#it's from 2015 I'm not going to like do anything about I'm just gossiping

[lucianinsanity]

Fuck it, talking about it here because y'all need to read my bullshit if you're here, uh, rant about genitals I guess

Found an old blog about someone roleplaying a mermaid and oh god, the first post about mermaid anatomy was bad

What do you mean the reproductive system is the same as whales and dolphins just to immediately follow that by saying the penis of a mermaid is ON THE OUTSIDE and is just small as a justification for not seeing them on male mermaids?

If it's truly like whales and dolphins you would know they are internal and they extend for intercourse, please I'm begging you

[batsplat]

Wait what's this about Casey, Marc and getting kicked out of honda

ah just a fun bit of old gossip. to clarify in case the phrasing in this post was confusing, we're talking about casey's role as a test rider with honda after his retirement, so 2013-15 (not casey's initial retirement from his honda ride, which was ofc entirely his own choice)

so! first of all! from the moment casey retired, everybody was going 'when will casey be back'. this wasn't based on anything casey was actually saying - it's just how people are about retirement announcements ig, the disbelief at how early casey retired, wanting to see him race again, refusing to believe he might actually properly be done. when the riders were asked about it in pressers, they usually gave very neutral 'sure that would be nice' responses. when casey was asked about it, he was generally pretty firm in going 'I'm not interested' and also 'stop asking'. but in 2015, dani made the decision to pause his season to get an operation for his recurring severe arm pump issues. he ended up missing three races, and inevitably people went, 'hey you know who would be fun to have back for a few races, you know who also happens to be familiar with the honda bike'

and this time casey WOULD have been up for it. except, according to him, SOMEONE didn't want him to race:

now fwiw, we have zero proof that this 'someone' was marc, although ofc that was something people speculated about at the time - the idea being that marc wouldn't have wanted to be undermined by casey outperforming him, especially in the context of a tricky start to the 2015 season. (funnily enough, the phrasing does echo the "somebody inside Yamaha didn't want me there" thing; a topic for another post but I'm pretty unconvinced valentino was involved in blocking casey's yamaha deal.) and... given this is the same interview where casey talks about his belief that marc forced him out of honda (which we'll get to)... I mean, he must have at least known it's a conclusion people would draw

marc was asked in pressers about casey racing as dani's replacement, and he basically stuck to 'it's not up to me'. some more casey quotes:

I like to think 'I would've won that' was one of casey's main takeaways from sepang 2015

anyway at the end of 2015, casey left honda to join ducati as a test rider. here is an excerpt from a piece about it at the time, saying marc had complained about casey's performance level as a test rider:

you'll note the HRC sources disagree with casey on how good casey's pace was; unfortunately we'll never really know either way. (in any case it's not particularly great form for sources to 'let slip' that your test rider's pace is poor, even if it was true, but there we are.) and ofc there's the assertion that marc felt 'threatened' by casey and/or didn't think casey's feedback was valuable. here's a screenshot of the piece from speedweek being referenced:

again, a lot of this is obviously hearsay. we don't really know how hard marc pushed to get rid of casey (if at all), and certainly not for what reasons - whether it was casey being too slow or the quality of his feedback or marc's ego or whatever else. we do know casey thinks marc wanted him out because marc felt threatened by him, as he's very helpfully said as much:

casey does make it clear he doesn't have any proof that marc (and his entourage) felt threatened by him, but, well. either way he did believe it. this story dropped in january 2016 btw, so at a time where press coverage of marc was not exactly at its friendliest anyway. marc hasn't really ever responded to these assertions afaik - but when casey ended up leaving ducati again at the end of 2018, he was pretty lukewarm about the idea of casey returning to honda:

here too there's nothing from marc's side to suggest any real antipathy, but of course we also don't know whether he's being honest about his reasons for preferring the distinctly unthreatening bradl. and finally, casey has more recently (aka start of this year, 2024) said that he left honda because they only listened to marc:

which is also obviously relevant now in the context of honda's long-term decline and marc's decision to leave (criticised in some quarters by those who feel marc is at least partly to blame for said decline)

anyway ofc this is all very he said she said, so who knows what really happened - but the fun bit is that nobody can quite agree! all a bit messy isn't it. it's very low stakes beef, kinda nice... but it does also fit in with casey's whole outlook towards the sport, where he often feels like he's being unfairly treated. and (this cannot be stressed enough) a lot of the time he was right, he was being unfairly treated, so it's absolutely possible some underhanded stuff was going on here too. believe what you will! who knows!

[pilvimarja]

Why do people hate Miles Teller? I am not trying to be cheeky! I really have no clue! I never heard about him being hated. Has it to do with shipping or are they jealous because of his wife?

I don't think it has anything to do with any shipping or fandom related things, and I don't think most people even know who his wife is because she's not a celebrity. Based on my personal observations, there's a handful of "key reasons" that tend to come up time and again when people say they hate Miles Teller.

The first one and the origin of the "Miles Teller is an asshole" rep seems to be the infamous interview he gave to Esquire magazine in 2015. You can find the whole interview and the reactions to it just by googling it. I get the feeling that Miles and the interviewer weren't on the same wavelength, Miles' sense of humor rubbed her the wrong way, they clashed from the moment the interview started, and both of them ended up looking like jerks.

There's also been some reports that Miles (allegedly) was difficult on the set of F4 and War Dogs, but in hindsight, knowing what we know about the nightmare production of F4 and its problematic director who barely has a career anymore, and Jonah Hill who was Miles' co-star in War Dogs, it's probably safe to assume that Miles at the very least wasn't the only asshole on those sets and maybe had a reason to bitch.

The third big reason seems to be the assumption that Miles and his wife are Trump-loving Republicans. I think his wife's parents are Republican, but the only time I've heard Miles himself bring up his own political views is when he mentioned attending Robert De Niro's (who, as far as I know, is a vocal Trump critic and a Democrat) election night party in 2016. So we can probably assume that he and his wife don't support the Orange One even if some people in their families do.

The fourth and the most recent reason is the assumption that Miles didn't care about Covid and caused the entire production of The Offer to shut down because he (allegedly) refused to get vaccinated. As far as I know, the production was actually shut down and Miles did get Covid, but he also gave a statement where he said that both he and his wife had been vaccinated "for some time" when that happened. So I guess you either believe him or the anonymous "inside source" who claims he's anti-va**. And I'm not defending him, but I was vaccinated three times, always wore a mask and did several tests, and I still managed to get Covid twice, so you can get it even if you're careful.

So that's my nutshell take on his negative rep. I think most people don't care to find out what he's actually like and which things about him are true, which is valid. I don't go around doing deep dives into celebs who I have no interest in. And I admit that I myself spent years under the impression that Miles Teller is an asshole because I had only seen unflattering headlines about him on Oh No They Didn't and various other gossip blogs. But I don't think Miles himself cares enough to make an attempt to fix his reputation. It's been almost nine years since that Esquire interview, but the fallout from it is most likely permanent.

[armanicatherina]

HSHQTASK059: FAREWELL !

when did you join ? what made you join ? what do you remember from the plotlines that were current at the time ? where were you in life when you joined and where are you now ?

i want to say i first joined chambordrp in 2014 ? it didn't last too long but the group made a comeback in 2015 and i'm so so grateful that it did. admin m had asked me to join the admin team ( of just herself ) to help her with some ( hideous, i'm sure ) graphics, and here i am, this many years later ! back then, i was a baby high school student, procrastinating my assignments because my rp partners were waiting on a reply. at the time, the group was a hot mess, and the most serious plots were angsty exes and besties who had a falling out. i'd joined with some iteration of armani with a cara delevingne fc which is still so wild to me bc that will forever be gaia to me. i was going through my inbox and do you guys remember when we used to plot in our inboxes ?? i literally have asks from viveka-b from 2015 and i can't believe how far we've come.

which characters have you written over the years ?

oh goddd... armani, beatriz, a chris wood fc who's name i can't remember for the life of me, a maia mitchell, a zoey deutch, kostya, kseniya ( i still can't believe i played my own cousin 💀 ), jelani and ines... and liselotte, my samke baby <3

what is your favourite plotline that you've been part of ?

anything romanov-related i've felt so lucky to be a part of ! so much so, that i needed two whole romanovs to play with. the poisoning of alexei / roman v milena plotline had a grip on me, even though my roles were so miniscule. i'm copying answers here but i will always have a soft spot for viani. they've come so far from that six-way thread where evy and martha had to rp with themselves. ani has always been my little guilty pleasure character and i'm so glad that martha felt similarly enough for us to be able to bring them back and close their chapter. it's their two year anniversary soon, i'm in shambles.

what about other people's plotlines ?

you already KNOW i'm a sucker for ships. samke is forever my otp, i sometimes forget that femkris was a thing ?? my eyes were glued whenever we got new farnauld or annexei content. if i could list out every single hshqship here, i would. i love love <3

who is your favourite character from the ones you've played ? why ? what made you love them ? what made them so fun to write ?

i've had a surprising lot of fun playing jelani, which i really hadn't expected when he was first born, with a reece king fc. it's been so entertaining to write someone so unapologetically messy and i think what i loved most about writing with him was how easy it was to have chem with other characters. jelani and aurel were so easy, i love my brotp. jelstrid and jelimpia will always have a place in my heart. i also can't not say armani. she's not a character with too much depth but she was always a character that i could come back to for something light-hearted and one that i feel like i've grown up with. i just love the oranje-nassaus so much. not a character, but it was so much fun being a part of the gossip blog. it was so unserious and i used to read back on some of the answers and laugh at how funny everyone is.

if you could relive a plotline, which would it be ?

not exactly a plotline but every event has been so fun, even when we'd thought they'd get repetitive. the points games, the auction event, the murder mystery. i loved how involved everyone would get, both ic and ooc. you guys have kept this group so fresh and interesting.

is there a plotline that you'd edit now if you could ?

not at all.

what's a plotline you wish you would have been able to finish before closing or just write more of ?

i wish i'd gotten more time with invente ! i'm so glad that i was naomi'd into bringing ines. i had great big shoes to fill after sylvia but i had such a fun time writing ines and i'm glad i'd gotten the chance. writing fanni x ines threads really helped me better understand her character and i wish i had more time to explore her more.

what is your favourite ooc memory ?

i'm going to ditto martha and say battling the crazy muns. i know i've just written paragraphs on paragraphs about how big a part this rp has been to me but,,, we've had our fair share of crazies ! i'm glad we could all laugh about it after. the admin snapchat group with eve and evy will also have a special place in my heart. you probably don't remember but i vividly remember us all sending each other voice notes and being shocked by each other's accents ??? i was so skeptical about discord at first but i'm so glad i joined. it's made every event and each bit of drama so much juicier and it's given me the chance to get to know u all better. serre loves me so much, she sent me donuts for valentine's day last year and i'm still emo abt it

where can others find you if they want to get in touch ?

discord ! i might check this blog every once in a while but i think it's time for me to finally let tumblr rest.

what else would you like to say ?

i've said a few things here but this honestly feels so bittersweet to me. the dash has been dead for a little bit now but i've, quite honestly, still been checking it daily, hoping there'll be a little something new for me to read and hold onto. i really never would have imagined that a group of fictional royals would have had such a grip on me. each character was so fleshed out that i couldn't help but feel invested in all these stories and now that it's time for the group to close, i'm hit with the fact that i have to say goodbye to so many characters i've watched grow, but also a community that i've grown up around. my writing has improved drastically over the years and it's a testament to the sheer talent of the people in this group. every single member of this group over the years has been so instrumental in the worldbuilding and it's so crazy to look at hshq and remember that it all stemmed from a rich kids rp. i've said it to e and evy but this group is honestly legendary, in our obscure little community. not just in longevity but the rise of model fcs and medium gifs in the rpc definitely started here ! you guys are so so talented and it's been such a privilege to be a part of it. if your muse ever strikes, i hope you'll write a thread or two here. i've yet to read the final chapters popping up on my dash – i'm still in denial and i'm not ready to let these characters go. i don't want to sound too sappy and dramatic, but what we had here was truly rare. i adore you all and i hope we stay in touch <3

[tellthemeerkatsitsfine]

I’ve been pretty light on the posts in this blog for the last little while. I’ve been busy with work, busy with getting some semblance of a social life sort of back on track, busy with going to local comedy nights because this year I decided to take my COVID-based safe isolated internet hobby and try to make that social too. I’ve also had a lot of family stuff going on this week. I’ve vaguely started a few different posts in the last week or so that have not actually made it onto this blog because I didn’t have the mental energy to write anything that required any thought. It turns out that once I started working full time in person again, I wanted to use all my precious free hours for listening to comedy, and it gets harder to cut into that for inane writing about it.

Having said that, I’ve had some time to myself tonight, and I decided to go through my Britcom folders and revisit things I like. So instead of writing a post with any substance whatsoever, I’ve decided that you can all have this. The thing I put together over a year ago now, as I was listening to The Bugle and heard several episodes months apart that followed the same story of giving us Chocolate Milk Gang football gossip. Tuesday football CMG stories are my favourite kind of gossip.

If I ever have several hundred hours to kill, I’d re-listen to the original Bugle run and the Russell Howard and Jon Richardson radio show and collect all the Tuesday football stories. But in the meantime, I did enjoy listening to these snippets, which I’ve forgotten that I’d left in a folder for my future self to find in the middle of some night when I didn’t have the energy for anything more substantive.

I recall putting these two clips together because I loved the cinematic structure of it. You don't see the scene in the middle where the Bugle's producer Chris Skinner plays a clip for Russell Howard of John Oliver calling him a selfish football player, and he calls John the same thing back. But you know it happened because you can hear the two conversations on either side of it.

Going through these folders also reminded me of this clip I saved from a Bugle episode in about 2015, when John was disappearing so they kept having filler weeks, and they released a recording of some of Andy Zaltzman's Satirist for Hire stand-up show. Satirist for Hire is a show that Andy's been doing for ages in which he lets audience members email in requests for things they want him to satirize, and he'll write something for it in the days before the show, so it's different every time.

I saved the clip of the time someone asked him to satirize all the Pokemon, because hearing Andy Zaltzman say the word "Pokemon" wrong is, there's no better word for it, adorable.

The "Really?" at 33 seconds an incredibly rare moment of Andy Zaltzman sounding entirely out of character, which I found hilarious. He was so genuinely surprised that his audience contained people who were into Pokemon. I love that Andy could be surprised that he and Pokemon appeal to the same people. I have no idea what might draw people to Andy Zaltzman if they're also into other things that require meticulous organization, stat keeping, and memorizing obscure and otherwise pointless information. No idea what could be the cause of this crossover, but I do recall that I was playing a hacked version of Pokemon SoulSilver on a cartridge I'd bought on eBay as I listened to that bit for the first time, and it delighted me.

At some point I might write a post that isn't just re-posting stuff I saved and posted over a year ago. Or maybe not and I'll just keep doing this. I'm having quite a good time.

[anothersebastianblog]

Why the denial? The guy liked her every post, he said she was as good as Cate Blanchett. He was already dating Ellie when he was away from Instagram for three days, and what did he do when he came back? He liked all of Margarita's latest posts! He only stopped liking Margo's posts in 2019. If he was friendly, why stop giving likes? That's why I always saw Ellie as a rebound.

At the end of 2015, Margo received a lot of hate from fans, that's why I think she stopped posting photos of him, then at Thanksgiving she posted a photo with a friend, and some haters thought they had broken up.

Anyway, whatever happened to their relationship, it doesn't mean he had anything to do with Yumi. /

Are you aware that Seb & Margo are friends way before they dated? So it's not surprising that they are the couple who are mature enough and are able to still stay friends with their exes even after they broke up. They go way back,why would they stop talking or stop being friends just because they're exes now? Also,I agree with the other anon,likes or social media interaction are just that. They're not real life. Holding them up as having any sorts of legitimacy is pure fandom talk to me. None of us know how it went for them irl,only they know. Also,you don't believe about Yumi? Cool. Leave it at that then. But don't tell me what to believe,or what to do. I never did that to you,don't do that to me. The way you said it at the end sounds like you're really forcing me to agree with you. That's not cool. This is a gossip blog,and any opinions or speculations are welcomed as long as they're not bigoted in any way. So you get to have yours,I get to have mine. Let's be adults about this. I'm sorry,I didn't want to call you out but I had to. Because I don't like anyone telling me what to do or how to think so I'm standing up for myself. Maybe I misunderstood it,and you wanted to say "in my opinion" but forgot to add it in,if that's the case,I'm sorry. But if it's otherwise,just don't,let's just agree to disagree like everyone else here.

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[citrusandbergamot]

Hi guys, actual Burner here.

I'm gonna ignore the whole millionaire plug-and-play side of this, because that's a whole lot of burner politics that I don't care to get into. And I'm ignoring the very well-articulated points about 'eat the rich', because y'all said what needed saying. I just wanted to add my own perspective on this, as a fairly poor Burner. (I cannot believe that burning man discourse has crossed onto my dash, what the fuck is this timeline.)

Poor-ish people can DEFINTELY go to Burning Man. Of course they can. They do. Most people I met out there were regular people, with regular jobs. Quite a few I met were people with irregular jobs (drifters, faire workers, performers). It's also an all ages event. I met a virgin burner in 2015 who was in her late 70s. I met some pregnant people, a few toddlers.

first time I went, I was unemployed. Actually, I went three times and I was unemployed each time! Cause my job history is full of holes! It's actually not that expensive? I mean, it is, but most burners work towards burning man all year. Do you have money travel for a week off work? Then you have money for Burning Man.

A lot of it depends on what kind of infrastructure you have access to. People spend thousands on burning man because the infrastructure (stages, sound, storage, transport) costs thousands. When I went, I went alone. I didn't know anyone or have anything. My costs my first year were approximately $2500 (I think), including the price of the plane ticket from eastern canada to cali, the bus fare from SF, buying all the camping stuff, food, and alcohol. The cost of the ticket into the event was around $170 because I applied for a low income ticket. I found a rideshare into the event and a different ride back to SF. I had no camp fees, because I chose a camp without fees (woo Stag).

The cost IS prohibitive, I get that, but MOST of the city is made up of ordinary people. The tech bros and the instagram models and the millionaires... they're tourists. They certainly don't BUILD the city. They don't contribute to it.

Ahh, I said I wasn't gonna get into that.

Well, except to say: the most Burner-type of all Burners are resto. They're the ones who build and finally tear down the city. They pick up every single bit of MOOP (matter out of place) out there. I'll eat my tutu if any resto makes more than 50k a year. The whole damn process takes MONTHS (july to oct), you guys, and the city could not exist without them. Resto is gonna be a hard one this year. Fucking tourists.

Look, burning man is supposed to be radically inclusive. In many ways, it isn't. It has become commercial in ways that I don't think it can recover from. But no one can BUY burning man. It takes thousands of people to build that city. If someone tried to buy out the event, the event would simply cease to be. No burner would go, and so, there would be no city. And people don't get paid millions to perform there? I mean, I can't say for certain that DJs don't get paid. They probably get their tickets comped and their food and travel provided. But no DJ would ask for money to play at burning man. They honestly probably put in their OWN money to get the equipment out there. Cause like, a DJ would get ostracized if they got paid big money. And Burners would find out. Burners are the pettiest gossips you've ever met. No one would go to that DJ's set. The soundcamp wouldn't get placement (look at the shitshow reaction to OT flying Infected Mushroom in for one night? Come on). Like, it'd be a shitshow. DJs get paid in vibes, my dudes. Vibes and drugs.

For what it's worth, every single Burner I know who went this year had a fantastic time. Fuck 'em.

This post I need a reminder as to why people go to Burning Man. Have some 2014 Distrikt feels.

Seeing the notes on posts about the Burning Man Debacle™ and for fucks sake I am taking the phrase 'eat the rich' away from y'all until you can CORRECTLY IDENTIFY the rich

Rich is 'arrived by way of their private jet', is 'dropped $500k on a submarine ticket', is '$500 is a rounding error'.

'$500 dollars for a nine day event they must all be rich white people' no you reactionary rotten potato that is actually an entirely reasonable price for an entirely normal person to pay for an annual event! $500 over the course of a year is approximately equivalent to one big takeout a month! Being able to afford that doesn't make you rich it makes you probably not poor! The 'rich or poor' narrative is a false dichotomy that completely excludes the fact that 'richness' or 'poorness' is a SCALE! It's not fucking categorical! You don't one day magically flip a switch and go from 'poor' to 'rich' or vice versa you see incremental changes over time! Wealth distribution is a (these days, admittedly, rather wonky) motherfucking BELL CURVE! . The fact that capitalism is driving more and more people to either extreme of said curve is just evidence of a broken system, but it doesn't change the fact that most people should have a decent amount of disposable income!

The fact that many people don't have said disposable income doesn't magically make the ones that do 'rich' it makes everyone else poor. And the people at fault for the massive and growing percentage of people living below the poverty line are not the ones managing to stay above it, it's the fault of the actually rich, the ones stealing our time and our health and our wages and our future in pursuit of a number on a screen. And the rich are the only people you're helping by hating the people struggling slightly less than you.

When it comes time to 'eat the rich' you're going to be murdering dentists and librarians and scientists while the actually rich point and laugh from a safe distance as you solve their problems for them.

[divergent-one-1984]

Organized Crime Ring in Astoria, NY, in a neighborhood under the jurisdiction of 114th PRECINCT and in apartment buildings managed by CENTRAL ASTORIA, LLC. I have been the victim of TARGETED COMMUNITY HARASSMENT SINCE SUMMER 2016 because of my race and gender, I am an African American woman (because of a rumor / gossip mill started by staff at NYC DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION while I was employed there from 2014 to 2016 I was made the victim of TARGETED PSYCHOLOGICAL HARASSMENT). Due to the illegal access and leaking of private, personal, confidential information by wiretapping / cloning / hacking of personal devices and illegal surveillance in my residence. This includes leaking of confidential medical information (HPV, strains that can cause cervical cancer and an Abortion) - Blackberry Messenger (BBM) between DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON and myself in MARCH 2011 - I ENDED OUR CASUAL DATING RELATIONSHIP that began in the BRONX, NY in MAY 2010 (per a blind date hook up by mutual acquaintance SHO CLARK) - POST 3 of 3 - BBM Exchange with DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON MARCH 2011 pages 3 through 5)

PAGE 3 of 5

3232520E: "I'm real" 3232520E: "Your really fake"

(ABDOULAZIZ BARRY, a friend / colleague I met in FEBRUARY 2015 while employed at NYC DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION who I had to eventually cut off in MAY 2016 due to harassment / gaslighting on GOOGLE HANGOUTS chat after I quit NYC DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION and reported WORKPLACE MOBBING to NYS DEPARTMENT OF LABOR.

BARRY made a reference to me being fake in one of our final GOOGLE HANGOUT exchanges in 2016, which I thought was rather bizarre because it had no factual basis, in retrospect I believe it was DIRECTED CONVERSATION, referencing this exchange)

3232520E: "And I am tired of pulling blood from a stone" 3232520E: "Why do I bother…. U don't want my love"

ME: "I'm no liar" ME: "No fake either" ME: "But u have an opinion and u r entitled to it" ………….

3232520E: "If u know I'm not using the money foe a girl why the fuck would u type that" 3232520E: "To piss me off right" …………….. 3232520E: "My problem is your a f&%king b!tch and u think its ok"

(DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON, disrespected me, called me a bitch basically because I would not give him the $$ and I told him I was not comfortable giving him $$ especially if he was going to be spending it on his harem of women, lol)

3232520E: "All I ask" 3232520E: "One thing" 3232520E: "Don't bring up females"

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ME: "I'm not a bitch" ME: "Don't call me out my name please" ME: "I don't do it to u"

3232520E: "I don't give a fuck" 3232520E: "This is the devin u earned" ……………… 3232520E: "And u don't deserve a real n!$#ga"

(DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON telling me I don't deserve him because he is real but yet he still has not told me about his 19 yo gf, ELISA VELASQUEZ, as he stated he would be before.

He stated he would always be up front about other women, that was his declaration, not mine.

I don't know how long they were dating but I knew since FEBRUARY 2011, per FACEBOOK relationship status, so I am assuming it went back sometime before that)

ME: "Like seriously we should talk"

3232520E: "U deserve some cornball"

ME: "Yes I do"

3232520E: "I hope u find them" ……………….

ME: "I'm trying to help u grow a bit" ME: " But u won't c that now" 3232520E: "Hate that I ever loved u" ME: "Maybe u will later"

3232520E: "Fuck u" 3232520E: "U not my mom"

ME: "Ok" ME: "I understand that"

3232520E: "Go help someone else GROW" ……………. 3232520E: "Seriously do not call or anything" 3232520E: "All I have for u now is detest and disdain"

ME: " I don't for u" ME: "I respect ur feelings"

3232520E: "No your work in progress my issue is I love pussy not tricking off stupid bitches that aint me and the fact u would write that shows me how ignorant u r to the man u had"

(DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON stated he loves pu&sy and not giving money to women)

ME: "Ok"

3232520E: "Just leave me alone please I will learn to live without u starting tonight"

ME: "But u don't have to" ME: "Just breathe"

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ME: "Have a glass of wine" ME: "Smoke something"

3232520E: "U can't stop being dumb" 3232520E: "So I can't have u around"

ME: "Stop with the dumb shit ok"

3232520E: "U just make me want to break everything"

ME:"I'm not fuckimg dumb"

3232520E: "Fuck u" 3232520E: "Yes u r"

(This grown 30 year old man is going off on me calling me dumb, telling me f u, etc. because of his poor decisions.

First of all if you were not entirely prepared / financially stable to pick up and move to another country maybe you should not have done it or delayed it when you were in a more stable condition.

At this point I had only known DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON for about 10 months, the majority of which was spent long distance and had done alot for him that I did not have to do at all.

I would think there were family members, even other women he knew longer than me that he could have depended on.

Don't get mad at, disrespect and belittle me because you are just out here living on the lamb and expecting people to do for you that don't have to and that don't owe you anything. You are a 30 year old man)

ME: "Whatever"

3232520E: "Delete me" 3232520E: "And go to hell" 3232520E: "Seriously"

ME: "I'm probably the only women who has ever said shit to u that is contrary" ME: "And u hate that shit" …………..

3232520E: "That shit u wrote was dumb" 3232520E: "I don't lie and I want money for my fucking rent"

ME: "It is said tht we often attract ppl in our lives that highlight our weaknesses to cause growth and when it doesn't work it means the ppl persons were not ready to accept change / growth in their lives…."

3232520E: "Guess 5 minutes wasn't enough time for venting because I still want to curse u the f%ck out I f%cking hate u now"

ME: "Ok"

3232520E: "Thanks for the hate" 3232520E: "Your time is up" 3232520E: "I'm still mad"

ME: "What does the hate do?"

3232520E: "So goodbye"

ME: "Goodbye"

3232520E: "The hate does this" 3232520E: "Goodbye" 3232520E: "Last words?

ME: " If this makes u feel better completely" ME: "Then do what u have to do but I'm not deleting u" 3232520E: "Last words"

ME: "What can I say" ME: "Ur mad"

3232520E: "That is all u have to say" 3232520E: "No this isn't mad"

ME: "U can't c past the anger"

3232520E: "This is being smart" 3232520E: "When someone only hurts u time and time again"

(This was a figment of DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON'S imagination. I did not hurt him.

His unrealistic / high expectations with no real reciprocity made him feel hurt when the gravy train ran out; I did not hurt him.

All this time he's "venting" he still hasn't mentioned anything about gf, I am still sitting on this info.

Also probably a ploy to make me feel bad / guilty because he still needs money for his rent and I stated I would not give it to him.

I had already sent him money previously on a couple of occassions, shipped numerous care packages with a ton of sh!t in them, bought him a Play Station 3 with additional games, called him nearly every day using phone card during the time when he first moved and did not have Internet, visited him in November 2010 to celebrate our birthday together at my own expense, need I say more….I could but I'll leave it there because this is boring me and I don't want to do this but these people around me have given me no choice because they continue to subliminally / psychologically harass me about this guy nearly everyday for the last 8 years and I am just recounting what has been done to me and the horrible memories these people continue to conjure up to retraumatize me)

ME: "Do what u think is best devin….." ME: "And won't listen to reason" ME: "U have to protect yourselg" 3232520E: "That is what I am doing" ME: " U r angry now and there is nothing"

3232520E: "Protecting myself from a hurtful vindictive bitch"

ME: "I can say"

(There is more to this communication, if I get my hands on it at some point I will post it later but the remainder of the communication was me telling him he needed to ask his 19 year old child / gf (ELISA VELASQUEZ) for the money and leave me alone disrepecting me after all I did for him and the ways in which I showed up for him.

The weight of dealing with DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON was becoming heavy and obligatory, with little to no return, and the multiple occassions of verbal disrespect of calling me a bitch, idiot, dumb, these are terms that rolled off his fingertips like a basketball would roll off fingertips for a layup.

These terms of disrespect preceded the spiel DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON gave about SPITTING IN MY FACE if he saw me in person and "f&ck u with an HIV dick" vitriol DEVIN ELTON THOMPSON spewed at me in JULY 2011, a mere 2 months after this exchange in response to me not wanting to talk to him about resuming a romantic situation with him but wanting to keep it cute, platonic, and friendly.

I was done and again had to get him off my phone and send him home to his girlfriend or anyone who could distract him from interjecting himself into my life to verbally / emotionally harass me.)

[fratboykate]

i just started following you and i was wondering if you’d mind saying a bit more about yourself because so far all i know is that you’re an amazing writer, you work in the film industry and you might be married (?) and idk if you have an about me tag? in return here’s a fun fact about myself: my wife and i are quite good friends with john barrowman and his husband scott. she’s scottish and is friends with his cousin. he throws fantastic parties.

Niceeee! John Barrowman looks pretty fun. I'm pretty sure you've been to some fun parties.

The current vagueness is by design tbh. The OGs can tell you that before I was an open book. My name, my work, my IRL social media, and my face used to be all over here because in like 2015-2016ish someone was trying to basically blackmail me or they were going to doxx me so I just shared all my info myself. For years after that I was completely open and in 2020 some people abused that and tried to do some pretty horrible shit with the information so I scrubbed the blog of everything. The people who have been here for ages still know all that but the ones still here are the good people and they would never do what those other psychopaths did.

But facts about me, let's see. I'll give you 5 random ones.

-I am indeed married lol. It's going to be five years next month.

-I wasn't born in the US. I only moved here as an adult so I'm an immigrant and currently living in Los Angeles.

-I mentioned this before and it apparently blew some people's minds but I'm black and Latina. SHOCKER. I know. Fluent in both Spanish and English because I grew up in a Spanish-speaking country just went to American school my whole life.

-Since we've been speaking of GG so much: my best friend's cousin is Penn from GG/You and they're really close so I know ALL the dirt from both shows. And another fact that stems directly from that is that...I love knowing things. As a result of my work in general/through my friends, I tend to know A LOT of things about A LOT of well-known people because this town/industry is tiny and folks have big mouths. I know things that would make massive fandoms burn to the ground. But part of the reason people tell you said things is because you're trustworthy and won't share them. I enjoy knowing the tea more than I would enjoy the drama of leaking it so, much like Gossip Girl, I'll never tell haha.

-I *love* whiskey. Everyone can attest who has been here for a while to this.

Did that do the trick? If there's anything more specific you want to know and it feels reasonable to share I will.

[mindthebulletso]

What?! No I'm not !! the only side I am in is that of my way of seeing the world, my conscience, my cynical character and experience. Because I am very selective and I have chosen people to follow. I don’t follow you because you are a Louie but because I consider you a smart girl, so seeing how easily many have fallen into this, imo, manipulation hurts me. For Louis above all else. Because I remember being one of the first in 2018 to speak openly about Sony Sabotage in HS2 favor and I perfectly remember what and how it was answered to me!!

Because I remember Why I looked for the Rads ....and how the world has turned upside down 🤣 Having moved away from Styles for other reasons, having taken a different approach before this perhaps affects my thoughts and reasonings but how can you not understand that you are doing exactly what Sony wants (regardless which Label we will discover has louis now) years of Larries VS Anties hasn't really opened your eyes? How is it possible? Have you ever noticed how many Louies (not larries) always write "team" and never "Sony" Have you ever noticed how full their accounts are with everything Harry does / doesn't do in real time? Twenty-five years of Kardashian (Hello Uncle Irving) did not help to understand StarSistem is based on chatter and not only on good things? They often update before Larries! if you want to know what happens in Harry Styles life follow a Louie. nice no? If you watch MV to "see how shabby it is" and then talk about it on social, however, you contribute to creating curiosity, chatter, comments, quarrels. If you always complain using Harry as a yardstick, you keep Louis in this funnel that L is crushed in one way or another. If you look back and you don't see how much 2015!Louis was tired and only blame Xander for that , thinking that he was happy for singing a bit more because Zayn was gone or for the water fights with Liam it is you who considers him half of a ship!! If you confuse his nostalgia and humility for lack of ambition or trust , you consider him half of a ship. If you love Louis and have decided that Harry is an active part of his sabotage why don't you get to completely ignore him, always, in the most absolute way after having clarified your position? And if you have decided this, how can you accept Niall and Liam, whom you consider his brothers do not take sides with him but rather, as soon as they can, they raise Star!Styles? Have you ever thought about how he can feel seeing that his fandom, while insulting Styles' new life, spends days asking for OneDirection!Louis? And the braces, and the hair, and the beanie, the headband, and the tank top .. he had to admit this is frustrating but nevertheless Louies continue and if you point it out the answer is "Old!Louis receives more likes " 😒

anyway let's go.. “Because I loved Styles anyway and I have a past with him” Ok. Let's start from here then. Azoff and Sony in 2013 begin to seriously plan H solo career. Azoff has a story, a very clear story, but you voluntarily ignored it at that time, only to blame Styles for choosing them (being chosen) now!! Like three silly kids Louis Niall and Liam until 2016 believe in an 18-month hiatus ��� . Do you really think they are so naive? Seriously? Louis William Tomlinson who at 20 sees a hole in the writing process of the band and turns everything upside down does not understand what is the destiny designated? Among other things, the same for all boyband before 1D and info easily accessible on google But “he was in love "ok. But then you have to admit you start from the starting point that you now strongly reproach Larries. You have to admit you are living in Young & Beautiful Spin Off because instead I see a strong, smart, brilliant man, who for 10 years has been fighting tirelessly for his individuality. I think this passive Louis is the result of the FF you read because you are the first who make everything go around Styles, even before Sony. Someone stuffing your head saying Harry doesn't need Larries anymore. Are you Sure? Because business is brutal and Labels don't exist for your enjoy. They don't invest in you leaving you power. It is quite the opposite. The more you make money, the more you are a puppet. Just check the difference in numbers between H and Justin, Ariana, Selena, Ed, DuaLipa to understand what I mean!

the Direction taken is the right one, it is having a good success - well deserved - but, believe me, not enough to justify the investment made. And do you really think Azoff, manager since the barter still existed, evaluates the point of view of a 25-year-old who even made almost deny the first album? Who no longer took his mommy on holiday when Harries started complaining about her presence? Do you really think these guys signed contracts to their advantage (I'm not talking about money of course)? Do you really think Styles can say in Sony -I don't do this-? Based on what? Do you blame Harry for his ambition but do you really think he has alternatives? Especially in Sony that has no other icons of this generation? Someone make you believe Harry is loved by everyone but have you ever come out of the fandom bubble to read what so many locals write about him? don't you read how much hate he receives? Azoff arrives in 2013, from that moment on did you see his life change for the better? Less work, more attention to his health or did you see him arrive at the end of 2015 without voice? or do you think "better life" is going out with Taylor Swift and Kaya Gerber Because in that case you love the life Louis says he hates 😟 And considering the type of music he produced, do you think his 2021worldtour is to safeguard his voice and health? Really!? And how is it possible if Azoff loves Harry person and not Harry MoneyMachine? Do you really think Harry is so naive that he doesn't know this? Do you often notice how bad it is aging, How dull are his eyes.. Isn't this already an answer? And if you want to say "that's what he deserves" wow do you remember that you don't really know them and that they are only singers / strangers you love? They are not really your son? that you've never been to their room and their songs aren't a gossip magazine?

Same talk about Louis Fam. Louis Tomlinson openly lashes out against Euphoria chatting with his HetStalkerNumberOne creating more promo or against Zayn when he drops GY but is unable to tell his stepfather / sisters to stop using his life like that? Really? Or do you think he did this but Mark ignored that ? Everyone uses him but he, passively again, cannot do anything. Do you really think Louis is this? Why? Look Louies focused on commenting What Harry is doing in istagram? Look how much power they are giving this stupid thing? They put Harry at the center of Louis' life, they considered him Mrs L. Styles weak and closed in the suitcase with the only ambition to jump on his cock. why this daily need to highlight how disappointed you are with the person who has become? Are you more concerned that Harry cheated on Louis or that Harry cheated on you? Because if you think Louis has a new life why you don't go on too? The position is clear, why keep playing the Sony game? How do you think Louis feels when he sees his fandom has absorbed that his pubblic life has been closely linked to his girlfriend for years now? When you read that H's lunch with stringer was cruel and nobody mentions anymore three days later he was paps with El and the dogs? Just because The Sun canceled? What does it matter he had to undergo this, he had to get out of bed, go out and go to the pap (in 2020 only if you are 12 you can think that the paps are not scheduled) You can also think that there is a friendly relationship with E but why you accept that she is also present when a month later they go to GoKart? Why can't only Louis spend The first Christmas without Fizzy and Jay with his sisters? Why can't Louis alone participate in the B.L.M. march? We told ourselves that the cause was more important than the company and it is true. But important for whom? For us or for him that of B.L.M. did speak before everyone when it wasn't “trendy” ? Why doesn't even his fandom fight for his freedom? from everyone?! Why Do you think this imposition is healthy for him? Or do you think he chose this, because if you think this then all JLYMV was a joke for you and it's okay but I ask you, do you really believe that it is no longer hard for him suffer the presence of Eleanor than a Harry Styles SmileyNails ? Are we talking about what's harder for him or for you? Does Louis individual really care about anyone? Because my heart breaks to see how, even if it were reality, his pubblic life is linked to this girl as if she were the star! Everyone has a girlfriend but not even Kilye Jenner was so present in Travis Scott's career, private life. Why don't you rebel against this? Why "thank you Eleonor" ? Why is your selfishness more important than he has to live this actively? Why do you think it is easy for him after 10 years? Whatever your opinion about , Louis has not interacted publicly with Freddy since 2018. Why don't you get angry with Louies who do not care about this and clog social with his pics not respecting Louis' will? Why do you only get angry with a certain part of fandom and not with those who help a small group of people to spread this child's face wildly despite Louis not doing it? Why don't you ask yourself "louis does not do this, it is the case that I do it"? Who is your Louis landmark or the baby's family? Why is Louis never enough? Why don't you see Louis' individual freedom is not seized by Harry Styles but by Sony which is who should protect him from Azoff / Styles? If your answer is "Sony does not believe in him enough" I'm sorry I have news for you, you believe Louis tomlinson is not worth enough .. and while you continue this useless fight between Louies Larries Labels will continue to use Harry, Louis for their bank accounts and only for that laughing at us whatever the real personal situation between the two of which I honestly care zero but, as you can see, in one way or another it is still at the center of our attention and if Larries have the justification "I believe in them" what excuse do you have?

[waru-chan8]

How did you get into motogp?

I think one of the most important questions in this fandom. Bear with me because it's going to be a long post.

First of all, my aunt likes a lot both MotoGP and F1. They used to come nearly each week to my house to have lunch when I was a kid. And because of that, I used to watch both MotoGP and F1 races when they put them in the public TV in Spain. My aunt preferred F1, but I already preferred MotoGP because there was more overtaking. Coincidentally, at that time, Dani Pedrosa was doing very well and it's going to sound silly, but I had a crush on him. Look, he is from Castellar del Vallès which actually is very close from where I live. He is also a Libra like me, and he's so small and cute, I was very impressed by him riding that big bike when he was so small. When the pay television bought the races, I kind of forget all about it.

I remember watching between 2012 and 2015 some races because he went to bars to have some tapas, and they had the races on the television. I think I watched Valencia 2015 and I'm not sure if I watched Sepang 2015 or just the repetition of the kick.

I love to watch basketball, I had the same problem, the match is only in pay television, I had to search some streams, so I could continue to watch them. A year ago, my uncle asked me if I could search for streams so my aunt could watch the races, that's when I realize the stream page I used also had a Motorsports space. So, I gave the page and the instructions.

When the pandemics become a problem in Italy, the Euroleague (one of the European championship of basketball) decided to stop because some players become infected and a few weeks later so did the Spanish National championship. So, I ended without nothing to watch.I realize that it was time for the start of the MotoGP season, I decided to give it a try. And now I'm a fan of MotoGP.I know is a very silly reason to be a fan, kind of, I started because I was bored, but that's my reason.

The reason that I had previous knowledge is that during the pandemics, I had enough spare time to watch old races and search for the gossips of the time. A good source of information is fanfiction because some writers try to use the true timeline.

I suppose this ask is part of this,

Send me asks or confessions or idk litteraly anything tbh

[muke-network]

Soo I'm kinda new to this, so if I give you my theory would you be happy to share yours? I think L & M were a thing probably up to about 2015? going by what I know so far. The photos from the first album era, they look like a teenage couple who want to jump each other but afterwards it chills out.. maybe just natural maturity or maybe it stopped? I would love them to still be together. I do think both their relationships are PR. I feel like they were forced to stop being together. It's sad.

Hello! Thank you for sharing your theory with me. 

As for my theory…I think that it’s very possible they’re still together. Of course, I can’t know anything for sure and I have never claimed that I have any inside information as such. It’s all just theory and opinion. I think the two of them were very hot and heavy circa 2014, and I think it became way too obvious. In 2015, the bearding started with A. I think TPTB saw what was happening and what kind of gossip it was stirring and needed to fix it…fast. So they threw this horrible, toxic person into Luke’s life that made his life miserable. I can’t imagine that was easy on either of them, and it certainly didn’t get any easier when C came into the picture. C is a force and not a good one. She’s very tightly controlled the narrative for a long time so I’m sure it’s been extraordinarily difficult for L & M. 

Then A exits stage left and we get S. S who is meant to be the antithesis of A and the fans love her despite the fact she’s done nothing to earn that loyalty other than being a beard. At this point, it’s just a vicious cycle. I understand why people feel like they’re not together anymore because there’s nothing to suggest they are. But there’s nothing to suggest they aren’t either. Not if you look closely and look past all the bullshit PR. 

Nothing on the Youngblood album is about the beards. Sorry, not sorry.

The truth comes out eventually. It all comes out in the wash.

[twiddlebirdlet]

The comparison that the anon made between MK and JS was on point. I wonder if when Chris met JS, if he thought she was different than the women he already dated and met in HW, so that made him excited.It takes some time to actually pick JS game and I believe he was too distracted to realise where he was putting himself into. I'm sure she played her games but I can't take his part in the mess, though. We can't all the time put ourselves as victims of circunstances that we help to create.

More Anons:

“I kinda give Minka a pass on being manipulative because she had an unstable upbringing. I grew up similar to her (poor, "free spirited" single mom) & you learn to be charming & a bit manipulative as a survival skill. Whereas Jenny is just a spoiled brat. Her poop story showed just how much of a brat she's always been. It looks like similar behavior but it stems from very different motivations & ppl figure that out as they get to know you, which may be why they still like minka but not jenny.”

“What's MK post is calculated. How many times, out of curiosity, in reading the comments i saw her liking and commenting made by her "fans"! For her birthday or for rumors with Sean Penn where she thanked people to be, in a way, intelligent to not believe gossips. Or her pictures in her bed like " i woke up like this", it's always selfie and posture not taken in the present moment. I wonder with what people can be fan of her. She did and does nothing, no career,tv show deleted after 1season.”

“Is Minka running out of options and trolling to get Chris back?  Do they have a “if we aren’t married by 40” clause in their relationship?”

“I see a lot talking abt MK sad before Xmas or Thanksgiving(don't remember the time lane) bc JS was already around but nobody  abt the Chris twitter account pirated just at this period with the pirate creating a tumblr with a lot of tea. I always wondered if there was a link between all those stories. I found strange he wait so much time before react(he was in DW but he still uses his phone&people contacted Scott too)& the pirate didn't share private DM. I would like have your opinions(you&anons)”

The only thing I remember about that period was that the thief said he had two phones, and she had his second phone. I don’t know if any of that was true or not, I just remember witnessing some of that being said online. All of his follows were deleted, too. I know that Twitter will remove the follows for accounts that they suspect have suspicious activity, so I don’t know if anything the “hacker” said was true or not. It might have been that Twitter had to intervene on his account for some unknown reason, and that’s why they were all removed.

Wasn’t that winter of 2015/2016? He slowly rebuilt his follow list after all that. Some of the history was contemporaneously posted to LSA in some of the really old threads, if anyone is interested in going back into the wayback machine to revisit old times.

[smittenwithsugden]

That drabble you did earlier was brilliant! The only thing I can think about now is a drunk Adam trying to explain the epic romance that is Robron and Aaron being all annoyed with him because he keeps getting things wrong and making Robert out to be the bad guy, and he keeps correcting him until eventually Aaron is telling the story and Robert comes back to find all these drunk idiots crying over their love story! I'm not saying you should continue it, but you should totally continue it!!!

Thank you so much, nonnie. I actually did write you a little something (or a big something for me, 1600 words) It is not exactly what you asked for, but I hope you like it anyway.

The prompt this story is following can be found here.

Story under a read more.

“Oh, Matt,my friend, grab a beer, lean back and let me tell you the great story of AaronDingle and Robert Sugden,” Adam announced with a grin.

“I think Inever heard the whole story, either,” Pete said.

“Me neither,”David said. “Just the gossip bits in the shop.”

“It’sreally not that big of a story,” Aaron grumbled, grabbing his beer.

“Well, I amtelling it, so you have to deal,” Adam grinned. “It all began when RobertSugden returned to the village in the year 2014, with his rich and beautiful fiancéChrissie White.”

“ChrissieWhite?” Matt asked. “Hold on which one is she? The pretty White or the witchWhite?”

“Dependswho you ask,” Aaron couldn’t help but throw in.

“Thebrunette,” Adam said.

“Yeah, wow,okay, the pretty one,” Matt said.

“Anyway,”Adam quickly said before Aaron could say something. “Aaron here saw him andthought: Wow, what a handsome bloke, I need to get in his pants. How do I dothat? I know, I am gonna steal his car.”

Petelaughed, but Aaron shook his head. “Ross nicked his car,” Aaron said.

“Of course,”Pete said.

“Doesn’tmatter,” Adam said. “So they met and somehow they started something and then…”

“No, no,hold on now,” Matt said, “you skip over the important bits. How did they startsomething?”

“I am nottoo sure, actually,” Adam said. “I imagine Aaron chased him and got him withhis wit and charm.”

“Haha,”Aaron said dryly. “He came after me, actually.”

“How?” Mattquickly asked, seizing the opportunity that Aaron gave information willingly.

“Pretendedhis car broke down,” Aaron said, “and got my number off Vic.”

“Nice,”Pete laughed the same time David said: “Good move.”

“So thefact that he was engaged didn’t bother you?” Matt asked.

Aaronlooked uncomfortable, but then shook his head. “Well, I thought he was gay andwould break it off with her sooner or later anyway.”

“Well, heobviously is and did break it off, right?” Matt asked.

“No, he’snot gay” Aaron said and Matt looked confused. “He’s bi and he didn’t leave heruntil way later.”

“Anyway,”Adam cut in again. “So those two started their hot and heavy and steamy affair,while Aaron and I were trying to start our own business. We needed an investorand guess who so selflessly offered himself and his bank account?”

Petegrinned and shook his head. “You gotta give it to him, though, that Robertreally knows his moves.”

“I don’tknow the ins and outs,” Adam said. “But they were hot and cold for a while,right Aaron?”

“You couldsay that,” Aaron said.

“Until onefine summer day our Aaron had enough, he walked right into Home Farm and toldChrissie all about it,” Adam said.

“Okay, holdon,” Matt said. “At this point for how long had the affair been going on?”

“Bit morethan half a year, right?” Adam said and Aaron nodded.

“AndChrissie never suspected a thing?” Matt asked.

“Nope,”Adam said. “But they did have their fights. Didn’t you even got Chrissie totake him back at one point?” Adam asked.

“Sort of,”Aaron said. “He was sulking around in the Pub, it got really annoying. So Itold her he’s a miserable git and she should talk to him.”

“Wow,”David said, shaking his head.

“That’ssome next level shit, mate,” Pete said.

“Yeah,well, Robert didn’t exactly make it easy on him,” Adam said. “And I know whatliving with him is like, so I get it.”

Aaronrolled his eyes at that.

“He marriedChrissie in February, right?” David said and Aaron nodded again.

“Wow,” Mattsaid, raising his eyebrows, “so you kept going after he got married and thenyou outed him months later?”

“I’m notexactly proud of it,” Aaron said.

“No, no,”Adam said, by now he was kind of slurring his words, obviously having one toomany. “Robert kept dragging him along. I mean why you would marry a White whenyou can have this piece of hot….”

“Okay,”Aaron interrupted quickly. “We didn’t exactly make it easy for each other.”

“From whatI hear Robert never made it easy on anybody he was involved with,” David said.

“I see,” Mattsaid, “so he got a great reputation around here, hm?”

“They don’tknow him well,” Aaron mumbled.

“Okay, okaywe are getting to the best bit,” Adam announced. “So we are in the second halfof 2015 now, the affair was blown, Chrissie left Robert’s sorry ass and Aarondidn’t want anything to do with him anymore.  Pretty much everybody except my brilliant wifewanted nothing to do with him anymore.”

“Your wife?”Matt asked.

“Oh yeah, Iam married to his sister,” Adam said. “Anyway…. Robert gets shot and Aaron getsarrested for it.”

“What?”Matt asked shocked and David laughed.

“Poor guy,has no idea in what kind of village he stranded here.”

“You shothim?” Matt asked. “How did you two ever get back together?”

“I didn’tshoot him,” Aaron said. “I just hid the gun, because I thought my mum did it.”

“Why wouldyour mum shoot him?” Matt asked confused, shaking his head.

“Maybe weshould end the storytelling here,” Aaron said uncomfortably, taking a sip fromhis beer. “We made up, worked things out, got married, here we are, end ofstory.”

Petelaughed. “I fear, you are not gonna get out of this one now, mate.”

“So Robertgets Aaron out of prison,” Adam continued like he hadn’t heard anything else. “Probablyto get back in his pants, apparently getting shot makes you rethink your lifeor something like that. So he tried to get back into Aaron’s good books, but itdidn’t really work.”

“Oh boy,” Mattsaid, “I can’t wait to hear what made you change your mind.”

And all ofa sudden the atmosphere in the room shifted. Adam seemed to have rememberedwhat the next part of the story would be and Pete and David lookeduncomfortably at the floor.

“My fathercame back to town,” Aaron said and swallowed hard. “We weren’t exactly on thebest of terms and Robert helped me dealing with it.”

Matt seemedto sense the change in mood as well, because he didn’t ask for further info.

Adam pattedAaron’s back and Aaron nodded quickly. “It’s all right,” he said. “Seriously.No need for this to be a mood killer. Keep on telling that story then.”

“Well,”Adam said, “it made a lot of people see that Robert is not just this bad guywho cheats on people and manipulates them and is only out for his own gain, butactually he is… well, if he cares about you he is gonna protect you with all hehas.”

Aaron bithis lower lip and nodded.

“So, whenexactly did you get together?” Matt asked.

“April lastyear,” Aaron said.

“And yougot married this year in February?” he asked and Aaron nodded. “When did hepropose?”

 “October last year,” Aaron said. “He actuallyyelled it at me in the car.”

“Charming,”Matt grinned.

“I waswinding him up,” Aaron said, “I do that a lot apparently.”

“They gotin a car crash right after he yelled it at him,” Adam said. “And Aaron here,being the little romantic he is, wakes up in the hospital and the first thinghe does is say yes to him.”

Pete andDavid and Matt all awwwed in unison while Aaron protested.

“I was highon morphine.”

“But whenyou weren’t you were asking him,” Adam said with a grin and a nudge.

“Yeah,well, he said all the right things” Aaron said.

Matt leanedback again and looked at Aaron.

“So you twostarted as an affair, he strung you along until you outed him, then he got shotand you were blamed, he helps you out with some personal stuff and then youagreed to marry him?” Matty asked. “I’m not sure I understand.”

Adam andPete laughed at that.

“I’m notsure there is anybody in this village who understands Robert Sugden exceptAaron Dingle,” Adam said.

“Wow, yousaid that so wonderfully dramatic,” David grinned.

“You justkept coming back to each other,” Matt said.

“Yeah,”Aaron said. “We’re pretty much rubbish without each other.”

They hadn’trealized how the time had passed when they heard the key in the lock again.

Adamgrinned. “He always comes back, right?”

“We’llleave you to it,” Pete said and the boys all got up when Robert came into theliving room.

“I’m sorry,”Robert said immediately. “Please don’t leave on my account. I’ll just goupstairs, yeah?”

It wasdirected at everybody but his eyes were fixed on Aaron. Aaron shrugged oneshoulder, Robert tilted his head, Aaron’s left corner of his mouth jerked upvery slightly and Robert visibly relaxed.

“Wow,” Mattsaid, “I get it now.”

“Right?”Adam said. “They are something else.”

“What?”Robert asked confused.

“Nothing,mate,” Pete said. “We’re gonna leave you two to it.”

Theyquickly grabbed their stuff and headed out.

Mattstopped by Robert’s side when they were on their way out and said. “Congrats,man,” and left.

Robertwalked over to Aaron as soon as they left and pulled him in by his waist.

“So… am Iforgiven?” he asked.

“Guess so,”Aaron said and closed the gap to give him a short kiss.

“So, whatwas Matt congratulating me on?” Robert asked.

“Your life,I think,” Aaron grinned.

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1/3 Hi! First of all I wanted to confess I absolutely adore your blog, I'm always excited when you published a new post. It seems that you've been following J2 from the start, so I'm wondering do you think they are acting bolder now? Especially Jensen, he has dropped so many bombs since, I don't know, S10? The “No, not ‘hey guys’. This is for us.” and "damn is he loveable" and the almost kiss...Jensen has no shame at all, I love him.

Dear Anon,

Please accept this gift

as my apologies for taking forever and a day, as thatbeautiful Oasis song, and pleasedon’t go away.

Thank you for your lovely words and I’m glad myramblings make sense to you. There’s a name for that condition tho, when twopeople share in each other’s craziness, my dear friend Freud called it folie à deux.

I guess it shows that my J2 Madness has beenwith me for long. Yes, J2 chemistry got me good and hard on the first episode of SPN that I watched, back in 2005. I remember looking at Jensen, especially, andthinking: “man… That boy is a good actor but I guess he didn’t get that lookquite right. That’s not how you look at your brother.” So, the what’s wrong with this picture mademe search for the actors and, sure enough, there were rumors, of course. As forme, well…

But let’s get to your question. You’re absolutely right:  the Js have been acting bolder and bolder,especially after the move to Austin, the #AustinEra. Jensen has let his Alphashow after his Beta’s breakdown in 2015; he may have managed to avoid his boy’sbreakdown in 2014 but it eventually exploded in the following year. I’d say theevents that lead to Jensen’s move to Austin, made him show to the world he isan Alpha through and through—and what an amazing Alpha he is! After the 2015Breakdown, his Alpha became even more dominant and it is now impossible, atleast for me, to see him as anything but.

During the early years of J2, Jensen was much morereserved to the outer world but at the same time, they couldn’t help but showhow in love they were—the difference is that they were mostly free men and therumors didn’t fly above the radar. Their chemistry bled through the characters and all waswell until people started talking. J2 were not careful. Vancouver is a liberaltown with people who really don’t bother with your gayness or fame, so theystarted being sloppy. They ended up drawing attention from a then famousgossiper, Ted Casablanca, who probably had an ITK source, and waited until theboys premiered the movies they had filmed to start gossiping about them,linking them to BlindVices.

Let me just make a quick pit stop here and tell you thathalf this info is true and the other half either a case of misinformation or purposefullytwisted for effect. Jared (supposedly Judas) would never have acted like thattowards Jensen. J2 were always a unit, there was nothing one would do behindthe other’s back; what we see now has always been their M.O. Those weredifficult times for them but they were fighting together, not against eachother. So read the blinds but with a grain of salt.

The Js indeed, rumor has it, were pressured to take measuresto cover their relationship, as early as 2008. Take this resurrected threadon spn_gossip, for instance:

Anon1:

Anon2:

As for Jensen “I Don’t Give A Fuck” Ackles, I’mpretty sure he’s had it with bearding and PR. He’s suffered the pains of hidinghimself and has seen more than his share of suffering from his loved one. I’lltell you what: there is no need for damage control for their slips simplybecause the marriages, kids and wife stans have given those boys free rein toeven kiss on a Con stage, I’d say. We see it every day when TinHats point somethingout and are attacked by #Hetards defending J2’s heterosexuality.

Most of all, I think Jesen IDGAF Ackles has had it with#Hetards. They started off just being an annoying source of awkward laughter but are now a source of second-hand embarrassment, managing to be annoying tothe point of repeating stupid same questions again

and again:

And always being unceremoniously squashed by our Alpha (All hail to you, KingJensen!).

I know that 2017 seems to have started with two left feetbut nothing the Js do is unplanned. These men are strategists and I believe theevents we’ve seen since the beginning of the year are telling us J2 are layingthe groundwork for the end of SPN, and the end of their bearding contracts. Justtake a few things into consideration and a possible hidden meaning to them:

— Launching of Family Business –> DH’s and her family’s financial security

— G’s IG –>the fame she wants so much

— J2 not being seen outside work/Cons –> they’re not attached to thehip and they're obviously not together

J2 have 2017 and 2018 to carry out their plan and let their Beardswalk on their own feet. Then, by the time episode 300 is done we will seechanges. Do you want to bet?

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Im not sure I understand all the "drama" around DK and Norm. What happened? Why is everyone hating on her? Are they a couple or not? What did she do that makes people so angry? Where do people take their info on their relationship? I'm so behind on the gossips. Sorry for asking. I hope you'll be able to light my lantern.

Hey Anon! How much time do you have? Pull up a seat and I will tell you the tale of dk (lol). I’m going to try and stick the main points here, if I leave anything our anons will let me know.

First please check out the dk wank tag I created, this will start you at the very beginning of what started all this for me. Which was he trolling the fans on IG. Anyway here some main reasons why fans are upset with her.

1. I have known about DK since she started dating Joshua Jackson about a decade ago, I have never been a fan of hers and have always thought she was just entirely fake and only in it for the fame and attention. She used Joshua’s name to become “somebody” in Hollywood, from which I hear isn’t her biggest fan. 

2. She is a serial cheater and known to leech off of one guy and then jump right into bed with another. She has cheated on her ex husband and cheated on Joshua with Norman while making the movie, Sky. Cheating on Joshua right under his nose, even though he helped get the film publicity by cameoing in the movie, which still flopped.

3. She carried on cheating on Joshua with Norman and who knows who else tbh after Joshua gave her another chance. After a year Joshua finally kicked her to the curb when she was caught cheating on him again. For some reason dk is the one who sought out Norman for the role in sky and had apparently wanted to get her hooks in him that early. What is even more sick is that Norman and Joshua had been friends and had known each other for years. 

4. From what we known dk and norman have been casually screwing around with each other since then (2015) but Norman has also been screwing around with a lot of other women on the side at the same time. dk has been pushing really hard the past few months to try and force norman into saying they are exclusive, going so far as to set up her paparazzi rag (The Daily Mail) to snap shots of them out on the town or her going to his apartment (showing everyone where he lives btw). She then has her people there type up hyped up articles with headlines like, “Sorry Joshua, but she’s taken!!” Using Norman’s name to throw shit towards Josh all the while pretending she really cares about Norman. Who she was quoted to call, “a very broken,” man in an interview while filming sky. Uh what?? So you love your men broken do ya dk? Twisted.

5. She is an emotional manipulator and many of us worry that she is going to hurt his heart. She has already proven all the cares about is her face in the spotlight and she uses guys to get this attention. Literally, no one thinks she can act, so her life legit has become siccing paparazzi on Norman every second he has been in NYC on hiatus and then leaking them to her rag. All the rag articles mention Norman Reedus, even in ones where it is just her picking up her laundry or some shit, because it gets clicks and she gets paid.

6. dk has a sick and twisted tie with the Daily Mail. Check it out. Not only are most of these articles just plain click bait, but it shows her connection to the rag is a deep one where she is basically paying paparazzi to setup norman and her and norman on the town and then she pays the daily mail writers to write whatever b.s. story she wants us to believe. Not too mention her IG appears to be filled with paid trolls who help her block and delete all negative commentary on her IG and fill it with bullshit, “you’re so beautiful we love you and norman,” comments. Which again Norman has NEVER come out and actually said they are dating so this just again shows her lack of respect and willingness to spin things her way, even in fucking IG comments. lol hilarious. She spends her days trolling fans and stalking norman, she has legit not left him alone this entire hiatus, except when he is at cons. Bitch is scared of fans and should be, we are catching onto all her b.s.

7. Don’t even get me started on the video she set up with her and norman about a month back. He was wasted out of his mind and she was parading him around like a puppy on a leash, while the paps snapped away. Then she set up up so we had to watch her attacking him basically while she gives him a hickey and he stands there awkwardly and tense af, knowing they are being filmed. Then she smacked his ass, as if to claim him, he looked pissed. If you can stomach the video (seriously the grossest thing I have ever seen tbh *shudders*) google “diane kruger daily mail norman reedus makeout” or something like that and you will find it. But be forewarned it is gross. 

8. Also this very same day she paid paps in L.A. to follow Joshua around when he was on a date with his new girl. She then leaked those photos because she had been bugging Josh to go public for a while with this new woman and he wouldn’t. So she legit set him up so that he was forced to go public, at least in paparazzi rags. No major media magazine ever picks up any of these things it is tabloid fodder that she gets paid for and spins to her advantage. So that very day she leaks Joshua on his date pap picture is the very same day she set up and leaked that video. 

9.She is trying to lock his ass down and show people he is hers, when in reality he has never come out publically about being in a relationship with her or it being anything exclusive or official. Norman also has always loved his privacy and has a hatred for paparazzi and has a well known history of this. So her using paps to force himself to out himself with her is really sick and twisted of her. And her setting him up at his apt, showing where he lives in also very disrespectful.

10. She is an emotional manipulator, she is very good at trying to spin everything so that she is the victim when in fact she is victimizing him. He is also not completely innocent in all of this, but I believe he has a good heart and she is playing with it. She is literally using him for everything she can squeeze out of him.

11. We also found out last week that it was her and her people who set up and propped up the false pregnancy rumors that have been flying around the past few weeks. Even though every event she is at she is caught drinking, just another way to troll fans and gain clicks on her rag. Also again if you respected Norman you wouldn’t be spreading false rumors and purposefully playing into them. Just shows what kind of person she really is, a user.

12. Norman is obviously hating the paparazzi be sicced on him all the time and some theorize this is a way she is keeping him on lock down. Think about it, he can’t fuck around if they are watching his every move. Another way to force exclusivity when it is obvious Norman does not want that. She traps and uses him and then calls it “love.”

[EDIT ANON ADDED ITEM]: Add to your list. DK was only allowed in Spain on the promise she would not call paps. She begged NR to go. She broke it before she left because she alerted the DM paps she was leaving the country for everyone to see. DK has also said shit about one of NR’s closest friends  She has also said bad things about Norman himself last year to get what she wants.

[EDIT ANOTHER ANON ADDED ITEM]:  Do not forget she is a plain classic stalker. She stalked NR fan blogs and saw about his ex-gf ig he commented on. She tracked the gf down and liked posts on her account about NR. She must spend most of her time researching his name. She went to Italy and when she saw he was hanging with his twd friends she flew back the same day because she is so crazy. And she keeps up comments about them marrying in secret on her social media.

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Whew! I think I got most of the main points here Anon. Long story short she is bad news and making Norman look awful in the industry’s eyes right now, which he doesn’t need or deserve. We all hope he gets away from this toxic manipulative woman soon. He deserves to be treated so much better!

WE LOVE YOU NORMAN! And we love Joshua! Who didn’t deserve any of this (after ten years with her she does this to him) And we hope that they both get away from her as soon as possible.

Hope that clears things up. Thanks Anon! Send Norman some love and clarity, he is really grappling with big decisions about this situation rn if you ask me…