#it's been awhileeee

[saturngalore]

can you feel what i’m saying?

touching you, touching, touching me

inspiration // music 🧡

[prairiies]

FORGOT HOW GOOD THIS SONG WAS

[theofficialdobsmith]

Happy Halloween!!! To celebrate, I'm releasing my bad end night whitepine fic!!!

[saturnsringsasalways]

I’m gonna start watching Arcane let’s see how it goes

[booksandpaperss]

listen I know a lot of ppl are super upset abt 261 but honestly… that was such a juicy twist oh my god the THEMES literally make u wanna puke like it may not be what we all wanted but goddamn that is good story telling. might be one of my fave writing choices gege has made in awhileeee (esp cuz his writings decisions have been questionable lately)

[lains-reality]

LAINNNN I just had a "wait that actually happened" moment. So I (ego, actually) have this online friend who I haven't talked to in awhileeee. There would be days where I'd be like "hmm we haven't talked in awhile" but I'd leave it at that yk? But recently I've been "testing" awareness at times just to help feel and experience the true power Self has, and I decided to be aware of that friend actually texting me again. I was basically just thinking "yk what it'd be nice if they texted, it's been so long." and as I was thinking that I kinda just had a sort of image/short clip in my mind of the friend messaging me.

Now the thing is, I wasn't really desperate to have them text, but at the same time I wouldn't mind if they did (is this what you call indifference?) Anyway, I forgot about it. I had that thought and just went on with life, not thinking "is it gonna happen...?" "it might not happen" "it will happen" etc. (thoughts I used to get when I tried getting things I really desired rather than being indifferent to it and knowing that there's really nothing to get, you just become aware.) So, obviously because I'm even sending this ask 😭, a couple hours ago they literally texted me. It wasn't in a specific way or anything, because I didn't picture anything or want anything specific to happen, it was literally just as I thought. They texted me after so long and right away I knew it happened because I placed awareness on it. I didn't try to make anything happen through ego, I didn't need to convince the ego that it was going to happen, I didn't have to affirm that it was gonna happen, nothing. Ego needed to do NOTHING and as someone who kinda has a habit of trying to convince ego/do things as ego, this honestly really helped me to get it through my head that I don't even need to consider the ego when it comes to "making" things happen (not the best way to word what I'm trying to say, you don't even make things happen but I said it like that just so you get what I mean better.)

Anyway that's my little success I hope I didn't ramble too much💀

Great! ♡ very good reminder, ego cannot make things happen

[junonboi]

Drew the blue kitty man, it’s been awhileeee wah i love him so much he’s so bbgurl ^///^

[druebrus]

I drew Tori!!

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It's been awhileeee since last time 😭

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The @ is my TikTok and Instagram name :)

[theosconfessions]

2, 13, 25, and 30 for my guy theo!!!!

thank you for the ask love!!

2.when is your sim’s birthday? -August 20 <3

13. does your sim believe in any cliches? (i.e love at first sight)

'i dont think love at first sight is a thing...and dusty may literally scalp me for this but i dont. we had lust at first sight FOR SURE. and then that grew from there. but i dont know. i can tell you i think the trope of we're just friends oops we're lovers now is a thing though.that thing totally happened to us and now we've been married for like awhileeee. '

25.what is one thing your sims wants to do before they die?

'not die. :) i was going to leave it there but i guess...have an actual wedding with my husband at some point. go on a fucking honeymoon for real. not have anymore kids and make shit right with the ones i do. but not dying is the top of my list '

30. what is your sim’s personal style?

'ehh used to be pretty grungy for sure. now its kinda turned into retirement home but prada [winks] '

link to context

[deitysdeceit]

if anyone wants to cutely rp stsg lmk ! have been looking for it for awhileeee and would love to meet some of you lovely folk as well <3

[this-is-ally-and-im-confused]

Achilles Come Down|| T.Zegras

A/n hi hi loves! It’s been awhileeee but I’m backkkkk. Here’s a little fic based on the song “Achilles Come Down”. It’s also my first writing for Z and ofc it’s angst.

Warning:Z is in the roof, panic, fear, talk about therapy, whole lotta crying. Don’t read if you can’t handle stress!!! I love y’all.

Achilles, Achilles, Achilles, come down. Won't you get up off, get up off the roof?You're scaring us and all of us, some of us love you.

“Trevor pick up the phone!” You yelled at your screen.

God, you were scared. It wasn’t like your boyfriend to miss his post-game call. Even after such a series of losses. He’s normally so talkative, easy-going, and he didn’t let things like the press or his performance affect things at home.

And yet, you are still 3 hours post game with no call. It was well after midnight, you knew he’d be home soon. With the anxiety you felt, you couldn’t help but have a few tears slip down your face. You cried until sleep came and took you into its clutches.

You didn’t know how long it had been when you woke up to a very distressed Jamie shaking you.

“Y/n get up! Trevor’s on the roof. And he’s not doing too good.”

The two of you ran to the front yard. You didn’t care about the chilly night air running over your exposed arms and legs. The blood and panic pumping through you had numbed you.

Only as Trevor paced over had you decided to check your phone. It was just after 6 a.m. and you only had one text from Trevor…an apology.

“Trev! What’s wrong? Can you come down and talk to us?” You called, desperately.

“Yea Trev, come down bud.” Jamie pleaded with you.

“We love you baby. Come on down.”

The fluffy-haired boy just hung his head.

Just humor us, Achilles, Achilles, come down. Won't you get up off, get up off the roof?

By now, your heart was pumping three times too fast. Jamie’s hand on your shoulder was the only thing keeping you upright.

All you wanted to know was what had driven Trevor, the sweetest guy you know, to act so irrational.

“Z, please. Just come down. We can get some rest and talk about this when you feel better.”

“I-I can’t!”

You crave the applause yet hate the attention–then miss it, your act is a ruse.

The boy stood on the edge of the building, his hands gripping the ends of his hair. Tears poured down in fat droplets over his rosy cheeks.

“Baby, talk to me.” You called.

“E-everyone needs me! They need me to be happy, to be the face of the team–and I can’t live up to that. What about how I feel when I want to disappear? What if I don’t want to be THE Trevor Zegras, what then?”

You paused. Had he really felt like this the entire time? You glanced over at Jamie, and he was looking back at you. He could relate to the hockey side better than you could.

So the darker-haired boy stepped forward looking upwards to his best friend.

“I get it bud. We can talk to coach, get a you a therapist or a break. But this–this isn’t the way to do things. You’re scaring y/n, and you’re scaring me.”

Trevor’s eyes finally met yours. He looked at you with such pain, you felt your heart crack.

Achilles, Achilles, Achilles, come down. Won't you get up off, get up off the roof?

“Honey, please.”

It was all you could beg before tears complete fell in rivers. Your vision was blurry and you were shaking while leaning into Jamie.

A few moments later you were standing clutching a sobbing Trevor. Jamie’s arms wrapped around the both of you. There were so many tears. So many things left unsaid.

All you could think of was how grateful you were for the two boys. You had never seen before exactly how much things could add up and take a toll.

No words were said as the three of you parted, you gave Jamie one last hug and whispered how you could take Trevor for the night but the three of you would talk in the morning.

With that, you brought Trevor to your bed and lulled the restless boy to sleep.

[lesboygamzee]

sorry fur the impurromptu ask but agere gamzee has been on my mind now bc of ur art n i think ur a genius. gamzee regressing bc he never got to have a good childhood….finding comfort now in a safe and fun environment …being able to have what he wanted growing up…and tav and aradia helping and. AUGH its so. epic n ur brain is so large. thank u fur ur time . sorry if this is incomprehensible im very tired

hi never apologise ever i love getting asks . anyway YAY ilove sharing good headcanons agere gamzee has been in my mind for awhileeee i think it makes sense . i think it ahppens involuntarily when he is overwhelmed which obviously sucks quite a bit but he clings to tavros anywhere she goes so at the very least she can get him to chill out a bit shes good at that otherwise it absolutely becomes a comfort + fun thing for him he likes being looked after and doing things he missed out on on account of Bad lusus ( and also alternia generally sucking ) . he likes colouring books a lot id imagine ... also cartoons but that is a given i think he watches childrens cartoons Regardless umm bonus hcs bc i like talking abt them . i think he already has poor motor skills and stuff like coordination which gets quite a bit worse when hes regressed so he does tend to use like . items ( ?? i need to learn more words for Things ) that are aimed at a bit of a younger age than he actually feels like . ie a sippy cup or somehting image arrow pointing down emoji

[simoodlet]

its been awhileeee

[tonycries]

HIIIIIII ITS FISHIE ITS BEEN AWHILEEEE HOWS IT GOIN?

FISHIEEEEEEEE 🐠 OMG HOW ARE YOU HOW ARE YOUU?

I've been doing quite well hehehe, been real busy these days with some diabolical stuff coming up 😈 WBU?? WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING IN THE BIG BLUE 😵‍💫

[kulliare]

past few weeks have been the most irritating in AWHILEEEE

[mika-0730]

think youre real funny huh? get prime numbersed

worth hehehehe

2. Do you drink tea or coffee? How do you take it?

I do drink tea! Typically with some honey and/or 1-3 sugar cubes depending on how i'm feeling

3. What was the last song you listened to?

ラブ＆デストロイ 歌いました by Ado!

5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?

Not a traditional one, but I do have a silly pillow of my ex's dog on it. Planning on getting some more traditional ones eventually

7. What’s your ideal number of blankets to sleep with?

2 or three? Typically a comfy sheet, a duvet, and maybe a heated blanket

11. What color are your eyes?

Fairly blue! I've had a few people compliment them in the past

13. Fears?

LOOOOOTS of them, it's amazing that I can function as much as I do.

17. Want any piercings? Where?

Not as of right now, maybe in the future!

19. Do you have a best friend? How long have you been friends?

kind of in a state of flux around that tbh, probably? But due to recent events it's somewhat hard to like... really believe it?

23. Do you believe in aliens?

definitely, no way we're the only life out here

29. Does it take you a long time to make decisions?

depends on the thing. Some things I can go back and forward on, and that decision making gets really erratic depending on my mental state

31. What are you looking forward to in the distant future?

Getting even a little better

37. Do you prefer dogs or cats?

Definitely dogs. I love cats, but I connect more with puppers

41. What’s your favorite cartoon?

Reincarnated as a sl OBVIOUSLY kidding but honestly it's been a minute since I've thought about this. I could go to gintama if we're talking historically but I'm not for sure how well that holds up especially with it's less than great interpretation of queer people iirc though it's been awhileeee. Something more recent would be magirevo or "Gushing over magical girls"

43. Do you have siblings? How many?

1 brother!

47. Have you memorized your phone number?

Yep! Have needed to use it a lot