#it’s so soft aot time rn :((

[shiganshinaslut]

I want to fall asleep sandwiched between Mikasa and Annie, their arms messily thrown over me as I hear their soft, even breathing. It’s warm, and there’s a soft light emanating from the lantern in the corner. I hear the faint snores of the others in the room. It’s a comforting sound, and tonight I drift off to sleep feeling safe.

[raitonsfw]

𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚟𝚒𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚋𝚘𝚢𝚜 | 𝚓𝚊𝚎𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗

synopsis: You adored beach days with Eren, it was one of your favorite pastimes. You two would lounge in the sun, basking in the afterglow of a tan. But when he’s got a remote controlled vibrator pressing incessantly against your clit… suddenly relaxing became much harder (or easier) than you expected.

warnings: 18+ mdni, smut, fem!reader, modern!eren, boyfriend!eren, exhibitionism, sex toy but more specifically a remote controlled vibrator woohoo, dirty talk, petnames (babe, baby), slight degradation but mostly praising, fingering, finger sucking, overstimulation, squirting, eren gets jealous over the vibrator, rip mikasas’s pink towel. 

a/n: my best friend requested a beach vibrator/exhibitionism type scenario and eren was the perfect character to write it with, literally having aot brainrot rn so enjoy me simping for this fucker in my writing! wc: 1.8k. m.list

now playing: good vibrations by the beach boys (obviously)

divider credit: @benkeibear

The beach was awfully cramped today. Dozens of families cluttered the golden sand and you instantly felt self conscious. Not because of the swimsuit you were wearing, but the oval vibrator that was nestled right against your clit, waiting to be switched on. You glanced at Eren who was casually setting up the umbrella into the soft patches of sand and you crossed your arms against yourself, looking back out towards the glittering ocean. 

It wasn’t your idea to wear the vibrator, Eren had insisted with a ‘it’s waterproof, you’ll be fine honey,’ and you took his word, thinking what could possibly go wrong? But now that you're actually standing in the middle of the beach, you weren’t so sure if you could play off your arousal as you anxiously waited for him to press the button. 

Eren had his hair pinned up in a small bun and when you glanced down to his body, you nearly went stupid. It was hot outside, so of course he was already sweating as he set up the beach essentials, the sweat gleaned from underneath his white shirt as it lifted up when he stretched over to move something. You didn’t have much time to soak it in though before his shirt was promptly pulled off and his muscles were on full display in front of you. 

And oh fuck, maybe you didn’t even need him to turn on the vibrator. 

“Y/N, come sit down.” You heard him say as he sat down and you obliged, patting the sand off of your flip flops and putting your belongings on the edge of the salmon towel. You pulled off the cover up you had on, revealing your swimsuit and your hand subconsciously grazed over your lower tummy, worried that people could see the vibrator’s prominence. Eren whistled sharply as he looked you once over from his sunglasses. “Damn, babe…”

You shot him a look but then your mind wandered off as you took a good look at him. You just wanted to know where he kept that devious thing. But seeing as he leaned forward with his knees up and his forearms resting on them, his hands were completely empty and he smirked at you when he noticed where your eyes landed. 

“Looking for the remote?” 

“N-No, I was just thinking about how funny you looked sitting on a tiny pink towel.” You stuttered back, sitting in between his parted legs. His hands came to rest against your shoulders and you sighed, leaning back into him. It was truly a beautiful day, the sun glistened onto the sea with the rays beaming against your skin. The umbrella didn’t shield you two much but it was better than nothing, the inch of privacy comforting you as you waited for the inevitable. He had propped the two beach chairs on either side of the towel as well so that added to the depth of what covered you two.

“It’s Mikasa’s towel.” Eren admitted with a chuckle, like you didn’t already know. He planted a kiss against your exposed shoulder as he rubbed his hands gently down your arms.

Your eyes slipped closed as he trailed his lips up towards your neck, but you shook off his teasing. You vaguely felt him shuffle behind you, unaware of what he was grabbing and you clenched around nothing as you thought of him pressing the remote. “Eren, there’s people around.” 

“That’s the whole point, duh. Besides, I’m only putting sunscreen on you.” He grinned slyly as you heard the click of the sunscreen bottle echo in your ears and the cold lotion basically felt like ice as he slathered it against your back. Your skin was already so unbearably hot, from the sun and from his constant teasing, and the fucking devil basically sitting in between your thighs. You flinched, earning another quiet chuckle from him. 

“You’re so on edge today, it’s cute.” 

You didn’t respond as you tried to relax in the way he massaged the sunscreen into your skin, but all you could think about was the pressure you sat against and you couldn’t help but subtly grind against it. It barely did anything but you still sighed as you felt a tiny ripple of pleasure erupt throughout your body. You felt Eren’s calloused fingers stop rubbing the sunscreen in and you stopped your hip movements with a shudder as he sucked a slight hickey into your neck. 

“Someone’s excited, hm?” Eren hummed as he gave you the sunscreen bottle, a smirk buried in the crook of your neck. “Here.”

You lathered the sunscreen over the rest of your body as he turned on the speaker you two had brought, not very loud of course; you didn’t want to draw too much attention to yourself. Your music playlist came pouring through the speaker and you relaxed a bit more, the bass of the song thrumming into your veins. It distracted you from the vibrator dilemma and you happily sang along to the tune, watching some kids near the water make a sandcastle.

And then the fucker pressed the button. 

“Eren!” You gasped out suddenly, dropping the sunscreen bottle in your hands. They flew to his forearms that had wrapped back around you and your legs clamped shut as it seared pleasure into your clit. It buzzed viciously against you and you couldn’t do anything but take it, shaking lightly in Eren’s arms. He had put it on high too, that goddamn bastard and a moan threatened to spill from your lips. 

“What is it, baby?” He asked, his voice almost mocking your high pitch. The remote was wedged into his left hand and you wanted to snatch it away and throw it into the ocean. You were much too close already, the comfort of the song you sang falling away and you leaned back into his chest with a tremble. 

Your fingernails dug into his forearms and you felt him hard against the small of your back, pressing into you there as you got off on the incessant vibrations. You tried to keep your mouth shut but tiny whimpers forced their way out and you swore you felt him grind up into you with a breathy laugh. Eren flipped the remote in his hand, toying with it and your back arched into the droning sensation. 

You squirmed against him, trying desperately to stay still and to stay fucking quiet. But it was insanely difficult, especially when Eren parted your legs again as he threw your disposed cover up between them. His free hand slipped underneath your arm and down your chest, straight to your swimsuit bottoms and you keened at the way he pushed the vibrator harder onto your clit. He kept it there as his middle and ring finger plunged into your slick without warning. He gathered some of it onto them and then pulled them out with ease, tutted quietly as he examined with a furrowed expression.

“All because of this damn vibrator, huh?” Eren sucked them into his mouth like a fucking whore, tasting you on his tongue and you whined at the action. “How come this doesn’t happen when I’m fucking you?”  

You didn’t know if anyone was looking your way and honestly, you didn’t care anymore as your orgasm came bubbling up to the surface. Eren clasped his hand over your mouth, muffling the moan that came from you as you convulsed against the softness of the towel. It crashed over you harshly and you almost bit the remote that was pressed against your lips as the vibrations overstimulated you– it was too much, all too much and you gasped for air as he switched it off with the press of his thumb. 

“Shhh, it’s okay baby.” He shushed you, kissing the back of your neck as you came down from your high. “Breathe.”

His palm fell from your mouth, dropping the remote near your leg and you audibly sighed out in relief until you felt his other hand back between your legs. His fingers slid back into your wet heat and your breath hitched, discomfort circling in your abdomen. You were so, so sensitive and all you could think about was how to get your thighs to stop twitching involuntarily. “I’m not fully convinced. How the fuck did you get so wet from a toy?” 

“Eren, hold on, please hold on…” You pleaded, your entire face flushed red and you panted as you felt pleasure seep into the pit of your tummy again. You felt the cover up fall from your waist and you knew you were exposed now, his hand inside your bottoms and-

“Don’t worry, no one’s looking. I promise.” His words flew out in almost one breath as he felt the flutter of your walls against his fingers. He was so fucking hard in his swim shorts, he needed to get his hand on himself so badly but he wanted– needed to watch you squirt from just his fingers. How could such a little toy be so enticing to your pussy when he was right here? In the back of his mind, Eren knew it was probably just the scenario he set up for you, his control over a toy looming over you like a dark cloud. But it still made him fucking jealous.

God, he really wanted to make you squirt in public. He wanted you to fall apart all over his fingers whilst families sat a few feet away, tending to their screaming children or drinking from beer bottles without the slightest clue as to what’s going on right behind them. 

He curled his fingers into you headily, right against your sweet spot and you moaned at the overwhelming feeling hurtling up your spine and fuzzing your mind over. The music had been turned up a notch, you vaguely realized, for your sake. Because you just that fucking loud, mewls and whines coming from you. Eren pressed his dick up against the small of your back harder, grinding into it as he kept pushing into you quickly.

“C’mon, baby...fuck, I know you can squirt.” He groaned into your ear, watching over your shoulder with darkened eyes. He fumbled for the remote again, aiming to turn it on to rush you along but it was too late as you leaked all over his fingers, against the polyester fabric of your swimsuit, and all over Mikasa’s towel. It gushed out of you with a high whimper and you bucked his hips into his fingers in ecstasy. 

“Yeah, that’s it, my God. So much for me…” He cooed, pulling his fingers out and covering you up again with your pull over. He patted your thigh lovingly and you scowled at him, smacking him on his leg hard. 

“Mikasa’s gonna kill me!” You whined out, still out of breath and all Eren did was laugh. 

“Mikasa’s not going to get her towel back.” 

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[jeankirsteinsgirl]

The AOT Guys on Your Period

a/n: I'm on my period rn and its so awful and just wanted to imagine what the aot guys would be like when reader is on their period <33

CW: fem reader, pure fluff, periods (duh), slight mention of blood

Jean:

Literally the sweetest

totally watched a bunch of youtube videos and listened to podcasts about the "female experience" so he can try to understand what you're going through

"I'm right here baby, I'll lay with you as long as you want" then proceeding to let you be the little spoon all night long

gives you the best back rubs when you're cramping to soothe your muscles

Puts on your favorite movie to distract you

Lets you cuddle into him while watching said movie and strokes your hair the entire time

just the most gentle ever.

soft delicate touches, he's scared of accidentally hurting you when you're on your period

Would stop by the store after work to get you flowers and chocolate becuase he knows it's a rough time for you.

Your favorite kind of flowers of course (he knows all of your favorite things bc he's so thoughtful)

Constantly compliments you because he knows you feel disgusting

"No baby I mean it, you're so beautiful like this"

"There's no better feeling than having you lay on my chest"

"I can't believe I have the most beautiful girl in the entire world"

His big strong hands rubbing little circles on your belly omg

Would run you a hot bath for your cramps (see soft jean for more ;)

bought you one of those stuffed animals that you heat up for cramps and was so excited to give it to you.

Literally smiling like a 5-year-old when he told you he had a surprise for you and got so excited when you like his present.

only calls you babe and baby because he doesn't wanna accidentally hurt your feelings by calling you by your name

looks like a big teddy bear, is a big teddy bear

snuggles all the time

always worried about you

would definitely be one of those guys with an "i love my hot girlfriend shirt"

Eren:

Likes to joke about you being on your period when you're off of it but is always super considerate when you're on it

"Ts okay babe I'm right here" while he kisses your forehead to make you feel better.

Drapes a blanket around you on the couch to make sure you're comfortable

brings you food from your favorite restaurant to make you feel better

knows what you order of course, he pays attention

Frowns and acts all tough when you call him a cutie pie

"I am not. I'm just being a good boyfriend- I'm tough okay"

sure

You have ex fuckboy Eren totally wrapped around your finger

He's literally at your beck and call, not because you asked him to be but because he's so in love with you that he just wants to do all the sweet cheesy things with you

Would never admit all the cute things he does for you in front of his friends

Used to be a firm believer that getting kicked in the balls hurt more than period cramps until he met you and you changed his ways

lets you hold his hand and squeeze it when you're in pain

If you get nauseous he stays up with you all night, telling you little stories to distract you

Reluctantly holds your hair back when you throw up

Gives you his clothes to sleep in because they're looser and more comfy.

Adores seeing you walk around in his t-shirts and pajama pants becuase they're so big and it's so cute

the next time he wears them they smell like you

Would offer to rub your back but can't do it without getting horny so he doesn't :(

"Hey a real soldier isn't afraid to get blood on his sword that's all im saying..."

Levi:

Just like Eren in the way that he acts super tough most of the time, even more than Eren.

Rarely calls you cute names like "baby, honey, sweetheart" but totally does when you're on your period

The fact that it's so rare for him to do this makes it even more special when he does

Makes you blush every time

Would hold your hand as often as possible, rubbing little circles into it with his thumb

Not a fan of PDA but would hold your hand in public and let you kiss him on the cheek

If you're feeling especially emotional that day he'd put his arm around you and rub little circles into your shoulder with his slender fingers

Shows his affection in the most subtle ways

Would go grocery shopping bc you were out of food and come back with a stuffed animal he thought you might like from the store

"Yeah whatever, 'ts not a big deal just thought you might think it's cute"

You would wrap him in a bear hug and he would secretly blush, determined to maintain his "tough guy" exterior

Would'nt pick up food for you but would cook for you instead

Your favorite food of course

Doesn't get horny easily like a teenage boy so he could give you a massage whenever you wanted wherever you wanted

would offer to get things for you so you don't have to leave bed

Loves being the big spoon and would be wrapped around you all night

Like I said earlier, when you're on your period he tries to subtly be more sweet (he thinks you don't notice)

speaks so much more softly to you when you're on your period

is just more gentle in general

you're so needy for him both emotionally and physically and you'd want to be wrapped around him all week

and he'd let you

Armin:

Ik I said Jean's the sweetest but I changed my mind its Armin

THE CUTEST EVER

super smart so never had the misconception that periods were a walk in the park

knows all about hormonal cycles and how things would affect you differently

"I got you some dark chocolate, it's really good for soothing the cramps because of the high concentration of magnesium which eases the uterine lining so-"

"Thank you Armin" is all you'd say and giggle at the research he put into helping you

Constantly touching you, not in a sexual way but in a romantic, protective way

Holding your hand, arm around your shoulders, forehead kisses, cheek kisses, his hand on your knee when you're sitting down.

Constantly checking in on you making sure you're okay

always asking you to tell him how you're feeling and what specifically was wrong, kind of annoying but very endearing.

Would sit with you and watch whatever you wanted all day as long as it made you happy.

Would bring you whatever you want. Coffee? picked up. Blanket? on your lap. Heating pad? Plugged in. Takeout? Ordered already.

Genuinely the most thoughtful boyfriend

does everything you want before you even have to ask him it's like he reads your mind

Lets you lay on his chest and fall asleep, not moving until you wake up on your own even if his arm is asleep

Whispers sweet nothings in your ear when he thinks you're asleep but sometimes you hear them

"You're the most beautiful girl in the world, I'm so lucky to have someone like you"

"Watching you sleep takes my breath away every time"

CEO of cheesy love-sick boyfriend

Reiner:

Acts like Levi on the outside is actually Armin on the inside

Always so worried about you all the time, ESPECIALLY on your period

hates seeing you in pain so does whatever he can to make it better

constantly reminding you to take advil

one of those boyfriends who thinks drinking water will make it better "Just try it babe it can't hurt. It works, I saw it on TikTok"

Totally captivated by you

actually thinks you're really pretty on your period bc he loves seeing your natural beauty

picks you up to carry you to bed so you don't have to walk

Gets you flowers as often as he can to remind you how much he loves you

clueless about periods but very enthusiastic!

"I was talking to Armin and he said vitamin C was good so I got you a bunch of oranges from the store!"

thanks babe...?

Always calls you babe or baby, sometimes princess

you're mainly princess on your period, he wants to make sure you feel special

adores cuddling it's like his favorite thing ever and is so excited when you want to cuddle more because you're on your period

loves feeling how small you are against him and smelling your hair as you're curled into his chest

so possessive

would buy you things constantly

his love language is definitely gift-giving and physical touch

smothers you with hug all. the. time.

not opposed to period sex

would share a hot shower with you to ease your cramps

he'd wash your body for you and kiss the top of your head and your shoulders

would kiss every inch of your body to make you feel beautiful

the most protective boyfriend in the aot universe I said what I said

looks like a big scary grizzly bear on the outside but is a teddy bear on the inside just for you

[kensingtonbae]

what aruani fanfics do u read and what plans u to read u have??

Hiii anon thank you for the ask!!!

My fav ones are the canon compliant, especially the post rumbling ones, but lately I’ve been growing fond of the cadet days fics too…i find them so endearing and cute, there’s always something special about teenage love and shy first times😭😭 at the same time the post rumbling are very very interesting as they give you the opportunity to explore more complex feelings and situations overall (also they are always soooo intriguing since the author has total freedom to build the next aot narrations and I love to see how everyone interprets them!)

Modern aus are also really interesting, but i rarely read them since most of the time they are castes aus (market is saturated!!!!) or they just…don’t feel right to me. I like them, but i am veeeery picky with them.

So right now I’m reading some ongoing fics, like vbeow by @moonspirit (following it like a lion with its prey), my yellow light in your soft whispers by @annawayne, wpts by @dudewhy3 etc. (probably a couple more that I can’t remember rn😭)

Next I really want to read some more of Anna’s works, @aruanimess ��s too, and hopefully a good full Pokkopiku fic, by far I’ve only found one shots but they aren’t enough i am THIRSTY!!! If somebody knows any PLEASE hmu. Also there’s probably more i’m planning to read but again i can’t remember rn (I’m sorry I haven’t slept in a week killing ms brb)

Let’s not forget that i have a whole fic to write so i always try to make some time for it😭😭😭

Have a good day pookie!!!

[lunas-side-anime-blog]

Modern College Student/BF Armin Arlert Headcanons

(rewatching aot and damn I forgot how much I love armin.  someone pls put me onto some good armin fan fiction?  this boy doesn’t get anough attention honestly, lemme know if you guys want me to do anyone else, im thinking eren next?)

Pre law student

I think in the modern world, Armin would only look at his love for the ocean and nature as hobbies.  When it comes to investing in his education and making money to support himself and his family, he’d go into a major he’s good at just to be safe.  And that’s persuasive arguments, crazy attention to detail and maybe a little manipulation for the greater good so yeah…lawyer it is 🙂

Currently focusing on political science for his BA before law school

Shares a small apartment with Eren and Mikasa cuz they all looked at dorm life and were collectively like “yea, fuck that”

Armin and Mikasa are up first every morning, and they usually share a lil breakfast together before deciding which one should dare try to drag Eren out of bed

Has the best color-coded notes, the type of student to type into the chats links to resources he found helpful when doing the homework, pulls thru with the quizlet right before quizzes

Heavy on that study beats, listens to it even when not studying

Has canva pro and no you cannot use it 🫶🏻

Strict study schedule but he doesn’t go overboard like other honor kids.  He gives himself plenty of breaks and plans his workload so he can enjoy his weekends bc he knows he’ll be useless all burnout 

His Starbucks order is an iced brown sugar oat milk shaken espresso, sometimes with a blueberry muffin, boy likes his sweets

The Starbucks staff around the corner knows him personally and even have a lil crush on him since he's there so often, polite and always puts something in the tip jar (he may get a few free cake pops here and there)

Loves the sims and doing little legacy challenges, the type to get emotional when his sim gets married or has kids because he fr raised them

Deep into the lore too, has his theories about Bella Goth and hates Don Lothario with a passion

One time Eren deleted his saved family and Armin didn’t speak to that man for two weeks

Secretly loves fanfiction but only found family fanfiction bc it reminds him so much of his relationship with Eren and Mikasa. Soft spot for anything Harry Potter tho (proud ravenclaw)

I don’t think he’d smoke weed bc I feel like he’d be a paranoid high so it’d be more stressful than relaxing tbh

But he always trip sits his friends!  

Will go to parties if dragged along but the most he’ll drink is like a twisted tea or white claw and just kinda watch his friends get hammered like 🫣

The type of guy at the party who’ll get dragged into some drunk crying girl’s story about her bf and he’s just sitting there with his one drink, sober asf like, “omfg bestie! you need to dump him, like i’ll help you draft that text rn”

Smells like Johnson and Johnsons baby soap and like he’s so embarrassed about it but his skin is so sensitive he has to use the goo goo gaga stuff

Other than that he kinda smells like fresh laundry?  Uses too much detergent and dryer sheets so his clothes smell like extra good and he doesn’t wear cologne so yeah, hope you like Tide bitches✌🏼

Very loyal to the vanilla bean burts bees chapstick

Has a blue hydro flask that he always has with him, also constantly reminding his friends to drink more water

Totally has scared Eren by telling him about kidney stones and how the dumbass might have to just pee out rocks if he doesn’t drink sum fucking water.

Eren now takes hydrating v seriously :)

Most of his friends will go to him more than their actual advisor bc Armin is just much more helpful tbh and he loves telling them which classes or internships they should take.  

Actually prefers articles and podcasts over books bc of practicality and he already has to read so fucking much for school

But is lowkey one of the annoying ppl where like any conversation you’ll have will end with him like, “Oh earlier I was listening to this one podcast and-”

Has painted his nails a few times but I think he’s a nail biter so he kinda stopped after unintentionally eating so much nail polish

Secret passion for skin care, may or may not be a skincarebyhyram stan

Tried countless times to get Eren to at least wear spf everyday but yea, that bitch don’t listen

Mikasa does tho and they actually go to sephora together once every month for lil skincare hauls (baddie w her baddie friend)

Calls his grandpa everyday, even if it’s just for a few minutes bc he knows his grandpa is all alone now that he left for school and armin just wants him to know that he’s doing fine and making him proud

As your Bf

You guys probably met thru a friend of a friend, most likely you befriended Mikasa or Eren and they started bringing you over and eventually Armin would meet you

Bc in no way would Armin actively search for something romantic when his main focus rn is getting his degree but like damn you were just-

Wow

Anyway, as your bf expect literally so many forehead kisses

Kinda clingy bc he is indeed a scorpio, once it’s official between you two every night he’s like “so we sleeping at my place or yours?”

Bc why would you guys just sleep apart from each other?  

Armin fr forgot how to 

Fav cuddle position is you on your back and him with his head on your chest and arms around your waist

Bonus if you play with his hair and whisper sweet nothings by his temple

I’m on team soft dom armin, boy is a ppl pleaser for sure but still a dom

He’s pretty vanilla and heavy on praise, but if you want him to go hard and degrade you or manhandle you, he would as long as you guys set up a safeword first

His post nut clarity would hit hard tho and he would be so afraid you saw him as some sort of sexist pig afterwards

“WOMEN ARE BEAUTIFUL AND STRONG, IN NO WAY DO I CODONE-”

“Babe chill all you did was spank me.”

If you have a vagina, he is like super educated on the anatomy🤓

Fr makes you pee after sex

Washes his hands before fingering you and you’re just sitting there trying to stay in the mood like “😀”

Tbh the only things I think would be off the table for Armin is anything unhygienic or like anything involving other ppl bc boy is too insecure and possessive for anyone else to be seeing you like that

Sex on the beach isn’t happening either.

If you try to convince him he would just be like,”Sand will end up everywhere (y/n)!  Honestly, it’s like you WANT a yeast infection!”

Having a pre law bf is literally having your own attorney at your beck and call

If you have a problem with a teacher for example, Armin would fr hop on a call with the college and be like “sweetie, who was the head of your department again?”

Next thing you know the poor teacher is fired lol

Can and will fight all your battles

The perfect study buddy, like he'll make flashcards for you without you even asking or telling him what the next test was about?

You never have to edit or revise your essays again, Armin is just proud that you wrote it all out, he’ll take care of it from there so all you have to do later is submit

Armin made one day of the week your guys’ date night and literally someone would have to die in order for him to reschudle bc the boy takes it sooo seriously

Literally Eren can call from the hospital and Armin will just be like “you know what day it is?  Right, it’s Thursday.  Which is date night for me and Y/n.  So unless that broken arm turns into organ failure, don’t call me!”  

Date nights are museums, cafes, planetariums, sometimes you guys will even take a class together

But honestly, the best dates are the ones you guys have at home bc he likes just having you all to himself

Boy is jealous, but more so possessive

Like, it takes a very certain action to piss him off enough to act outwardly bitchy

Boys can make you laugh, they can compliment you, they can try to impress you

But if a boy were to try to protect and care for you?

Armin will snap

Thats literally his job and he sees it as a threat

Will go out of his way to make the dude look really incompentent.

Your study partner brought you a snack bc they know you missed breakfast?

“Y/n doesn’t like that brand, it hurts their tummy.  Maybe you should ask before just shoving whatever in their face😒”  

Its cold out and some guy offers you their jacket?  

“Woah there, prince charming, I don't think your 10 dollar Old Navy hoodie is gonna cut it. Darling, why don’t we head inside and get you a hot drink? 😇”  

A guy friend stops by with some medicine bc he heard you were at home sick?  

Armin’s there at the door like, “My baby’s immune system is really weak right now, the last thing they need is strangers just coming over and making them sicker.  How thoughtless are you?🤬”

Fights don’t really happen bc Armin is so good at de escalating situations, he’s also just such a simp for you that you’ll always gets your way

The only fights he won’t back down from are the ones where he feels like your safety is at risk

Over his dead fucking body would you do anything even remotely dangerous

This is where I see manipulative Armin.  He’d use his skills to convince you that you didn’t even care about what you were arguing for in the first place

At first he might feel a little guilty but after realizing you’re objectively safer from his manipulation, he doesn’t feel as bad

Kinda yandere tbh, but really soft and not dangerous

Your location should always be on tho☺️

Fav Nicknames for you: darling, baby, princess/prince

Songs that fit the vibe: Turning Page by Sleeping At Last, Bad Habit by Steve Lacy and As The World Caves In by Mat Maltese 

“Yes, it’s you I welcome death with, as the world caves in.”

“Nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart.”  

“Thought you were too good for me my dear, never gave me time of day my dear.” 

[moodywyrm]

about me + master list

hi, I'm moony! I use she/they pronouns and I'm a 21 yr old college student who loves writing <3 

my blog is pretty much all tlou2 writing rn, but I also love Stranger Things, Arcane, Overwatch, and The Legend of Korra <3 

Proud co-mom (with @pinknightsinmymind) of the Farmhand to Farmer Abby and Sevika aus, as well as Rockstar Sevika

DISCLAIMER: any and all college! basketball! abby fics I do are credited to @elsweetheart who basically kicked off the basketball! abby and (in my opinion) writes the best basketball abby!! all of mine are specific to a chubby reader n au that I’m slowly building up (with y’all’s help <3), but if u want the OG, go to kittie <3 in general go to kittie she’s wonderful!! a delight!!

Be warned, my blog is NSFW, so Minors Do Not Interact. If I get the feeling you are a minor, and you don’t indicate otherwise in your bio, you will be blocked. Once again: MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS GET BLOCKED.

And since y’all can’t think critically. ED BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT. fuck off. my blog is heavily aimed at being a safe and loving space for fat girls. literally choke on my metaphysical dick if you think you can bring that shit onto my page.

if u wanna support my writing, I love getting asks n replies n reblogs!! u could also buy me a coffee <3 And I have a wishlist, on throne 💕

not all of my work is on here! my long poly! steddie fic, as well as my old AOT work, are only on AO3  

mdni banners by @cafekitsune !! this will stay here for as long as i use them, so if I forget to put a disclaimer on any nsfw content from here on, this is here!

Random Stuff

Sapphic Book Recs 

Hozier Song Recs

General Book Recs

reading update - august 4th 2023

Stranger Things

thoughts on nancy and robin’s friendship (and maybe more)

thoughts on the first time nancy came home from college

thoughts on being eddie’s chubby lil partner - suggestive

little reassurances - eddie munson x lexi

soft breath, beating heart - eddie munson x chubby! reader - suggestive

excerpt from “why can’t this be love” - poly! eddie munson x chubby! reader x steve harrington (the magnum opus)

fresh hot buns - eddie munson x reader - suggestive

you know it’s not the same as it was - eddie munson x reader

The Last of Us Part Two

book patrol - ellie williams x chubby! fem! reader

TLOU2 drabbles masterlist (in universe and various au’s)

college! basketball! abby masterlist (with chubby reader and bookworm reader and chubby bookworm reader :) ) 

farm au Abby Anderson masterlist

Bonus for TLOU and Arcane: the cutest exchange I’ve ever had about Farmer Abby and Farmer Sevika

Arcane

Vi

no breakdowns here - college! vi x reader

abby and vi tapping your pussy after making you squirt - nsfw

college! vi kissing her gf’s back

vi taking care of you when you’re on your period - suggestive (like one comment)

vi taking care of you when you have chronic pain - leg cramps

cuddling with a needy + clingy vi

taking care of vi on her period - suggestive (one comment)

giving vi a back massage - suggestive

vi being touchy with a chubby girl - suggestive

vi when her gf sleeps naked - suggestive bordering into smut at the end

cuddling naked with vi - suggestive

vi loves fat pussy! - nsfw

vi with nipple piercings - nsfw

sucking on vi’s nipples - nsfw

vi's endless stamina - nsfw

vi + ankle kisses - nsfw

sub! vi getting strapped - nsfw

vi + bear hugs

taking a bath with vi - nsfw/suggestive

heavy petting with vi - nsfw/suggestive

vi laying between her chubby gf’s thighs

Sevika

farm au! sevika masterlist

rockstar sevika masterlist

sevika bouncing a big girl on her strap - nsfw

sevika being needy and eating you out - nsfw

sevika with a chubby! short! gf sitting on her lap

face-sitting with sevika  as a big girl - nsfw

sevika and chubby! gf at the beach - suggestive, like one comment

cuddling with sevika after work

ikea with sevika

cuddling with Sevika when your tummy hurts

short tiny sevika angst w/ hozier’s “unknown/nth”

sevika and using a smaller strap than you asked for as a joke - nsfw

sevika with pierced nips <3 - nsfw

sevika holding your pussy and cunt when she sleeps - suggestive

Ambessa Medarda

some thoughts about ambessa medarda - short nsfw

Overwatch

missed you - Brigitte Lindholm x reader - nsfw

The Legend Of Korra

lin beifong getting her frustrations out with her wife -nsfw

lin beifong in a suit  - nsfw

Resident Evil

carlos oliveira’s shaggy hair - nsfw

college! jill valentine x bookworm reader 

[mikasa-imadebiscults]

Hi! Could I request a male JJK nad AOT matchup?

Personality: Rather aloof, rational and private loner with a sharp tongue and witty remarks on hand but I do have a more gentle and softer side when u get to know me. I tent to have one close friend at a time, many people often come to me for advice or help because of my logical approach to things. I'm that friend you call at 3AM because u did sth stupid and now u need help (and i will get there, after spending 30min screaming at u for how dumb u are and telling u that there's no way i'm getting out of my house rn). I LOVE living my quiet (some could say dull) life without any chaos or disorganization. Although I'm a big homebody I can always appreciate time spent in the nature, just sitting down on grass and admiring the wonders of the world

Likes/Hobbies: ▪︎astronomy, stargazing ▪︎gemology & mineralogy ▪︎cloudy and rainy weather, long walks ▪︎reading

Dislikes ▪︎loud noises, intense smells, bright light, big gatherings of people ▪︎childish & argumentative & reckless ppl ▪︎coffee, alcohol

Love language: quality time & acts of service (both giving and receiving)

Extra - Ideal partner: Someone loyal, understanding, and dependable. I'm autistic, so someone patient, who can openly express what's on their mind would be highly appreciated. They would also have to be okay with the fact that I don't rly move around or talk a lot (and need to rest more often cuz I get easily overstimulated)

Thank you so much in advance! Hope you're doing well and have a great day♡

(Hello! I am having a okay day, nothing bad happened it was just okay lol. Anyway hope you enjoy this and have a nice day!)

I match you with..

Gojo Satoru

- He likes your witty remarks and often times makes sarcastic comments about it.

- Teases you about your soft side

- He rather hang out with a bunch of people but since you don’t like it he understands and doesn’t force you.

- When you guys go stargazing together, he will point out stars that look like random objects (for example he’ll say something like “Hey those stars over there look like a chicken bone.”)

- Likes to hear about the advice you give to other people, just out of curiosity.

- He loves spending quality time with you (like taking you to a restaurant, watching a favorite movie or show, etc.)

- He wants to introduce you to his friends and reassures you that it’ll be okay and that he told them to not overwhelm you when first meeting you.

Eren Yeager

- He doesn’t mind that you don’t talk a lot. He likes to spend time with you no matter if you’re silent or not.

- The both of you likes to be out in nature, reminiscing on past memories. You guys will tell each other about some of your favorite past times (if you’re comfortable with it ofc)

- When you’re feeling overstimulated he’s very patient with you and will get you something to drink (if you want) and will get anything you ask him. He really doesn’t mind.

- Introduces you to Armin and Mikasa and everything went well. Mikasa was a bit cautious of you but only because she’s just protective of the ones she cares about. Armin thinks that you’re perfect for Eren so he approves of you.

Masterlist

[ambrosialdesire]

i feel like eren would be good tho. like he would be TERRIBLE at first but after a few times that man would be the BEST at pleasing his s/o (aka me 😊)

YKW ANON THIS IS SO CRAZY THAT YOU SENT THIS RN BC I HAD THE SLIGHTEST FEELING YOU HAD TO BE AN EREN OR LEVI STAN BASED ON THAT MESSAGE YOU SENT EARLIER IF THIS IS YOU AGAIN LMAOOOO i stg it was like a spidey sense when i was reading it cause most of my anons have been firm reiner simps HAHA

nah i feel like every man in the aotverse are SHIT at sex at first, literally no one had game during their scout regime days or during the war (AND LETS PRETEND THAT EREN LIVED IN THIS SCENARIO AIGHT) so when they start to live peaceful lives, oh man are they all trying their best. i feel like eren's the type that would first be focused on his pleasure, like he can make you cum a few times during it but that wasn't really his intention to do so, he's just chasing his own high. but then when he starts to notice how much he likes seeing you get off too, yeah, he's on you like a madman.

if we're talking about who would be the best aot guy that can please their s/o though, the one i believe that has the potential would probably be armin like bro's an analyst, a strategist, and was chosen over COMMANDER ERWIN to live AND HE MANAGED TO BAG ANNIE SO YEAH he may be the shyest virgin there ever has existed but once he gets confident in what he's doing, it's OVER for your pussy (he's def like a soft service switch tho). AND I DONT EVEN LIKE ARMIN AS MUCH AS I DO WITH REINER, I JUST HAVE THE FEELING HE'S BETTER AT IT THAN ANY OF THEM 💀💀

ALSO IF THIS IS THE SAME ANON, IK YOU AINT TALKING ABOUT REINER'S LOOKS WHEN HOBO EREN IS IN PLAIN SIGHT /j

society when hobo eren 🥰🤤 society when s4 reiner 😪👺

[novorehere]

On a bit of an AOT high rn so I gotta ask

Thoughts on any human characters as prey/pred?

Examples like: Levi, Jean, Conny, or Erwin (S4 versions r my favorite :3)

/this is in a safe vore context because the show so brutal already… we need wholesome belly cuddle times bc my heart cannot take anymore pain 🥹👏/

Personally I like Bertoldt as pred

He babey

Or, secondary question: how would soft vore with any titan forms make you feel?

Personally not my cup of tea, but I could see how somebody could make something wholesome out of that.

I’m really sorry but I have actually not watched attack on titan! 😭

I know it’s like the “hee hoo vore anime” but It’s well above my personal threshold of gore and violence that I personally can enjoy a show having. (I am admittedly kind of a wuss, something like Beastars is basically my maximum amount of death and heavy handed metaphors I can handle orz)

However, my bf is OBSESSED with that show, and I know enough about it from going to anime conventions for years to know the basics about it. The whole “guy turns into huge, angry guy and epically protects his friends” is admittedly a very cool concept and makes my G/t heart happy. I know there’s quite a few fanfics out there regarding safe vore of the characters, so it’s definitely a demographic for sure. Also Sasha is cool. I do know that.

[kittencomicslol]

Last song: more than anything reprise from hazbin hotel, it’s just a gentle soft song and I needed something to fall asleep 2

Favorite color: all of them :3

Currently watching: I’m gonna finish the last 2 episodes of aot in about 30 minutes >_<

Last movie: the new demon slayer season in theaters lol

Sweet/savory/spicy: sweet!! I love yummy food. Savory comes next, it is also good. Spicy is last, my latina genes could only go so far and I just can’t handle spice

Relationship status: single and tbh probably to hyperfixated on a fictional characters to dive into another one rn unless I find someone rlly cool. But that’s fine w me, I enjoy my time w myself.

Current obsession: Demon Slayer, attack on titan(my aot oc🗣️🗣️🗣️), birds, pokemon legends of arkeus

Last thing I googled: lps for sale on ebay

Waaa I don’t rlly know a lot of ppl on tumblr and I hate to tag the same ppl again but like @mango-mya and @matsukaah

NINE PEOPLE I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW BETTER

OMG TYSM FOR TAGGING ME @liass-21 !!!!! i am so sorry i drafted this tag and i thought i queue'd it and i didnt so 😭😭😭 its only like a month late. its fine everythings fine. aaaaaa 😭

LAST SONG? - "photograph" by the midnight! it is on my writing-for-top-gun playlist bc it has huge maverick vibes lol.

FAVORITE COLOR? - pink!!!! also lighter purples and blues and most pastel shades <3 and black

CURRENTLY WATCHING? - a streamer i have never watched before playing the remaster of of tomb raider i-iii bc i am excited about the remaster!! and those games are my childhood <3 not to be a million years old or anything sakfhfjfhg

LAST MOVIE? - unfortunately it was 'oz the great and powerful' 😭 if any of y'all enjoyed that movie i respect it, but i had to see it on tv at a friend's house and we were having a great time laughing at the very unexpected writing and acting choices being made lol

SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY? - aaaaaaaa i guess savory ?????? but sweet has a special place in my heart ajdhfjfhfjg

RELATIONSHIP STATUS? - committed long term relationship to ~my person~ <3<3

CURRENT OBSESSIONS? - well this is gonna be obvious but top gun primarily !!!! additionally, dan and phil !! mission impossible !!! fall out boy!! and even if the current obsession level is not as high as other things, i am always at least partially obsessed with a hundred other things and people that i am probably posting about at the same time lol

LAST THING YOU GOOGLED? - “oz the great and powerful reviews” bc i wanted to make sure that im not crazy and that other ppl also felt that movie was an insane fever dream (apparently due to the 44% on metacritic i guess they did lol)😭

tagging: aaaaaa @brambleberrycottage @daffodilstark @tellhound @torchflies @melancholydandelion @goosefilms @driftershunt @downthegenderriver @callsignstingray

[kiyoomeii]

i feel like fannon levi is so mean 😭 like i see it but also what if i want him to be fluffy? what about that? what if i want him to cook dinner for me and wrap me in a warm towel after my shower??? pls that’s all i want 🥺

[elysianslove]

now that you’ve done jjk, haikyuu and sk8 the infinity, how about aot’s prettiest moans?

bfhjsfbs HOW HAVE I JUST SEEN THIS. this is my comeback post <3 this one was tricky but, i loved doing it! everyone’s aged up!! 

the links to the other works are at the end! 

PRETTIEST MOANS RANKING — attack on titan edition

at number five we have levi ackerman! i’m so sure of the fact that he’d try so hard to hide and muffle his moans, but that would probably only make it sound even hotter. if he’s above you, thrusting into you, he’ll bury his face in your neck, tight lipped and struggling to keep in his moans. or better yet, he sinks his teeth into your skin, bites and sucks to stave off the need to be loud. but when you pull him even closer to you, clenching around him and gasping right by his ear, his mouth falls open and a broken moan eventually tumbles out. his entire body shivers with the force of it as he gasps and pants and groans right by your ear. it’s exactly why him trying to hide it only makes him sound so much better, because he always ends up moaning right by your ear. just ragged pants and broken, staggering moans, breath hot on your skin, body pressed tightly to yours as he struggles to stay composed, because he really can never with you. a dream. 

number four belongs to pieck finger, who just sounds so, so gorgeous. i firmly believe that she’d be very teasing, to the point that she might even exaggerate her moans, but somehow having them still sound realistic. they’re the softest moans, little pants and whines of dramatized shock. she also giggles a lot, like so much. and even more so, she loves to do it right as she’s kissing you, with her lips hovering and lingering right by yours. she hums and sighs in satisfaction so often too, just as you’re sinking into her or just as your tongue finally presses against her cunt, or even just as she finally gets a taste of you. she always remains very composed, or tries her very best to, because she’s just like that. she looks so fucked out, but she’s giggling and smiling teasingly at you and arching into you as if she’s in complete control. just, the sweetest.

number three is for eren jaeger. rn i dislike him v much but i can’t deny he’d sound so pretty in bed. sometimes he’s more aggressive, so it’s mostly grunts and groans and loud cursing, but other times, he’s a treat. very delicate sighs and loud moaning as he lewdly kisses you while thrusting slowly inside of you. he also gasps a lot, panting and heaving when he really gets into it, but that’s usually reserved for the end, when he gets really close and lifts himself up, grabbing at your hips to lift them up slightly and to thrust quickly into you. at the start however, on some occasions, he’s very tender and slow and kind of lazy, just soft, lovely moaning, and broken sighs in between placing wet kisses along your skin. when things start to get a little more heated, his thrusts become sharper, still as slow, but so harsh, and it’s more of muffled groans in time with his thrusts. but oh my god, when he cums? so much gasping like, “ha— hah, hngh, fuck, fuck, fuck.” still mad at him tho.

number two is for mikasa ackerman. i just know that despite being this big strong girl she sounds so small and dainty when she moans. the cutest fucking whimpers and whines as she holds onto you, her moans muffled when she purposely kisses you to make you swallow them. she literally sounds like an angel, just the tiniest noises escaping her every second as she flinches or clenches or tenses or shivers. she’s so responsive too, and she’s not quiet because she’s shy or is afraid to be loud. no she’s quiet just because she is, like she somehow knows the power it holds over you. she gasps a lot of her words, which quickly dissolve to high pitched whines like, “plea— mmh!” when she really, really, gets fucked out, she gets so, unabashedly loud, it would be embarrassing if it wasn’t so fucking hot. just her crying and screaming for you, pleading and begging and sobbing. i can’t stress enough how loud she gets. shamelessly so, because she’s just that unaware. so sexy of her <3 

i don’t know if y’all expected this or not but you better have. number one is for armin arlert and that is not an opinion. it’s a fact. look at him, just simply look at him, and tell me the most gorgeous, most beautiful, prettiest, most angelic moans wouldn’t spill from his lips, especially, especially, when you ride him. he’ll be gripping at your hips so tightly as you bounce on his lap, staring up at you with stars in his eyes and his mouth agape, moans hiccuping. he just loses himself so easily in everything, eyes squeezing shut at the feel of you so tight and hot around him, his breath staggering and his whines broken. he always, always pulls you to him eventually, borderline sobbing as he fucks up into you, meeting your hips halfway. he’ll be crying and gasping and shouting out for you, sobbing about how good you feel, how he wants more, more, more, how he’s so close, how he loves you, he loves you so much, so much, so much. he loves to kiss you as he cums, when the feel of him becomes so overwhelming. he’s grasping your face in his hands so tightly, moaning and gasping and sobbing out grunts against your lips while his body tenses and spams beneath you. there is a reason he is the prettiest moaner. y’all know it don’t deny it. 

this is my favorite series. links to others: 

haikyuu prettiest moans ranking. haikyuu captains and their moans. jujutsu kaisen prettiest moans ranking. sk8 infinity prettiest moans ranking. 

[sharkiethrts]

Headcanons, Attack on Titan, Hange x reader, casual or just right. Bestie please majority of aot fanfics on here are literal porn I can’t anymore ☹️

writing style, casual

HANGE ZOE: headcanons: relationship with HANGE ZOE :D

mentions of season 4, fluff

[11:20PM, 19th March 2022]

- dude rambles your ear off

- like u rmbr that scene where they talked eren's ear off from morning to night?

- yeah that you rn

- they just want to share everything about their passion with u

- its so cute???

- omg if u EVER

- like EVER

- mention something they've mentioned briefly in one of their rambles

"ah, yes you mentioned that you're researching whether titans can smell last week, isn't that right? how'd it go--"

"--YOU REMEMBERED????????????"

- literally considers marrying you on the spot after that

- jkjk

- unless

- no but they were ACTUALLY considering it

-needs long hugs and cuddles

- especially during season 4 (season 4 is rlly sad fr)

- ever since season 4,

- they've been much busier than ever

- so yall been cuddlin less

- but whenever they could cuddle with u

- its so soft and comforting <3

- youre so secure in their presence

- they stopped talking your ear off

- instead, they just want to spend time in the warmth of your bed

- theyre exhausted omg

- pls comfort them

BONUS: sometimes thinks about running away with you and leaving everyone behind.

[gabzlovesu]

aight !! so i just finished ep 19 of aot season 1 & i'm still figuring out who i really like. BUT !! if i had to choose, i'd say jean, connie & armin are defs my faves -- appearance wise (in s4).

but that thing you said about a threesome w jean & connie ?? yeah, well, i have some... lil headcanons <33

↬ i personally think connie would be the type that struggles to keep his thrust even &/ in control. he's just pounding into you, unable to stop even when he already came bc it just feels so good & he cannot get his hips to stop moving !! to the point where he's overstimulating himself !! ↬ let's say connie is taking you from behind while you're giving jean head... personally i think jean's the type to whimper & whine whenever he's feeling good. he probably doesn't want to moan too loudly since connie is there, otherwise i think he's a rather vocal individual whilst in the bedroom. ↬ but back to giving jean head !! i think he'd be real sweet, not being forceful (on purpose) & he'd have his hand on your cheek as he guides you while you suck him off. he'd wipe away any tears that might fall when the lack of air &/ pleasure becomes too much. even while he's trying to hold back his moans he'll still try to tell you what a good job you're doing, how pretty you look & how good you're making him feel <33 even if it means having an exceptionally loud moan slip out or having his voice break a lil bit <33 ↬ i also think connie loves kissing !! he doesn't care that jean just came in your mouth, he will still pull you up -- your back to his chest -- grab your face & make you kiss him !! ↬ & let's not even get started on how pussy drunk connie gets !! jean could be fucking the life out of you (let's say the position is your back to his chest while he holds you up by your thighs as he pounds into you) & connie would just get on his hands & knees in front of you to get a taste of your cunt !! he doesn't care if he "accidentally" gives jean's cock a lick, too. he just really needs a taste of your cunt :))

yeah. that is all for now :)) apologies for any typos. it's 2am & i am a lil tired.

[also, don't worry about posting aot spoilers bc i already read most of the fandom wiki & in general idc about spoilers !!]

omgggggg samiiiii

i was gonna add on but you sapped all of the brain juice from me. i literally can’t function rn. i’m just staring at my laptop with my mouth hanging open in shock.

but it’s time for the real question… what’s their roles?? like who’s a dom, who’s a sub, or whatever else you can think of. personally i feel like jean is a soft dom who does a smidge bit of degradation and connie is the nicer one who gives out more praises. 😗

[jirouing]

★ ·.·˙··˙·.· FIND SOME TIME !

➫ pairings ;; keigo takami x gn!reader.

➫ wordcount ;; 789.

➫ synopsis ;; there came a pattern of knocks at the window. you lifted your head slightly to squint at the offense. out of curiosity, you were about to shuffle out of bed but your phone started to vibrate and halted you further.

➫ authors%notes ;; fluff, a soft hawks lol

The sun had long began to set and dressed the sky in a soft peachy color that bled through the window of your room. You twirled a pen between your fingers as your eyes glossed over the endless pages of words. They were all jumbling up in your brain and you wanted so badly to quit and nap then and there but you needed to finish. 

Still the internal battle was over once you let your head bang back against your headboard, groaning as you turn over and dose yourself in the fluffiness of your pillows.

Then there came a pattern of knocks at the window. You lifted your head slightly to squint at the offense. Out of curiosity, you were about to shuffle out of bed but your phone started to vibrate and halted you further. You scooped up your phone and your narrowed eyes softened once you saw it was a string of texts from Keigo.

love giver #-> Knock knock

It's your favorite person at the window (6:41 PM)

You snorted and began to text back.

uber hottie #-> yo you know sza??? tell her to release bloodstain rn (6:42 PM)

love giver #-> Hah hah very funny, [Name]

But come outside for meeee

I have something I wanna show you ((;;;;;;;;; (6:42 PM)

It took you a bit longer to respond this time. Thinking about the work you had to finish. Just as you thought about it, another text came.

love giver #-> Please, for me? I won't keep you long I swear on your heart (6:44 PM)

uber hottie #-> ... 

okay fine you big baby i'll be out in a sec (6:45 PM)

love giver #->🕺🏼💞💏 (6:45 PM)

You shut off your phone and finally made it to the window, opening it and popping your head outside to look for Keigo but to no avail.

"Hi, lovebird," the sudden sound of his voice made you jump a tiny bit and you looked up to see him slowly descending from above you. "How long were you planning that?" you questioned. The blond shrugged and planted a kiss on your forehead. "No clue. But didn't think you were actually gonna come out though."

You shrugged the same and he wrinkled his nose at the action. "I wasn't but I did because asked ever so nicely." Keigo chuckled and took your hand up in his. "There's something on the roof waiting for both of us, I think you'll really like it."

"Oh yeah?" he nodded quickly, "would I ever steer you wrong?" Just as you opened your mouth, he shushed you. "Ah- Don't answer that. Come with me." You rolled your eyes as he took you into his arms and flew up a few levels past your apartment.

He gently put you down and your mouth parted in surprise when you found the set up he concocted.

"Ta-da," he guided you closer to the picnic. "I saw you were going through it, so why not have the rest of the evening to ourselves? There's no people, no loud noises, no work. Just you, me, and this cute picnic basket." It was all decorated in different colors and he opened it for you to see. It had all of your favorite food and snacks packed inside, some of which you never would've thought he'd remember. 

"I...Keigo- this is too nice for me. I'm shocked there's no other special occasion." You gawked at the dimly light candles set in far corners surrounding the blanket. He snorted and he held your hands again. "I don't need a reason to spoil my baby, now do I?" You let out a breathless laugh and you couldn't wipe the bright smile off your face.

He squeezed your palms and his eyes met yours in a love-filled gaze. "Soo...do you like it? Is it too minimalistic?" You scoffed, "don't even try me. It's perfect. Especially since it came from you." Keigo gave you an adorable grin. His hand rose to stroke his fingers alongside your cheek, one brushing the plush of your lips. You leaned into his touch before he pulled away.

"Alright! Let's eat before the food gets cold!"

This was the most relaxed you've been in awhile and you can only thank Keigo a hundred times for doing this. The work you had left was gone for the entire evening and you could only focus on the little rooftop date you had. It was all too sweet and you made sure to kiss him a hundred more times for the thought.

But you didn't know that this was one of two surprises. The second one was although much smaller in comparison, it was sure to brighten up your day when revealed.

end%notes ;; short ending short ending

you can prolly guess what the sec surprise was ((;;;;;;;;;

anyways, my school year is coming to a close in a week and i was feeling kind of down and out about what might happen next so i made this specifically for myself - and any other struggling students or people - as a kind of "you can do it!" thing to take your mind off work for a moment. but i hope whoever sees this enjoyed because technically it's my first fluff with the birdman-

ps. - this is also here to put smth here while i finish those aot requests. i should hopefully be finished and have them up by tomorrow.

ps.s - i used [name] instead of y/n and i kind of like it better. feels less wattpad-y ifykwims

[leviiattacks]

No One Sticks Around | Levi Ackerman

note :: this was a request i just quickly wrote it because i managed to find some free time at 3am GODDD crying so hard rn i’m so upset over chapter 138 like i am in tears over it and school work T___T please i literally cried writing this because 138 made me so upset gn i’m a mess rn but if aot ends the way i think it does then idk maybe it won’t be that bad.

pairing :: captain!levi x cadet!reader genre :: angst, angst, ANGST word count :: 1.2k

warnings :: canon typical violence i guess?? not even really violence honestly but mentions of blood etc

He never understood why everyone had to leave him. Never understood why departure had to be defined as death. Never understood what he had done to be the one to witness each and every casualty caused by this misery but never become one of the bodies in the never ending bloody pile.

Living to be invincible wasn't as great as people made it out to be, neither was being as good as immortal on the battlefield.

Sometimes, Levi would look at his reflection and tell himself he had the urge to drop dead. He then would carry on to tell himself he knew he wouldn't be able to do that. He didn't want that really. All he ever wanted was to escape this cave of bloodshed.

The world was caving in and he couldn't do anything about it. No matter how powerful he was he couldn't. All he could do was watch in horror as he saw everyone else slowly die out.

He promised not to grow attached, there was no reason to grow connections or friendships.

Farlan and Isabel were bitter reminders of that.

That day he learnt death was worse when there was a shared familiarity between souls. Part of him died when he found them drenched in the damp downpour. Their blood soaked into the concrete beneath them.

The day he returned from that expedition he reeked of failure. He scrubbed his skin till it became red and he told himself to get a grip. Never grow attached Levi, no one sticks around. Those words remained stuck in his head .

But, he was stupid and made the same mistake again.

He had to redo the promise he made to himself again when he needed to put Erwin's life on a scale right next to Armin's. Another piece of him passed away when Erwin murmured his thanks. Silently, under his breath he told Levi he was grateful for all that he had done.

Levi didn't think he was grateful for it at all. In denial, he thought it was all a formality, after all, the both of them had been through thick and thin together. Erwin probably thought the least he could do before his death was to offer his thanks, that's how Levi saw it all.

Erwin died in his arms. He felt him sag and remain limp, he sensed his breathing falter and he shed a tear when it proceeded to discontinue.

When he returned from that expedition he scrubbed at his skin till it scratched and itched in irritation. He needed to be clean, needed to feel safe, needed to reassure himself that everything was okay. Everything would be okay if he followed his advice this time. Never grow attached Levi, no one sticks around. From then on those words rang in his head twice as often.

But, he was never able to learn in the past so what happened next served to be no surprise at all.

Present day.

He's only gone and done it again.

He's grown attached.

He knows it's wrong to choose you over Jean, he curses himself when he's fighting through his tears asking himself why he's being irrational and risking his own life for you, the weakest member of the squad physically, you've always been a hindrance when it's come to teaching combat. Somehow you scraped it into the top ten all those years ago because of your intelligence and problem solving skills.

As the years have passed you've also made yourself at home in one of the tiny crevices of Levi's heart.

Levi knows Jean is a greater aid to humanity than you, he knows it, he knows it, he knows it.

But, he can't go through the devastation of loss again.

His body acts before his mind can stop him, he darts to your rescue as Jean watches on in terror wondering why his Captain is acting illogically and picking you over him.

You're trying to look him in the eyes, telling him it's okay he can leave you behind and take Jean instead, "MY TIME IS UP. LOOK AT ME LEVI." Screeching and wailing the Earth is coming down to the ground around you.

He can't make himself look at you, he's not willing to change his mind.

Grunting in pain he stubbornly releases you from the grip the abnormal has on you, you're still screaming as you fall down the drop with him, your ear-splitting cries tell him he's made the wrong choice, but as he zips through the foliage aiming to return back to your base he eases up at the way you howl. It comforts him. He's sick and twisted for letting it have that impact on him, he feels like a monster but you're still alive, that’s all that matters. You'll return alive and he'll be able to shelter you from harm’s way.

"Don't let his death be in vain." He whispers the sentence into the shell of your ear and you freeze, his voice is cracking and you hold onto him tighter. You squeeze him in your suffocating grip and sob into his neck, you've both lost a comrade who shouldn't have died today.

By the time the two of you have reached safety he's still afraid to let you go, he hates himself for falling in love with you because the gap between the two of you can't be bridged. You're bound to die if you don't work on your strength and if you don't pass away before him it'll be because he'll stupidly sacrifice himself for you.

Trembling as he cautiously lets you off his back you ask him the long awaited question, "Why did you pick me over him?" Voice breaking up you attempt to keep your cool and find the reasoning behind the foolish decision he made back in the forest.

Levi turns to you hesitantly, his eyes are glazed over with tears and he doesn't know how to explain his selfish urge to you, in the moment he just knew he had to save you, knew he needed you to keep going.

Then he blurts it out without stopping to think of the repercussions of his words. "I'm not the kind of man to confess."

His hoarse voice tenses midway through, he has to cough in-between the sentence but his words are still able to sink in. They hang in the air and then what he means hits you.

You're worth more than humanity to him.

He loves you.

You nod acknowledging what has been said. "Your actions have told me as much." is all you can manage to choke out.

His eyes flick to your face, he's trying to memorize your features off by heart, he needs to commit them to his memory, he can't afford to forget how you look.

"Dying isn't an option for us." Your voice is soft and fragile.

He takes a hold of your hand and begins to draw circles atop your palm.

Edging closer to him at first you lean in to offer him a hug and tell him everything will be alright. Brushing his hair out of his face and stroking his scalp time passes excruciatingly slow

Gazing at you he Releases a shaky breath and unexpectedly grabs you by the shoulders lunging forward. His lips smash into yours, you give into his hold and the apprehension drifts away. Kissing him back you whimper into his mouth, you’ve never kissed anyone before but it all feels so right with him. His hands fly to the back of your neck tilting you deeper and you oblige. It feels like you’ve lived just to share this moment with him.

For now, he won't have to go back and scrub at his skin till it grows red.

For now, you have him and he has you.

Grow attached Levi, no one sticks around.