#it was so empty and we ran around and rambled abt our hyperfixations and it was great
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being mspec but also neurodivergent is fun bc like. so many people are So Attractive but no one ever wants to date me bc my particular flavor of neurodivergency is unlikable <3
#shoutout to all the adhd kids who are always perceived as too much at all times#poor emotional regulation combined with awful rsd plus awful volume control is frustrating <3#like. i feel like im perceived as the loud and obnoxious kid which is frustrating but i get it lol#im definitely loud and very uh. passionate. and i get pissed off pretty easily. so i get it#but i haven't found anyone who minds that in a long while#even other nd people dont seem to like me very much#its frustrating feeling singled out in a group that ppl always tell you you're a part of#i stick around with my close friends tho and we're all nd and it works between us#like. me and one of my best friends are both a bit hyperactive and loud and kinda frustrating to ppl but its so fun to be with each other#we went to an amusement park together back in 2019 and it was AMAZING bc like. two kids with adhd set loose in a place like that is fun#we ran around and teased each other and didn't worry about our poor volume control#neither of us complained if we fixated on one ride or if we needed to step away from everything to take a break#its just. nice#oh!! or more recently we went to the mall to go see a movie but found out the showing we were gonna go see was sold out so we hung around -#- the mall till like 10pm which is when the movie started#it was so empty and we ran around and rambled abt our hyperfixations and it was great#we spent like an hour in bath and bodyworks bc it was sensory heaven even if it was a little overwhelming and it was so fun#idk man. its just nice having a friend like that when it feels like you don't fit in with most other nd people#this got WAY off topic lmao#im gonna stop now. and maybe delete this later
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