#it's me your girl kita. i had fun.

[kitausuret]

Daisy Chainsaw is really fun as a ttrpg because you can give your magical girl the power of GUN. But it's still magical girls so the aesthetic remains. There's just excess violence now too. (:

[4unnyr0se]

Haikyuu characters catching you masterbating ?

❥ caught ya! | haikyuu guys catching you pleasuring yourself

warnings: timeskip! characters, fem! reader mentions of masturbation (duh), jealously, fingering, teasing, voyeurism, toy usage, lewd language

MDNI | 18+ content

word count -> 650

a/n: hopefully i assigned the characters correctly

got a request? my asks are open!

❥ They think it's cute

He walks in on you, knuckle-deep in your soaked pussy, panties hastily pushed aside as you plunge your fingers into your dripping heat over and over again. You were too preoccupied with fucking yourself on your fingers that you didn’t even notice how the door to your bedroom closed, your boyfriend crossing his arms in amusement as he leaned against your dresser. He observes how his name falls from your lips like a broken prayer, your nose sniffling pathetically as you try too hard to rip an orgasm out of you. But sadly, your fingers were no match for his own, and they never will be. You squealed in delight as you finally hit that sweet spot that you so craved, only to have your moment of bliss interrupted by your boyfriend's gentle cooing.

“Did my baby miss me while I was working, hm? Don’t worry, sweet thing. I’ll just stand here and watch. Go on, try to make yourself cum without my help. You’re so fucking adorable, my precious angel.”

SUGAWARA, kuroo, yaku, ennoshita, UKAI, semi, hanamaki, kenma, OSAMU, kita

❥ They think it's stupid

He hears your oh-so-familiar moans behind your shared bedroom and busts in without a second thought. Who the hell was ripping those perfect noises from your pretty lips without his permission? Why, was it you, of course! A bullet vibration practically danced on your throbbing clit while your legs were spread like a slut, your slit drenching the innermost part. Your perfectly manicured hand squeezed your breast, your thumb rolling over your nipple whilst your pearly whites bit down on your bottom lip, hips bucking into the air on occasion. His eyes filled with fury as he ripped the vibrator off your clit, earning an annoyed moan from your slutty mouth.

“What the fuck is this, hm? You seriously couldn’t wait for me to get back so I could fuck you? Who the hell needs this stupid toy when you have me? That’s it. Get on all fours. Right now, don’t fucking test me.”

kageyama, TSUKISHIMA, kyoutani, IWAIZUMI, atsumu, suna, sakusa, ushijima, daichi

❥ They're completely starstruck

Oh, fuck. They have absolutely no idea what to do. He’s fantasized about this so much, and it’s finally fucking happening. He caught you bouncing on a dildo you had bought yourself, whimpering as the silicone head hit every spot so perfectly deep inside your gummy walls. His eyes landed on your pretty fingers, desperately swirling your clit, beads of sweat flying off your forehead. You looked so fucking ethereal, he had to say something. He just had to let you know how fucking pretty you looked!

“Holy fuck, you look so fucking pretty. Can you keep going for me, please? I wanna see you cum over and over again, please, baby girl. I’ll fuck you as much as you want, just put on a good show for me. God, you’re perfect.”

HINATA, yamaguchi, asahi, GOSHIKI, oikawa, akaashi, takeda, TANAKA

❥ They join you

His ears perk up once he hears you mewling in pleasure from your bedroom, eagerly slamming the door open to reveal your hands fucking a vibrating bullet in and out of your weeping cunt, the sheets beneath you a filthy mess. He smirks and practically pounces on the bed, not even bothering to shut the door as he peppers your face in a million kisses. You always look so pretty when you wanna get yourself off. What if he fucked his fist in tandem with you? That's the best idea ever.

“Shit, don’t stop just for me, baby. Let’s cum at the same time, yeah? You wanna fuck yourself with that cute bullet I got you while I fuck my fist to the sight of your pretty tits? C’mon, don’t say no! It’ll be fun, I promise! Then I’ll fuck you nice and good afterward, okay? Thank you, pretty baby.”

nishinoya, BOKUTO, konoha, matsukawa, TENDOU, terushima, yamamoto, lev

[lowkeyremi]

Haikyuu men as fathers pt. 5

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

Ft. Ushijima, Kita, Kyotani and Asahi

Note: The age range of the kids will differ for each character but it’s from babies up til like 17 or 18. Bringing this series back for someone who requested Kita :3 @warriordemigosworld

content: Indication of pregnancy, relationships, marriage, certain styles of parenting, etc

Ushijima Wakatoshi

When you arrive home you're met with the sight of both your husband and your baby girl knocked out on the couch. Her little head is resting upon his chest, her small hand curled up in a fist too.

You can see the drool on his shirt from her little lips. She's just so tiny and he's so big. Whenever you'd post them on your social media the first thing people comment on is the size difference. They always talk about how soft and gentle he is with his baby girl for such a big man.

Wakatoshi seems to notice your staring because his olive eyes open looking around for a second before they meet yours.

"Looks like you two had a good time." A smirk graces your lips. He chuckles quietly, rubbing her back when she starts to stir awake.

"She wanted to play animals so I dressed up as a tiger for her. She insisted that she should paint my face to make me look the part." Oh. So that's why his face is orange with smears of black on it.

"I'm guessing she was a baby tiger?" Your little girl's face was also colored in orange and black face paint.

"Precisely." Wakatoshi watches as you pull out your phone and snap a few pics.

"I'm sure Grandma and Papa would want to see what you two were up to today." He nods, a small smile gracing his face.

Wakatoshi is the kind of parent to let his child experience little moments that make them happy

He doesn't limit their imagination as his mother tried too when he was younger because of his left-handedness

GENTLE GIANTTTTTTT

He doesn't enjoy singing but he will hum his baby to sleep

When his baby was little he would always have her sleep on his chest which is why she's so used to it (i love his chest....)

all in all ushi is such a good dad

Kita Shinsuke

You were watching as Shinsuke and your little boy were out in the rice fields. There were two cold glasses of water waiting for them when they came back.

They had matching hats and overalls; the whole thing. Shinsuke insisted his six year old should be interested in little boy stuff like playing and discovering the world, but your little boy wanted to help his daddy out in the fields.

So of course, Shinsuke would show him how to do basic things around the rice fields. He made his son a mini bag of rice to carry since the normal bags are way too heavy for a six year old.

Little giggles escape your lips watching the two of them haul the bags of rice toward his truck.

"Are you helping daddy out?" You ask recording him.

"Yep! I'm almost as strong as daddy is!" To prove his point he flexes his little muscles.

"Oh wow!! You are super strong." Shinsuke chuckles too. He's sweating up a storm, wiping his forehead every few minutes.

"Do my two favorite boys want to come take a water break?" Your husband is grateful for your observation skills, he could use some water.

Your son looks to his father waiting to see what he says. The little boy admires his father with his life.

"Yeah let's get some water, bud." Shinsuke scoops up his son causing the little boy much joy.

Kita is very stern with his kids, he likes order (which is why they have so much respect for him)

Almost never breaks the rules like if there's not supposed to be any sweets before bed he'll listen to the rules even if his kids beg and beg

He teaches them to be honest hard working children (just like how he was when he used to help his grandma clean)

There are fun days too, he'll take them to amusement parks and such.. only for good behavior though

lmaoo I think he looks a little scary to other kids, so when he's chaperoning at field trips and stuff none of the kids (even the most mischievous ones) dare to act up

he's always taking his kiddos to onigiri miya because they always talk about how much they "love their uncle samu's food!!"

if they show any interest in volleyball he takes them to see the red falcons (aran) or the black jackals (atsumu) they always think it's the coolest thing ever

Kyotani Kentaro

The screaming match going on downstairs didn't concern you in the slightest.

Your husband and your daughters do this at least once a day, which is why you're still laying in bed minding your own business.

"IF YOU DON'T DO YOUR PROJECT YOU'LL FAIL!" Kentaro yelled at his ten year old daughter. She was; in your opinion a carbon copy of her father.

"I DON'T WANT TO!!! IT'S BORING-UHHHHHH." She drags out the last syllable, causing a giggle to leave your lips.

"WELL LET'S GO SEE WHAT YOUR MOM HAS TO SAY ABOUT IT." You pretend to sleep as the three of them stomp up the stairs to see what you have to say.

"[name], your child won't-" when he notices that you're "sleeping" he shushes his children and walks them out of the room.

You hear a mumbled, "Will you do it if I help you?"

The older daughter of yours agrees with her father's suggestion. The younger one has no clue what's going on but she wants to be included too. So, she also hums in agreement.

He communicates his love through snarky comments and eye rolls

Doesn't find them annoying, just could use a break sometimes

He thought being a dad would be a piece of cake.. imagine his surprise when he changes his first poopy diaper

Scary dog privileges still apply; no one dares to look at his kids wrong, much less try to hurt them

He girls think it's funny that he's "bald"

Will NEVER admit it but he is a girl dad

Azumane Asahi

"I think I'm gonna be sick, babe, what if we don't find him?" Asahi asks tugging in your shirt sleeve. This isn't your best parenting moment; your little boy is lost somewhere inside this huge Costco. Your son who's eight insisted he'd go grocery shopping with you even though he was probably gonna complain after ten minutes about his legs hurting.

Of course your husband wanted to tag along. He enjoys family bonding and he saw this grocery trip as an opportunity to execute it. The two of you had gotten so caught up in conversation that you didn't even realize your son went missing for maybe four or five minutes? You hope it was only that long.

"Ren! Where are you honey?!" You yell out, not too loud so it's not fairly obvious of your failure as a parent but loud enough that he could hear you and follow the sound of your voice.

To make matters worse he has his nintendo switch that his eyes are probably glued to.

"Oh baby, what.. what if someone takes him?" Asahi's voice sounds horrified. Little seeds of insecurity make their way into your brain, but you must keep strong because your husband is absolutely losing his shit.

"Management on aisle twenty-seven, we have a child climbing the racks." You two give each other a knowing look. That sounds 100% like something your son would do.

"You stay here with the basket, I'll go get him." Asahi says leaving no room for argument when he runs off to get his child.

Within a few minutes he returns with Ren. Asahi's confused by the way you giggle, but you find it cute how his man bun was undone, most likely from running fast.

"Man, I haven't ran that fast since high scho-"

"Dad you need to work out more!!" Naive little Ren says, causing his father to sigh loudly with a cheeky smile.

"And you," you say pointing to the little boy in question, "need to stay where mom and dad can see you. Are we clear?"

He nods in a respectful manner.

"Now let's finish shopping.. as a family."

[lssugaluv]

Of course when you’re running late, all ready to go have some girl time does your boyfriend has to interfere. He couldn’t resist how hot you looked all dolled up to go hang out with your girls.

You grab your purse and look at yourself one more time in the mirror, fixing yourself. “Baby, I’m leaving.”

“Give me a kiss darling.” Says your boyfriend who is stuck playing video games online with his friends.

“But baby, the girls are outside waiting for me.”

He of course doesn’t take no for an answer as he grabs onto your wrist and pulls you in, leaving no space in between you two. He gently cusps your chin having you look directly at him as he is staring at your lips. He crashes his lips with yours and you wrap your arms around his neck. He sticks his tongue in your mouth and your tongues meet. He groans a bit as you moan.

He reaches down to your breasts gripping on them. He begins to want to pull your body suit out from your pants and you push his hand out of the way. You reach down to his growing bulge coming from his shorts and you give him a tease. You cause him to groan again which drives you crazy. You then push him away and turn to the mirror just to see you lipstick disappear. You rush to the bathroom to touch up and come back to your room to see him covered in your lipstick.

And yes, you feel your underwear completely drenched but time is running out to change.

“Ahh I’m extra late. Gotta go baby.” You reach in for one more kiss and try to wipe his face quickly.

“Have fun gorgeous. You’ll get some later, love ya.”

Character’s who I think of that will do this;

• Atsumu, Ushijima, Kuroo, Terushima, Suna, Tsukkishima, Daichi, Iwaizumi, Oikawa, Kita.

• Just some random thoughts I had of this morning.

• Enjoy ☺️

[forusomimiya]

@coyloves ship & prompt: “Look how messy you are” w/ Osamu Miya ˚₊˚✧🍙✧˖°🍂

"I've been thinking about bending you over this table and just having my way with you" His knuckles caressed your chin before he gripped your jaw and made your head tilt to the opposite side of his face, to have easier access to your neck and kiss it. He smiled when he felt you straighten up, product of shivering. "You like the idea?" you thought you nodded, but it was so subtle your movement that it was enough for Osamu to understand that when you were speechless, it was because you found his proposal more than decent.

It wasn't the first time you had sex in the store. The routine would end up being the same as all the other times before: Osamu wooing you until he had you right where he wanted you, clumsy hands caressing each other's body, quick and warm kisses, and discretion in moaning so he could pay attention to the door bell in case Kita came carrying bags of rice. The last time was fun, despite the fact that you almost got caught red-handed.

"We should be quick."

"Yeah" Osamu said in a sarcastic tone. "I can see you're in a hurry" He pointed his gaze at the wetness in your panties, licking his lips, holding back from touching you still. "Look how messy you are".

"Samu! are you even listening to me?"

"I'm trying to pay attention, but you're just too sexy. Not gonna lie."

"Then, tell me what you want me to do" His grayish eyes bore into yours, able to read what they expressed.

Then Osamu lifted you up and sat you on the cold marble table of the warehouse, taking a quick glance at your body, stunned by the beauty of your curves, savoring them in his mind, decanting and amusing himself with his favorite parts.

"Let me hear your beautiful moans a second time today, darling" His thumbs played with the inside of your thighs, spreading them open, allowing a glimpse beneath them of your chubby pussy. "Hah… shit" He exhaled excitedly. His hips rocked forward instinctively, needing to have you lying there on your back for him, legs spread wide.

The throbbing in his chest began to ache as you lay back on the table and circled his hips drawing him to you, pulling your shirt up and exposing your large breasts squeezed into your bra.

"You're going to fuck me?"

"Fuck… Of course I do" In a quick set of hands, Osamu unclasped your bra as he worked his way under your boxers, reaching for his cock and pumping it a couple of times while his mouth was distracted with your breasts. He didn't skimp on making as much noise as possible as he savored and kneaded them at the same time, sucking your nipples and pinching them on his lips before releasing them. "They are so perfect… just mine" He kneaded relentlessly, and when he noticed that his cock was about to burst through his underwear, he released it as best he could, —caused by nervousness and quickness by the impatience of being inside you—, and pushing aside your panties, he entered you ever so slowly without losing sight of the expression on your face as he filled you.

"Atta girl, fucking your boss in his own warehouse, huh?"

He settled into a steady rhythm, and cursed himself for not having taken you earlier at that table. The movements of your body in response to his thrusts were something Osamu had yet to deal with. The bouncing of your tits followed by pithy gasps flooded his mind so quickly and directly, that in order to speed up the command his brain sent to his cock, he had to take possession of your hips and lighten the pace. His mind clouded as your insides tightened and his ears filled with his cursed name, thus ignoring —though not willingly—, your warning you were cumming. Osamu forgot the discretion agreed upon at the beginning and made sure to fuck you in the roughest way, letting anyone planning to enter the store know that he was busy to attend to any customers or receive any packages.

Maybe that day, the "closed" sign would remain hanging on the door for another hour.

[slut4msby]

the atsumu hny was super cute !!! loved It sm !! I hope you had an amazing new year's celebration!! was jus wondering if you could write something w samu or maybe Kita Shinsuke (24) rice farmer ? btw inarizaki #1 forever 💯

high school sweethearts. kita shinsuke x fem!reader

+ tags & warnings; fluff for a change of scenery & reader has a kid

+ a/n; I READ THIS AND WENT INSANE OMG I COULD TALK ABT KITA SHINSUKE (24) RICE FARMER FOR EVER. Fun little piece of lea slut4msby lore, when I first watched season 4 I had not read the manga yet and when Kita first came on screen i went insane. Also Kita and I are legally married?? My friends through a fake wedding for me because I was so in love with this man. And pls keep the Inarizaki reqs/asks/anything coming bc i am INSANE about inarizaki (i am normal i swear) <3

You couldn’t help peer out the window of your shared home with your husband. He was outside with your 5 year old son, playing some volleyball. Your son had never taken a liking to sports until your husband began cleaning out his old stuff, stumbling upon his jersey from his high school years. He would never admit and you would never bring it up but he did get emotional looking back at these days.The days where he led one of the greatest teams, not on the main roster, but he was still aware of the impact he had on the boys. He wasn’t the worst player but nothing notable, however Shinsuke had the power to put anyone at ease and you loved that about him.

Shinsuke never showed much self-confidence when the two of you had met in your first year. It’s not that he didn't have the confidence he just never felt the need to show it, and you appreciated that about him. You appreciate how no matter what Shinsuke was straight the point, you appreciated his need for routine, which has really helped your home life. You appreciate how he loves, how he cares for others. Kita Shinsuke was the perfect man.

However, despite how lucky you feel to have Shinsuke in your life. He feels even more lucky for you, he knows you are his soulmate from the day he met you in the first year. He felt as if all the work he had ever done paid off, he felt like the luckiest man in the world. At the beginning it was just a hallway class, the girl from class 1-6. Having your classes next to each other & both being in advanced classes meant the both of you would have recurring meetings. The next thing he knows, Aran had recruited you as the volleyball clubs manager as the team wouldn’t shut up about not having one. Shinsuke then began spending everyday with you, which turned to every waking second he was with you whenever he could be. He was your best friend, right?

That’s what you had thought. You would have never admitted your crush on Kita that began growing. However his admiration for you began sprouting. He loved the way you smiled, how you got along with everyone, took care of yourself and others, how you tie your shoelaces, how you set out  your notebook, how you played with your hair when you were nervous and how you didn’t seem to fear anything. Unlike him. Kita had put his feelings behind him, until he decided it was now or never, graduation. It was cliche, Shinsuke knew that. He had gotten you a bouquet of flowers, you had mentioned your favourite flowers in a passing conversation the second week of the second year. A useless piece of information, Shinsuke remembered that. Why wouldn’t he? He loved you. That day to Kita’s surprise, you said yes. You agreed to be his girlfriend.

Now, almost 10 years later. Shinsuke was your husband. Those flowers he had given you on graduation day you had pressed, they stayed on display in your kitchen, as well as a photo of you and Shinsuke the day your son was born. Now Shinsuke spent his days as a rice farmer instead of a volleyball player. However seeing him playing with your son reminded you of the man you fell in love with. 

You snapped out of a trance when your son called out to you, “Mum! Look! Dad taught me how to play volleyball like he used to.” You couldn’t help but smile, “He said I was really 

good! Mum, can I start playing volleyball! I wanna be like dad!.”

You turn towards Shinsuke, he looked so amused at the scenario. You jokingly roll your eyes at him, “of course you can baby!” You said planting a kiss on your son's forehead. “How about for now you and daddy go get cleaned up?”

“Okay!” Your son responds with a toothy smile, before your son begins pulling your husband down the hallway.

You felt like the luckiest woman alive.

©slut4msby

[miyaoniku]

being the younger sister of suna rintaro

[author: chae]

a/n: based on this twitter post

[bulletpoint] [sibling!au] [some strong language]

girls in your year who are fans of the volleyball club find out that you're rin's sister and rin was scouted to come to this school

so they try to befriend you in hopes of befriending him

"hey, y/n! i heard your brother got scou-"

"no, i will not introduce you to my brother. no, he will not meet you. no, i do not know his relationship status. move along, please."

he always like to push your buttons and tease you

you and rintaro always argue about what packaged form of jellied fruit tastes better

"the sticks are better"

"no, the pouches are!"

"the sticks are better."

"oh yeah? can you RE-SEAL your jelly fruit sticks?"

"the sticks are better."

"RIN."

when he hears you go out he always asks you to buy more jelly fruit sticks

rin: are you going to the store you: buy them yourself you lazy ass mf

he tries to get you to do chores for him

rin: mom told you to take out the trash you: bitch she literally said your name

miya atsumu is your mortal enemy

when atsumu isn't beefing with his brother, he's beefing with you because you always stir up mad shit

(you swear this guy has a crush on your brother with the amount of times he comes over)

((or maybe he has a crush on you but you don't think about that because, ew, its atsumu))

when rin gets bored of you for the day you hit up atsumu to gossip

because for some reason he knows ALL the tea

blonde loser: you would NEVER GUESS what i just found out y/n: kita senpai baby talks to cute animals? blonde loser: wha, no, idk anything about that blonde loser: you remember how we saw those two third years the other day? y/n: CALL ME RN

you and osamu get along pretty well

you both trade snacks or sides from your lunches sometimes

you both like to try new items at the konbini and rate them on a scale of 1-10

when it comes to collecting blackmail for atsumu and osamu, you and rin are partners in crime

you're always mirroring his actions when either of them does something stupid

for example, you were hanging out with the volleyball club one day when atsumu riled up osamu and osamu dashed towards him, tackled him and called him a tyrannical pig

you and rin had to take pics in every possible angle

anyways!

though rin always makes fun of you, he always has your back!!

someone looking at you on the streets?

BOMBASTIC SIDE EYE

girls in the hallway talking smack about you because you won't let them get close to [rin] you?

CRIMINAL OFFENSIVE SIDE EYE

miya twins pulled a prank on you?

he'll help you prank them back!!

he's a pretty chill big brother

even though he doesn't act like it most of the time

[s-lulu-s]

rainy nights

How they end up waking you home pt.1

Kita, Atsumu, x reader

(party setting)

(also little detail: Y/N or the reader or whatever you call em is definitely like a BITCH who peaked in highschool popular type bc it fits with the story)

mentions of: alcohol, kissing,

"what if...?"

KITA

It was already 12:30 and you were already bored of the Miya's house party...or maybe you were just sick. It started off fun but eventually everything just got extremely annoying after the actually cool people fizzled out and all that was left was kids who only came for free drinks. After throwing up in the bathroom you sighed and pushed your way through people, trashy rap blasted in your ears. Eventually you reached the door and noticed someone waiting patiently behind you. Oh? It was just Kita. He definitely was forced to be here. You twisted the handle of the door and walked outside and he followed behind, making awkward eye contact. He decided to say something to just lessen the stiffness of it all.

"are you also going home y/n?"

Kita respectfully looked down at your shirt that was stained with some sort of orangish red liquid.

"oh? yeah I suppose I am!"

You spoke in a sarcastically mean way as if it wasn't obvious you were going home.

"Usually i'd expect you to stay longer at events like this...also I assume you noticed but you have some...uhm...something on your shirt."

The first comment felt like quite the blow to you but the second thing just pissed you off a bit even if he didn't mean to.

"Obviously I am aware I have stuff on my shirt. Some dumbass spilt their white claw all over me!"

Perhaps you got so upset because you were just a bit tipsy, though after saying that you began to walk away. Kita noticed you were dazed and he stepped infront of you and just quietly spoke.

"You don't look very good, how about I walk you back. I don't want you to get hurt."

You grumbled, but still just nodded. Kita came over and put his arm around your waist and started walking. Damn, he's always so polite.

The walk home was silent you weren't completely a drunk mess...just a bit buzzed. You looked up at him and observed his face. Damn for a quiet kid he definitely was cute. You began to mumble with 'full' confidence.

"Kita...what if we...uh...what if we just kissed right now."

You laughed and smiled because usually this always just works. Kissing was just for funzies!

"No thank you."

What the hell...? Your smiled dropped and you kinda just looked away. Kita noticed and sighed. Eventually you got to your house and he walked you up to your doorstep. Kita turned to you and looked at your upset and sickish face.

"Go to sleep and drink some water please."

you nodded and just said

"...alright."

but before you could turn around to go inside the captain leaned in gave you a light peck on the cheek. His hands squeezed your waist lightly then let go. Then Kita just smiled and walked off. You stood there dazed and confused before turning around and walking into your house with a blushy smile.

"You can be my girlfriend and everything!"

ATSUMU

Atsumu was always just looking at you whenever he got the chance. Not that you often noticed but you were aware. But now that you both are at Sunas house he had a chance to finally talk to you! Well...atleast he thought he had a chance. It didn't register in Atsumus mind that attempting to catch someone's attention in a room with a bunch of people and really loud music is harder than it seems. Eventually after a few seltzers he kind of just forgot about trying to talk to you and ended up talking to a bunch of different girls. Soon enough he was sitting on a table with one of them and just ended up kissing her. Not a big deal...right? Well not until he looked over and saw you glare at him for a split second as if he was a whore.

Eventually the party was beginning to get a but too chaotic (not in a fun way) and you decided it was about time you leave. As you reached for the door handle you heard a voice yell out a bit.

"Y/N!!! WAIT!"

you looked over and saw Atsumu Miya push his way over to you with an awkward expression and he asks.

"uh...I mean...are ya' heading out?"

"mhm I am."

you answered in a bit of a confused tone, trying to figure out what he was doing. Meanwhile Atsumu is kinda just waving his hands around a bit frantically and muttering some random stuff. He was very nervous about what you were thinking of him. Eventually he just speaks in a quieter tone.

"...Can I walk ya' home, Y/N?"

"Sure..? If you really want to."

you then thought about something for a second...isn't his home in the opposite direction of yours?

"Wait...Miya, your house is nowhere near mine, it's a couple blocks east.It would kind of be a waste of time if you walk me"

You had let out a little giggle before opening the door and walking outside. Atsumu followed behind and in a slightly pissed tone he states.

"Alright first of all don't call me Miya! Second, maybe I'm just feeling nice!"

you sigh and just ended up nodding your head. Atsumu grinned and walked up next to you and before long the silence just became awkward silence. Knowing him, you didn't want to deal with him if he's pissed off. As you were getting closer to your house Atsumu turned to you and in typical jockey fashion he happily says...

"So, Y/N so yer pretty cool ya know?"

"Mhm...?"

Atsumu comes up to you real close and just says.

"Like...uh...what if you dated me? Would you think that's cool? You could be my girlfriend and everything!"

you just kind of stared at him blankly...then spoke in a calm and judgy manner.

"weren't you literally just making out with someone a minute ago?"

Atsumu showed a nervous smile and then just started whining.

"Ok but I didn't care about her the way I care about you Y/N! Oh and also she uh..."

Atsumu thought for a second about what lie he can say as an excuse.

"...she forced me to kiss her! Like totally forced me!"

"I don't really care about you kissing her. I was just bringing up a point."

you were now at your house and you stopped infront of the walkway and turned to Atsumu.

"hand me your phone."

"why?"

"shut up just hand it to me."

Atsumu nervously handed you his phone and watched you type something in. You handed it back and you saw a big smile form on his face. You had put your number into his notes app.

"You can just say we're talking for now!"

you said that as you turned around and walked to the door of your house. Before opening the door you heard him yell.

"THANK YOU!! HAVE A GOODNIGHT Y/N!!!"

you turned your head and saw him happily run down the street with a smile on his face.

writing belongs to s-lulu-s 2024

(let me know if I should make a pt.2, character recommendations would be appreciated 🫶)

[kisses4bei]

I like you

Suna x Fem! Reader

Warnings: None

Reblogs are appreciated!

It was fun being the volleyball manager for Inarizaki. Besides all the snake eyes shooting at you from Atsumu and Osamu’s fangirls, you enjoyed being the boys manager.

Being around them a lot you came to grow close to all of them. Atsumu and Osamu became close friends. Kita was like a big brother to you. And Suna. He was the one you had the biggest most phatest crush on.

Although he didn’t have as many fangirls as Atsumu and Osamu, he still had a good handful of admirers.

Knowing this, you decided to push your feelings to the side. There were plenty of pretty girls at the school, why on Earth would he choose you? Or so you thought.

It was after the school day ended and the boys were getting ready for practice. You were walking towards the gym with your friends (Kita normally walks with you but he had to get to the gym early) Then the topic of everyone’s crush came up.

“Soooo Y/n..”

You already knew what your friend was gonna ask so you immediately spoke before she can finish her sentence.

“No I’m not telling him that I like him.”

You started to speed up your walking and though your two friends couldn’t see you, they could definitely feel your eyes rolling.

“But why!!! You’re so much prettier than all his other fangirl!”

You sighed deeply. You pushed open the gym doors, still walking with your friends. None of the boys looked your way since they were concentrating hard on practice.

“Its pretty hard to believe somebody would like me.” You chuckled slightly.

You said this rather loud which made some of the boys look your way with a confused look on their faces.

“That’s not true.”

The familiar voice startled you as you looked up to see your little crushy crush, hands shoved in his pockets infront of you.

Despite your cheeks burning up, you raised and eyebrow.

“And how would you know that? You don’t happen to know someone who has a little crush on me huh?” You teased and poked at him.

Your small laughs never failed to make Suna’s heart flutter.

“I do actually.”

You looked up at his deadpanned face and it took you a second to realize he was being serious.

Its almost like your tongue became twisted because you started fumbling over your words. The fox eyes man chuckled deeply before putting a finger under your chin, lifting it to force eye contact.

“That person happens to be me. I like you. I actually like you so much Y/n, I can’t believe you never noticed”

[castellla]

ok but fr kikuri is my fave because

1: same hat - i too, am 30something and on substances For Reasons.

the audience is basically handed a diagram that says: why does kikuri drink so much? :( -> oh right, yeah. Capital-and-Other-Isms

2: audience stand in - thank you for laughing at bocchi-chan's faces. wipes tear from eye they are funny

3: best damn mentor for a non-sober person award - look, seika can have the 'responsible person' stuff. who doesn't appreciate a distant, yet loving manager? the kind of person who secretly makes her kid sisters dumb friends 401k's and starts dumping whatever she can in there cause you think they're gonna do it? compounding interest compounds.

not this scrungly oneechan. come to kikuri's awesome boozehouse of fun and mistakes for the 'oh, you're pretty fucked up too! nice lol. like sux actually but Nice throws bocchi-chan a life-saving liferaft like it was nothing (come back here bitch i said i Owe you my Life)

and, well, she's so salazzled all the time that she's running Default Kikuri.OS which seems to be: just a happy lil guy. just here 2 have a good time and help other people have a good time also. if there's swears to be said, she might do it. if there's horny flirty things to be said, or perhaps, senpais to get handsy with...

will there be property damage: yes & it's why i'm worried she's Without a Home :sob: but it's worth noticing none of the property damage was damaged in anger - just like, drunken childlike joy/lack of impulse control. christ, you put a hole in the wall that easy? do you work out? are you on the straight dude workout regimen? ...o-or the not straight girl workout regimen? ...anyway, this does not negate the fact that shit did get broken.

will vomit be vomited: yeah, but in anime it's really funny and i can't smell it. i mean her throat probably hurts like fuck and shes gotta be nauseous tho

will thoughtless comments be commented: yes, but i feel like a villain for saying so!!!! oh well.

but i ask the Perceivers among us to consider what kind of things they last said when drunk - stupid? embarrassing? overly horny? - and remember that she's drunk basically All the fucking time. like all the time. the fact that she manages to say anything BUT the worst shit anyone's ever said out loud is a testament to her character as a human.

seems like the drunker + more rejected feeling she gets = sometimes, the harder in she leans to "keep tapping the skinner box of love until love come out"

Various Content makes her do a brock eyes opening thing to indicate shit's hitting a little different for ol kikuri-neechan

e12 -- bocchi-chan is gonna have a fucking panic attack at the worst possible moment; the dutch angle is kind enough to let us know kikuri saw that happen and gets it. i mean, wtf is she supposed to do from even the front for her, other than hope she'll be okay? thankfully, kita wanted to be a constellation so bad she watched her, saw it about to happen, and shredded to saved bocchi's hide. s-stupid femme beautiful rock princess i love her to death

consider her past; she started drinking to overcome the overwhelming anxiety of stage fright because she had no choice but to play music live for people. bocchi had nicobicobouga (assumed name) because the internet was around - but people older than her just didn't. if you wanted to play, and for people to listen, they'd have to be standing in front of you. yeah, shit sucks, actually. if you perhaps... suffer from social anxiety so badly you couldn't speak to your classmates, but wanted to play music soooo fucking bad because you couldn't imagine a life with you in it otherwise?... what other options did she have? booze is easy to get. especially in japan, and i imagine especially in a music setting. (i am a loser with sensitive ears so have no firsthand knowledge, however.) frankly i want kikuri to get a weed card slash dealer but that's just for me personally as a stoner dyke

she is lightly pushy about offering bocchi - who is of course, underage - alcohol. however, i really doubt it's her intention to do a hey bocchers. wanna WEED? at her: she is probably literally not able to cognitively remember the previous conversation(s) they had about it. she's never taken her 'no im too babey to alcalahol :(' and gone 'lol, sure. PEER PRESSURE, WOOO!' and kegstanded the poor little dweeb against her will.

given how just literally drunk she is and the level of impulse control that typically affords, i have to imagine: in the second in front of her: all she sees is - hey, look who it is! it's ol' bocchi-chan! bocchi-chan who is clearly having a Hard Time Coping. wonder if she wants a drink to chill out! better offer her some so she can have it. hey bocchers wanna Weed

...but the hardest thing about alcohol if you're underage is getting it! so, she offers, but hitori gotoh has the moral compass of a (insert competently-written metaphor - we'll definitely fix it in post!), so she truly seems content with not touching it until she's Of Age. uh, okay, "content" might not be the right word. aside from her own cynical, but not inaccurate mind palace excursions into the possible future that awaits her if she were to start drinking. plenty of people drink underage and don't become alcoholics - bocchi herself just has too much physical anxiety to cope with the thought of something that could have such enormous stakes. for her, the stakes of 'drinking' are social more than anything - she's paralyzed with worry about becoming a disappointment and burden to her loved ones. and she doesn't trust future bocchi to not do that. she sees every road as yet another slippery slope to humiliation and rejection. it is an utterly miserable way to live.

the human brain is wired to comprehend 'social rejection' with 'the threat of death.' for our evolutionary ancestors, not being able to fit in with the group meant getting ditched out in the middle of nowhere, literally left to starve and die alone. this is partly because one of our evolutionary legs-up was our ability to communicate with others, form groups, and cooperate. this is hunter-gatherer level lizard brain shit. it's important because we have to all understand: one way or another, we're all wired this way. it's more complex now, because society and technology have become more complex. but brain-wise? 'oh god, am i saying too much about LIZARDS and CAVEMEN' feels the same to bocchi as 'i was so annoying, even my own family would leave me alone to starve, because i was that permanently, irredeemably loathsome.'

a caveman bocchi-chan would be interesting. unga bunga

on a brain level, this is the fight-flight-freeze response bocchi is experiencing when she has her very funnily animated episodes. is it funny she's doing that? well, sort of... her face is pretty funny. her reaction is pretty funny. her internal experience is that of someone so absolutely petrified with the thought of being 'annoying' that she cannot proceed with her life.

no, she can't make an instagram - haven't you ever seen someone attention whoring so bad, you wanted them to die alone? no? ah, well. what if you thought they deserved to die for the sin of wanting attention? - she has an entire mind palace about it and screams like a broken speaker and all her friends are like 'shit! sorry! won't ask again. we cool?' and shes like 'oh yeah. my bad' and that WORKS, MAN, FOR SOME REASON.

it's nijika. nijika is the key. nijika's the reason kessoku exists. she's so fucking reasonable and normal and responsible and caring and kind. she goes, "excellent slapstick, chums. i shan't blame you all for being Such Big Lesbians All The Time, because i love you for it, but perhaps let's get out of the direct line of public sight, where harmful misunderstandings can occur, and wrap things up as cleanly as we can? no need for shame or angst; i don't need those apologies! ayamaru ga iranai! (would she yoko kanno/maaya sakamoto? huh. not very roccku...) she has her priorities straight.

we know who raised her, so nijika-chan is nijika-chan, but it's silly to pretend there'd be no influence. 'you're suddenly my only family and it's my responsibility to step up and Protect and Raise you right' is a hell of a drug. (seika i starts crying ALSO OWE YOU MY LIFE)

4 hot anime woman - they are free to obsess over without being a lil freak, so that's nice. okay maybe scratch the freak part ive been typing this for way too long for that qualification anymor

5 WHAT DO THOSE SHARK TEETH DO FOR REAL

6 "shinjuku, i LOVE YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!" if not the point i fell in love with her, the point i definitely fell more in love with her

[blacckdiamondposts]

How to celebrate New Years Eve

Pairing: Suna Rintaro x f!Reader Summary: The former Inarizaki VBC meets up to celebrate new year eve together. (Y/N) and Suna have a dirty little secret as they‘d usually hook up whenever they meet. However, this time will be different. Warnings: SMUT

It was new years eve and you were getting ready in your hotel room as you‘d meet up with your former team. You let out a shaky breath, wondering why you were feeling nervous. After all, you‘ve been their manager for three years while in High School. 

However, there was just something that made nervous. 

You looked at your phone’s screen, smiling as you read the messages that popped up from your group chat. You checked the time, noting that you‘d have to leave soon just before your phone buzzed as it was Atsumu who was waiting outside to pick you up.

Atsumu was watching you as you walked towards him, „Damn,“ he exclaimed, „you look great!“

You had to laugh, shaking your head, „,it‘ll never happen, so just give up.“

You embraced him in a hug as you greeted him.

„Come on,“ he chuckled, „never say never!“

Osamu was catching up to the two of you, hearing your conversation, „come on Tsumu, how many times does she have to tell you that she‘d never hook up with you,“

You turned around, greeting the other twin and hugging him as well, „he‘ll never get it,“

„We should leave, Kita just texted me that he‘s already there,“ Osamu said.

„Let‘s hurry up then,“ Atsumu said, not wanting to get scolded by his former captain. 

The three of you were chit-chatting on your way to the bar. Upon entering, you‘ve searched the seated area where Kita, Ojiro, and Akagi where already waiting.

„Hi guys,“ you chirped, happy to see your former upper-classmates after quite a long time. 

You greeted all of them, waiting for the last couple of people to arrive. It didn‘t take a lot of time before Suna and Ginjima showed up. Your group started to order some food and drinks, catching up with one another as you were waiting. 

„It‘s such a shame that the others couldn‘t make it today,“ you sighed.

„What? Aren‘t you happy with us,“ Atsumu remarked, earning an annoyed expression.

„(Y/N), how is it working with Osamu,“ Ojiro asked.

„Honestly, it‘s great,“ you exclaimed happily.

„It was the best decision to hire her as a social media manager,“ Osamu said, „the amount of customers is at an all time high since she started!“

„That‘s great news,“ Kita smiled.

„I guess it did pay off that you were our manager back in high school,“ Suna chuckled. 

Time was passing by and the amount of booze was quickly inclining.

It was close to midnight as the small group headed to the club part of the bar, which was on the first floor. Everyone was drinking, having fun and just enjoying a good time with friends. There was a countdown as midnight came around. 

You raised your glass at the others, wishing everyone a good year. However, after a while the group started to split up as Kita was leaving quite early, followed by Osamu who had to wake up on time. 

You were sitting at the bar with Ojiro, Akagi and Suna as you watched Atsumu find a girl for the night. At some point he seemed to succeed as he winked at you as he left with her. 

„He‘s unbelievable,“ Ojiro chuckled while shaking his head.

„I know right,“ you giggled.

„Guys,“ Ojiro started, „I‘m heading home,“

You said your goodbyes as he left, being left with Suna.

You turned towards him, meeting his gaze, „I‘m a bit surprised that you‘re still here,“

„You want me to leave,“ he remarked, having a smug expression on his face.

„No, just saying,“ you replied, „usually, you‘re the first one to leave.“

„I know,“ he chuckled, taking another sip of his drink.

A guy was approaching you, seemingly wanting to hit on you. But Suna was quick to wave him off, „she‘s not interested so move on.“

You watched as the guy turned his back towards you and walked back to his friends, moving in your chair you looked at Suna, lips tugging into a smirk, „what was that?“

„Just looking out for you,“ he replied drily.

You hummed, „what if I would‘ve been interested?“

„You‘re not,“ he said, „I know you.“

„You cocked an eyebrow at him, „ah, really?“

„Yeah,“ he gave you a sly smile, „besides-„

Your gaze fixed on him as he took another sip, waiting patiently for him to continue.

„I have other plans for you tonight,“ he stated, locking eyes with you.

Your lips tugged into a smirk, matching his sly expression. You and Suna had a little secret that you kept from your other former classmates. 

„I thought you wouldn‘t ask,“ you chuckled, finishing the remainder of your drink, „should we leave?“

Suna cocked his brow at you, wondering if he really needs to give an answer to that. The two of you exited the bar, taking one of the taxis which were right in front of it.

Suna placed his hand on your upper thigh, letting it caress your soft skin, knowing exactly what he‘s doing. 

He acted nonchalantly as he let his hand move up higher,  teasing you until you finally made it to his apartment complex.

Both of you hurriedly walked to the elevator, getting inside where Suna finally got a good look of you. He caged you in, looking at you with blown pupils.

„Have I told you how fucking hot you look like in that dress?“

„No, but you‘re not the first one to tell me that,“ you smirked at him.

He knew exactly who you were referring to, knowing that the bleach blonde twin always tries to get you. 

Suna had a big grin on his face, „yeah, but I‘m the one ripping it off your body tonight,“

You felt a heat spread within you, wondering why it takes SO long for this stupid elevator to arrive at his floor. Once you heard that *ding* sound, you knew that you made it - only having to wait a little while longer before you could let yourself get devoured.

Suna pulled you by your wrist, swiftly opening his door before dragging you inside. Upon turning around to face you, he pulled you up, lifting you from the ground and pressing you against the wall.

He clashed his lips against yours, kissing you passionately. Your legs instinctively wrap around his hip, feeling the prominent bulge that seemed to be just as desperate as your wanting heat. 

He was headed towards his bedroom, carrying you while you were placing a trail of kisses on his neck, slowly biting and sucking on his neck. He saw his dining table, not thinking twice he sat you down, letting his hands hike up your dress before he swiftly pulled it off of you.

„Mh,“ he hummed approvingly as his eyes fixed on the matching lacy set you were wearing, „seems like someone came prepared,“

„Of course,“ you purred, running your hand over his torso, tugging your lips into a playful smirk as you watched his dick jump. 

Suna took his shirt off, throwing it over his shoulder.

He came in for another kiss, letting his tongue slide over your lip as he asked for permission, which you happily allowed. His tongue was battling yours while his hands came down to your breast. He started cupping and kneeding them in his hands.

He snaked his hand to your back, unclasping your bra and watching your boobs bounce.

He pushed you down until your back was flush against the table, leaving a trail of kisses from your cheek down to your neck, where he made sure to leave a mark before his lips travelled south. 

He rolled your nips between his thumb and pointer finger, making you squirm beneath him. Your breath hitched once you felt his wet tongue slide over one of your nips, moaning softly as he started to suck on it.

Your hands tangled in his hair, wrapping your legs around his hip as you started to grind your wanting heat against his bulge. 

He groaned against your chest, „slow down, princess,“

His hands moved south towards your thighs, kissing your soft skin as his head got lower to where you wanted him the most. Suna let his hands trail over your thighs, pushing your legs apart and fixing his gaze on your wet panties.

„So fucking wet,“ he muttered, feeling his dick bop at the sight. 

He lowered his head to place a soft kiss on your clothed sex before grinning smugly at you. 

„These have to go,“ he said, hooking his fingers into your panties before pulling them down. 

Suna placed his hands just above your knees, letting them slowly move higher and higher until he reached your groin, rubbing calming circles against your skin as he tried to keep your hip in place. 

He lowered his head, noting how you were squirming beneath him. He looked up at you, lips tugged into an amused smirk before he let out a chuckle.

You moaned when his hot breath hit against your wet cunt.

„Geez, (Y/N),“ he shook his head in amusement, „you are one impatient little brat,“

Your breath hitched when his tongue slid across your wet slit. One moan followed after the other spilled over your lips.

Suna‘s tongue was circling around your clit while he placed his digits in front of your entrance, listening to your moans as he inserted them. Instinctively, your hips started to grind against his hand once he started to push his digits in and out of your wet cunt.

The lewd sounds seemed to be echoing off the walls, wet sounds were heard as his knuckles hit against your cheeks.

„Fuuck,“ you whined, nearing the edge as you tugged at his hair. 

Suna knew your body well, even though your hook ups have been limited to a few times. He knew that you were about to orgasm, denying it, he simply pulled his fingers out.

You groaned at the sudden emptiness, „fuck you, Rin,“

„Come on, you know me,“ he said with a smug expression.

He leaned down, propping himself up on his elbows which were next to your head, placing a soft kiss on your lips.

„Legs,“ he breathed against the crook of your neck, waiting for you to wrap them around his hip before he lifted you off the table. He was headed towards the bedroom, where he carefully placed you on the edge of his bed.

Suna placed a finger under your chin, lifting it up until your eyes locked, „how bout you put that pretty little mouth of yours to work?“

Your lips tugged into a smirk, placing your hands on his thighs you let them wander up to the button of his pants. Ever so slowly, you opened the button and unzipped his pants before you let them slide down. He stepped out of them once they were pooled around his ankles, kicking them into the darkness of his room. 

Your hands were running up his sides, teasing him just like he did with you. His dick was jumping eagerly, wanting to be freed out of its tight confines.

„Who‘s the needy one now,“ you joked, noting his hungry look as your eyes locked.

„(Y/N),“ he said with a low, husky voice, wrapping his hand around your neck.

You flashed a smile, tugging at the waistband of his boxers before pulling them down. You bit your lower lip at the sight of his thick cock, which looked delicious as a bead of precum was glistening on his tip. Suna let out a shaky breath as he watched your every move.

You brought your hand up to his cock, using his precum as you pumped his hard cock a couple of times.

„Fuck,“ he groaned, cursing himself for teasing you before.

You straightened your back, opening your mouth before you took him in. He felt your soft tongue circle around his tip, making him jerk his hips. You felt his cock slide further down your throat, locking eyes with him as you took more of him.

„Just like that,“ he praised, „fuck!“

You moved your head at a steady place, pressing your thighs together as his moans sounded oh so pleasing.

„Can I-,“ a groan spilled over his lips, „can I fuck that throat, princess?“

You let him take over as he brought one of his hands behind your neck, keeping you in place as his hips started to thrust against you. You felt his cock reach the back of your throat as he let his primal side take over. 

Your gaze met his, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes. Drool was spilling over your lips and down your chin. You gagged around his large cock as your tears started to run down your cheeks.

„You look so good, gagging around my cock like that,“ he breathed.

Suna loved the sight in front of him, knowing that it was one that could make him cum right then and there. 

He slowed his pace before pulling his cock out of your mouth, stroking his length, „turn around,“

You did as you were told, turning around onto all fours.

„What a pretty little cunt,“ he said as placed an open mouthed kiss on your lower back. 

He aligned himself with your wet cunt, slowly sinking into it. Your breath hitched as you felt him deep inside, feeling how your legs started to tremble in anticipation. 

„Fuck, your cock feels so good,“ you moaned.

„Mh, it does, doesn‘t it,“ he cooed. 

He picked up his pace as he pushed his cock in and out of your wet cunt. Suna‘s hands were placed on your hips, holding you in place. 

He pulled his length out almost completely before ramming it into your cunt, which left you a moaning mess.

Suna lifted his hand before bringing it down in a swift motion against your cheek, leaving a red mark on your ass. 

„Fuck,“ you cursed, „do it again!“

He let out a low chuckle before repeating his ministrations, „you like being spanked?“

„Y-yeah,“ you moaned, feeling yourself get closer to the edge.

Suna felt your walls clench around his cock, „are you close, princess?“

You simply nodded your head, feeling to overwhelmed to speak.

He continued to fuck your wet cunt as he leaned down, his lips brushing against your ear, „then cum for me, cum all over my dick,“

His hot breath against your skin, his words, and the fact that his cock was balls deep inside of you was enough to push you over the edge, turning you into a moaning and trembling mess.

He watched you as you flopped down onto the mattress, giving you a second to come off your high. He was pumping his cock, needing to find a release soon. 

„Come on, turn around,“ he said, „I‘m not done with you,“

You sat up, turning towards him before he kneeled onto the bed, catching your lips in a passionate kiss. Suna pushed your back down, pinning you between him and the mattress.

He grabbed your legs, placing them on his shoulders as he pushed his cock into you. 

„Fuck,“ you groaned, feeling overstimulated.

„I know, princess,“ he cooed before he started to pound into you.

He was moaning at the depth he was reaching, hitting your cervix with each thrust. 

Suna brought his hand to your neck, wrapping his fingers around it. You couldn‘t take much more as his cock filled you up.

„Fuck me, Rin,“ you breathed, spurring him on.

He groaned, tightening his grip around your neck and holding his gaze fixed on you.

Suna felt your walls clench around his length, signaling that another wave of pleasure was nearing.

„Damn,“ he moaned, „am I fucking you that good?“

You bit your lip, nodding at him with a flustered expression. Suna‘s cock was twitching eagerly as he was chasing after his orgasm. He lowered his head as he nuzzled the crook of your neck, sucking and biting on your sensitive skin. 

His hot breath was hitting against your skin as he moaned desperately as he was nearing his edge.

„Rin, fill me up,“ you moaned, „I want you to fill me up,“

That was it. That was all he could take.

 He came with a loud groan, painting your insides white before he collapsed on top of you.  The two of you were laying there in silence while you your hand was tangled in his hair, playing with it.

You felt as his cock slipped out of your cunt, his cum trickling down onto his mattress.

„You‘ll be the death of me,“ he breathed against your neck.

„What,“ you chuckled, „what do you mean?“

„(Y/N), you just do things to me,“ he replied as he propped himself up, laying next to you.

You turned your head as you watched him wrap his arm around you and pulling you close. 

You cocked an eyebrow, still unsure of what he meant. 

„Let‘s get cleaned up,“ he suggested, looking down at you.

„Ugh,“ you groaned, „I don‘t wanna get up,“

„Then just stay here,“ he said as he got up, „I‘ll be right back.“

With that you watched him leave his bedroom. However, it didn‘t take long before he returned with a wash cloth and a glass of water. You cleaned yourself up, drinking some of the water he gave you before placing it on his nightstand. 

„Here, put this on,“ he handed you one of his shirts to sleep in.

He laid back next to you, pulling you closer until you were partially laying on top of him.

„(Y/N),“ his voice sounded different.

„Hm?“

„I- ugh,“ he groaned, searching for the right words, „I can‘t continue like this?“

„Like what?“

„Like this,“ he said, „I can‘t do this any longer,“

You lifted your head, looking at Suna with a questioning look, „did you meet someone?“

„Wha-, no,“ he sighed, „you‘re not getting it,“

„Suna you just fucked my brain out,“ you replied, „of course I don‘t get it,“

He chuckled at your comment before getting serious again, „I want more-,“

„We see each other every couple of months,“ he started, „then we hook up and part ways before everything repeats-,“

„I don‘t want that any more,“ he explained, „I want you right here beside me every night,“

„I don‘t want to have to sneak around,“ he said, „I want to tell our friends that I in fact have someone I like,“

You looked at him, eyes wide in surprise.

„You‘re so much more than just a friend,“ he sighed, „I want to be with you,“

Your lips tugged into a soft smile as you brought your hand up to his cheek, cupping it as you turned his head towards you.

His expression softened, seeming relaxed as you closed the distance to place a loving kiss on his lips.

You snuggled against him, slowly dozing off with a happy smile on your face.

[sugarfluffandallthatgoodstuff]

HMBAU Chapter 1: Spring Band Camp

this is part of my haikyuu marching band AU (acronym HMBAU) and the rest of it is on AO3, but I’m just gonna publish it here too. Enjoy!

Chapter 1: Spring Band Camp

“1ST, 2ND AND 3RD YEARS WELCOME BACK TO ANOTHER GREAT BAND CAMP!!” our head Drum Major Daichi said to us through the megaphone  and I guess decided to speak to us normally (finally)

“For you 1st years who may not know, my name is Daichi Sawamura. I'm a 3rd year and  our band’s head drum major. Standing beside me are my fellow drum majors 3rd years Shinsuke Kita and Kiyoko Shimizu as well as 2nd year Keiji Akaashi. Now may all section leaders and captains step forward so you can introduce yourselves”

Wow. Why didn’t someone have Daichi do the talking last year?!? I remember being bored as piss when our head drum major last year took forever with his speech and made it all sappy and shit.

And oddly Kyotani was the first to step up (probably just wanted to get it over with tbh)

“Kentaro Kyotani snare section leader” “Kozume Kenma Bari Sax section leader” and kenma didn’t even look up from his psp while doing this. 

“Tetsuro Kuroo, tuba section leader”, “Kotaro Bokuto, assistant tuba section leader”, “Wakatoshi Ushijima, trumpet section leader”, “Satori Tendou tenor sax section leader ;)”, “Osamu Miya, flute section leader”

Right after Osamu introduced himself stupid Atsumu had to lose any shred of chill he had and just scream:

“ATSUMU FUCKING MIYA BEST ASSISTANT TRUMPET SECTION LEADER AND MIYA TWIN”

Only for Iwaizumi to step in and hit the bastard in the back of the head

“Iwaizumi Hajime, brass captain”

Honestly after iwaizumi introduced himself I kinda may have gotten distracted by his sleeveless arms and how awesome his handling of the idiot blond was and missed like more than half of the section leader intros untill:

“Tooru Oikawa, woodwind captain. Feel free to ask me for help anytime”

And he was looking straight at me 

Apparently Oikawa was the last one to introduce himself because Daichi immediately started talking again

“Alrighty I know that kind of took a while because there are a lot of us leaders, but I want everyone to have a good first rehearsal!”

And then I heard Suga yell “Alrighty flutes make a circle! We’re going to introduce ourselves to each other! Akaashi, would you like to join us?”

“Sure” 

“Great! This is how we’re going to do it: first and last name, what year you are, what’s your birthday, your favorite food, your favorite color, a hobby or yours, and a fun fact about yourself! After we go we’ll point to someone or say their name. I’ll start. Koshi Sugawara, I’m a 3rd year, December 31st, super spicy maro tofu, black and orange, volleyball, and I am aspiring to be an elementary teacher! I pick Osamu next!”

“Osamu Miya, 2nd year, October 16th, black and white, onigiri, cooking, and I have an idiot twin brother named atsumu. I pick Akaashi next”

Are all the leaders just picking on each other today?!

“Keiji Akaashi, 2nd year,December 5th , nanohana with karashi, blue and gold, drawing/writing, and I’m fluent in 4 languages. I choose Oikawa to go next”

“Hi there! My name is Tooru Oikawa, I’m a 3rd year, my birthday is July 20th, my favorite fodd is milkbread, my favorite colors are white and teal, I love playing volleyball, and a fun fact about myself is I actually am the starting setter for our school’s volleyball team! Hmm…maybe I shoukd pick one of you shy girls how abooouuut…Y/N!”

I froze

“Uh m-maybe n-not m-me I-I’m not that interesting”

I looked over at Osamu to help me out a bit but he betrayed me and said “come on Y/N everyone’s gotta do it, and besides you aren’t gonna get away from it this year. I know you are shy but you need to come out of your shell a bit”

“F-fine you win. I’ll try” and I not liking this shit spoke even softer than before: “My n-name is Y/N L/N, I’m a 2nd year, my-”

And Suga cut in with “I’m sorry for interrupting you Y/N but I’m having a really hard time hearing you, can you please speak up a little?”

“Uh s-sure.” I took in a deep breath and started again

“My name is Y/N L/N, I’m a 2nd year, my birthdays on April 7th,my favorite food is F/F, my favorite colors are aqua, dark heliotrope, and black, so basically all the colors from the aurora borealis, I d-don’t r-really have any hobbies, and I’m not that interesting of a person so I don’t have any fun facts I’m sorry”

All the 2nd and 3rd years were shocked because this was the most they’ve ever heard me say. And Suga basically being the mom of the section decided to say more about me because apparently he wasn’t satisfied with my answers

“What our dear Y/N forgot to mention was that she's captain of the dance team, top of her class, in our school’s top choir, and most impressive of all is she knows 9 languages fluently! And despite being so reclusive she’s very very sweet and loves helping people” he smiled softly at me knowing what he just did

He just focused everyone’s attention onto me 

I looked around frantically for who could take the attention off of me and I caught the eye of Daishou’s ex-girlfriend Mika and blurted out “U-uh M-Mika-san a-are you ok with going next?”

“Sure! I don’t mind! Honestly thought I would never get picked this early so thank you!” she smiled at me and began her schpeal and I couldn’t be more grateful 

What I hadn’t noticed was I had stood up and ran to the bathroom without saying anything

Hopefully Oikawa wasn’t gonna do a surprise jug check today

And then another thought hit me 

The flute leaders and a drum major now knew my birthday

Oh fuck

LE TIMEYSKIIIIIP

Fuck it was cold out here and it was already 10 in the morning

But hey we’ll all get hot quickly despite it being 56° outside 

“Alrighty everyone one lap around the field!”

And with that we were off for the first lap of spring band camp

[hinatastinygiant]

5 | Draco

Pairing: Kita x Fem!Reader

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You approach your boss, Takao, at the edge of the dimly lit club. Your stomach churns with a bundle of nerves as you talk. "Takao, I'm not feeling too well. Is it possible for me to leave early tonight?" you ask, your voice barely above a whisper.

He glances at you with a discerning eye. "I saw you hurriedly slipping away from that man earlier. He's part of a high-paying party, you know. You could earn a killing if you stick around," he remarks, his tone a blend of business and warning.

"I understand," you murmur, nodding. "But my stomach's killing me. I don't think I can manage tonight."

Takao lets out a weary sigh, running a hand through his thinning hair. "Fine, fine. Go take a breather, but I expect you back on your feet in twenty minutes. You're one of the best earners here, and I've got a booking lined up for you. It'd be a shame to let that opportunity slip away," he tells you.

"You booked me with someone? But you know I don't do privates unless you know the client," you grumble.

"I did. That's why it's a booking. And I think this client is going to be a regular," he tells you. "Go."

"Yes, sir," you force a smile even though that really isn't what you wanted. At least in a booking, you won't be around Kita. "I'll be back in a little bit."

"Make sure that you are."

You quickly leave the building. As you step outside, the cool night air hits your skin, and you're reminded of the reality of what you're doing.

As soon as the door closes behind you, you pull your phone out of your pocket. You distract yourself with social media, scrolling through feeds and checking posts, but you can't keep your mind off of what just happened.

After a few minutes, you let out a sigh. You know you have to go back in there. Even if it's for only one client, you have to do it. The money is good, and to be completely honest, you need the money.

With a resigned sigh, you turn back to the door and walk back inside. Your boss then kindly shows you to the private room.

"He's already waiting for you," Takao tells you as you enter the room. "Have fun," he winks, and leaves the room.

You roll your eyes, and walk further into the room, making sure the door is shut behind you. However, when you turn to face the client, the sinking feeling in your stomach drops even lower. The man who had struck you on the cheek the other night is now sitting across the room, a smirk plastered on his face.

"Hey, gorgeous," the man says, his tone smooth. His eyes glint with a predatory gaze, and a sly grin plays on his lips as he reaches out, attempting to pull you closer.

Your instincts kick in, and you yank your arm out of his grasp. "What the hell are you doing here?"

"Relax, darling. I'm here to see you. To make up for the other night. You know, when I accidentally hit you," he shrugs, as if nothing had happened.

"You didn't accidentally hit me. You punched me in the fucking face. So, as I was about to say, I'm not interested."

As you open the door and turn to leave, his voice rises, laced with anger and frustration. He shouts after you, his words echoing in the small space, until you're backed up against the opposing wall outside the private room. Fear grips your chest, and you try to remain composed, searching for a way out of the tense situation.

"Let's go somewhere else. Somewhere private," the man suggests, his expression turning cold.

"I'm not interested in your bullshit," you mutter under your breath.

"What'd you say?"

"I said fuck off. Can't you tell when a girl is not into you? You're a fucking asshole."

The man's eyes widen. "Don't test me, sweetheart. You wouldn't want anything to happen to you again, would you?" he says, his tone icy and threatening.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" you spit, anger filling your veins. "If you were a decent person, maybe I would've considered, but now I'm not interested."

As the man's voice continues to escalate, a third voice chimes in to your rescue. "Excuse me, but is there a problem here?"

Your eyes dart to the right, and the sight before you makes your heart skip a beat.

Kita steps out of the shadows, his gaze fixed on the man in front of you. His voice is calm, his words carefully chosen.

"No, there's not," the man says.

"Really? Because it sounded like you were threatening her," Kita remarks, raising his eyebrows.

"Mind your own business, pal."

"If you're not a paying customer, then you should probably leave. This establishment has a no-tolerance policy for harassment," Kita states, his tone unwavering.

While the man's attention is stolen, and while you still have some of your dignity left, you slip away. Your heart races as you hurry down the hallway, and you try not to look back. With each step, a sense of relief washes over you, knowing that Kita had come to your rescue. Now, it is definitely time to go home.

KITA'S P.O.V.

Lucky for me, security comes over before the asshole is able to hurt anyone He's dragged out of the club, and I decide to go look outside for Y/N. But instead of finding her, Suna appears and approaches me.

"What are you doing out here?" Suna asks.

"Nothing, I was just taking a walk," I lie.

"Uh-huh," he nods. "Were you looking for Y/N? I know you saw her."

"She ran off, I didn't get to talk to her," I shrug.

"Oh. Well, I'm sure you'll see her again," he explains rather vaguely.

"How's that?" I ask, furrowing my eyebrows.

"She told me about how the two of you have been hanging out. She really values your opinion, you know."

"She does?" I raise an eyebrow.

"Yep. Now come on, I think she went home. Let's go back to the others."

With a nod, the two of us head back in and rejoin our friends.

"What was all that about, Suna?" Atsumu questions.

"What do you mean?" Suna hums, feigning ignorance.

"You and that girl walked off together and you didn't come back until just now... were you guys...?"

"No, no, we weren't doing anything like that," Suna sighs. "And besides, even if we were, it's not like I would've told any of you."

"And where were you?" Aran asks, turning to face me.

"I went outside for a minute. There was a man bothering someone," I say, my tone flat.

"Okay then, well, let's get another drink," Atsumu smiles as he hits the table with his hand.

"Yes, please," Osamu grins, rubbing his hands together. He's obviously already had enough.

Our evening continues without another problem and I lean against the counter, letting the warmth of the room envelop me as the rest of the night unfolds. But just as I am forgetting about seeing Y/N earlier that night, Suna's mischievous gaze finds mine, and before I know it, he's asking, "So, Kita, how was it seeing Y/N the other day?"

"Huh?" Atsumu interjects. "Didja say Y/N?"

"Yeah," Suna nods.

"Who's Y/N?" Aran asks.

"No one," I shrug.

"You mean L/N from high school?" Atsumu then grins, beginning to catch on. "The one you used to like?"

"We were just friends," I remind them, trying not to sound flustered.

"Mhmm," Osamu smirks. "I remember seeing her at our games. She always looked like she was staring at you."

"Really?" Atsumu then gasps.

"That's not true," I shake my head. "And if it was, so what?"

"So, what happened between the two of you when you saw her?" Suna then presses.

"We met at the cafe not far from here. We talked for a bit and that was it," I shrug, not telling them about the second time I saw Y/N. Or tonight.

"That's it?" Suna pries.

"Yeah, what were you expecting? I haven't seen her since back in high school."

"Okay, fine," Suna grins. "But if she's still living around here, I bet you'll see her again."

"Sure," I sigh, shaking my head. Why did he have to go and tell them that? I'll never hear the end of it now.

Later that night, as we're all drunkenly walking back to the limo, Atsumu approaches me with a pat on my back that makes me stumble forward.

"Ya know, if ya ever wanna hook up with Y/N, I could find her on Instagram. I bet she's still there," he laughs.

"Dude, don't," Osamu groans.

"I'm just sayin'," he chuckles. "It would be good for him."

"No, it wouldn't," Osamu sighs. "Leave it alone."

"I'm fine," I shrug. "But thanks."

"So then, what you're saying is, you have no interest in her?" Atsumu then asks, grinning like a child.

"I didn't say that," I reply, rolling my eyes.

"Hey, I'm just wondering. 'Cause to be honest, I already did look her up and found her," he smirks.

"Wait, what?"

"Yeah," he chuckles. "She's not far from here. And, I'm sure she's a great lay."

"Fuck off," I grumble. "Don't be an ass."

"I'm serious!"

"Shut up, Atsumu," Suna cuts in, shooting him a look.

"Sorry," Atsumu sighs. "But if you're not going to then..."

"Don't," Osamu warns him.

"What? I was just gonna say-"

"No, don't."

"Fine, fine. Jeez, everyone's so touchy about this."

"Just get in the limo," Suna grunts.

Atsumu sighs, but doesn't push it further.

When the driver pulls up to my house, I thank him, and step out of the limo. I'm not quite sure how long it took for me to get into my bed after that, but when I finally do, sleep comes quickly.

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[lumiinix]

I posted 181 times in 2022

That's 181 more posts than 2021!

93 posts created (51%)

88 posts reblogged (49%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@lumi-does-some-stuff

@wake-uptoreality

@shoyoist

@ch3rryf1z

@bbiemilk

I tagged 175 of my posts in 2022

Only 3% of my posts had no tags

#lumi:post! - 72 posts

#lumi:repost! - 62 posts

#lumi:rants! - 40 posts

#hq - 35 posts

#haikyuu - 35 posts

#haikyuu imagines - 32 posts

#haikyuu x reader - 32 posts

#haikyuu x y/n - 18 posts

#kageyama x reader - 13 posts

#atsumu x reader - 13 posts

Longest Tag: 77 characters

#and the streets are empty with lights from building and street lamps still on

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Haikyuu as type of boyfriend in a family reunion.

A/N: FINALLY FINISHED WITH THIS!!! WHY DOES IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO DO THIS IN THE BEGINNING ANYWAY???

He is a joy to be around! He had no problems going up to your relatives and say hi, even gossiping with your aunts a little, and the children, THEY LOVE HIM. Like every child in the party (even the shy ones) all wants to play with him and he participated in any activities that your little cousins made. But that doesn’t mean that he’s neglecting you, no no, every now and then, he would look at your direction and gave you a thumbs up as a sign of he’s doing fine and you don’t need to worry about him, sometimes even asking if you want to participate in the fun! And how could you be worried about him when all he does is light up the reunion and making everyone smile. Your grandparents even ask him to marry you so he could come over more, the two of you flushed in embarrassment from that comment.

-HINATA, sugawara, Lev, NISHINOYA, Tendou, Goshiki, Yamamoto, Oikawa, BOKUTO, Atsumu, Aran, Meian.

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1,679 notes - Posted August 4, 2022

#4

Boyfriend!Kiyoomi who looms over you when you talk to his teammates, saying that he’s just making sure they don’t infect you with their germs and swore he’s not actually just jealous about you hanging out with them, no way!

1,977 notes - Posted October 23, 2022

#3

It's like you get to see a completely different person when your stoic boyfriend who is usually reluctant to even hold your hand in public because he’s shy suddenly starts being really, really clingy in the morning. Like you would try to get out of bed and he would simply refuse to let you go. And how can you refuse him when his strong arms encircle your waist, drawing you closer to him, begging in a raspy voice for just five more minutes?

-KAGEYAMA, TSUKISHIMA, IWAIZUMI, SAKUSA, USHIJIMA.

REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED!

5,462 notes - Posted November 21, 2022

#2

Haikyuu boys when you referred to yourself with his last name

A/N: Married Hq boys headcanons bc yes. Also this is gender neutral reader.

Fucking dies both on the outside and inside, but can you blame him, he just still can’t believe you married him, so when he hears you said his last name with your first name so naturally when a barista asked for your name so she could identify you from other customers, he just melts. It’s only been a week since you got married but from how natural you’ve become, he’s like “ahhhhhh they married meeee”, his face is red while his heart races miles per hour and he becomes all mushy and cuddly when you’re alone.

- Hinata, Kageyama, TANAKA, Asahi, iwaizumi (he tries to hide his flustered state but failed-), YAMAMOTO, Lev, Bokuto, Atsumu.

On the outside he seems normal, after all, you guys are married for 2 years now. But every now and then when you introduce yourself to new people using his last name, even referring to him as your husband, his heart swells as the tip of his ears turn pink when looked close enough. He knows it’s kind of stupid to feel this way when you guys are married, but he just can’t help it, he’s just so proud to call you his.

- Daichi, Tsukishima, Kuroo, KENMA, Matsukawa, AKAASHI, Ushijima, Osamu, Kita, Suna.

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6,124 notes - Posted September 21, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Girls drool over him at the beach, giggling and ogling at the sight of his toned biceps and hard abs, they all began to bashed their eyelashes and swirl their hair, hoping to get his attention only to get visibly disappointed when he only walks pass them, didn’t even spare them a glance as he walks up to you, giving you a kiss on the lips when you tipped toed at him. He didn’t even notice these girls where looking at him when he only has eyes for you.

- Hinata, Kageyama, Bokuto, Iwaizumi, Ushijima, Suna (he doesn’t care), Komori, Hoshiumi.

A.N: Imma just proofread this later (maybe)

7,972 notes - Posted September 3, 2022

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[anotherwvba]

By Blood or By Choice pt. 7

By now, the anime party was in full swing. The sounds of “Just Communication” blared through the speakers as the opening of “Gundam Wing” played on the projector. Disco Kid, cosplaying as Dandy from “Space Dandy” was moving to the music as he caught up with Little Mac and met his fiancée Allie. Masked Muscle had arrived too, moving through the crowd in his casual attire, lucha mask firmly in place, saying his hellos having just arrived.

Piston Hondo had also arrived, dressed as Tuxedo Kamen from “Sailor Moon”, much to Mika’s delight as she insisted on pics with him in their respective cosplays. King Hippo had a full plate of snacks, Cutie having overseen him at the snack table while chatting with newcomer Luna. And Niki was sitting at the tech table and talking to Bald Bull as he was explaining his Gunpla collection.

In the midst of this amazing atmosphere, friends and fighters all having fun and taking a well-deserved break from their daily grinds, the doors opened and Skye Ivy walked into the gym, loudly announcing her presence.

“Yo, the star of the South Side, the fastest feet on the Circuit, and the only girl in the WVBA that can say she’s Chi-Town Tough has arrived! You may now officially get this party started!” With a dramatic flair and her Chicago accent coloring her words, Skye was the picture of confidence, a true fighter in every sense of the word.

Everyone turned to see Skye. Her nose was bandaged and her body bruised, but she wore the wounds of her fight with Reina like badges of honor. She was decked out in boxing attire, a white sports bra and white trunks. Her hands were taped up and red gloves hung around her neck. And on her trunks, there was a black star just below the waistband and a footprint on the left leg. Mika’s eyes lit up and a smile formed quickly.

“Ippo?!” Mika squealed as she darted across the room, “Skye! You nailed it, girl! That’s an awesome ‘Hajime no Ippo’ cosplay. You look amazing!”

Her enthusiasm overtook her as she wrapped her friend in a big hug, but Skye winced playfully. “Easy there, champ. Reina really did a number on me. I’m gonna be feelin’ those punches for a while.”

Mika’s expression went apologetic as she loosened her grip, but Skye pulled her in closer and leaned in, her voice a soft whisper meant only for Mika. “Thanks for being there for me, Mika. In the gym and in the crowd. I couldn’t have done this without you. Means the world to me.”

Skye held on to her friend, tears welling up at Mika’s whispered response. “Always, Skye. You’re my friend, my roomie. I knew you had it in you. You showed everyone what I already knew. You belong here. Ipinagmamalaki kita.”

After their tender exchange, Mika led Skye through the gym to introduce her to the new faces she hadn’t met. Skye’s spirits continued to soar as she met the likes of Bald Bull and King Hippo, as Luna hugged her and got her socials, but then her eyes went as wide as a kid on Christmas morning.

“You’re… you’re Little Mac.” Skye said in an almost hushed tone.

Mac chuckled uncomfortably, “Yeah. That’s me. I saw your fight with Reina. You really got a lot of heart. A lotta people would’ve folded fast in that fight.”

“Th-thank you.” Skye’s nerves were on edge, standing face-to-face with her idol in the sport. “I was there when you knocked out Flamenco in Chicago to win the Major Circuit Title in Chicago. You’re the reason I laced up the gloves. You… you’re my hero.”

“I remember that fight. Don’s tough as hell,” Mac shuffled his feet, not accustomed to the hero worship, but then he looked up with humble eyes. “But after what I saw last night, if my fight lit that spark for you, I’m honored.”

Mika, still standing next to her roomie, could feel Skye wanting desperately to say something else. With a gentle nudge, Mika nodded to Mac, encouraging Skye, whispering, “He’s cool. Say what you wanna say.”

Skye’s eyes darted to Mika, then back to Mac, “Um… would you have time, if it’s not too much, to come to one of my workouts? I’d love to get some pointers from the Champ.”

“You know, we champs, too,” Bald Bull said with a smile, sitting next to King Hippo.

“Shh!” Cutie jokingly slapped both their heads from behind. “Let the girl have her moment.”

“I’d love to. How about we workout together tomorrow? Doc arrives in the morning,” Mac offered.

“Oh my God!” Skye’s excitement went into overload. “Really? Like, train with? Not just watch me, but work with me? You and Doc Louis?”

Mac nodded with a smile, Allie wrapping her arm around Mac and smiling warmly. “Maybe I’ll join you, if that’s okay?”

“HELL YEAH!” Skye nearly jumped out her boots. “Thank you, so much!” She offered fist bumps to the couple, finally calming down, the wave of awe finally washing through her.

Meanwhile, Bull looked over Skye’s attire with a puzzled look. “Skye?” She turned to him as he pointed to the star on Skye’s trunks. "Why black? Ippo’s stars are gold."

Skye's expression turned serious, “Actually, I’m going to add a black star to my own trunks. This is for my loss to Reina.” She took a deep breath, resolve in her voice as she continued, “We don’t take beatings lying down where I come from. I’ll get my rematch, and I’ll put that cheating lucha chick on her ass, lights out! When I do,” Skye pointed to the star, “this comes off.”

“Good for you, girl!” Cutie nodded, “Just leave some for me. I want a piece of her, too, after the way she fought against you. You treat opponents with honor, not like she did you.”

Skye nodded solemnly to Cutie as Niki approached with a glass of sweet tea and offered it to Skye. “Well, I think we’ve talked enough about Reina ‘Gonna-Get-Wrecked-by-the-Whole- Damn-Circuit’ Adora.” Skye took the drink and smiled as Niki raised her own glass, “Here’s to the Women’s Circuit and our newest fighters.” With a nod to Luna, then to Skye, “Welcome to the family.”

Cheers and welcomes and well wishes washed over the room. Skye looked around, her gaze scanning the room filled with new allies and future opponents, a feeling of warmth and true belonging overcoming her. Yeah, Skye. You found your tribe. "So,” Skye said with a questioning look at the screen, “somebody wanna tell me why that big ass robot has a sickle-shaped lightsaber?”

[inappropriate-aunt]

I never seem to have my journal on hand when I need to write out my thoughts but I always have this thing- gestures at phone- so now my problems can be your reading material. To be honest it's been almost 8 months and I'm not over the death of my dog. I miss him all the time and cry about him every day and I go to sleep wishing he were there. I'm struggling more than I care to admit. It doesn't help that this entire year has also been a series of me or my new dog getting sick, and that when she's not sick she barks at me a lot and apparently I have some issues with loud noises. I was in a household that had a lot of angry yelling growing up and apparently that's stuck with me. I don't even like yelling between rooms for communication. I literally walk closer or just text someone and if they yell at me from another room I instantly get tense and have to consciously remind myself that I'm not in trouble and they just are doing a normal human thing. So going from my sweet, quiet boy Edward who only barked at bikes to my feisty, intensely affectionate and very talkative girl Kita who barks at everything all the time -has been a challenge, and made me extremely aware of the effect that yelling and loud noises has on me. I tense up. I can't think. I zone out and if it keeps going I breakdown. I wish I weren't like that but unfortunately I am and it's just something I am having to accept right now. I don't mind a little barking, but the constant barking and the fact that it feels so targeted at me and not my spouse really gets to me. I have at times wondered if maybe I'm not cut out to be a dog owner. Maybe I just got lucky with Ed and he was my one true love and I'll never have a companion relationship like that again. Maybe I'm not really a dog person, I was just an Ed person, and I don't know how to adjust to life without him. I knew I wasn't ready for another dog yet, and I was hesitant about Kita because of her age and vocal nature. I initially said that I didn't want to get her, I wanted to wait, I wanted to find a dog closer to like we had discussed, but that upset my spouse so much and I know he really needs to have a dog around and I couldn't stand to see him sad anymore so I agreed to get her. And now I just feel weak and pathetic because I can't handle her and my grief over Ed at the same time. And it sickens me because I love animals, I love dogs, and having a panic attack or a crying fit every day or needing to isolate to calm down is not the hallmark of a great caretaker. It feels at odds with who I am to be struggling with my dog and questioning whether or not I even can live with a dog. I mean, this is the reason why I don't have kids- I love kids, and I fear that if I had kids of my own, I wouldn't be able to handle the responsibility, and I wouldn't be a good caretaker, and they would hate me, so I know it's just better if I am the fun aunt for other people's kids, because I can't keep that fun energy up. And maybe that's true about dogs too. I don't want it to be, but I'm genuinely starting to wonder if Ed was just a special dog and I don't have the constitution to properly train another dog to not walk all over me. I don't know how much of this is just grief and longing for my boy and how much is a very real truth that I need to accept about myself. I'm just exhausted from being sad all the time.