#it's 4am and i'm tired
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my sleeping pattern is so fucked rn
#it's 4am and i'm tired#but instead of going to bed i made this post#and spent 15 minutes looking for a funny/relevant gif#but i couldn't find one so instead i have this gif of the moon which represents me spending 15 minutes scrolling wildly through gifs#the upshot is i am still not in bed
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Do y'know what the best thing about Channing Tatum getting to play Gambit in Deadpool and Wolverine (after he was originally intended to play him in the stand-alone movie that never got made) is?
This gives him a chance to showcase his version of the character in front of a massive audience.
Remember how the Deadpool movie was originally going to be cancelled until that one test clip got leaked and it was such a big hit that the movie got greenlit?
That's what I'm hoping will happen with Channing Tatum's Gambit.
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#channing tatum#remy lebeau#gambit#deadpool 3#marvel#mcu#x men#marvel comics#marvel cinematic universe#if this is stupid just ignore me i'm tired af and it's 4am
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Inuyasha crying at Kikyou's final death is very moving but I think it's important to remember that by his own admission, he would not have been able to cry for her, before. It's only thanks to Kagome that he feels comfortable enough with himself to cry at all and show vulnerability to others. That's what really makes that moment beautiful to me. (Though in a bittersweet way, obviously.)
I also want to focus on the "What true strength and kindness is" line because to me this implies Kagome is the paragon of strength and kindness that Inuyasha wanted to model himself after. Obviously we all know that potential was already in him and Kagome coaxed it out and praised it from him, but I think it's really beautiful to hear Inuyasha thought of Kagome as his role model, in a way. After all, being brave in order to help people WAS one of the first compliments Inuyasha ever admitted to himself about her.
#Inuyasha#InuKag#I probably have more to say on this but it's 4am and I'm tired#but the idea some people interpret the series as 'Inuyasha protects Kagome and she does nothing for him' is insanity to me#or that he only cried for Kikyou because he was still pining for her#like they miss the entire point that's been built up since chapter freaking 9 and comes to a head all the way in chapter 556#meta#analysis
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Me: Maybe I'm losing my hyperfixation on Deadpool and Wolverine
Also me whenever I see a Honda Odyssey: omg that's so Deadpool and Wolverine
Also me: YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I WANT, OO OO OOO, THE ONE THAT I WANT
Also me whenever I see the colors red and black: omg Deadpool?
Also me whenever I see the letter X: is that X-Men
Also me whenever kitties are mentioned: Wolverine is also a cute little kitty cat
Also me whenever I open my phone to see my Deadpool and Wolverine wallpaper: Nothing much to add here really, I just get really happy everytime I open my phone ngl
Also me whenever anything remotely X-Men gets mentioned: it doesn't even have to get mentioned, I start conversations about X-Men just to info dump
Also me cause I have the Deadpool soundtrack saved and listens to it frequently: YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I WANT, OO OO OOO, THE ONE THAT I WANT
Also me whenever I open Tumblr, Pinterest, YouTube, or Tiktok: omg look, Deadpool and Wolverine content!
Also me just all the fucking time: Hey do you know what I really like? Deadpool and Wolverine
#needless to say#I don't think I'm losing my hyperfixation#I'm just too tired to stay up till 4am while watching videos of them anymore lol#i think about them a lot#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#marvel#wolverine#logan#i love deadpool#i love wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#honda odyssey#people might have moved on from them but I sure haven't#you're the one that i want#x men#poolverine#i can't get enough
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Tried experimenting on slight stuff ..... My motivation is doing rlly good rn i hope it doesn't disintegrate into ashes !!
#phighting#phighting roblox#slingshot phighting#valk phighting#gasa4#get a snack at 4am#gasa4 cashier#gasa4 player#HOW MANY TAGS DO I NEED TO ADD??????#i'm tired of typing bro#fanart#ibispaint x#digital art
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I'd like more people from different fandoms to follow me. More people could understand what I am talking about. If you like (preferably) more than one of these, hiiii! Helloooo :D Stay?
Cult of the lamb
FNAF
The DCA
The Amazing Digital Circus
Poppy playtime
Smiling critters
Undertale
I fluctuate between all of them frequently. The dca is the most prevalent. My fixation on Cult of the Lamb has peaked recently, though.
#I apologize if this sounds pushy or blunt#it's 4am so I'm tired#I didn't feel like crafting a well thought out segway into this#just know this comes from a place of silliness and.. welcomness (idk a synonym for being welcome)#is welcomness even a word#idk#cult of the lamb#the daycare attendant#dca fandom#the amazing digital circus#poppy playtime#smiling critters#undertale#cotl#tadc#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#ppt#ut fandom#multifandom account#multifandom
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It is Tuesday. They have made me come in the office. I have a MEETING at 9am. I am tired. I have on Gangster Rap. This means there will be writing...and there will be posting...because if they make me put on real pants, I'm going to at least enjoy myself some.
@saltysupercomputer @pheita @watermeezer
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|| Apology; The Way I Don't Know How TNO
And to say I was sorry is to fall to my knees and cry. And a man like me has never been allowed so a man like me doesn't try. Wail of infant song lost ages behind hearts of ours. Glance between water lines find them as prison bars. Only you, Old Girl, only you.
To beg forgiveness to mend, is to ask rain for no water. To force more words out bloody lips is to ask you a final kiss in the end.
Silenced by a heartbeat my name couldn't leave your lung. Your name was the last breath I borrowed from you, as it stung. As do I, Old Girl, as do I.
#cringe? we'll see#dutch van der linde#hosea matthews#vandermatthews#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#poetry#we're doing gay shit#4am autism motivation time#poetry is hard cuz I make it rhyme unintentionally and then have to fight to make the rest of it rhyme cohesively#there's good lines tho#or I'm tired#or both
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Ja mir wäre Habeck als Kanzler auch lieber, ja Scholz hat bestenfalls die Kompetenz einer hinter den Kühlschrank gerollten Kartoffel, aber wir brauchen in der nächsten Wahl so, so, so dringend eine starke SPD.
Rot/Grün sieht nach den aktuellen Umfragen schmerzhaft unwahrscheinlich aus, und selbst wenn dann hat die SPD trotzdem noch bessere Chancen die stärkere Partei zu sein; und wenn wir jetzt realistisch bleiben steht uns eine weitere CDU Regierung bevor, ob wir wollen oder nicht, und die werden absolut nicht mit den Grünen koalieren, selbst wenn die (wahrscheinlich leider nach der AFD) die nächst stärkste Partei werden. Mit der SPD hat die CDU immerhin noch eine Recht freundschaftliche Geschichte, gegen Rot/Schwarz werden sich also eher wenige stellen, oder zumindest um einiges weniger als gegen Schwarz/Grün.
Wir müssen der SPD, trotz ihrer Fehler, in dieser Wahl unbedingt den Rücken stärken. Nein, sie sind nicht ideal, aber mein Gott, das ist absolut nicht die Wahl für "sind doch alle unwählbar" und "my way or the high way". Wir müssen realistisch sein, und am realistischsten ist aktuell einfach eine halbwegs hinnehmbare Regierung wenn sie eine starke SPD hat.
#eden rambles#german stuff#old man yelling at cloud at 4AM#please I'm so tired. I cannot deal with the possibility of CDU/AFD#and I'm genuinely afraid that's where we're headed if the SPD doesn't get enough votes this election#GroKo ist n Dreck mit dem rechtsdrall der CDU aber be fr welche realistischen Optionen gibts?
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My initial thought after finishing Kaos is that while I really enjoyed the show, I think the prophecy should have happened earlier. I understand it took them an entire season, because they change the mythos a lot and there's several things they need to set up. However, I feel like the show drags at points and it would've benefitted from either being shorter or moving quicker. It is balanced between character drive and plot drive which is nice. But, the new things they set up are pretty simple to understand. Ari's story especially dragged in my opinion.
#it doesn't help that i know the mythos#idk maybe I'm just tired#maybe a second rewatch will help#but yeah no#definitely a 7/10 show#would absolutely recommend#rambling#silly rambling#don't take this too seriously#it's 4am#kaos#kaos spoilers#kaos netflix
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“Why did you put these ideas in my head”
“Even thought it can’t be your fault”
“It’s just your nature. Not-Human. A.I.”
“Maybe I was always the problem”
“Maybe I projected onto you.”
“Turned you into the villain that I was”
#hlvrai#hlvrai gordon#fenrey#yeah its getting that tag its uh projection#im coping with shit okay#thought the coping got away from me lol#and turned into its own little thing I guess#yea this was the little project thing the other image came from#maybe none of this flows still idk its 3 am oh my god#I hope I did the text stuff right idk what I'm doing#angst#benrey#snazum draws#i forgot to tag my own goddamn art tag im so tired its now 4am
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Been thinking abt this a bit lately, and I haven't wholly committed, but if for no other reason than curiosity's sake, if I did some sort of like, romance hc / self ship focused "ask event" on my ship blog, would that be smth anyone's interested in?
#on one hand. it's just not smth im personally interested in at all. but on the other. I love to yap abt my guys and frankly ppl just don't#seem all that interested in them when it's not romantic#and that's not to complain per se. guess it just makes me a little sad since it's like the circles that I'm in don't really overlap with#many others in this fandom. I think a good middle ground would be doing an ask thing like this on my side blog for stuff more of this#nature. nature. And having it just be a temporary thing. I don't want ppl to associate me w/ selfship stuff bc it's not smth I care abt#much beyond enjoying talking abt my Various Guys in almost any capacity#<- trying so hard not to sound like a hater I love self shipping I think it's great I just don't do it and don't wanna be boxed into a#corner where ppl are asking me/making requests for this stuff exclusively bc that'd. Not be fun for me!#like...I'd like to entertain it a *little*. Just a little. Any only if it'd be fun for everyone yk?#rambling. ough.#I'm tired. if you couldn't tell. I'm super tired and it's almost 4am here#sunny with clouds#maybe delete later if the Shame gets me
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#i learned autism runs in my family today OK...... some things are making sense about me now#the relief i feel coming home. wow!! i have a therapy appointment tomorrow morning too!!!! with a new therapist who takes my insurance#thank you @ my obgyn for coordinating this. literally the best patient care i've ever experienced in my life#i'm so tired lol i went on a hike with my sister this afternoon after waking up at 4am and having panic attacks all morning#so i'm gonna go read leaves of grass until my bf is ready for bed so we can watch love is blind and go to sleep together on facetime :)#and i'll respond to messages and stuff tomorrow! i appreciate all of you so so much! thank you!
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CW: mentions of mental disorders, fictional murderers, mention of self-harm
So I just watched American Psycho, and oh gosh why have I never watched this movie before. I have a love for psychology, as well as horror movies, and gosh was this movie an experience.
The main thing I wanna talk about is Patrick's monologue at the end of the movie, showing that the world is continuing on despite what he's experienced internally, and that his "confession" (that may or may not have actually happened), didn't change anything.
Patrick associates himself with the worst of the worst. And he's a bad guy, definitely, given what he wants to do to people and what he did to those hookers, but he's not as diabolical as he thinks he is. Patrick Bateman is not a serial killer. And yet, he experienced all those things, went through all that turmoil, eventually actually hurt people, and did all of it in response to a crime he didn't commit.
Patrick feels a constant pain, and he seems to see it as his own punishment. But he also feels that he's gaining nothing from his punishment, that he's putting himself through all this for nothing, and/or that the pain he's going through is just pain- with no grand payoff and no deeper meaning.
A common symptom of OCD is feeling the need to confess, even when you've done nothing wrong. A common reason for self-harming, is a form of self-punishment. I believe that what Patrick is experiencing through the movie may a metaphor for OCD, and that his decline into breaking his mask, even a little bit, is his own attempt at self-sabotage- even when that self-sabotage causes people (the hookers) to actually get hurt.
#american psycho#patrick bateman#psychology#I'm writing this at like 4am ans I'm very tired I apologize
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I've seen a lot of people on twitter complain about Shadow's voice because it "just sounds like Keanue :(" and how that's a problem. And I agree, but for an entirely different reason. I care way less that a character sounds like the VA casted for them, and way more about the fact that the character sounding like the VA keeps reminding me that my boi Shadow was given the voice of a fucking Zionist.
#sonic#sonic movie#sonic movie 3#shadow the hedgehog#keanu reeves#the john wick jokes are funny but this guy is the worst person to voice shadow literally just for the zionist thing alone#or just the worst person to bring into a sonic movie period. cuz he's a zionist.#and outside of a handful of people the majority of the fandom seems a little unaware of that. or dismissive. or both#important reminder that paramount is littered with zionism and are very pro-israel and the keanu casting is just further proof of that#i'm just as hyped and excited for the movie as the next person but this is something to keep in mind and not forget regardless#cuz this is actively contributing to the suffering of countless palestinians even if we don't directly feel the effects of this#made this spontaneously and am literally just writing down a random thought that came to my head right now cuz i'm too tired to stop myself#it's 4am so this one of my “not in any state to be posting” time zones but i was thinking about it again. this sucks but free palestine#momento rambles
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Not to continue my recent trend of oversharing on tumblr dot com, but I am very much struggling not to feel like I'm doing everything in my entire life wrong at present
#normal things to think after your doctor tells you you need to get a blood test re-taken bc you mistimed your dose#I'm just. I'm tired man.#I've been putting off a phone call for two months#i spend every day lately torn between do I need to go to hospital or am I just unfit and anxious#I rot and decay when left alone but also people are Too Much#I want to Create but I can't get started and when I do I'm just so disappointed with whatever I make#I'm exhausted but I'm awake at 4am bc if i go to sleep tomorrow will start and I'll have to do this all again#and I need so fucking badly for someone to just crush me so hard in a really long hug until my bones realign#and i need to find past me shake her by the shoulders and yell ���you're fine! you'll be fine! cut your hair! eat your greens!#take up swimming and also some new pronouns! no one else will respect em but they're for YOU and so is the health stuff#please for the love of fucking god just look after yourself better than i did!“#there's toooooo many fuckin holes in this sinking ship#I need a full body MOT and then to be cradled against the chest of a large gentle man for 12-36 hours#mr. bees speaks
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