#it’s okay I didn’t need my heart
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His Jupiter. His Rome.
#call of duty#call of duty mw3#cod#call of duty modern warfare#cod mw3#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghost cod#ghoap#cod fanart#cod comic#it’s okay I didn’t need my heart today anyways
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“You did not go over the wall.”
“No, George. I did not go over the wall.”
#bridgerton#queen charlotte: a bridgerton story#s1#1x06#king george#queen charlotte#charlotte x george#george x charlotte#🥺🥺🥺#it’s okay I didn’t need my heart anyways 😭❤️#this was to sweet for words
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hi fam !!
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#mikey welsh#ahhh omg :( i just fumbled so bad socially#and i just need to like. never speak again i feel.#and i’m trying to comfort myself because like. my friend started talking badly about me#and said i only use her to vent which makes me sad because i didn’t think that was true and i try to do sm for her#i made physics study guides for her ; compliment her when she posts ; and post her on my story a lot and always wave to her and talk to her#and i dunno. it makes me sad to think that but i can’t help it; you know? i just need to be alone sometimes and not speak to anyone#and it isn’t like i don’t wanna be her friend ; of course i do but like. it just hurts my heart she doesn’t wanna be my friend anymore#and it hurts my heart so bad and i dunno what im meant to do. and yesterday i had a party#and i said a bad joke in front of the wrong people and i just. accidentally embarrassed one of my good friends and i feel so bad#and everyone js went quiet and it’s just. i feel awful and need to be like. beheaded.#and i try to comfort myself like oh it’s okay. today is a new day. but today i feel even worse about it and there’s nothing i can do#to fix this; like on one hand THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX MY BLUNDER!!! but on the other hand; there’s nothing i can do and i have left#my imprint in their minds and it’s so bad. i wish i was like. dead or something; yk? like not even weezer can make me feel better and it#sucks so badly . i wish i could just not think anymore and ignore everything in my life. i just hate myself so badly right now ; and i can’t#even be sure that i’m gonna be better cuz i just lack so much social awareness. i wish#i was more socially aware . i just hate when i get too comfortable. i wish i awkwardly sat in the corner and#didn’t speak to anybody the entire night to spare myself from any awkwardness. i hate parties!! i shouldn’t have gone :(#SORRY FOR THR BENT POST I JS NEEDED TO TELL SOMEONE AND LIKE. GET KT OHT YK?#it’s just so. ahhh i hate everything sm rn :( but liek me and the friend joke like that all the time and idk. im just. :( i feel terrible#and i’ve apologized and he said it was okay but embarrassing cuz some ppl looked at him for his reaction#and i dunno. i just feel awful and need to just. focus solely on academics until my brain is fried and i can’t function or something !
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Perry Camlann I love you
#Camlann#yes dai is my favorite#but I cannot get over perry#(and Morgan of course)#hope gawain gets better soon xoxo#but perry#they have my whole heart#they are so determined#and capable#and I hope they realize they have been determined and capable the whole time#they didn’t become that way because of their name#and they are so kind#traveling to a dangerous place to rescue dai#because they needed to make sure he was okay
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aged several decades this morning alone
#some of you know that my ma is sick — needs a heart transplant/had to be resuscitated twice/spent a month downstate sick#we usually chat all morning through text and snapchat but this morning i got radio silence#she wasn’t even opening snaps#not answering calls etc etc#i was ten seconds from a welfare check when she finally spawned saying she’d been watching a show all morning and didn’t check her phone#ma’am i am glad you’re okay but you’re too ill to not check in with me pls 😭#personal ramblings
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can’t believe people hate the mch aetherotransformer. that’s my emotional support lunchbox
#i like when i peloton and cori presses the button on the box. also it’s the basis for how cori adapts to their messed up aether#so it really is my support lunchbox agdjdks#open your heart to the lunchbox it will be okay.#i need a text post tag#i’m reading a thread of people complaining about mch glams which is not a problem i have ever had#in fact i have the opposite. i currently am using 4 glam plates for mch and i need to get rid of one 😭#and i have another that i just haven’t put on a plate bc i didn’t want to match erenville#im the too many pancakes meme with mch glams
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You have excellent tag thoughts, especially about Key & Laf!!!!
thank you!!!! i wish i had a better description than just 🥹🦋😭💕🥰 to explain my reaction to you saying nice things about my tags but please trust that this ask just made my day!!!
#me when i. when you. y’all are so nice and i simply cannot handle it without immediately declaring my love for you#the absolute validation and joy i got from this ask is indescribable#BECAUSE HI THIS IS WEIRD BUT YOU’RE A MUTUAL IN LAW I THOUGHT WAS COOL and now you like my tags and i am feeling a little shy but also now#i am very very happy and 💕🥺☺️‼️ about it and ALSO i need to find the post of yours that i saved in the drafts because i went full ham#in the tags and didn’t want to be weird about it but maybe it’s okay (it is not nyr related it is jarvy related but)#ALSO THE FACT THAT YOU MENTIONED KEY AND LAF OHHHH MY HEART warm leftovers is so dear to me they make me feel unhinged they’re in Love#also tumblr let me have group chats i want to introduce you to my friend lostandmost who has made me exponentially WORSE about key & laf#in the very short time that i have known them and i want everyone’s key and laf opinions please & ty i feel like they don’t get enough love#liv in the replies#kitebird-hockey
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Today’s little guy is:
uuuuuuh this little guy 😬
#BUGS#my dog was not happy I stopped his morning walk to spend 5 minutes taking pictures of this tiny little dude#okay it wasn’t really 5 minutes… in human time. dog time works different tho right?#he was little. tiny. just a small freak of a creature#but I have the eyes of an eagle and I saw him sneakin. sorry bitch I caught you. I could have eaten you. be better.#sorry if you didn’t want to see a bug on your dash#SORRY HE’S NOT PRETTIER!#I mean I think he’s beautiful just the way he is but I can tell you’re judging him. not a good look for you I gotta say#you need to deal with your prejudices bud#fix your heart or die#mine#praying mantis
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made two phone calls, one of which was successful and the other ended in needing a call back tomorrow to schedule an endocrinology appointment i’ve been trying to schedule for over a month and a half now :-)
but tbh i’m glad i got it over with bc i’ve been meaning to make these calls and keep forgetting until it’s the weekend lmfao
#but hey i’ll be able to have a consistent supply of anxiety meds soon!!!!!!! gotta drive 2 hours but oh well#i’ll be able to have video follow ups after this initial appointment#the front desk lady said i sounded very upbeat and i didn’t know how to condense ‘i have bad social anxiety and i feel bad#even coming off the slightest bit annoyed or mad at the person on the phone helping me bc i know they deal with a ton of shit’#and so i just……… giggled. awkwardly.#anyway i definitely need anxiety meds and maybe they can deal with my thyroid meds there too bc#they specialize in adrenal + endocrine medicine as well as mental health medication so like. hey let’s get two birds stoned at once y’know?#anyway JUST BE PROUD OF ME OKAY?????#bee told me i can’t do any drugs with her until i get my thyroid sorted out#(i have heart palpitations + horrific physical anxiety which fuels my mental anxiety all as a side effect SO LIKE I GUESS THATS FAIR)
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Kingdom of Ash Chapter 58
Chapter; Highlights
Not that there was much Elide could do.
Despite the generous gift of power that ran through the Lochan bloodline, she possessed no magic, no gifts beyond reading people and lying.
Rushed to get bandages, hot water, and whatever salves or herbs the healers calmly requested. None of them shouted. They only raised their voices, magic glowing bright around them, if a soldier was shrieking too loudly for their words to be heard.
The sun was barely over the horizon, judging by the light at the windows set high in the Great Hall, and so many already lay injured. So many. Still they kept coming, and Elide kept moving, her limp becoming a dull, then a sharp ache. A minor pain, compared to what the soldiers endured. Compared to what they faced on the battlements.
She didn't let herself think of her friends.
Didn't let herself think of Lorcan, who had not come to the chamber last night and had not sought them out this morning. As if he didn't want to be near her. As if he'd taken every hateful word she'd spoken to heart.
So Elide aided—and did not stop.
No, that magnificent horse trampled them, fearless and wicked, just as Chaol had predicted. A horse whose name meant butterfly
—stomping all over Valg foot soldiers.
Had his breath not been a rasp in his chest, Chaol might have smiled. Had men not been cut down around him, he might have laughed a bit, too.
But Morath was launching itself at the walls and gates with a furor they had not yet witnessed. Perhaps they knew who had come to Anielle and now hewed them down. Aelin and Rowan fought back-to-back, and Fenrys had plowed his way down the battlements to join Chaol by the second siege tower.
Morath, it seemed, did not think to surrender. Only to inflict destruction, to break into the keep and slaughter as many as they could before meeting their end.
His shield bloodied and dented, his horse a raging demon herself beneath him, Chaol kept swinging his sword. His wife lay within the keep behind him. He would not fail her.
Soon now. They'd win the field soon, and the song in his blood would quiet.
Part of him didn't want it to end, even as his body began to scream to rest.
Yet when the battle was done, what would remain?
Nothing. Elide had made that clear enough.
She loved him, but she hated herself for it.
He hadn't deserved her anyway.
She deserved a life of peace, of happiness.
He didn't know such things. Had thought he'd glimpsed them during the months they'd traveled together, before everything went to hell, but now he knew he was not meant for anything like it.
But this battlefield, this death-song around him ... This, he could do. This, he could savor.
The golden helmets of the khagan's army became clear, their fiery horses unfaltering.
Finer than any host he'd fought beside in a mortal kingdom. In many immortal kingdoms, too.
Obeying the death-song in his blood, Lorcan let his shields drop. He did not wish it to be easy. He wanted to feel each blow, see his enemy's life drain out beneath his sword.
The earth shook beneath thundering hooves, and arrows screamed overhead. Then there was roaring. And then blackness.
#Chapter 58#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Elide Lochan#Yrene Towers#Nesryn Faliq#Salkhi#I love Salkhi#Sartaq#Chaol Westfall#Lorcan Salvaterre#First Read along with me NO SPOILERS PLEASE though warning for post & tags up to KoA 58 & more reacts/notes/quotes in tags below#No power; um Reading & lying is a skill though she’s brilliant she doesn’t need power-I love that they don’t shout-waiting for Sunrise —#—Okay where’s elide?there she is?what was with the ending?What??Where?Go!Eretia aww she came too! —smart children for Mala#The heart-realizing it-DID NOT STOP-Farasha lol Hellas Butterfly-YESROWAELIN literally have each others backs-the color scheme—#—of this cinematically with the dark colors against gold in the rising sun *chefs kiss* would be perfection-please don’t bring in spiders?#so how did that work btw with Falkan & the age & not recognized?Hope!!! DAMNThe dam!Water AND fire Noooo! YAS NESRYN&SALKHI! My bbs!#Just turn it to steam Aelin! Iron all the clothes lol she’d make a great dry cleaner! Whitethorn & the Queen inch by inch the land is their#song of war-then quiet-What would remain?She loved him she hated herself for it and he didn’t deserve it-You2can have peace too Lorcy#Fiery horses?better but still bad…LORCAN DONT U DARE!lion & death roaringNo armorNo prisonersjust war echoesold woundsThe#aftermath of forgotten thingsWhite banners-Next next time-She’s a good learner-The tower Westfall#The would not fail Celaena paralell along with then it is not the end THATS MY WIFE#Lorcan and the lion them all working together Fenrys and chaol or Sartaq signs to Nesryn#get back in line hold the line she held the line#told him not to run but to fight. — I don’t think we can trust the so called gods of these books anymore
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#911#911 abc#911 fox#s3#3x03#it’s okay I didn’t need my heart anyways#🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️#christopher diaz#eddie diaz#evan buckley#evan buck buckely#buddie
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I am just going to picture post-BW arc SQX wandering around brokenly singing the ballad version of Gu….
forever…..
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I am not well 🤧🤒🥺😴
#personal#last night beba went to bed at 8 pm#I was like okay let’s get started with night time routine because it’s gonna take at least an hour I’d like to go to bed as soon as he does#and legit I started rocking him in my arms around 8 and he closed his eyes around 8:05 and started whining#when he does this he wants me to put him down so he can fall asleep on his own#which just breaks my heart but it’s a good thing#anyways he starts whining so I put him in his bed#and then close the door and leave the rain sounds on for him#and I anticipated giving it about 10 minutes before he thrashed around a bit and started crying because he can’t fall asleep#that’s usually when I come in and pick him up and rock him again and we do the same song and dance for about an hour#and literally I set him down to sleep at 8:15 and he just…slept through the night#I went to bed at 830 and fell asleep by 9 and he slept the whole night#my goddddddddd#I needed that sleep so bad#it didn’t fix me entirely but it’s a start
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I really should go back to the short story about the fishwives and bal maidens tbh
#holds a special place in my heart#someone needs to hold me to it#mind you I’ve only got the idea for the story not an actual plot lol#idk! between this and the short about the Duke of Cornwall’s regiment#I have two interesting playing fields in which to uh. okay#at least re: fictitious Cornish history.#god help us if I wrote a short story inspired by ALL my special interests#I did one VERY loosely inspired by Antarctic exploration. didn’t even take place in Antarctica lol#I’m still steadily working on my fungi guide#aaaah I want to talk to someone about the stories I’m writing#I was really proud of my polar-inspired one#:/#it is collecting dust in my desktop folder#I chewing on the walls here#the fishwife story is one that’s been rattling around#but I kinda don’t wanna write it if I don’t get to share it ya know?#im still gonna TRY and work but there’s a lot less motivation#I need to find a new local writers group
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hi i am back with another bts question :) best (or fav) hair colour on each member?
helloooooo md !!!!
the way i've thought about this so many times and i have such a hard time figuring it out djdksks but okay let's try !! thanks for letting me go a little bananas <3
namjoon:
oh i love silver haired joon like LOOK AT HIM !!! no i'm obsessed i love this color on him sm like idk something about him just !!! makes me go insane!!
i also have to give a shoutout to this light haired joon in particular bc he makes me short circuit so bad <3
wait as i was going through my camera roll i foudn this photo.... brown hair joon... angel
jin:
LIGHT BROWN HAIR SEOKJIN MY LOOOOVE !!!! LIKE HE IS MY SNICKERDOODLE COOKIE W THIS HAIR I DONT KNOW ELSE TO PUT IT !!!!!!
but i HAVE to give a shoutout to purple hair jin bc obviously he is just so angelic here like purple haired seokjin has my heart 🫶
yoongi:
🥴🥴🥴 orange hair yoongi 🥴🥴🥴
😵💫😵💫😵💫 mint yoongi 😵💫😵💫😵💫
like i look at these two and i want to bite glass i don't know how else to put it i'm so sorry for this insanity but this yoongi makes me insane however my favorite hair overall is his wavy long hair he had when he wore the "the earth is flat didn't you know that" shirt & his long hair now or his daechwita mv hair like THAT hair??!?!!,!,! 🫨🫨🫨
hobi:
there is something about this red hoseok that i can't get enough of like !! i just think he looks so pretty and i'm !!!! in love w this color sm !!!! like that my best friend jung hoseok !!!!!
but also icy blonde hobi was soooo close to getting first place to me like . i think i'd do anything for icy blonde hobi ‼️
jimin:
BLONDE JIMIN MY BEST FRIEND BLONDE JIMIN!!! i know i'm not the first person to say this but he just is a natural blonde like it just works SOOOO well for him it's perfect and i love it so much i miss blonde jimin i would love to have blonde jimin back
like idk any level of blonde he's just soooo suited for im in lvoooooe w blonde jimin v babygirl of him
taehyung:
i actually okay i think tae looks good with every hair color and i simply ,,,, can't fully pick bc i am indecisive w tae's hair in particular but his range !! like just iconic hair color after iconic hair color and black is just good on all of them but when it's wavy like this ?? oh insanity
and i think idol tae is underrated im going to say it
jungkook:
i stand by the fact that natural black hair jk is a menace like ,,,,, no he's soooooo good with his black hair and he makes me bonkers i do love his black hair sm esp when it's wavy or curly oooh that my fav esp when it's long !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
however if we're looking for a hair hair color i think his THIS particular wavy blue hair w ponytail was so cute !!!! like this whole look is cute !!!
also when he had purple hair !! but the short purple hair !!! aaaah like i love jk he's cute in eveyrhtinf :(
#okay now i need you to tell me yours !#ou asked the most indecisive person ever i am so sorry this is so long but enjoy bestie <3#also did you know that you can only add 30 images onto an ask… that is so evil bc i literally made a folder of 134 pictures and it#took so long to narrow down#the amount of orange hair yoongi photos i couldn’t include is evil . even#didn’t use the emo organge haired yoongi w the whipped cream that i think about almost daily#THE AMOUNT OF LONG HAIRED WAVEY HAIRED YOONGI I COULDN’T USE !!!! HOMOPHOBIC !!!!!#ONLY PICKING TWO BLACK HAIR JUNGKOOK PICTURES ???? oh it was so difficult... i simply look at jungkook and become the heart eyes emoji#but i tried my best to make a comprehensive list teehee <3#mdverse#ask#not glee
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i love lewis more than merc ever could btw
#just in case you needed to know !#i have more love in my heart for that man than his entire team ever could have#i still have the race recorded but i truly cannot bear to watch it bc i can’t see that podium i don’t wanna see lewis celebrating alone#i will end up burning brackley down if i do#like i’m sorry george crashed and i’m glad he’s okay but if lewis was third and crashed out and george had lucked into a podium merc would#treat it like he’s the second coming of christ i’m so sick of it#after everything lewis has done for this team and the last two years when they’ve refused to make a competitive car podiums/poles/wins are#not a guarantee anymore and it just makes me MAD that they didn’t show up for him i’ll never forget it lmfao#whatever merc have been showing their true colours recently and i’m not here for it#if i keep going i’m going to cry btw so im stopping before i do#he is SO graceful and grateful for everybody around him and i’m SICK OF IT#they know that lewis will never turn on them and i’m just !!!!!!! i can’t do this
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