#it’s right in the dead center of my forehead too 😀 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ashersbraincell · 26 days ago

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Genuinely worried that I’ll develop trich aswell

mostly because a recent picking area on my forehead has been encroaching closer and closer to my hair line.

I think I would actually never leave my house again ffs. Like I’m already fucking repulsive to look at and my hair’s like the one thing I like about my appearance. Ffs.

I’m gonna die alone

#negative self talk #negative self image #tagging those just in case #trichotillomania #trich #dermatillomania #excoriation disorder #skin picking #skin picking disorder #it’s right in the dead center of my forehead too 😀#so I couldn’t even try to style my hair to cover the balding if I tried #the literally ONE good thing that can come from this is taking away my one reason for not going on hrt #bc fuck it if ima loose my hair anyway there’s really nothing holding me back #okay maybe facial hair could become a nightmare with my picking 🙂#especially if I accidentally cut while shaving or something #really don’t fancy risking it all with ingrown hairs #I’m never going to be happy am I #I just have to accept the fact that I will never feel aesthetically pleasing ever #but I can’t because it hurts #it hurts so fucking much when someone wants to take a picture of me #or ffs if I’m just chilling with someone within the vicinity of a reflective surface #and I’m having a good time and feeling silly and all of a sudden I catch a glimpse of my ugly mf mug #and I wonder if the name-calling and harassment was justified #and whether everyone around me sees me as repulsive or just pities me #I’m so fucking unlovable

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