#it's me your girl kita. i had fun.

[kitausuret]

Daisy Chainsaw is really fun as a ttrpg because you can give your magical girl the power of GUN. But it's still magical girls so the aesthetic remains. There's just excess violence now too. (:

[4unnyr0se]

Haikyuu characters catching you masterbating ?

❥ caught ya! | haikyuu guys catching you pleasuring yourself

warnings: timeskip! characters, fem! reader mentions of masturbation (duh), jealously, fingering, teasing, voyeurism, toy usage, lewd language

MDNI | 18+ content

word count -> 650

a/n: hopefully i assigned the characters correctly

got a request? my asks are open!

❥ They think it's cute

He walks in on you, knuckle-deep in your soaked pussy, panties hastily pushed aside as you plunge your fingers into your dripping heat over and over again. You were too preoccupied with fucking yourself on your fingers that you didn’t even notice how the door to your bedroom closed, your boyfriend crossing his arms in amusement as he leaned against your dresser. He observes how his name falls from your lips like a broken prayer, your nose sniffling pathetically as you try too hard to rip an orgasm out of you. But sadly, your fingers were no match for his own, and they never will be. You squealed in delight as you finally hit that sweet spot that you so craved, only to have your moment of bliss interrupted by your boyfriend's gentle cooing.

“Did my baby miss me while I was working, hm? Don’t worry, sweet thing. I’ll just stand here and watch. Go on, try to make yourself cum without my help. You’re so fucking adorable, my precious angel.”

SUGAWARA, kuroo, yaku, ennoshita, UKAI, semi, hanamaki, kenma, OSAMU, kita

❥ They think it's stupid

He hears your oh-so-familiar moans behind your shared bedroom and busts in without a second thought. Who the hell was ripping those perfect noises from your pretty lips without his permission? Why, was it you, of course! A bullet vibration practically danced on your throbbing clit while your legs were spread like a slut, your slit drenching the innermost part. Your perfectly manicured hand squeezed your breast, your thumb rolling over your nipple whilst your pearly whites bit down on your bottom lip, hips bucking into the air on occasion. His eyes filled with fury as he ripped the vibrator off your clit, earning an annoyed moan from your slutty mouth.

“What the fuck is this, hm? You seriously couldn’t wait for me to get back so I could fuck you? Who the hell needs this stupid toy when you have me? That’s it. Get on all fours. Right now, don’t fucking test me.”

kageyama, TSUKISHIMA, kyoutani, IWAIZUMI, atsumu, suna, sakusa, ushijima, daichi

❥ They're completely starstruck

Oh, fuck. They have absolutely no idea what to do. He’s fantasized about this so much, and it’s finally fucking happening. He caught you bouncing on a dildo you had bought yourself, whimpering as the silicone head hit every spot so perfectly deep inside your gummy walls. His eyes landed on your pretty fingers, desperately swirling your clit, beads of sweat flying off your forehead. You looked so fucking ethereal, he had to say something. He just had to let you know how fucking pretty you looked!

“Holy fuck, you look so fucking pretty. Can you keep going for me, please? I wanna see you cum over and over again, please, baby girl. I’ll fuck you as much as you want, just put on a good show for me. God, you’re perfect.”

HINATA, yamaguchi, asahi, GOSHIKI, oikawa, akaashi, takeda, TANAKA

❥ They join you

His ears perk up once he hears you mewling in pleasure from your bedroom, eagerly slamming the door open to reveal your hands fucking a vibrating bullet in and out of your weeping cunt, the sheets beneath you a filthy mess. He smirks and practically pounces on the bed, not even bothering to shut the door as he peppers your face in a million kisses. You always look so pretty when you wanna get yourself off. What if he fucked his fist in tandem with you? That's the best idea ever.

“Shit, don’t stop just for me, baby. Let’s cum at the same time, yeah? You wanna fuck yourself with that cute bullet I got you while I fuck my fist to the sight of your pretty tits? C’mon, don’t say no! It’ll be fun, I promise! Then I’ll fuck you nice and good afterward, okay? Thank you, pretty baby.”

nishinoya, BOKUTO, konoha, matsukawa, TENDOU, terushima, yamamoto, lev

[lssugaluv]

Of course when you’re running late, all ready to go have some girl time does your boyfriend has to interfere. He couldn’t resist how hot you looked all dolled up to go hang out with your girls.

You grab your purse and look at yourself one more time in the mirror, fixing yourself. “Baby, I’m leaving.”

“Give me a kiss darling.” Says your boyfriend who is stuck playing video games online with his friends.

“But baby, the girls are outside waiting for me.”

He of course doesn’t take no for an answer as he grabs onto your wrist and pulls you in, leaving no space in between you two. He gently cusps your chin having you look directly at him as he is staring at your lips. He crashes his lips with yours and you wrap your arms around his neck. He sticks his tongue in your mouth and your tongues meet. He groans a bit as you moan.

He reaches down to your breasts gripping on them. He begins to want to pull your body suit out from your pants and you push his hand out of the way. You reach down to his growing bulge coming from his shorts and you give him a tease. You cause him to groan again which drives you crazy. You then push him away and turn to the mirror just to see you lipstick disappear. You rush to the bathroom to touch up and come back to your room to see him covered in your lipstick.

And yes, you feel your underwear completely drenched but time is running out to change.

“Ahh I’m extra late. Gotta go baby.” You reach in for one more kiss and try to wipe his face quickly.

“Have fun gorgeous. You’ll get some later, love ya.”

Character’s who I think of that will do this;

• Atsumu, Ushijima, Kuroo, Terushima, Suna, Tsukkishima, Daichi, Iwaizumi, Oikawa, Kita.

• Just some random thoughts I had of this morning.

• Enjoy ☺️

[forusomimiya]

@coyloves ship & prompt: “Look how messy you are” w/ Osamu Miya ˚₊˚✧🍙✧˖°🍂

"I've been thinking about bending you over this table and just having my way with you" His knuckles caressed your chin before he gripped your jaw and made your head tilt to the opposite side of his face, to have easier access to your neck and kiss it. He smiled when he felt you straighten up, product of shivering. "You like the idea?" you thought you nodded, but it was so subtle your movement that it was enough for Osamu to understand that when you were speechless, it was because you found his proposal more than decent.

It wasn't the first time you had sex in the store. The routine would end up being the same as all the other times before: Osamu wooing you until he had you right where he wanted you, clumsy hands caressing each other's body, quick and warm kisses, and discretion in moaning so he could pay attention to the door bell in case Kita came carrying bags of rice. The last time was fun, despite the fact that you almost got caught red-handed.

"We should be quick."

"Yeah" Osamu said in a sarcastic tone. "I can see you're in a hurry" He pointed his gaze at the wetness in your panties, licking his lips, holding back from touching you still. "Look how messy you are".

"Samu! are you even listening to me?"

"I'm trying to pay attention, but you're just too sexy. Not gonna lie."

"Then, tell me what you want me to do" His grayish eyes bore into yours, able to read what they expressed.

Then Osamu lifted you up and sat you on the cold marble table of the warehouse, taking a quick glance at your body, stunned by the beauty of your curves, savoring them in his mind, decanting and amusing himself with his favorite parts.

"Let me hear your beautiful moans a second time today, darling" His thumbs played with the inside of your thighs, spreading them open, allowing a glimpse beneath them of your chubby pussy. "Hah… shit" He exhaled excitedly. His hips rocked forward instinctively, needing to have you lying there on your back for him, legs spread wide.

The throbbing in his chest began to ache as you lay back on the table and circled his hips drawing him to you, pulling your shirt up and exposing your large breasts squeezed into your bra.

"You're going to fuck me?"

"Fuck… Of course I do" In a quick set of hands, Osamu unclasped your bra as he worked his way under your boxers, reaching for his cock and pumping it a couple of times while his mouth was distracted with your breasts. He didn't skimp on making as much noise as possible as he savored and kneaded them at the same time, sucking your nipples and pinching them on his lips before releasing them. "They are so perfect… just mine" He kneaded relentlessly, and when he noticed that his cock was about to burst through his underwear, he released it as best he could, —caused by nervousness and quickness by the impatience of being inside you—, and pushing aside your panties, he entered you ever so slowly without losing sight of the expression on your face as he filled you.

"Atta girl, fucking your boss in his own warehouse, huh?"

He settled into a steady rhythm, and cursed himself for not having taken you earlier at that table. The movements of your body in response to his thrusts were something Osamu had yet to deal with. The bouncing of your tits followed by pithy gasps flooded his mind so quickly and directly, that in order to speed up the command his brain sent to his cock, he had to take possession of your hips and lighten the pace. His mind clouded as your insides tightened and his ears filled with his cursed name, thus ignoring —though not willingly—, your warning you were cumming. Osamu forgot the discretion agreed upon at the beginning and made sure to fuck you in the roughest way, letting anyone planning to enter the store know that he was busy to attend to any customers or receive any packages.

Maybe that day, the "closed" sign would remain hanging on the door for another hour.

[slut4msby]

the atsumu hny was super cute !!! loved It sm !! I hope you had an amazing new year's celebration!! was jus wondering if you could write something w samu or maybe Kita Shinsuke (24) rice farmer ? btw inarizaki #1 forever 💯

high school sweethearts. kita shinsuke x fem!reader

+ tags & warnings; fluff for a change of scenery & reader has a kid

+ a/n; I READ THIS AND WENT INSANE OMG I COULD TALK ABT KITA SHINSUKE (24) RICE FARMER FOR EVER. Fun little piece of lea slut4msby lore, when I first watched season 4 I had not read the manga yet and when Kita first came on screen i went insane. Also Kita and I are legally married?? My friends through a fake wedding for me because I was so in love with this man. And pls keep the Inarizaki reqs/asks/anything coming bc i am INSANE about inarizaki (i am normal i swear) <3

You couldn’t help peer out the window of your shared home with your husband. He was outside with your 5 year old son, playing some volleyball. Your son had never taken a liking to sports until your husband began cleaning out his old stuff, stumbling upon his jersey from his high school years. He would never admit and you would never bring it up but he did get emotional looking back at these days.The days where he led one of the greatest teams, not on the main roster, but he was still aware of the impact he had on the boys. He wasn’t the worst player but nothing notable, however Shinsuke had the power to put anyone at ease and you loved that about him.

Shinsuke never showed much self-confidence when the two of you had met in your first year. It’s not that he didn't have the confidence he just never felt the need to show it, and you appreciated that about him. You appreciate how no matter what Shinsuke was straight the point, you appreciated his need for routine, which has really helped your home life. You appreciate how he loves, how he cares for others. Kita Shinsuke was the perfect man.

However, despite how lucky you feel to have Shinsuke in your life. He feels even more lucky for you, he knows you are his soulmate from the day he met you in the first year. He felt as if all the work he had ever done paid off, he felt like the luckiest man in the world. At the beginning it was just a hallway class, the girl from class 1-6. Having your classes next to each other & both being in advanced classes meant the both of you would have recurring meetings. The next thing he knows, Aran had recruited you as the volleyball clubs manager as the team wouldn’t shut up about not having one. Shinsuke then began spending everyday with you, which turned to every waking second he was with you whenever he could be. He was your best friend, right?

That’s what you had thought. You would have never admitted your crush on Kita that began growing. However his admiration for you began sprouting. He loved the way you smiled, how you got along with everyone, took care of yourself and others, how you tie your shoelaces, how you set out  your notebook, how you played with your hair when you were nervous and how you didn’t seem to fear anything. Unlike him. Kita had put his feelings behind him, until he decided it was now or never, graduation. It was cliche, Shinsuke knew that. He had gotten you a bouquet of flowers, you had mentioned your favourite flowers in a passing conversation the second week of the second year. A useless piece of information, Shinsuke remembered that. Why wouldn’t he? He loved you. That day to Kita’s surprise, you said yes. You agreed to be his girlfriend.

Now, almost 10 years later. Shinsuke was your husband. Those flowers he had given you on graduation day you had pressed, they stayed on display in your kitchen, as well as a photo of you and Shinsuke the day your son was born. Now Shinsuke spent his days as a rice farmer instead of a volleyball player. However seeing him playing with your son reminded you of the man you fell in love with. 

You snapped out of a trance when your son called out to you, “Mum! Look! Dad taught me how to play volleyball like he used to.” You couldn’t help but smile, “He said I was really 

good! Mum, can I start playing volleyball! I wanna be like dad!.”

You turn towards Shinsuke, he looked so amused at the scenario. You jokingly roll your eyes at him, “of course you can baby!” You said planting a kiss on your son's forehead. “How about for now you and daddy go get cleaned up?”

“Okay!” Your son responds with a toothy smile, before your son begins pulling your husband down the hallway.

You felt like the luckiest woman alive.

©slut4msby

[miyaoniku]

being the younger sister of suna rintaro

[author: chae]

a/n: based on this twitter post

[bulletpoint] [sibling!au] [some strong language]

girls in your year who are fans of the volleyball club find out that you're rin's sister and rin was scouted to come to this school

so they try to befriend you in hopes of befriending him

"hey, y/n! i heard your brother got scou-"

"no, i will not introduce you to my brother. no, he will not meet you. no, i do not know his relationship status. move along, please."

he always like to push your buttons and tease you

you and rintaro always argue about what packaged form of jellied fruit tastes better

"the sticks are better"

"no, the pouches are!"

"the sticks are better."

"oh yeah? can you RE-SEAL your jelly fruit sticks?"

"the sticks are better."

"RIN."

when he hears you go out he always asks you to buy more jelly fruit sticks

rin: are you going to the store you: buy them yourself you lazy ass mf

he tries to get you to do chores for him

rin: mom told you to take out the trash you: bitch she literally said your name

miya atsumu is your mortal enemy

when atsumu isn't beefing with his brother, he's beefing with you because you always stir up mad shit

(you swear this guy has a crush on your brother with the amount of times he comes over)

((or maybe he has a crush on you but you don't think about that because, ew, its atsumu))

when rin gets bored of you for the day you hit up atsumu to gossip

because for some reason he knows ALL the tea

blonde loser: you would NEVER GUESS what i just found out y/n: kita senpai baby talks to cute animals? blonde loser: wha, no, idk anything about that blonde loser: you remember how we saw those two third years the other day? y/n: CALL ME RN

you and osamu get along pretty well

you both trade snacks or sides from your lunches sometimes

you both like to try new items at the konbini and rate them on a scale of 1-10

when it comes to collecting blackmail for atsumu and osamu, you and rin are partners in crime

you're always mirroring his actions when either of them does something stupid

for example, you were hanging out with the volleyball club one day when atsumu riled up osamu and osamu dashed towards him, tackled him and called him a tyrannical pig

you and rin had to take pics in every possible angle

anyways!

though rin always makes fun of you, he always has your back!!

someone looking at you on the streets?

BOMBASTIC SIDE EYE

girls in the hallway talking smack about you because you won't let them get close to [rin] you?

CRIMINAL OFFENSIVE SIDE EYE

miya twins pulled a prank on you?

he'll help you prank them back!!

he's a pretty chill big brother

even though he doesn't act like it most of the time

[s-lulu-s]

rainy nights

How they end up waking you home pt.1

Kita, Atsumu, x reader

(party setting)

(also little detail: Y/N or the reader or whatever you call em is definitely like a BITCH who peaked in highschool popular type bc it fits with the story)

mentions of: alcohol, kissing,

"what if...?"

KITA

It was already 12:30 and you were already bored of the Miya's house party...or maybe you were just sick. It started off fun but eventually everything just got extremely annoying after the actually cool people fizzled out and all that was left was kids who only came for free drinks. After throwing up in the bathroom you sighed and pushed your way through people, trashy rap blasted in your ears. Eventually you reached the door and noticed someone waiting patiently behind you. Oh? It was just Kita. He definitely was forced to be here. You twisted the handle of the door and walked outside and he followed behind, making awkward eye contact. He decided to say something to just lessen the stiffness of it all.

"are you also going home y/n?"

Kita respectfully looked down at your shirt that was stained with some sort of orangish red liquid.

"oh? yeah I suppose I am!"

You spoke in a sarcastically mean way as if it wasn't obvious you were going home.

"Usually i'd expect you to stay longer at events like this...also I assume you noticed but you have some...uhm...something on your shirt."

The first comment felt like quite the blow to you but the second thing just pissed you off a bit even if he didn't mean to.

"Obviously I am aware I have stuff on my shirt. Some dumbass spilt their white claw all over me!"

Perhaps you got so upset because you were just a bit tipsy, though after saying that you began to walk away. Kita noticed you were dazed and he stepped infront of you and just quietly spoke.

"You don't look very good, how about I walk you back. I don't want you to get hurt."

You grumbled, but still just nodded. Kita came over and put his arm around your waist and started walking. Damn, he's always so polite.

The walk home was silent you weren't completely a drunk mess...just a bit buzzed. You looked up at him and observed his face. Damn for a quiet kid he definitely was cute. You began to mumble with 'full' confidence.

"Kita...what if we...uh...what if we just kissed right now."

You laughed and smiled because usually this always just works. Kissing was just for funzies!

"No thank you."

What the hell...? Your smiled dropped and you kinda just looked away. Kita noticed and sighed. Eventually you got to your house and he walked you up to your doorstep. Kita turned to you and looked at your upset and sickish face.

"Go to sleep and drink some water please."

you nodded and just said

"...alright."

but before you could turn around to go inside the captain leaned in gave you a light peck on the cheek. His hands squeezed your waist lightly then let go. Then Kita just smiled and walked off. You stood there dazed and confused before turning around and walking into your house with a blushy smile.

"You can be my girlfriend and everything!"

ATSUMU

Atsumu was always just looking at you whenever he got the chance. Not that you often noticed but you were aware. But now that you both are at Sunas house he had a chance to finally talk to you! Well...atleast he thought he had a chance. It didn't register in Atsumus mind that attempting to catch someone's attention in a room with a bunch of people and really loud music is harder than it seems. Eventually after a few seltzers he kind of just forgot about trying to talk to you and ended up talking to a bunch of different girls. Soon enough he was sitting on a table with one of them and just ended up kissing her. Not a big deal...right? Well not until he looked over and saw you glare at him for a split second as if he was a whore.

Eventually the party was beginning to get a but too chaotic (not in a fun way) and you decided it was about time you leave. As you reached for the door handle you heard a voice yell out a bit.

"Y/N!!! WAIT!"

you looked over and saw Atsumu Miya push his way over to you with an awkward expression and he asks.

"uh...I mean...are ya' heading out?"

"mhm I am."

you answered in a bit of a confused tone, trying to figure out what he was doing. Meanwhile Atsumu is kinda just waving his hands around a bit frantically and muttering some random stuff. He was very nervous about what you were thinking of him. Eventually he just speaks in a quieter tone.

"...Can I walk ya' home, Y/N?"

"Sure..? If you really want to."

you then thought about something for a second...isn't his home in the opposite direction of yours?

"Wait...Miya, your house is nowhere near mine, it's a couple blocks east.It would kind of be a waste of time if you walk me"

You had let out a little giggle before opening the door and walking outside. Atsumu followed behind and in a slightly pissed tone he states.

"Alright first of all don't call me Miya! Second, maybe I'm just feeling nice!"

you sigh and just ended up nodding your head. Atsumu grinned and walked up next to you and before long the silence just became awkward silence. Knowing him, you didn't want to deal with him if he's pissed off. As you were getting closer to your house Atsumu turned to you and in typical jockey fashion he happily says...

"So, Y/N so yer pretty cool ya know?"

"Mhm...?"

Atsumu comes up to you real close and just says.

"Like...uh...what if you dated me? Would you think that's cool? You could be my girlfriend and everything!"

you just kind of stared at him blankly...then spoke in a calm and judgy manner.

"weren't you literally just making out with someone a minute ago?"

Atsumu showed a nervous smile and then just started whining.

"Ok but I didn't care about her the way I care about you Y/N! Oh and also she uh..."

Atsumu thought for a second about what lie he can say as an excuse.

"...she forced me to kiss her! Like totally forced me!"

"I don't really care about you kissing her. I was just bringing up a point."

you were now at your house and you stopped infront of the walkway and turned to Atsumu.

"hand me your phone."

"why?"

"shut up just hand it to me."

Atsumu nervously handed you his phone and watched you type something in. You handed it back and you saw a big smile form on his face. You had put your number into his notes app.

"You can just say we're talking for now!"

you said that as you turned around and walked to the door of your house. Before opening the door you heard him yell.

"THANK YOU!! HAVE A GOODNIGHT Y/N!!!"

you turned your head and saw him happily run down the street with a smile on his face.

writing belongs to s-lulu-s 2024

(let me know if I should make a pt.2, character recommendations would be appreciated 🫶)

[kisses4bei]

I like you

Suna x Fem! Reader

Warnings: None

Reblogs are appreciated!

It was fun being the volleyball manager for Inarizaki. Besides all the snake eyes shooting at you from Atsumu and Osamu’s fangirls, you enjoyed being the boys manager.

Being around them a lot you came to grow close to all of them. Atsumu and Osamu became close friends. Kita was like a big brother to you. And Suna. He was the one you had the biggest most phatest crush on.

Although he didn’t have as many fangirls as Atsumu and Osamu, he still had a good handful of admirers.

Knowing this, you decided to push your feelings to the side. There were plenty of pretty girls at the school, why on Earth would he choose you? Or so you thought.

It was after the school day ended and the boys were getting ready for practice. You were walking towards the gym with your friends (Kita normally walks with you but he had to get to the gym early) Then the topic of everyone’s crush came up.

“Soooo Y/n..”

You already knew what your friend was gonna ask so you immediately spoke before she can finish her sentence.

“No I’m not telling him that I like him.”

You started to speed up your walking and though your two friends couldn’t see you, they could definitely feel your eyes rolling.

“But why!!! You’re so much prettier than all his other fangirl!”

You sighed deeply. You pushed open the gym doors, still walking with your friends. None of the boys looked your way since they were concentrating hard on practice.

“Its pretty hard to believe somebody would like me.” You chuckled slightly.

You said this rather loud which made some of the boys look your way with a confused look on their faces.

“That’s not true.”

The familiar voice startled you as you looked up to see your little crushy crush, hands shoved in his pockets infront of you.

Despite your cheeks burning up, you raised and eyebrow.

“And how would you know that? You don’t happen to know someone who has a little crush on me huh?” You teased and poked at him.

Your small laughs never failed to make Suna’s heart flutter.

“I do actually.”

You looked up at his deadpanned face and it took you a second to realize he was being serious.

Its almost like your tongue became twisted because you started fumbling over your words. The fox eyes man chuckled deeply before putting a finger under your chin, lifting it to force eye contact.

“That person happens to be me. I like you. I actually like you so much Y/n, I can’t believe you never noticed”

[castellla]

ok but fr kikuri is my fave because

1: same hat - i too, am 30something and on substances For Reasons.

the audience is basically handed a diagram that says: why does kikuri drink so much? :( -> oh right, yeah. Capital-and-Other-Isms

2: audience stand in - thank you for laughing at bocchi-chan's faces. wipes tear from eye they are funny

3: best damn mentor for a non-sober person award - look, seika can have the 'responsible person' stuff. who doesn't appreciate a distant, yet loving manager? the kind of person who secretly makes her kid sisters dumb friends 401k's and starts dumping whatever she can in there cause you think they're gonna do it? compounding interest compounds.

not this scrungly oneechan. come to kikuri's awesome boozehouse of fun and mistakes for the 'oh, you're pretty fucked up too! nice lol. like sux actually but Nice throws bocchi-chan a life-saving liferaft like it was nothing (come back here bitch i said i Owe you my Life)

and, well, she's so salazzled all the time that she's running Default Kikuri.OS which seems to be: just a happy lil guy. just here 2 have a good time and help other people have a good time also. if there's swears to be said, she might do it. if there's horny flirty things to be said, or perhaps, senpais to get handsy with...

will there be property damage: yes & it's why i'm worried she's Without a Home :sob: but it's worth noticing none of the property damage was damaged in anger - just like, drunken childlike joy/lack of impulse control. christ, you put a hole in the wall that easy? do you work out? are you on the straight dude workout regimen? ...o-or the not straight girl workout regimen? ...anyway, this does not negate the fact that shit did get broken.

will vomit be vomited: yeah, but in anime it's really funny and i can't smell it. i mean her throat probably hurts like fuck and shes gotta be nauseous tho

will thoughtless comments be commented: yes, but i feel like a villain for saying so!!!! oh well.

but i ask the Perceivers among us to consider what kind of things they last said when drunk - stupid? embarrassing? overly horny? - and remember that she's drunk basically All the fucking time. like all the time. the fact that she manages to say anything BUT the worst shit anyone's ever said out loud is a testament to her character as a human.

seems like the drunker + more rejected feeling she gets = sometimes, the harder in she leans to "keep tapping the skinner box of love until love come out"

Various Content makes her do a brock eyes opening thing to indicate shit's hitting a little different for ol kikuri-neechan

e12 -- bocchi-chan is gonna have a fucking panic attack at the worst possible moment; the dutch angle is kind enough to let us know kikuri saw that happen and gets it. i mean, wtf is she supposed to do from even the front for her, other than hope she'll be okay? thankfully, kita wanted to be a constellation so bad she watched her, saw it about to happen, and shredded to saved bocchi's hide. s-stupid femme beautiful rock princess i love her to death

consider her past; she started drinking to overcome the overwhelming anxiety of stage fright because she had no choice but to play music live for people. bocchi had nicobicobouga (assumed name) because the internet was around - but people older than her just didn't. if you wanted to play, and for people to listen, they'd have to be standing in front of you. yeah, shit sucks, actually. if you perhaps... suffer from social anxiety so badly you couldn't speak to your classmates, but wanted to play music soooo fucking bad because you couldn't imagine a life with you in it otherwise?... what other options did she have? booze is easy to get. especially in japan, and i imagine especially in a music setting. (i am a loser with sensitive ears so have no firsthand knowledge, however.) frankly i want kikuri to get a weed card slash dealer but that's just for me personally as a stoner dyke

she is lightly pushy about offering bocchi - who is of course, underage - alcohol. however, i really doubt it's her intention to do a hey bocchers. wanna WEED? at her: she is probably literally not able to cognitively remember the previous conversation(s) they had about it. she's never taken her 'no im too babey to alcalahol :(' and gone 'lol, sure. PEER PRESSURE, WOOO!' and kegstanded the poor little dweeb against her will.

given how just literally drunk she is and the level of impulse control that typically affords, i have to imagine: in the second in front of her: all she sees is - hey, look who it is! it's ol' bocchi-chan! bocchi-chan who is clearly having a Hard Time Coping. wonder if she wants a drink to chill out! better offer her some so she can have it. hey bocchers wanna Weed

...but the hardest thing about alcohol if you're underage is getting it! so, she offers, but hitori gotoh has the moral compass of a (insert competently-written metaphor - we'll definitely fix it in post!), so she truly seems content with not touching it until she's Of Age. uh, okay, "content" might not be the right word. aside from her own cynical, but not inaccurate mind palace excursions into the possible future that awaits her if she were to start drinking. plenty of people drink underage and don't become alcoholics - bocchi herself just has too much physical anxiety to cope with the thought of something that could have such enormous stakes. for her, the stakes of 'drinking' are social more than anything - she's paralyzed with worry about becoming a disappointment and burden to her loved ones. and she doesn't trust future bocchi to not do that. she sees every road as yet another slippery slope to humiliation and rejection. it is an utterly miserable way to live.

the human brain is wired to comprehend 'social rejection' with 'the threat of death.' for our evolutionary ancestors, not being able to fit in with the group meant getting ditched out in the middle of nowhere, literally left to starve and die alone. this is partly because one of our evolutionary legs-up was our ability to communicate with others, form groups, and cooperate. this is hunter-gatherer level lizard brain shit. it's important because we have to all understand: one way or another, we're all wired this way. it's more complex now, because society and technology have become more complex. but brain-wise? 'oh god, am i saying too much about LIZARDS and CAVEMEN' feels the same to bocchi as 'i was so annoying, even my own family would leave me alone to starve, because i was that permanently, irredeemably loathsome.'

a caveman bocchi-chan would be interesting. unga bunga

on a brain level, this is the fight-flight-freeze response bocchi is experiencing when she has her very funnily animated episodes. is it funny she's doing that? well, sort of... her face is pretty funny. her reaction is pretty funny. her internal experience is that of someone so absolutely petrified with the thought of being 'annoying' that she cannot proceed with her life.

no, she can't make an instagram - haven't you ever seen someone attention whoring so bad, you wanted them to die alone? no? ah, well. what if you thought they deserved to die for the sin of wanting attention? - she has an entire mind palace about it and screams like a broken speaker and all her friends are like 'shit! sorry! won't ask again. we cool?' and shes like 'oh yeah. my bad' and that WORKS, MAN, FOR SOME REASON.

it's nijika. nijika is the key. nijika's the reason kessoku exists. she's so fucking reasonable and normal and responsible and caring and kind. she goes, "excellent slapstick, chums. i shan't blame you all for being Such Big Lesbians All The Time, because i love you for it, but perhaps let's get out of the direct line of public sight, where harmful misunderstandings can occur, and wrap things up as cleanly as we can? no need for shame or angst; i don't need those apologies! ayamaru ga iranai! (would she yoko kanno/maaya sakamoto? huh. not very roccku...) she has her priorities straight.

we know who raised her, so nijika-chan is nijika-chan, but it's silly to pretend there'd be no influence. 'you're suddenly my only family and it's my responsibility to step up and Protect and Raise you right' is a hell of a drug. (seika i starts crying ALSO OWE YOU MY LIFE)

4 hot anime woman - they are free to obsess over without being a lil freak, so that's nice. okay maybe scratch the freak part ive been typing this for way too long for that qualification anymor

5 WHAT DO THOSE SHARK TEETH DO FOR REAL

6 "shinjuku, i LOVE YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!" if not the point i fell in love with her, the point i definitely fell more in love with her

[sugarfluffandallthatgoodstuff]

HMBAU Chapter 1: Spring Band Camp

this is part of my haikyuu marching band AU (acronym HMBAU) and the rest of it is on AO3, but I’m just gonna publish it here too. Enjoy!

Chapter 1: Spring Band Camp

“1ST, 2ND AND 3RD YEARS WELCOME BACK TO ANOTHER GREAT BAND CAMP!!” our head Drum Major Daichi said to us through the megaphone  and I guess decided to speak to us normally (finally)

“For you 1st years who may not know, my name is Daichi Sawamura. I'm a 3rd year and  our band’s head drum major. Standing beside me are my fellow drum majors 3rd years Shinsuke Kita and Kiyoko Shimizu as well as 2nd year Keiji Akaashi. Now may all section leaders and captains step forward so you can introduce yourselves”

Wow. Why didn’t someone have Daichi do the talking last year?!? I remember being bored as piss when our head drum major last year took forever with his speech and made it all sappy and shit.

And oddly Kyotani was the first to step up (probably just wanted to get it over with tbh)

“Kentaro Kyotani snare section leader” “Kozume Kenma Bari Sax section leader” and kenma didn’t even look up from his psp while doing this. 

“Tetsuro Kuroo, tuba section leader”, “Kotaro Bokuto, assistant tuba section leader”, “Wakatoshi Ushijima, trumpet section leader”, “Satori Tendou tenor sax section leader ;)”, “Osamu Miya, flute section leader”

Right after Osamu introduced himself stupid Atsumu had to lose any shred of chill he had and just scream:

“ATSUMU FUCKING MIYA BEST ASSISTANT TRUMPET SECTION LEADER AND MIYA TWIN”

Only for Iwaizumi to step in and hit the bastard in the back of the head

“Iwaizumi Hajime, brass captain”

Honestly after iwaizumi introduced himself I kinda may have gotten distracted by his sleeveless arms and how awesome his handling of the idiot blond was and missed like more than half of the section leader intros untill:

“Tooru Oikawa, woodwind captain. Feel free to ask me for help anytime”

And he was looking straight at me 

Apparently Oikawa was the last one to introduce himself because Daichi immediately started talking again

“Alrighty I know that kind of took a while because there are a lot of us leaders, but I want everyone to have a good first rehearsal!”

And then I heard Suga yell “Alrighty flutes make a circle! We’re going to introduce ourselves to each other! Akaashi, would you like to join us?”

“Sure” 

“Great! This is how we’re going to do it: first and last name, what year you are, what’s your birthday, your favorite food, your favorite color, a hobby or yours, and a fun fact about yourself! After we go we’ll point to someone or say their name. I’ll start. Koshi Sugawara, I’m a 3rd year, December 31st, super spicy maro tofu, black and orange, volleyball, and I am aspiring to be an elementary teacher! I pick Osamu next!”

“Osamu Miya, 2nd year, October 16th, black and white, onigiri, cooking, and I have an idiot twin brother named atsumu. I pick Akaashi next”

Are all the leaders just picking on each other today?!

“Keiji Akaashi, 2nd year,December 5th , nanohana with karashi, blue and gold, drawing/writing, and I’m fluent in 4 languages. I choose Oikawa to go next”

“Hi there! My name is Tooru Oikawa, I’m a 3rd year, my birthday is July 20th, my favorite fodd is milkbread, my favorite colors are white and teal, I love playing volleyball, and a fun fact about myself is I actually am the starting setter for our school’s volleyball team! Hmm…maybe I shoukd pick one of you shy girls how abooouuut…Y/N!”

I froze

“Uh m-maybe n-not m-me I-I’m not that interesting”

I looked over at Osamu to help me out a bit but he betrayed me and said “come on Y/N everyone’s gotta do it, and besides you aren’t gonna get away from it this year. I know you are shy but you need to come out of your shell a bit”

“F-fine you win. I’ll try” and I not liking this shit spoke even softer than before: “My n-name is Y/N L/N, I’m a 2nd year, my-”

And Suga cut in with “I’m sorry for interrupting you Y/N but I’m having a really hard time hearing you, can you please speak up a little?”

“Uh s-sure.” I took in a deep breath and started again

“My name is Y/N L/N, I’m a 2nd year, my birthdays on April 7th,my favorite food is F/F, my favorite colors are aqua, dark heliotrope, and black, so basically all the colors from the aurora borealis, I d-don’t r-really have any hobbies, and I’m not that interesting of a person so I don’t have any fun facts I’m sorry”

All the 2nd and 3rd years were shocked because this was the most they’ve ever heard me say. And Suga basically being the mom of the section decided to say more about me because apparently he wasn’t satisfied with my answers

“What our dear Y/N forgot to mention was that she's captain of the dance team, top of her class, in our school’s top choir, and most impressive of all is she knows 9 languages fluently! And despite being so reclusive she’s very very sweet and loves helping people” he smiled softly at me knowing what he just did

He just focused everyone’s attention onto me 

I looked around frantically for who could take the attention off of me and I caught the eye of Daishou’s ex-girlfriend Mika and blurted out “U-uh M-Mika-san a-are you ok with going next?”

“Sure! I don’t mind! Honestly thought I would never get picked this early so thank you!” she smiled at me and began her schpeal and I couldn’t be more grateful 

What I hadn’t noticed was I had stood up and ran to the bathroom without saying anything

Hopefully Oikawa wasn’t gonna do a surprise jug check today

And then another thought hit me 

The flute leaders and a drum major now knew my birthday

Oh fuck

LE TIMEYSKIIIIIP

Fuck it was cold out here and it was already 10 in the morning

But hey we’ll all get hot quickly despite it being 56° outside 

“Alrighty everyone one lap around the field!”

And with that we were off for the first lap of spring band camp

[hinatastinygiant]

5 | Draco

Pairing: Kita x Fem!Reader

What's Meant to Be Masterlist

You approach your boss, Takao, at the edge of the dimly lit club. Your stomach churns with a bundle of nerves as you talk. "Takao, I'm not feeling too well. Is it possible for me to leave early tonight?" you ask, your voice barely above a whisper.

He glances at you with a discerning eye. "I saw you hurriedly slipping away from that man earlier. He's part of a high-paying party, you know. You could earn a killing if you stick around," he remarks, his tone a blend of business and warning.

"I understand," you murmur, nodding. "But my stomach's killing me. I don't think I can manage tonight."

Takao lets out a weary sigh, running a hand through his thinning hair. "Fine, fine. Go take a breather, but I expect you back on your feet in twenty minutes. You're one of the best earners here, and I've got a booking lined up for you. It'd be a shame to let that opportunity slip away," he tells you.

"You booked me with someone? But you know I don't do privates unless you know the client," you grumble.

"I did. That's why it's a booking. And I think this client is going to be a regular," he tells you. "Go."

"Yes, sir," you force a smile even though that really isn't what you wanted. At least in a booking, you won't be around Kita. "I'll be back in a little bit."

"Make sure that you are."

You quickly leave the building. As you step outside, the cool night air hits your skin, and you're reminded of the reality of what you're doing.

As soon as the door closes behind you, you pull your phone out of your pocket. You distract yourself with social media, scrolling through feeds and checking posts, but you can't keep your mind off of what just happened.

After a few minutes, you let out a sigh. You know you have to go back in there. Even if it's for only one client, you have to do it. The money is good, and to be completely honest, you need the money.

With a resigned sigh, you turn back to the door and walk back inside. Your boss then kindly shows you to the private room.

"He's already waiting for you," Takao tells you as you enter the room. "Have fun," he winks, and leaves the room.

You roll your eyes, and walk further into the room, making sure the door is shut behind you. However, when you turn to face the client, the sinking feeling in your stomach drops even lower. The man who had struck you on the cheek the other night is now sitting across the room, a smirk plastered on his face.

"Hey, gorgeous," the man says, his tone smooth. His eyes glint with a predatory gaze, and a sly grin plays on his lips as he reaches out, attempting to pull you closer.

Your instincts kick in, and you yank your arm out of his grasp. "What the hell are you doing here?"

"Relax, darling. I'm here to see you. To make up for the other night. You know, when I accidentally hit you," he shrugs, as if nothing had happened.

"You didn't accidentally hit me. You punched me in the fucking face. So, as I was about to say, I'm not interested."

As you open the door and turn to leave, his voice rises, laced with anger and frustration. He shouts after you, his words echoing in the small space, until you're backed up against the opposing wall outside the private room. Fear grips your chest, and you try to remain composed, searching for a way out of the tense situation.

"Let's go somewhere else. Somewhere private," the man suggests, his expression turning cold.

"I'm not interested in your bullshit," you mutter under your breath.

"What'd you say?"

"I said fuck off. Can't you tell when a girl is not into you? You're a fucking asshole."

The man's eyes widen. "Don't test me, sweetheart. You wouldn't want anything to happen to you again, would you?" he says, his tone icy and threatening.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" you spit, anger filling your veins. "If you were a decent person, maybe I would've considered, but now I'm not interested."

As the man's voice continues to escalate, a third voice chimes in to your rescue. "Excuse me, but is there a problem here?"

Your eyes dart to the right, and the sight before you makes your heart skip a beat.

Kita steps out of the shadows, his gaze fixed on the man in front of you. His voice is calm, his words carefully chosen.

"No, there's not," the man says.

"Really? Because it sounded like you were threatening her," Kita remarks, raising his eyebrows.

"Mind your own business, pal."

"If you're not a paying customer, then you should probably leave. This establishment has a no-tolerance policy for harassment," Kita states, his tone unwavering.

While the man's attention is stolen, and while you still have some of your dignity left, you slip away. Your heart races as you hurry down the hallway, and you try not to look back. With each step, a sense of relief washes over you, knowing that Kita had come to your rescue. Now, it is definitely time to go home.

KITA'S P.O.V.

Lucky for me, security comes over before the asshole is able to hurt anyone He's dragged out of the club, and I decide to go look outside for Y/N. But instead of finding her, Suna appears and approaches me.

"What are you doing out here?" Suna asks.

"Nothing, I was just taking a walk," I lie.

"Uh-huh," he nods. "Were you looking for Y/N? I know you saw her."

"She ran off, I didn't get to talk to her," I shrug.

"Oh. Well, I'm sure you'll see her again," he explains rather vaguely.

"How's that?" I ask, furrowing my eyebrows.

"She told me about how the two of you have been hanging out. She really values your opinion, you know."

"She does?" I raise an eyebrow.

"Yep. Now come on, I think she went home. Let's go back to the others."

With a nod, the two of us head back in and rejoin our friends.

"What was all that about, Suna?" Atsumu questions.

"What do you mean?" Suna hums, feigning ignorance.

"You and that girl walked off together and you didn't come back until just now... were you guys...?"

"No, no, we weren't doing anything like that," Suna sighs. "And besides, even if we were, it's not like I would've told any of you."

"And where were you?" Aran asks, turning to face me.

"I went outside for a minute. There was a man bothering someone," I say, my tone flat.

"Okay then, well, let's get another drink," Atsumu smiles as he hits the table with his hand.

"Yes, please," Osamu grins, rubbing his hands together. He's obviously already had enough.

Our evening continues without another problem and I lean against the counter, letting the warmth of the room envelop me as the rest of the night unfolds. But just as I am forgetting about seeing Y/N earlier that night, Suna's mischievous gaze finds mine, and before I know it, he's asking, "So, Kita, how was it seeing Y/N the other day?"

"Huh?" Atsumu interjects. "Didja say Y/N?"

"Yeah," Suna nods.

"Who's Y/N?" Aran asks.

"No one," I shrug.

"You mean L/N from high school?" Atsumu then grins, beginning to catch on. "The one you used to like?"

"We were just friends," I remind them, trying not to sound flustered.

"Mhmm," Osamu smirks. "I remember seeing her at our games. She always looked like she was staring at you."

"Really?" Atsumu then gasps.

"That's not true," I shake my head. "And if it was, so what?"

"So, what happened between the two of you when you saw her?" Suna then presses.

"We met at the cafe not far from here. We talked for a bit and that was it," I shrug, not telling them about the second time I saw Y/N. Or tonight.

"That's it?" Suna pries.

"Yeah, what were you expecting? I haven't seen her since back in high school."

"Okay, fine," Suna grins. "But if she's still living around here, I bet you'll see her again."

"Sure," I sigh, shaking my head. Why did he have to go and tell them that? I'll never hear the end of it now.

Later that night, as we're all drunkenly walking back to the limo, Atsumu approaches me with a pat on my back that makes me stumble forward.

"Ya know, if ya ever wanna hook up with Y/N, I could find her on Instagram. I bet she's still there," he laughs.

"Dude, don't," Osamu groans.

"I'm just sayin'," he chuckles. "It would be good for him."

"No, it wouldn't," Osamu sighs. "Leave it alone."

"I'm fine," I shrug. "But thanks."

"So then, what you're saying is, you have no interest in her?" Atsumu then asks, grinning like a child.

"I didn't say that," I reply, rolling my eyes.

"Hey, I'm just wondering. 'Cause to be honest, I already did look her up and found her," he smirks.

"Wait, what?"

"Yeah," he chuckles. "She's not far from here. And, I'm sure she's a great lay."

"Fuck off," I grumble. "Don't be an ass."

"I'm serious!"

"Shut up, Atsumu," Suna cuts in, shooting him a look.

"Sorry," Atsumu sighs. "But if you're not going to then..."

"Don't," Osamu warns him.

"What? I was just gonna say-"

"No, don't."

"Fine, fine. Jeez, everyone's so touchy about this."

"Just get in the limo," Suna grunts.

Atsumu sighs, but doesn't push it further.

When the driver pulls up to my house, I thank him, and step out of the limo. I'm not quite sure how long it took for me to get into my bed after that, but when I finally do, sleep comes quickly.

What's Meant to Be Masterlist

[anotherwvba]

By Blood or By Choice pt. 7

By now, the anime party was in full swing. The sounds of “Just Communication” blared through the speakers as the opening of “Gundam Wing” played on the projector. Disco Kid, cosplaying as Dandy from “Space Dandy” was moving to the music as he caught up with Little Mac and met his fiancée Allie. Masked Muscle had arrived too, moving through the crowd in his casual attire, lucha mask firmly in place, saying his hellos having just arrived.

Piston Hondo had also arrived, dressed as Tuxedo Kamen from “Sailor Moon”, much to Mika’s delight as she insisted on pics with him in their respective cosplays. King Hippo had a full plate of snacks, Cutie having overseen him at the snack table while chatting with newcomer Luna. And Niki was sitting at the tech table and talking to Bald Bull as he was explaining his Gunpla collection.

In the midst of this amazing atmosphere, friends and fighters all having fun and taking a well-deserved break from their daily grinds, the doors opened and Skye Ivy walked into the gym, loudly announcing her presence.

“Yo, the star of the South Side, the fastest feet on the Circuit, and the only girl in the WVBA that can say she’s Chi-Town Tough has arrived! You may now officially get this party started!” With a dramatic flair and her Chicago accent coloring her words, Skye was the picture of confidence, a true fighter in every sense of the word.

Everyone turned to see Skye. Her nose was bandaged and her body bruised, but she wore the wounds of her fight with Reina like badges of honor. She was decked out in boxing attire, a white sports bra and white trunks. Her hands were taped up and red gloves hung around her neck. And on her trunks, there was a black star just below the waistband and a footprint on the left leg. Mika’s eyes lit up and a smile formed quickly.

“Ippo?!” Mika squealed as she darted across the room, “Skye! You nailed it, girl! That’s an awesome ‘Hajime no Ippo’ cosplay. You look amazing!”

Her enthusiasm overtook her as she wrapped her friend in a big hug, but Skye winced playfully. “Easy there, champ. Reina really did a number on me. I’m gonna be feelin’ those punches for a while.”

Mika’s expression went apologetic as she loosened her grip, but Skye pulled her in closer and leaned in, her voice a soft whisper meant only for Mika. “Thanks for being there for me, Mika. In the gym and in the crowd. I couldn’t have done this without you. Means the world to me.”

Skye held on to her friend, tears welling up at Mika’s whispered response. “Always, Skye. You’re my friend, my roomie. I knew you had it in you. You showed everyone what I already knew. You belong here. Ipinagmamalaki kita.”

After their tender exchange, Mika led Skye through the gym to introduce her to the new faces she hadn’t met. Skye’s spirits continued to soar as she met the likes of Bald Bull and King Hippo, as Luna hugged her and got her socials, but then her eyes went as wide as a kid on Christmas morning.

“You’re… you’re Little Mac.” Skye said in an almost hushed tone.

Mac chuckled uncomfortably, “Yeah. That’s me. I saw your fight with Reina. You really got a lot of heart. A lotta people would’ve folded fast in that fight.”

“Th-thank you.” Skye’s nerves were on edge, standing face-to-face with her idol in the sport. “I was there when you knocked out Flamenco in Chicago to win the Major Circuit Title in Chicago. You’re the reason I laced up the gloves. You… you’re my hero.”

“I remember that fight. Don’s tough as hell,” Mac shuffled his feet, not accustomed to the hero worship, but then he looked up with humble eyes. “But after what I saw last night, if my fight lit that spark for you, I’m honored.”

Mika, still standing next to her roomie, could feel Skye wanting desperately to say something else. With a gentle nudge, Mika nodded to Mac, encouraging Skye, whispering, “He’s cool. Say what you wanna say.”

Skye’s eyes darted to Mika, then back to Mac, “Um… would you have time, if it’s not too much, to come to one of my workouts? I’d love to get some pointers from the Champ.”

“You know, we champs, too,” Bald Bull said with a smile, sitting next to King Hippo.

“Shh!” Cutie jokingly slapped both their heads from behind. “Let the girl have her moment.”

“I’d love to. How about we workout together tomorrow? Doc arrives in the morning,” Mac offered.

“Oh my God!” Skye’s excitement went into overload. “Really? Like, train with? Not just watch me, but work with me? You and Doc Louis?”

Mac nodded with a smile, Allie wrapping her arm around Mac and smiling warmly. “Maybe I’ll join you, if that’s okay?”

“HELL YEAH!” Skye nearly jumped out her boots. “Thank you, so much!” She offered fist bumps to the couple, finally calming down, the wave of awe finally washing through her.

Meanwhile, Bull looked over Skye’s attire with a puzzled look. “Skye?” She turned to him as he pointed to the star on Skye’s trunks. "Why black? Ippo’s stars are gold."

Skye's expression turned serious, “Actually, I’m going to add a black star to my own trunks. This is for my loss to Reina.” She took a deep breath, resolve in her voice as she continued, “We don’t take beatings lying down where I come from. I’ll get my rematch, and I’ll put that cheating lucha chick on her ass, lights out! When I do,” Skye pointed to the star, “this comes off.”

“Good for you, girl!” Cutie nodded, “Just leave some for me. I want a piece of her, too, after the way she fought against you. You treat opponents with honor, not like she did you.”

Skye nodded solemnly to Cutie as Niki approached with a glass of sweet tea and offered it to Skye. “Well, I think we’ve talked enough about Reina ‘Gonna-Get-Wrecked-by-the-Whole- Damn-Circuit’ Adora.” Skye took the drink and smiled as Niki raised her own glass, “Here’s to the Women’s Circuit and our newest fighters.” With a nod to Luna, then to Skye, “Welcome to the family.”

Cheers and welcomes and well wishes washed over the room. Skye looked around, her gaze scanning the room filled with new allies and future opponents, a feeling of warmth and true belonging overcoming her. Yeah, Skye. You found your tribe. "So,” Skye said with a questioning look at the screen, “somebody wanna tell me why that big ass robot has a sickle-shaped lightsaber?”

[inappropriate-aunt]

I never seem to have my journal on hand when I need to write out my thoughts but I always have this thing- gestures at phone- so now my problems can be your reading material. To be honest it's been almost 8 months and I'm not over the death of my dog. I miss him all the time and cry about him every day and I go to sleep wishing he were there. I'm struggling more than I care to admit. It doesn't help that this entire year has also been a series of me or my new dog getting sick, and that when she's not sick she barks at me a lot and apparently I have some issues with loud noises. I was in a household that had a lot of angry yelling growing up and apparently that's stuck with me. I don't even like yelling between rooms for communication. I literally walk closer or just text someone and if they yell at me from another room I instantly get tense and have to consciously remind myself that I'm not in trouble and they just are doing a normal human thing. So going from my sweet, quiet boy Edward who only barked at bikes to my feisty, intensely affectionate and very talkative girl Kita who barks at everything all the time -has been a challenge, and made me extremely aware of the effect that yelling and loud noises has on me. I tense up. I can't think. I zone out and if it keeps going I breakdown. I wish I weren't like that but unfortunately I am and it's just something I am having to accept right now. I don't mind a little barking, but the constant barking and the fact that it feels so targeted at me and not my spouse really gets to me. I have at times wondered if maybe I'm not cut out to be a dog owner. Maybe I just got lucky with Ed and he was my one true love and I'll never have a companion relationship like that again. Maybe I'm not really a dog person, I was just an Ed person, and I don't know how to adjust to life without him. I knew I wasn't ready for another dog yet, and I was hesitant about Kita because of her age and vocal nature. I initially said that I didn't want to get her, I wanted to wait, I wanted to find a dog closer to like we had discussed, but that upset my spouse so much and I know he really needs to have a dog around and I couldn't stand to see him sad anymore so I agreed to get her. And now I just feel weak and pathetic because I can't handle her and my grief over Ed at the same time. And it sickens me because I love animals, I love dogs, and having a panic attack or a crying fit every day or needing to isolate to calm down is not the hallmark of a great caretaker. It feels at odds with who I am to be struggling with my dog and questioning whether or not I even can live with a dog. I mean, this is the reason why I don't have kids- I love kids, and I fear that if I had kids of my own, I wouldn't be able to handle the responsibility, and I wouldn't be a good caretaker, and they would hate me, so I know it's just better if I am the fun aunt for other people's kids, because I can't keep that fun energy up. And maybe that's true about dogs too. I don't want it to be, but I'm genuinely starting to wonder if Ed was just a special dog and I don't have the constitution to properly train another dog to not walk all over me. I don't know how much of this is just grief and longing for my boy and how much is a very real truth that I need to accept about myself. I'm just exhausted from being sad all the time.

[auspiciousgal]

An open letter for my Tim

It has been over a month now since I realized that I have these strong feelings for you. Awhile ago, I was telling my sister how unfortunate it is that I am not journaling anymore regarding my feelings for someone new.

You are not someone new actually. You are someone familiar from highschool, but it is like the universe transpires and we have developed a friendship connection just after our college years.

We barely knew each other before. Our faces were just familiar to each other.

Everything started with a chance encounter. It was fun listening to your random stories. How I wish I could wrap you in my arms that moment because after a very long time of experiencing no exciting admiration, I felt it with you finally. But you had to leave so soon telling me that you needed to walk as an exercise. I would want to ride an e-trike with you during that time but you managed to have a solo flight.

The next day, unexpectedly, we rode the same karatig again. However, this time, you were with a girl named Dana. Even though she was your companion, you went straight up to me to tell me what happened to you yesterday. It was something about being invited to a religion or something. It was funny, but my main focus was how you were entertained. Also, I noticed your kindhearted gesture to spare time to talk with the ones who invited you. It was so genuine of you to be so kind. Thank you for showing me how to be kind.

The next weekend, I couldn't help but tell my friends that I have a big crush on you. It was fun at first but I felt awkward around you after I revealed it to them. We tried to go home together but you remembered Dana and looked for her. I took the chance to run away. On that day as well, you gave me a chat. You might be worried that I left you without telling you. So I just pretended that I forgot that we were going to ride the karatig together and I was looking for him as well.

Since then, we have been messaging each other from time to time. I was at work and you were watching anime. You annoyed me sometimes but I have found it cute. You are always cute to me.

Days passed, we had decided to apply online for the examination. We were in touch and planned to file together. But that moment didn't happen just because I am scared that I will fall deeply inlove with you but you are not interested to accept me at all.

I had hunches after hunches that you are never interested to me at all because I never experienced you making the first move in our conversations. I always make the extra push.

Maybe you are alot more interested with my friend or with Dana or with Marie. Call me an overthinker. That's my forte in every situationship.

Anyway, I have already decided to uncrush you because I have been negatively evaluating myself based on my faulty thoughts due to my feelings for you. I would want to maintain a friendship with you but maybe not now. Thanks for the butterflies in my stomach but I want them gone now.

Gold night, Pri! Gold kasi mamahalin na sana kita kaso 'wag na lang pala. Tenks!

[smollilbaby]

USS

My love ღ I love you so so much ღღ

We're at our 9th months and counting, but i feel like we've known longer than that, i mean for real we do know longer but hais, kita baru 9 months b? HAHAHAH I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you baby, even tho one day, you're going to leave me for a guy.... but baby, am i not your guy? Can we kahwin already? If only im a guy, i'd definitely wife you up baby, you're everything and i love you so so much!! ღღ

Today, im going to talk about our special date. Even tho theres third wheeler, our date is always special when there's you. Im so happy that we could finally go to USS together like i've always been wanting to go there but tak kesampaian, but thank you love! Honestly it was a hectic day.

Lets start off with getgo. First of all, thank you for agreeing to half half with me sebab nk sport bagai plus its a date so mcm nak special sikit so naik lah kereta kan, HAHAHAH Not sure why the first few booking for getgo like cmi, but luckily we managed to get 1 at your place.

And im so proud of myself for getting up extra early than usual for the date. Even tho we ended up entering USS like 4pm HAHAHA Honestly baby, im mad. Firstly i was mad at you, but after sometimes, it wasnt your fault at all. And im sorry if i did hurt your feelings by my words or actions, im truly sorry, i was just mad with the connection and getgo. I know if the carpark is not in the basement, i wouldnt encounter that situation with you, im sorry love ღღ

And finally, we entered USS!! Im so happy that i finally jejak situ after a decade and even better that i went there with you!! ღღ It was the most amazing expensive date we ever had baby, and i cant wait to go for more! Im sorry that i dragg 'adik' with me for the most extreme rides, i hope she dont hate me after that day, but im proud of her, cause she survived it HHHAHAH And mylove, thank you sebab layan me and bagi i naik cylon for like 2 times while u waiting at the side. I hope you did enjoy your day there with me. It was really nice to enjoy those rides with you, especially the transformer and the mummy, just comel when you shout and maki and like HHAHHA just in love la with you baby!! ღღ

Even tho we started the day like shits, at the end of the day, i had fun. Especially with you beside me and im sorry that 1 ride, my baby have bruises, i hope it gets well after some time baby!

Baby, you make me happy. Im so happy with you baby. Im so in love with you, theres no other girl that i love except for you. You're the only one and will always be. I can never cheat on you. Im too busy falling for you to even fall for others. Limitlimit i fall from the stairs la cause dah berat sngt dah ni hais!!

You need to know that i love you from the bottom of my heart, you're my one and only girlfriend ღ I cintakan you sorang baby, you sorang je i perlukan. You're more than enough for me.

I cant wait for another proper date with you, sayang!

Till next time USS, i will definitely come back to enjoy it full blast! Obviously with my baby again & maybe 'adik' also hais HHHAAH ღღ

#uss #lovegila #enough #cinta

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'Drag Race' star Kita Mean is heading to Broken Heel Festival

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'Drag Race' star Kita Mean is heading to Broken Heel Festival

This year, legendary queer festival Broken Heel is celebrating the 30th anniversary of Priscilla Queen of the Desert. Since 2015, the five-day festival has taken over Broken Hill to celebrate Priscilla at her spiritual home.

As of the headliners of this year’s festival, Drag Race Down Under winner Kita Mean spoke to QNews about why Broken Heel is one of her favourite queer events.

What is your history with the Festival?

I first attended Broken Heel in 2018 and it was the most incredible time. Now drag is such a big cultural thing, but back then, there weren’t as many opportunities. So it was so special to be asked to travel to Australia and perform.

I’ve had quite a transformative few years, and I returned last year after winning Drag Race Down Under and also losing a significant amount of weight. It was a full-circle moment for me and also amazing to see how much the festival has grown.

What show will you be bringing to Broken Heel 2024?

I’m bringing a part of my revue show, The Queens of Drag to Broken Heel this year. The show is myself, my drag mother Tess Tickle, and a younger queen Rita Menu, so three generations of drag coming together. The show is high-energy, comedy drag and it’s got some Pricilla themes and lots of little surprises and gimmicks. It’s fabulous.

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What are you most looking forward to?

My sister Anita Wigl’it, who I did Drag Race with and who I’ve been best friends with forever will be performing her one-woman show Funny Girl. Anita was with me at that first Broken Heel Festival, so it’s going to be lovely to be together at the festival again.

What makes Broken Heel such a legendary queer festival?

The local community is so enthusiastic, you walk down the main street and the shops are all decorated and decked out with rainbows. Globally, we’re seeing protests and anger toward the queer community, but you don’t get any of that in Broken Hill. The locals are hugely supportive of the festival and that’s the best thing, the energy and love is just undeniable.

What are your tips for any festival ‘first timers’?

Broken Heel is different from many other festivals because you can really go at your own pace. You can chill out or have a drink, have a boogie and it’s just non stop smiles and fun. And if you can stay at The Palace during the festival, then even better.

After Broken Heel, what else do you have planned for the rest of the year?

My lips are sealed, but you may spot me on your tv screens sometime soon…

Festival Details

What: Broken Heel Festival

When: September 5-9, 2024

Where: Outback Broken Hill, NSW

Ticket are on sale now, visit bhfestival.com for more information.

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