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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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#&c.#chatter chatter#🦎🌿#aromantic#asexual#aroace#alterhuman#changed the content of the original post bc some of yall in the tags are clowns (this is an aro joke i made bc im sick of amatonormativity#and so many people in the tags completely missed the point and then reinforced that amatonormativity and im pissed about it)#this breached containment like hell. it got 15k notes. i hate it here. so i changed it#this wont stop people being annoying in the tags but it gives me some release
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made a lil something to celebrate the death of tumblr live (i am so late to the party but shhh)
(volume up for a better experience [aka: i spent too much time hunched over my phone syncing the text to the song for y’all to miss it] also potential tw for religious music [it’s just gospel but better to be safe than sorry])
#tumblr live#tumblr live hate#good mf riddance#it wont be missed#capcut#capcut edit#my edit#tw religion#kinda#religious music#(?)#tw gospel music#(??)#idk should i put a tw or not#-#i’m putting it just in case
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What We Do in the Shadows | 6.01. - "The Return of Jerry"
#wwditsedit#wwdits#wwdits spoilers#what we do in the shadows#wwdits fx#nadja#nandor#nandor x guillermo#6.01#gifs#mine#1k#content for Me specifically <3#once again. nadja knows what you are.#also she misses him too ;_; wont admit it ofc
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bw sketch practice before i leave on holiday !!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#jujutsu gojo#jujutsu kaisen art#jjk satoru#im not gna have access to my tablet until i get back so any drawing i Do manage to do will b good ol pen and paper babeyyyy#(pained voice)#but i figured might as well get myself used to the monochrome and make sure im not samefacing my most common subjects#i think we're good gdfhj#ill miss my cintiq ill miss painting n drawing in colour tho cries foreverrrr#i do have a few things drafted to post During my trip but it wont b as frequent unfortunately#itll b fine i hope pls bear with me and the quality drop#for now i leave u with this <3
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doodle before I go to bed lol
#messyr#I say as it's 3 am#so many errands this month chat- I have to go to school again tomm for recognition stuff OK I GUESS?#I was out all day n came back tired but I missed him anD THIS HYPERFIXATION WONT LET ME SLEEP#doodle#artists on tumblr#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel au#hazbin hotel human au#hazbin hotel: michelin stars au
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kiriona gaia the woman that you are...
#i miss drawing chat#i miss her#alecto wont you come home please#tlt#the locked tomb#kiriona gaia#ntn fanart#cosq tlt art#cosq art
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ah, young love (they will hate eachother at some point, pinkie promise)
#ive heard about the leaks and like#going to be honest i think we were destined to be disappointed/destined to have things be missing from the start#wont elaborate any further but from what I've heard i think the fandom at large should reframe how they think about s2 (unrealistic i know(#anyway rant over have jayvik!!! my boys#jayvik#art#digital artist#artists on tumblr#my art#arcane#league of legends#jayce talis#viktor arcane
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ROBIN WORLD
#one piece#nico robin#miss all sunday#viviart#AND TINY CHOPPER BUT I WONT MAIN TAG HIM LOL#IM REWATCHING ONE PIECE lol#I MISS THE OLD STYLE ITS SO GOOD BUT THE NEW EPISODES ANIMATION GOES CRAZY
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I think Deku has a bit of a mean streak, actually. he’s no Bakugou—that’s for sure—but he’s not this innocent, sweet angel baby that the media has painted him out to be. but you only catch it when you least expect it, when you’re pushing his nerves, when the stakes to everything around him are high, when he’s tired of endless sleepless nights and just—snaps.
“Oh?” you go, grin unfurling like some grinch, chin resting on your hands as you leer at him from across his expansive desk. “You’re mean.” your words are teasing, a snarl that curls your mouth up. Deku stutters, eyes going wide, jaw snapping shut in surprise as he tries to think back on how rude he just sounded.
“No, I’m not—I mean, you wouldn’t stop and I just—there’s a lot on my plate right now—and you just—you keep on—I’m not—I’m not mean.” He’s sputtering, hands all over the place, the glasses perched on the bridge of his nose falling even lower with how he jabbers on and on. it’s endearing really, to see how he tries to upkeep his image of being so kind and understanding, even though his nostrils just flared at you. and his eyebrows turned down and he gritted at you, his hands were balled into fists, his words were so nasty, so ugly, so unbecoming for Deku.
you liked it. loved it even—vowed to get him like this every single fucking second that you could.
you pick and poke at him whenever you see him, teasing him and pulling at him. pushing him around even though the hero is so much stronger than you, so much bigger. and he lets you, tries to defend himself but—that’s not what you want. you want the ugliness, the snark, the mean.
he snaps, eventually, when you least expect it. grabs you up in black whip when you go to push him against the wall for the third time in only a minute, his eyes suddenly dark, the aura of the room suddenly charged.
“That’s what I was looking for.” you whisper to him, the grin spreading your face quickly dissipating in only seconds when you become the prey. when you become the one pushed up against the wall with teeth at your neck, a hand in your underwear, bullying your hole with too thick fingers.
“Why do you want me to act like this? Be so mean to you, huh?” he sounds so frustrated with himself, with you, growling and nipping and licking when you don’t answer quick enough. but your breath is caught in your lungs because finally—finally, did you get what you wanted. it just took a little bit of pushing, you suppose.
#omg I wrote this idea down last night and couldn’t even type it up#bc I took some sleep meds and it put me out SO FUCKING QUICK????#usually I don’t lay down until like an hour and a half or two#but it was literally like 40 mins and I was DONE!!!!#but I finally wrote it :D#there’s also been so much talk of him on the dash and i am. very much so liking this#I miss him bc I don’t think about him enough#but I also think he can be. so mean. like NASTY mean when his limits are pushed enough#ohhhh my god I wont him so bad#okay gn I took more meds bc my pelvis has been in so much pain????#just the right side too??? omg AM I DYING GELP#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#deku treats! 🍬
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mumbattan's one and only pavitr prabhakar!!
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#pav you ray of joy i hope you never change#spoilers// ngl it is objectively hilarious that miles just. prevented pav from experiencing any hubris#keep on trucking pav im sure the universe wont prove you wrong or anything#also im sorry it took me so long to get to him#ive been busy with hobie brainrot which has alleviated. but it did take buying the artbook and an action figure of him so#anyway im rewatching this movie again on saturday i miss these characters so much#pavitr prabhakar#spiderman#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#miles morales#stillindigo art
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A.Z. Fell and Co. needs some tending while the owner’s away, and Inspector Constable is happy to help!
#good omens#Good omens fanart#good omens 2#good omens 2 fanart#gomens#gomens fanart#crowley#crowley fanart#muriel#muriel good omens#muriel fanart#Oh the owner? He wont be back for a while#heard he got a big promotion!#god i miss this show#muriel will i ever see u again :((#I rlly like this style but i forgor how to emulate it o(-(#mii art
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temperature dropped by 2 celcius today. its oficially autumn and im back to drawing old characters. and writing about miserable teenagers and their unsaid past
#it was a nice break now im back to rewriting migawki again because i really missed those characters#i also got a lot of inspo for how i can rewrite it and what story i can make with them#hopefully this time i wont give up as fast as i tend to do. i hope#i will also change the name of the project while rewriting bc now it reminds wveryone of my 2022 webtoon of the same name#rysowanie w nowym mieszkaniu jest napfawde ciezkie nie wiedzialem ze az tak nie potrafie rysowac w innych miejscach ktore nie sa domem#ale juz idzie mi coraz lepiej#udalo mi sie narysowac jedna cala rzecz wiec jest super#digital art#oc art#digital artist#oc#lou ocs#sory za moje fuckass pismo w ogole lepiej nie umiem
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色彩 [Shikisai]
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#yuuji#finally...some not angst.....#im worried out of my mind fr these two right abt now but we cope we cope :)#i woke up early n rushed to render this bc im leaving 2 catsit today n wont b able to spend every waking hour drawing like i have been#almost uploaded it without rendering megumi's ear and frgetting the sukuna scars so im sure ill find something i missed once i hit post smh#this pose fought me also >:( sighs why when i try to do not angst they do not want to cooperate . do they prefer being hurt#anyway !!!#i dont think any1 Listens when ppl put song links in the caption but if anyone is curious ! colours/shikisai galileo galilei#SO themcore im unwell i say that a lot but i mean it every time#speaking of colours i Love how these turned out but they ended up being a lot more cohesive than i intended GKHSDFK#wanted to have yuuji in warm and megumi in cold but that appears to have blended everywhere but their uniforms Oops#sighs these 2 and their sun/moon imagery r my cause of death. i die thinking abt it#resisted the urge 2 have a lmhs caption but let it b known. i amn Thinking it.#anyway i say ill b away from my drawing tablet but i fully plan 2 uber home one of the days so i can draw#i cant b slacking now the itfs reunion is nigh and i feel nauseous abt it i need to channel the nervous energy#have sketches.......just in case....but we dont Talk abt just in case >:(#itfs nation hold strong <3
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@gem-pearl-week kind of a mix of sail/soar and duality
#(The Moon's gravitational pull affects oceans)#gempearl#shiny duo#Im so tired and woozy so I was trying to bullshit something quickly before I go snooze off and miss another day#I wont draw for each day anyway but I need to draw a few. for my girlies. for the lesbians#shinyduo#trafficshipping#tubby art#if there are mistakes (there are many) or awkward anatomy etc. not my fault. blame the eepiness#gempearlweek2024
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