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A very serious conversation.
#pls take in consideration this is my second time adding text to gifs#it's not the best I'm still learning lol#austin butler#austinbutleredit#abutleredit#austin butler gif#jodie comer#g:austininterview
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Just Admit It- Part 1
I've been playing around with possible friendship dynamics of the Beast Council for fun!! I love imagining what kind of childhood they could have in the Forgotten Land all together.
What if Carol and Sillydillo are the fun-loving extroverts? Leon is the introverted one who's been smitten by Carol for a really really long time but he's too shy about it? And Gori is the friend who is an excellent observer and will bluntly tell you what he thinks (and maybe has a tendency to get grumpy when things aren't easily going his way).
Somewhat of a prequel to this other doodle comic about Leon and Carol- everyone here is still a kid ^_^
Part 2
#I know beast pack headcanons are so wildly up to interpretation! there's a few canon personality traits and lots of space to fill in betwee#I also just love stories about a group of lifelong friends all doing their best!#so why not play around with them and see what kind of stories about love and friendship they might experience? heehee.#and not all of them are about just Leon and Carol I have other plans!! this is just one of the first ones I have :P#these are quick and very self indulgent but I hope they can still be enjoyable hehe#friend squads for the win!!#also I feel like I draw the beast council a little differently every time I try lol. I'm getting used to them okay they are all so so shape#you should see the first drawings I ever tried to do of them. they are a little rough xD#I'm starting to understand why there's not a TON of content for them. Pretty much everyone except Carol are BUILT DIFFERENT#LEONGAR. WHY is your body and head proportioned like that?! you made me make up my own rules for drawing you!!#sillydillo and your funny little snout! I learned so much studying you! and I have so much work to do with all of you adjakflja#but I guess that's the definition of developing personal art styles huh?#so I guess these funny little stories have the added benefit of getting me more comfortable with the beasts!#ANYWAY that concludes this round of Jojo's director's commentary. like and subscribe#beast pack#clawroline#leongar#sillydillo#gorimondo#beast council#Kirby and the forgotten land#Kirby series#art#caroleon#????#sHOOT I still don't know the ship name I can't commit to one someone please tell me what it is I don't want to make one up ahh#ask me to tag it and I will happily do so sdjakfljdsla
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#tumblrtop10#too bad you cant see the whole pics it looks kinda weird but ive always wanted to do this lol#this past year has been the best honestly#thank you so much for aall your support and kindness#ive learned so much but I still have SO much to learn when it comes to cc#but i'm not a perfectionist I honestly just want to have fun here#thank god im done with school in my life im learning all of this just for fun#some people take it way too seriously but to each their own i guess#i love you guys <3
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Day 4 of Glamtober - Aldenard ! Full Glamtober Promptlist [Here] There's a lot of Glam this time so it's under the cut ! Along with a full body of the Elezen Merchant+ some bonuses :) Also, Keathan belongs to @dustedbooksandreadingnooks When Tuesday first arrived in Ishgard- it was in a crate! Keathan had to power him on for the first time... and then ask him one of many firsts; would you like to change clothes? He agrees; not because the Maid Dress is uncomfortable or particularly embarrassing, but because he stands out among most Ishgardians dressed as he is, and a nice coat would protect his core and joints from locking up in the cold :) Keathan has to help him a bunch with getting dressed and undressed- his fingers aren't very dextrous and the clasps and buckles of Ishgardian clothing prove to be a challenge....
Keathan is wearing- White Beret- Salmon Pink Heirloom Tunic Of Healing- Pastel Blue No.2 Type B Gloves- Salmon Pink Ruby Cotton Sarouel- Pastel Blue Wayfarer's Boots- Currant Purple/Pastel Blue Tuesday part 1 is wearing- Housemaid's Brim Housemaid's Apron Dress- Cream Yellow Sky Pirate's Gauntlets of Maiming- Snow White Housemaid's Bloomers Housemaid's Pumps Emerald Carbuncle Earring Tuesday part 2 is wearing- Highland Hood- Ink Blue/Ash Grey Seigneur's Jerkin- Ink Blue/Vanilla Yellow Hraesvelgr Gloves- Sylph Green High House Breeches Wolfliege Thighboots- Soot Black Fashionable Elezen Merchant is wearing- Alpine Coat- Rhotano Blue Roseblood gloves Gleaners Breeches Ishgardian Thighboots- Charcoal Grey aetheryte earring
She was hastily put together because I was having trouble posing the actual npc behind the counter. She’s real cute though I like her :) I like to think she wants to make her clothes a city-wide household name, but that’s about as far as my brain-train got. Here’s those extra bonuses I promised!
Tuesday is so super handsome and cute I just want to shake him around like a Mii. Shader is Neneko [Vanilla Natural [Gameplay]]
Notable Mods are Hrothgar And Viera Hats [Heliosphere] [NexusMods] I had to do a tiny bit of colorset editing on the Hat specifically because the ears part of the Highland Hood were not linked to the second dye, so I matched them to the grey instead of being firetruck red like it was originally ^^; Other than that, Tuesday is near totally vanilla! (I have some bunny teeth in for him but you can't really see them!)
#ffxiv Glamtober#ffxiv Viera#ffxiv Tuesday#ffxiv Miqo'te#ffxiv Keathan#ffxiv Elezen#ffxiv Fashionable Merchant#Tuesday Gears#Poses With Friends#ffxiv Screenshots#ffxiv Screenies#I'm learning to do faces... it's tricky still lol#Listing all the glams out is a trial for my lil pea brain but I'm gonna stick to it damnit#Sorry if the format is different every time I'm doing my best but uh.... @~@ !#glamtober24#ffxivglamtober2024
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my only artistic goal in life is to become an expert at painting florence welch and florence welch only. i just have to like...learn how to draw first
#the hawk draws#florence welch#i know i'm not very good now but someday i will be the best fanartist she has ever had#i learned how to draw faces today. that was the first two attempts at drawing a real person after i studied the method i was trying to use#i am actually pleased with it considering i have not studied or tried to draw a detailed face in like 3 years#or like..really i haven't done a single thing except gesture drawings in the last 2-3 years#bc every time i tried to draw for fun it would just come out so bad and i'd get frustrated and quit drawing for another 6+ months :/#anyway yep i see some mistakes but i'm not going to touch them because these are studies not masterpieces#and the fact that i can see my mistakes is a good thing anyway#anyway yea i'm still not like. using tumblr but i figured i'd share a little bit of what i'm up to in case anyone cares lol
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I was reading through your Director’s Cuts, and I think you’re brilliant. Do you have plans to write or are you currently writing original works?
Oh my gosh, thank you so much! That's so incredibly kind of you to say. :)
Actually, yes! I do have a couple original works I'm writing and hope to self-publish someday. (The reason I haven't talked much (or, like, at all) about them on this blog is that this is my ✨secret fanfiction writing alter ego blog✨ and I've been doing my original works under a different pen name.)
#there's been a few moments where I've considered making a separate blog for my original works#to try and cultivate a fanbase that's bigger than just my irl best friend and my parents 😂#But I'm still ambivalent on that lol.#ngl my biggest holdup for making a blog for original works is my fear that my irl bestie will find this blog through the other one#and I love her but she can't keep a secret and unfortunately I know several people irl that I would be very embarrassed to have learn#that I write shippy star wars fanfiction#so yeah. mainly paranoia is what's getting in the way lol#jessica's writing nonsense
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1/ true to luner new year tradition I've caught a cold after finally getting home and being able to unclench my cheeks. minor one probably so its just gonna be very annoying for a while 2/also true to luner new year tradition I've jumped into something new with No preamble so. hopefully I get this one done fast and we have a 12pg scribbly comic on hand 3/ I'm on bluesky now. do not ask abt what Ive been posting on there u will see
#bakuspeech#one small thing I can tell u rn is. the comic is a fancomic. if ur on my bsky u will probably know of what#listen. every few years I'll return to my roots like this. idk why Im trying to excuse myself or something I can do what I want forever#probably first sign of me not feeling Perfect yesterday was me drawing on my current tablet with. the previous one's stylus#and complaining Out Loud that the pressure was. not fully fucked? but Really weird. a whole stylus of a different color in my hand#sketch comms will still be fulfilled inbetween and after drawing this! but ngl I wanna be on my full faculty for that. it requires a lot of#quick thinking and problem solving that I dont think I can manage with a cold#well. more like if I'm not on my best mind I get frozen up and do Very boring things bc it feels safer#and with sketch comms I feel like that betrays the sentiment of it#we were doing good work. we gotta do right by each others#anyways! anyways. I'll treat myself to this comic for a bit. not even gonna draw much bgs for it lol I wanna test a technique#learned it from my friend truc... always wanted to figure it out since I saw it#stay tuned!! have a good day!!! enjoy hot drink!!!!
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I need to look at Zooble images immediately!!!!!
#frantically googling images of them#the best part about computer: shows me images of my beloved partner :]#I have a reallt bad headache but it's okay Zooble images will heal me#mostly looking at cute merch of them (that I can't have but still they're soooo cute :3)#also skillfully dodging any ship art of them#I have had to learn to fo this because why On fuck is almost everything of them ship related lol#< or at least most things I come across are. idk if I'm just super unlucky or what#but anyway computer. show me partner images pls <3
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tagged by @soobiesworld <3
rules: color the sentence that's true about you
i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child
more nuances in the tags lol
I tag @darthdisco @rosie-tyler @blak68-rit @gaykaratesoap @newlacesleeves and whoever wants to! (no pressure <3)
#My hair has darkened but I still consider it blonde#i have grey-blue eyes tho#I don't always paint my nails but I have tons of nail polish and love doing it#i used to wear make-up daily but since covid I somehow got used to not wear it regulary#people tell me often I look mad tho I don't feel like looking mad lol#i can't see my own face *shrugs*#i love sports but not play anything in a team atm and I have a guitar I try to learn but I'm a lost cause. Love my guitar tho X3#i have very close friends I know for way longer than five years but I don't have that one best friend anymore#i got disappointed so much that I gave up on having a best friend#i love the friends i have a lot!!#tag game
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been telling my siblings 'you would NOT make it in vulcan academy' when they do smth goofy recently and nobody's been able to refute lol
#just me hi#listen here you little idiot... [<- fond]#anyway i've been doing this for months and it brings me much joy hbfhsvh#to me it's just an academy. with vulcans. and they are NOT getting enrolled loll#//so speaking of siblings i've been off and about with my dad more often#which is cool but that means spending a lot more time away from my siblings and ouhhrhrhrhrhrhrhhghhhhhhhhh#[tears in eyes]#my buddies :( Where Are My Buddies :( lmaoo#staring out car windows yearnily bc i want my brother's opinion + dumb joke combo on some random thought i had but he's miles AWAYYYYYYYYYY#i'm home rn but like. Man hfbhsfbvh#//oh man but here was one time one of them used the academy thing on me and i could only sputter. touche motherfunker lolllll#//anyway i am exploding all of them with my mind [<- endearing]#my youngest siblings do art (because they saw me doing it [funkin dies and explodes and cries and stares at a wall forever] lol <3) and#they're ! ! ! ! ? ? ? ?#leo does humanoids + has a more geometric style atm and it's really cool!! he keeps asking me to help him draw hands but he asks me at like#1 a.m. when my brain isn't working practically anymore so it's just me going 'yea and the thumb bone connects to the hip bone. +~Somehow~+#[mystery chimes]' and then he goes off on some sort of random thought and we are derailed forever hgbbfhsh#and ruff is so good at drawing animals it's insane. like have you seen this kid's cats they are Sick ! ! ! i genuinely did a double-take#when i saw her stuff a couple months ago loll#/and then my older siblings are v into video games#which is cool bc if i am ever bored they have like 5000 things that i can suffer on while we all laugh hfbhsfhv#i think i'm still helping test one of apollo's games that he's working on -#he's learning code and all kinds of cool stuff - also he's insanely good at blender like Woauhghsgh. wizard shizz hbfhsvb#+ reed helps him w/ that bc i believe he's the architecture guy lol :) - also it turns out reed n i share a lot of opinions on media and#stuff so that's awesome :D he didn't know what whump was but he liked all the points of it so i tried explaining that to him the best i#could hbshfv o7#+ chess has been trying to convince me to give him + leo a ~mystery~ story to play and i finally caved lmjfhsjf#he's real good at the clues it's going well :3 i am scared for my life HFBVhsfvh#also trying to convince him to play kartrider w/ me again cuz i have leo on it now and we need a 3rd okay-to-decent player in our soon-to-b#posse Loll :33 //i ran out of tag space... ouhhh..... okay then.. ciao ciao toodles :D
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You're more amazing than an integer between 0 and 100
When I made my outline for my latest story I realized "Wait. The protagonist is just angry and miserable for like 75% of the story. This isn't fun. Oh no what do I do???" And then I remembered that the premise involves the protagonist being taken to a palace. With a wide variety of luxurious Things to enjoy. So that just kind of solved itself.
Protip: If your sub's bad mood is bothering you then simply give them a steak that's more expensive than their entire house.
#asks#pretty proud of chapter 1's ending in that regard#establishing that there's a very enjoyable silver lining for him#also came up with a bunch of fun filler chapter concepts where the protag gets to be happy#tho now i'm realizing that the story outline is still a bit sparse with the kinky fun that i was intending for it#but that's basically just how i write at this point lol#plot story with occasional kink#kinda reminds me of adastra in that way#i was sold on it as “an alien anthro wolf hunk kidnaps you to make you his pet” and it was like 85% serious plot 10% romance and 5% sex#unfortunately there was basically no fun “pet” stuff like i wanted but it was a good story#fortunately my story WILL contain kinky fun stuff!#but it doesn't really have any until chapter 3 lol#very much a plot story#by which i mean “i had an idea for a chapter i liked and it turns out i need 9 chapters of setup to get there”#although a bunch of those are the fun filler chapters that are there for tone reasons rather than plot#and one of them is plot filler e.i. there needed to be more in-universe time between two chapters so i had to put something between them#it ALSO helps the tone. i learned my lesson from RTR that putting back-to-back misery is not something you should do carelessly#is it better for the tone to flip-flop between serious angry stuff and fun silly stuff? maybe#i have no idea how to best handle tone lol
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Hey man!….I hope this is not a personal or invasive question, but do you use a study method to keep knowledge in your mind?...
even if there is some topic that doesn't interest you?...
thank you…
Not invasive at all! I've never been asked something like this, and I'm honored to be asked to elaborate.
These levels of approach might not work for everyone... but I'll do my best to explain some methods that work for me. Also I get really wordy here so I hope you're ready for a read ^^;.
One thing I like to do to try and retain learned knowledge is to approach it from an angle that suits me best. That can mean attempting to absorb the knowledge through something that I know I work well with-- I love documentaries, and dry explanatory video essays on youtube as well. That's what works for me, even when it comes to subjects that normally don't interest me.
Finding the right voice, especially ones with a level of passion and ability to explain the more confusing parts of topics that tend to gatekeep me from truly understanding what I'm hearing, finding something like that always a must for me.
Another thing I sometimes do is view the topic through a lense that pertains to my interests. Every topic, every subject out there, will always intertwine with another topic or subject. Nothing is absolute. It is very likely whatever topic is boring or hard to keep a grasp on for you, will be in some way connected to something else that you are able to focus on, something you already have an interest in.
I never cared about geology in the past, or the composition of rocks and minerals. It was not my thing. Still sorta isn't, but I know that in some ways, it is relative to my favorite interests: biology & chemistry. Looking at geology through the lense of biology has allowed me to understand and remember things that I simply could not get myself to beforehand. And once you have the basic understandings of something, whether or not it is something that interests you... it becomes a lot easier to learn more about it, and retain it as well.
☆Did you know that almost half of limestone is composed of CO2, and the other half calcium, combined into calcium carbonate. This material is often derived from shells of marine life like mollusks. These creatures make their shells from the elements in their environment, taking in calcium and CO2 to make this calcite, which is eventually discarded, eroded, and pressurized into the solid rock we know as limestone. That's why it's often chalky or comprised of odd speckles or shapes-- or even just visible fossils and shell fragments. Those are shells, made by animals by processing elements that had NO clue they were gonna become a rock one day!
That all being said, few people in the world are fine tuned to remember everything. Keeping notes is the easiest thing to suggest, if you know what information you need to keep in mind you can write it down for later. The most famous of people in regards to their awarded subjects are remembered because of their documentation of the topic. That's just notes but written more eloquently.
But also... I get it, notes do not work for everyone. So sometimes you have to take it a step further. If you're seriously wanting to commit to being able to remember things on a subject, whether or not it's of interest, another good way is to become as hands-on with the subject as you can get. Learning (and interest) emerges through experience. Depending on who you are it can be very hard to learn through words alone. Becoming involved in what you're learning is key.
I don't necessarily mean this in the literal sense-- one cannot be hands-on with the subject of history, for example. It is in the past, and all you can do is read about it if you want to learn about it directly. But! For example: Becoming involved in movements that concern you, and community acts that work towards a change in the world is current history... And in it, in being a part of history, you will have a new perspective towards everything that has always driven history. It's likely you will encounter things you have never considered, or never had put into perspective before, and this alone can contribute a lot to better understanding-- and remembering!-- the subject of history.
Repetition is also an important tool for remembering. You know how almost anybody past grade 4 can finish the phrase "The mitochondria is..." ...the powerhouse of the cell? Because they drill it into your head. I personally have the best time with this method. So a lot of the time I will watch/listen to the same documentaries over and over again, or read the same scientific papers many times, typically in tandem with doing something that I like (music, games, walking). Over time this knowledge that I am absorbing will become something I can recite before it's even elaborated upon, because I've seen it over and over again, and it's positive memory reinforcement because I'm also making the experience more enjoyable at the same time.
I have never cared about learning quantum mechanics either, but one time someone asked me about it and I didn't know the answer (and I hate not knowing the answer to something!!!!), and I went on a several week long binge of every audiobook relating to quantum physics, triple times over, while out taking care of my chickens and geese. And I guess now I understand how the movement of every waveform of every particle of every atom in the universe affects every other atom in the universe, and--
☆--hey, did you KNOW that these waveforms are the same things that determine the seemingly 'random' nature of radioactivity and breakdown of atoms and particles, the breakdown of which can lead to fleeting particles, their trajectory in which is also determined by these waveforms, and given the right trajectory and placement in the universe, can trigger a chance fluke in an atom of a protein just by bumping into another particle in the right way, which will then denature said protein, and if said denatured protein is integral to a cell of a living being, depending on it's placement and importance, can then in turn generate a cancer. I still don't have a heavy interest in the theory of quantum mechanics, but I do know it has a deep woven role in biology and the existence of life. And I try my hardest to incorperate that knowledge into the things I write and create-- my favorite kind of note-taking.
To sum that all up... Finding interest in relativity, recording the knowledge you intend to gain, repetition, trial and error, and engaging as directly with the subject as you can... those are the methods of study that help me best. I hope this helps you out a little.
#my examples in here are all pretty sciencey sorry lol#i say x subject doesnt interest me much BUT-- and then its just a sister subject to the subjects of science i AM interested in#but still you'll... hopefully. get the points I'm making#another example i guess would be history. i suuuuck at history#but a lot of science is also history and the names behind the best discoveries in science are a part of history#therefore it's an easier pathway into learning more about history and learning how to absorb the subject of history. for me at least#anyways... thanks for asking this you gave me an opportunity to ramble about passions#and also a chance to help people learn!
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#not having a great time today after my mom commented on my interests#i'm a person that is interested in shit i don't know this is why i'm very likely to follow disabled youtubers#in my time i have watched molly burke. multiplicityandme and a collection of autistic youtubers (guess why lol)#and my mom made a quite patronizing comment about how i ''take on causes'' by learning about stuff#and/or supporting fun and interesting youtube channels#but anyways it sucks even more because on her comment she made it clear (once again) that she doesn't believe me when i say#i might be autistic. and it fucking sucks!#because when i first talked to her about it even I didn't know much about it. i was just starting to do my research#and i was trying to make sense of things still but she dismissed it#but now that i do know more and things do make more sense#i can't even bring it up because the fact that i have been watching a lot of youtubers talk about autism will make her think#i'm just trying to be like them... which is stupid#but it's also the reason i didn't tell her that my best friend in my teens was trans. because i was trying to figure shit out myself#and telling her he was trans and then a bit later that i am as well was going to make her go ''everyone's trans now blah blah''#and dismiss that as well... but now i'm trapped in the same thing about autism lol#and her stupid loophole of a dismissal isn't just by saying ''no you're not autistic'' it's saying this like ''well MAAAAYBE you COULD be#but that doesn't mean anything and it doesn't matter and why would you want a diagnosis if it's not gonna change anything''#same thing as her whole ''sure you're a man but why do you have to look and act differently? YOU know who YOU are#who cares what others think?'' in a don't transition way#like that's so stupid!#dkfjhkdfhkdfg#i'm angry and i feel trapped#i have figured out a little bit ago that i don't stim near as enough as i need to BECAUSE i live in the same house as her#and the idea of ear defenders and other stuff like that is very appealing but i can't do that while she's around to judge#and IN PUBLIC?! that's unthinkable!!#i still remember the time she threatened with not going out with me (to the supermarket) because I commited the huge crime of#buttoning the top button of my button up shirt....#that's it. that was the whole reason.. she thought i looked ridiculous and she didn't want to be seen with me...#imagine if i wear ear defenders out...#not gonna risk it lol
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I've finally managed to write one page of my fic (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ
Does writing ever get any easier? haha..ha..
#lia's ramblings#swtor fanfiction#writer things#but eh i'm still learning#and trying very hard not to get lost in my ocs thoughts and too much descriptions#i haven't really found the best atmosphere for writing yet#i get distracted much too easily#it would probably help to turn off the tv lol#music with lyrics is not good either most of the time#gotta find some nice instrumental music
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based on clips i've seen from the magical misfit series (i will get to it eventually) it's looking like Aabria has a thing for "npcs that feel like they would have been innocent/sweet before this scene having Something Wrong With Them in a Creepy Way due to Magic and i'm not sad about that it's just i wish she wasn't so good at it, yknow?
#cj d20 liveblog#like that girl with the bitten-off ear and the twitch + nosebleed?? (was she a mila?) you just know that she was So Sweet#and now... like something Bad-bad is gonna happen to her#betting a player character will find her collapsed somewhere with odd physical wounds#(or no obvious wounds.. which would be worse?)#also because i am a wcgirlie at heart that 'burning mineral' smell immediately sounded like pavement to me?#like post-apocalypse humans-long-gone pavement-mostly-corroded but you could still find patches of it?#it *has* to tie into the blue though bc that's how storytelling works#and the blue is being described as just so Vast that i'm not entirely sure if there's a way to make it a human by-product#hmmmmm best way to learn is to keep watching lol
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you know i mostly really like my grad program and everything but i have very quickly learned not to ask too much about vision and hearing loss bc it turns out most of the faculty here know very little about those things. they know a little bit about hearing loss but really only in the sense of "get them fitted with hearing aids/CI as early as possible so they can develop like a hearing child". i really wanna learn more about language development in deaf, blind, and deafblind children because that's the population i specifically wanna work with (and have worked with in the past). and it's just been frustrating having my questions about those populations be met with "uh. i'm really not sure."
most of the faculty have been nice about it, but i have had the misfortune of being assigned an advisor who is borderline hostile about it. the first time i brought up this subject, (back through email when i was still deciding where to go), i was asking about an ASL elective that was offered within the program and whether there were any other electives with related topics. she responded by telling me that this was a masters program in speech language pathology, not ASL. great! you could've just said "no." the second time it came up was a few weeks ago when i talked to her about maybe doing a masters thesis (i won't be doing one, by the way). i said that if i were to do one, it would be about deafness, blindness, and/or deafblindness, and she said something like, "that's not a subject that's typically studied or taught in a CSD curriculum". as if it's just crazy that i as a CSD student would want to learn about something as esoteric as fucking vision and hearing loss! what a marvel!! not like those two senses have fucking anything to do with communication huh??? not like children who are deafblind face significant barriers in their development of language, the effects of which i have personally seen in numerous individuals??? clearly i'm really the crazy one here
#sorry this ended up turning into a rant about this specific professor lol#i did mean for it to be more general but she really pissed me off#she has in fact pissed me off two out of the two times i have spoken to her so that's cool#she apparently also sucks as a prof but my cohort has lucked out bc#she was supposed to teach neuro this semester and artic/phono next semester but isn't for unknown reasons#so we get other (better) teachers#apparently i will have to have her this summer tho :/#anyway as to why i'm getting steamed about this weeks after the fact#i'm currently reading a paper on deafblindness (that i personally chose for a class project) and it's just on my mind again#everyone in the class had to pick papers on a population of interest for them (like autism; down syndrome; selective mutism; etc)#and there's a public list of what everyone chose and i'm the only one who chose anything about vision/hearing which i guess isn't surprisin#but yeah the more i think about this stuff the more i kinda wish i had taken all my prereqs so i could have applied to go to gallaudet#if there's any program that's gonna have people who know more about these populations it's there#out of the places i was accepted i feel very confident i chose the best option#this place has a brand new asl program and so they are actively making efforts to raise deaf awareness in the dept#but even with that it's still astonishing how people in this field brush off knowing anything about these populations#like yeah it's very low incidence i can get that#but we still learned a bunch about fucking williams syndrome and that's exceedingly rare#and rare or not it has a demonstrable effect on language development which makes it extremely relevant#jesus i'm sorry for the tag essay i'm gonna stop#i am procrastinating as usual bc i can't focus on this paper even though i am very interested#here is that grad school tag
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