#it’ll get better i swear 😞

[lxmiko]

luxiem as random things . . .

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(continuation of the title) . . . they remind miko of

TO BE HONEST, i just needed a space to ramble and what better place to do it than tumblr as a “fanfic” (it’s more like just a bunch of random thoughts)

the bullet points are not written in a certain order!! so don’t be surprised when at one point you’re reading fluff and then the next you’re reading angst D:

enjoy!

character(s): all luxiem members

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vox akuma

folding the corner of a page to bookmark

sitting in a movie theater by yourself

putting out a lighter with your bare hand

play fighting with puppies and when they bite you playfully

the sound of heels clacking on the ground

motorcycles and cigarettes

incense that smells sickly sweet and makes you dizzy

cheating by playing cracked games but still somehow losing

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mysta rias

when your hair tie leaves a mark on your wrist cause it’s too tight

leather chokers

colored sunglasses

putting on eyeliner in the bathroom at the location of a gathering a few minutes before it starts

nails tapping on desks

cramming into a photobooth to take photos with your friends

convenience stores in movies where the cashier’s always extremely annoyed, thinks you’re stupid, and chews bubblegum

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luca kaneshiro

roses and gunpowder

gold chunky jewelry

late night car rides with music blasting and potential injuries by the end of the night

untied shoelaces you tell yourself you’ll tie later

hairties that are hanging on for life

movie marathons of childhood movies and falling asleep on the couch during it all

not knowing how much of your forehead to show when putting on a beanie

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ike eveland

rings of water left after you lift a cold drink from a table

warmly lit libraries

cupping hot drinks with both of your hands and blowing on them

lipstick dabbed away on napkins

long fuzzy socks

iredescent flowy fabric under the sun

the feeling of tears drying on your cheeks from the breeze while on a rooftop

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shu yamino

fluffy blankets

when you get under a blanket as you’re about to sleep and it’s cool to the touch instead of warm

the color grey

the cool feeling of metal touching your skin

when a cat leans into your touch

your partner waking up and surprising a very sick you in bed with a sandwich and juice made fancy with one of those cocktail umbrellas cause they can’t cook

playing childhood games on sketchy websites because the original webs were too old and taken down or were sketchier

[weirdsht]

Helooo :ppp

Would it be ok if we get more yan!cale. He makes me so thirsty dawg... 😞 Crazy scenarios will always be on top. Like what if they find out the reader has a weak ass heart (me) and reader's been fighting with them against war since like forever

Recuperation - Yan!Cale/Reader

a/n: i swear you guys took a peek at my notes and forced me to write prompts i've been procrastinating. this and that other req about isekai reader has been on my notes rotting. also i'm working on it but i'm still struggling to write yanderes

tags: reader's gender not specified, yandere Cale, confined reader, hints of gaslighting and manipulation

English isn’t my first language so there will be grammatical errors

Pls don't repost my work anywhere without my permission

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First, it started for hours, then it became days. Days turned into weeks, and before you knew it you have been confined in your room for months now. It’s not like you’re imprisoned inside your room, at least that’s what Ron tells you, rather, it’s for your safety.

You try to understand their point of view, you really do. But man does it get boring and tiring really fast. Especially when you know that the rest of the group is out there, adventuring everywhere.

It wasn’t like this from the start. You used to be part of the missions Cale leads. Used to practically not see the underground manor as you were too busy running here and there. In fact, before that day you used to be the person Cale trusted the most when it came to infiltration.

Then everything changed when you suddenly felt lightheaded before a mission.

“You okay?”

Cale asked as he looked at you with that nonchalant yet caring gaze of his. You held out your hand, asking him to give you a moment before answering.

“I’m fine, I just felt lightheaded for a moment. Probably because things had been so hectic lately.”

Your lover nodded and continued his preparation. However, he made sure to monitor you closely as he was still worried.

Turns out his concerns aren’t unfounded.

One simple lightheadedness turned into full-on dizziness. Then while on the mission you felt more out of breath than usual. You were also sweating more when the work wasn’t even that strenuous.  

You were showing clear signs that you were sick so everyone silently agreed to wrap it up quickly. And you were thankful for that because you barely managed to hold on while finishing the mission.

After that, you fainted and that’s when everyone started coddling you.

“Ron until when must I stay here?”

You looked at the old servant with pleading eyes. Of course that blasted geezer only smiled at you like he always does.

“The young master already told you that you are free to leave your room.”

With that usual calm and composed poise of his, Ron poured tea for you as you finished the last of your dinner. You took the teacup with grateful hands but still flashed a frown at his response.

Both of you knew that was not the answer you were looking for.

“Let’s ask Saint-nim to take another look at you when they come back and we’ll decide from there.”

The answer only made you frown more because you already knew that being as healthy as before is almost impossible. 

And so you tried to control your temper. Logically, you knew that it would only make your condition worse. Could trigger your heart to become erratic once more.

Nevertheless, a part of you has had enough. You felt dead, you felt envious of everyone else being busybodies while Cale wouldn’t even let you outside your room without a servant following your tail.

“We all know that won’t do anything! I already promised I would take better care of myself, why won’t any of you listen to me!? I’m tired… I’m sick and tired of being here! I feel so incompetent, it’ll be better to let me die in the Forest of Darkness!”

At the end of your shouting session, you were heaving and clutching your chest. Ron, already expecting this merely took the necessary measures to take care of you. As he does a knock sounded on the door before it opened revealing Cale Henituse himself.

He entered your room as if he owned the place, well he does but the point stands, and sat down on the side of your bed once Ron was done.

“I could hear you shouting from the stairs. I told you not to get worked up, it’s not good for you.”

That handsome face of his frowned before kissing your forehead. Still angry, you turned your head away from him. Cale’s frown deepened slightly but he let it go, he's not going to stoop so low that he’ll fight a patient.

Ron cleans up before leaving the room, creating privacy for you and your partner.

“How did tricking White Star go?”

You grumbled silently, still concerned about everyone’s welfare.

“It took longer than expected but we had fruitful results.”

“Everything could’ve been done faster if you allowed me to join the war.”

Cale didn’t answer for a few moments. Opting to caress your hair instead. It was as if he was gathering his thoughts. Trying to think of the best way to make you understand his side.

“You’re concerned, I understand… but this is jarring my love. I cannot keep living like this.”

As Cale can’t seem to find the words, you let him know that you understand.

“You won’t I promise, I wouldn’t do that to you.”

Cale let’s go of your hair to caress your cheeks instead. Each stroke of his hand conveys the concern he carries with him every day. He can’t help but worry even though you are in the safest place he knows of.

“So please just bear with it. Just until you stabilize or until we can find a solution of some sort.”

You nodded and that was the end of the conversation as you dozed off thanks to your lover’s doting. It didn’t take long for you to fall into a deep sleep as your heart finally calmed down.

When Cale noticed you were sound asleep he tucked you in before pressing a kiss in your temple.

“I’m not so cruel that I will imprison you, but I do need to find a way to monitor you no matter where you go. Need to make sure that you will be safe at every step.”

Cale stood up from your bed so he could turn off the lights.

“So just until I’ve planted people all over this world and beyond, please patiently wait.”

He walks towards the door to go to his. Usually, he and the kids would sleep with you, but you need some quality rest so they’ll do that another time.

“I’m doing all of this for your safety after all.”

With that, he shut the door behind him. Leaving you inside the little cocoon he has created for you. Unaware of the bloodbath he has been causing in the name of keeping you safe.

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when i get home im gonna bury you

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/CrUuA2z by dng3rously_yours in which bakugo gets drink and high alone somewheres after all mights retirement because he’s sad and midoriya finds him fucked up because iida asked midoriya to check on him and his door was unlocked. bakugo was laughing and/or crying, etc. idrk i wrote this before actually writing any of the fic. deku holds him and stumbles him out to the common room where the bakusquad, plus like shoto idk he was probably cuddling w midoriya or sum shit like that, are all there and kirishima takes over and idk shit happens i’m literally writing this off of a whim because i’m supposed to be studying for my science exam Words: 341, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Categories: M/M Characters: Bakugou Katsuki, Kirishima Eijirou, Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Sero Hanta, Kaminari Denki, Ashido Mina, Jirou Kyouka, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, iida tenya - mentioned Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou Additional Tags: Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, bakugo gets high, Bakugo gets drunk, bakugo is sad, Fluff and Angst, Possible smut, idk yet tho, Kirishima Eijirou is a Good Friend, Kirishima Eijirou is a Ray of Sunshine, Minor Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Gay Kirishima Eijirou, Gay Bakugou Katsuki, implied tododeku - Freeform, Only Kinda Tho, possible implied shinkami???? i really don’t know., i wrote this instead of studying im going insane, KISS ME KISS ME WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED, Latino Sero Hanta, Stoner Sero Hanta, Mentioned Yagi Toshinori | All Might, all might’s retirement, fuck everything i’m so tired, bakugo sips vodka like it’s nothing because he’s sad, me too guys, sero gives bakugo weed, bakugo has never smoked before until now, author has never watched my hero academia, Angry Bakugou Katsuki, Sad Bakugou Katsuki, the main focus is bakugo after his fight with midoriya that poor man is going through stuff, i dont know how bakugo got vodka, Pining Bakugou Katsuki, Pining Kirishima Eijirou, Mutual Pining, Everyone Is Gay, Gay Male Character, possible gay sex idk yet it might just be sad, i literally wrote the beginning of this on the notes app, I Wrote This While Listening to Melanie Martinez's Music, I Wrote This While Listening to Hozier's Music, I Wrote This While Listening to Hamilton, Bakugo has a lot of feelings, possible mentioned suicidal ideation, Suicidal Bakugou Katsuki, Suicidal Thoughts, go away i’m tired, I Wrote This While Listening to Pierce the Veil's Music, the new national anthem by pierce the veil is so good, I Wrote This While Listening to Alex G's Music, Song: Pretend (Alex G), Song: Mary (Alex G), Song: I Wait For You (Alex G), Mentioned Iida Tenya, this is my first fic ever, i used to write fics on my school notebooks and my mom found them, she got very mad when she read them, they were always smut so i have that going for me i guess 😞, bakugo isn’t exactly suicidal, but he kinda gets sad and his brain blacks out in a way?, it’ll be explained better in the fic read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/CrUuA2z

[thelovelyghoul]

There’s a song called Sparkle that I’m pretty sure is from Your Name and it’s one of my favorite songs to listen to. Japanese music in general is lyrically beautiful and I just love it. I’ll definitely be checking out Suzume lol I’ll keep an ear out for the song now for sure. Fire force is another anime that I feel just has a massively underrated soundtrack. Not a single opening missed. As for another question…: What’s the most overrated anime ever and why is it JoJo’s?

I hope it’ll be helpful as well. I genuinely want to get better and just all around have more control over my life instead of feeling like life controls me. I’m glad you took your meds, You gotta remember those. They’re really important, especially when you’re just getting back on them and are establishing routine. I almost forgot my first dose this morning so don’t feel too bad lmao I’ve been busy at work, my boss is riding my ass lately and I’m under a microscope. Mentally, I’m doing the best. I’m in one of those places where it’s like no matter what or where I do, I’m fucking something up. And that’s my own anxieties and BPD and shit so I’m just doing my best to get through the day. Side note: I FUCKING LOVE VAMPIRE KNIGHTS YES! THAT SOUNDTRACK HITS LIKE PRIME MIKE TYSON

I’ll look that up 😇 I completely agree. Japanese music is so beautiful 🥺

To be honest, I have neverrrrrr seen JoJos. I can’t. I won’t. 😂

The animation style is a huge no for me 😅

I can’t even get myself to give it a chance, which I feel awful about - but theres just no way I could sit through it tbh

& I knowwwww, I feel that. I’m going to set reminders on my phone for them so I’ll be better. I swear! I’m glad you didn’t forget yours though! Work sounds stressful, I’m sorry. 😞 just keep swimming ~ ( as my dad would have said ) I feel as the same way, I feel like all I do is ruin shit for everyone 🙃 .. my work is kinda the same. I work my ass off and yet someone is always on me acting like they haven’t seen me, when I’ve just been running around taking care of my own people and others assigned people. It’s hard haha.

Vampire Knight was one of the first ones I saw, I loved it. Though, I wish she would have ended up with Zero. I’ll forever be upset about that haha. 😭💕

I did go to send you a dm, but tumblr won’t allow me to do that 😅 (it’s ok though! I’m just letting you know haha)

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