanon Wars as some kind of Batman (having a plan for everything), so they surely will predict their enemie's actions. Joseph taught Wars the "Your next line will be ...". (I don't have evidence, but I don't have doubts, neither)
Lisa Lisa and Impa. Just that xd
I haven't played Hyreule Warriors, and I have tried to dodge spoilers as much as I can, so I don't know who would be Caesar. (Sorry)
Jotaro and Time. Both grumpy old men who come back after years to teach their descendant. Also, they are tough on the outside and soft on the inside (c'mon, Jotaro didn't have his morning kiss ONE day, and he searched his mother).
Kakyoin and Navi. The know-all that and best friend that dies at the end of the adventure. (well, that's what I headcanon for Navi. Navi, just like any fairy, disappears after completing her task, and her task was guiding Link).
Polnareff and Taya (the fairy in MM. I know she has another name in the English sub, but I can't remember the name. In Spanish, she's Taya, so I will call her like that). Both searched for someone who hurt their sibling, and they went on different paths after the adventure.
Polnareff debiรณ casarse con Malรจna y no tomar๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ un no como respuesta. No estรก a discusiรณn.
Josuke and Wind. They both feel so adventurous and optimistic, but they can deal so much damage. Also they are very cool. Wind will destroy everything while Josuke fixes (I can see it).
Okuyasu and Linebeck. Both are helpful but silly xd.
Yo Angelo.
Giorno and Twilight. They will spend 19287372782 hours talking about animals and plants. Also serious on the outside, but lovely on the inside. They both are cute. (They smoll).
Mista and Midna. Even their names are alike xD. They help the protagonist, but they are mischievous. And they have more attention on the story than the protagonist xd.
Jolyne and Hyrule. Their worlds are ending, and they go like "MAXIMUM POWER!!!!". Also, I really find even poetic how they fight for a lost world and try everything. They see the beauty in something so tragic. What a wonderful world.
Rulie traveled alone, so I will say that the fairies and F.F. Because they heal the protagonist and because there are a lot of them xdxdxdxd.
Johnny and Legend. Bros can't have a rest. That's all I'm gonna say. I haven't finished Steel Ball Run yet (I just finished the Cath the Rainbow arc), but Johnny is so done with everything, and I know Legend feels the same.
Gyro and ... damn, Legend has so many adventures. I can't decide who I would pair with Gyro. It doesn't help I'm in the middle of Oracle of Seasons and A Link Between Worlds.
Gappy and Four. "WHO AM I?". Yeah, they have an identity crisis all the time. "I am made of two persons." "Well, I am made of FOUR." (5 if you consider Shadow).
Haven't read Jojolium, so besides Joshu and Yasuho, I don't know other Jobro. I haven't played Minish Cap or Four Swords, either. :^
Jodio and Wild. Little gremlins who have mental disorders and surely will burn everything because yes.
But Wild traveled alone (I don't have amiibo, sorry). And I don't feel like Zelda and Dragona would be alike. But I think I will leave it like that, both help the protagonist and have esteem for them.
Waos, that was a complete adventure. It was so funny to pair them like this. So so funny, really.
Thank you so much for this funny idea!!!
I had to use my brain on all power, trying to remember everything I knew about my two hiperfixiations.
Thank you!!! :DDDDD
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weirder asks if you please: 1, 23, 29, 42, 44
who is/are your comfort character(s)?
i have Many, unfortunately, but the main ones areย
lilith, because sheโs incredible and poetic and tall and she scares me. iโm comforted by her as a character with an aborted destiny, who is not what she was meant to be, but still alive, & dealing with the cost of (still) being alive.ย
beatrice. i meanโฆ damn sheโs just everything to me. her gentleness and her harshness and the way it feels to write her. i think sheโs one of my favourite narrative voices to work with - not even her POV but just what she does to any scene. sheโs such a beautiful person & it changes everything, changes the structure of language in some indefinable way. mwah love her.ย
obi wan kenobi. HEโS BABY. i just love him & there are too many reasons why but phantom menace obi and his little braid were Gender to me as a kid. profoundly gender. hoping to grow into mullet obi some day, if i am fortunate.ย
obvioulsy Mo from wot. like she makes me want to rip up the trees by their roots like iโm an orc doing landscaping for Saruman but sheโs!!! talk about a tectonic shift in my psyche at age single-digits when i first read EoTW. i was there with Rand & Mat in the Bad Bird scene going โif she asked me to do anything, then that is what i would do.โ but oh i never get tired of reading about her i just love her & sheโs kind of a fixture of multiple points in my life bc i kept going back to her (& wot) like a boat into harbour. moiraine is possibly THE comfort character (tragic for me that sheโs Like That. so not relaxing to be around)ย
Nona from the Book of the Ancestor series. sheโs autistic, sheโs covered in (her own) blood half the time. she would die for her friends. sheโs got a devil in her. sheโs just!!!! very soft but also so dangerous & she has something gay going on with at least four of her friends and i think thatโs heroic of her.ย
Captain Laurence from the His Majestyโs Dragon series. heโs just the softest boi. he has a dragon the size of a small manor house & he calls said dragon โmy dearโ. what else is there to say?ย
& this one is obscure but Celestia Stardust from the dnd podcast Flintlocks and Fireballs. i also love Scamp from that because they were the character who helped me figure out my favourite pronouns & also theyโre a pink demon-child who once turned into a potted plant and accidentally started the French Revolution. but Celestia is the gay disaster bard, and you know i love a disaster. sheโs ridiculously tall, she once rolled a nat 20 to walk through a door. her family are the worst people in the world but her sister is (tragically) kind of sexy. she nearly dies like every episode because she started the campaign with a negative con modifier (like, darling). she also says darling a lot whichโฆ. iโm fine.ย
ok there are Loads truly but iโll stop. basically the more autistic and soft and disastrous they are the more i love them.ย
23. how do you feel about chilly weather?
ah see itโs a conundrum bc i am smol and therefore have no natural defence from the cold. it will be 12 degrees celsius and i will be featured in the google image results of the word โicicleโ
BUT i also enjoy being wrapped in blankies and wearing multiple hoodies and fluffy socks (but, to be clear, i am a tough guy) so the cold is generally a good time for me. also i hate fruit flies. cannot even explain my loathing. this is why me & spiders are in alliance, why if no one got me, spiders got me. so cold = no fruit flies. ghdkslkd honestly iโd like hot weather a lot more if i had top surgery because i would be like โshirt WHO??โ but alasโฆย
29. how do you like your shower water?
shower water must be scalding. some of us have Raynaudโs Syndrome.ย (also yea the urge to respond with 'wet')
42: an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?
oh definitely google docs. me and my 10,000 iterations of โuntitled documentโ have to spend quality time together at least once every five minutes
44: you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?
hmm there are a couple of people i WOULD kill but in most of those cases theyโre surrounded by other cunts people who would step up and assume almost exactly the same role, so itโd really have to be someone i felt was uniquely harmful, in a way thatโs individual to them in some way. probably i would think maybe some billionaire (and yeah, i am thinking of one in particular but it feels a bit too personal maybe. but def Looking just over the sea) or anyone responsible for an inordinate amount of environmental harm. itโs probably slightly boring, but i think in general not much can be prevented by killing one person (no actual real-world taโveren & all that)
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So I'm your secret santa and I'm so excited!! You've been one of my favourite people on tumblr and getting to make a gift for you is honestly so amazing ;)) (also I'm sorry I haven't reached out before, I was a little busy with college :/)
SO what are some of your favourite taylor swift songs and why ๐ซถ๐ซถ๐ซถ
hi pscentral santa! no worries i've been quite busy as well. some of my top favorite taylor songs are all of the girls (beautiful vocals and bridge sounds like i'm floating in a cloud), i hate it here (deeply relatable lyrics and another stunning bridge), sad beautiful tragic (poetic lyrics, the sound of the train, the gentle instrumentals), and getaway car (an example of pop excellence and a fun bridge to sing in the car)
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