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pepprs · 5 years ago

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not to vague but like.... me vs avoiding sitting still in the airport at all costs and third wheeling 2 acquaintances who are way better friends w each other than they are with me... that was the most excruciating 3 minutes of my life i quite litcherally am wandering around the airport under the pretense of finding food but no it’s really because im anxious and i am already letting myself run away and hide from uncomfortable situations JFHSHDKSHSJ!!

#i am gonna get food. but like damn i rly am just like halfway across the fucking airport huh. i really am.#theyre probably wonderin whats takig me so long JDBDSJDHSJHDJ im embarrassed to go back there #i said i didnt wanna fly alone but i did Not think it was gonna just be students on the flight! just socially isolated things 🤪#im so fucking rude and awful but. god. i am uncomfortable i wish i was just on the plane.. we have an hour to go. an HOUR!#purrs #it woulda been so mich better if there were faculty here. oh i would like to not exist #ad im STILL too scared to text anyone abt what to do when we land and have to get to the hotel. cause idk what shuttle service is like #and out of all the students here i should b the mskt knowledgable abt this shit cause i literally Work at the place that is organizing this #and yet im clueless!!!! im baby! and inwish i could stop sweating and shaking ggfgjjdhfjshhfjdhhd #conference tag

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