#it was so healing god bless

[zephyrartz-owo]

Mental Health Tip! Don't skip meals lest you be fighting demons

[vdearest]

hey remember this post??? part two electric boogaloo etc etc - I read @bazwillendinflames fic Second Chances which loosely inspired this!! go read it it's SO good!!! (+ extra messages between them under the cut bc I MISS MY BOYS)

[benevolenterrancy]

"But in the end, I... still think... it's so unfair," Yin Yu sobbed. "If I wasn't destined to be perfect, I at least wanted to be perfectly kind. But... I couldn't even manage that. It's really... so unfair. And to tell you the truth, I can't get over it, even now. I can't swallow the fact that I'm dying for this little bonehead, Yizhen. I can't even let go and die without resentment or regrets. What the heck..." "Better than most people huh?" Yin Yu gave a small, arduous chuckle. Then he sighed, and the sound of his last regret passed along with his soul as he mumbled, "But I wanted to be a god..."

[writer-room]

You ever just see people talk about the Percy Jackson books and know somewhere, deep in your heart, that none of these people have understood that this is a series made for middle schoolers. And that fandom will very frequently lie to them like, all the time. No, that character probably isn’t ooc, you’re just thinking of what the fandom turned them into. No, this book isn’t a horrible stain next to the others before it, literally all of them were like this. It’s Percy Jackson. It’s cheesy and occasionally makes a very questionable writing decision.

You gotta be in this for the long haul or jump ship my guys. Be cringe and free or be gone

[atwhughesversion]

missing thatcher demko hours

source: nhl (youtube)

[firminfollowing]

I Do Not, I Do Not, I Do Not

(tw: religious trauma, LDS/Mormonism)

I do not miss the people.

or the way they made me feel.

I do not miss the steeple

or the couch, the walls, the kneel.

I do not miss your doctrine

or the books you made me read,

but every night I think about

the sinners made to bleed.

I do not miss the classes

or the lessons that they'd preach,

but even now I wonder

what pain was really meant to teach.

I do not miss the bathroom

or that place behind the stage.

I do not miss their loving eyes

that promised "love, not rage."

I do not miss the game nights

or the treats they always served.

I do not miss the way I felt

there was nothing I deserved.

I do not miss the bruises

the floor kissed into my knees.

I do not miss the iron rod

or the visions of the trees.

I do not miss the serpent,

the apple so misunderstood.

I do not miss the echo

of the sinner that I was.

I do not miss the people.

or the way they made me feel,

but, by god, I miss the steeple

the couch, the walls, the kneel.

[briebo-is-a-dragon]

gwuh. havent drawn in 3 months but i managed to doodle out something quick and sloppy in about an hour and twenty while waiting for chickpeas to cook on the stove (they burnt. it was fine. i made more this morning ffsdklghfgs)

belladonna is, as always, the one thing i find easiest to draw

slapping a mature label on this for the bare titty just so i dont get smacked but. yes, enjoy some transfem tiefling flirtatious stretching sketching as i try and warm up to drawing again <3

(extra art rambling in the tags)

[sillyfairygarden]

halloweenie costumes 🎃

[1071png]

xillia pokemon teams ^.^

(left my long ass comments about the teams in the notes for the curious)

[scribz-ag24]

i wonder if they’ll ever acknowledge that misunderstanding of “you spared my life bc you knew i’d grow to have a heart”, bc if they did it’d be super funny

[walrus150915]

I AM DEEPLY SORRY BUT

I thought about Goldenheart fankids for a while so I've decided to make my own!

Now, it's important to acknowledge that I honestly believe that they wouldn't have kids post-movie. That makes sense thematically and it's kind of poetic if you think about it (a gay man being the end of his bloodline which started all this copaganda n stuff) but I😭😭 I couldn't stop thinking about this!!

I present to you:

THEIR KIDDO YUPIEEEEE

Some fun facts abt them:

- Aquila is a gender neutral name which means "eagle". I thought it'd be funny to keep the tradition of their weird medieval names. Eagle Braveman, a child of Godsfood Goodatsex and Staircase Braveman, gotta love that💅

- also yea. I gave them Bal's surname bc there's no way in the world Ambrosius would want to give them his surname. His bloodline ends with him in an good old gay tradition😎😎

- I think they'd be a happy accident tbh (if we're talking about seahorse dad situation shfjj)

- Nimona didn't expect to love them as much as she did but now they're literally her favorite person😭 siblings are REAL (although I think Nimona is like- sibling-uncle-aunt-family friend figure sorta kinda)

- About their personality? Well, they're reserved, not much of a talker, kinda socially awkward and overthinks a lot (just like their papas)

- They hate sports of all kinds like they CAN'T stand it. Also they don't know those knight traditions n stuff and have never held a sword in their life- I think that's a good "f u" to the system which expected children to become weapons bc Ballister, Ambrosius and especially Nimona would never let this child repeat all the stuff they all came through

- I don't think they even talked about their knightly upbringing to Aquila, and when Aquila asked about it they tried to avoid answering so bad

- About parenting btw- Ambrosius and Ballister both beat the "emotionally detached Asian father" allegations. These two are WAY too attached I'd say😭 they can be overprotective (cough cough Ballister) or overbearing (I see ya Ambrosius) sometimes (although Ambrosius is overprotective as well, if not more than Bal)

- Ambrosius tries his best to not repeat his parents' mistakes and let Aquila live a happy, relaxed childhood, but he slips from time to time. "Why did I have to work so hard to achieve even a little bit of acknowledgement from my parents and now this kid expects me to praise them even for the smallest of things" kind of deal. He slowly learns to relearn this way of thinking but- yeah, bro still has those good ol' Asian dad quirks

- I think Ballister had loving parents yet they couldn't provide for him or care for him properly because of poverty and social injustice. So now he makes sure Aquila has everything they need and are loved enough. It's really hard not to be overprotective of your child when you and your husband had an upbringing like theirs😭😭

- Aquila is kind of embarrassed by them because I think they both would be the type of dad who drives them to high school and makes them say "I love you too, dad" in front of their peers (like that into the spiderverse scene)

- With that said, they three all love each other despite all the hardships and stuff bc they're a FAMILYYYYY

- Nimona would be THE best person in the world for Aquila, she's their role model of sorts, I even think she'd be what helped them to realize they're enby in the first place

- Nimona would always be there for Aquila and would always be on their side even when they're in a fight with their dads

- They're the best buddies ever - Ballister expected Nimona to be jealous ("older kids of the fam" deal) but she wasn't in the slightest!

- Imagine Ballister and Ambrosius trying to make Aquila say "abba" or "appa", but the first thing they mumble is "Nim!" oh Nimona would DIE FROM LAUGHTERRR😭😭

Some general hcs:

- Ambrosius would read bedtime stories to Aquila when they were a kid and would miss this horribly as they grew up

- Ballister would make them clockwork toys

- Aquila loves sewing and customizing things

- Idk their sexuality honestly but I know that they love girls💅

- Ambrosius would distance himself from his family so much that Aquila barely knows them

- I think Aquila is aware of the whole Gloreth situation but doesn't care that much for her - after all, they know that it was some random kid 1000+ years ago whom everyone took as a hero when she wasn't

Some sketches of them shshwjne!!

Please don't ask me why Ballister looks like my grandpa😭

(Speaking of Ballister- I think at some point of Aquila's toddlerhood him and Ambrosius laid in their bed and Ambrosius was like: "Babe, what do you think of getting a second kid?"

Then Aquila immediately started crying in another room and Ambrosius signed heavily, standing up from the bed: "Yknow what? Forget what I said")

[jooniez]

this is actually the best thing that’s ever happened to me 😭😭 The percabeth talking about The percabeth I WON!!!!! walker & leah and percy & annabeth you will always be loved by me 🤧💘🫧🍃🦋

[robthegoodfellow]

As a former incredibly traumatized charter school teacher (I was young and dumb and regret it sooooo deeply), watching charter schools get absolutely bodied on Abbott Elementary is so healing.

Like those parents booing the charter rep off the stage had me tearing up.

[kindahoping4forever]

Crystal i am praying to every known deity that they bring u peace and heal you of every ailment expeditiously - obviously because i love u but also because girl we need u clowning in the fic world again, this man is on a rampage and no one can help us cope with it better than u can

[famousblueraincoatmp3]

pick a song for every letter of your url tagged by @rckhudson ! put it under read more cus my url is too long💀 sorry to the bots who follow me i know yall were looking forward to more tag posts

f: famous blue raincoat - leonard cohen

a: angel of the morning - nina simone

m: montage from twin peaks - angelo badalameti

o: one more night - bob dylan

u: used cars - bruce springsteen

s: silent voices - dionne warwick

b: baby can i hold you - tracy chapman

l: long way home - tom waits

u: unreflected - mazzy star

e: everytime he comes around - minnie riperton

r: russian romance - michelle gurevich

a: as long as i have you - elvis presley

i: inbred - ethel cain

n: now and then there's a fool such as i - slim whitman

c: can't let go - earth wind & fire

o: one step ahead - aretha franklin

a: anna wintour - azealia banks

t: teach me tonight - dinah washington

m: make you feel my love - bob dylan

p: persephone - tamino

3: 3 romances op 11 no 1 andante - clara schumann

[honeybyte]

im reading the venom comics and let me tell u. completely different character from the movies