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I have the biggest Kenlynn is endgame post coming yall are not ready 😂
#it'll be my last I swear#but i connected the dots#probably didn't connect sh*t#but you'll see#kenlynn#kenji kon#brooklynn#jwct#jwcc#camp cretaceous#chaos theory#darius bowman#sammy gutierrez#yasmina fadoula#ben pincus#dreamworks#jurassic park#jurassic world
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got rid of an old cat tree like a year ago and it was a mistake because apparently, this tree was my cat’s favourite tree. in the history of all the trees she’s ever had, this was THE ONE she cared about. she has never mourned the departure of any other trees over the last decade and a half of her life. she has had two BRAND NEW ones since and she barely interacts with even a single scratch post on them, only climbing one out of Pure Obligation because i place her food there. the only reason the tree had to go was because 1: at the time, the manufacturer wouldn’t ship parts to my country and 2: it was lookin real rough. so yeah. guess who’s fucking repurchasing this same goddamned tree
#she better appreciate this i swear to god#she is living up to her Rescue Name#the shelter named her Princess#and i was just: nah#but boy she was out to prove me wrong for the last fourteen years huh!!!#to be fair the new trees were kinda a downgrade because i was on a budget#but whatever#clearly she loved This One so i'm getting her a new one#my cat lives in a small apartment#whatever gives her happiness is well worth the hole it'll put in my pocket#no cost is too great for my cat's mental health
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Have you watched Arcane? I only ask because the second series is coming out in November and the first one was fucking spectacular - genuinely the best thing I've ever watched, I was on the edge of my seat the entire time and I'm so excited for the second series - and I'd like to hear your thoughts on it. The tragedy, the writing, the animation, the immaculate execution of everything *chefs kiss* 10/10 would highly recommend if you haven't seen it.
i thought it was fine! arcane was very funny with how bad the surface level oppression metaphor is but let's be real i didn't watch it for the writing i watched it so that i could look at something pretty and go ahh how pretty
i could say a lot about my thoughts on it but overall it's mixed. i didn't like the setting or most of the characters, i did like the release schedule, and obviously i liked the animation. 99% of the show's appeal is in its animation, colour direction, composition etc. a lot of it falls flat if you aren't invested in the two main plots (the sisters & whatever the hell jace and viktor are at) and i didn't really like either of those stories. i liked silco & mel tho, i feel like it's probably no coincidence that the more interesting characters were original to the show & not from league of legends.
#i experience an emotion i can only describe as destielgate election night when i think about jace though. genuinely#guy who stands for nothing and folds himself immediately into a new shape based on who he spoke to last#none of the other characters save for mel really caught my interest & at least i like her. she was interesting#jace is like. loathable in a special way because he's presented as a hero or at least an everyman#when he definitely was not. he was of the capitalist class#anyway yeah 90% of the time if u ask my opinion on a piece of media it'll be relatively neutral#i'm not that interesting i swear
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CHEMISTRY
pairing: matt stone x f! assistant reader
summary: casa bonita outing (sixth part to circumstances)
genre: fluff..at first
word count: 3050
cw: legal age gap, uh uh cunnilingus, fingering
author's note: it's happening
if you haven't read the first part check it out here: "CIRCUMSTANCES"
After the plane ride, Matt took you to your hotel and you got your room key before practically running away from him, including making the elevator doors close before he had a chance to enter himself. You walked to your hotel room and fumbled with the hotel key before walking in and shutting the door behind you, collapsing on the bed and letting the tears fall. You weren't even letting out sobs, just letting tears roll down your cheeks as you stared at the white ceiling above. You didn't want to keep pushing him about the situation but you knew it happened. I mean sure you had your moments of imagination before but that..that was REAL.
You wiped the tears from your face as you curled up higher on the couch, closer to the pillows, just taking a minute. At first you thought about taking Matt's suggestion and doing some sight seeing, after all this was your first time to Denver. The flight itself only took about two hours so by the time you arrived at the hotel it was a little after 11, including the travel in between.
The temperature wasn't too different from LA to Denver, which helped since you weren't entirely sure what to pack for in the first place. You let out a deep breath before deciding to get up from the bed, and walking towards the door, as you grabbed your purse and phone, leaving the room.
The hotel was a block away from a place called the 16th Street Mall so you decided to take a walk through there. While walking through, you looked at the people around you, taking in the sights. Even though some of it was the same as home, it was different. A different vibe, different energy. Almost peaceful.
As you walked past the windows at the store, you noticed a dress in the window on a mannequin. It was a mid-thigh length dress in a nice red wine shade, with chain straps and a cowl neckline. You looked down at yourself, and looked back up to the mannequin. The dress you had chosen for the opening tonight was a simple black dress you picked up from Target a few years back and you just consistently wore it to multiple events since then. It was a short black dress with a black sheer cover over it that reached down to your knees.
You thought for a moment before making your way inside the store, being greeted by a few people working at the shop. You asked them for help in finding the dress in your size before trying it on in the dressing room. You looked in the mirror and ran your fingers along the velvet fabric of the dress. The dress fit you just like how it sat on the mannequin, and you noticed a small slit along the bottom where the fabric wrapped over itself.
After looking at yourself in the mirror for just a little bit longer, you decided to buy the dress and wear it tonight instead of the dress you originally bought, picking up some matching jewelry before checking out and leaving the store.
You spent the next few hours, grabbing a bite at a local restaurant and continuing to walk around the streets of downtown Denver, even riding one of those electric scooters that connect to your phone in the process.
Once you realized it was almost 6, you decided to head back to your hotel room before bumping into a familiar figure in the lobby, causing you to drop your bags on the floor. "Oh sorry Y/N," You looked up and saw Trey as he smiled down at you softly, helping you pick up the bags. You smiled at him softly, while thanking him.
You never really talked to Trey much, as most of the time you two saw each other, one of you were in the middle of something and just waved and then went on with your day.
He looked at you softly, "Are you okay? You were really quiet on the plane and I know how you and Matt usually are?" He asked, handing you the bags he picked up for you. You nodded in response, looking up at him, "Yeah I'm fine. Just tired." You were lying to him, but I mean if Matt was going to act like the kiss never happened, you might as well have done the same. Especially if he hadn't told Trey about it. He smiled softly, "Well alright then. I'll see you later tonight?"
You gave him a nod before you both parted your ways and you headed back to your room. You decided to take a shower to start getting ready for the celebration, taking your time as you cleaned yourself, and fixed your hair and makeup as well.
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You finished getting ready right before you heard a knock on your door and you opened it revealing Matt in a button down shirt, black slacks, and a blazer. The top few buttons on his shirt were left unbuttoned, revealing a few strands of chest hair poking out the top. You held your bag close to you as Matt stood in the doorway, eyes scanning you, before he looked up and made eye contact, "You look...really good."
Shrugging at his comment you walked past him, shutting the door behind you as you started walking down the hallway. Matt followed closely behind, he came up behind you, lightly touching your arm making you jerk your arm away as you two ended up in the elevator. You pressed the button for the lobby and leaned against the wall of the elevator, crossing your arms across your chest, while trying your best to keep your eyes off Matt.
But in the moments where you struggled to look away, you noticed him eyeing you intently. His eyes narrowed as he took in his bottom lip through his teeth ever so slightly.
His attention was averted when the elevator rang the bell signaling you two had reached the lobby, as you walked out when the doors opened, not even bothering to wait for Matt in the process. He continued walking behind you trying to keep up with your pace, before you two arrived at the car and got in the back, as the driver began driving the two of you to the restaurant.
While in the car, Matt leaned over the back seat, "Did I do something?" He whispered, looking at you. You turned your head, looking out the window, keeping quiet. You noticed a small reflection of him through the window as he continued looking over at you, before letting out a soft sigh and looking out his own window.
You rested your head on the window as you watched the city go by, trying to not look over at Matt. You haven't had a good look at him since the kiss because you struggled to do so, more than usual. You thought of him when you opened the door, the way he was dressed. The way his beard and hair were beginning to grow gray with age and it was a little patchy, but he still made it look good. It was only a little gray, like on the sides of his head and mainly on his chin. He was also letting his hair grow out a little more, so his curls would stick out a little above his forehead.
The drive to Casa Bonita wasn't that long, despite the pretty heavy traffic on the way there. Once you arrived, you and Matt climbed out of the car and walked in together where he led you to a table that had a few chairs, pulling one out for you. You made eye contact with him, before moving to a different chair, sitting down while looking at the menu on the table.
His jaw clenched and he grabbed onto your arm before lifting you from your chair, dragging you to one of the offices, shutting the door and locking it behind him before turning and looking at you, "Okay what the fuck?"
You crossed your arms across your chest, raising an eyebrow as you looked at him from across the room. "What do you mean?"
He rolled his eyes while scoffing letting out a chuckle, "Don't fucking do that."
"Do what Matt? Act as if nothing is happening?" You questioned, glaring at him, feeling the anger rise inside of you as the two of you drew closer together. He blinked, looking away for a minute before turning back to you, "You've been ignoring me since we got on the plane."
You kept quiet, avoiding eye contact with him. You didn't want to talk to him, afraid of anything you might say be from frustration or anger. Because despite what happened, you still liked him. A lot.
"So are we going to talk about it? Or are you going to continue to give me the silent treatment?"
You rolled your eyes at him before looking at him, "What is there to talk about Matt? Nothing happened between us so I have no reason to be mad at you. Right?"
He crossed his arms, looking down at his shoes as he got quiet before you spoke up again, "I don't even care though. I'm going back out there."
You walked past Matt and put your hand on the knob to unlock the door before hearing Matt mumble under his breath. You slowly turned and looked at him, "What?" You asked him, with a hint of annoyance under his breath.
"I said. Fuck. This." He repeated, his voice getting louder, looking at you. You scoffed and rolled your eyes at him, "Fuck what exactly?"
"This," He sighs, "We kissed. Is that what you wanted to hear?"
You rolled your eyes, turning back to the door before you felt Matt grab you and push you against the wall next to the door, his body pressed against yours as he looked down at you, his hand firmly holding your waist, "And it's all I can think about."
He pushes his lips onto yours as you take a minute to fight back, still feeling the anger at him before giving in and kissing back. You closed your eyes, reaching your hands up to hold onto the collar of his shirt. His beard scratched at your face as you kissed, but you didn't mind it. He kept your lips attached as he pulled you away from the wall, hands around your waist as the two of you stumbled over to the desk in the middle of the room, where he lifted you up to sit on top.
He pulled away, his forehead against yours as he looked in your eyes, "You look so fucking hot in this dress. I couldn't help but think about ignoring this whole thing and fucking you in that hotel room."
Your eyes widened slightly at his statement, this was a new side to Matt but you weren't going to complain about it. And of course you were still mad about his incident but that wasn't really at the front of your mind right now.
Matt moved his hands to your thighs as he pulled you closer to him, standing between your legs before leaning in to kiss you again. You ran your fingers along Matt's torso, unbuttoning a few more buttons from his shirt as you ran your fingers underneath, lightly scratching his chest with your nails as you did so, causing him to let out a soft moan into the kiss.
He pulled away from you as he began leaving a trail of kisses down your jawline, to your neck, careful not to linger in one spot too long so he doesn't leave marks. Your breathing increased, as he ran his hands up the skirt of your dress, lifting it up in the process, before he pulled his face away from your neck and looked up at you.
"I don't want to do anything you don't want to." He whispered, his hands resting on your upper thighs, as his thumbs continued to rub circles on your thighs. You bit your bottom lip looking into his eyes, "I want this." You assured him, as he nodded in response.
He attached his lips back to yours, the skirt of your dress was now lifted to where your underwear was on display as he continued moving his hands slower up your thighs. He went back to attacking your neck as you let out soft gasps in response, "We should hurry."
He chuckled at you before looking up, "Should we now?" He teased, kissing your chest a he lowered himself more. You nodded in response, knowing that eventually people would be wondering where the two of you disappeared to, especially since you and Matt hadn't been the most secret about leaving in the first place.
He got to his knees, looking up at you as he left kisses on your thighs. You squirmed slightly under his touch, feeling the way his beard tickled at your thighs as his lips moved closer to your core. He chuckled at your actions as he glanced up at you, to see the pleading look on your face. You had been waiting for this moment for months and now that it was finally here, he was taking his time.
"Tell me what you want." He instructed, his thumbs continuing to rub circles on your thighs as he moved even closer. He knew exactly what you wanted, but to hear it come from your lips is what he needed.
"I...I want you," You whimpered out, moving your hand to his head trying to move him closer causing him to stop and look at you. "No no. I want you to tell me exactly what you want." He tsked at you as he looked at the wet spot that continued to grow in your underwear before looking up at you with a smirk on his face.
"I want you. To fuck me." You breathed out and he licked his lips looking up, "Oh what profanity on a pretty mouth," He joked as you rolled your eyes before he blew out a stream of cold air to your clothed clit causing you to gasp, sending a shiver down your body.
He pulled down your panties and left another wet kiss against your thigh, "Are you ready?"
"Yes. Please." You begged him, not sure how much longer you could handle the wait. He nodded with a grin before using his tongue to run it along your slit, as you moved your hips up from his action. He used his hands to force your hips back down, holding them in place as he began moving his tongue around your clit.
You used one hand to keep you propped upright on the desk, while the other you tangled into his small patch of curls. You let out a soft moan as he continued to flick his tongue, the grip on your hips tightening.
He moved one of his hands and began using two of his fingers to thrust into your hole. You tightened your thighs around his head as he curled his fingers inside, closing his lips around your clit. The chuckles he made from your reaction sent vibrations through you, making you let out another moan, this one louder than before.
He pulled his mouth away, continuing to pump his fingers as he watched your head lean back, shushing you in the process. You bit your bottom lip to suppress any moans, as he attached his mouth back onto your slit, teasing his tongue in circles through your aching clit.
You could feel yourself starting to reach your high as the grip on his hair tightened. You buckled your hips up, his fingers continuing to curl as they thrust into your g spot. "I'm so close," You barely whimpered out, as his continued to send vibrations through your core from his chuckles.
He enjoyed seeing you like this, barely able to form words under his touch. His fingers curled one last time before you felt yourself reach your high. You moved your hips, grinding into his mouth as you released. You felt air catch in your throat as you wanted to let out moans, but pushed yourself to stay quiet, letting out whispers of profanities.
Matt pulled his mouth and fingers away before putting his hand up to your mouth, "Suck."
You looked at him, taking his fingers into your mouth as you cleaned them off. He pulled his fingers out, a small string of spit attached as he looked into your eyes, kissing you once more.
You kept your fingers tangled in his hair as he started to unbuckle his slacks before hearing the sound of his phone buzzing on the desk. He groaned as he pulled away looking into your eyes, "Out of time." He whispered.
You whined a little as he pulled his hand from his pants and grabbed the phone, ignoring the call.
He left a small peck to your lips as he cupped your face in his hands, "Fix yourself up. I'll go stall a little." He whispered against your lips. He fixed his shirt and grabbed his blazer from the floor as you looked him up and down, seeing the growing bulge against his pants in the process.
He chuckled as he looked down, buttoning the blazer, using it to cover it to the best of his ability, "Nothing I can do about it now." He glanced over at you as you shakily hopped off the desk, your legs trembling.
You looked around for your underwear as Matt chuckled at you, before holding them out in his fingers, "Looking for these?" You nodded, taking them from him as he grabbed your chin in his hands once again, putting his lips to yours, as if he was reliant on you.
"Okay. Okay," He spoke softly, "I'm leaving now." He told you before pulling away and walking towards the door, unlocking it as he left the room, taking one last glance at you.
You leaned against the edge of the desk, in disbelief of what just happened. Wondering what would happen next.
updated a/n : next part! 🎉
#IT FINALLY HAPPENED#it'll get better i swear#the smut was mid#this is my apology for last chapter#matt stone#matt stone x reader
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if my parents keep talking to me im going to (remembers that suicide jokes are bad for mental health) go outside and dig a hole to narnia
#borbtalks#'borb u got a letter from vsp. why are you paying for vsp. i dont think u need it bc of xyz. oh you're getting mail from y insurance?#they're a good company. im also covered under them. are they cheaper than ur previous one? they must be. did u know medicare has a page#online where u can compare all the plans? well did you? ik you've been on medicare longer than me but idk if you knew :/#sooo do u have a valid drivers license? oh when did u get it renewed? when does it expire? we were looking at car insurance earlier...#oh btw when are they gonna reevaluate u for disability? do u know? when did they last reevaluate u? when do they reevaluate others?#ANYWAY. what if i brought over x's dog. the dog that stresses ur cats out so much that they puke everywhere and spend all day hiding :)#wdym it'll stress [cat] out. what if he. didn't get stressed? :)'#like SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#cant even walk into the bathroom without her trying to talk to me. can't make dinner w/o her trying to talk to me#and of course im the bad guy in telling her not to stress the cat out#just by saying 'vet says he's not supposed to get stressed out. he's at a higher risk for blockage if he does#which will KILL him.'#same woman who sat next to me while i was the phone w/ the phone company. petting the cat and whispering 'oh borb abuses u doesn't he?#maybe ill just steal you away one day. keep u away from borb. oh yes borb treats u oh so horribly.'#and my dad. sitting on the other side of me. said absolutely nothing.#i get it. im the family's designated fuck up!! the designated brat !!!! and no one gives a shit if my feelings get hurt !!!!!!!#i swear. my mother could smack me and everyone would rush to her side and comfort her stinging hand
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Today in fish nonsense! 🐟🐠- Tank is good to go! Cool wood piece is cleaned and time to spend way too long on a plan painting.
More below the cut.
Tank has been set up, leak tested so it's good to go (after I overhauled the layout of my office ... still dealing with the fallout of that though lol) and the piece of jarrah/mirra? wood that my Dad grabbed from the tree he cut down on a farm (noting this specifically because it's actually now illegal to commercially harvest Jarrah in my state - this was on private property so it's legal) has had the absolute crap scrubbed out of it - I mean literally, in the process I found yet another interesting hole in it so that's cool, then high-pressure blasted with water so I am finally ready to think about scaping.
Which apparently means spending longer than I should drawing a plan lol. This piece is super awkward to work with I think - while functionally interesting it has a silhouette that makes me oscillate between 'boring' and 'awkward'. After talking to some artist friends, generally it was agreed I'd need to put more stuff in there to actually make it look better, right now naked glass is super harsh. Problem is, rocks and wood? Well in the aquarium hobby that shit is expensive. We're talking 60 AUD+ for pieces of wood. I mean they are fully cleaned and treated (?) and selected for being interesting, but I have a budget and I'd like to save as much of it as I can for more than just harscape sooooo planning is just the right idea here.
Thinking seiryu stone because I looooove the white veining through it, and then for the branches to break up the shape it's probably going to be spiderwood or something (as much as I love mopani wood I don't think it usually sells branched like this - but I will watch out for it) but the good part is these pieces are all probably going to be on the smaller side since I have my huge hunk of feature wood for free.
I don't know how this piece of wood will interact with inhabitants, I've soaked it for probably a month at this point to get a large amount of the tannins out (and I know it waterlogs, which is great because I won't have to play 'how long will this take to sink') but also to help the looser material come off so all I'm left with now is the hard stuff. It's also now sitting in the sun (and I mean sun - it is going to be 40C today and the next few days so that shit is gonna bake 💀) but prior to that has been sitting in the sun either here or the farm for a total of about idk ... at least a month? Maybe more?
I've struggled to find information on whether Jarrah or Mirra wood is safe beyond one post on a forum where someone-who-knew-someone at a local fish shop had put a piece of this in his store tank and all the fish died. Beyond that? no more context. According to my freshwater ecologist friend I caught up with, she thinks it's probably going to be okay given the amount of time/work put in. I have not done a bleach soak and I don't think I really need to given the amount of time it's been soaking in regular tap water (so already contains chlorine) and sun exposure. There will still probably be tannin leakage into the water but I'm okay with having a mild blackwater tank after seeing one in my LFS, I actually like the slight tannin tint of water and how it makes everything a little 'softer'. But I do ACTUALLY want to be able to see though lmao. I've also seen Jarrah seed pods sold locally specifically for blackwater tank setups so it might be fine?
Either way the plan is going to be: Scape, plant, cycle and then introduction of some cheap shrimp as my poor guinea pigs to see if that wood actually is awful.
Right now I'll just have to painstakingly go through plant choices and placement and making sure it lines up with the planned parameters for the community. I absolutely will take suggestions btw.
More soon. Fish nonsense will contain fish ... at some point. I swear lmao.
#kerytalk#aquablr#fishblr#my art#I guess even though this is a grossly overconfident doodle#aquascaping#yes that is a sandpit for enrichment#though I'm debating corydoras#I worry tetras + corydoras might be too much schooling happening for the eventual last edition - Betta fish#if not then it'll be tetras + one pleco#... I swear I saw a video of a pleco thoroughly enjoying burrowing in sand - I'd love that#yes all of this is primarily because I want a betta#but if I only get one tank ... go hard or go home right?#ngl considering getting a small 5-10 gallon for my bedroom for shrimp breeding so that could be a feasible second plan#in case the betta is an asshole#do not tell my parents lmao#I'd love a male in the tank but know it's probably not going to work so female is more likely - or at least plakat type#it's got quite a bit of height to traverse so I don't think anything with super big fins would be great - especially with age#even if I basically have a stepped up network of holes in this wood right to where it nearly touches the surface
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Bede/Hop | Pokemon Sword and Shield
Fic Summary:
Hop's day was going great, until Bede showed up at his doorstep and shoved an egg into his hands.
This was not how he was expecting things to go.
#pokemon#bedehop#cheeryfairyshipping#rival bede#rival hop#gym leader bede#pokemon sword and shield#sword and shield#swsh#my fanfics#fanfic#LISTEN I KNOW I TAKE FOREVER TO UPDATE THIS FIC BUT I WILL FINISH THIS FIC I SWEAR IT#also yes there's a lot of angsting this chapter but hey!!! i swear it's the last time it'll be that painful!!!
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if you told me that pittsburgh does NOT have a torchwood branch founded by grandpa himself (captain jack harkness) i would absolutely N O T believe you. i just, and like, i acknowledge that i may SEEM like im being biased here, but i swear to GOD i am not when i say this, i just feel like pittsburgh is like the exact city that WOULD have a torchwood branch. i mean look at what happened to that bus
#ari opinion hour#''los angeles'' No ''nyc'' No. ITS PITTSBURGH. I *PROMISE* YOU IT IS PITTSBURGH.#and for context on that last sentence: google 'sinkhole bus'. those exact words. it'll come up.#like i SWEAR to you that i am being so fucking genuine right now it would ABSOLUTELY have a torchwood branch.#and not like an organized one like torchwood london. itd be Some Bullshit. swear to you on my LIFE#also? tbh? it would ABSOLUTELY have been founded during the period of like 10 years when we didnt have an H for a minute.#like FOR sure i am TELLING you.
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suprize song guesses for london night 2*:
mary's song x fifteen x the best day
87 & 89; boy on the football team; works as a bridge between the other two
they all have themes of growing up, specifically going from the first verse of mary -> best day -> fifteen -> last verse of mary would kick ass imo
it would also be chronological in like, life events
country taylor
story of us x us.
both talking to the muse about how they feel after the end of a relationship
ngl i just want her to say "🎸🥀🪦the story of🪦🥀🎸 ... u-uUh-uh-us"
the albatross x peace
i can't explain how this makes sense but like
"she's the death you chose / you're in terrible danger" with "the rain is always gonna come / if you're standing with me"
how in the ancient mariner (poem where the albatross motif comes from) the rain happening both with the wedding guest and the mariner after he kills the albatross
honestly i think peace works with a lot of things on ttpd/the anthology
FOR EXAMPLE
peace x ttpd x the prophecy
goes from warning the person you're still with -> warning the person you recently separated from -> realizing you need the warning more than they do
"give you my wild / give you a child" -> "you took my ring off my middle finger and put it on the one / people put wedding rings on" -> "don't want money / just someone who / wants my company"
like, ill give you everything i have (but some things are out of my control) to you said could handle that to no one wants to be with me, i don't want to be with me, get me out of the life i built for myself
or it could be like, ill give you everything i have (but some things are out of my control) to you said you'd give me everything too, you said you were forever about this (add in the chorus of ttpd) but instead you left, and no one else knows you like i do, what are YOU going to do now to i should have taken my own advice, they were right to leave, who would want me if the trade off is this life?
tl;dr: i love my monochromatic greyscale albums
loml also fits the theme but idk if she would do 4 songs in a mashup and also the story feels pretty strong imo with just those three
london boy
she's in london
i have no further evidence
closure x imgonnagetyouback
so according to google these are in the same key and now i want to teach myself guitar so i can mash them up myself because dear god
anyway 1. she hasn't played either of them and they're both like top 3 of their albums
they also happen to be the 2 sides of my last breakup and i just now realized that...
anyway, in closure the other person is being clingy and wants the breakup to be amicable so they can feel like a good person
and in imgonnagetyouback the speaker is being ,,clingy,, or like, thinking too much about a relationship that's over
(also the person in closure always seemed to me to be in a better place emotionally + was the one to break up where as the letter sender felt like they had an ulterior motive for contacting their ex)
SO, imgonnagetyouback is written by the person who got dumped and closure is the person who broke things off and they're writing about the same relationship
peace x clean
i don't really have a story for this but
"the rain came pouring / down when i was drowning / that's when i could finally breathe" and "the rain is always gonna come / if you're standing with me"
maybe like, clean is the aftermath, written by person A, and peace is written by person B warning person A. the rain being like, person B's sadness/baggage, but also serving as the method of escape for person A
like, the thing that is person B's biggest flaw was the way person A knew to run
a real if they show you who they are believe them type story, but mostly i just like both of the rain lines in the songs
#anyway these are mostly just hopes i have#she obviously can't play every one of these tomorrow but like what if she did#idk i just really want to see her face when she sings the 87/89 line i think it'll be really cute#and the last two feel like the stories she's been telling the past couple nights#taylor swift#the eras tour#surprise song guesses#look at me#helpppppp now i don't know what to put for mastermind or jamie's game im so conflicted now#i've been sitting on these for a while so now they all seem equally plausible in my head#now that i've said this she's gonna play the fearless vault just to avoid mary's song#also can we talk about hoa we're calling the all orange 1989 outfit 'karma' like-#ma'am my delusions are being fed#executive disfunction in the tags#adhding in the tags#im normal i swear#the eras tour london#swiftball#mastermind#somehow also ts 6.5#the adhd is adhding#eras tour#don't trust any of these line breaks fyi i did them based on vibes and my own memory
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tag dump
🔬 // musings // all girls wanna be like that ; bad girls underneath like that 🔬 // about // been through some bad shit ; who would have thought it'd turn me to a savage ? 🔬 // memes // you cling to your papers and pens ; wait until you like me again 🔬 // open // i've been here all night ; i've been here all day 🔬 // music / playlist // i'm just trying give you something to remember through the summertime 🔬 // likes / aesthetic // because tonight i'm making deals with the devil ; and i know it's gonna get me in trouble 🔬 // visage // i only wanna die alive ; never by hands of a broken heart 🔬 // starter call // right now ; i'm in a state of mind i wanna be in like all the time 🔬 // ooc // don't kick that trash can over ; it'll make a mess 🔬 // ic // i don't wanna hear you lie tonight ; now that i've become who i really am 🔬 // psa // one last time ; i need to be the one who takes you home 🔬 // writing // nothing to prove and i'm bulletproof and know what i'm doing 🔬 // wishlist // feel my blood runnin' ; swear the sky's fallin' ; i know that all this shit's fabricated 🔬 // promo // you could hold moonlight in your hands 🔬 // self promo // i don't wanna tiptoe but i don't wanna hide ; but i don't wanna feed this monstrous fire 🔬 // wardrobe // a little bit dangerous ; but baby that's how i want it 🔬 // abilities // when all is said and done ; you'll believe god is a woman
#🔬 // musings // all girls wanna be like that ; bad girls underneath like that#🔬 // about // been through some bad shit ; who would have thought it'd turn me to a savage ?#🔬 // memes // you cling to your papers and pens ; wait until you like me again#🔬 // open // i've been here all night ; i've been here all day#🔬 // music / playlist // i'm just trying give you something to remember through the summertime#🔬 // likes / aesthetic // because tonight i'm making deals with the devil ; and i know it's gonna get me in trouble#🔬 // visage // i only wanna die alive ; never by hands of a broken heart#🔬 // starter call // right now ; i'm in a state of mind i wanna be in like all the time#🔬 // ooc // don't kick that trash can over ; it'll make a mess#🔬 // ic // i don't wanna hear you lie tonight ; now that i've become who i really am#🔬 // psa // one last time ; i need to be the one who takes you home#🔬 // writing // nothing to prove and i'm bulletproof and know what i'm doing#🔬 // wishlist // feel my blood runnin' ; swear the sky's fallin' ; i know that all this shit's fabricated#🔬 // promo // you could hold moonlight in your hands#🔬 // self promo // i don't wanna tiptoe but i don't wanna hide ; but i don't wanna feed this monstrous fire#🔬 // wardrobe // a little bit dangerous ; but baby that's how i want it#🔬 // abilities // when all is said and done ; you'll believe god is a woman
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I’m fr laughing so hard bc when you first released that one sketch of Reid, hotch, Elle & Derek I was CRYING over how Reid looked like he was with his dads being told to hold their hands when crossing the street and they’re taking him to the casino for his 21ST birthday 😭 and now Reid’s silly little face is your profile pic and that’s my favourite thing ever. thankyou. I love you. Bye! <3333333!!!!!!!
Rome! I'm crying over the picture you just painted in my head because that's so funny fr Reid is the baby of the team in the early seasons and look at his confused little face like "less official? How the hell do we do that? We ARE official, WHAT DO YOU MEAN?"
(even tho the rest are in full on suits and he's there wearing his stupid checkered short sleeve shirt and a tie he looks like a kid who wanted to play dress up as his dad xd)
BUT YES! I was working on one of the versions of the picture (dumber) and HAHHAHA his face is so dumb I love him I couldn't resist making him my pfp 😂
Hope your having a wonderful day! ily ❤️
#Rome my beloved!#im working on this piece but its slow progress the last week was CRAZY and it'll probably stay like that for a couple of months and im akdj#this weekend i swear even if i collapse I'll have it done by this weekend#answered
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I want all of my friends to know that I love y'all so so much and I'm sorry I've been so bad at responding to DMs and stuff these past few weeks, I do not think that is going to improve for at least another few weeks because I am just so so busy and everything is so so so much and I am doing my best and I love all of you people in my phone and I will do my best to actually Talk to you all more and better in a few weeks when everything has slowed the fuck down and I'm no longer stressed to the point that it feels like my brain is leaking out of my ears.
#ramblings of an arrow#wedding on saturday#roadtripping and moving 1500 miles in a car prone to breaking down in 2 weeks#in the middle of work tests for a job I'm trying to apply for#don't know if I'm gonna get that job or if I'm wasting my time on these work tests#need to get a job b/c I spent over $3000 getting my car repaired last week#which WIPED out my savings that I spent the past few years trying to build up#right before getting married and moving me and my wife TO THE OTHER END OF THE COUNTRY#I'm sure everything will work itself out and be totally fine in the end#im sorry I swear I'm not trying to ignore anyone#everything is just so much right now and I'm holding it together as best I can#I keep getting mood whiplash from this job application/interview process#literally if I get this job I know that will fix all of my stress#because it's mostly financial stress#wedding i can handle#moving I can handle#it's being broke af and feeling responsible for me and my wife's wellbeing while not being able to financially provide for her#that fucks me up#ANYWAYS#im sure it'll all be fine#I just cannot exactly control my brain's stress response#I replayed all of dishonored the first one and got ghost and clean hands#because videogames help me cope with intense stress lol....#but now I've finished dishonored and dishonored 2 and hades and I'm just sitting here like aaaaaa#need new viddy game#brain wants so so bad to play BG3#I should probably just open one of the unplayed games I ACTUALLY OWN#maybe I'll see if Batty wants to watch me play Later Alligator#or if there's another game of mine she'd prefer I play#I don't know
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you heard of post-nut blues, now get ready for post-fic blues (as in one minute after posting a fic, you immediately regret it)
#I'm going through it but it'll pass#I just really don't feel like I managed to write what I wanted to in that last chapter#and like I might pin an epilogue at the end of it cuz there are things I didn't get to touch on by the end#like bosko's brother and chim's reaction and just generally everyone's reactions#but I got so stumpted and stressed about that last chapter that I kind just wanted it off of my hands?#and now I hate the way it's written and not so keen on the scenes themselves either#specifically hate how cheesy it ended up to be but ugh#totally do not mind me here I swear I'll get over it soon#newbie stuff
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Collecting big brothers taking care of their baby brothers like it's my day job:
#''if you hurt my brother i'll kill you--i swear. i'll kill you all. I WILL KILL YOU ALL.''#''you come at my little bro like that again--it'll be the last time!''#''well i don't care... because you are my brother--and i'm here to take you home.''#the more brothers i collect--the stronger i become
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so. some qsmp streamers will do purgatory 2?
(flashbacks to bbh saying "should we do purgatory again, chat? 🥰")
I DON'T WANNA GO BACK I DON'T WANT TO I HOPE Q!BBH DIES NOW!!!! RUSH THE LORE, KILL HIM OFF ALREADY!!!! GO TO THE MIND DESERT AND STAY THERE!!!! PLEASE!!!!!! I CAN'T DO THIS AGAIN!!!!!!
on a different note about qsmp purgatory 2...
the fact that is no hint of incentive or end goal right now is actually what i really like about it because the eggs being on the line last time was TOO FUCKING STRESSFUL and caused a LOT of community drama whether or NOT there was a cursed team. im GLAD there isn't anyone we're attached to on the line this time, I THINK. AT LEAST. WHO KNOWS.
like if anything the incentive and reward at the end is "confetti confetti, you're going to quesadilla island! beautiful island of your dreams confetti celebration" and i'd prefer that a LOT more. and i think the drama will be LESS because there's no eggs involved and because it's mostly new people that we won't know, we don't know them yet, no one should be fast to fight over characters and creators we barely know
anyway BADBOYHALO DO NOT TAKE ME BACK PLEASE PLEASE I CAN'T DO THIS AGAIN purgatory is good in retrospect LET'S KEEP IT RETROSPECT PLEEEEASE falling to my knees, crying a river, PLEEEEASE
unless skeppy is joining. ok. you can go. have fun. so be it. get your skeppy fix, king. buff out the q!skeppy lore. make it happen, big guy. i'll be there. suffering whenever it isn't q!skephalo. but i'll be there. either way. no skeppy? i'll still be there. im committed. i need q!bbh lore. it is what it is (lighthearted silliness)
#goopert talks qsmp#i get my fan content from tumblr and twitter and it was not fun either side THOUGH WORSE ON TWITTER#WAYYYYY WORSE but you don't need me to tell you#i think purgatory 2 will be a lot better than the first but i swear eggs better stay OUT OF IT!!!#NO BABIES BETTER HAVE THEIR LIVES HANGING IN THE BALANCE!!! KEEP THE EGG BABIES OUT OF IT!!!#speaking of babies i hope we see coco and caramel again on purgatory 2#i don't doubt that creator fans will fight for their faves rights (and wrongs) yanno yanno but even then#i expect a level of understanding the second time around to hold back while the event is fresh. who knows how long it'll last for
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15 Questions, 15 Tags!
I was tagged by: @pencil-case-watches hi
Nickname: Lucy/Jasper/Jay/Rae/Lu-Lu (thanks Void)
Height: 5'5 (154 cm)
Last Thing I Googled: “euro rock” for AA4 reasons
Song Stuck in My Head: 尋問 ~モデラート 2001 (Cross-Examination - Moderato 2001) (THIS ISNT EVEN FROM THE GAME I’M PLAYING BRAIN WHY)
Number of Followers: 64
Amount of Sleep: vague question. but it’s 1:30 am. currently my sleep schedule is 2am-12pm but this will change in under a week. college aaaaaa
My Dream Job: hell if I know, but graphic designer, drawfee person, twitch streamer, singer/songwriter, youtuber, therapist, freelance artist.... list goes on
Wearing: jeans and drawfee merch
Book/Movie That Summarizes Me: THE BELL JAR BY SYLVIA PLATH I- I cannot praise this book enough, it deals with dark topics yes but it fully may have saved my life. I am so serious I love that book
Favorite Song: rn it’s Against the Kitchen Floor because I’m mentally ill. but a good classic is perhaps Follow Through by the Altogether (sidenote pencil you’d get along with @/callsignwizard so well - AJR and BSA??? hello???)
Aesthetic: jeans and a tshirt. sometimes i am a bit edgy and sometimes i look like a middle school boy. usually somewhere in between
Favorite Author: Sylvia Plath is up there but she only wrote the one novel, the rest is poems, so idk if she counts lol
Fun Fact: no. it’s joke time. what do you call a fish with a tie? .................sofishticated. thanks for your time
No pressure tags: @moon-jellie @dragonwolf3416 @xperplexer @pleafyistired and anyone else who wants to!
#sdfhgdjfg i hope im not bothering anyone w these tags aaaaaaa#plex dont be mad /lh i just am not sleepy and i was streaming aa4#btw self promo moment my last stream for a while is sunday evening if people wanna come :o#i'll be finishing aa4 it'll be great#join the discord too or something#check my carrd im very cool i swear#not art#tag game#ask game#<- no it counts i swear
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