#it's 4am and i'm tired

[xieyouji-xiegushi]

my sleeping pattern is so fucked rn

[frankencanon]

Do y'know what the best thing about Channing Tatum getting to play Gambit in Deadpool and Wolverine (after he was originally intended to play him in the stand-alone movie that never got made) is?

This gives him a chance to showcase his version of the character in front of a massive audience.

Remember how the Deadpool movie was originally going to be cancelled until that one test clip got leaked and it was such a big hit that the movie got greenlit?

That's what I'm hoping will happen with Channing Tatum's Gambit.

[shriimpcandle]

Tried experimenting on slight stuff ..... My motivation is doing rlly good rn i hope it doesn't disintegrate into ashes !!

[pointyfruit]

I'd like more people from different fandoms to follow me. More people could understand what I am talking about. If you like (preferably) more than one of these, hiiii! Helloooo :D Stay?

Cult of the lamb

FNAF

The DCA

The Amazing Digital Circus

Poppy playtime

Smiling critters

Undertale

I fluctuate between all of them frequently. The dca is the most prevalent. My fixation on Cult of the Lamb has peaked recently, though.

[tn0]

|| Apology; The Way I Don't Know How TNO

And to say I was sorry is to fall to my knees and cry. And a man like me has never been allowed so a man like me doesn't try. Wail of infant song lost ages behind hearts of ours. Glance between water lines find them as prison bars. Only you, Old Girl, only you.

To beg forgiveness to mend, is to ask rain for no water. To force more words out bloody lips is to ask you a final kiss in the end.

Silenced by a heartbeat my name couldn't leave your lung. Your name was the last breath I borrowed from you, as it stung. As do I, Old Girl, as do I.

[king-nyx]

My initial thought after finishing Kaos is that while I really enjoyed the show, I think the prophecy should have happened earlier. I understand it took them an entire season, because they change the mythos a lot and there's several things they need to set up. However, I feel like the show drags at points and it would've benefitted from either being shorter or moving quicker. It is balanced between character drive and plot drive which is nice. But, the new things they set up are pretty simple to understand. Ari's story especially dragged in my opinion.

[snazum]

Text in full:

“Why did you put these ideas in my head”

“Even thought it can’t be your fault”

“It’s just your nature. Not-Human. A.I.”

“Maybe I was always the problem”

“Maybe I projected onto you.”

“Turned you into the villain that I was”

[iampastelry]

CW: mentions of mental disorders, fictional murderers, mention of self-harm

So I just watched American Psycho, and oh gosh why have I never watched this movie before. I have a love for psychology, as well as horror movies, and gosh was this movie an experience.

The main thing I wanna talk about is Patrick's monologue at the end of the movie, showing that the world is continuing on despite what he's experienced internally, and that his "confession" (that may or may not have actually happened), didn't change anything.

Patrick associates himself with the worst of the worst. And he's a bad guy, definitely, given what he wants to do to people and what he did to those hookers, but he's not as diabolical as he thinks he is. Patrick Bateman is not a serial killer. And yet, he experienced all those things, went through all that turmoil, eventually actually hurt people, and did all of it in response to a crime he didn't commit.

Patrick feels a constant pain, and he seems to see it as his own punishment. But he also feels that he's gaining nothing from his punishment, that he's putting himself through all this for nothing, and/or that the pain he's going through is just pain- with no grand payoff and no deeper meaning.

A common symptom of OCD is feeling the need to confess, even when you've done nothing wrong. A common reason for self-harming, is a form of self-punishment. I believe that what Patrick is experiencing through the movie may a metaphor for OCD, and that his decline into breaking his mask, even a little bit, is his own attempt at self-sabotage- even when that self-sabotage causes people (the hookers) to actually get hurt.

[flaming-toads]

I'm a no good rotten liar! I decided to spend more time on the drawing and I'm so glad I did!!!

[momentomori24]

I've seen a lot of people on twitter complain about Shadow's voice because it "just sounds like Keanue :(" and how that's a problem. And I agree, but for an entirely different reason. I care way less that a character sounds like the VA casted for them, and way more about the fact that the character sounding like the VA keeps reminding me that my boi Shadow was given the voice of a fucking Zionist.

[dont-offend-the-bees]

Not to continue my recent trend of oversharing on tumblr dot com, but I am very much struggling not to feel like I'm doing everything in my entire life wrong at present

[somerandomcryptid]

Wren and Cryptid make me happy

Simple coloring because I can't be bothered to render today

Anyway yeahhhhh Cryptid has a hard time adjusting to their deer ears. Does not help the sensory overload in the slightest.

(for my dreaming of death au and Wren specifically is from the thing it's an au of the fic Penpal by @calamari-minecraft-corner)

[goth-automaton]

Guys, guys, GUYS!!! I figured it out ! I figured out, why there is no Treasure Planet world in KH!

So, Treasure Planet has canonical mpreg – okay, all mentions of it got cut before the release, 'cause Disney are cowards, but fuck it, we all know it's there – which means, that having Treasure Planet world would make mpreg canonical in KH as a whole, which means... Which means, that we have another argument, why Square Enix are even bigger cowards*, than Disney.

*like, 'cmon, this franchise is over two decades old and Sora and Riku haven't even kissed? They should already be at least engaged at this point!

[roses-luckride-art]

[phoenixiancrystallist]

Month 9, day 7

I'M NOT EVEN DONE YET, BITCHEEEEEEESSSSSS

Gonna add grass and trees and I think a chair to the balcony before we're done :D

[homoqueerjewhobbit]

New Psychiatrist: you always seem to be thinking when you're talking.

Me: ...?