#it sucks bc i actually do care abt my teeth & id be genuinely devastated if i lost any of them especially bc of my own negligence

[torchiiko]

i wish i wasnt scared of the dentist again cuz now whenever i feel any pain in my mouth i immediately get super anxious. which rlly sucks bc the more afraid i am of what work ill need done the less i wanna go, thus making things worse for me

its so stupid bc most of my past visits have been Fine & then the ONE time the numbing wasnt as effective it makes me terrified to go again :(( like im so nervous i wanna get laughing gas next time i go but idk,, if we can afford it,,,, which only delays my next visit....