#it was veeeery long hug omg

[mrsfitzgerald]

klagenfurt ♥︎ 18.07.2024

[boosari]

— how they would kiss their s/o

pairing: bf!svt x reader

genre: fluff (slightly veeeery veeery slightly suggestive)

warnings: kissing

summary: how seventeen members would kiss their s/o.

scoups

i feel like he's a deep kisser, probably puts a hand on the back of your neck and pulls you towards him while the other hand is on your waist. slow kisser, loves to take his time. loves your lips, he just can't get enough. smiles after the kiss making you peck his dimple.

jeonghan

smirker omg. he's such a tease. if you ask for a kiss he would be like "oh you want a kiss? my baby wants a kiss? hmm should i give it to you?". but his kisses are soft, probably long and multiple pecks. holds one of your cheek with his hand. hums in kisses.

joshua

soft soft soft. such a gentleman he is. if you have your hair down, moves a lock of your hair behind your ear, looking at you lovingly before kissing you so sweetly. his kisses are also long. holds your bodies close while kissing. admires you after the kiss while smiling.

jun

he's a sensual kisser. would hold your chin with his hand and make you look up to him. looks at you, smirks and then leans in. his kisses are passionate, a little little rough, not too much. has one of his arms around your waist and the other hand tangled between the locks of your hair. keeps smirking after the kiss because of your flushed cheeks.

hoshi

has two sides. either the goofy one, where he basically holds your face and pulls you into a kiss, making a "mmmmuah" sound while doing it, or the serious one. when he's serious his kisses are very romantic. looks at you and smiles so wide, holds your waist while kissing you, brushes his nose against yours after.

wonwoo

soft! his kisses are short but soft. has one hand on your back, pulling you towards him and kisses you sweetly. smiles a little after the kiss, pulls your hair out of your face, and kisses your forehead as well.

woozi

he mostly does forehead kisses, but when he kisses your lips he actually fonds to it. he's a slow kisser. holds your hips while kissing, whispers a small 'i love you' after the kiss while resting his forehead on yours.

dk

soo sweet. hugs your neck and pulls you close to kiss, while your arms are around his waist. smiles in kisses. seriously, dokyeom's kisses are so sweet, his kisses show how much he loves you. (just like how he kisses the members' cheeks).

mingyu

probably hugs you from behind, placing small kisses on your shoulder, up to your neck and ear. you turn around smiling and wrap your hands around his neck, while his rest around your waist. just like jeonghan small and multiple pecks. giggles between the kisses.

the8

passionate kisser. has his hands on your waist. he has such plump lips it makes you want to bite them. when you actually bite his lower lip, he laughs, squinting his eyes as you giggle.

seungkwan

he's so shy. but his kisses are so cute. hugs you while kissing, rocks your bodies back and forth. he also has soft lips, and you can't get enough of them. so when he tries to pull away, but you refuse getting closer and whining, he giggles and keeps kissing you.

vernon

classic kisser. his kisses are not too long, not too short, just right. he may seem neutral but his kisses are actually really good. holds your cheeks when he kisses you because he finds you adorable. smiles very wide after. (😁)

dino

such a passionate kisser. holds your hands while kissing you. he just can't get enough. you pull away, smiling at him, he smiles (smirks) back and pulls you again by your hands, making your bodies touch as he hugs you, kissing you again. giggles in the kisses as well.

a/n: hi guys i miss boo seungkwan. i've seen the tmea performance and oh my. they all look scrumptious 👀. by the way i saw a lot of you enjoyed the 'when you don't say ily back' headcanon so i hope you enjoy this too!

masterlist

[pinkchanelbag]

cherry pie, flan and lemon bar GO 😼😼😼

IM GONNA DO INUMAKE BEHEHEHEHE

flan: how does your f/o comfort you when you’re upset?

omg :( he knows when i’m sad or when i get into high anxiety moments where i feel restless and anxious like i need to “do” something and having lots of people around amplifies that PLUS i crave physical touch but don’t ask for it so he’ll just take me somewhere a lil quiet and with seating (HAS to have seating) and just sits me down in his lap and hugs me tight 1. to make me feel safe and 2. to keep me from moving, and stays like that till i’ve managed to clear my head.

lemon bar: what song reminds you of your f/o?

falling for you by jaden — “kiss my sane mind goodbye, i’m bonkers now; crazy for your love i do the most. walkin the street up to your mama’s house, dirt roads with pink skies and rainbows.”

cherry pie: who said “I love you” first?

LISTEN OK i’m convinced that the whole rice ball ingredients thing is like an EXTRA EXTRA precaution because i think like non-command words or phrases shouldn’t have too much impact???¿ maybe?? point is, he hasn’t spoken any words other than “salmon” “bonito flakes” “kelp” “tuna mayo” “run” “sleep” “explode” “get crushed” ETCETERA for a veeeery long time but i imagine him being super adamant on wanting to say i love you out loud that he literally does test runs with panda of how much real speaking he can do without using his technique :(((((( until he’s sure he can say it to me without it hurting me :((( and i wouldn’t say it first cause...i’m shy lol......

[mr-starkasm]

RULES: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

I was tagged by @ironcaptains thank you darling!! I love being tagged on these things!!! 

I’m going to tag @udontas @not-close-to-straight @ironheartng @fangirlingmanaged @tony-stark-is-bae @kay-cas19 @themxchanic @heart-of-gold-titanium-alloy  (as soon as I hit post I’ll remember 1000 people I’d like to tag so if you want to do it please do and tag me so I can see your answers!!)

ANSWERS UNDER THE CUT!

my last:

1.  drink: water (I’m always drinking water)

2. phone call: my friend

3. text message: my other friend

4. song you listened to: Me Enamoré by Shakira

5. time you cried: I love to suppress my emotions and try to convince myself I can’t and shouldn’t feel anything so I don’t even remember 

6. dated someone twice: no (in portuguese, which is my first language, we have a saying that i love to use, it’s perfect for this question but i don’t think it’s funny in english :/)

7. kissed someone and regretted it: yes (but i didn’t regret kissing them, just the occasion, it wasn’t a nice time for what we did lol)

8. been cheated on: no 

9. lost someone special: no 

10. been depressed: when have i NOT been depressed?? lmao this shit is out of control

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: ew never happened to me

3 favorite colors

12. to wear: black (like my soul)

13. in general: purple

14. lip stick: nude

in the last year have you 15. made new friends: yes! a couple of new cool friends!! love them!!

16. fallen out of love: no (i hate to be that person but i don’t think i’ve ever been in love lol except for 4th/5th grade when i thought i was going to die because the boy i liked didn’t like me back what a dumb bitch wasting my time on boys ugh)

17. laughed until you cried: basically always

18. found out someone was talking about you: yes

19. met someone who changed you: eh not really 

20. found out who your friends are: hmmm it sounds dramatic. you mean like, finding out they are fake or something?? i don’t think so

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes (is facebook alive?? i never go there anymore) general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them I think

23. do you have any pets: no

24. do you want to change your name: that’s funny because when i was a kid I wanted to but now I love my name!! when my mom told me what the other option was I almost died because i don’t like it 

25. what did you do for your last birthday: I had a Depressive Episode™ so it totally ruined my plans and I just went out for dinner with my family and convinced myself I’ll never celebrate my birthday again

26. what time did you wake up: 8:30 my nephew entered my bedroom screaming so I’d put on cartoons for him

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i was on this Hellsite of course (2)

28. name something you can’t wait for: to die  to get a job!!

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like 10 min ago lmao (2)

31. what are you listening to right now: Desesperado by Rihanna

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no (it’s not a common name here)

33. something that is getting on your nerves: my inseparable friend anxiety :)

34. most visited website: tumblr 

35. hair colour: brown

36. long or short hair: i used to have veeeery long hair but i’ve been cutting it short and now it’s getting long but i want to cut again but i don’t really know aaaaaaa

37. do you have a crush on someone: no

38. what do you like about yourself: omg i hate this question because i hate myself ok i tried but i can’t answer this aaaaaaaaaa sorry

39. piercings: i used to have one on my ear and planed to have more but it infected and I found out I’m allergic :’(

40. blood type: AB+

41. nickname: Lena

42. relationship status: married to college

43. zodiac: virgo

44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: i don’t really watch much but i loved hannibal and I think it’ll always be my favorite

46. tattoos: again i’m allergic :’( there are so many i’d like to do :’’’’’(

47. right or left handed: right 

48. surgery: i had a plastic surgery on 2014

49. piercing: shocking but still the same answer as 39

50. sport: who the fuck is sport?? 

51. vacation: omg no plans :’( but i wish i could go to europe!!

52. pair of trainers: what kind of questions is this??

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: paçoca <3 

54. drinking: water!!!!

55. i’m about to: go to sleep (i wish but i’ll be stuck in this hellish site for a couple of hours lmao)

56. waiting for: death to see my friends on saturday!!

57. want: to die go to paris!!! someone give a few million dollars so i can live there please!!!!

58. get married: never i think (unless Rihanna wants me)

59. career: I’m studying International Relations and I want to be a diplomat!!

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: hugs 

61. lips or eyes: eyes

62. shorter or taller: taller

63. older or younger: older 

64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms

65. hook up or relationship: hook up

66. troublemaker or hesitant: a troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: yes

68. drank hard liquor: yes

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no (i’ve broken my glasses in a concert tho)

70. turned someone down: yes

71. sex on the first date: no

72. broken someone’s heart: yes

73. had your heart broken: no

74. been arrested: no

75. cried when someone died: yes

76. fallen for a friend: omg whenever i have a friend for too long i get to a period where i have a crush on them is it normal??

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: hmmmm maybe?? sometimes?? i think so

78. miracles: no

79. love at first sight: no!! love needs time!!

80. santa claus: christmas is not real jesus wasn’t born on december it’s just one more way for capitalists to get our money love him

81. kiss on the first date: yeah sure

82. angels: no

OTHER: 83. current best friend’s name: Deborah and Izabella love them so much

84. eye colour: brown

85. favourite movie: The Devil Wears Prada (one day i’ll be Miranda Priestly)

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MARI MARI MARIIIIII 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I LOVED THAT FIC SO MUCH I COULD WRITE 10 BOOK ON WHY THAT IS THE ULTIMATE REPRESENTATION OF A PERFECT FIC OK. It's so good I'm suffering. Now lemme explain my sorrow. 1. The fucking characterization (which as you perfectly know since I always scream about it, is a kink of mine). I mean, Yoongi and the progressing of how the OC changed her opinion of him. Truly a great job cos it makes the reader effing think about the characters (who's lying? Who's saying 1..

The truth?) and Jeon omg the whole “acting like a robot but hello ik very much human” idea WAS GREAT and it made his relationship with the oc special since you had to pick up every subtle way his used to show affection :’) And the oc was pretty cool too!!! I liked how, still being ‘Mari’s oc’ (yes I can recognize em ok) this time she was a bit more strong and independent, which ofc was perfect for her role as a commander. 2. The pace. Holy moly my love how you improved!!!! I thought it was 2…

Impossible since it already were perfect in your past fics YET YOU SURPRISED ME ONCE MORE. Cos I mean it’s a damn 30k fic yet it felt like much much less!! I think the shifting between present and past helped a lot (btw a technique that is super cool since it helps adding more suspense). SO YEAH CONGRATS ON IMPROVING DARLING *claps the shit out of her hands* 3. THE ATMOSPHERE OMG THE ATMOSPHERE (book 4,5,6 of said series I’ll write about this fic will be all about atmosphere lol) 3…

You know I love the darkish fairy tail like atmosphere but man SCI FI IS TRULY YOUR GENRE GIRL!!!! It was a nice alternation between realistic settings in the woods and the spaceship (btw at the beginning it was super cool that description) and futuristic devices :’) it all blended so well :’) god it made me want more ahahah (im low key a sucker for this, and dystopian novels in particular). So all the build ups and descriptions were totally worthy 💖 I could see how passionate you got by 4…

How carefully you chose your words (oh, some metaphors were truly breathtaking ok, I saw some improvement in that area too :’)) and by how detailed you were!! You did a super good job on that 💖 4. THE CONCEPT (books 1-3) ok listen, my dear, I have no words to explain how much I was intrigued by this!! It was creative and truly original for a fic im so glad you shared it with us cos it was a breath of fresh air!!! Really, I need more of it ahahaha. It fitted so well your style too (both 5…

Precise and detailed and veeeery smooth, which I important cos with such a big concept having a messy/mazy style would totally make the reading difficult) 6. And finally the ending!! I don’t wanna spoiler people so I can’t say much, BUT THAT PLOT TWIST MARI I LOVED IT EVEN THO IM SUFFERING AT THE SAME TIME FOR JEON OK. But it was meant to be like this, and I wouldn’t change a word :’) also ANOTHER OPEN ENDING YAAAS look I don’t even think you should write a sequel, cos that end was truly 6…

Perfect how it was (and tbh I fear an even more angsty sequel lol) and you know im a sucker for open endings :’) so yeah I loved that too! *me is proud* 7. Lastly… I HAVE to scream about my fave two scenes!! Aka the living room scene when the oc and Jeon are 16 and their first kiss :’) you really got so good at being clear yet very subtle in your description! You could feel for real the tension and the awkwardness and the love and admiration and the oc realizing things… Just every single 7..

Emotion by the smallest details you chose to describe, and this, Mari dear, is an art :’) Oh god how fast was racing my heart!!! I’m truly glad I read it, it was an amazing experience and im still shook and hype and emo :’) aaahhh thank you so so so much, I loved every single word and im sorry my asks are not enough to express how much I really, truly enjoyed that lil gem :’) I love you and now I’ll shut up cos this is getting awkwardly long as usual rip me. (and I have to dream in the 8…

Tags since ofc imma reblog that fic!! It has to go straight to my fic rec page *wink wonk*) Ok I embarrassed me enough bye ily 💖💖 *hugs* 9/9 (im so sorry this is so long pliz love my weird self anyway)

THIS IS THE LONGEST MESSAGE SOMEONE HAS EVER SENT ME AND I AM NOT COMPLAINING, NOT ONE BIT, YOU SPOIL ME TOO MUCHHH

the moment I posted this 30k of madness I genuinely started worrying about every single detail I wasn’t sure about, and suddenly every piece of dialogue and every scene seemed lacking and I swear I was getting so damn paranoid AHAH so really, reading this from you, who is so meticulous with her plots, just makes my day. thank you for assuring me that I’m improving (finally!!! took me long enough) and you bet I will keep working on my style because reading your feedback always pumps me up like crazy hehe. I am so passionate about sci-fi so hearing you say that it fits me just makes me so so emo *weeps*  THANK YOU THANK YOU brb gonna go cry ;; 

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #60

“everything i touch turns to stone, so wrap your arms around me and leave me on my own.”

how're you feeling today?   okay.  i guess.  still plenty of time for the day to be ruined.  i just woke up a few minutes ago.  thank god i managed to sleep kinda easily last night, despite what was going on.  guess i was just that tired. have you ever lost a close friend?   yeah, i have, but not to death. what’s your sister(s) names?   katie, misty, ashley, nicole, and tiffany if you want to count her. when was the last time you cried?   last night. what is your favorite song?   first let it be clear that i have LOTS.  but i'm actually going to make an effort to list some here.  again, this certainly isn't all, but some include "hurt" by johnny cash, "here to stay" by korn, "nebel" by rammstein, "perfectly flawed" by otep, "lost it all" by black veil brides, and just... yeah, LOTS more. how do you wear your makeup?   i will once in a blue moon wear foundation, but usually not.  i'll always put on eyeliner and mascara, usually lipstick, then sometimes eye shadow, depending on whether or not i feel like taking it off later or not. do you have a job?   no, but my mom and i are going to drive around animal shelters today to see about volunteering.  since i quit school, i don't know about you, but i can't tolerate myself to sit at home with zero responsibilities.  i have to do something. do you work out every week?   no.  funny how i used to do it everyday. what kind of bathing suit do you wear?   i don't know what it's technically called, it's just a normal bathing suit that covers the belly and such? do you think you are pretty?   i honestly think i would be if i wasn't my size. what’s the cutest thing someone’s ever done for you?   the cutest?  probably that time i was lying in bed and i couldn't sleep, so i was iming jason on facebook and jokingly demanded him to sing to me, because i mean, obviously he couldn't really.  he ended up posting the lyrics/sending me a video to "the mortician's daughter" by black veil brides.  i smiled so big listening to that song; i ended up listening to it all night.  if you ask me, i'll always tell you that was "our song," and it fits us now more than ever.  i usually can't listen to it, but it's so dear to my heart that i sometimes fight the triggering and just listen to it regardless and remember what we had.  i've also decided that regardless of whether or not we get back together, i'm getting "i love you more than i can ever scream" (or possibly another lyric) tattooed somewhere on me, probably in a quote bubble or something.  i don't give half a shit if i ever end up with someone else, i will always love him and that song, and i dare my potential significant other to complain.  but hey, regardless of your musical taste, you should really listen to it, it's beautiful. do you consider dogs inside or outside pets?   both.  i don't believe in leaving them outside all alone forever, and i don't believe in cooping them up inside where their energy gets to be too much. do you read books for pleasure?   not so much anymore, really.  i just kinda... stopped one day.  i really think it's because of my hospitalization; i read like crazy to pass the time every time i was in the hospital, and i guess i just associate it.  it's a shame though, i used to love reading... wood floors or carpet?   in general, i prefer wood floors.  i love it when they look all glossy and they're easier to clean, i think. a teacher says she’s noticed you’ve looked sad, do you confide in her?   i probably would.  when people actually show interest in my wellbeing, i usually open up decently. if someone gave you a kitten, would you keep it?   if mom let me, yeah.  i go on and off between wanting my own kitten, so. are easter baskets only for kids?   absolutely not! do you like to daydream about sex?   i'll admit i've done it before, but i wouldn't say i "like" it. which of your parents do you laugh more with?   my dad have you ever been to an open casket wake or funeral?   yes, for my former babysitter miss janet. after a date, do you call your friend to tell them how it went?   lmao i probably would, honestly. do you like romantic gestures or do they make you feel awkward?   FUCKING YES I LOVE ROMANTIC PEOPLE. have you/do you plan to go to college?   well, i just dropped out of college yesterday due to my deteriorating mental health, so... do you struggle to articulate your thoughts and feelings?   omg, YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!  especially irl, i am TERRIBLE.  like i am a highly figurative thinking and think of everything in kinda inexplainable ways, to where no words seem to fit.  i will struggle so much in a conversation to get out words exactly how i mean them, which is why i prefer to write, because i can think longer about what i'm saying. do you think all porn stars are whores?   i'm sorry to offend, but uh, yeah??  a whore is a prostitute, and a prostitute is someone who engages in sexual acts for monetary gain.  it's kinda... obvious...? would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?   despite that only being two years younger, probs not.  i want someone older than me in hopes they'd be more mature.  sure, an 18-year-old could be perfectly mature, but i just believe the odds are better with someone slightly older. are you more likely to show affection through your words or your actions?   both really. be honest: are you clingy?   quite a bit. do you like to wear makeup?   i do.  it makes me feel prettier.  i just don't usually put it on. how old is the oldest person you’ve kissed?   he's 23. are you bipolar?   according to psychiatrists, yes.  but honestly, i don't really know for certain, considering i always feel an underlying depression?  like i'm aware one kind of bipolarity is more manic, the other more subtle, but i still don't know if i have it. have you ever seen the last person you kissed without their shirt on?   MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BOI do you believe the last person you kissed still cares about you?   do i hope?  yeah.  do i believe he does?  no. do you like to cuddle?   if you're jason, yeah.  it's so funny.  i didn't even like hugs when we started dating, but he got me to wear i absolutely loved cuddling with him and i now love hugs. when you listen to a new song, do you usually play it over and over?   YUP.  if i really like it, anyway. do you prefer being called your actual name or a nick name?   brittany or just "britt" is fine. do you ever want to get married?   i do.  i'm christian, and marriage is perhaps the most beautiful thing in our faith.  i don't want children until i'm legally bound too, and i do want kids.  and i mean... i guess i'm still trying to be abstinent, so. are you wearing a necklace?   no.  i rarely wear necklaces. have your parents ever caught you drinking?   no.  i've never been drinking when i wasn't supposed to. ever been kissed under fireworks?   i have not. have you ever held hands with someone in a car?   jason usually let me hold his hand while he was driving, yeah. do you like the town you are living in?   *cackles maniacally* how did you get one of your scars?   from scratching my leg obsessively. would you ever get a tattoo/belly ring?   tattoos, fuck yeah, belly button piercing, only if i got much smaller.  i don't like how they look on people my size. have you ever hated a teacher?   no.  i've honestly never had a bad teacher because i actually knew how to behave. when is your birthday?   february 5th!!  coming up!! c: are you afraid of roller coasters?   YUP.  i'm terrified of throwing up. how often do you think about death, suicide or running away?   death/suicide, multiple times a week.  running away, never. have you ever had stitches? where?   in my chin, yes. do you enjoy chicken noodle soup?   nope. have you ever been on omegle?   no, because i'm honestly not fond of seeing random dicks. do/did you enjoy it when your school would have pep rallys?   NO.  i hated them so much that i always stayed in class with the teacher. have you ever been caught cheating on a test?   no, because i don't cheat on tests. do alligators scare you?   nah.  i mean if one was coming after me i'd obviously be fearful nor would i approach one, but in general, they don't scare me.  i rather think they're very cool.. are your parents proud of you?   i'm sure they're not.  i've done nothing to warrant pride. do you play just dance on the wii?   not anymore, but i would once in a while back when.  once, during my little sister's birthday, jason and i danced to a kiss song... and he beat me.  i'm still salty af. what are your initials?   bmd, or bmcd if you want my catholic name. did you ever want a pet rabbit?   not adamantly.  my sister had one once and she was veeeery messy. ashley didn't know the rabbit had died for a week. who was the last person that asked to hang out with you?   colleen if you knew that one of your friends was considering suicide, what would you say to them?   ... i'd be a bad person to talk to about suicide.  nevertheless, i'd speak to them pretty wishfully, to be honest.  ex. "everything eventually gets better," bullshit like that that doesn't happen for everyone. have you ever felt so depressed that you were struggling to carry on?   oh, you mean the daily struggle? have you ever worn colored mascara?   no... but that'd be cool depending on what i was wearing! before facebook became popular, did you use any other social networking site, like bebo or myspace?   myspace, yes.  i remember mine was entirely dedicated to meerkats lmao. has anyone ever asked you out and you turned them down?   yes. are you a secretive person?   online, not really.  real life, yeah. if you were going to buy a present for the person you love, what would you generally choose?   something oriented around "magic: the gathering."  or something with cthulu. ever gave a really long apology?   i have. have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?   i have.  call it crazy, but you ain't experienced heartbreak until you've felt it. where would you like to go on your honeymoon?   it'd be quite ideal if i could go to south africa for that so i could fulfill my dream of photographing the kmp meerkats, but i don't know how romantic that would be.  i'd want my future spouse's opinion here. would you ever cut all your hair off to raise money for charity?   all my hair?  no, honestly. do you eat the slice of lemons you get in drinks?   NONONONONO.  i will never forget that gmm episode where they talked about surprisingly filthy things and the lemons were one of them due to having relatively common contact with fecal bacteria from employees not washing their hands. do you like family get-togethers?   my family doesn't really have those because most of my family isn't in nc.  on the rare occasion some of the family's together, generally, no, i don't really enjoy them because half the family has shit to say about me. where does your (favorite) pet sleep at night?   in my old room.  i'd love for him to sleep with me, but he's old and has accidents. how many pillows do you actually use while sleeping (not just on your bed)?   three. do you prefer using regular or mechanical pencils?   mechanical. who in your family has the longest hair? how long is yours?   nicole or ashley, pretty sure nicole tho.  mine is mid-way between my shoulders and breasts. what do you hear now?   "fuck away the pain" by divide the day.  i really don't know why, but this song helps me feel better about shit sometimes...? what are all the areas of your body that you shave?   underarms, legs, trim a "certain area" when you go on webcam, who do you chat with the most? do you use any specific sites or programs?   i never use my webcam what books (if any) have you read more than once?   "because of winn-dixie" i read twice, and "meerkat manor: flower of the kalahari" i've probably read over 10 times lmao.  i skipped over clutton-brock's tangents in the later re-reads, though. what is your favorite card game?   "magic: the gathering" i assume.  i'm not big into card games. what is your most expensive piece of jewelry? if it was a gift, who got it for you?   that's a very good question.  i honestly couldn't tell you. what is your favorite video game to play by yourself?   i love replaying "silent hill 2" and experiencing it again, but the feeling will never be as raw as the first time.  i have to be in the "right" mood to play it though, or else it will REALLY depress me. you have to get a piercing, what do you get?   i want a vertical labret for my lip again. what are you wearing?   plaid pajama pants, cheshire cat tank top do you like the ocean?   i do, but it also scares me.  A LOT. would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?   honestly, i sleep better alone, but i'd prefer to be with someone. do you wear glasses?   always, unless i feel like taking a picture without them for whatever reason. do you wear contacts?   no, but i did years ago.  i was just bad with taking them in and out, so i got glasses instead. have you ever loved someone, but broke their heart?   i couldn't tell you.  he sure as fuck never acted like it.  despite being together for 3 1/2 years. have you had a bf/gf that you never kissed?   if you want to count my first two boyfriends, yeah, i never kissed either of 'em. would you be able to stand being in the same room as someone you hate?   no.  one of us would die that day. has anybody criticized the way your significant other looked?   it's happened before and i'm just like... why???  you're not the one dating him stfu. have you ever stayed up late talking to a bf/gf on the phone or online?   plenty of times. do you have any handshakes with anybody?   nah. what has been the stupidest reason someone has broken up with you?   i've only been broken up with once, and he might as well have said, "i'm sorry you're too sick for me after all this time so i'mma leave you to die peace bye" who do you care about more, your significant other or your best friend(s)?   i don't have a significant other, so i'm just going to say crush instead.  and honestly?  i care about him more, sorry. do you have any pictures of yourself with a bf/gf?   i still have every picture i've ever taken with jason.  hell, i still have our facebook album of pictures because i refuse to delete it. is there anyone you don’t like that always seems to be everywhere you are?   no. who in your life is your number one priority to make sure they’re happy?   i would say jason, but he's not really "in my life," so i don't... really know...?  i mean i guess colleen.  though i'm aware it should be me.  i just can't manage to care for myself like that. do you like making lists?   i'm neutral, honestly. do you play sports with your siblings?   nope. what color or design does your shower curtain have?   it's actually entirely blank. does it bother you when animals lick themselves?   no, they're just cleaning themselves.  my mom though, she cannot STAND the sound.  she'll yell at any of the dogs if they're doing it. could you ever give yourself a shot?   probs. do you wear a bra 24/7?   i only ever wear a bra if i'm going somewhere.  gotta let the ladies be free fam. have you ever worked as a cashier?   yes, and FUCK THAT a million ways over. do you know how to tap dance?   i know how to clog, and it's pretty much identical, just the shoes are different. what ethnicity is the last person you talked to?   white do you have any interests in psychology?   i find it extremely interesting, but i have no desire to learn more about it.  the brain is too dangerous. would you go out with someone right now if they asked?   only if you were jason. have you ever met anyone who claimed to be a witch?   i have indeed.  very close online friend. have you ever been to michigan?   when i was a baby, yes. would you ever tattoo a lover’s name onto your body?   never in a million years.  i'd get matching tattoo or a couple tat, but NEVER his name. do you know anyone with asthma?   my mother and grandma. are you going to force your kids to be in activity or let them choose?   i would never force my child to do something they didn't want to do. do you watch toddlers and tiaras?   omg no, fuck that show and its concept.  i do not, even mildly, agree with pitting your child against another to decide who's more "beautiful."  jesus christ, do you WANT your child to grow up insecure as shit?  i personally know a number of children who have been in pageants, and guess what, they're snobby, materialistic little... ugh.  even if my child asked, i wouldn't allow them to be in a pageant.  just no. what was the last band t-shirt you bought?   good question. if someone asked you to go to war today, what would you say?   hell no, son.  i'm 1.) not patriotic enough and 2.) i'm a pacifist and 3.) i just have no desire. are you passionate?   holy fuck yes.  i honestly think it's my favorite trait about me personally. do you own an old vintage typewriter?   we did at one point, no idea where it went... do you hate how dogs bark every time someone comes to your house?   oh my GOD you ought to hear how our dogs are when someone comes home. have you ever been to sea world?   i have as a child; i still remember being splashed all to hell by shamu or whatever the whale's name was there.  now as an adult, i don't know if i'd go again... due to obvious controversy.  i don't know how i feel about it, honestly.  like i do believe it's very important for us to learn about animals, but to put a huge whale on display for our entertainment?  i dunno, man. do you know someone who suffers from short term memory loss?   it's very well possible i do.  i forget shit WAY too easily. are you a protective person?   oh boy, can i be.  i'm the type that would kill for those who deserve my protection. have you ever experienced an earthquake?   no.  i was two-three hours away when a very, very minor earthquake struck the east coast, though.  mom felt it at home. does your house have a dishwasher?   we do. do you know anyone who has a flower tattoo?   probably, idk. could you say something good about the last person you kissed?   he's very realistic. what exactly did you drink the last time you were intoxicated?   mike's hard and smirnoff what languages can you count to ten or higher in?   english, german, spanish do you feel uncomfortable sharing drinks with other people?   depends on the person. do you believe that the world will actually end?   i'm certain it will eventually. are you socially awkward?   always. are you satisfied with your gender?   i am, but even if i wasn't, what would i do about it? are you good at admitting your problems?   probably too good. who is your family doctor?   dr. emanuel has anyone suspected you of being a different sexuality?   yep.  most recently when it seemed colleen's pastor thought we were a lesbian couple lmao do you ever floss?   i confess, no. are you an impatient person?   OH LORD YEAH are you a supporter of the war?   fuck no. has your cell phone ever rung in class?   no. speaking of which, what kind of phone do you have?   samsung galaxy do you sometimes think you aren’t as fortunate as others?   i'm perfectly aware i'm not as fortunate as most.  face it, not everyone is blessed equally. are you a paranoid person?   very. what would you say is your favorite type of flower?   tiger lilies would you consider yourself a clean person?   for the most part, yeah.  i don't like feeling dirty. do you have a hint of obsessive compulsive disorder?   not so much anymore.  i used to have repetitive thought cycles BADLY, but thank god i fought so hard to overcome that. how many trees surround your individual house?   loads.  we live in the woods. is halloween simply the greatest holiday ever?   if you can actually get into the spirit, absolutely.  haven't felt it for a long time, though... is pantera one of your favorite bands?   definitely not a fave, but i like some songs by them.  especially "walk." what color car would you definitely not want to own?   white.  gets dirty too easily. are you picky when it comes to music?   very much so. what's something you disagree with about the way you were raised?   my mom spanked us. has the opposite sex ever written you a poem?   yes, but i'm very suspicious it wasn't just for me.  juan was well-known to be a player.  he probably gave it to other girls. have you ever been a featured member on any website?   i have. who’s the last person you had a sleepover with?   chelsea