I’ve been having a lot of difficulties in my personal religious life lately due to currently being in the process of converting to Judaism (a process I began almost two years ago and was supposed to finish this coming spring) and I just want to say that it has been so unbelievably disheartening to see the way that self proclaimed liberal Jewish institutions have been handling the fact that Israel is carrying out genocide against Palestinians. I attend one of the most famous and oldest LGBT synagogues in the country and today during our conversion group study meeting we talked about popular tourist and religious attractions in Israel. My teacher joked that he “felt like a tour guide” showing us all these cool places of cultural and religious importance in Israel while giving but a tiny acknowledgement to the fact that Israel was built on colonial violence and occupied land. Today, as I read about thousands of displaced Palestinians in the south being bombed in areas that were thought to be safe I also had to sit through an Israeli “history lesson” focusing on its importance as a safe haven for Jews. I’m so devastated by the way I’ve been seeing pillars of LGBT Jewish life respond to what’s happening. I don’t have anything smart to say it’s just so dire to see that white liberalism extends so deeply into spaces that I and so many others turned to for religious fulfillment
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I hate that Cameron calls himself “daddy”
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also whoever sent me skate rat johnny fuck u it’s been 2 weeks and i stare at the ask bc why would u want that who wants that who would want that man all icky and toxic and so fucking hot oh my god i’m not opening google docs U R
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wow okay. holy shit. disgusting. tw for the mention of the whole atticus mitchell thing.
so I’ve been made aware of the whole situation with atticus mitchell being a groomer (sorry that I’m super super late to this, I haven’t interacted with the fandom or any outside-of-show content until very recently so I apologize that I have to bring this up again when most of you already know). thank you to that person for letting me know.
knowing what I know now, with the intentions of being responsible, respectful, and doing what is comfortable and in the most amount of people’s best interest, i wanna know y’all’s thoughts on me putting up any benny related content in the future (and this is purely hypothetical and will be based on ppl’s feedback, it’s not like i have a massive backlog of benny related things waiting to be posted or something like that). i know some people are cool with interacting with things solely about the character, while others prefer to ignore him altogether because of the actions of the actor. I still care about this show and it’s characters, but in no way do I support mitchell’s actions and I do not want anyone coming onto my page attempting to defend him. again, i wanna know what’s best for YOU guys so that i can respect that in whatever i potentially do going forward (if I do post anything it would most likely would be art bc that’s my ballpark, but again, this is all completely hypothetical, because hearing about the whole situation has honestly drained a lot of my motivation).
responses welcome, my inbox is open and anon is currently on in case people are more comfortable talking anonymously (responses will not be shared) ! take care of yourselves ♡
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woa chronic anxiety and ocd be upon thee
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this made me feel ill. chapter 2 vs chapter 6.
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i have my pain management eval that i’ve been trying to get for four months so that i can get a physical therapy referral, neurologist referral, psych referral, and other things referral and have a provider in the state to prescribe my meds, and it’s finally scheduled and it’s on the three year anniversary of my disabiling injury
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Burnt eggs is the worst smell on the planet
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hey god, me again Um. what the fuck
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"our beautiful little daughter," he says. while he drags her lifeless, charred body behind him. as he grips onto her arm with only one hand. he has the strength to carry her. he doesn't. her wheezing breaths. her wide, unseeing eyes. the haphazard way in which he drops her to the ground so that he can kneel and clutch at Lestat's legs. hmm. her name. what's her name, Louis? "it's never been about me!" yes. it's never been about her, indeed.
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"the cheating wasnt that big of a deal"
okay but have you considered
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I fucking hate beauty standards what the fuck is “bucal fat” I’ll kill you
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I’m tired of going to sleep with double layers of mask because the students around me are doing weed at 12 in the morning
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some more dankovsky
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falsettos big gray block will actually be my cause of death bc sorry what do u mean it represents marvins perception of reality and what do u mean that when whizzer dies a piece of it is permanently taken out. ehat
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