#it was a lil silly but in a fun way u kno

[lilacpng]

i kept my expectations very low but damn that rosaline movie turned out to be p good

[bropunzeling]

pls expound on linger, whichever scene(s) tickle your fancy! alternatively, contact high or better than before!

hi anon, happy to chat! fair warning that i am so sick and jet lagged lmao so coherence may be lacking but here's some Thoughts

better than before: this is one of those fics i wrote on my phone waiting to go into work meetings lmfao BUT i think i saw some like. ao3 tagbot tweet about ranked competitive sex or something and was like lol u kno who would do that. and then thought a little harder and really got into the like, hey, if u were a competitive freak with some feelings for a fellow competitive freak, how would you express that? especially if there hasn't been any talking about it, yk? idk, it was a fun little exercise of like, playing around with a ship that lends itself really well to needling and one-up-manship and all of that making the sex hotter but also being a way to get into a deeper connection! idk! sometimes u gotta write a lil something horny and mildly silly!

hmm something from linger i don't think ive talked about is the sequence with matthew having sex with his not-boyfriend josh (poor guy!). in structuring the fic i knew i wanted one early-ish scene where matthew would have heat sex with someone else, that the other person wouldn't be an alpha, and that it would be a moment to highlight some of matthew's hangups about himself and sex and dynamics without the horny bewilderment of leon around to muddy the waters. so i wanted to get some looks at how he feels about dating and sex; how he handles intimacy in the heightened time and space of heat (poorly! is the answer); how ready he is to deal with someone else wanting him as a whole person, including his dynamic (he isn't! and will continue to not be for a while!); all that good stuff. even some of the stuff like -- how he feels about slicking up/someone seeing him like that, the way he reacts to being kissed, his little moment of relief and resentment that some of heat he handles by himself instead of with a partner. and it was also a great way to show how matthew's blinders and hang-ups can make him selfish in ways he doesn't intend, but hurt people anyway (poor, poor josh just wants matthew to be open with him! and matthew simply Can't, and doesnt even see how thoroughly he's made it SO he can't). and it was fun to have the little undercurrent of matthew constantly comparing this experience to his previous experiences with leon, despite still thinking that whatever he and leon were doing is behind him. idk it was really fun to figure out how to manage this lil pivot point! poor, poor josh!

[kawaii-angelanne]

naruto girl charas SUCK. and not the charas themselves, i LOVE LOVE LOVE sakusa, ino, tenten, temari, ya name her ! i love her, but the creator just writes them so horribly. he puts them in a light and most fans shit on women bc of their charas when really—they’d be liked if he gave a true backstory and plot for how they act they do.

sakura is known to be ‘two faced’ as she’s sweet outside but has a raging personality inside and everyone hates her for being obsessed with sasuke—but she’s a CHILD!! she gets more development once you meet her future teacher, and it makes me love her so much more bc it shows how strong she is and how CAPABLE she is. she’s more than just a girl with a silly crush // more than a girl who hides her true inner feelings. she cares for everyone around her and is seen as weak when she isn’t.

hinata is known to be a shy girl who’s obsessed with naruto, and she’s one of the strongest characters but the creator makes her weak. tenten canonically have the strongest weapons in the series but the creator makes her weak. temari is seen as strong only for her plot and in the future she’s discarded. all these women are thrown to the side because their entire future plot is to surround who they’re marrying—men. there’s only one female chara i can think of that doesn’t exactly surround a man but she’s still heavily influenced by two bc ones in love with her and the other was her childhood friend. (really tryna not spoil HAHA)

and even female villains, which there aren’t many i can think of, ALLLL SURROUND A MAN! long story short, kishimoto is a POS and probably has never known a woman on an actual personal level. plus the series is a rip off of HXH anyways 😇 emo chara family dies and they have red eyes ? and there’s a big bad group where the person who was responsible for it is homed there ? anyways naruto was my first anime besides DBZ when i was a lil kid and i love it and will cherish it to my heart but only bc i like the charas, i hate kishimoto. he’s dumb. and probably a 50 y/o virgin. (did u kno he got married and didn’t take his wife on a honeymoon bc of he was writing naruto? I HATE HIM I HATE HIM AAAAA!!) so sorry for the long winded response, i get so heated on this topic BAHAHAHAHAHA < 3 ily

OKAY YEA THATS WHAT I WAS THINKING!! i so badly want to get to like these characters, but the way kishimoto writes them is just. so bad. SO TRUE they all revolve around a guy and its so..*chokes the air* like in the land of the waves we see that she has the best control of her chakra (which ig makes her perfect to be a medical nin; ik like tiny bits and pieces of what happens in shippuden but also not rlly LMAO), but she never uses it!! she was never involved in any fights; she j stood there because she was written to be like that!!

i was also thinking that since they are like 10-12, they're not going to be the most fun characters; like at that age, children are v annoying LMFAO but its not 100% an excuse because the guy characters aren't as intolerable ;-;;;

im intrigued to see how tsunade is going to be written because like. shes HOKAGE. and SO COOL!! so yes.

love the charas, not their creator <3 (that's so funny how he didn't even take his wife on honeymoon; like higuruma would NEVER even tho he seems to do work a lot LMFAO (pov: you have not caught up w jjk but love higuruma because of ina))

(im also super impressed how you just whipped that out af! like. not even ten mins later and bam! research paper LOL)

[xxkittycass-meowmeow]

life stuff that is complicated but there's some good things 2 prob boring 2 read it's yapping tiem

dear diary,

boy I sure am happy now that I have drugs and alcohol in my system

(supposed 2 b funny not concerning, just at a birfday party (blows the little birthday thing that makes noise*

it's past situationship past best friend idevenk's (I've decided her name's cherry 4 now) lil bro's 21

I haven't seen that kid in forever I got really emotional seeing him, especially because he'd asked for me to b there TT^TT he was always like a little brother 2 me when we were younger, I really hadn't spent time with him in a long time, I brought up going 2 pride, he really wants to, he's never been and he said we should go together, it just tugged at my heartstrings bcuz I didn't realize how much her family still cares about me like I care about them

my youngest brother is turning 21 soon 2, idthink he's interested in alcohol at all tho, I got 2 think of smth 2 do for him 2 celebrate tho

u kno idk if it was a bad idea or not 2 start hanging out with cherry again, I thought she'd changed a lot and she has but not w certain things and I'm worried wat if she's hasn't with certain others

like I thought she'd gotten over the talking about ppl behind their back in such a mean way thing

the last time I hung out w her before this last time

she'd brought up an old friend of mine. a lot of my friends did nottt like ach other, but she at the time was v possessive and was constantly trying 2 get me 2 leave others or even try 2 get them 2 leave me, and now she kinda did the same things again, but I guess just 2 genuinely shit talk?

but she brought up my friend miss silly, she asked "do u still like miss silly?" and I said "well I haven't seen her in forever, but I love her and I'm sure I would, I think about her all the time"

"well she's so embarrassing and she used 2 wear these crazy costumes 2 school and she used 2 do this and she used 2 do that and insult insult insult, it gave me extreme secondhand embarrassment"

I responded "those were some of my favorite things about her."

"well she made me feel so embarrassed laugh hehehaha"

(summarized convo btw not word 4 word)

and I told her that her secondhand embarrassment isn't because of miss silly but because of her

I'm irritated that she kept on insulting her knowing I had just said I still really care for her and would love 2 hang out w her agian"

wait she also did this about another friend of mine

pretty tall elf

so pretty tall elf was like she would bark at ppl, she'd bark at bullys or mean/rude ppl a lot and idk I thought it was fun personally LOL

she was so good at art omg I miss her so much i hope she's good

cherry talked about how werid and fucked up she is 2

and I'm like..... u r also fucked up?? me 2?? that's part of the reason we became sucho close in the first place

when we were attached at the hip we had a v unhealthy complicated fkd up weird 2 the eye relationship

like ppl would walk up 2 us and would b like "wow I'm so surprised the 2 of u r friends, ure jist so different from 1 another"

opposites attract fool

but also we had so so many similarities

anywho, ppl would do this 2 us constantly, even when were we're apart from 1 another

but it was harsh, towards her more tha me

ppl would basically like allude 2 me being this angel and her being the opposite of that

it drove me crazy being put in a label I can't live up 2, but I know it really hurt her 2 a greater extent ppl comparing us

those people didn't kno me, they didn't kno her, it was all just assumptions

but she started to do this "well u're my sweet little angelic friend" recently and I h8 it and I'm just gonna call it out next time

I'm not an angel and I don't want 2 be. we were just 2 humans together leaning on each other 4 support and filling each other's void with affection and hurt and fun

me and her had a v fkd up dynamic, we were both untreated ptsd'd so yoiks(yikes) but we we're also v 1 for the other and I felt so connected bcuz she didn't want 2 let go of my hand as much as I didn't want 2 let go of hers

but things changed and r still messy i guess jsut different and I am actally so tired here's my lil yap sesh good night sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite I love that 1

[gracifleur]

personally i think it’s p silly to juxtapose our irl religious beliefs onto a silly lil fictional beastie & his homies, but thats what creators do when they develop these badboys in the first place. creating a unique version of god is hard & it’s been done a thousand times & more. for me, i feel like the easiest way to go about the whole idea is to more or less try to look outside of the label of a religion & look more toward the concepts. i mean thats generally how its all attempted to described in the lore anyway( tho u gotta tread careful religion is a serious & deeply personal subject to many, pls dont try to just pick apart ju.daism or hind.uism to cash that aesthetic make sure to put ur whole bussyheart into the research & respect given toward these faiths & their people. hi.sui / sinn.oh is based around japan, maybe look into sh.into as an idea maybe anyways ill shut up here ) where in my eyes there is a general THE UNIVERSE IS ALL KNOWING scope lense.

ofc its hard to rlly hard to pinpoint a singular concepts at how pkmn & it’s own lore religion works when every game tries to rewrite The Beginning & arc.eus doubles down on being the numero uno. there is a good ONE BIG GUY & HIS CAST OF PALS concept, y’know think pantheon but also keep in mind groups of gods/deities lead by 1 predates like gre.ek rom.e etc, we also have eg.yptian, m.ayan, azt.ec etc etc etc im dropping names bc history & it’s religions rule anyways that’s the general feel pkmn has.

you got a.rceus who created dia.lga to govern time, pa.lkia to create space. one can infer from the lake trio their gifts to humanity. to make a grand assumption, then you could look further into horseboy’s reach toward k.yogre to create the seas, the re.gis have some sort of grasp on elemental creations, you kno u get me u feel me the example is there. of course you also have mew who does throw a cork in all of this because m.ew manifested itself with all the dna of every pok.emon within it, i’d like to think m.ew is a god / deity in tantrum to arc.eus. arc.eus creates the universe the world humanity where with .mew, from mew all pok.emon are born. like a all creator all mother deal. arc.eus n mew best pals.

or m.ew can be its own thing. m.ew kinda just does its own thing anyway.

anyways all this to say i think the general dive into the pkmn lore & its exploration is very fun n i deeply enjoy reading all ur takes. tldr; the universe is vast n all knowing

[fmdkiana]

*youtuber vc* WHATZ up famerz. i’ve got another SICK character for you to get to know! so SMASH that follow button! MAIM me with that like!

...anyway hi i’m demi, the famed hag, and this is my fourth child (following sung, andy, n jeonghwa) her name is kiana, also goes by ki and kiki, and if that nickname brings to mind anything But kiki’s delivery service u shall b Wrong. she’s fuse’s main dancer and lead vocalist, iconic qwen. here’s her pinterest, bio, public profile, private profile, timeline [wip for links], plots, & social media [wip for insta]. i’ll leave a condensed version under ze cut <3 you can reach me easiest at fmdjoosung or demi#6468 on discord if you’d like to chat abt this girlie!

okay first things first i’m gonna nip this in the bud. if ur like excuse? iu in fuse? ur coocoo for cocoa puffs for that one. u would be right! and i intend to prove to u that she Is fitting. example a-z demonstrates an at home kiki and a fuse ki. thank me later for all this pretty laydee content

background

may 28th, 1994 ya girl is a gemini

from seattle

born to a pediatric surgeon and a software engineer (who specializes in ai bc her mom is Cool) kiana developed a love for science... then tossed it away to be A Star

not immediately though

really it all stems from the desire to be unique in a positive way

with seattle’s large east asian population, she was lumped together with everyone else, and places where she stood out, kids made fun of her for

she felt like an outcast in every sense of the word, which is why when A Boy gave her the genuine time of day, she latched on

they quickly became bad for each other, codependent at its best

kiana’s lil ass rly thought they were romeo and juliet torn apart when her parents made them break up

she kept sneaking out to see him, and eventually it became troublesome enough that her parents decided to move the fam to korea

heartbroken and with the desire to feel desired, she auditioned for gold star

since she was young, she had dance classes, just as her mom did before giving it up for something more stable

dance isn’t what drove her as much as the feeling of a crowd being entertained by her

trained for 3 years, gold star had high hopes for her given her dance background + looks, hence her role in impulse’s a

a couple years after debut, the company manages to snag her an ost, and when that does well, they shove her onto as many osts as possible, but it manages to do basically nothing to help her or fuse’s fame, no matter the impact of the song itself, and they slow down on trying

that *big bad wolf vc* my dears, is what sets up her overall Thing, that no matter what she does, or how many people claim to love her, they don’t show up for her as a solo celebrity

it leaves her a little dejected, fearful, worried, but idol life isn’t something she minds doing anyway. part of her still wants to strive for more attention, and claw her way there, because she aches terribly to feel special and different, and to a degree, idol life will always give that to her

personality

the archetype of the kid in middle school who calls themselves L and only draws in anime style and comes to school in cosplay and naruto runs around and randomly speaks japanese........ yeah, that was kiana as a kid

and really, she’s only let the problematic parts of it go. she’s still a big fat weeb (& has lots of other fandom type interests too)

an internet kid, someone who never got a big following. draws fanart, has written fanfiction, engages on fan forums. stays at home unless she’s dragged out by friends

she’s a very Normal, Everyday type person in most ways, and that bugs her to no end

she’s someone who as a kid thought she had superpowers, like full on believed it, and to this day still thinks well maybe it’s just not kicked in yet

considers herself ~an empath~ because she naturally has very strong emotions, and seeing or “feeling” the emotions of others makes her feel that way too. that includes positive And negative emotions

she can and is wrong about what she “feels” from others, but the emotional effect on herself is still the same

and because that happens so much, kiana retreats into herself

she has a very small inner circle, and isn’t very interested in more than surface level relationships with most people because it’s exhausting to feel so much all of the time

that means usually, most people meeting her will meet someone who can be doin a little doodle, you’ll say hi, she’ll say hi back, then go right back to her doodle

she’s Nice and polite enough, but doesn’t take those first steps. some ppl might view her coldly bc of it

HOWEVA if someone were to bring up one of her ~special interests, she would come off like a completely different person

animated, kinda loud, won’t shut up. that’s more often the type of person her inner circle gets to see

she’s also a reversal of the hard shell soft inside trope, as a lot of her outward self and personality can seem soft, gentle, maybe even naive depending on someone’s view, but there is a core to her affection thats... dangerous

but i’ll leave that for the dms

and finally, here’s a phat list of personality traits that apply to kiana, depending on her relationships with who she’s talking to and how she’s feeling. yes some are complete opposites. see: gemini. if you wanna kno how to get a certain trait from her, i’ll be glad to explain

abnormal, apathetic, artistic, clingy, contradictory, dedicated, demure, disorganized, earnest, effeminate, emotional, empathetic, excitable, fanatical, guarded, hesitant, insecure, introverted, jealous, loyal, mercurial, modest, neat, needy, nervous, numb, obsessive, organized, overthinking, passionate, persevering, protective, quiet, romantic, scatterbrained, silly, stubborn, tactful, temperamental, vigilant, vivacious, volatile, wall flower, withdrawn

fun fax

claims her style inspiration is the 70s but really mixes in influences from ~the 40s to 80s

if she’s dressing herself, heavily prefers skirts and dresses over pants

doesn’t like being touched unless she’s really close with someone, then she likes a lot of it

plant mom. apartment basc a greenhouse

insists one day she will make her own jam but has yet to get around to it so she just has a bunch of jars in her apartment and uses them for plants and paper clip holders and the like

her fictional character romantic Type is the tsundere. is convinced fictional characters are the best dating partners

always wears glasses when at home, and a good amount of the time when not working in general

her mario kart main is link bc nostalgia and valuing a strong stat set that favors zoom zoom

the furthest she goes for environmental impact is always using a hydroflask

prefers having bangs and hair with a wave

always carries bandaids and bandages in her bag because she gets eczema patches when she’s stressed and it’s Embarrassing to her so she covers em up

[idolshineitai]

WANTED TO. YEAH this isn’t like secret information or anything important at all in fact it might b the opposite but yesterday i resisted the urge to infodump for no reason at all and instead im gonna make a post abt it

IN ANIMAL JAM THERES Crystal sands 🥺🥺!!!! it’s a location And it’s so cute There are two (three? COS SOME R CONNECTED) rly cool slides u can go down and u end up in the water at the bottom which is also wher u spawn if u pick crystal sands from th map. One of them is a single slide but ANOTHER SLIDE is like,, twisty and tangled and two-in-one !! So two ppl can go n cross paths :3 AND THEN below tht is th juice place ^_^ it has a claw machine and a stage AND THIS SUPR CUTE LIL GAME WHER U PICK TH FRUIT SMOOTHIE U WAN n then u hafta Catch th rite kindsa fruit .. to get this lil drink tht will float beside u for a while !! U CAN ALSO GET HOT COCOA BUT THATS IN TH SHOP AT MT. SHIVEER 🥺🥺🥺 But it’s so so nice u pick th cup (shape/pattern n color) n temperature (which changes how much it steams!!) n liquid n two decorations/toppings .. And thatll also float beside u !! It’s so fun !!!! ALSO I LUV. LUV N ADORE TH POOL...? AT MT. SHIVEER THE COLORS R SO PREDDY 💗 ALSO ALSO MT. SHIVEER HAS A SLIDE BUT IT IS ICE U SLIDE DOWN .. n ofc there is th thing abt breakin th ice.

Back to crystal sands. Srry. rn i am putting the long post tag on this and maybe i’ll evn put a readmore cos this is dumb n silly BUT!!! THE JUICE HUT Is off to the left and there r also some beach towels :-) But way way to the rite is the AQUARIUM !!!!! WHICH HAS!! Printable pages ..

and then a movie theater thats upstairs .. AND A TOUCH POOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT’S SO NICE IT’S SO CUTE :-) u pet each critter a certain amnt of time n then u get money it’s a lil disconcerting bc they disappear n money appears n also u gotta follow em if they run away ?! BUT THEY R SO CUTE N PRETTY N i wuv em.. THERES SEA SLUGS AN ALSO U CN GET STUFFIES OF EM FOR UR HOUSE!! UR DEN! If u ... do good enough 💗💗

all th aminals r hermit crab n horseshoe crab n sea slug n sea star n sea urchin n stingray :-) 💗💗 far as i kno?! They r th ones u get stuffies for at leeeast .. but i wuz thinkin abt em n i like em a lot !!

ALSO U SEE FISHIES N CREACHERS THRU TH WALLS!! 💗

Additionally. I miss th horse game. Which is related to NONE of this cos it’s in jamaa township

[halcylu]

what is the worst ooc interaction you’ve had? is there a rule/guideline you can’t stand? what is your favorite experience with shipping? what is your worst experience with shipping?

like a true clickbait hoe i’ll leave all the t under the cut !! [ send me ooc ask memes !! ]

what is the worst ooc interaction you’ve had? oooo f !! i’ve stayed clear of ooc drama ( i think ??? ) but i’ve had several interactions w ppl that has left me feeling … uncomfortable to say the least, one of them just a couple months ago actually oop ! it was a classic case of them shoving fcs and names in my face and taking control of my character which is such a turn off for me personally. that might just be me being easily weirded out, but if i want suggestions or help choosing i’ll always ask for it, other than that it just rubs me the wrong way for some reason. ANYWAY — they proposed doubling up which i agreed to, but it was sooo fucking obvious that my f character was just supposed to be background noise pretty much, which didn’t sit well with me at all. it’s totally cool to have favorite ships, ig that’s just natural ( i’m guilty of that myself ), but just blatantly ignoring one ship bc ur thirsty ??? nah sis. for someone who genuinely enjoys creating and developing and connecting with all my characters i honestly can’t relate to what seems like someone making up ocs for simply doubling up and to put all their time and energy into one of the ships without the feeling of guilt. i see through that bs and it’s just ….. big yikes. 

is there a rule / guideline you can’t stand? not rly ?? i mean sometimes i’ll get annoyed by silly things like cancel culture regarding fcs when ppl just ban faces left and right bc god knows even the most righteous ppl in this community used to be problematic at some point. but at the same time that’s just personal preference and i can’t rly argue w that asdkl. simply put — if i don’t fuck w people’s rules / guidelines i just ,, don’t plot w them.

what is your favorite experience with shipping? SO MANY !!! i have such a great set of friends / writing partners and i luv all of them w whole my heart ok !!! not to get all sappy on main but @lcmongrass has rly created some of the characters and ships i truly hold closest to my heart, my absolute favorites being dex & chris, violet & jesse, finn & melanie, izzie & mason, paige & dylan and jack & chrissy * clutches heart intensely * !! also if i could mention some dynamics while im at it paige & olivia, felix & trevor and jack & olivia are the ones that make me laugh the most !! so a big shoutout to maren for making me fall so head over heels for every. single. one. of her characters ♡ @summerrobrts is rly also out here giving me the feels left and right huh !! we have so many plots and ships at this point and they’re all just giving me LIFE. we’re currently setting up our second ( 1!! ) mumu and i’m hella excited !! and i could never forget @dvisy for creating one of my absolute favorite ships and characters ever tbh. lacey & tucker just makes me feel some kind of way u kno ??? like their ( rare ) but soft moments makes my heart fucking jump out of my chest and the pure angst makes my heart hurt, but then there’s also those more snarky moments like lacey being a lil brat and tucker just being so fucking done w her that genuinely makes me laugh out loud asjks. i feel like i should probably shut up now but i can’t go on without mentioning the amazing @controlists bc as u know salem & joy and harlow & ezra owns my freakin ass !!!! playing tainted souls like salem is an actual Kink of mine and if i’m gonna be honest writing and exploring harlow as a character has been one of my favorite rp experiences so far though half the reason is probably how well you portray ezra like DAMN. creating the biggest mumu ever w @geminisrps ( seriously we need an award or smth bc that shit is COMPLEX ) and actually developing all sorts of pairings / dynamics and threads has been such a fun time, and @dumbinspo keeps breaking my poor heart with our amazing ships !! ♡ 

what is your worst experience with shipping? i honestly thought i didn’t have that many but now i’m trying to choose from a number of experiences lmao. i guess one worth mentioning is from my indie days ( rip ) when someone reached out saying they wanted to play one of my most wanted opposites against me, which naturally got me super excited, though i had to jot that down real quick as it was close to impossible to actually get some real plotting going. their character was just too above any plot or character if that makes any sense. and this isn’t me just reading into things, this person clearly stated their character was just simply too complicated and special for any type of relation ( which is also like yikes … i promise u they’re not ) UNLESS the plot would center mainly around their character while mine would basically just play a minor role helping the development of that character’s story asjks ew. i’m all about a good amount of brainstorming and throwing out ideas and spend actual time building the storyline but they were just ,, not having it and seemed straight up uninterested and annoyed by my ideas which for a second there had me wondering like ?? didn’t u approach me ?? asjkls. there’s definitely two sides to these kind of stories ( or more ) but that whole interaction just left me feeling like i was the one forcing my characters on someone which kinda sucked :–//. the gag is that similar stuff has happened since and in more recent times and im always just so ?? confused by it ??  END OF RANT. 

[elysiumdream]

Ok so i knooo i dont talk much if not ever on my blog but ohhh boy i have a silly dumb thing to just throw out into the world 

So, i dreamt something that quite literally had me waking up with giggles (and side note: my sister woke me as i was gaining consciousness and she thought i was crying which amplified my laughter lol) and this dream segment incorporated vixx (well... 3.5 members to be exact 4...reasons...). It was kind of being shown like a broadcast game show (it kinda reminded me of that one ep of master key.. U kno the one) and interestingly enough, the hostess was a korean/black lady which made dream-me equally happy i had the compacity of an imagination to this whacko dream world i created in my brain. (She also seemed to be some co-star/actress in one of hb's dramas he was in which was equally cool)

So, like, for reasons unbeknownst of me, there were twin sized mattresses pressed together on the floor with a mess of pillows and blankets. On one matress had, in order, sungmin (from suju) hongbin, taekwoon, and jaehwan. Then on the matress beside them had me myself and i (why i had no bloody clue) with also my rl sister.

Okay, weirdish premise ik, but it gets slightly stranger in a silly way. So the hostness with no name (sorry im not that creative) tries to come up with a game 2 play but mostly for vixx to prank their other members (reasons i have also no idea why) but in like a harmless way. Like, suggesting one member to be a spy/liar.. The details weren't that clear but they weren't that invested which was bizarre.

Not too long the hostess decides to change the subject or something and make it more a quiz/answer thing and just asks all of them what they're good at or some crap idk. Minnie of suju pipes in and says some certain type of martial art (which i know my brain got right with facts), but then taek had to pitch in and be like yeh i kno a martial art too (which in hindsight i knew was false ((right??? Idr)) and the true answer should've been boxing but to err is human). By this point, taek gets teased a lil for his competitive nature by the hostess(which u know is accurate but like also he was contributing so like also lay off taek dream jeez) but what was silly was taek was very animated and the other two were so subdued?!

Lemme esplain, so we have jaehwan casually sleeping underneath blankets and pillows, which means he's technically knocked out for the whole thing. Not to mention, it seems vixx were just tired/exhausted (i feel bad for dreaming that part up) and they're just.. Coping with being tired differently. Like jaehwan catching his zz's, hb being strangely quiet in his typical crossed-arm-sleepy-like pose, and taek probably hyper active on caffeine or something (that or he cracks when tired cause i relate but he seems the least accurate now that i think about it or who knows maybe he gets that way idk).

But okay, so at this point, taek gets a call and it happens to be hakyeon and he answers and kinda messes with yeonie which was ultra cute. (He like tells hakyeon he wont talk to him unless he tells him some secret password and hes saying this with a smile and chuckle tis was lamely cute and just designed to poke a bit of fun at hakyeon harmlessly fufu~)

But the hostess just randomly asks, "are you guys like this usually?" To which dream-me adds while whomst I hilariously had been in a blanket burrito that submerged my face from view, "this aint normal vixx." I mean tbf they were topsy-turvy from their normal. Anyway, taek completely ignores my comment and is soaked up in his phone call, u can hear jaewhan snoring, while my lame-ass comment from thy peanut gallery caused my sister to snicker but bean to cast a judgy face™ my direction (u kno the one) which dream-me thought i hit pinnacle humor heights and started to giggle. LOL It was so lame and dumb that i woke up with the lame giggles and idk it put me in a good mood.

None of this shit was necessary but it had been delightfully dumb so to anyone who reads this, i hope u have a good day as well. ;D

[goldenscript]

badboy!wooseok

meet jung wooseok, apparently music major extraordinaire with hella tats and a rep for being a badboy

but you personally know him at that lowkey annoying kid who’s Always falling asleep n coming in late in ur creative writing class

y’all met that first day when he wandered in and he just tapped ur shoulder mid-exercise to ask what was goin’ on n although u could’ve been a jerk n not said anything u threw the kid a bone n somehow his piece still surpassed everyone else’s a few days afterwards

ofc you get it. it’s college so being tired from classes and prolly work is what’s getting him but the little green monster on ur shoulder doesn’t relent bc this is where u learn time management and well

you see you love creative writing - you live, breathe, and think it a lot and it’s ur major so why wouldn’t u enjoy the one class that actually specializes in ur own interest???? and you work rlly gosh diddly darn to do it too bc writing really isn’t that easy

you’re one of those people that takes ages to get a piece out but bc this is a creative writing class you have weekly assignments and some pieces are hits n some are misses but u deal with it bc part of it is for the grade and another part of it is trying to get more experience in the field

anyway, unlike u, wooseok doesn’t seem to rlly try,,, that hard,,, or rlly,,, at,, all n that’s what ticks u off

ur the the kind of person who not just hates slackers, u abhor them n u suppose he tries rlly hard with his major since who wouldn’t??? but he doesn’t w/ urs n when ur teacher an english TA named Hui was talking to him abt writing before class he said it was soOoOOOo easy n u were p resolved to disliking the kid immediately

u just find ur seat near the back with the 30+ students n out of all the ppl to sit by,,,, he sits by u n u jst don’t try to think abt how much u dislike him n his dumb face tht’s starting to fall asleep AGAIN

but ok u sneak a small peek n u have to admit,,,, he’s actually pretty cute like u kno that he seemed p intimidating when u first saw him bc at first glance he’s this flippin’ hulking giant at like 6′2″ with tats up to his neck and sleeve u only get a peek of bc he’s enveloped in a huge jacket 99.9% of the time n he usually has furrowed brows n his lips pulled into a straight line unless he’s talking to hui or some other dude in his large ass group of friends bUT

the peaceful look on his face is different than those times n u kinda make a mental note of it even tho u most certainly are Not comparing his eyelashes to fluttering dark angel wings or his peaceful face to something akin to a statue in a museum

nope

no u r not

n- ok fine maybe a little 

bUT it was part of the warm up assignment to write a snippet of literally anything n he struck ur mind in that split moment n now ur back to aiming a well needed elbow to his side bc hui scanning the aisles for a potential victim to share their piece as he usually does n although u dislike wooseok ur not that spiteful

and right as hui picks on someone right beside u two, wooseok wakes up n looks at you with this really grateful n apologetic look tht u whisper the instructions to him bc gdi ur a good person

he may fall asleep n sometimes comes in late or not at all but u won’t let him fall behind so long as u can help it bc green monster aside ur conscience would hate u

anywayyyyy this particular day is only a little different bc it’s become one of those days where 6 PM is when the sun goes down and it’s pretty dark n not many students are on campus bc hello no one likes being on campus at night,,,,, save for the few kids who have like bio or math discussion then that’s a blessing bc campus rush hour is no joke n u once almost saw ur life flash before ur eyes bc of a bicyclist

u prepared for the coming of night bc ur residence hall isn’t that far off n most of ur friends are at their dorms or beelining across campus so it’s a solo job, n so u’ve estimated abt 20 minutes walking n 15 minutes speedwalking,,, 10 if u jog but ur plan is to speedwalk bc ur bag is heavy with books from ur other classes so no thnx

the moment ur released from class u start making a beeline out of there bc once ur out it’s a hell of a lot darker than u thought and apparently the streetlamps aren’t as bright as u hoped but regardless u try to trek thru the campus as best as u can n preferably near the convenience store since it’s usually open 24 hours and u’d have a place to run into in case someone tried attacking u

but well things kinda go according to plan but not really

u make it prolly halfway before u see this dude just loitering around by the benches near the dark buildings n u try to walk a little faster bc u r Not trying to deal with that tonight 

“hey where you goin’!” he says outta nowhere n u feel urself tense up just a bit

but ofc u look around hoping there’s someone else around n it isn’t just u but it is so u just nervously laugh, “oh yeah haha! just goin’ to the store y’know” bc the bright lights are just up ahead n if he lets u go then u can stay there n hopefully nag one of ur friends to come pick u up if he just doesn’t leave

n he’s just looking at u with feigned disappointment n goes “aw how ‘bout u just stay with me?” n he even dares coming closer

ofc ur ready to peel out of there but another part of u is pretty freakin’ scared bc oFC something just had to happen the first night n ur literal worst fear no less

you just shake ur head like “o no! my roommate’s waiting for me up ahead, y’know so i better get going,,,,,” n you’re already walking a little past him when he just takes a few steps and starts walking alongside u

“aw c’mon!!!! i can show u a real fun time hun. forget ur roommate”

“but-”

“i’m asking nicely, babe don’t make me repeat myself”

the nickname sets u off ur sure n ur just abt ready to tell him off with a glare and everything bc Who Does He Think He Is????? “look dude, i’m not ur babe-”

and then another voice joins right as he’s abt to step towards u n u recognize that husky, just woken up voice anywhere as he says, “take a hint. leave”

you actually look up at surprise bc wooseok gently tugs on ur wrist and puts himself between u and the creepy dude

u suppose the sight of wooseok is enough to scare him off bc right as the creep is abt to tell him off he catches one sight of wooseok and his eyes go so wide he just peels outs bc the look on his face is just screaming: “nope no way noooooooooooooo heck n o“

wooseok's so sweet like "are u ok???" bc unbeknownst to u, u’ve actually been shaking since that guy got so close and u can only manage a small nod but his features are a devoid of that furrowed brows and deep scowl with that dude

in fact his eyes are so soft under the orange lighting and he actually looks really worried bc ur fists are balled n u can’t seem to stop shaking so he goes “c’mon i’ll get u something to warm u up” n u just nod bc as scared as u were u actually feel a lot safer with wooseok there

like he even places his really large black denim jacket over ur shoulders n u feel urself shiver a lot less

so he takes u to the convenience store u were trying to make it to n it turns out his friend yanan works there

yanan’s a really handsome boy with a cast on his arm and his eyes seem to light up at the sight of u and wooseok but he doesn’t say a word bc of the look on ur face n the one on woo’s but he does flash u a friendly smile bc u look like u need it

wooseok gets the two of free hot cocoa n he tells yanan that he’ll pay him back for the drinks n that he’ll be back after he takes u to ur dorm n yanan says something like “i’ll add it onto ur tab” before u two go n wooseok’s reaction is a lil’ stiff n that has u like ??? but u don’t press bc u just want to go to ur dorm and shower and just not think abt what happened

although u aren’t talking, wooseok’s actually trying to make an effort and talk to u. mostly abt little things n he even gives u an analysis of the rlly rlly confusing piece u guys had to do n when he started mentioning what the blue curtains meant u couldn’t help but laugh bc it was silly n it didn’t really mean anything but u can tell he’s trying to make the mood much lighter n he breaks out into this shy smile n goes

“so that what it took to get u to smile huh?” 

n u don’t say anything but a thank u bc the half-empty hot cocoa in hand n the walk back to ur dorm makes u feel better times infinity

he kinda just nods n says “yeah,,,, anytime u need someone to walk home with, i gotchu” n u want to tell him that it’s ok but he looks really serious as he says it so decide to nod

“really, thank you wooseok” you tell him right as ur in front of ur building n he just nods a little awkwardly which is still pretty endearing on him even tho it’s not quite what u expected of this supposed badboy

n he’s like “o well, um,, here.” and just grabs a pen from his bag n grabs a hold of ur free hand n scrawl his number on it n says “the next time y’know u need an escort,,, u can,,, erm,,, call or,, text me,,,” before he’s kinda really red in the face and stumbles his way back to the convenience store

when u get inside n the hot cocoa all’s done n gone n ur scrubbed clean of the day’s grime, u just kinda reflect to urself n decide that wooseok really isn’t that bad after all like u don’t see him as that annoying kid quite so much

now u see that he’s more or less tired from helping at that store n his analysis of the reading was pretty spot on n u just,,, well,, u feel warm and safe at the thought of him

even as u stare at his number still kinda decorated on ur skin, u can’t help but smile at his rosy cheeks

the following day u,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,do not text wooseok

mostly of out fear bc u have no flipping clue what to say so when u see him in class on thursday he actually looks a little pouty w/ hui until he sees u walk in n u actually take a seat by his bag (tho u reason that it’s bc u usually sit there anyway)

as promised he walks u to ur dorm after class n u two actually talk together this time n it becomes a tradition to do that every tuesday and thursday

u begin to see more to him than he lets on in all that time like how he really adores his jacket bc his grandma bought it for him or how he actually plays the guitar and the drums bc at first he thought they were just cool but then he saw his fave band live n wanted to be like them (fun fact: it was cnblue) and the violin like he was good enough to win a prize and everything!

u also see how horribly misrepresented he is bc u hear from a few ppl how he’s no good, he’s a liar, n he’s eaten a live duck once n all that ridiculous stuff but u kno the truth bc he’s actually very truthful n bright n it actually makes u a lil mad that people would talk abt him like that

even more so when u hear some people talk abt how reckless he is n u tell him abt it bc you think he deserves to kno that there are bad things going on abt him but he kinda,,, just,,, brushes it off which leave u very ?? bc that is not the boy you’ve gotten to know n it’s certainly not the one that saved u either n u say so

n he actually looks like he wants to say something but he hesistates so u say “look whatever u did or do, you can tell me wooseok. i’m not gonna think differently of u. i know you’re a good guy”

he just sighs and says “but i’m really not,,, like i’m reckless and no good like that said,,,,”

but you’re absolutely certain that he is dead wrong n so are they so you just tell him to tell u why they’re saying those things n he admits to u that the reason why his friend yanan has an arm cast is bc of him

they had been sneaking into old abandoned buildings as hang out spots just cuz there were tons of unused places in the city n this particular one was near a construction place tht had patrols come by from time to time n this wasn’t any different but the boys didn’t know esp wooseok since he was the one who chose the spot and reassured everyone that it would be fine so when patrols came n they had to peel out everyone mostly made it except yanan who slipped and fell by the nearby construction 

woo ran back over to help him out n they were mostly safe from the cops but the fall yanan made his arm bend funny so they had to take a hospital trip and ever since then wooseok has felt like crap and has been doing his best to make it up to his friend thru helping at the store n getting him to class even if it means he misses a few of his own bc it’s his fault n everyone else knows it

ofc u feel bad bc wooseok looks so dejected abt it n the only comfort u can offer him as his friend is ur support and ur reassurance that even tho he caused that to happen it doesn’t make him a bad person at all so u feel really frustrated n he notices,,, even looks at u in surprise like ???

“w-what’s wrong? why are you upset?”

so u quickly say like “!!! bc ur so kind wooseok! i know u keep saying ur a bad guy n those rumors ppl say r tru but u are so so so so unbelievably kind and sweet and even if no one else likes u then just know that i do ok????????” 

while he’s just in shock, you continue with reddened cheeks and a resolve not to stop, “p-plus, there’s no need to be so harsh on yourself! so what if u skip class -actually not a so what you should definitely go to class pls ur paying to be here- but what i mean is that things like skipping or looking scary doesn’t mean ur a bad guy n no matter what people say i think you’re a good guy and and and your friends do too and i wish u could see that! i wish i could show u somehow and god i don’t know i just--”

and ok you look so adorable mid-spiel and flustered and even though ur attempts to articulate are beginning to fall short, wooseok can’t help but go thru with his impulses like always and just,,, kiss u before he pulls back ready to apologize but you pull him back in and u just kiss him ok 

bc in all that time u spent together and in ur own upset, u realized u really really really flippin’ liked this boy and there was no other way you’d be this worked up over just anybody n with his lips against urs u just feel ur heart going even !!!!!!!!!! louder than ever 

you pull back n say with a small smile “if u ever need reassurance then y’know,,,, i’m happy to give that to u ok?” 

and he just has this goofy grin on his lips like “is this how you’ll reassure me?” and u nod and he just,,, pulls u into his arms n u both fall back onto ur bed just kinda looking at each other in this really soft light bc tbh he’s always had a crush on u since the start of ur class n some of those things like falling asleep and saying writing was easy was just his way of trying to get ur attention n to think he really did in the way he did makes him very happy esp knowing that u feel safe with him

and with you, finally coming to terms with the cold, hard truth that u indeed liked him too is nice bc the warmth and safety of his arms and being able to offer support and some sort of protection to him is all u ever really wanted to do - it happened so slowly and gradually but u have no regrets at all

also, lemme just say that the nine other boys in wooseok’s life absolutely adore u as they all kinda race to meet u bc you’re really all he ever talks abt next to yongwa n they find the two of u super adorable!!! 

it’s actually an easy transition for the two of u to go from friends to s/o’s too bc you two have always been pretty touchy-feely in a really casual way and now you both have even more excuses to hang out and work on stories together or sometimes u go to his dorm just to hear him play his guitar even as yuto’s trying to study for his compsci test or how jinho n hongseok invite u to dinner with the group just so everyone else can watch u and wooseok be really adorable n really just being together is just,,, so nice?? 

like as friends u always had urges to reach out and hold his hand or kiss his cheek or even hug him really tight and now u can do those things! and even he would have moments where he just wanted to give u lots of back hugs and spinning hugs and just hugs and forehead kisses but he couldn’t so moving on from friendship and being able to do intimate gestures became a rlly fun pastime for you two!

and now whenever u hear anyone whispering abt wooseok or giving you funny looks, you actually throw a few responses at them in his defense and sometimes he has to drag u away bc u can get awfully scary when you’re mad and he just calms you with his tight hugs and he’ll get hot cocoa with u and you two will just walk beneath the stars n it’s just,,, 

it’s nice being able to feel safe with your s/o and that’s what makes the two of you very content bc no matter what you’re each other’s rocks <3

[saportuh]

wait what's asmr

aye glad u asked!! u can google it bc it stands for something but its basically tht nice tingly feeling u get in ur head/body when someone plays w ur hair or whispers in ur ear?? and on yt it’s a community of ppl who produce videos that intentionally create this feeling. some ppl find it creepy/weird but i LUV it

ppl use it for a lot of things, but ive been watching it every night for a lil over a yr for a few reasons:1) it’s a good alternative for music if im overstimulated or jus want quiet background noise while i play on my phone or do other stuff before bed2) feels nice3) it’s ppl talking to u which is good if ur lonely or bad w irl humans. it’s helped me immensely.4) a lot of asmrists r rlly pretty girls & i like looking at them + hearing them talk + seeing them smile & exist. theyre like. g rated cam girls hahah. im actually rlly attached to a few, i feel like i kno them personally jus cuz they talk to me every night jus not directly5) relaxes u before bed. good for insomnia

theres more but those r my personal ones.

there’s all kinds of stuff, like it’s this whole lil world, & one of the best parts is all the roleplays!! ppl put so much work into it?? crazy cool

so yah it’s jus. its cool. idk.

heres some favs if ur curious & wanna look into it:

*asmr glow: british/french/israeli makeup artist, she has a wonderful voice & shes very pretty & very sweet. does all kinds of vids but her roleplays r super cool sci-fi stuff. her names sharon shes Cool*palagea asmr: german/russian girl, speaks english tho w this adorable accent, & she’s so beautiful & sweet & cute & genuine and im a lil (a lot) in love w her. does cute fun roleplays. her beauty & voice aaaa i luv her*bohemian whisper asmr: shes superrr pretty & rlly silly & fun. does trigger word sorta stuff*asmr darling: kinda overrated tbh but she was my first asmrist, her brushing the mic videos r 👌👌👌 her names taylor too if tht matters*gibi asmr: QUEEN ok shes so cool she does cosplay so her roleplays r DOPE & shes also funny & sweet & cool & pretty & awesome i like her as a human a lot*fast asmr: i dont watch her anymore but she never shows her face & she does all kinds of shit idk. does a lot of unique triggers.*obviously asmr: one of the few men i watch ( i do Not like men whispering in my ear) but hes a twinkish fella from the netherlands so i dont mind him. he does tapping & mic brushing & stuff. reminds me of martin wallström*isabel imagination asmr: another dutch asmr! shes pretty in a goddess-y sorta way, makes a lot of fantasy roleplays tht r gorgeous. also jus genuine & nice. good-hearted, u kno?*goodnight moon: omgg erin is an Artisté she makes the prettiest coolest vids?? a lot of fantasy stuff, but whereas isabel is like mermaids & angels & stuff, gm is like kinda woodland, medieval but pleasant type stuff?? she has her own lil world revolving around this village & theres someone who runs a store tht sells dragons (maubelle my dorky luv!!), and theres some witches, and an inn keeper….rlly cool creative stuff*asmr cherry crush: shes a porn star so ppl in the comments r pigs, but shes actually rlly goofy & pretty so i like her? does a lot of ear biting vids which Isnt My Thing (it’s fairly unpopular actually) but i like her other stuff & i like her a lot*the asmr ryan: recently discovered him, film/horror film lover who wants to be an actor, super charming & charismatic? he has a derpy dog named happy whos in every vid, & he always signs off w “dont forget to smile” which is extremely endearing. makes cool horror/crime/eccentric roleplays, & other fun vids

i didnt mean to ramble so much but i luv these ppl they deserve good things for helping me sleep & relax

gibi made an intro to asmr that’s great, maybe watch it?? if ive sold u lol

damn im lame hahaha oops

[briteboy]

stealing @bratsims format because i need a less ugly way to mass answer your messages which will hopefully motivate me to stay on top of this! at least i can say i tried

so if you sent me an anon message in the past...idk MONTH (i’m bad i know) it might be here. (older ones are near the bottom) if not, check my faq because it’s probably answered there. (and if you’re the person/people who sent the twin flame & 7th house asks, i plan to answer those separately because i have a LOT to say. get ready)

game of thrones, nuclear war, real life santis, lou theories, i’m evil, HERE WE GO!! i literally had to cut it off at the last one because it was just too much for now. i’ll try to answer some more later ok

we’re starting off on a great note

Anonymous said: gaddamn rooney's tiddies lookin' hella ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

STOP!!!!!!!!!!! THAT’S MY CHILD soaidfnjds she’s supposed to have like b/c cups (goals for me tbh, the big boob life is not fun) and sims 4 pregnancies just fuckin make them...NYOOM i’m mad you can’t edit sims’ bodies during pregnancy even with cas.fulleditmode on -___- so i let her live with her giant preggo tiddies for now

Ngl I want a kiss between Santi and Gianni (I'm sorry I'm literally trash)

then i’m here to satisfy your desires: they do kiss periodically because gianni is one of those people who’s like “why shouldn’t you kiss your friends?” free love 4 everyone

IM SCREAING AT UR YOUTUBE CHANNEL OK!!!! I LOVEEE IT, WOW

DON’T IT’S UGLY EXCEPT FOR LIKE TWO VIDEOS

hey this is kinda random but i thought joe seaward from glass animals looked kinda like santi? he has quite a weird face too lmao

oMG i actually love that, i know what you mean. that dude reminds me of a bull terrier lmao i actually saw glass animals like two weeks ago!! i didn’t really get a good look at the drummer but now i wish i did. missed connection

i just finished reading santi's story and ugh it almost had me in tears! beautiful, your story telling skills and editing skills are perfection!

ahhhhsdkgkds thank you so much ;____; that means the world to me <333

Unpopular opinion: im so done with game of thrones tbh. It's not even good anymore :/ I liked the first season but since then i've skipped through episodes because they are just sooo fucking boring and dragged out!

see like the first three seasons were pretty good because they stayed true to the books. (actually that’s a lie, littlefinger’s chaos speech in the s3 finale was real fuckin bad because guess what: it was original material LMAO) the fourth season was where it started to get messy and then the fifth season was a fucking shitshow because they completely IGNORED the fourth book and cherrypicked all the “good” parts out of it (read: the most action-y parts, while ignoring all the most important pieces of character development) and they botched the dorne storyline, oh and who could forget the iconic moment of throwing in a rape (THAT DIDN’T HAPPEN IN THE BOOKS) just for fun :) love it! but anyway if you think the show is boring i probably wouldn’t recommend the books, they’re even slower getting through them lmao. but it’s worth it in my opinion. there’s so much they don’t include in the show and it makes me Angery

Okay, game of thrones fan here, I haven't read the books (yet at least, I bought book 1) but I feel like dany is going to practically turn into her father, this season she is already showing traits like his.......

OH YEAH i definitely feel like they’re moving in that direction in the process of revealing jon as the “true” king of westeros and it’s so bad lmfao. the thing is, like...cersei is already mad king 2.0? why do we need another one?????? the entire point of dany’s arc is that she’s constantly trying to deviate AWAY from the way her father ruled, demonstrated by the fact that she freed the slaves (whereas all the targaryens before were slave owners), the fact that she’s not perpetuating the whole incest thing (LMAO GUESS AGAIN BECAUSE JONERYS HAS TO HAPPEN FOR SOME FCKING REASON), the fact that she has dragons which haven’t existed in how many years...like, if she ever ends up being like her father in the books, it’s NOT gonna fucking happen like this. but i don’t think she will anyway, george rr martin has been pretty clear about her trajectory thus far. anyway this show is so ugly, next question

rooney's eye are so BIG

just like her tiddies lmao i kno sometimes i forget how big they are and then she does one of those silly endearing animations and i’m like o ;-; hello big dumb baby cow eyes

Cows? Are you secretly Matthew Daddario?

WHO i had to google him lmao i was about to say “oh the teen wolf guy” but jk @ myself u idiot it’s shadowhunters damn i literally googled “matthew daddario cows” and

tru

I love how fragile Lou looks like but the truth is that she is strong af and you can't play with her bruh

SHE IS ;-; and that’s a huge theme in her story, i’m excited <3

ima leave ur blog and come bk and spam you so you will finally notice me

im part of this online forum of girls that talks about our period and weather or not one of us might be pregnant and once this girl posted saying that her husband invited his mom without telling her to thier honeymoon and she didnt find out until they arrived at the hotel and she was already there. the most recent part reminded me of it. but long story short, her dad moved all her stuff out of his house and her friend came to pick her up and they got a divorce.

OISOJDFAKNLJSD WHAT!!! i’m guessing you sent this because of that thing i said about the reddit post lmfaooo imagine your mom on your honeymoon. why. that’s soooooooooo good 4 her u know. u don’t need to be married to his mom as well

thanks 4 trusting my love santi. he's beautiful

thank u he thinks ur beautiful too 💘

do you have any tips for runing game in good quality and fast?

euhhhhh the only tips i have for you are to merge your cc, close all other programs while you play your game, maybe invest in a cooling pad uhhhhhh yeah idk any other tips you can probably find on google

You told that thing about unfollowing people and I thought you unfollowed me, but then I checked and you didn't and I'm crying omg

lmao omg ;-; i literally cut my following list in half, it was so chaotic and it was making me anxious. so if ever unfollow any of you please don’t take it personally (i know it’s a stupid thing to say, and it’s a lot easier said than done) it’s just my brain explodes when there’s too much going on at once and some content blends into others, i’m trying to only follow people who i’m genuinely interested in enough to keep up with their posts from now on

I haven't been able to sleep in over 72 hours thanks to the constant fear over the looming world war. I'm fine. Completely fine

Oh shit, have you noticed that the media has been putting out more 'what to do during a nuclear attack' kinda articles? This world is slowly going to shit, for real. I'm not even near any of the danger really, but it still absolutely terrifies me to see all of that bc it could very well go wrong and hit my place as well yknow? I have no idea why i send this to you but you seem chill and calm so thanks for reading my freakout askfjsls

YEP it’s pretty terrifying. but at the same time don’t let fear overwhelm you, fearmongering is an ugly, ugly thing and you don’t want to live your life constantly worrying. so just prepare yourself for what might come, but at the same time, just spend as much time with your loved ones as you can, do all the things you’ve ever wanted to do, and then if it doesn’t turn out as bad as we thought it would, you *tim mcgraw voice* lived like u were dyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyin’

@ Jesus anon: I really don't think it's the right time to complain about "using the lord name in vain" when there are people terrified of leaving their homes bc they are afraid to get killed (aka that poor, poor Jewish anon in charlottesville)

yeah idk like i want to respect everyone but it seemed to be in poor taste to bring that up at a time like that lmao. and also i’ve literally never in my entire life met someone who actually takes “don’t say the lord’s name in vain” seriously. 

I asked about the poses and HOLY CRAP THANK YOU SO MUCH! I finally have good poses to use for story telling. Thank you soo so so so sooooo much!

YAY i’m glad you found some good stuff <3 and honestly just going through lana’s blog you’ll find a ton of good poses, it’s a gold mine

Idk how much tv you watch, but have you've ever come across a tv show that used music from The Sim? Because once in a while I'll hear Sims 3 build/buy music on some random show and I'll get a lil shook because I find it so weird that the generic music they're using comes from a major game title.

OMG LMAO NO what i wish i’d come across that tho. one time i used sims 1 music in a video i made for school and someone recognized it

I love your stories gosh I check your page "it's everyday bro with femmesim flow" Lol sorry for that awkward Jake Paul "poop" ❤️

lmao thank u i had no idea who jake paul was until my friends started talking about him

yo, I also remember once in french class real life santi asked me what videos games I like to play. When I told him the sims, he looked at me for a while and shaked his head. He was like, "why do you want to watch your sims use the toilet?"

WHY DO YOU WANT TO WATCH YOUR SIMS USE THE TOILET SAME that’s all i care about when i play

that rooney face in the 5 facts is so iconic, its my fave picture of her. You should blow it up and frame it

i should tbh. i should print it out and put it in my wallet to show everyone because she is my child

sorry the bother you, merging cc makes your game smoother? can you explain to me please?

boop

hi i love you ♡ pass it on

I LOVE U

Can I say that hearing a MacBooks fans screaming for dear life as they try to cool down when playing the sims has actually started to haunt my nightmares

SAME my macbook is actually doing it right now for no reason. thanks laptop

Maybe Santi should go to therapy to talk out his issues.

maybe he should 🤔  but tbh he’s already talked out everything, there’s nothing really more to talk out. he just has to cope with it. he’s treated lou like his therapist thus far and that’s not okay

i love ur story and omg i totally get where lou is coming from with being tired of being compared to molly by santi, thatd hurt so much esp with how much she cares about him

thank youuu ;-; i’m glad you understand, this was a part i’d wanted to get out for a loooong time now, and i know you guys were always like “um why does she put up with this” lmao. she just loves him, that’s why. but you’re right, it does hurt.

My theory is very similar to the other anons in that Fiona's dad/Lou's ex had a mental illness (schizophrenia, depression, what have you) but he actually did kill himself and that's why she's not completely losing it on Santi because I feel like most people in that situation would have not handled it as well as Lou did

🤔 you’re right about the last part, and there’s a reason she has so much patience, das all i’m sayin

i started your story from the beginning last night and i am in awe. Its amazing. It inspired me to put a little more effort in learning to edit and write. It was like reading screen caps from a movie! I didn't want to stop reading. Anyway thing was a super sappy ask, but i appreciate your stuff. And i'm bad at putting my thoughts into words.

omg ;__________; when people tell me i inspired them it means the most to me, my brain just can’t process it lmao. so thank you so so much ;-; <333 THE MOVIE THING ESPECIALLY GOT ME IN THE HEART because i feel like that’s my aesthetic with most things i create because i’m such a film person lol. don’t worry i love super sappy, and you did a good job of wording everything because it got me right in the feels <33

Okay I've been snickering for about 43 minutes bc SANTI GOT THAT GRU CHINNN

WOT is that i googled it and the only thing that came up was the dad from despicable me lmfaosdkjfs but ok

Please, please do punk edits of your some of your characters! I'd die.

WHAT DOES THIS MEANNN do you mean like. those 2010 tumblr edits of punk disney characters and then the joker from suicide squad looked like one of them. do u want santi to be the joker. because my boyfriend already relates him to suicide squad joker because of his face tatt lmao

You love to make me cry

i do i’m sorry. if it makes you feel any better i love to make myself cry too. but my biceps grow stronger with every tear

I reeeally dont think those chancla comments were offensive??? Why would they be?? I'm hispanic (born and raised in the sunny Dominican Republic, received a fair amount of chancletazos myself) and I laughed out loud when i read them 😂😂

I JUST WANT U TO KNOW I SHOWED @ichosim THIS MESSAGE AND SHE LAUGHED FOR 12 HOURS AT “CHANCLETAZOS”

whATT my little brothers name is santiago n we call him santi for short!! guess it's not rly that uncommon but we live in a small country and he's also 4 so like,, no other santiagos!! idk why im saying this its completely irrelevant just kinda surprised me :'))

OMG wow hell yeah another real life santi...santi acts like a 4 yr old so he might as well be your brother

Just curious.. Do you play sims or just use it for storytelling? Sorry if thats weird haha

well my recent gameplay pics should answer your question lmao. i do like to play but i don’t have enough time to both play and pose scenes so i mostly just pose scenes for now. :[ i am gonna be off work for like two weeks tho so hell yeah gameplay here i come!!

I'm starting a Fiona appreciation movement because she is the real star of santis story RT and i love her and she is way underappreciated and I love her KThxBi

SHE IS THE REAL STAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i’ve said this before but santi’s relationship with her is the most important to me, out of every relationship he has in this story. i’m so glad you love her so much, sorry about what’s about to come in the next few scenes tho

Oh my heart, Santi is alive, god exist

I have a pretty hard time understanding Santi's story mostly because I'm not English but I'm sure I'll figure it out:)

ahh oh no D: i’m sorry i wish i spoke every language in the world lmao. if you want, you can message me off anon and i’ll help you understand it!!

Lou is an angel honestly

“there are worse things than seeing an angel before you die”

what tablet do you use? or how do you draw hair? it looks so pretty.

omg haha i don’t have one! i wish i did tho. all of the brushes i got from deviantart, i’m trying to find the specific ones but they’re all elusive wtf. i’ll post them when i find them! for now, here’s a good guide to drawing hair, by airi <3

Nah nah I always knew you'd save him.....eheheeh.....THANK YOU FOR NOT KILLING BABBY SANTEEEEEEEEE DNDDNSKANW YOU WOULD HAVE HAD SO MUCH BLOOD ON UR HANDS AS ALL UR FOLLOWERS COLLECTIVELY DIE FROM A BROKEN HEART BUT DW WE DIDNT BECAUSE UR QN ANGEL....but I toooootally knew you'd save him... /sweats/

I’M GLAD U HAD FAITH <3 i know omfg i would’ve expected a mob at my house if i’d actually killed him. if i ever killed him i would just lay down somewhere and die. that’s it for me

Lou & molly almost always have teeth showing, do you draw them on each pic?x

no, only sometimes i’ve drawn them when i felt like their mouths weren’t matching the expression i wanted. but most of the time it’s just the pose.

is it too late to send 16k dollars to guarantee santi's inclusion in a loving home with loving friends

it is absolutely never too late to send me 16k i promise you that

I just bought school books for $550 who knew studying marine biology could be so fuckING EXPENSIVE

EWW WTF...i’ve been lucky and haven’t had to spend a ton on books in my college career (one time i even went to such lengths that i got access to free trial version of one of my school books in a pdf, screencapped EVERY SINGLE PAGE, which was more than 400 pages, just so i wouldn’t have to spend $70 on it. i love cheating the system)

waIT i never saw ur selfie where is it, must see

u could probably just search “selfie” on my blog and find it, or enjoy the ugly closeup drunk snap i posted last night

Hey guys I'm a happy trans man that has no mental illnesses. I'm fucking pissed about Trump's ban. And to any one that says it's logical FUCK YOU! I'm having flashbacks to don't ask, don't tell because this is the same fucking wacked up logic. I'm so angry, like I'm a human, yes I may require testosterone shots once a month but that's it, I even administer them to myself. I pay for them with my own god damn money so fuck you transphobic bigots who say this law is fair. It's not. WE ARE HUMAN TOO Also same anon that ranted. Sorry about that I'm just really pissed and I love and thank you for sticking up for the community. We love you and I love you. And you're right not all trans people transition. We all do what we want to. Some start on T or E and have the full surgery. Some just have top surgery. Some just do testosterone or estrogen. Some never do anything. We're all still trans and we're all valid.

YES ALL OF THIS, sorry i didn’t answer this when it was all happening. but askdkjfas thank you for this message, I LOVE YOU TOO, SO MUCH <333 and i’m glad you feel comfortable enough to voice this in my inbox. yes every trans person is valid no matter what they decide to do with their bodies <3

One of those old hot topic shirts that said " if Darryl dies we riot " but with santi instead of Darryl.

OMG LMAOOOOO NOW THAT’S A CONCEPT who’s making these i want one

your use of references and reaction pics and gifs fucken KILLS ME

Crystal anon here. I googled around my area to find there are none of those y'know, crystal, candle, incense, magic type shops. I have panic attacks when I go outside and I wanted to look into alternative stuff since I'm on meds and w/e. I wanted to know if you or friends had any experience or recommendations for buying crystals online like on etsy or amazon. How can you tell if they're real?x

ooooh ok. usually there are shops like those in cities or even in towns with like kitschy little promenades with independent shops. (i know there’s one around the town over from mine, which is so random lmao) i do have friends that have crystals but i think they mostly just collect them for the ~good vibez~ and don’t really look too far into the healing aspects of them. i would say first go with the one that coincides with your birth because those are the ones that are like specifically catered to you and strengthen your being. as for buying online, hmmmmm i mean i don’t really know any specific trustworthy sellers because i don’t have much experience with this, but definitely read the reviews! those will help you a lot <3

Hello could you please tell us how you edited the pic of rooney in that one post that the anon asked for the unedited version?

i honestly didn’t do much of anything that differs from my usual editing process! i made her eyes a bit bigger by using the clone tool, cloning the top of her eye and applying it a little bit farther up...if that makes sense. it’s hard to explain how to use that tool lmao. and i think i used the liquify tool to bring part of her eyebrow down to look more worried.

there's still a part of me that says she ain't dead and molly is just in a coma lmao end mE

OMFLDKGKJS yeah she’s not dead surprise. i WILL say there is still flashback stuff that will be revealed. well not “revealed” like molly’s death was revealed, like i just still have to showcase some things that happened afterward. because it doesn’t just end with molly’s death, there’s stuff after that as well :~}

I'm Mexican, have lived around Mexicans, have been to Mexico multiple times growing up, just came back from a family trip at practically the border between Mexico and Guatemala and never in my life have I ever heard the word "joder" i had to look it up xD (not hating or anything I just thought I'd mention it cuz I found it funny...lol) k bye...

OK NOT SURE IF the ppl you’ve been around just don’t curse or whatever but...joder is DEFINITELY something i’ve heard mexican people say before lmao

Okay so this is random, but i was telling my sister the name of one your characters in ur story (santi) and she kinda just starts singing his name, and she said "santi high, santi low, santi go." And im just sitting there, like woah.

LMFAO WHATKNJDSKJGD “woah” same

u gonna incorporate fis hat into a really like emotional sad thing in her story huh

oMG i wasn’t planning on it but hmm 🤔

Why no el chingo? NO ME GUSTA (I'm joking btw ily)

LMFAOOOO because i didn’t wanna have to defile my son by downloading the penis mod RIP

let santi grow out dem eyebrows 2kforever

omg he does let them grow out except for the little line he shaved in when he was 14 that never grew back RIP

in ur bio it says "kt" and i know why,, it means killing them as in killing off ur characters slowly i see u gurl

i bet this story was just an excuse for you to see the world burn. well done.

OMG i mean, that was definitely one of the side effects of it all. but really it was just that i NEEDED to get this story out after it had lived in my brain for so long.

ur dead 2 me

I... just.... can't... too much pain Y U DO DIS 2 UZ?!?!!!

[benaya-trash]

I was tagged by my lil brother @demisexualhale ♥♥♥♥

Choose 5 OTPs without looking at the questions first.

♦Sterek (Teen wolf)

♦Team Gallavich (Shameless)

♦ Supercorp (Supergirl)

♦ Jake Peralta+Amy Santiago(Brooklyn 99)

♦Wallen (Two and a Half Men)

1. Do you remember the episode/scene/chapter that you first started shipping 5?

When they met tbh. that rain drenched puppy and that idiot trying to be nice to him just got to me.

2. Have you ever read a fan fiction about 2?

no actually... i think ill cry

3. Has a picture of 4 ever been your screen saver/profile picture/Tumblr ID?

nope, they r just my cuties

4. If 3 were to suddenly break up today, what would your reaction be?

Nooooooooooooooooooo why????? *whines* why cant we have that!?!?!?!

5. Why is 1 so important?

Because they are everything to me. they r my sons my idiots my broken butt perfect children, they gave me feelings and so much love to be explored. they also opened the door to meet u all.

6. Is 4 a funny ship or a serious ship?

Funny. silly. perfect. those dumb cops who actually love each other in the silliest sweetest way.

7. Out of all your ships listed, which ship has the most chemistry?

!!!!! WHY WOULD U ASK THAT?!!?!?!? ughhhhhhhhhhhhh Sterek sorry guys they r my tru love my spark

8. Of all the ships, which ship has the strongest bond?

WOTFUQMAN!?!!?!?!?!? STEREK OK!!! am so done with these type of q

9. How many times have you read/watched 2’s fandom?

3 times... and i always cry. they deserved so much better.

10. Which ship lasted the longest?

Sterek, obv i ship the rest too butt sterek is a none stop train wreck that runs over me for the past few years already.

11. How many times, if ever, has 5 broken up?

uhhhh i donno like a lot. they always had these fights like “ALLEN DON U DARE DO THAT THING“ *does the thing* “AM OUT OF HERE AND AM NEVER COMING BACK!“ “WELL OK!” *comes back 5 min later to cuddle up with Allen* “am sorry” type of fights. they act like an old married couple.

12. If the world was suddenly thrust into a zombie apocalypse, which ship would make it out alive, 1 or 3?

WHAT THE FUQ IS WRONG WITH THIS THING?!!?!!? STEREK OK!!! i came here to have fun and i feel really attacked at the moment.

13. Did 4 ever have to hide their relationship for any reason?

Hehehehehe god ya like when they first started dating they would hide in closets and evidence room and try to act natural and fail when someone was in the room with them.

14. Is 5 still together?

HELL YA THEY R! THEY R MARRIED LIVE ON A HOUSE BY THE BEACH AND HAVE A KID!!!

15. Is 1 canon?

in my heart it is♥

16. If all five ships were put into a couple’s Hunger Games, which couple would win?

ok no just simply no.

17. Has anyone ever tried to sabotage 5’s ship?

No. they r perfect together and everyone kno that.... actually that replacement captain who came at season two tried to by having a heart attack when he saw them kissing.

18. Which ship(s) would you defend to the death and beyond?

All. don try me.

19. Have you ever spent hours a day going through 3’s tumblr page?

yes.

20. If an evil witch descended from the sky and told you that you had to pick one of the five ships to break up forever, which ship would you sink?

.....fuck you too question no.20.... ------------------

i feel so attacked so just u guys kno if u want to do this its all yours am so out of this ;^; *flips the questions off* i don tag anyone, anyone who wants to cry go ahead.

[mononoavvare]

Character Solidifying: Odd numbers 19 - 39

good god,

19. What were your character’s deepest disillusions? In life? What are they now?

i mean he used to be brainwashed so that’s a pretty big one. he used to believe that the village was to be protected no matter the cost of life or the depravity of the acts he must commit, and he believed that following orders was all there was to life, but he got better :^) proud of him. discovering danzo was a steaming pile of garbage was a real journey and it hurt, tbh, and now he feels like he has Things to make up for, but who doesn’t. 

thanks to things like The Power Of Friendship, he’s now under the impression that the village is nothing without the relationships within it, and he realizes the importance of the lives of the people protecting and living in it, blah blah, other gay shit 

i wouldn’t say he’s currently disillusioned with his relationship with team kakashi, but he definitely feels replaceable to at least 3/4 of them. he thinks he’s fine with feeling that way, but he isn’t.

21. What are your character’s manners like? What is their type of hero? Whom do they hate?

Easy! 

manners: bad / hero: naruto / hates: people that fuck with his friends

a lil bit of elaboration:

manners: he pretty much functions well enough to pass as normal, if a little uncomfortable, in most social situations. sometimes he deliberately acts like he doesn’t understand a social norm specifically to rile up his friends. 

hero: he’s never really had a concept of a hero before he joined team kakashi. yes, he admires the likes of the captains, what with their strength and infamy and how cool they are, but to him a hero is someone like naruto: some dipshit that suffered as a child and still works his ass off to see the good in people and try to lift them out of the darkness, no matter how many times he gets hurt. sai genuinely admires that, and also admits maybe his standards for heroics are a little high.

that last bit probably doesn’t need an explanation, really, but. if u hurt someone he cares about, he’ll ruin your life. one way or another.

23. What do they want from a partner? What do they think and feel of sex?

generally sai.... just wants to have fun. he’s really out here for a good time, not a long time. he wants to feel good, but what he really wants is to make his partner feel good because that’s the shit he likes. 

his feelings on sex in order of importance to him: 1) useful and 2) fun for the most part

25. What are their hobbies and interests?

obviously he enjoys art, but he also likes writing and people watching. he thinks people are incredible and fascinating, so sometimes he just goes and talks to strangers and learns as much as he can about them, and writes down as much as he can remember (which is usually all of it barring outstanding circumstances) later. literally has a whole shelf dedicated to people and their life’s stories, or someone else’s life story through their eyes. usually he gets these from older people but sometimes the youths overshare as well.

there were like six months where he tried to learn how to make music and/or sing, but he was only mediocre at it and thus did not last long

outside of this, he genuinely enjoys exercising and training tbh. picking up new hand-to-hand styles counts as a hobby, right? since he’s a ninjutsu specialist? sakura why are you sighing at me?

27. How do they relate to their appearance? How do they wear their clothing? Style? Quality?

sai is aware that he’s what most people would consider striking at the least, if not full-blown good looking. in a mission-setting he’s very good at working this to his advantage, but in day-to-day life it’s kind of... rough, starting out. he’s never had to pick out his own clothes, u kno, always had a uniform, so he generally just wears that until his friends start gifting him soft tee shirts and shorts and other like.... normal clothing items for functional adult humans to wear. 

eventually he starts going out and buying his own shit, u kno, and generally it makes him feel silly to buy anything that isn’t functional, durable, well-fitted and dark-colored. any outrageous/silly clothing he owns would have to be a gift, no matter how much he fucking loves wearing stupid novelty tees cut into a crop top.

29. What is your character’s weaknesses? Hubris? Pride? Controlling?

his biggest weakness is his bitchy personality lol,,, he self-sabotages his closest relationships by bickering all the fucking time and Seriously offending people and then has the fuckin audacity to blame the fact that he’s gonna die alone on the idea that he was just a temporary replacement. instead of, u kno, taking some time to self-reflect and realize not everything has to be a fucking battle all the time.

sai also, and i cannot say this enough, does not have the good sense god gives all the small children. 90% of this is attributed to the fact that he was conditioned to have very little self preservation instinct outside of “survive to complete the mission” as a child, which unfortunately does not lend to good real-world decision making, but 10% of that is that he’s just genuinely fucking dumb. he has 0 people sense starting out and has to learn a majority of his lessons the hard way.

31. Does your character have children? How do they feel about their parental role? About the children? How do the children relate?

no kids. he personally believes he would be a terrible father if he ever lived that long, even though that’s probably not true. other peoples’ kids he likes well enough, and they seem to think he’s Neat(TM), but he’s deathly afraid of making a small child cry and thus tries to avoid them for the most part.

33. Do they drink? Take drugs? What about their health?

HA, HA HA, HA,

drinking yes and drugs.... sometimes, if he’s really having a rough week and is unable to find a better outlet for Feelings and Thoughts. because he’s obviously not going to talk about things. generally though he prefers to go out and have anonymous sex and never call them again. if he’s gonna take a drug though it’s usually an upper 

as far as his health goes.... physically he’s alright, his body holds up pretty well under all the stress he puts himself through physically. mentally and emotionally he’s basically a minefield except instead of blowing up he just :| and stews in it 

35. Do they always rationalize errors? How do they accept disasters and failures?

sai is a perfectionist and will take any failure, perceived or real, extremely personally. if he fucks up, he can usually handle anger just fine, but having someone disappointed in him makes him want to crawl out of his skin, under his bed, and die. 

37. How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories?

the extent of his imagination generally applies to difficult conversations he rehearses between himself and others before actually having them and immediately being completely wrong about they would react to whatever he’s saying. 

that being said, he is an extremely creative problem solver and detective, and genuinely enjoys solving puzzles and problems. to him, doing shit like recreating a crime scene or a scenario based on evidence is a little bit like drawing from memory :^)

39. What do they like to ridicule? What do they find stupid?

hand to god i cant think of something. he likes teasing his friends but that isn’t genuine ridicule. mostly he minds his own fuckin business u know? 

i guess if he were so inclined to confront someone about their stupidity, it would be about treating someone like shit. yes, it’s rich coming from him, and no, he don’t appreciate you pointing that out.