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possibilistfanfiction · 3 months ago

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caitvi: funeral :)

[i see u all trying to get me to write angst don't think i don't! but this is v little angst & mostly sweet, once again i love sisters. jinx pov, little continuation of this silly au if u are interested.]

‘are you attending some funeral i don’t know about, or —‘

vi huffs, straightening her collar in the mirror by the front door. ‘it’s a nice outfit.’

‘sure.’ to be fair, she is in nice black slacks — possibly her only pair of pants other than her firefighter uniform that don’t have a rip somewhere — and chelsea boots without too many scuffs, and those are fine on their own, but paired with a black, long-sleeve button up and a black trench coat — yours, thank you very much — she looks kind of ridiculous. ‘if you’re a caterer. or, you know, a pall bearer.’

she groans, flopping down on your couch in very overdone despair. and people say you’re dramatic. ‘well then you fix it.’

you’d known vi was nervous for days now, which you think is ridiculous. you’ve already climbed twice indoors again with caitlyn and jayce, so it’s not like they haven’t seen each other and subsequently flirted to no end; thankfully ekko had come the second time, so, along with jayce, you outnumbered them at least. vi had sent some monster stuff on lead, a great outcome of her nerves that was honestly sick to watch; she’s also showered every day and cooked you dinner when she’s not on shift, and she even got a real honest-to-god haircut at a real honest-to-god barber instead of your haphazard best with clippers and a pair of dull scissors every few months. she doesn’t look too different, really, a little neater if anything, but she carries herself with a self-consciousness — some mixture of deep care and a little embarrassment, maybe — that would be endearing and amusing if it wasn’t so tragic. seeing vi this stressed over a pretty (which you will admit aloud; you can see caitlyn) and cool (which you will never admit aloud) girl kind of makes your chest ache a little.

‘can do,’ you tell her, taking pity, and salute to off-set her frown. it works, just like it does every time, like it has since you were little, even if you feel kinda upset too. the idea of having to share vi with anyone, even if it’s a good thing and a good person, even if she definitely deserves to give her love — the best love — to someone, has been making you feel off, so you’ve been seeking out all the comfort you can. sometimes everything is too fast and too slow, the voices that have been so quiet these past few years, since vi got out of prison and you moved in with her and started university, knocking on your door, urgent. you’ve talked about it with your therapist and worked on adjusting your meds; you’ve tinkered in your room with the lights off when everything has been too loud; you’d sat in the park with ekko under your favorite tree, your head in his lap. you haven’t told vi explicitly, but she knows what’s going on, and she’s woken up from frequent nightmares before you’d been able to sleep lately, so you’d sat together on the couch, covered in soft blankets, and rewatched your favorite episodes of queer eye in the middle of the night, crying so hard you end up laughing as the sun comes up.

you have your own rooms now, after you upgraded to a bigger, much nicer apartment in a much safer area of town after she’d saved enough money and you’d gotten a work-study to help with the rent; she’d insisted on the smaller bedroom, because a lot of her shifts are overnight, but mostly you think it’s because she loves you and, in a lot of ways, is just trying to make up for lost time. you’d stopped being mad at her for getting arrested a long, long time ago, and, even though the voices are louder right now, they’ll fade, and you hope that knowing someone like caitlyn will help assuage vi of some of the guilt she’s always still carrying around.

you walk into her room first, scrounge around in her closet for the sweater you know she has because you bought it for her last birthday, hopeful for occasions just like this one, and emerge victorious. you put on your best tan france accent and pop a hip. ‘this, tucked into your pants, to match your eyes.’

vi nods seriously, even though she smiles at your impression. ‘good one, jinx.’

‘i know,’ you say. ‘i am the best dressed family member for a reason.’

vi is kind enough to not mention your current outfit of a ratty old fire department hoodie of hers that has long since been retired, sleep shorts with the elastic coming out of the waist, and mismatched socks, one slipping down your foot, but she does raise an eyebrow before shrugging out of the trench coat and unbuttoning her stupid shirt. the sweater you had picked out, and saved for, for months, is tight enough you can see her muscles, but loose enough she doesn’t look like an asshole; it’s a soft cashmere with a cool mock turtleneck you think fits her well. you nod in approval and venture to the coat closet while she tucks it in, and then bring her a leather jacket that had been vander’s once upon a time, you’re pretty sure, so it’s oversized on vi, but, ‘very cool,’ you say.

she looks at herself in the mirror and her shoulders relax; you know you did a good job, so you grin and pat yourself on the back. vi rolls her eyes but she laughs and wraps you up in a hug anyway.

‘are you wearing cologne?’ you mumble into her shoulder.

‘is it too much?’

‘no,’ you assure; it’s musky, with a little bit of smoke: warm. ‘it smells nice, actually. good taste for once.’

you feel her smile on the top of your head, and then she takes a serious breath.

you back up so you can really look at her. ‘caitlyn is, like, fine and all,’ you say, ‘and i will detonate a bomb if you tell anyone i said this, but you’re the coolest person i know.’

her eyes start to get a little watery so you wrinkle your nose and shove her; she barely moves, she’s so strong, but it does get her to sniffle into a smile. ‘you sure you’re okay with this? i know things have been harder for you lately.’

she wouldn’t ask if she didn’t really care, about both you and caitlyn. ‘yeah, sis,’ you say, and you mean it. ‘i’m sure.’

vi’s smile is too bright for you to feel otherwise, honestly. she putters around a little in front of the mirror again, and then you hear the buzzer. you scramble past her so you can answer. ‘come on up,’ you say, before caitlyn can even get a word in, and then buzz her in, grinning at vi when she sighs.

‘did you think she brought you flowers? oh my god, please.’ you twirl around.

‘you have a boyfriend; you and ekko go on dates all the time.’

‘i guess.’ you wrinkle your nose; it’s true, but, ‘definitely not quite like this though. wined and dined and all.’

caitlyn knocks on the door before vi can get another word in, and when you open it, a little too fast so it flings into the shoe rack, which makes vi wince, you’re very, very glad you made vi change, because caitlyn is in an understated, gorgeous navy blue dress and camel peacoat, her heels making her a good few inches taller than vi.

‘hello, jinx,’ she says, and then offers you a bottle of red wine and a carry out bag of — when you sniff it — your favorite chinese food. ‘as penance for stealing your sister tonight.’

you turn to vi. ‘keep her, please.’

both caitlyn and vi laugh while you scurry over to the kitchen island with your bounty, but you watch vi accept caitlyn’s offering of a single pressed flower in a small, simple black frame. ‘violet,’ she says, smiles crookedly, and vi grins, a little in awe, and kisses her cheek.

you’re ready for this, you are, because vi sets it down carefully on the entry table you’d fixed up together, and then smiles over at you, her fingers already tangled with caitlyn’s. ‘be good, jinx.’

you roll your eyes.

‘see you later,’ she says. ‘don’t wait up.’

‘ew.’ you uncork the wine; you’ll have to google the bottle later to see how much caitlyn really is trying to get on your good side. ‘have fun, i guess,’ you say, and they wave as they head out the door.

you do wait up, of course you do, playing video games and texting vander. when vi does get back in, her cheeks are flushed and her lips swollen.

‘went well, then?’

she startles a little, even though the tv is on and you’re clearly on the couch, her back pressed to the door like an actual teenager. ‘she’s … yes, it went well.’

‘make out in her subaru?’

when vi doesn’t say no, you roll your eyes. ‘gross. cliche too. i’m going to bed.’

vi laughs, happy. you’re happy too. ‘’night, jinx.’

‘goodnight, vi.’ the light from the tv is soft and she looks younger than you’re used to, her scars and everything behind them faded in the washed out, gentle light. ‘love you.’

her smile softens, just for you. ‘love you too.’

#arcane #arcane fic #caitvi #jinx. my girl #in my brain jinx in this au (not developed at all lol) is like... a mix of adult powder from 207 & our favorite lunatic jinx lol #just like... we love a mentally ill queen ! but not quite like that for a silly fun light au lol #probably vi pov next but honestly who knows this is all just a hope & a prayer i can write stuff atm #love them tho

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liliasenbyhusband · 1 month ago

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My personal hcs for the coven when they’re jealous cause I’m trying to get out of my writing slump

Implied nsfw content! Nothing detailed but implied smut and implied violence (just typical things for the coven really).

Alice’s jealousy comes from a place of insecurity and fear. Her generational curse had destroyed so many things and somewhere along the way she had started to believe she might be a bad luck charm. So even when the curse is broken, she still struggles with her self worth. When she sees someone flirting with her partner(s), she gets jealous because she fears they’ll realise that they can do better. She’ll act like she doesn’t care but she’ll suddenly become more closed off and the rest of the day/evening she’ll insist she’s fine while barely talking to her partner(s). It takes a lot of reassurance for her to get out of that mindset.

Agatha’s jealousy/possessiveness starts from a similar place. Being called evil by your own mother will give you a lot of issues when it comes to your self image. And though she’d never admit it, sometimes she’s still afraid that her partner(s) will see exactly what her mother saw and run. The difference is the way she acts. When someone is flirting with her lover(s), even being just a little too polite, she’ll make sure they know that they’re hers. She’ll start innocently, wrapping her arms around their waist, pulling them closer, the word ‘my’ gets placed in front of every term of endearment she can think of. If the person still doesn’t get the hint, she’ll start kissing her partner’s neck, cheek, lips, really anything she can reach to mark her territory. If that doesn’t do it well.. then the other person clearly has no respect for boundaries and Rio will have another soul to escort to the afterlife. Agatha’s partner(s) is/are also in for the night of their lives and will be walking around covered in marks the next day.

Rio… now Rio is possibly the most feral out of everyone. Her partner(s) is/are hers and the idea that anyone would as much as think about taking what’s hers doesn’t sit right with her. Death herself hasn’t ever felt wanted/loved so when she finally finds someone who makes her feel wanted/loved, she will not let them go. So any perceived attempt at anyone taking what’s hers is met with extreme possessiveness. She will just straight up tell the person to back off or they’ll regret it. If they don’t listen she’ll drop her human form and scare the ever loving crap out of them. If that doesn’t do the trick… well she may not be allowed to kill but she can sure as hell make people wish they were dead. Much like with Agatha… her partner(s) are in for a night that involves her leaving her marks any and everywhere she can.

Jennifer is more subtle. She’s confident, she knows her partner(s) won’t find anyone better out there.. that doesn’t mean that she enjoys when someone thinks they have a chance with them though. So when anyone even thinks of flirting with her partner(s)… well they’re met with a lot of bitchy remarks and jabs below the belt. If that doesn’t do it she will straight up just kiss her partner(s) in front of them and tell them they’re hers. She will not leave her lovers side for the rest of the day/evening.

Lilia rarely gets jealous, she trusts her partner(s) and she knows they’re hot so she understands when people flirt with them. However if the other person cannot take a hint after they’ve been turned down or if her partner(s) are clearly uncomfortable then buckle up cause she will not stand for that. She will just blatantly tell the other person to fuck off and leave them alone. She can and will read the other person to filth if they continue to pester them after being told to get lost. On the rare occasion where she does get jealous, she’ll first get all possessive, wrapping her arms around them, placing kisses any and everywhere, the terms of endearment double in their frequency and the other person is getting dirty looks. Once they’re home she’ll get all pouty and look at her lover(s) with those big brown eyes and the rest of the night is spent reassuring Lilia and showing her just how much she is loved/cared for

#this can be applied to any ship you like really #agatha all along #lilia calderu #jennifer kale #agatha harkness #alice wu gulliver #rio vidal #coven

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remotepixel · 1 year ago

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Hi, how would yandere avengers react if their platonic teen obsession threatens to disclose their yandere tendencies or has actually done so to the media?

Hii, thank you for requesting!!

Tw: yandere themes + kidnapping mentions

-I’m assuming this is somewhat far into the obsession, enough where it’s obvious to you that something is very wrong, but not to the ‘they’ve gone completely off the rails and everyone can tell’ point.

-Getting the evidence would already be pretty hard. Sure, you have the obvious fact they’re always hanging around you, but, they’re superheroes, people are naturally going to support their side unless you have enough proof (or, sometimes, no matter what).

-Any clear red flag (e.g. trackers) would be specially manufactured by a world-renowned genius, so a casual police search likely wouldn’t find anything, and it’d be pretty nerve-wracking to try and record a conversation with a superspy.

-However, if you do collect enough, it still wouldn’t be easy to get rid of them.

-If you threaten them, the amount of guilt-tripping would be mental. Some of them are more self-aware than others, but all of them share the same sentiment that, at the end of the day, they’re (or, think they are) helping you. They know some of their behaviour crosses normal lines, but look how much your life has improved since they’ve been around, isn’t it a good thing someone cares about you?

-All of them would be hurt by your threat, and likely back off at least for a while if you strike some sort of deal (e.g. you leave me alone, I won’t tell). But they’ll be back, or still lurking around in parts of your life.

-I think members like Natasha and Bruce, who are more self-aware yet never speak out against the more delusional ones (since they’re still working together at the end of the day), would back off the most. They don’t want you hating them even more, and, currently, your relationship is on a thin line - it’s better to back off and subtly guide you back to them then force it.

-None of them fully take your threat seriously, even if it hurts their feelings. They know they have the upper hand here: government links, popularity, influence - you’re completely out of your depths even if you think, or act, otherwise.

-If you’re still very consistent on disclosing everything to the media despite their efforts to chill, you’re likely getting kidnapped. Drastic, obviously, but it’s the only way to guarantee you’re both in their grasp and others aren’t concerned.

-If you already disclosed it however, the methods you used to go through with it play a big role in the outcome.

-As I mentioned, there’s probably trackers in your phone, both for location and general monitoring, e.g. a keylogger. The second you post your blog, or send your email to the news, it’s getting deleted and completely wiped if possible. In this case, it’s probably going to follow the same route as before, but with extra emotional pain because you didn’t even “try talking” to them.

-If you focus more on meeting up with reporters in real-life, maybe getting them to collect their own evidence in the background, there’s a higher chance of success. However, that does require having insiders in a hopefully-popular newspaper company, something a teen probably wouldn’t have.

-Assuming the avengers haven’t noticed the news coming out about them, for at least enough time that citizens are able to read and share this, panic would ensue the second they realise.

-They would experience a range of emotions, most mentioned above but some would also hold a bit of rage (not necessarily at you, your actions more so). They have one, very obvious thing they need to do now though: address the ‘rumours’.

-Deleting the reports would raise more suspicions, and they can’t just admit everything the news is saying is technically true, so they decide to try and twist this into their favour. They’ll (mainly Tony as he’s probably dealt with this sort of thing before) make up some sort of story that puts you into the wrong - like you’re lying for attention or were trying to purposely ruin their reputation for petty revenge.

-If they’re feeling really nice they may try and chalk it up as a misunderstanding, but I think it depends who has a role in writing the response. For example, Steve would think it’s slightly too far, while Tony would just think of it as a necessary outcome - he also just doesn’t like listening to Steve’s advice so.

-You become a pretty big talk in the media, but, when people start believing the avenger’s side, it’s mostly snide comments or dragging your name through the mud. The avengers would probably feel bad for the amount of slander you’re getting, assuming they didn’t before, and I wouldn’t be surprised if they deleted a few, just plain evil comments. But you forced their hand, if you haven’t had ‘lied’ in the first place, this would have never happened.

-In a way, this may just bring you closer to them. With what feels like the whole world against you, the only people who really seem to care anymore are the avengers. They might even offer you a deal - you admit you were lying to the media, apologize, and they’ll publicly support you. Sure, it won’t get everyone off your back, and you’re be scared to even go outside in case reporters are there, but it means you have the most powerful team in your corner again, and isn’t that what you need?

#platonic yandere #yandere mcu #yandere marvel #platonic yandere mcu #platonic yandere marvel #platonic yandere avengers #yandere avengers #RemotePixel

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alaskan-wallflower · 6 months ago

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Hi I don’t know if you’ve answered this before but I just saw the headcanons you made about Soda being sick and I was wondering if you had any headcanons about how everyone likes to be taken care of when they’re sick? And could I be your 🎃 anon if it’s not taken? Thank you!!

Ooh ofc!! I’ll do my best!

Ponyboy

With Ponyboy, he’ll never admit it but he just wants to be held. He probably won’t seek it out but the gang knows to just hold him for a bit. He doesn’t have the weakest immune system? But he does have a VERY weak stomach and gets stress induced stomachaches very easily and it’s always obvious but he tries to hide it because he feels like a burden to his brothers already, even post book he feels like a burden so he just tries to hide it but he has a VERY vocal tummy that has no problem ratting him out. He also likes being red to. It’ll put him to sleep in five seconds flat.

Soda

Soda likes constant cuddles, but unlike Pony he’s VERY vocal about it. I feel like he’s whiny too when he’s sick lol-like you try to get up for even a second and he’s whining for you to come back because he wants more cuddles. Soda has a very strong immune system (probably because he ate rocks and dirt as a kid but shhhhhh) but he too feels like a burden. But it’s very obvious when he’s sick. Sometimes Darry will take off work but it’s kind of rare. If he and Pony have work and school Pony will tell Steve and Steve will up and skip school for him. He just loves being held.

Darry

Darry is difficult. I think he’d want to be left alone because god forbid he gets the rest of the gang sick. He also really just doesn’t want to be touched because he feels gross and sweaty. He does however really enjoy sick foods like soup and crackers. It just makes him happy. He’s VERY stubborn’ tho and Pony/Soda need to literally threaten not to talk to him if he pulls that shit. He has a fairly strong immune system. But when he’s sick it’s really intense. He gets headaches a lot and that paired with chronic back pain it just isn’t pretty.

Johnny

Johnny…it’s hard with him. He’s not really used to being taken care of? So he honestly probably just hangs out in the lot because he doesn’t want anyone else to get sick. However usually Dally or Darry will see him and they’ll drag him to wherever they’re staying. I feel like he just wants to get better as soon as possible to get out of everyone’s hair, but in all honesty it feels good to be taken care of. I feel like when he gets sick it’s like…these really awful things. He doesn’t get to eat often so he probably eats from dumpsters and whatnot (or at least he used to) but he’s gotten worms and shit. It’s intense. But he has the strongest immune system I think. He’s learned.

Dallas

Dallas doesn’t get sick. But when he does he’s a complete ass about it and makes it everyone’s problem. He’s constantly trying to leave and refuses a lot of the medicines and stuff because “he doesn’t need that pussy shit” but he does. And they probably have to wrap it up in a slice of ham like he’s a damn dog. He hates being sick though, like he’ll literally straight up walk out and Darry has to carry his ass back clawing and screaming. He’s silly. shut he has a very strong immune system. Either that or he tries to drink it off but he can’t hold it down and he gets mad.

Two Bit

Two gets really delusional. It’s like he’s high. He’s like his normal self just a lot slower Like he starts having hallucinations and stuff. It’s mildly concerning because one second he’s just staring off into space and the next he’s yelling about the Ketchup Man or something. He doesn’t mind being taken care of though. He probably tries to live off beer and cake but he throws it all up. He doesn’t really have curtesy though and will like…cough on people lmao

Steve

Steve is hard 😭 I think he’s kind of like Dally how he hates being taken care of but the only one who can get through to him is Soda and Soda will drive his ass home from the gas station to just lay down and relax. Steve gets genuinely mad that he’s sick lmao-like he’s so mean to Pony too like Pony will be coming home from school and he’ll just look at Steve and Steve’s like “what’re you lookin’ at” with a puffy nose and watery eyes. He gets lowkey mean but never to Soda (or Darry because Darry will kill him) but he’s SO mean to Pony (well Pony’s probably mean back lmao) but in the end he just wants to be sleeping. He sleeps a LOT. Like seventeen hours a day lmao

I hope these are good!! Had to kinda rush things a bit towards the end, sorry 😭

#🎃 anon #alaska’s asks #the outsiders #ponyboy curtis #sodapop curtis #darry curtis #johnny cade #dallas winston #two bit mathews #steve randle #queue

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minnlahzz · 3 months ago

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gold relationship headcanons.

requested.

apart of a big request i took seriously, because it has my favorite characters. hi, hi, yes this is long it's gold what do you expect. i love my goldilocks princess that fought literal God and won 💛... gold is my absolute favorite if you haven't noticed, so I'm so sorry if this is longer or has more things written in it. i have obvious favoritism and i am not ashamed. (joke)

— NOTE LOWERCASE INTENDED.

gold is well, gold. chaotic, reckless, and probably the most fun you’ll ever have in a relationship, but also the most exhausting. dating him is like signing up for a rollercoaster ride that breaks halfway through, but somehow you both survive and laugh about it later.

gold thrives on energy and banter, so he’d love someone who can keep up with his antics and throw them right back at him. he’s drawn to people who are confident, witty, and not afraid to call him out when he’s being ridiculous. at the same time, he needs someone who can see through his bravado and appreciate the softer, more vulnerable side he rarely shows.

his sense of humor is both a blessing and a curse. gold will make you laugh until your stomach hurts, but he also doesn’t know when to quit. sometimes his jokes go too far, and you’ll have to remind him to dial it back, but he’s quick to apologize when he realizes he’s crossed a line.

he’s surprisingly good at comforting you when you’re upset, though. he’ll crack a dumb joke to make you laugh, then listen (for once) and promise to help however he can. he is pretty optimistic about life, and looks for the good in bad, gold will always find a solution for your problem. it might take him hours or months, but he'll do it!

gold will turn everything into a competition, whether it’s who can catch the most pokemon in an hour or who can eat the most pokepuffs without passing out. he hates losing, but if it’s to you, he’ll (grudgingly) let it slide. he'd deny everything though. "you got lucky.", "i let you win that!"

he loves impressing you. whether it’s a crazy trick shot with his billiard cue or pulling off a risky move in battle, gold lives for the “wow” factor. he’ll always look over to make sure you’re watching, and when he does accomplish his goal he just has a smug look on his face.

gold isn’t the most observant when it comes to emotions or subtle hints. you’ll have to spell things out for him sometimes, but once he gets it, he’ll try his best to make it right. SOMETIMES he already realized what you're talking about, but still acts confused to annoy you.

he's a flirt, it gets kind of annoying hearing him call you unhinged names. he'll never run out of names to call you! ex : chicken mcnugget... if you complain about it he'll overreact and then double down by making it even more weird.

gold's pokemon love you if you’re kind to them, but they will side with gold during an argument. his aipom is the ultimate wingman. it’ll “accidentally” push you closer to gold or steal your hat so he can give it back with a shit eating grin. his typhlosion is basically his partner in crime. it’s just as chaotic as he is, and they’ll gang up on you for pranks if you’re not careful.

hes energetic, chaotic, and hard headed. its a recipe for disaster. he has pro's and con's, although he does admit faults it takes him a hard time to work on things. he's improving though!

gold is a cheerful kid. he's got alot of pro's, despite being insane and chaotic gold IS mature when the situation needs it.

he makes you laugh. gold has a knack for turning any situation into a comedy show. he’ll pull dumb pranks, make terrible puns, and do the most absurd things just to see you smile.

gold is your personal hype man. when you're at doubt or self conscious he'll always be there to support your decisions. if you burned down the city he'll be on your side, like a personal lawyer. (jk)

he’s surprisingly kind. behind the cocky grin and loud personality, gold has a heart of gold (ahahahhaha do you get it, okay ill die). he’ll do small, thoughtful things for you.

he’s really good with pokemon, and it’s one of the things that makes him stand out. baby pokemon especially love him.

he's also very reckless, don't forget that. if you like him then you have to be very patient in order to deal with his nonsense.

he’s reckless. gold doesn’t think before he acts, and you’ll probably spend a lot of time worrying about him diving headfirst into danger (and dragging you along)

gold is very honest, and his mouth barely has filter. he might accidentally say something mean or word his sentences incorrectly, this can lead to arguments.

he doesn’t know when to stop. whether it’s teasing you, pushing boundaries, or pulling pranks, gold doesn’t always realize when he’s gone too far. you have to set firm boundaries.

he’s emotionally immature. gold has a hard time dealing with serious feelings. if something’s bothering him, he’ll joke about it or avoid the topic entirely until it blows up in his face.

rating gold as a partner: 6.5/10 he’s fun, loyal, and will make you laugh like no one else, but he’s also immature, reckless, and doesn’t always know how to handle serious situations. I still love him though 💛

#pokemon #pokemon x reader #pokespe #pokespe x reader #pokemon manga #pokemon manga x reader #gold pokespe #gold pokemon x reader #gold x reader #pokespe gold #pokespe gold x reader

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sihtricfedaraaahvicius · 1 year ago

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Fighter!Sihtric NSFW alphabet

Note: HCs based on my fighter fic : part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - part 4 - part 5 - part 6 - part 7 - part 8 - part 9 - part 10 - part 11 - part 12 - part 13.

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Warnings: 18+!! smut.

pairing: Modern!Sihtric x you (f)

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wordcount: 2k

Masterlist

A=Aftercare - What they do/act like after sex.

Sihtric just wants to hold you and check in with you. He'll kiss you all over and snuggle until he falls asleep when in bed at night. If you had sex during another time of the day he'll want to cuddle for a moment and check in, and then continue the day. He is also a big fan of praising you. He'll help you clean up and get dressed too and Sihtric will never say no to a shower together afterwards, and he always asks if you want anything to eat or to drink.

B=Bondage - Are they into BDSM, and how far they’ll go if they have a green light.

Sihtric doesn't mind spanking you a little from time to time or pinning you down (big fan of pinning you down), but overall he's not much into BDSM. He thinks you're way too precious to handle that roughly, even though he knows you could take it, but his anger issues would also make it not the smartest idea to try out some BDSM. He does love to fuck you hard and fast sometimes, but other than fucking you with a head spinning pace and switching positions, he's overall rather vanilla actually.

C=Cum - pretty self explanatory.

He doesn't want to cum anywhere if not inside you. His breeding kink is almost absurd and he wants to fill you up at any given time. The fact that it would not result in pregnancy does not bother him anymore, nothing makes him prouder and his ego bigger than knowing you're full of his seed regardless.

D=Dom - Are they dominant, submissive, a switch?

Sihtric is dominant, but nowhere near as dominant as he thinks. He's actually more cocky and stubborn than he is dominant, and his dominance happens mainly in your daily life, outside of the bedroom. He does like to take control when it comes to sex, but your fighter melts at your touch instantly and if we're being honest, you could totally take charge whenever you want to. He's obsessed with you and wants to please you above all, so he's really more of a submissive. But obviously he will never admit that.

E=Edgeplay - Similar to ‘Kinks’ except it’s a lot riskier than usual kinks (knifeplay, breathplay, etc.).

Again, Sihtric's rather vanilla. He's terrified to accidentally hurt you and that thought completely puts him off any edgeplay and most of the BDSM stuff. However, if you would deny his orgasm it could completely make him go wild (in a good way).

F=Fantasy - A fantasy of theirs (ex: a teacher/student fantasy).

Apart from loving the fact he can fuck you in every city around the world if he wants to, he mainly has a thing for car sex. And not in his car, no, no. The only thing Sihtric may love more than you is his car, and the thought of fucking you on the hood of his beloved Bugatti gets him hard more than once a day. He just has no idea how to ask you if you're up for it, because that car has caused trouble in your relationship before.

G=Got Caught - How they react when they get caught having sex.

He'd be a little embarrassed if someone would actually walk in on you two, but then will get all cocky about it. He will also headbutt anyone who dares to look at you while getting caught. But the thought of someone only hearing you both doesn't phase him. He actually loves it when people can hear you, because it strokes his ego by letting them know how good he fucks you.

H=Hot Spots - A place that drives them crazy when stimulated (EX: neck).

Kissing that spot right underneath his ear will drive him crazy, but then his neck is a sensitive spot in general. Also his inner thighs will get him worked up without failure. Don't place your hand on his thigh if you don't plan on taking off his sweatpants after.

I=Intimacy - How romantic they are, or can be, before, during, or after sex.

Sihtric is an absolute hopeless romantic… at times. When given the time and right place he will try to set up something romantic with candles for example. But even without candles and such he can make it feel romantic as he loves to keep his face close to yours and look into your eyes in between kisses. He especially loves to show you how much he loves you before and after his fights, so he'll try his best to make it perfect for you, but that doesn't always mean candles and rose petals and hottubs. Sometimes it's sex in a dressing room while he's still sweaty and bloody from his fight just moments earlier, but his sweet nothings and desperate 'I missed you,' and 'I love you,' whines still make it intimate in all the right ways that candles could never do.

J=Journey - Their ideal way of leading up to sex.

Sihtric likes a chase and he loves to rile you up. It arouses him when you talk back to him, because he thinks it's cute when you try and act all tough. He knows you're tough, way tougher than him to be honest, but riling you up riles him up too and he loves it. Not giving into him right away only makes him want you more.

K=Kinks - I’ll list a few of their kinks, be they the normalized ones or kinkier kinks.

Again, he's really not very kinky apart from being a tad dominant and becoming a growling and begging mess when you deny his orgasm a few times.

L=Location - Where they like to have sex at, do they like risky locations, etc.

Anywhere, any time. Hotel rooms, bathrooms, dressing rooms, showers, the beach, his car, his gym, the couch, the kitchen… literally anywhere, he does not give a shit. If Sihtric wants you, he'll get you.

M=Masturbation - How they are when they get themselves off, what they get themselves off to.

Sihtric has some spicy photos you took of yourself that he has in a secure folder on his phone, which he'll use when he's away from you as it's the only option. It works, but he prefers to just have sex with you or have you jerk him off.

N=NO - A few things that they will absolutely, under no circumstances, ever do.

Sihtric will never share you with one (or more) people, he's as possessive as they come. The idea of someone getting off to you makes his blood boil. But since he is so possessive, that also means he is extremely loyal to you and would also never want to do something with another person.

O=On’s - Their top turn on’s that they have (things that’ll get them super horny super quickly).

Truth be told, you don't even have to do anything to get Sihtric horny. You can just look at him and he'll already want to throw you over his shoulder and carry you to bed. But being a little bratty and showing him you're not intimidated by him always gets him going immediately.

P=Position - Their favourite position to have sex in.

Prone bone for when he's feeling dominant and a little rougher, and the lotus position for intimacy. He also loves the cowgirl position. Sihtric loves to lay or sit back, his arms behind his head while biting down on his lip as he watches you ride him and take all of his length so well. His eyes never lie and you know he could never get enough of watching you on top of him. And you can never go wrong with the classic missionary.

Q=Quickie - Do they like it, do they prefer quickies over actual sex, etc.

Sihtric loves quickies and would never say no, but he much rather takes his time with you.

R=Rough - How rough they are, or get, when in bed.

Sihtric can be a bit rough, but once again he would never want to hurt you and his roughness happens mainly when he's been riling you (both) up. He softens instantly once you kiss him.

S=Stamina - How long they can go before they tap out.

Come on now, Sihtric is a professional fighter and a gym beast… if anyone taps out, it's you (and there's no shame in that).

T=Toys - Do use toys, do they own them, what kind, etc.

Sihtric is way too cocky to use toys on you nor does he use any himself. When it comes to you, he's the kind of guy that sees a toy as competition and it hurts his ego. Because what do you mean a toy can make you cum much faster than he could? If you'd explain the idea of perhaps using a vibrator while he fucks you for extra stimulation, he might consider it. But it would truly take a lot of time for him to be willing to give it a go, and he'll throw mantrums about it (a man tantrum).

U=Unfair - How much they tease you, how they tease you, etc.

Sihtric teases you a lot, but he's rather impatient so the teasing actually backfires all the time. He likes to whisper filthy words to you and to send risky texts, telling you what he'll like to do with you, working himself up in the meantime while you can keep your cool a lot longer than him.

V=Volume - How loud they get when having sex, things they might say, etc.

Sihtric doesn't hold back his sounds of pleasure, but he prefers to whisper and moan into your ear, because he knows it drives you wild and he loves to feel you clench around his cock whenever he does. He loves to praise you and is obsessed with calling you his wife in bed ever since the wedding, just to remind you that you belong to him.

'My wife is so good to me,' he'll moan, along with, 'I love my beautiful wife.'

W=Wild Card - a random letter for the character of your choice.

Sihtric is always clingy, but he gets extremely clingy and soft with you when he's tipsy, and then all he wants to do is to make slow and sweet love to you. But he often has a drink too many and then he gets either aggressive (to others) or emotional, and that's not a good mood for sex.

X=X-Ray - How they look with their clothes off.

Sihtric is like a sculptured god and it's honestly unfair. You could never grow tired of seeing his physique. The scars on his skin, his toned abs, his veiny arms and those biceps always make your mouth water. As do his thighs and most of all his hands, even when they are bruised from his fights. You love to kiss his bruises as you get to drag your lips all over his body when you do so, and he loves it too. And in regards to his size? No complaints there.

Y=Yearning - How often they need to have sex.

Sihtric would love to have sex at least once a day, but his schedule won't always allow that so it's usually at least four times a week. But when you both have time off together he'll surely make up for the days you couldn't have sex.

Z=ZZZ - How quickly they fall asleep after having sex.

Sihtric falls asleep rather fast if it's in the evening/at night, mainly because in the evening he likes it a little rougher and faster than in the morning for example. In the morning he likes it slow and intimate. He'll still doze off afterwards in the morning, but not for too long. It also depends on the day. If he's had a long day he's naturally tired already, if he had quite a relaxed day he can stay up for a few more hours just to cuddle with you.

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depressedhouseplant · 10 months ago

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Just Fucking Write - Day 106

Prompt: Beomgyu tells fans to stop pushing during a concert, gets himself in trouble, and outs himself as a reader of fanfic all at once.

A/N: This was somewhat inspired by Yeonjun having to tell fans to stop shoving (which an artist should never have to do btw. Behave yourselves delulus). My brain decided Jay would be a solid other half of the pair. I just work here.

“I fucked up. I fucked up bad,” Beomgyu said when Jay picked up the phone.

“How so?” Jay asked.

“Fans were shoving each other during the concert to get closer to the stage and I lost my temper. I told them that none of them was going to get their y/n moment with any of us so they needed to behave and if they didn’t security would throw them out. We try to acknowledge as many of them as we can, but shoving to the front is rude and dangerous. I know I’m not wrong, but all the guys are pissed at me and even the big boss gave me a talking to,” he explained.

“Mr Bang?” Jay asked.

“Yup. The only reason I’m not getting put on hiatus is because we’re in the middle of a tour and I’m still healthy. They’re having to do a ton of damage control though and I dunno how I’m gonna dig myself out of this,” Beomgyu sighed.

“Well, what you said wasn’t wrong. However, I’m sure there were better ways to say it and not bring fanfiction into it,” Jay replied.

“I like fanfiction please and thank you,” Beomgyu huffed. Jay laughed.

“You read about yourself?” he asked.

“Sometimes,” Beomgyu admitted.

“Anything explicit?” Jay continued.

“I tried a couple, but the pairings are weird. The ones who write the self insert will be very disappointed when they find out I’m a raging homosexual,” Beomgyu replied. Jay started coughing. “You okay?”

“Yeah, you just can’t say shit like that when I’m drinking,” he coughed.

“Well, it’s not like I can see you,” Beomgyu pointed out.

“Fair enough,” Jay agreed and a notice to switch to video call popped up. Beomgyu accepted.

“You’re welcome,” Jay said.

“You just don’t want to choke on your drink again,” Beomgyu grinned.

“That too,” Jay agreed. His face was slightly red from coughing and his hair was still damp from the shower.

“What about you? Have you ever read fanfiction of yourself?” Beomgyu asked.

“No and I don’t intend to. I don’t want to know what they come up with,” Jay replied.

“Some of them are really well written. There’s a couple BTS ones that are better than published books,” Beomgyu said.

“You’ve read BTS ones?” Jay raised an eyebrow.

“I mean there’s a ton of it out there. You can’t avoid it for long. Also, it’s not like they don’t know about it. I know Jin thinks it’s funny,” Beomgyu shrugged. “Sometimes they’ll pair across groups.”

“I’m not sure I want to know the answer but have we ever been paired together?” Jay asked.

“Just Heeseung, but I only think that’s because we were both the same year. You and I don’t interact a ton when the cameras are around so they don’t know how close we are,” Beomgyu told him.

“I guess we don’t,” Jay mused.

“Should I write one for you?” Beomgyu teased.

“Of us? No, I’m good,” Jay held up his hand and shook his head.

“You mean you’ve never thought of us like that? You’ve never considered what it might be like to fuck me?” Beomgyu asked.

“Me fuck you?” Jay repeated.

“Well I didn’t find out I was gay by topping, let’s put it that way,” Beomgyu gave him a look.

“Oh, right, no, no, I haven’t thought of us like that,” Jay replied.

“Because I’m your senior or because you aren’t attracted to me?” Beomgyu asked. Jay opened and closed his mouth several times before finally replying.

“I don’t really think about sex much at all. That’s Jake and Sunghoon’s thing,” he said.

“Are you a virgin?” Beomgyu stared at him.

“I’ve kissed people,” Jay insisted.

“With tongue?” Beomgyu continued.

“Ew, no,” Jay wrinkled his nose. Beomgyu laughed then immediately slapped his hand over his mouth. His groupmates were already pissed at him. Waking them up wouldn’t help the situation.

“Well that clears up a lot,” he said.

“You’re mean,” Jay glared.

“Well, when you’re back from Japan if you’re up for it, maybe we can try some kissing. With tongue,” Beomgyu suggested.

“Is that something you want?” Jay asked.

“I asked you first,” Beomgyu replied. Jay bit his lip. Beomgyu knew that look.

“Yes, I’d be willing to try,” he agreed.

“Good,” the older boy smiled. “I should let you get to sleep.”

“I can talk for a bit longer,” Jay told him. A bit longer stretched into another hour before Jay couldn’t stop yawning and they finally hung up. Beomgyu came shortly after thinking of what it would be like to finally touch the other boy.

#just fucking write 2k24 #minors dni #txt fanfic #enhypen fanfic

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whatever-color-of-the-rainbow · 7 months ago

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kate dalton headcanons? i love the nickname of cheese for chess!!

YIPPEE

They’re genderfluid and use they/them pronouns like 80% of the time, but they’re closeted about it

Can’t focus on anything they’re doing unless they’re listening to music

Will stay up until 3AM reading

They have autism and ADHD

On that note, their autism-dar is amazing. Out of the teammates, they’ve managed to clock Farrah, Annleigh, Mattie, and Eva so far.

Their top 3 Taylor Swift albums are Red, TTPD, and evermore

They and Chess would braid each other’s hair sometimes

Once they start talking, it’s not easy to get them to stop. Specifically when they’re either really passionate or really angry about something.

After Chess died, Kate started wearing her clothes. You know the hoodie they wear in Act 2? That was Chess’s favorite hoodie. And the beanie also belonged to her.

They like bowling, and they’re pretty good at it. They’re not as good as Reese, though. They go bowling together once a month.

As much as they love gymnastics, they absolutely hate gymnastics meets because they’re overstimulating.

AJR’s biggest fan (favorite albums are The Maybe Man and The Click)

Also Melissa Etheridge’s biggest fan because they’re both alto rockstar lesbians (favorite album is self-titled)

Super photogenic. Like, Eva will randomly take a candid picture of them and they’ll look gorgeous every single time.

Actually super sweet when they’re with those they care about (Chess, Reese, Eva, etc.). The only time they’re really a bitch is when the other person is being a bitch first.

After junior year, they quit cheerleading and go back to gymnastics

They have flannels in every imaginable color

They really like Halloween

On that note, they and Eva like doing matching couples’ costumes. So far their favorite was Gomez (Eva) and Morticia (Kate), with Tori (Kate) and Michael (Eva) from Solitaire as a close second.

A massive fan of silent reading time in elementary school

Their favorite color is green

They like making friendship bracelets

They took piano lessons throughout elementary school, but quit once they started getting serious about gymnastics and stopped having time for anything else. But they never got rid of the piano in their house, and they’re still pretty good. Sometimes they’ll play while Eva plays guitar.

Very protective of Mattie after the whole prison thing

Cat person

They avoid drugs and alcohol like the damn plague, especially after the murders. There’s just a lot of bad memories associated with it and Kate knows what a dark path Chess and Farrah went down.

They use humor and sarcasm to cope with trauma

They have two older sisters

And after said sisters left for college, Kate laid on their bedroom floor listening to “Come Back…Be Here” by Taylor Swift on repeat far more often than they care to admit.

They have a playlist for just about every occasion

Had a marriage pact with Chess. If they were both single by 30, they’d get married for convenience and have a cat named Monopoly.

They listen to “Let The Games Begin” by AJR before games and pep rallies because it’s a super high-energy song and hypes them up enough to be able to pretend they want to be there

It’s become a running joke that Kate borrowed their wardrobe from a ‘90s skater boy

Watched 10 Things I Hate About You one too many times growing up, and Kat Stratford became her role model. Which explains a lot.

Expanding on that last one, Kate was really excited for the Shakespeare unit in 10th grade English class because they were reading Taming of the Shrew, which inspired that movie. To say that they were pissed off once they actually started reading would be an understatement. Now they’re a Shakespeare hater.

Their favorite gymnastics event is floor

Eva fell first, Kate fell harder

They have a quality time love language

Solid A-B student

Meg from Hercules was their first fictional crush. Again, explains a lot.

Yesterday, Melissa Etheridge posted a video of herself singing Red Wine Supernova x I Want To Come Over. If Kate were to see this, they would lose their shit.

Sorry this took so long. I have a lot of headcanons and wanted to make sure I got at least most of them in there. Also most of these are projection.

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connan-l · 1 year ago

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Fandom: Ciconia: When They Cry Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationship: Mariana/Noor Summary: While Cairo Squad is on a trip to Lubango, Mariana invites Noor to eat cakes with her. [Femslash February 2024 Day 3: Cake] Words: 3,118 Link: AO3 | Fanfiction.net

Notes: Late annual Ciconia FemFeb fic delivery. It’s meant to be for Day 3: Cake, from those prompts.

I feel like the Cairo Squad girls could be a fun OT3 in and of itself, but admittedly Gannet is like Naima to me in which she feels too… young and childish compared to the others to really ship her with them? I know we don’t have canon ages for the Ciconia kids, but in my head Gannet and Naima are more 12-13 years old, whereas the others are 15-17 years old. (Though I admit I’m a bit of a hypocrite here as I do enjoy Naima/Rukhi as a pairing, if only for the pink/black aesthetic.) So that’s why I actually settled for Noor/Mariana as a ship, even though admittedly Mariana really don’t seem to appreciate Noor whatsoever so that was a bit tricky to do. As a result the fic feel more like an unrequited crush-fic than an actual pairing-fic, but I hope that’s still satisfying.

In Mariana’s profile, it is mentioned that she went to the “Lubango Toddler Brainpower Research Center” as a child, so that’s why I decided that Lubango was her hometown — though obviously I don’t know if it’s actually the case in canon. Noor’s profile also mentions her “ancestors,” so although it could mean anything I interpreted it has her having an actual biological family instead of being born through a factory.

Also I never went to Lubango or even Angola before and I know very little about the culture/country, so I hope I was able to be mostly-accurate from the tidbits about it I put in there. If I wasn’t you’re free to yell at me about it!

On the other hand, I still haven’t replayed Ciconia since. Well, 2019 now. And truthfully we don’t know much about Cairo Squad girls, so, not sure how… accurate to their game-self they feel. But it was still fun to try writing them.

No spoilers here except for the start of Phase 1, or content warnings except for the inevitable vague mentions of war/child soldiers.

* * *

The trip to Angola hadn’t been planned.

They were still in Cairo this morning when suddenly their superior let them know that because of some political complications their squad was needed in Lubango. Nothing serious, he’d assured them — and truthfully they were only needed to make act of presence more than anything — but they couldn’t just ignore it, either. So here they were, a few hours later, in Lubango. They’d taken part to the needed boring reunion, during which they hadn’t even been allowed to say a single thing. They should be used to it by now; as soldiers, the only thing expected of them was to listen to orders, but it was still frustrating to be treated that way sometimes. And once that had been over, their superior gave them permission to have a break and to do whatever they wanted. They’ll go back to Egypt tonight, but for now they had the whole afternoon entirely free.

Noor didn’t know Lubango. Since she’d become a Gauntlet Knight, she’d visited a lot of cities throughout the whole continent and even outside of the continent. She might not be as familiar with ACR’s countries as Princess Rethabile, but she still went multiples times to Lagos, Abidjan, Alger, Lubumbashi, Douala or Gqeberha. However, it was the first time she’d ever set foot in Angola; she’d never even been to Luanda before. The only thing she knew about it besides some surface-level history was the fact it was where the famous Lubango Toddler Brainpower Research Center was, and that it was Mariana’s hometown.

Which, despite how interesting the city might be otherwise, was actually what interested Noor the most. She tried to appears as her usual, composed self, but inside she actually felt herself fidgeting as soon as they landed to Lubango Mukanka Airport. As they strolled through the streets, she couldn’t help but look around left and right, trying to imagine a little Mariana running around here and how cute she must have been all while her ears kept catching bits of Portuguese and occasionally Umbundu conversations. Noor had decided to not use her Kizuna translator here, as she thought it would be good practice for her — she’d decided last year to start learning Portuguese and Umbundu not only because it could be useful even in their era, but also because she hoped Mariana would be more open to her if she were to communicate in her native languages; but so far, as usual with Mariana, her efforts had been in vain.

Even though they’ve been teammates for a while, Noor didn’t know much about Mariana. She’d heard about her being born in Lubango; about how she was the only one of the children who received mental training at the Lubango Toddler Brainpower Research Center to achieve the highest P3 levels of her country, and that the ACR Royal Brainpower Research Center has set up a research team just to raise her Aerial Augmented Infantry aptitude. But all of these were information anyone could know about her. When it came to more personal things, like how she grew up, whether she had a family or was born through a factory, if she had any friends or siblings… There was nothing. And whenever she tried to make conversation to know more, Mariana always shot her down right away. Gannet had no idea how lucky she was, to be able to gain her affection like that with no effort whatsoever — and yet she always rejected it. That was how their squad’s relationship had been since the beginning, but it was not any less so frustrating.

“Wow…! That looks so cute! Hey, hey, big sis Noor, have you seen this? Do you think it’d look cute on me?”

The smallest girl of their trio excitedly tugged at Noor’s skirt with a wide smile spread on her face and her blue eyes sparkling, but Noor only groaned. At the start of their break, Mariana had been kind enough to accept to take them on a tour to show them around — although it had only been at Gannet’s insistence that she’d accepted — and yet that damn puppy had not stopped being overexcited for one second, stopping and pointing at every little thing; and, of course, specifically soliciting Noor’s attention. It was always like that, so Noor should be used to it by now. She wasn’t.

“I told you to not pull on my clothes. And no, I don’t think it would.”

“How shameful to say something like that. You truly have no heart,” Mariana suddenly argued back with her usual blank face, although Noor could tell she was annoyed at her comment. “Don’t worry, Gannet. Of course this looks cute on you. You look adorable in everything. Come here.”

Mariana tried to pet Gannet, but the girl avoided her with a pout. “Stop petting me! You know I hate that. I only want to be petted by big sis Noor!”

And then she yet again tugged on her skirt, and Noor sighed, making it clear that no, she would not pet her, stop asking. She would never ever understand what Mariana found so endearing about that idiotic child. She was so immature and noisy and irresponsible; just the sight of her managed to give Noor headache.

And yet, Mariana spent all of her time fawning over her. Noor knew that it was silly of her, to be jealous of Gannet like that — but she couldn’t help it. No matter what she could try or not try, Mariana always favored Gannet over everything, and she always refused any attempt from Noor’s part to get closer to her.

That was, until today. Allah may have finally answered her prayers then, because right after that Gannet actually got lost.

Or, well, it would be more accurate to say she vanished on them. It wasn’t something unusual exactly, as Gannet was never able to stay in a same place for too long and always ended up wandering about — but that didn’t mean it was any less annoying when it happened. Still, in general Gannet would use her Kizuna to contact them right away, asking for help — but this time, there was nothing but silence from her. Mariana got worried of course, and admittedly, so did Noor; she might not be fond of Gannet even at the best of time, but she was still her teammate and she certainly never wished any real harm upon her. Thankfully, they finally managed to reach out to Gannet half an hour later, after they’d run around Lubango’s streets while screaming her name.

“Sorry,” the girl said, having at least the modesty to sound a little ashamed. “I needed to go to the bathroom and then I got lost. So I asked to find my way and realized we were close to the military base, so I went back there.”

“Why did you not contact us then? Couldn’t you hear us calling you?”

“I just forgot! Sorry!”

Noor tried not to get too mad at her in Mariana’s presence, but it was hard when Gannet had made them run around the city for no reason — and she suddenly felt angry she’d ever let herself get even slightly worried for her sake. Mariana was only relieved to know Gannet was fine, and they promised her they’ll find her back to the base once their tour was over.

And then, just like that, it was just the two of them; just Noor and Mariana. An embarrassing silence spread between them, and suddenly Noor — the top scorer of the ACR Egypt Aerial Knight Corps, one of the most talented teenagers in the world who received perfect training — simply didn’t know what to do with herself anymore. She kept steeling glances at the pretty girl next to her, wondering what she should say or do; and weirdly enough, she now actually thought that she missed Gannet. At least when she was here, there never was such awkwardness between them.

Mariana, as always, appeared completely unperturbed. She let out a small sigh, looked to her right and left — and then said the last thing Noor would ever expect to hear from her:

“Do you want to go eat cake with me?”

* * *

Of course Noor loved cakes.

She loved sweets in general — like most Gauntlet Knights. She didn’t think there was a single one of them who didn’t. Noor’s father was a big sweets lover himself, and when she was little he would bake her the best basbousa and qatayef that she’d ever eaten.

So, Noor loved cakes, absolutely. She’d just never thought she ever would have the opportunity to eat some alone with Mariana in a shop in Angola. It wasn’t even the first time she’d eaten cakes with Mariana, exactly, as their squad ate together most of the time; but it was the first time she’d ever ate with her alone — especially when it was something Mariana herself had initiated — so the situation was so strange and unusual to Noor that she honestly didn’t know how to handle it.

“Have you chosen yet?”

Mariana asked her in her perfectly controlled, monotonous voice, but Noor knew her well enough that she could detect the slight movement of her eyebrow, signaling her annoyance at her indecision. That hint of a scowl was a shame, as she otherwise looked quite cute sitting here in the middle of the shop. The place Mariana brought her to was a cozy, colorful little place decorated with curtains and garlands and traditional trinkets Noor couldn’t identify, with joyful Ovimbundu music resonating around them. It was small, with very few people, but it felt nice and familiar. Mariana told her she found this shop by coincidence once when she was a child, and she’d loved it ever since — it had become a bit like a secret base of hers. And Noor would’ve felt honored that Mariana opened up enough to her to show her such a place from her childhood if it wasn’t for her adding afterwards that she wished she could’ve shown it to Gannet as well.

“I-I’m still… trying to decide. I just don’t know any of these cakes, so…”

Mariana sighed, then looked the menu. “… Bolo de ginguba is very popular around here.”

“I can’t. I’m allergic to peanuts.”

“…Well, their bolo de fubá is quite good.”

“I… don’t like corn…”

“…I guess you can try their cocada amarela then.”

“…That’s not a cake, though, is it?”

Mariana stared straight into Noor’s eyes, and then, bewilderingly, threw at her an actual, expressive exasperated look, before putting down the menu. “See,” she declared. “That’s why I can never stand you. You never make any effort to be likable whatsoever.”

Noor felt herself flushing. “I-It’s not that I’m not making any efforts, it’s just… I haven’t decided on anything yet, that’s all.”

Mariana, of course, didn’t seem convinced by her excuse at all; she just sighed, then looked away at the street by the window.

And Noor… Noor just didn’t know what to do. Mariana was never satisfied with her, no matter what she did. She could try anything, and Mariana’s image of her never seemed to budge in the slightest. Noor never let this kind of things get to her usually, but today, she just couldn’t ignore the weight in her stomach.

“Did you bring me here just to be cruel?”

Her voice was soft, a murmur, a drop of water falling in a sea of strangers’ conversations and background music — and Noor hated how fragile she sounded right now. That wasn’t like her at all. Noor was a confident person, proud of who she was, of her heritage and ancestors and accomplishments, and she never spoke so shamefully. But somehow Mariana did always have that ability to makes her feel that way.

The other girl looked at her, and for once, there actually seemed to be a slight… surprise, in her pretty amber eyes.

“I know you don’t like me,” Noor continued, unable to look at her teammate and instead staring down at the table. “I’m not an idiot. Of course I’m aware — you don’t like me as much as I don’t like Gannet. But you know— I’m still trying, most of the time. And I just thought…”

She trailed, and couldn’t even finish her sentence. Honestly, she didn’t even really know what she was saying. The air between them felt so thick now, and Noor might hate herself a little bit. It was such a rare opportunity, to have just the two of them without Gannet around and for Mariana to propose on her own that they do something together… and here she’d messed everything up, again, somehow.

Why couldn’t she do anything right when it came to Mariana?

“…I don’t dislike you.”

Noor felt her breath get caught up in her throat. She swallowed, and with an insurmountable effort, stared at Mariana. Her teammate was staring straight ahead, her shoulders steady, her chin up; almost as if she was trying to challenge her.

“—What?” Noor blurted out, because surely she must have not heard that correctly; in what world had Mariana ever showed anything other than contempt towards her? Had ever extended any kindness to her?

And that was fine; Noor was used to that. She could wait and continue to make efforts for as long as it was needed, until Mariana finally realized Noor was someone worth investing in. It might be frustrating and hurt a little sometimes, but Noor was strong, and patient, and Mariana honestly just meant that much to her. But that was the thing — for now she still hadn’t showed any signs of progress, so what was she—

“I don’t really like you either,” Mariana continued. “But… I don’t dislike you.”

“But you… I mean, you always shot me down. No matter what I do or say.”

“Yes, because you annoys me. If you tried to be less coldhearted, or to actually be nice to Gannet, then…”

Noor almost snorted at this, because of course everything came back to Gannet in the end — but the way Mariana slightly vacillated at the end of her sentence here caught her attention. Her heart skipped a beat, and she stared at Mariana expectantly.

“…Wait. Are you saying that… that if I was nicer to Gannet, then… then what?”

“…Nothing. Just, it would be better.”

“Do you mean that you’d give me a chance then?”

“I have not said that.”

She pretty much had, but Noor knew now wasn’t the time to push her on the issue. Mariana sighed, then looked down, as if she’d suddenly noticed a very interesting thing on the ground.

“I wouldn’t have invited you here if I disliked you,” she added, her voice a lot softer than usual. “You’re still my teammate. You just could be cuter sometimes, that’s all. …Sorry about being mean about the cakes earlier, though.”

Noor should probably feel a little embarrassed about it, but she couldn’t hide the wide smile spreading on her face even if she tried. And she knew Mariana noticed it, too, as she could almost sees her rolling her eyes.

“…So. Have you chosen yet?” She repeated, and Noor could tell she was trying to not be as curt as before.

“Hmm, well…” She looked up at Mariana, then smiled. “What about you?”

“Me?” Mariana briefly glanced at the menu, as if hesitating. “My favorite is the bolo de cenoura.”

“Cenoura… Carrots?!” Noor exclaimed after a moment of doubt, unsure of the word’s meaning at first; without Kizuna, the translation didn’t instantly came to her mind as she almost never used that word. “Carrots in a cake?”

“Yes. You’ve never eaten one?”

“No…”

Somehow, the idea seemed a little ludicrous to her. Carrots weren’t common in Arab cooking in general, but as a dessert?

But Mariana had said it was her favorite.

“…In that case, I’ll take one too.”

Mariana blinked at her. “What?”

“You said it was your favorite, right? Of course I need to know all of your favorite things too. Maybe I could try cooking one for you, too. I’m a pretty good cook, as my father taught me when I was young.”

Mariana stared at her for a moment in silence. Her face was just as blank as usual, but there seemed to be something, in her eyes. Something more , that Noor couldn’t entirely figure out. It disappeared just as quickly as it appeared — but Noor wondered, then, if it would be possible to get her to have that something in her eyes while looking at her once again. To get her to smile, just because of Noor.

The thought made her feel dizzy, and she couldn’t wipe out her smile even after they left the shop. After tasting it, Noor decided that she didn’t like bolo de cenoura in the end — but that didn’t really matter much. She still would do her best to cook it for Mariana once they’ll be back.

“In Cairo,” Noor said as they walked slowly in the street, a bit shyly. “There’s, um. A cake shop I like quite a bit. They make great basbousa there. Not as good as my father’s, but… still good.” She took a quick glance at Mariana next to her, who seemed fairly determined to stare at the road and not at Noor. “I’ll… take you there, when we have time.” And then because it sounded a bit too commanding, she added: “I-If you want to. Of course.”

Mariana stopped walking for a moment, a slight frown on her face, as if thoughtful. Then she finally glanced up at Noor, very slowly.

“Is that a date?”

“…Wh-What? No! Just, erm…”

“All right.”

And then she started walking straight ahead again.

Damn. Maybe I should’ve said it is a date, after all.

She caught up with her teammate, and then suddenly felt a hand slip into hers, pulling her in the right direction. Mariana claimed it was because the streets were starting to get quite crowded, so she didn’t want to lose Noor and have to run after her like they did for Gannet earlier — but her grip still tightened firmly on her hand, their fingers intertwining, and Noor made no comment on it, simply enjoying the moment for as long as it could last.

When they finally got back to the military base, Gannet got jealous about their hand-holding; but Mariana reassured her it was nothing and only petted her, much to the girl’s dismay. Even so, to Noor’s surprise, she didn’t say a word about what they had done during the afternoon.

A brief, quiet encounter in a cake shop that would stay only between the two of them.

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box-of-chaooos · 19 hours ago

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Im bored and have new headcannons for space goofs/stupid invaders dudes. Bud may or maaaay not have a few (a lot) of my self projection because I Kin him and love him sm but we can ignore that.

Tw: mentions of binge eating disorder, alcoholism and a little depression talk.

Anyways

Candy caramella

Youngest, Nonbinary transfem, He/she/they pronouns ,A huge germaphobe ,Autistic ,Cleaning is a sort of stim for them because of the repetitive motion ,Amazing at baking not so much cooking ,He love lace things and animal print, Pink pink pink! ,Somewhat octopus like ,Only has very fine hair on her head that she likes to curl, a mamas baby, feels uncool and rather boring so tries their best to compensate. Mother hen vibes. Best takes care of bud when he regresses. She likes to knit plush toys! Bud has a special one so does Etno. If you loose something they’ll find it almost immediately. No ketchup? Did you even look it’s right there! An absolute godsent at makeup they can get a pair of winged eyeliner done without flaw. Loves Etno.

Etno Polino

Second youngest,Nonbinary, he/they pronouns, bisexual, acts the Oldest of them all and second shortest candy being the shortest, autistic, things have to be a very certian way for him to feel at ease but that’s hard with everyone else.Their lab is their safe space and working on inventions is a way to de-stress. Pretty homesick but they won’t admit it. Riddled with anxiety and low self esteem. He thinks he’s a bit of a nerd which he is but everyone loves him for it. They get along with bud for his quite nature. Also loves candy. He likes to be clean but isn’t as neat and tidy as Candy is, their personal space can get quite messy. Stereo is their lab assistant. Trying to help figure out something for gorgious’s binge eating.

Gorgious klatoo

Basically the middle child, male, he/him but doesn’t mind feminine things, bisexual, really is the middle ground, he’s shorter than stereo and bud but taller than Etno and candy. Has a binge eating disorder. Also autistic. Acts like a tough brute but really cares deep down. He has what could pass for paws compared to the others. A very very good sense of smell and can sniff out anything. A bit depressed about the situation, he misses his home more than he lets on, more than just the food and his bed. Sport lover but also really likes things like transformation shows and fashion shows don’t tell anyone though. If he tried he’d be a really really good chef but he eat the ingredients before he makes anything so now he’s ban from making dinner. And cleaning the dishes cause he just licks them.

Stereo monovici

Agender, they/them, the second oldest and second tallest. They’re sort of hive minded to one another like they share a connection hence finishing eachother sentences but other than that they have their differences. Autistic and adhd. One head is much more mellow spoken whilst the other rougher. Barely make facial expressions very blank faced. Can be trouble makers and like to pull pranks. Best buds with bud and Etno. They help Etno with his projects and experiments and unwind with tv with bud. Both are pretty apathetic to the world but find its general workings uncomfortable. They love rock music! To tell them apart is to look at their hair, one has hair that grows leaning forward whilst the other has hair that grows leaning back. Semi aquatic and have webbed hands and feet. They disappeared for season 2 because they accidentally blasted themselves out of orbit doing an experiment with explosives and where picked up. They each have 2 tongues! Music sessions with bud exchanging music and just talking. Crushing on bud

Bud budiovitch

Transmasc, he/him, oldest and tallest of the group. Depressed and autistic they also suspect he has adhd Etno is working on getting him the earth diagnosis. Tv is an escapism for him, the shows distract him from the world around him. An age regressor hence why he acts so young sometimes but none of them knows that’s what it is. Out of them all the most homesick but the others can’t tell that. Pretty depressed within himself when he’s not distracted with a new interest of his tv he’s just moping and thinking to much. Seems dumb but is real smart. Small split in the tip of his tongue. Somewhat an alcoholic only gorgious knows this habit. Loves punk and rock things finds the loud music to be nice and the community of it all to be a sort of haven. They love to listen to music with stereo. Punks hippies emos he gets along with them all and feels like he fits in most with that group. Also crushing on stereo but thinks it’s just that their close friends is all. All the others are painfully aware of the situation but them. Smoker, he goes onto the roof to smoke at night.

All in all none of them are straight not of them are neurotypical and they are all depressed anxious and mentally Ill 💚 I love them all. As usual don’t get upset over these, these are MY head cannons and you don’t have to agree or like them because they aren’t real.

#headcannons #space goofs #stupid invaders #lgbtq #trans #gay #autistic #adhd #transfem #nonbinary #aliens #zin zins #mental illness #space goofs headcannons #stereo x bud #trying to think of a ship name for them?#tv worm maybe? book worm + tv #or 3 heads are better than 2

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seaphoam-writes · 1 year ago

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A Father's Duty (17/?)

A Father's Duty on AO3

Summary: An encounter with a quantum fissure leaves Picard with more responsibility than he asked for, but he'll do what he always does—his duty.

Chapter 17

For the rest of the morning, Beverly’s distracted. While she treats patients, runs tests, and monitors the sleep aid she’s synthesizing for Jean-Luc, two sentences chase each other around and around her brain.

Update from Starfleet. Change in our schedule.

She can guess what’s happening: Starfleet Command wants to see Louis Picard in person, and if the entire ship is going, that means they also want to interview anyone directly involved.

But why?

Would Starfleet try to take Louis away from Jean-Luc? Could they?

Partly, she’s afraid they might argue that despite the crew members that are allowed to have their families aboard the Enterprise, the Captain himself cannot; the other part is afraid that they’ll want to study Louis because he’s from another quantum reality.

But—again—why? What would be the point? What could they possibly learn from him? They’d be better off asking Data.

Which they will, she assumes.

Finally, around 0900 hours, on the pretense of reviewing the results from the tests she ran that morning, she retreats to her office and sits at her desk with a cup of coffee.

She can admit—to herself—that she had an ulterior motive for visiting Jean-Luc’s quarters that morning. She did want to check on Louis—had worried about him again all last night and all this morning—but she’d also hoped that she would catch the two of them having breakfast, and that she might be…invited to join them.

Beverly tried to believe that her immediate affection for Louis was purely motherly and had nothing to do with the fact that he’s Jean-Luc’s son, but she’s not sure that’s entirely true.

When she was introduced to Jack Crusher and Jean-Luc Picard all those years ago, she knows Walker Keel intended her as a match for Jack, but—truth be told—she was initially more attracted to Jean-Luc. He wasn’t as conventionally handsome as Jack, but he was striking nonetheless, bold and self-assured in a way that wasn’t overstated, despite how Jean-Luc now ridicules his younger self as being cocky and arrogant.

But back then he’d been all ambition, and even though it had felt like there was a spark between them—something small but intense, something that could grow to an inferno given time and attention—he never pursued her.

Jack had.

It had been so easy to fall in love with Jack, and once he began courting her in earnest, Jean-Luc seemed to…withdraw. To the point where, although Beverly sensed friendship between them, she started to think she imagined that spark, imagined the attraction she thought he’d felt for her.

Even now she has the same conflicting experience: sometimes she feels as if there’s something between them again, and sometimes she thinks it’s purely her imagination, because Jean-Luc is not the type to not pursue something he wants, and at this point a relationship with her wouldn’t stand in the way of his career, so what’s holding him back?

Maybe he’s suffering from the exact same crippling fear that you are—the fear that the other person doesn’t return your feelings, and that confessing your love would destroy a friendship you’re not sure you can live without.

Or, worse, that the other person does return your feelings but a romantic relationship would destroy your bond just as surely.

Grimacing, Beverly sets her coffee down. That voice sounded a lot like Deanna’s.

(Although Deanna would probably also have offered her some advice after such a revelation.)

In any case, what Beverly needs to be right now is the same thing she’s been these past few years: Jean-Luc’s friend. He needs her support. And so does Louis, she thinks.

Suddenly, Beverly’s smiling, remembering Louis’s reaction when he tasted the blackcurrant preserves she offered him, the way his face scrunched at the tartness, the grin afterwards.

“I like it!”

He’s proving to be polite, curious, and thoughtful—and he’s much better at chitchat than his father, despite noticeable deficits in his English. He reminds her of Wesley at that age. They’re not remotely similar but interacting with Louis is bringing those memories to the fore, and it’s bringing certain…yearnings right along with it.

She’d always wanted a big family. Jack had too. They were both only children, orphaned young and raised by grandparents, and although the norm for couples was two children or less, Beverly and Jack agreed that they would have four or five.

That, of course, is not how it worked out.

She’d conceived Wesley so easily, without all the trying and hoping she thought they’d have to go through—but they’d tried and hoped for more children for years after Wesley’s birth, to no avail. When Jack died, Beverly begged the universe not to let that be it, to give her this one thing, one more piece of Jack…

Of all the countless pregnancy tests Beverly had taken over the course of four years, the results of that final one had been the most devastating, the most difficult to accept.

Louis feels like a second chance at something—an opportunity to raise a child again.

Help raise, she tells herself. Then sighs. Maybe this is foolish. Maybe she shouldn’t try to insinuate herself somewhere she doesn’t belong. She should talk to Deanna, get herself straightened out. It might involve admitting certain things aloud, but it’s not as if Deanna’s not already aware of those things.

Ten minutes before the meeting, Beverly gives her nurses a few last minute instructions then leaves sickbay and walks to the Turbolift—only for the doors to open and reveal the subjects of her tumultuous thoughts.

They’re laughing, Jean-Luc’s baritone chuckle rolling through Louis’s bubbling giggle. Jean-Luc looks up, eyes creased in a smile and twinkling.

It’s one of those moments, when a certain expression on his face just…hits her like a kick to the chest. He doesn’t smile like that often, and Louis…Louis has that same smile.

“Beverly!” Jean-Luc greets. He shuffles over, hand on Louis’s shoulder to guide him to one side of the Turbolift so Beverly can enter.

She sidles in next to Louis, who looks up at her.

“Bonjour, docteur.”

“Hello again,” she says. “Are you coming to the staff meeting as well?”

“Non. I’m going to watch the bridge.”

His poker face isn’t half bad; she almost believes him.

Jean-Luc chuckles again and pats Louis’s cheek in an achingly fond gesture. “He’s going to wait in my ready room.”

Beverly raises an eyebrow. “Alone?”

Louis nods. “I’ll be okay. I’m going to draw.”

He’s clutching the anatomy book she gave him to his chest, along with a sketchbook and fistful of colored pencils.

“I noticed some of your drawings yesterday,” she says. She saw that he’d been copying illustrations of bones, apparently inspired by the scan of his own wrist. “I’d like to take a closer look at them sometime.”

“Bien sûr, docteur!”

Beverly thinks the first part means sure or of course—though she couldn’t begin to tell you what letters are involved—and docteur, well…

“I’d like you to call me Beverly,” she tells him.

“Beverly,” Louis repeats, heavily accented.

She smiles at him, then at Jean-Luc, and Jean-Luc is beaming at her and—yes, Beverly very much wants to be a part of this.

#star trek: tng #star trek: the next generation #tng #star trek fic #tng fic #star trek #the next generation #picard #picard fic

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gremlinandacrow · 2 years ago

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I tried a musical OC maker (made an oc based on a group of shuffled songs) and oh my god it was weird how it all fit.

I don’t even have a name for them (mostly created for fun), but this is probably the saddest OC I’ve made.

The template I used required 9 songs but I ended up using 10 due to an issue I was having with the last section (Context below).

Songs

Personality: Bottom of the River by Delta Rae Job: Being Human (Cover) by Annapantsu Backstory: Oh No! by MARINA Friends: Stupid Girl by Garbage Love Life: Stil In Love With My Ex by Kelly Rowland Their Location: LEMONS (Demo) by Brye Clothing Style: Seashore by The Regrettes Hobbies (Songs 8-10): Sweet by Phemiec, Connie (Cover) by Club Unicorn, Dilemma by Nelly, featuring Kelly Rowland

Read More for how I made a character with these songs

I tried my best to connect a character with these songs, though it was harder by the end. But up until LEMONS, I was brainstorming. Please excuse the interpretations, this is how I visualized the songs.

Bottom of the River has this feeling that the singer is righteous. They’re trying to right some wrong that’s going on. So this character is very prophylactic to the point of self-destruction, they don’t want to face consequences, especially the ones born from their actions.

I was loose with Being Human, but it’s about looking forwards and wanting to not look back, at least for a while. I did a bit of research and remembered that traveling journalists exist. Now our character works as one, always coming in contact with new people to meet.

Oh No! was the easiest song to mold my character with because it’s Oh No! by MARINA. This song was everywhere for me. The song’s already very blunt with it’s message and lyrics, so I’m not going into detail here. Instead I’ll explain the character’s backstory. OC’s parents worked in the entertainment industry, with their mother being a star in a drama, while their father was an Executive Producer for multiple shows. OC wasn’t planned. Their parents were busy people who couldn’t stay at home for long. The closest OC could get to seeing them for a while was by watching TV. Most of the times they watched cartoons, but occasionally they would watch the drama their mother starred in. OC never had anyone around other than their nanny, so television was their view of the outside world. Unfortunately, OC was influenced by TV so much, they learned a lot of unhealthy mindsets. One example is that OC believes that any problem can be solved in a relatively short amount of time. What if OC was in a problem that couldn’t be solved like that? Oh well. Then they move on to new people. It’s why they excel at their job. The more they move, the less chance they’ll have to deal with their conflicts. Every week is a new experience for them.

And Stupid Girl was used to build more off of OC not having anyone around. Because of their childhood, their mentality, and constant travel, they don’t have friends. Instead it’s just themself. And their self-deprecating thoughts. When they can’t ignore the thoughts, they cycle into self-doubt, knowing the charisma they show off is an act. But it’s a cycle, and soon they perk back up, ready to face the world. A part of this cycle also ends sometimes with OC thinking that whatever argument they got into wasn’t their fault, but the other person’s.

So...Stil In Love With My Ex made things complicated. Yet I like the turn that I made to make sense of the OC so far. Currently, OC is a hopeless romantic. One that’s still hung up on someone they knew a while ago: Their Ex. The time they spent together was the happiest OC had ever been (Though they refuse to admit it). But because of long-distance becoming more difficult over time, the relationship broke. It was supposed to be mutual, but OC just can’t get EX out of their mind. OC has had other romances, but nothing like their EX. No matter how much they try moving forward, EX keeps tempting them to look back.

LEMONS was the exact opposite of Oh No! and I hated trying to work around it. Because the version I listened to was a demo, I basically got nothing. Along with their traveling job, they also don’t have a home exactly. They live in hotels most of the year and I kinda gave up with LEMONS.

There were similar circumstances with Seashore. It was a bit hard to go off considering it was representing clothing. I’m not an expert on fashion, so I thought OC would have a simple blouse and skirt combo. Really I see them wearing anything that’s blue.

The next few songs are very similar. Sweet, Connie, and Dilemma don’t actually represent hobbies. Rather the three are things OC does as a way of coping. Sweet has OC fantasize that they’re the absolute best person in the world. Everyone loves them and they can do no wrong. With Connie, OC keeps to themselves. With the exception of EX, they rarely open up to others.

I wasn’t really happy with Sweet and Connie representing OC’s hobbies, so I made the decision to have a tenth and final song to play out. I also believe it would’ve rounded out the numbers.

Then Dilemma happened.

I legit didn’t think another Kelly Rowland song would play, especially since my main playlist has a lot of songs to choose from. A little too surprising to be a coincidence honestly.

Anyways, when Dilemma came on, I just thought OC would’ve had a lot of relationships. Mostly to cope.

Yes I understand the last three songs have nothing to do with hobbies. It’s part of the challenge of making an oc with music. I assume that at least.

Other than that, the challenge was fun. It helped me get to work with my creativity and I hope to make another OC this way. Who knows, maybe it’ll be OC’s EX. Currently OC...Well, doesn’t have a name. But I might grab a name based on the “playlist” they have.

#long post #this is about a new oc #that i made #with my playlist #i have way too many songs on it and it's a mess of genres

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bad influence | jjk | m

— summary; in which you know Jungkook is a bad influence on you, but you can’t avoid falling for him every time.

— contents and warnings; pwp, badboy!jk x goodgirl!reader, car sex, dirty talk, fingering, hair pulling, breast play, jk has a big dick and an attitude, unprotected sex (condoms are your friends), jk being kind of a douche, use of the word “slut”, cum eating, creampie, cockwarming, possessiveness, he slaps her ass like once, enemies to fuckbuddies pretty much

— words; 4.5k

— author’s note; I got carried away because I don’t know how to control myself!!! Also bad boy Jungkook is a fucking concept and I’m exhausted. Have fun. // BAD INFLUENCE COLLECTION

You didn’t even know who you were trying to convince when you told yourself that you wouldn’t fall for Jungkook’s cheap charms anymore because, clearly, that wasn’t working. Every time you saw him, every dumb promise you made in front of the mirror came crumbling down, erasing your defenses along with it.

That whole “falling for the bad boy” fiasco was really pathetic, and you knew that terribly well. You thought you had prepared yourself well enough to see through that mess of testosterone and leather jackets, of hollow smirks and messy dark hair. You knew better than to get involved with someone that didn’t take anything seriously and, worse, that mocked you for doing the opposite.

You knew that Jeon Jungkook was nothing but trouble and, yet, you came crawling back to him every single time.

“Fuck,” he moaned against your mouth, his eyes flickering shut at another roll of your hips. His voice was so deep, so rough, that you felt yourself clenching around nothing, a small whimper dripping from your lips as you pressed your panties against his bulge one more time. “You should wear skirts more often, you look like a sexy schoolgirl.”

You rolled your eyes, struggling to keep your balance on his lap. Straddling him on the driver seat of his car really wasn’t how you thought your night out would end, but it wasn’t all that surprising either. “I fucking hate you sometimes,” you spat.

Jungkook smirked, taking one of his large hands to the back of your head. “Only sometimes? I should try harder, then.”

You were left without a chance to respond because, within a second, he was pressing his lips against yours in a deep, sensual kiss. Jungkook always made out with you like he was about to lose you, like he was drowning and you were his last, desperate gush of air. Jungkook had been the only one who had ever kissed you like that, so messy, but yet so passionate; every curl of his tongue against yours making you melt in his embrace. You, of course, would never tell him how much you liked it, your pride would never allow you to do so.

His palm was firm and hot against your cheek, tilting your head slightly to the side so he could deepen the kiss. His other hand was tenderly placed on your hips, guiding them as you continued to grind against his clothed erection. The air inside his car was so heavy that you felt as if you couldn’t even breathe, only small whimpers echoing between your mouths at the gentle caresses of your clit against the fabric of his pants.

But, as much as Jungkook was having fun, that grinding session was starting to annoy him a bit. He had been waiting to have you all night — going through the motions of boring bar conversations and brushing off the shameless flirting of other girls — and he wasn’t going to spend his sweet time just dry humping you like you two were horny teenagers.

So, he took his shot as you raised your hips from his. Before you could move your body down once again, one of his hands traveled beneath the hem of your skirt, his nails pressing down on the skin of your thighs as he made his way towards your pussy. Jungkook had been daydreaming about your cunt wrapping around his cock for far too long then, and he needed to remind himself of how good that felt.

“Fuck, babygirl, look at you… You’re soaked and I didn’t even touch you yet.” Jungkook smirked wickedly, his fingers faintly tracing its way up and down your clothed folds. You shivered at the contact, biting on your lip to avoid moaning out — he, of course, noticed that. He had quite the natural talent when it came to seeing what made you tick. “Why are you holding back, baby? Afraid that someone will hear you?”

Your only response was a shaky breath from your nose, the words far too complicated to leave your mouth. Only Jungkook, in all of his great self, was able to make you such a mess so quickly, and you hated your body for being so reactive under his touches. It was the expectation, you noticed, the anticipation of knowing how well he fucked you, of knowing he was only taking his time before ruining you.

Without hesitation, he pulled your panties to the side and placed two of his fingers between your pussy lips, barely brushing your entrance. Jungkook covered his digits with your wetness and moved them toward your clit, pressing them delicately on your sensitive nub. “I asked you a question, baby.”

A bit overwhelmed, you breathed out, trying to keep yourself composed. It was almost impossible when it came to him. “Yeah, I don’t want people to know,” you admitted.

He knew that, of course. It was a common worry amongst the two of you — especially when Jungkook had such a thing when it came to risky places to have sex in. Fucking you in his car, right outside the bar where you two had accidentally ran into each other, was far from being one of the most out-there situations he had created.

“Hm? Know what?” He continued playing his self-indulgent game, pressing down on your clit. Your body jilted at the contact, mouth parting slightly and hands resting on his broad shoulders as he began slowly moving in circles over your sweet spot. “That pretty little ___ isn’t such a good girl, after all?”

“J-Jungkook,” his name was a pathetic moan that died on your tongue, barely a whispered plea as he continued his advances on your clit. You had broken down so easy and so fast, you didn’t even remember you had once promised yourself that you would never come back to his bad boy shenanigans.

But it was so, so hard to keep yourself away from him. You were only human, and Jungkook was this little demon ruining you just a bit more every time.

“Are you worried that they’ll know that, beneath all those good grades, all those nights spent studying in your room, all that fucking charity work...” His fingers pressed harshly against your clit and your back arched, making you almost hit the steering wheel behind you. The thought of accidentally pressing down the horn made your blood run cold, and you forced yourself to lean back against his chest. “That under all that, you’re still a slut for my cock?”

Your eyes fluttered shut, pleasure starting to climb up your spine as his voice guided you towards the past. All the times you snuck out during the night, all the times he fucked you raw after just bickering with you in front of your friends. All the times you told everyone that he was just a pile of trouble, and yet you begged for him to bury himself between your thighs until you were crying out his name. Really, it was difficult to find a bratty clapback when he was fucking you senseless, and Jungkook seemed to like that discovery just as much as you.

And still, sometimes he didn’t like when you didn’t answer him.

“You’re so shy all of a sudden…” he trailed off, taking one of his hands to pull up your crop top. He didn’t take it off, especially when he knew you’d freak out being topless in a public parking lot, he just needed to have better access to your bra. “You aren’t this quiet when you’re around other people, though. Always mocking me, being so mean…”

“Don’t play the victim, you do the same to me,” you found the strength to respond, making Jungkook stop his motions on your clit right away. You sighed in frustration, your shoulders falling as you watched him lick his lips. “Why did you stop?”

“I’m waiting,” he said.

“For what?”

“For an answer, baby.” He smirked. “You’re so mean. You always leave me hanging.”

“That’s not true,” you said, taking your hands to his nape. There, you played with the strands of his hair, making him groan after a harsh pull. “What’s the question?”

Jungkook hummed, taking his free hand to your bra and cupping one of your breasts — his other one was still paused, hovering over your clit like an unspoken promise. “Do people know?” He repeated, unclamping your bra with one swift motion and pushing it up along with your top. “Do they know how much of a dirty girl you are?”

You swallowed hard and pushed your body against his fingers, trying to find some more friction. “I’m not,” you said, but could not believe your own words. “It’s just—“

The lie vanished the second that his lips found your nipple, his velvety tongue coming out to circle around it before he gave you a harsh suck. You pressed yourself closer to his mouth at the contact, and you could no longer hide the needy moan that escaped you — which seemed to satisfy Jungkook.

“You’re not?” He spoke as he pulled away from your breast. Jungkook’s fingers slithered away from your clit and dove inside your pussy without further warning, making you cry out his name. No matter how many times you touched yourself, your fingers could never compare to his larger ones, making you stretch out so sweetly around them. “So why are you soaking my fingers like this? That’s so filthy, baby...”

You clenched your teeth. “God, you’re so annoying.”

“And you’re so wet,” this time, however, the mockery in his voice had faded a bit, giving space to a newfound wave of lust. As much as Jungkook loved to tease you, he was quite fast to break too — and the lewd sounds of your pussy were making him lose his mind. “Are you remembering all the times I fucked you before? All the times I pounded this tight pussy until you were crying? Begging for my cock?”

God, you could feel as the heat started to spread down your body, guided by his words alone. When you spoke again, your voice wasn’t as firm as you expected. “J-Jungkook, that’s not…”

“Not what, baby?” He interrupted, tilting his head to the side. You hated how clothed he was, but you couldn’t deny that you wanted to ride him like that — in that stupid leather jacket of his. “You didn’t like it?”

“I- I did.” It was getting hard to think when his thick fingers were pumping in and out of you so well. “I loved it.”

Those words left your throat before you could stop yourself, and your heart almost sank when you realized you had actually praised Jungkook, local douchebag, for something. You knew that he wouldn’t let that go anytime soon. “Loved being fucked like a good slut, right?” He asked, moving his fingers faster. You moaned especially loud when he started pushing them apart, scissoring you.

“Yes,” you gasped, utterly defeated at that point.

“Hmmm… so let me ask you again, and I expect a direct answer this time,” Jungkook said, leaning his head against the crook of your neck. His voice was a cloud of heat against your skin, vibrating up and down your body. “Do people know that you’re a slut for my cock?”

“No,” you finally responded, fingers digging on his hair. Your pleasure was increasing so fast that you knew it was just a matter of time before you were cumming around his fingers, like you had done so many times before. “Only you know, Jungkook.”

That seemed to really satisfy him, because it was his turn to grunt against your flesh. The sound of his voice, so hoarse and guttural, made you clench around his fingers. “You’re getting so tight, baby.” He breathed out, unable to hide the desire that coated his words. Jungkook really needed to feel that delicious pussy of yours around his cock before he went insane. “Close?”

This time, your answer didn’t take long to come out. “Yes.”

“I have another question for you,” he started, and you would've rolled your eyes at him if you weren’t so awfully close to your high. “Do you wanna come on my cock or my fingers?”

“Both, please,” you moaned out and rolled your hips against his hand, dignity long forgotten. You wondered what your friends would say if they knew you were pleading for Jungkook, of all people, to make you cum.

“Not both, you have to pick one.” Jungkook stopped his movements for the second time that night, and you couldn’t help cursing out at the absence of motion. You clenched around his fingers, making a sly smirk spread across his features. “I’m feeling especially greedy tonight.”

“Fuck you,” you said, taking a moment to organize your thoughts. As much as you really, really needed to cum, the idea of not having Jungkook’s dick inside you was much worse than waiting just a few more minutes to have it. “Your cock.”

He smiled and, for a moment, he almost looked innocent. Almost. “I thought so,” Jungkook teased, giving you one final pump of his fingers and watching as you bit your lip at the abrupt feeling. “I know you love it.”

You scoffed. “You have such an attitude.”

“Maybe,” Jungkook said as he removed his fingers from your pussy, watching how they shimmered, coated by your wetness. He looked up at you and took his hand towards your mouth. “Let me see you taste it,” he told you, tapping on your bottom lip. Obedient, you opened your mouth for him, allowing for his digits to slither inside. With a whimper, you sucked him like you would his cock, curling your tongue around him in a way that left Jungkook cursing out. “So fucking hot.”

His eyes were focused on your mouth as he pulled his fingers away from it, swallowing dry at the “pop” sound it made when it left your lips. “Now,” he almost groaned, “let me taste it.”

Jungkook crashed his mouth on yours, making you moan against his kiss once again. His tongue hungrily danced with yours, searching for your taste as his hands grabbed your ass, pressing you down against his aching member. You never wanted something as much as you wanted to feel him inside you right then, and Jungkook also didn’t want to wait any longer.

He smirked against your mouth when he heard the sound of his zipper opening, your hands working fast to pull his pants down. “I told you that you love my cock.”

“God,” you complained, pulling at the hem of his pants. Jungkook raised his hips from the seat so you could slide them down, bringing his underwear along with it. “Do you ever stop talking?”

“Only when you let me eat you out.” His cock had sprung free, resting against his abdomen as your hands moved to grab it. Again, another compliment that you would never give him, but Jungkook had one of the prettiest (and biggest) dicks you had ever seen; already so enlarged and red-tipped, leaking with pre-cum. Just looking at it made you horny, and it wasn’t long before you were taking it in your hand, giving it a few pumps before brushing your thumb over his crown, spreading his wetness all over it. “Fuck, that feels good.”

The pleasure in his voice almost blinded you for a moment, making you forget what had been your intention in the first place. However, as you felt yourself clenching around nothing, you came back to your senses.

“I wanna feel your warm little cunt around me, baby,” Jungkook breathed out, watching as your hand continued to pump him.

“You’re lucky I’m feeling especially nice tonight,” you told him, placing your thighs closer to his center. With a grunt of expectation, Jungkook’s eyes followed as you raised your skirt with one hand and guided his cock towards your heat with the other one. “Ready to make your schoolgirl fantasy come to life?”

He opened his lips to respond, but his voice was lost the second that you pressed his tip against your opening, coating his cock with your warmness. “Fuck, baby,” he moaned, hands grabbing your ass as you sank down on him.

“Oh, God,” you whined as you bottomed out, your walls pulsating around him as you got used to his size. No matter how many times he fucked you, you couldn’t get used to his large size and the amazing way he filled you up like no one else could. “Jungkook, you’re so big.”

That was another comment that, unfortunately, you could not hold back. Because you hated yourself, that was why. “You can take it, baby,” he said, pressing down on your ass. “Be a good girl and take everything.”

With his added force, you sank down until you had all of him inside you, practically sitting against his thighs by the time you were done. Taken away by the delicious feeling of his thick cock inside you, you started slowly setting a pace, moving up just so you could crash back down; the sound of skin on skin filling the still, muffled atmosphere of his car.

“Shiiiiit, ____, you’re so tight.” He breathed out heavy, watching the way your bodies connected; the way his dick was coated by your wetness. “I can’t get used to it, it’s the best pussy I’ve ever had.”

Now it was your time to be carried away by his compliments. It was stupid, but having Jungkook praise you (especially after he spent most of his days making fun of you) had you feeling over the moon. Before you could hold yourself back, you were already setting up a rhythm, bouncing up and down on him in a way that got him seeing stars; moaning in delight every time you rolled your hips on him.

“Fuck, yeah, ride this cock,” Jungkook groaned, thowing his head back against the seat. His hair was a mess, falling over his eyes and gluing against his sweaty forehead; and yet he looked like sin incarnated as you fucked yourself onto him. Those saliva-coated lips, those furrowed eyebrows, and the deep, hungry gaze that he sent you way every time you sunk down on him would be the death of you.

Jungkook breathed out as you started to pick up your pace, your hands pressing down on his shoulders as your ass bounced against his thighs. “Such a good slut,” he praised breathlessly, taking one of his hands to brush a strand of hair away from your eyes. “Such a filthy little thing.”

Pride forgotten, you knew what he wanted to hear. “O-only for you,” your words were a confusing mess of syllables, mind drunk on the feeling of his big cock pumping in and out of you. Only Jungkook could fill you up like that, only he could make you such a mess so quickly.

“Oh, I know, baby.” His palm came down heavy against the globe of your ass, stinging your skin and making you cry out in an amazing mixture of pain and desire. You whimpered at the feeling that his slap left behind, your eyes dazed and unfocused as you looked down at the boy. “This pussy is all mine.”

You called out his name as he started thrusting up, the force of his movements increasing your pleasure immensely. You loved when Jungkook started to get rough with you, when he started to use you like you were just a doll for him to seek his own high.

He pulled on your hair, making your head tilt backwards and presenting him with a glorious view of your neck. Jungkook groaned against your flesh, his lips and tongue attacking your skin in a way that you knew would leave marks the following day — just the way he liked it. “I want to fuck you forever,” he moaned, “Wanna make this pussy so messy with my cum. Mark it as my own.”

“It’s yours, Jungkook,” you told him, lost in the buildup of your pleasure. “It’s all yours.”

He groaned, and the force of his hips snapping against yours only increased. Weak, you allowed your body to tumble against his strong chest, letting him use you the way he wanted it.

“Such a tight and wet pussy for me,” he moaned out through clenched teeth. Jungkook looked almost animalistic then, only wanting to fuck you until his stamina ran out. “Say my name, baby.”

“J-Jungkook,” you gasped.

“Louder,” he hissed, buckling his hips higher. The feeling of his cock thrusting upwards and reaching even deeper inside you got you seeing stars, eyes rolling back and mouth falling open. “I want everyone to hear it. Hear how good I make you feel, hear that this pussy is all mine.”

Any other time, you would refuse to do something so absurd — but, at that moment, your mind was floating far away from that car, and all that you wanted was to be a good girl for him. “Jungkook!” you called his name louder, moaning out at you felt his cock throbbing inside you.

“Again,” he rasped out, his jaw clenching.

“Jungkook, fuck!” You almost yelled out, the world turning into nothing as you continued to fuck yourself on his cock. Moments like those were wonderful: all your problems went away, and you could only focus on the way he made you feel so deliciously full.

“Ah, that’s it, shit,” he cursed out, member throbbing inside your pussy, “I’m gonna fucking cum.”

You cried out at the thought, wanting nothing more than to see him cuming because of you. “C-Cum inside me, please.”

“Yeah, baby,” he said, his voice lost in pleasure. You could feel his desperation from the way his hips crashed against yours with much more force, hitting deep inside you. “Take everything.”

His mind went blank when you clenched around his cock, wiping everything away from him but the delicious feeling of your walls sinking down on him. Jungkook looked like he was in a haze, his eyes unfocused and teeth sinking on his lip, barely watching the way he disappeared inside you. He only needed a bit more to be pushed over the edge.

“Please, fill me up, Jungkook,” you begged. His eyes darted towards yours, watching your face. He could see that you had tears pooling at the corner of your eyes, a faint heat in your cheeks. God, he had completely ruined you. “Please, I need your cum.”

And that was it. His orgasm hit him like a tidal wave, a deep groan leaving his throat as he spilled himself inside you, hearing the lewd sounds of your wetness as he continued to thrust up against your pussy. “Fuck, fuck, fuck,” he cursed, head falling against the seat once more. Jungkook’s eyes closed as he felt the last drops of his cum being milked by you, his mind a jumble of broken words and disconnected ideas. “Oh, fuck, baby, fuck. Take it, baby, fuck...”

Of course you did as he asked, and you took every drop of his cum until it was starting to spill out of you. You couldn’t even look down, but you were sure that you were a complete mess between your legs. “J-Jungkook, I’m so close,” you cried out, drunk on the feeling of his thrusts.

“God, that’s it.” He pressed down on your hips, overwhelmed with the feeling of your walls clenching around his sensitive member. Jungkook loved it, though, loved seeing you cum around his cock like it was all that you ever wanted to do; loved watching your face as you looked at him with so much desperation that he almost grunted out. You really were a precious thing. “Make a mess on my fat cock, come on, baby. Let me see you cum for me.”

His request was like magic to you, and you came right after, calling his name amidst breathy moans and high-pitched whimpers. Jungkook kept whispering in your ear as you rode your high, praising how good you were for him, how good you felt around him, until you crashed down against his chest, absolutely spent.

Still, you had experienced enough sexual adventures with Jungkook to know that he still wanted two more things before he called it a night. He had his particular tastes.

“Let me see it.” Jungkook told you about a minute later, and you knew exactly what he wanted you to do. With your thighs still trembling a little, you leaned back against the steering wheel and pushed your body upwards, letting his dick slip out of you. Jungkook hummed in delight as you pulled up your skirt and he watched his cum dripping down your thighs, painting your folds in a delicate shade of white. He always loved to admire his work. “So fucking pretty… and all mine.”

You had to bite down your lip not to whimper at the touch of his fingertips against your pussy, catching a bit of his cum on them. He took it to his mouth, humming around his digits as he tasted himself. “You always make such a mess,” you complained.

“Shut up, I always clean it.” Jungkook sighed, looking at you almost tenderly. “You know what I’m gonna ask.”

Yes, you did.

You sighed. “Fine.”

Jungkook hummed happily as you propped yourself over his cock once again, now half-hard, and placed it back inside you, sinking down until you were sitting on his lap. “Good girl.” He sighed in bliss, his hand caressing your hair as you rested your head against his broad chest. You didn’t understand why Jungkook loved staying inside you after sex, but you couldn’t deny that you weren’t bothered by it. You just liked to pretend as if you were. “Feels so nice.”

You pressed yourself against his chest. “I hate you.”

He chuckled and wrapped his arms around your lower back. “No, you don’t.”

And you hated that he was right.

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