#it's important to have a good health when you're getting older 😌

[beyourselfchulanmaria]

I was very sick about 3 weeks ago couldn't out of bed almost and also without energy worked at studio, … and then my mom, younger sister, son same illness at home but they've not serious flu more than me, I didn't want families to come just for taking care of me, to stay sick both side non stop. anyway I went to see the doctor three times got medicines and injection finally I'm fine now, so yesterday we're having shabu shabu at lunch with my old classmates of high school, Women talked very passionately and bustling with noise, I don't seem to be used to it, XD so I am a listener who can only laugh! LOL

I never get sick since very time ago till this time, It makes I remember what about illness and weak I do. ha! too bad. :))) and I could take a night walking again to the port. how's happy!!! 💪🦕 Lan~*

薛之謙 Joker Xue【演員】

作詞：薛之謙     作曲：薛之謙

編曲：Venk

簡單點 說話的方式簡單點

遞進的情緒請省略

你又不是個演員

別設計那些情節

沒意見 我只想看看你怎麼圓

你難過的太表面 像沒天賦的演員

觀眾一眼能看見

該配合你演出的我演視而不見

在逼一個最愛你的人即興表演

什麼時候我們開始收起了底線

順應時代的改變看那些拙劣的表演

可你曾經那麼愛我幹嘛演出細節

我該變成什麼樣子才能延緩厭倦

原來當愛放下防備後的這些那些

才是考驗

沒意見 你想怎樣我都隨便

你演技也有限 又不用說感言

分開就平淡些

該配合你演出的我演視而不見

別逼一個最愛你的人即興表演

什麼時候我們開始沒有了底線

順著別人的謊言被動就不顯得可憐

可你曾經那麼愛我幹嘛演出細節

我該變成什麼樣子才能配合出演

原來當愛放下防備後的這些那些

都有個期限

其實台下的觀眾就我一個

其實我也看出你有點不捨

場景也習慣我們來回拉扯

還計較著什麼

其實說分不開的也不見得

其實感情最怕的就是拖著

越演到重場戲越哭不出了

是否還值得

該配合你演出的我盡力在表演

像情感節目裡的嘉賓任人挑選

如果還能看出我有愛你的那面

請剪掉那些情節讓我看上去體面

可你曾經那麼愛我幹嘛演出細節

不在意的樣子是我最後的表演

是因為愛你我才選擇表演 這種成全

[anakinthetrashking]

I am Spectacularly brainless today, but I finished reading Sunshield last night, and WOW. WOW. There's just so much to love??

I never got to do a review and recommendation post for the Creatures of Light trilogy that this duology is set ~20yrs after (because the past 6 months since I read them have been SOME MONTHS, my dudes), but definitely put them on your list to read. If you've ever expressed frustration in wanting female characters to be PEOPLE instead of 1-dimensional "love-interest" or girlboss" or "I Had 5 older bros", etc ,,, do yourself a favor and read these books.

It's so???? These women have goals and values and motivations and flaws that are so solely their OWN. And they take up SPACE!!! and when you read these books there's that resonant recognition, like, I know you, you're me, you're my sister, you're my best friend, I KNOW YOU. It's brilliant but also it was a little painful in my experience just because the POV/narrator of book 3 was such a detailed reflection of how I personally think and act that I was terrified to see my flaws plainly laid out in narrative form, and yet—and yet it was cathartic in the way that while the flaws were a part of it, they weren't the entirety. I saw strengths there, too.

Uh so yeah go get your hands on those books asap

But anwaysss Sunshield. SUNSHIELD. as soon as I finished the book I was like I NEED TO REREAD THIS IMMEDIATELY (I did not bc i had to sleep :c also my sis is reading it next sooo) after considering, i think I just need to start back at Woodwalker again. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Oh noooo, too bad /s 😌

First thing about Sunshield is the disability representation. Holy crap. Visible and invisible, ongoing health issues, accidents, internalized ableism, ptsd and flashbacks, self-worth issues, self-worth tied to what you can do/provide so when that's gone what do you have??, not being able to do what you love and want to do and would be good at bc your own body WONT LET YOU. People treating you differently, pushing yourself past your limitations out of a need to "prove yourself ",,,And the disabilities aren't victimized or villainized,,, theyre all just people!!!

Its..It's a lot you guys. It's SO GOOD. But it's a LOT.

In more general book things, I mean obviously the characters are awesome! Well developed, as expected, and I am SO attached to them ahdkdhsm

Lark, Lark is EVERYTHIGN,,, and that rotating perspective was PERFECT. I loved when the plots started crossing the reader beings to be able to see these characters through another's eyes.

The writing itself is enjoyable to read, but the descriptive and symbolic imagery was especially amazing. There were so many details I loved, and the rotating perspective really played to its benefit, allowing each character to reveal different details before the whole picture comes together.

Loved how easy it was to imagine the scenes and to really fall into the story and follow the characters on their journey and feel that deep appreciation for nature even though you aren't experiencing things first hand

And then there's the use of Light, which is a VERY important concept within this world, and so i was already looking forward to seeing another country/region's aspects of light that they value, and how it shapes their culture and lifestyle! And the use of light narratively was soooooo genius. I was just over here like [VIBRATING IN EXCITEMENT] (╯✧∇✧)╯

And then there's the fact that the books make me want to ART!

Ah I feel like I'm missing so much that I want to say...

But yeah definitely check out the series!!! Highly recommend 👌 🥰😭