#it was so reminiscent of that scene in ‘face for a radio’ by ckret2 where alastor kisses a girl for the first time and it reminds him of
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I had SUCH an aroace moment yesterday and not to be corny but when it happened you could see the physical clicking in my brain with the multiple aroace alastor centric fics I read over the months
#Hazbin hotel#aromantic asexual alastor#musings#personal#to get a little real for a moment#I have never been in a situation for me to really ‘prove’ if I’m ace or not#because there are several layers of separation to enjoying suggestive media through writing through art or through screen#but I was there yesterday and I had the choice#and the realer is got the more disconnected I felt with the actions I was doing and what I really felt was right#the like intense revulsion I felt genuinely surprised me#it was a lot of acting and trying to see what the other person wants you to say or do#it felt like a weird roleplay or an act#it was so reminiscent of that scene in ‘face for a radio’ by ckret2 where alastor kisses a girl for the first time and it reminds him of#salmon#looking back at it now that entire fic is so relatable right up to the ‘being just ‘interested’ in what makes people think it’s so good’#and I don’t blame the other person at all they were really nice about it#I just feel bad about accidentally making them my?? beard??
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