#it was often boring and lackluster. A lot of my art from 2016-early 2017 are like that
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#over the last couple years Ive had a few people stay in contact with me on my social media#no matter...how many times i remake#i always think that people only follow me because of my art and when i dont post for like.. a week or a month#i feel like im slacking and when i did force myself to post..it was crappy and wasn't from my personal expression#it was often boring and lackluster. A lot of my art from 2016-early 2017 are like that#I do feel like ive improved since december and it honestly makes me happy. ive been studying a lot more too#i think the best bet was for me to just..keep myself in check; not to froce myself to please others and enjoy what i draw#i was scared last week and the weeks before because all I was doing was posting ffvii art on my insta and twitter#and thought people were getting annoyed so I just kinda..stopped. it kinda#reminded me of how i was when i drew chrollo a lot though i didnt care as much#i want to draw what i want not what others want me to or expect me to.#honestly im not a strictly fandom art account. I just started drawing fanart recently.#i post my ocs more on my instagram but thats locked and people would need to dm me if they wanted to follow that but#Im not gonna just draw fanart for hxh. i love hxh but Its not all I wanna draw. I know Ive gained followers because of that but id rather#have people be around me for me and not what I post.#its been bothering me so badly lately and i needed to say it oh my god#i guess i was overthinking again
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