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bts-ify · 2 years ago

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"I mean, who’s perfect anyways? Isn’t it more important that I see you and your flaws and still think of you as my type of person?"

yeah this is my favourite quote, that's THE GOAL it hit me so hard 😭

"What happened to me? You," he simply argues, "God, I don’t fucking wanna see you sad anymore. Hate those damn tears�� just wanna be happy with you, want you in my life, like this or… or differently, just… in any way."

tell me this is not love...OF COURSE HE'S IN LOVE WITH HER please Rid 🥹 and i love when he calls her "angel" but when i read "baby" i'm just melting...same goes to their veeery very hot scenes but now that i think about it, comparing what they had at the beginning and now, like even that bathroom scene felt so intimate, lovely, undoubtedly extremely hot but so nice and emotional at the same time and it's also this evolution that's happening alongside their bond, it's getting really deep (hah, what a pun) and while reading this chapter i felt it the most by now, as a reader, because it was just a party and they'd spent so much time together before that but still, like, because it's him and because it's her it felt like more, everything was dripping with care and it was so visible for me, i love how this aspect changes with them, like they can't JUST fuck anymore ah i'm in love with them 🫠

also i didn't think i could be so pleased with Nara tbh 😂 she did an amazing job and i just hope it's gonna last this way, like someone said, she seems like she'd not go for jk anymore knowing and seeing how he feels about our oc and i'm here for it, i can be team nara if it stays like that 🥲

"‘Cause I’m not chasing them back. Just… just chasing you all day, am I not?" "My pretty baby," he praises; you’re not sure if he’s telling you or moreso himself, "you’re so beautiful… makes me sick."

Rid pleaseeee my heart 😭😭😭🧡 THEY'RE SOOO IN LOVE and that bathroom scene was hot yeah but when they came back it was ksjnlsjverjkhbshjbvj love love loveee making at its finest and loveliest

Of course you’re his first thought.

yeah let me just...hide in that blanket...forever...

Kim Namjoon has an ability to encourage that Jungkook has found to be rare. You’re different. Namjoon is different. Genuine trust in his abilities, pushing him forward.

can i just say i love your cmi namjoon so much and it's not so different to the irl namjoon effect but his character is so calming and genuine and nice as much as he can be while also being a boss, every time there's a part with him i feel calm and happy because he's this stable presence for jk and for this story by now too 🪴

The waves of sudden and powerful delight pull him underwater; if he wasn’t drowning in adoration yet, he most certainly is now. Moments like these stop him from walking away.

that's why they'll end up together eventually, ANOTHER REASON WHY I'M SO SURE, just...Rid, it's amazing how gently you write love, so so gentle in its overwhelming nature, it's so beautiful 🥹🧡

"That… you’ll be okay. I will be, too. But right now it hurts, okay? Maybe we can talk a bit later, but now just… We need to give ourselves a moment to think. To be without that damn pain just once." "And you think putting a barrier between us will hurt less?!" you prod. You’re not ready to leave. You really, genuinely, aren’t. "I don’t need that distance. You think you’re bad for me, right? But I won’t be happier without you around, I—"

and there's this and i absolutely understand them both. because it hurts to fight and to see someone close fight while you're basically the reason why, or a big part of it, it hurts and maybe if you go with the flow you get to stop that pain for a bit and that close person won't have to suffer this much

but it takes away this one pain and instead you've got another huge one, probably bigger, because you part ways...our oc gets it and i hope finally jk will get it too, it's not hurting less just hurting differently 😭 Rid i know you'll make them be together eventually but woah what a ride 😭

and like i always say every time, i felt this so much in my heart, had to go back and find what words caused those feelings and images because that's how i read you, that's how special your writing is and i'm so thankful for every story, for cmi and you continuing this 😭🧡 i'm scared of what's to come tbh but i always know we're in good hands with you 🥹 i love you, you're the reason behind so many beautiful feelings of mine, i'll always be grateful for it 🧡🫂

colour me in: silhouettes | jjk (m)

Summary: Spending your days between the comfort of Jungkook’s walls should feel new, even strange to you – but in truth, you’ve never felt this much at home.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating:18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: some more artistic moments!, a guest appearance, a party!, bits of jealousy, bathroom shenanigans, angsty dialogues, he brings her flowers </3, dancing!, someone flirts with mr jeon, tae and eun.. taeun <3, bit of playful banter 🥺, paparazzi being a pain in the 🍑, an outing !!!!!!!!!!!!, a very painful convo and tears, the freaking angst, co– [gunshot], explicit sexual content: drunk bathroom fumbling, dry humping, so in l*ve ew, soft sweet sex, simping, kis– [gunshot], oral (f. receiving), big dick jk, dom jk, teasing, mid-sex convos; the ending 🤒 ➳ wc: 23.7k 😐 ➳ a/n: here goes my first baby of 2023 !! as always, beta’d by the loveliest @missgeniality <3 this chapter was a tough one, but i hope you guys like it. please do let me know what y’all think; your words, feedback and support motivate me a lot 🥺 thank you for all the support so far <3 ➳ listen to: rumors by sabrina claudio & zayn/kiss me by ed sheeran | full playlist 🤍

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cherrysodda · 4 years ago

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...wait you think Bunny is boring? Why? Like I know they're the "cutesy couple", but they have the most family drama out of any ship, and the most emotional drama (trust issues, abandonment issues, vulnerability issues, etc). (Like I'm not trying to shit on your opinion or anything I'm just curious.)

Hmm you're not discribing bunny, youre discribing the 2 charas apart. Well Bunny seems boring to me, when I have a shipping pair, I like to put on a dynamic so it looks more interesting. But with Bunny i dont like any dynamic and physical appearance is important as well, their designs are cool but not for pairing, and its veeery rare on me to ship charas with few moments on the series (this is not that case)

I ship mysterion x professor chaos tho

Also dont worry, youre not shitting and i dont hate the pair lol

#south park

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wordstrings · 5 years ago

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Inbox dump

(brace yourselves, I’m including the timestamps because these have been sitting forever and you may literally forget ever having sent one of these because they’re from so long ago 😬)

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Anonymous said: March 11th 2014 *Clears throat* Non-canon verse, uni AU probably *strums guitar and takes a deep breath* DUEEEEE TO A COMPUTING errORRR, dean and gabe are stuck as roomatesssssssss, whilesamandcascanbestucktogethertoo that'snotaneccesitybutitwouldbegreaaaaaaaaattttttttt, and veeery soon it turns into something of a friendship BUT THEEEENNNN dean fights with saaAAAM and gabe is like "dude stop being so upset" aND FLUFF HAPPEeeeeeEEEEEEeens! *stands up and bows* tyvm for accepting debriel though like omg <3

I’ve been rewatching some of Supernatural seasons 5 and 6 this past weekend, and it reminded me how much I love and miss Gabriel. I still maintain that Debriel is a super-underrated ship. The manic-chaos potential is *muah*. (see: #Debriel)

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Anonymous said: August 7th 2018 psst... light back tickles while cuddling in bed are pure™ and wholesome™

Good shit good shit good shit

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Anonymous said: September 19th 2018 I love science and go to public seminars as often as I can. I walked in to the most recent one (which I had picked at random), and it was on the science of tickling. There were demonstrations. There were hand gestures and finger wiggling. There were in depth descriptions of the anatomy and physiology behind ticklish spots. It was legitimately your Amateur Production’s fic, and I was Kevin. Worst of all it was 2 hours long. I think I died during it and my soul was sucked into hell.

Uhhhhhh where can I get a copy of the slide deck?? Asking for a friend. (see: #series: Amateur Production)

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Anonymous said: September 23rd 2018 your art skills have me shook in the best possible way

aaaahh thank you! Fun fact: I went to art school and even took illustration as a concentration area but I’ve hardly drawn anything for like ten years. When I do draw, it’s usually because there are feelings that I don’t wanna do words about. (see: #strings does art)

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Halo!anon said: September 27th 2018 A small, sinful part of Castiel had the urge to gloat. It was somewhat dampened by the fact that Dean was still under the impression that being abducted is peak romance."I can't believe you went out of your way to set up our second date!" He'd squealed, as Castiel tightened his restraints. - little excerpt of a sequel to Date Nights with Demons i had planned for months but abandoned. halo!anon

Your demented version of Demon!Dean is so entertaining 😄 (see: Date Nights with Demons)

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Anonymous said: November 6th 2018 Aaaaah your Gabriel / Kali drabble was adorable, I can't help but love seeing our mighty archangel reduced to a mass of giggles, and you write Gabriel so so well <3. I love your writing your stories always brighten my day ^^

It’s so rare for him to let his guard down, isn’t it? But when he does, he has a grand old time of it. :) (see: this drabble)

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sarah-lou-who said: November 8th 2018 1/4 Boo! The ghost of my online presence in the community is peeking its head in because I need help. I don’t have a platform or following to sound an alarm, so I’m using my platonic tumblr wife’s platform and following for me, because that’s what platonic tumblr wives do. Right? Anyway, I’m very actively fixated on Attack on Titan atm. You know this very well. You also know my predicament. I seem to have exhausted the entire supply of tickly AoT content I’m interested in that exists currently. 2/4 So, if you’re willing to publish these for me, I’m crying out into the vast TFB lands hoping that there’s someone out there to answer the call. I am in desperate need of tickly AoT content. I don’t know if anyone around here writes for it much these days. I haven’t found anyone. And I know beggars can’t be choosers, but it can’t be helped; I really only care if Eren is involved. Even better would be Levi, but I haven’t found ANYTHING involving him, so I feel like asking for that is futile. 3/4 I digress. Even after all this time I can’t keep my asks less than 50 parts long. So my goal here is that someone, somewhere, will by chance come across these, and be able and willing to either write fic of the tickly variety for Eren and/or Levi from Attack on Titan, or direct me to someone who can, if they know a person who knows a person who knows a person. (Sidenote, hi anyone who still remembers me! It’s Sarah, the more ticklish half of Leerah. I’m doing good and I miss you!) 4/4 (I hope you’re all doing well!) Thank you for letting me take advantage of your devoted followers, Strings! Love yaaa!!!

Ah, my platonic tumblr wife Sarah returns! (Digitally, anyway. Reality-wise, we hang out all the time and it’s probably very rude of me to have not published this ask for so long!) I keep teasing her that she has a Type, and that is dark-haired sulky badass who’d probably make a wicked ‘ler – AoT Levi, SPN Cas, FMA Roy, etc. So anyway, if anyone knows of somewhere I can point her to find the content she’s (still) craving, lmk!

Anonymous said: October 23rd 2019 I’m sorry if this is invasive in any way, but how is Sarah doing? I’ve been absent from Tumblr for a couple years and I see that her blog is now deactivated. I was just wondering if she’s doing alright and if she’s still around here on a different blog maybe?

See above! She doesn’t have a TFB community blog anymore, but she’s doing well. We’re quarantine buddies and helping each other out a lot. Very kind of you to ask! <3

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Anonymous said: December 2nd 2018 Hi, sorry to bother you but do you know what happened to prodigal-anon’s blog? It seems to have been deleted. Sorry again if you’ve been asked this before

No worries, friend! Here’s an answer for you!

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Anonymous said: December 13th 2018 I LOVE THE LOOPY SERIES! I love it so much, is there any chance you’ll be doing a part four? I’d give anything to see Cas and Dean tickle each other, it would be so cute 😍

Despite all evidence to the contrary, I haven’t entirely stopped writing... and Loopy 4 is one of those unfinished pieces that has seen a few additions lately. :) I’ve learned not to make promises about when something might get finished and posted, but I genuinely do believe this may be one of the first things that shows up once I’m ‘back in the game.’ Stay tuned... (see: #series: Loopy)

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Anonymous said: January 1st 2019 No no no you can't just stop there! I need more fluffy destiel with tickles and kissing! Pretty please?

I believe this is in response to Wonder whose arms will hold you good and tight. Don’t you worry, anon – Dean and Cas are not done being fluffy on this blog!

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1832wasalongtimeago said: January 25th 2019 Hi I just wanted to pop in and say the Maintenance series is amazing!! The second part was doing things to my poor heart I’ve read it like 5 times already. You’re such an amazing writer and thank you fo writing for us!

I’m very flattered, but I can’t take credit for the Of Maintenance series – that’s the lovely work of ask-flip-frost! It does things to my poor heart, too, so you’re in good company. :)

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Anonymous said: January 26th 2019 Sam Winchester can take a lot of things. The one thing he CAN'T take? Someone using baby talk on him when he's being tickled. He collapses into a puddle of helpless giggles faster than a house of cards in a stiff wind.

Precious Sammy just needs to laugh and be held, doesn’t he? <3

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Anonymous said: May 17th 2019 Thor needs tickles. So. Damn. Much.

Oh this was from right after Endgame came out. Thor did make me feel some sads there. :( Poor bab.

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Anonymous said: July 25th 2019 hi! i’ve read your wonderful fics forever but i’ve never really sent anything like this before so i don’t really know what to say.. but i had a destiel tickly thought and really wanted to share it with somebody, so here goes i guess- dean is taking too long in the shower so cas decides to use his mojo from the other room to speed things along. and listens to dean’s echoey laughs through the door. that’s all. sorry if this is weird! okay bye have a good one

This is not weird and I may have delayed in telling you any of my feelings about it but I definitely have a doc somewhere that has some vague notes about how I’d like to write this because I like it!

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Anonymous said: August 6th 2019 Anhhgff your Good Omens tword fics are so cute snvfddf i never knew I needed that of my favorite husbands till now😳😍

I know, right?! They’re just dying to be dropped into every fluffy situation. (see: #Good Omens)

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Anonymous said: July 25th 2019 Poking my head in to say hello, hope you’re doing well still! I just got into Good Omens and I absolutely loved your fic! (I watched the show first because my book was taking too long in the mail lol) Also, the other week I somehow talked myself into making a tfb blog, after all these years of almost doing so before chickening out (this ask isn’t from it because I just hopped in here briefly in a private phone browser to say hi, it’s literally just august-anon though) ~August!Anon

August!anon, I’m always so happy to see you stop by! Tagging your (not-so-new anymore) blog so everyone can check you out: @august-anon

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hey-teenblog said: August 4th 2019 I love your fanfiction very much! They give me a lot of pleasant emotions. And most importantly, they, saturated with tenderness and love, gave me to accept myself as lee!! sorry for my english, i'm russian Love you 😘❤️

I will never tire of hearing things like this! Thank you for telling me. “Saturated with tenderness and love” is a such wonderful compliment about my writing – thank you very much! No need to apologize for language differences; I’m always impressed with anyone who manages to pick up English because it’s bonkers.

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Anonymous said: August 23rd 2019 Hi! Just found this blog and wondering some basic info. ** What fandoms do toy write for? ** Do you accept prompts? ** Do you write reader insert fics? Thank you lovley ❤️

Anonymous said: August 29th 2019 Do you write tickle fics for bnha?? Asking for a friend 👀👀

The only fandoms I have reliably been able to write for are Supernatural and Good Omens – but even Good Omens is a rookie player here. Supernatural is my main jam, and Destiel is my favorite flavor. I don’t do reader inserts, but I’m always “accepting” prompts. I just haven’t written many of them for quite a long time now, so you’re welcome to drop them as long as you’re okay with them collecting dust. (see: this selfsame post)

My About/FAQ page is very dusty right now, too, but there might be some useful tidbits in there for you.

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Anonymous said: November 12th 2019 okayokayokay. Have you watched Lucifer? It's on netflix, it's great, so much emotions and pining. (Also, y'know, reg. Luci stuff. He runs a club. Bad jokes. It's great.)

I haven’t, but it’s on my Netflix watchlist, so I’ll get there eventually! I saw a gifset once where he actually did the thing I see in winged fanfic all the time, where there was gunfire and he sheltered someone he cared about with his manifested wings. And honestly, that was the deciding factor for me.

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Anonymous said: November 16th 2019 Oh Man U listen to Critrole as well! Nice! Campaign 1 was awesome but also heartfelt and really gut-punching at points. Who is your fav so far, anyone you aren’t fond of? (& Out of interest do you have any tickle related thoughts on the main crew or upcoming Fics we can look out for? As you said it’s tumbleweeds out here for this fandom’s tickles and I’ll take anything really 😂!) Hope u enjoy!!!!!

It’s STILL tumbleweeds out here and it’s making me crazy! My heart belongs to Vax primarily, Percy secondarily. I don’t really have cohesive thoughts or headcanons about anything, unfortunately. I do have this one mental picture that keeps coming up that I keep wanting to see art of (who knows, maybe I’ll commission somebody someday?) – of ridiculous brute Grog just lifting Vax straight up in his arms and gettin’ wiggly with his fingers while all Vax can do is laugh and pry and kick while absolutely nobody helps him.

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Regarding #series: Accessor:

Anonymous said: August 31st 2015 I would like to see accessor!verse cas using feathers on Dean!!! and NIBBLES and RASPBERRIES and TEETH and TONGUE and WOWWWWWW

ME TOO, FRIEND. It’s been aaaaages since I published anything new for the Accessor AU, but that doesn’t mean I haven’t been going back to my unfinished docs every once in a while to add a few lines here and there. ;)

Anonymous said: October 29th 2016 Prompt: Cas is put in charge of getting a treaty with a neighboring country that shares a lot of the same customs, including Accessories, with certain... twists (think Bracelets AU) and treats their personal slaves (like Accessories) like people (listening to opinions, giving proper care, etc.). The foreign diplomats keep bringing that up and talking to Dean. Cas isn't sure he can make it though the diplomatic proceedings. Also, he might be having improper thoughts about that custom and Dean...

I’m posting this here, but I’m definitely keeping this filed elsewhere because it’s FANTASTIC.

Halo!anon submitted: June 4th 2018 I can’t help but imagine how tickling must play a part in other aspects of society in the accessor ‘verse, besides the sessions between master and accessory. So here’s some imagines and headcanons, with a touch of worldbuilding. (Warnings, besides the usual for this AU: death mention, reference to past trauma.)

- Among the high class, during parties and other celebrations, it’s seen as a common courtesy to string up one’s personal accessory in the center of the room and let the guests entertain themselves with them. Lord Castiel never does this with Dean, much to his fellow nobles’ disappointment; the mere suggestion had Dean quaking as things he’d rather forget came back to bite him.

- Every so often, a petty criminal(the poor man’s accessory, if you will) is placed in stocks in a small town’s square and left at the mercy of the very people they used to menace. What happens next usually involves honey, some sheep, and plenty of begging. A guard stands by to warn people, “No hurting, only tickling. Everyone please wait your turn, they’re not going anywhere any time soon.”

- Certain monastic healers perform tickle therapy as a treatment for anxiety, stress, and other “diseases of the soul”, as they call them. Balthazar himself proposed the idea, because of course he did. The rich usually indulge in this kind of therapy secretly, due to its undignified nature. Some contemplate the possibility of training accessories to tickle in the future, but it’s still a big taboo.

- Every town has a folktale about a tickle monster. Curiously, many of them involve controlling plants and attacking through dreams. The southern communities still have a giggle remembering that one time six years ago when Michael offered to hunt down one such monster and came back with Crowley, a sleazy drunkard with a fetish and a dream, sitting in a cage and wearing a mask.

- The Masters sisters, Lillith, Meg and Ruby, have a long history with law enforcement. Their favorite pastime is snatching unlucky merchants off the roads and tickling them into coughing up everything they have. Everyone is sure they had a hand in Fergus"Crowley" Macleod’s untimely demise by ferocious attack hounds, but they’re very good at covering their tracks. They’ll help you cover up your tracks too, if you’re a friend- ask Bela Talbot.

I might make a second part if I get any more ideas. I hope you enjoyed this! -Halo!anon.

I am very fond of you indeed, Halo!anon. These are so creative!

hypahticklish submitted: July 24th 2018 Accessor!Ideas:

~ Gabriel leads a furious rant regarding Prince Lucifer/Sam to Castiel, relating back to perhaps dealings he has directly had with the Prince between their two unstable-yet-truced Kingdoms. Castiel relates with similar views shared by Gehenna’s councilor(s).

~ Dean and Sam BM where the audience learns more about their homevillage. Dean starts it after a rather morose remark from Sam and ends with Sammy smiling and stealing my heart.

~ Balthazar helps Sam in several ways: 1) Learns the Sam was originally a psuedo-Advocates apprentice, as well as herbalist nephew when Sam identifies the components to some salves/medicines he’s making (he had been explaining what he was doing in an attempt to spare himself being attacked like the first couple times) 2) Calls Sam out on being intelligent and making a recklessly stupid choice by selling himself to find Dean. 3) Removes Lucifers mark. And maybe perhaps: 4) Allows Sam to assist in his own healing/medicine making under his careful observation, feigned as needing two sets of hands to do correctly and his assistant was running an errand, to assess his skills. 5) Offer he work in the hospice under him, apprenticing, should Gabriel allow his intelligence not go to waste. It’s not what Sam really wants to do/learn, but it’s better than doing nothing.

~Dean officially thanks Castiel for saving Sam. I’m talking full feels, single man tear sorta thing. And Castiel says “there was never another option” and then its schmoopy sweet with the kisses and the tickles and the Cas saying he loves Dean back!!!!!!!! swoon.

~ Kali!Likes!Sam’s!Spirit! Give me a dinner scene with Gabriel, Kali and Sam where hes holding his own in a diplomatic conversation with them when he nearly crosses a line (maybe something classist? Making it clear that Cas and Gabe are the exception to his experiences) and she says “I like this ones fire. He reminds me of you, my love.” *grabby hands*

~ Prince Lucifer sends a message to Gabriel requesting (threatening) his Helpmate be returned to him for a handsome reward. Sam somehow sees letter and gets spooked because DRAMA. Gabriel responds to Lucifer with the Chief Advocate equivalent of “Fuck Off”

You, my friend. YOU. All these feelings about Sam? Top-notch, and I shall be borrowing them, yes I shall.

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Regarding #android!Cas:

hypahticklish said: January 23rd 2016 Android!Cas deciding today is the DAY. Dean has been teasing him lately that he likes these strange sensations that have him using all his back-up generated power to not accidentally break Dean's bones and challenging him with that cocky smirk and relaxed confidence. Android!Cas practicing during time while Dean rests with holding objects with similar density to the human wrists with enough gentle force that they neither fracture or slip from his grasp. Android!Cas surprising Dean by turning the tables and pinning his wrists over his head while settling himself on Dean's thighs. Android!Cas not necessarily tickling at first so much as just touching like he had been wanting to so as to catalog how his best friend feels with his new technology. Android!Cas feeling that bubble of FEELS in his chest as he listens to Dean swear at him with positive physical actions negating his harsh words, growing more amused as the bubbling giggles begin. I love Android!Cas

Anonymous said: January 23rd 2016 Android!Cas figures out his own strength comes in handy for more than just retaining himself during tickle fights. When he surprises Dean, Dean tends to squirm and fight back a little (even though he told Cas to get him back as part of the experience), so Cas uses his strength to gently hold Dean down while ticking him. Dean's never been held immobile before so it's a new experience for him, but he ends up liking it. Cas notices how Dean relaxes into his hold after a minute or so. Cas doesn't fail to use this knowledge about Dean, coming up with teasing words and methods of ticking to make Dean all squirmy and giggly, taking special notice of how light tickles effect Dean even more than most other touches, using that specially designed soft brush meant to gently clean Cas' delicate computer chips.

Anonymous said: February 17th 2016 I'm joining in on the Android!Cas thing, if not too late. Perhaps Android!Cas has detachable parts, like a foot, and Dean is a jerk and runs off and hides with it all the while tickling it and making fun of Android!Cas's increasingly desperate attempts to get it back.

Y’all, careful deliberate curious determined ‘ler Cas is LIFE. And, reserved confused helpless adorable ‘lee Cas is also life. Detachable and extensible parts are probably key to both of these things.

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Regarding current personal circumstances:

Anonymous said: January 14th 2020 I pray that you’re able to find peace during this difficult time. You are loved more than you will ever know. I know it’s hard to believe, but there will come a time that you are thankful for this experience, because it will have turned you into the person you are truly meant to be. Be strong and be hopeful. Keep your faith and keep knowing that you are going to be okay. Don’t let this dark time destroy the magnificent light inside of you. Sending you so much love

Anonymous said: January 17th 2020 I’m so sorry you’re struggling. Hang in there! We’re all here for you!

Anonymous said: February 11th 2020 all my love, thoughts and prayers are going towards you right now. also wanted to just drop a little thank you note in your inbox for all the light and joy i've found in your fics over the years. im sitting half way through my first year at uni currently but ive been a fan of yours since early highschool and i feel like ive almost grown up with your writing and fanfics in a strange way, so thank you so much for that. sending all my love to you once again- you are so strong x

I love you all so much.

#blog maintenance #ask #you people are too kind #prompt #Accessor 'verse #android!Cas

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withered-rose-unbreakable-lotus · 4 years ago

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Tag Game: Get To Know The Mun

Answer the questions below and tag 11 people you want to know better!

The post was kind of long so I am answering in a new one. Thank you @sweet-strawberry-blog for the tag. ^^

1. What do you prefer to be called name wise?

Honestly, no idea. My name is Maria and that’s how everyone calls me. I don’t like my name nor any of its variations so I just go with it.

2. When is your birthday?

Not telling. :3

3. Where do you live? (You don’t have to give a city, you can give the state if you’re USA or country if you are overseas)

I live in Greece.

4. Three things you are doing right now?

Answering these questions while having ihascupquake playing on youtube on the background. I don’t do anything else. ^^’

5. Four fandoms that have your peak interest right now?

Visual kei & Danganronpa. Nth else at the moment.

6. How has this pandemic been treating you?

I am fine, I am staying inside and all but most people don’t so I am afraid it will get worse soon and like Italy we’ll lose many people. Especially since summer is here, the quarantine days are lifted and every idiot who was looking forward to vacation is going to come here cause partying in Mykonos is more important than everyone’s health, obviously. I worry about my mother cause the pandemic has made things harder for her and her health and she couldn’t visit doctors etc, but well...(it’s not corona, it’s other things but now i am worried about that too).

7. A song that you can’t stop listening to right now?

Any Halsey song really.

8. Recommend a movie:

Oh I am bad at this, I am more of a music person xD. I have watched so many films ever since I was a kid that new ones don’t impress me easily and I rarely watch new stuff. If you don’t mind about when it was made though, I’d suggest the Addams Family movies. It’s cute, it’s fun, I love it. For horror films I’d say the basics, like Saw, Silent Hill, even REPO! The Genetic Opera if you are into musicals too. Other movies, well I like Charlie’s Angels (not the most recent one, it’s awful in my opinion), any Tim Burton film, I love them. What else? I think it’s enough.

9. How old are you?

26. Though I am acting like a 16-18 year old most times and when we get to deep conversations I might sound like an old lady about some things.

10. School, University, Occupation, Other?

I guess I will die locked up in the hell that my informatics uni is. I absolutely hate it and I wish to drop it, but unless I get a job, I am having severe fears to do it, to announce it to my parents, since I am living with them, I got to be doing sth with my life you know? I am a loser, not much to be said. I am also studying Japanese, I am good at this, dunno if it’s good enough to pass the proficiency tests but it’s the only thing that’s moving forward in my life and I am holding on to it tight. I don’t have a job but I like considering myself an artist. I do photomanips and can edit videos (though I haven’t touched the latter in a long time). Generally graphics and stuff I can do but where to find a job for that in a country like mine that still lives centuries behind most countries and is mostly conservative as fuck. :D

11. Do you prefer heat or cold?

Cold. Always cold.

12. Name one fact about you that others may find unusual?

Well I am generally considered unusual here, due to my opinions, beliefs, tastes etc. People from other countries I am talking with seem to find me way more normal than Greek people, I don’t know. I guess being straight and supporting LGBTQ+ people is crazy here. Liking horror is crazy if you invest yourself to it past watching movies for the scares (like, people have asked me why i like it so much if I don’t get scared and I am like “aesthetic xD“). I like very revealing clothes too (never wear them though cause i hate myself and also hate people’s attention) which many people find extreme here....what else. Oh and I loooove guys putting on makeup and having long beautiful hair ever since I was a little shit. These things are very unusual here for some reason. The question asked one fact I know but I feel like ranting so here you go xD.

13. Are you shy?

Yes, but it doesn’t always show. (luckily) And I hate it cause it deprives me of many opportunities. Being shy i mean, not its not showing.

14. Do you have preferred pronouns?

She/Her

15. Biggest Pet Peeve? Lies, ungratefulness, being late repeatedly, cheating on people, girls ignoring their friends to spend more time with boyfriend (find a middle ground or bye bitch xD)

16. What is your favorite “dere” type?

Yandere. Dunno why. Maybe because I am leaning more towards Tsundere myself. I tend to like crazy people. Though I don’t think I would be able to deal with Yandere people in real life.

17. Rate your life 1-10, 1 being really crappy and 10 being the best it could ever be.

Taking into consideration my health is generally good, that I have my basic necessities met, my mother is still around and I have access to a lot of music I’d say 4-5. But only due to these. I most definitely hate my life and don’t really want to be alive but I can’t be ungrateful and say that I don’t have those very basic things. I am grateful I have a roof above my head, food to eat, a mother who cares and lots of music to listen to.

18. What is your main blog?

The one I am answering this from.

19. List your side blogs and what they are used for.

I have around 15 locked blogs I never finished xD. Aaaall of them fanpages besides one I have for the graphics I use in my blogs and one for promoting a story I am writing. The open ones are REIGN’s fanpage @club-reign , the Valentine’s fanpage (which also has a couple of ex bands of the members) @fi-ance-trust-thevalentine both of which are mainly inactive and act as archived blogs for any fans who get to like these bands after their disband and for old fans to have sth to remember. My writeblr is @dotr-rose-love . Everything else is locked.

20. Is there anything you think people need to know about you before becoming friends with you?

I am a very pessimistic person who might go over and over the same subject if you ask to listen to me. So if you feel drained by people being sad about the same things often, don’t ask me to open up to you :P. We can talk with just you opening up ^^. Other than that I am a good listener but if we are not veeery close, I might not always be as responsive as you’d like me to be or as warm. I need time to show warmth. I am an open book about other things but yeah. And if we don’t click easily it might literally take years xD. I am fine with simple chats too just not too much small talk cause I suck at this. xD At some point you might feel like oh she doesn’t want to talk to me, but honestly it’s me having no idea what else to add. I’d rather us get straight to a deep conversation or sth xD. Sometimes I might also not have the energy to speak to anyone so I might take a day or two to reply, but definitely not a month. Oh and since this is a big theme I had an issue about before, I am pro-choice, so if we speak of love and you start trying to tell me to change my mind, you will most likely have me barking and in a really bad way.

#mdp

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katherineshep · 7 years ago

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Broadchurch, season 2

Oh. My. God.

This is the most brilliant TV show I've seen since... "House M.D.", I suppose (6 years, OMG). Really. If you ever been a fan of "House M.D.", you know its level (and knowing that the dynamics of these two TV shows is slightly different, I still put them at same level by effect of the show on me).

It doesn't seem this brilliant from first episodes of first season. Still, the plot is exciting from the very beginning. Addicting, I'd say. Some characters have not very much personality revelation at the first half of series one. But to the end of the season the tension grows to a very relieving and unexpected climax and that fully compensates underdevelopment of some characters. I don't watch detective stories much because some writers of TV shows can't make the stories even remotely thrilling (NBC's "Castle", I'm looking at you!). But "Broadchurch" has a story that expands from inside, uncovering so many secrets in such a graceful way, that it leaves you stunned and excited to the tips of your hair.

When I begun watching season 2, I wondered what will it be about.

Maybe I shouldn't have asked XD The shitstorm that begun there was sooo amazing and terrifying at the same time. I swear, I had moments when I whispered "no you can't, don't you dare!" or even "no-no-no, please don't do this, no!!!". And I rarely am outspokenly emotional while watching something (I can be emotional after, yelling to my blog, but rarely while I'm actually watching something). Beth has received character development, as well as Ellie and Alec. I'd like to see more background of vicar, prosecutor, journalist - but season 2 was pretty full of events, it had enough of them to indulge my interest in this show, so I'm pretty much content with what I've seen. Especially after splendid season 2 finale.

This show amazed me. It scared me. It has great plot twists. It has very, very good camera work. And it also cornered me as a viewer with exact measure to create a tension, a struggle. Truly brilliant story that made me enjoy its every second.

Though I was expecting that watching "Broadchurch" will give me some peace in the insight about director's work, it didn't (because I'm worried about my future as a whovian veeery much after last years and I want to get back my pure excitement of the show I felt earlier). But it is my personal trouble with DW, while "Broadchurch's" writing and camera work were extraordinary. I'm having such a great time and can't wait to dig into 3rd season.

Acting notes: David Tennant is a god (well, no surprise here after Doctor Who). In season 2 I also finally observed Jodie Whittaker in full range of emotional expressions - and pretty liked it. Being sincere, I was wondering when watching season 1 how she, a pure angel with a soft voice, will sound in moments of "Fury of a Time Lord" - very intense scenes when the Doctor decides someone's fate, or when he's on the verge of personal break. Now that I have seen some more of acting range of Jodie, I'm veeery much intrigued about what she's gonna show. From what I can judge now, in "Doctor Who" she's at least twice more powerful character than in "Broadchurch". And if "Broadchurch" barely uses half of Tennant's potential (and Alec is a main character, mind you!), Jodie might very well be stunning Doctor. She just needs a chance to show her abilities.

So, dear Jodie Whittaker - go out there, love, become a great Doctor and give hell to every alien who dares to threaten us!

Ah, weird to think that right now the production team might be shooting a second half of a season or something like that - and Thirteenth Doctor already exists. She's having her first jorneys, she most likely has already met all her companions, maybe she even has lost some random person who just was unlucky enough to be where the Doctor saves Earth or any other planet. While I'm here with my high hopes for Thirteenth Doctor, she's already there - and just hasn't arrived here yet.

Relativity of space and time, ahaha)))

#katshep talks #doctor who #jodie whittaker #broadchurch #david tennant #thirtheenth doctor #thirteen #13th doctor #the 13th doctor #doctorwho

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samfindingneverland · 7 years ago

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Well, guys, even though my country status keeps stressing me (more each day) and things are not even remotely “ok” here, I took the decision to do things I like more often and try to enjoy my vacations somehow for my own sanity. Sooo, after months of uni, I finished watching the final season of “The legend of Korra” yesterday. I hadn’t completely identified why I loved this series this much, until these very last episodes. I see a lot of Korra in me: I hold myself down because the past haunts me and I can’t do anthything about it but move on and learn from it. I, as Korra, have refused (far too long) to forgive myself for my mistakes, and chose a reality of misery, self-shaming and pain, because that’s easier than facing my fears and my failure. Failure is one thing hard for me to accept, but failing people who believed in me?, that feels like twice harder. One previous event, traumatic as Korra’s was, holds me down from thinking I’m good enough to achieve what I want and, very important to me, helping others with my knowledge, kidness, determination, patience... my inner strength. I see Korra in this season and I see myself through all these past few years, and the fact that it was Zaheer himself, the one who made her suffer THAT much through the years, that helped her accept what happened to her and to keep moving forward is symbolic to me. It’s terrible and frustrating to know the one who hurt you so much has good in him, but it’s the truth; a person is never entirely holy or entirely sinful, including ourselves. And this is something one must accept to enjoy life’s bumpy ride, and it hurts terribly, yes, because you know your butt was kicked and your heart ripped, but it’s the courage to live a life in the present, to know it can be sweet and sour, that perfection doesn’t exist even though we would love that, that guarantees health and peace. Korra showed me wisdom, definitely, cannot be imparted; one has to find it and live it (at our very own pace!), it cannot be taught or communicated. I’m really proud of how wise she became. It was wonderful to connect this much with her, and I cannot thank enough Bryan Konietzko and Michael Dante DiMartino (and everyfuckingbody involved with TLOK in some way) for this show and all the passion they developed it with through the years.

Seing my loved characters evolve season after season gives me a sense of satisfaction I cannot describe. Character development was great on this show, but I did find some stuff that bothered me. One thing, for example, was Korra’s relationship with Mako. I found it very off at times, specially when team avatar was looking for Korra (book 1) and Asami was jealous af and Mako apparently super worried; I think Mako’s affection felt a bit forced there, and it was veeery hard for me to digest. Book 2, where the real official relationship between them is shown, involved many rolling eyes from me, but then I thought that, even though it was not portrayed just how I would have liked, relationships are messy and confusing; they involve lots of fights and disagreements, and expectations are rarely satisfied the way we thought, and that’s what we get in TLOK. Love is a very abstract thing, but mosly in our last teens (or teenage years in general) because it’s where our identity is being stablished; being on a relationship is an opportunity to get to know yourself, and I understand this is what Korra (and Mako, whatsoever) wants the most... who she is is something that can only be achieved through experience, and our feelings actually DO change as fast as it happened in the series to her. It fucking happens, and I won’t explain it: love is one crazy thing, and it helps us create our identity. I found Korrasami the most delightful thing I could encounter, because that’s love doing! (Truly, I ADORE that ship, and it is certainly not off to me because of all I have put out up here).

Probably book 3 is my favorite season, for I loved the antagonists since the very beginning, specially Zaheer, and the way the story developed just grabbed me whole. Let’s be honest: that season finale was THE SHIT. The action scenes were insane and goddamnit Korra was fucking dying and gave EVERYTHING she got. When she got out of the chains that imprisoned her and went into the Avatar state felt absolutely POWERFUL. The music played... everything felt just in the right place. Change is a tough thing to bear, but it is needed... It’s the name of this season, “change”, and with all the reason in the world: Korra must face change and all that it implies. Being afraid of change seems to only increase its inminence, but it’s our vulnerability, and acknoledging it, what makes us stronger. Sorry, but I fiercely believe that only a fool would assume that Korra isn’t strong.

I could keep writing hours and hours about this animated masterpiece, really. And I don’t expect anyone to read this long post; I do it for my own peace of mind and excitement over this series that I happened to enjoy so much. I’m so grateful that a female figure like Korra exists... I cherish her and embrace all that she is: courageous, loving, determined, selfless, empowered, outspoken, impatient, daring, vulnerable, moody, strong, resilient, human! I know the word “avatar” refers to some kind of incarnation of a deity on earth; “the bridge between worlds” she is called in the series, but if I learned something from this avatar, is that problems have solutions... solutions that I’ll be able to find if I work hard and put my heart and mind into it. There’s nothing I cannot do if I believe in myself; if I know I’m enough, no matter how small I am nor how dark is my skin.

Thank you, Korra.

#personal #the legend of korra #I... love korra #long post

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inkywellington · 8 years ago

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Ink Directory - Shades of Blue

Blue shades made by Inky and Hysteria - Full Directory here Art © their respective mun unless otherwise noted

Delirium

Main AU - Status: Resurrected Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Mania Primary skills: Fitting into Bowls and looking cute n comfy in it; still discovering himself Delirium had been brought unto the realm of the living by Mania, on purpose. He was determined to give something else a chance at life and enjoy it just as much as he has. Mania also did it mainly to hopefully gain a good friend, despite the fact he needed to be the host to provide a life source. This newborn is a bit klutzy, ditzy and seemingly nervous. He's a lot more childlike and innocent compared to Mania and is more prone to being cautious about things instead of throwing caution to the wind and trying things. (Full ref pic including turn around here)

Allusion

Main AU - Status: Dead Blog:(ink link) - Original Host: Ræna @red-silent-spirit Primary skills: Something like teleportation, but it never occurs when someone is looking. She habitually switches location almost instantly whenever someone isn't watching. Basic ink tendrils Uses wings for flight, though if she gets too hot they start to melt. Allusion is usually very awkward in social situations, sometimes to the point of being considered creepy. She has a habit of appearing uninvited and unexpected behind people she finds interesting and usually isn't the first to speak. If you were to anger her (which is typically a difficult thing to do) she instead becomes purposefully creepy, sometimes being in multiple places at once, subtly altering her form, and using small bits of ink to cause disturbing disturbances in the room. (Full Pic Here)

Calamity & Acrid (Aka Calacrid)

Main AU - Status: Dead Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Bitter @bittercupss Primary Skills: Multitasking Calamity speaks in italics - Acrid speaks in bold Calamity and Acrid arose from a plan gone wrong on Bitter's part. Bitter originally having gotten the potion not for himself but for use upon his close friend Frisk, had his plans go south upon a fateful and violent incident. What became of this encounter was the birth of a rather.. peculiar shade. Being an ink with two heads rather than one, both of these heads have differing personalities, morals, and names: one with sharp teeth going by the name of Calamity, and one adorning glasses going by the name of Acrid. Calamity is the more impulsive of the two, and the more prone to violent urges. It is highly easy to excite and irritate this one. Being less on the side of thinking things through, you are also more likely to win them over on any particular sort of plans you have that happen to intrigue them. Acrid however, is the more sound of mind, with a more rational way of thinking things through. Though also easy to anger, they are one to be more cautious on plans and strategies. Was it not for Acrid's influence over where this ink would go, the two of them would be an even bigger mess to deal with than they already are. (Full pic here)

Harbinger

Main AU - Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Omen@the-selfishsoul Primary Skills: Foresight- Future prediction through probability. The closer the event is, the more likely she is correct on how things will play out. Basic ink tendrils as means for defense, though she doesn't seem to like to use them. A sleepy Ink that spends most of her time taking naps or eating sugar. Why she's so sleepy isn't known. Some assume its how she was made, given her host was knocked out before Harbinger took over. Others suspects its her ability being a constant drain on her. But who can say for sure. (Full pic here)

Injustice

Main AU - Status: Ressurected Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Johnny @flourishingbatter Primary skills : Ink tendrils which is a standard staple with most of the ink race. A bat that has been augmented with ink in the general shape of a crude vicious sword. The capabilities of being a shade allows him to harden his viscosity to an iron density due to the properties that make up their whole being. Lock picking, a somewhat lowly trait but serves as a way to infiltrate other areas and confiscate various goods from containers and etc,.

Injustice's uprising was brought on by Johnny's curiosity with how he had witnessed most inks and had grown more interested in them. When the opportunity was open as a presented gift from Inky that he gladly took it while also understanding the responsibilities that came along with it. And so forth, had chosen to go under the potion's influence on creating a new life. With Injustice now born, it was very likely that he had gained similarities from the Flora. (Full pic here)

Magnanimity (Aka Magnam)

Main AU - Status: Resurrected Blog: @cutelittleink - Original Host: Leonice @leonicevandreemurr Primary skills: Very observant, Gardening, Shapeshifting, Kind and caring (Quirks and perks!): his hair gets fluffy when he's mad, sometimes he nerds out and ends up describing things with great detail, he stutters alot, very hesitant shy and wary.... Magnam is one of the blue shades. He used to be very loud and rude, but now he's toned it down to being calm and quiet. He acts more like a child who likes playing in the sand or making drawing about the people they care about the most. When he was in his first days of being introduced the world, he met a jellycat named Mint who helped him calm down into the ink he is today. Magnam is also very emotional, and tends to cry when their feeling are hurt or when he sees something he considers scary. Most times he's kind and sweet, willing to help anyone, but he'll question your intentions and motivations...and he can get really angry when messing with the people he truly cares about the most. He is also has a heart like soul...that appear/show on random occasions, usually when he remembers memories that are extremely important to him, or when he gets uncomfortable about answering question about said memories. The soul is bluish purple, and will glow or pulse depending on how he's feeling.... But overall? He's just a sweetheart that just wants to give you a hug.

Observer

Main AU - Status: Resurrected

Blog: @i-always-observe - Original Host: @i-always-watch Primary skills: Ink tentacles Enhanced Eyesight to see things from a far distance & inspect others After being created and raised by Kronos, a man with no history, Observer eventually found himself in the inkwell. He began to trek out across the underground, hoping he could at least find something new to do, someone new to meet and someone interesting he could befriend. However, his "father's" upbringing made him feel slightly above others, making him act like the king of all shades. However, he is still learning much about the world. (Full Pic Here)

Razbliuto (Aka Razz)

Main Au - Status: Dead Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Somber @somber-fabbot Primary skills: magnetism, sass, being a jerk Razbliuto, or Razz, was created after Mettaton obtained a blue potion from Inky for helping resurrect them. Though confused, it didn't take long for him to show an ego bigger than Mettaton's. Though it was never intentional, this ego often lead to him offending others, including another Mettaton who quickly knocked the pedestal right out from Razz's feet. He spiraled into self loathing and sickness, and let himself fade when the potion wore off.

Ristretto

Main Au - Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Mocha @puppet-time Primary skills: Ink tendrils, Shape shifting

Ristretto was born when Mocha was forced into wearing his second mask, a mask that will take any deal any day. They used the Inklixir claiming they wanted to create new life, but really they wanted to use it to prank the others. Ristretto is often sad, claiming that he felt over-emotional and gloomy ever since he was born. He will always find something to apologize for, even if he has done nothing wrong, and he only smiles if he is truly happy. Despite thinking low of themself, they do try their best to seek knowledge and ways to improve. Ristretto is also highly fascinated by fellow Inklings, as he knows little about the powers that they have.Ristretto does, however, enjoy icecream.

Trap

Main AU - Status: Alive (?resurrected?) Blog: (Ink Link) Original Host: Portalier @skeleton-through-portals Primary skills: Drawing, Electronic Disruption, Magnetism Trap represents the fragile, shy side of Port that he constantly hides. He likes to draw, and he’s veeery quick and good about it. Since Trap draws with his ink, his drawings have magnetic properties! He has an Aperture smartphone like Port, but he has trouble using it without static. (Full Pic Here)

Farce

Main AU - Status: Alive Blog: (no tags = no ink link) Original Host: Leath @theolympiandemon Primary Skills: Shape Shifting, Tendrils, Voice Mimicry, Leath’s Psychological Knowledge Farce was created from Leath's escapist desires. He bumped into Hysterias shop while in thought. Farce tends to act very goofily, and comedically. He tends to use his ink abilities towards the comedic purpose, and is rarely serious. He can often annoy, but does not mean to be rude, only to entertain. He does not seem to display fear due to his hyperactive nature. (Full Pic Here)

Layer

Main AU - Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) Original Host: Nine @akim9 Primary skills: Near perfect control of his ink, fast learner and keen intellect, manipulative and creative

Created through an accident in which his host dropped the bottle with Inklixier, this Ink has rather violent tendencies, since the host fought with everything they had against being taken over. Thanks to Nines many thousand resets worth of memories, he matured fast and learned to control his naturally overly unstable Ink in a pace far faster than normal inks would have. He is driven by the same curiosity that made his host what they were, but manifests the desire in learning and knowing new things, rather than just seeing them for kicks. He will not hesitate to use any means necessary to garner new knowledge, and is especially fascinated with human anatomy, as well as the functionality of Inks in general. This leads him to take rather questionable actions to obtain that knowledge. (Full Pic Here)

Joker Main AU - Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) Original Host: Phoenix @lordphoenixfanrp Abilities: Ink tendrils, slightly better understanding of shapeshifting since their host was a shapeshifter, flight Joker was created due to Phoenix getting curious about inks and wanting to try it out. Unlike their host, Joker seems to not take things seriously. Like their name would suggest, Joker prefers bringing in the laughs and jokes around. They are usually chuckling over something, and try to lighten the mood as best they can. Perhaps due to Phoenix’s memories, Joker likes to explore what Phoenix had, in order to experience it herself.

#Ink Directory #Okay to Reblog #Shades of Blue

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engoulevent · 8 years ago

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i reaaally wish ppl liked my art more, like most of the time i like it, i used to think my art sucked but like.. idk this past couple of years, or maybe less, ive been a lot less insecure about it and even more recently like idk i just draw to have fun and i want to become better of course but. yknow. i dont hate my art or anything. i have a lot of fun drawing and creating stuff; i havent had a breakdown over my art in ages, and there have been moments in my life when it happened regularly.. but im still frustrated cos i feel like most ppl dont really encourage me, i mean im really glad that some of you guys reblog my art and even commission me, even just a reblog or a compliment can mean A Lot to me. but im still frustrated to have still very few ppl who like it, and more importantly, at the fact that most ppl i know irl dont give a shit. i dont think any of my irl friends really care deeply, like if i post art on a social media site where they follow me theyll like it but no one ever talks to me about it or anything, no one compliments me usually and shit..... so i begin to think that maybe my art Does suck idk. w my family, its easier, they encourage me more, at least my sister and her bf do, and my mom too but she doesnt go on social media so she cant really see anything. and my dad is a bit like my irl friends; he likes my post but veeery rarely mentions anything about my art. he has a drawing i did for him as his profile pic on twitter (and a drawing my sister did as his cover pic) and i always see him sharing what my sister does and everything but he doesnt do it w me anymore, or.. rarely. idk maybe im just bitter cos i keep seeing ppl my age be successful and even ppl i know or have known irl.... its just weird to have friends who dont seem to really care about smth you pour so much of your heart and time into and that has been one of your biggest interests almost since birth. not that this is new though lmao.

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underink · 7 years ago

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Ink Directory - Shades of Blue

Blue shades made by Inky and Hysteria - Full Directory here Art © their respective mun unless otherwise noted

Delirium

Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Mania Primary skills: Fitting into Bowls and looking cute n comfy in it; still discovering himself

Delirium had been brought unto the realm of the living by Mania, on purpose. He was determined to give something else a chance at life and enjoy it just as much as he has. Mania also did it mainly to hopefully gain a good friend, despite the fact he needed to be the host to provide a life source. This newborn is a bit klutzy, ditzy and seemingly nervous. He’s a lot more childlike and innocent compared to Mania and is more prone to being cautious about things instead of throwing caution to the wind and trying things. (Full ref pic including turn around here)

Allusion

Status: Alive Blog:(ink link) - Original Host: Ræna @red-silent-spirit Primary skills: Something like teleportation, but it never occurs when someone is looking. She habitually switches location almost instantly whenever someone isn’t watching. Basic ink tendrils Uses wings for flight, though if she gets too hot they start to melt. Allusion is usually very awkward in social situations, sometimes to the point of being considered creepy. She has a habit of appearing uninvited and unexpected behind people she finds interesting and usually isn’t the first to speak. If you were to anger her (which is typically a difficult thing to do) she instead becomes purposefully creepy, sometimes being in multiple places at once, subtly altering her form, and using small bits of ink to cause disturbing disturbances in the room. (Full Pic Here)

Calamity & Acrid (Aka Calacrid)

Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Bitter @bittercupss Primary Skills: Multitasking Calamity speaks in italics - Acrid speaks in bold Calamity and Acrid arose from a plan gone wrong on Bitter’s part. Bitter originally having gotten the potion not for himself but for use upon his close friend Frisk, had his plans go south upon a fateful and violent incident. What became of this encounter was the birth of a rather.. peculiar shade. Being an ink with two heads rather than one, both of these heads have differing personalities, morals, and names: one with sharp teeth going by the name of Calamity, and one adorning glasses going by the name of Acrid. Calamity is the more impulsive of the two, and the more prone to violent urges. It is highly easy to excite and irritate this one. Being less on the side of thinking things through, you are also more likely to win them over on any particular sort of plans you have that happen to intrigue them. Acrid however, is the more sound of mind, with a more rational way of thinking things through. Though also easy to anger, they are one to be more cautious on plans and strategies. Was it not for Acrid’s influence over where this ink would go, the two of them would be an even bigger mess to deal with than they already are. (Full pic here)

Harbinger

Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Omen@the-selfishsoul Primary Skills: Foresight- Future prediction through probability. The closer the event is, the more likely she is correct on how things will play out. Basic ink tendrils as means for defense, though she doesn’t seem to like to use them. A sleepy Ink that spends most of her time taking naps or eating sugar. Why she’s so sleepy isn’t known. Some assume its how she was made, given her host was knocked out before Harbinger took over. Others suspects its her ability being a constant drain on her. But who can say for sure. (Full pic here)

Injustice

Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Johnny @flourishingbatter Primary skills : Ink tendrils which is a standard staple with most of the ink race. A bat that has been augmented with ink in the general shape of a crude vicious sword. The capabilities of being a shade allows him to harden his viscosity to an iron density due to the properties that make up their whole being. Lock picking, a somewhat lowly trait but serves as a way to infiltrate other areas and confiscate various goods from containers and etc,.

Injustice’s uprising was brought on by Johnny’s curiosity with how he had witnessed most inks and had grown more interested in them. When the opportunity was open as a presented gift from Inky that he gladly took it while also understanding the responsibilities that came along with it. And so forth, had chosen to go under the potion’s influence on creating a new life. With Injustice now born, it was very likely that he had gained similarities from the Flora. (Full pic here)

Magnanimity (Aka Magnam)

Status: Alive Blog: @cutelittleink - Original Host: Leonice @leonicevandreemurr Primary skills: Very observant, Gardening, Shapeshifting, Kind and caring (Quirks and perks!): his hair gets fluffy when he’s mad, sometimes he nerds out and ends up describing things with great detail, he stutters alot, very hesitant shy and wary…. Magnam is one of the blue shades. He used to be very loud and rude, but now he’s toned it down to being calm and quiet. He acts more like a child who likes playing in the sand or making drawing about the people they care about the most. When he was in his first days of being introduced the world, he met a jellycat named Mint who helped him calm down into the ink he is today. Magnam is also very emotional, and tends to cry when their feeling are hurt or when he sees something he considers scary. Most times he’s kind and sweet, willing to help anyone, but he’ll question your intentions and motivations…and he can get really angry when messing with the people he truly cares about the most. He is also has a heart like soul…that appear/show on random occasions, usually when he remembers memories that are extremely important to him, or when he gets uncomfortable about answering question about said memories. The soul is bluish purple, and will glow or pulse depending on how he’s feeling…. But overall? He’s just a sweetheart that just wants to give you a hug.

Observer

Status: Alive

Blog: @i-always-observe - Original Host: @i-always-watch Primary skills: Ink tentacles Enhanced Eyesight to see things from a far distance & inspect others After being created and raised by Kronos, a man with no history, Observer eventually found himself in the inkwell. He began to trek out across the underground, hoping he could at least find something new to do, someone new to meet and someone interesting he could befriend. However, his “father’s” upbringing made him feel slightly above others, making him act like the king of all shades. However, he is still learning much about the world. (Full Pic Here)

Razbliuto (Aka Razz)

Status: Dead Blog: (Ink Link) - Original Host: Somber @somber-fabbot Primary skills: magnetism, sass, being a jerk Razbliuto, or Razz, was created after Mettaton obtained a blue potion from Inky for helping resurrect them. Though confused, it didn’t take long for him to show an ego bigger than Mettaton’s. Though it was never intentional, this ego often lead to him offending others, including another Mettaton who quickly knocked the pedestal right out from Razz’s feet. He spiraled into self loathing and sickness, and let himself fade when the potion wore off.

Ristretto

Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) moved to @inkling-time - Original Host: Mocha @puppet-time Primary skills: Ink tendrils, Shape shifting

Not long before their death, they experienced an insult and took it way worse than it should have been taken, and with all that emotion, it manifested into anger, and a demon took over his body. He died horribly upset that he didn’t get to apologize to the people he was so rude to, and he didn’t get to truly experience most of his life. This traumatized him and has affected and changed him, triggering him to be more shy and not like meeting new people.

Trap

Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) Original Host: Portalier @skeleton-through-portals Primary skills: Drawing, Electronic Disruption, Magnetism Trap represents the fragile, shy side of Port that he constantly hides. He likes to draw, and he’s veeery quick and good about it. Since Trap draws with his ink, his drawings have magnetic properties! He has an Aperture smartphone like Port, but he has trouble using it without static. (Full Pic Here)

Farce

Status: Alive Blog: (no tags = no ink link) Original Host: Leath @theolympiandemon Primary Skills: Shape Shifting, Tendrils, Voice Mimicry, Leath’s Psychological Knowledge Farce was created from Leath’s escapist desires. He bumped into Hysterias shop while in thought. Farce tends to act very goofily, and comedically. He tends to use his ink abilities towards the comedic purpose, and is rarely serious. He can often annoy, but does not mean to be rude, only to entertain. He does not seem to display fear due to his hyperactive nature. (Full Pic Here)

Layer

Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) Original Host: Nine @akim9 Primary skills: Near perfect control of his ink, fast learner and keen intellect, manipulative and creative

Joker

Status: Alive Blog: (Ink Link) Original Host: Phoenix @lordphoenixfanrp Abilities: Ink tendrils, slightly better understanding of shapeshifting since their host was a shapeshifter, flight Joker was created due to Phoenix getting curious about inks and wanting to try it out. Unlike their host, Joker seems to not take things seriously. Like their name would suggest, Joker prefers bringing in the laughs and jokes around. They are usually chuckling over something, and try to lighten the mood as best they can. Perhaps due to Phoenix’s memories, Joker likes to explore what Phoenix had, in order to experience it herself.

(Full Pic Here)

#Ink directory #shades of blue #2017

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kentuckywrites · 7 years ago

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Blood Love

The Blood Lobster has led Pongo on for this long. It’s time to end it...but at what price?

The night had set in hours ago, the moon’s light lost within the glow of the administrative district. BLADEs, at this hour, were getting off of their shifts, and Skells marched back to the barracks as operatives called it a night. But there were a few who stayed, as they worked better in the night, at their respective divisions in Division Drive. No matter the case, the administrative district was not eventful. Nothing presented itself as a threat.

Or so it seemed.

The past few days for Pongo had been hell. Upon discovering the plans of the Blood Lobster, he had avoided contact with any other humans until he collected all of the carefully scattered bombs. The search had taken a physical and mental toll on his body; he stumbles around, unable to find the strength to lift up his head, and occasionally he trips over his own two feet as he heads to the Mediators in Division Drive. The location of the second to last lobster bomb would be there, he had concluded after a thorough scan of the entire city.

And indeed, Pongo finds it behind one of the crates in the back, colored with the purple logo of the division. He picks it up, not caring about the whispers of the Mediators as they watch his actions, and opens up the bottom to press a few buttons, diffusing the bomb. He would've been filled with happiness, but now all that he feels is fatigue. Fatigue, and fear.

As he steps out of the Mediator’s division, his comm device buzzes in his back pocket. Expecting it to be Elma again, he almost doesn't want to answer it. But his mind, in its scattered state, makes him answer the call. A familiar masked voice begins to speak, and immediately Pongo’s fatigue diminishes, his anger beginning to show itself.

“My dear, dear Pongo! You’re finally down to the last of my precious babies. Such a busy worker bee. I just want to pull all your little bits apart and see what makes you tick!”

The Blood Lobster laughs, making Pongo cringe. “But that will have to wait until you find the last toy. And I’ve put that one in a veeery special place.”

Despite his rising anger, Pongo keeps himself calm as he asks, “Where is it?”

“Ah, such an obedient little puppet,” The Blood Lobster coos, “You make Daddy so very...ANGRY.” His tone shifts suddenly, “Oh, I am SO going to enjoy killing you in person! Just a bit longer now. Kyaaa ha ha ha ha! Are you EXCITED yet?”

Letting out a small sigh of content, the Blood Lobster tells him, “I left the last of my little babies with one of New LA’s especially useless citizens. It’s the perfect cure for their annoying little justice fetish.”

Pongo’s eyes widen as he immediately identifies the person the Blood Lobster refers to. “No….”

“...Well? Better find them before they go BOOM!” The Blood Lobster cackles, “The finale begins! The curtain rises! Author, author!”

And the device goes silent. Pongo closes his eyes as he places it back in his pocket. His hands clench into tight fists, and as he opens his eyes again, they hold an emotion that has rarely made itself present within him.

Rage.

Justin stands by the fountain, watching conversations unfold around him. His hands are on his hips in a dignified, heroic pose, and he smiles as he watches the people of New LA converse in peace. It is a quiet night, and he intends to keep it that way.

But his head turns as he hears someone running towards him, and he spots Pongo, one of his closest friends, sprinting at him. Justin’s hands fall off of his hips as Pongo stops in front of him, gasping for breath and using his knees to support his fatigued body. Justin doesn't see anything wrong with Pongo’s panicked look at first, and initiates a conversation.

“Hmm? Well, I’ll be! It’s the agent of justice!” As Pongo looks up at him, he grows concerned. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost. Is something wrong?”

Out of breath, Pongo’s response is broken up by gasps. “Have...have you...been given...a stuffed lobster?”

Justin grows confused. “A stuffed...lobster? Like a hunting trophy?” He realizes what he means and he makes an “O” shape with his mouth. “Oh, you mean a stuffed toy for children. Yes, actually, I did receive one recently. The note said it was from someone I helped on an assignment - it was quite kind of them to remember. But how did you know?”

Pongo hesitates, remembering how the Blood Lobster had threatened to kill anyone he told about his little mission. But he figures that he now has all of the bombs defused, so what harm could he do now? Pongo won, and he feels a little better as he explains his scenario to Justin, who absorbs the information with a shocked expression.

“...A bomb?” He clarifies, “And they were hidden all over the city? And there were a hundred of them...oh my word! Good thing you went out and found the rest.”

Justin reaches into his uniform pocket and pulls out a small stuffed lobster, handing it over to Pongo. “Er, yes, let me just hand this over to you…”

Pongo quickly takes the lobster and tears at the flap on its side, pressing the buttons to defuse the bomb once and for all. He lets out a sigh, and a laugh, and for the first time in days he smiles. “Yes! Take that, Blood Lobster! Gods…” Turning to Justin, Pongo throws the lobster towards the street and gives him a tight hug. “I got worried I would not make it in time…”

Justin chuckles, albeit awkwardly, but Pongo doesn't seem to notice or care. As they let go of each other, Justin tells him, “But when you find the evil genius behind this crime, bring down the mighty hammer of justice for me!”

Pongo nods and goes to turn away, his energy restored after saving Justin from the bomb. However, his mood turns sour as he feels his comm device buzz. Taking it out, he listens to the Blood Lobster’s voice with a dark scowl.

“...It seems you’ve found the final piece, friend. And my preparations here are complete as well. Let’s end this, shall we? I’m inside the base of those useless puppets, the Definians. Don’t keep me waiting. I’m so eager to see you, I could just EXPLODE!”

The Ganglion Antropolis...he thinks to himself, time to end this, for the sake of New LA. He will pay for almost killing Justin. He will pay.

Pongo presses the button to end the call.

Pongo knows his way through the Ganglion Antropolis by now, and it doesn't take him long to reach the room where he had fought the Rexoskell. He only lets this memory plague him for a moment as he readies his guns, which he grips in both his hands. As he enters, he is surprised to see only one pink colored Skell, man made, standing near the back. He knows who this is. He is ready for whatever may come.

“Ah, it’s so nice to finally meet you.” The Blood Lobster’s voice sounds mechanical as it echoes from inside the Skell, “My name is the Blood Lobster. Yours is Pongo. There. Now we’re old friends.”

He continues, “I’m so very impressed with all your hard work. And as a special treat, I’ll answer one question of yours right here, right now.”

One question. The only one that matters. Pongo asks, “Why did you do this?”

The Blood Lobster chuckles. “Some people just want to see the world drowned in a tidal wave of chaos and hate. Is that so wrong?”

Pongo grits his teeth at this answer, but the Blood Lobster adds, “Oh, and before we fight, would you like me to kill a few more of New LA’s finest? Just to add to the drama, you understand.”

Pongo opens his mouth to shout at him, but he is interrupted. “No, don’t answer that. Let me answer it for you: ‘Why, yes, I’d love you to kill Director General Chausson!’” He calls out, “MINIONS! Bring the captive to me!”

Pongo spins around, expecting to see the general in chains, or beaten. His fear, his rage, all of his emotions are evident in his gaze, and as the Blood Lobster laughs, he resists the urge to shoot the Skell. Chausson isn't there. No one is.

“Kyaaaa ha ha ha! Oh, that’s rich! If you could have seen the look on your face! Priceless, I tell you...Anyway, question time is over. Now you and I will settle this for good and all. That is, if you can overcome the final weapon left by the Definians...the Blood Despair!”

The Skell braces itself to fight, and Pongo raises his guns. Immediately he uses Ghostwalker to gain a decoy, which makes the Blood Lobster groan. “Aww, that's cheating! But it’s not like that will work…”

The Skell fires off an electric ball from its gun, and it hits Pongo square in the chest, sending him flying into a wall. He quickly gets up and fires off another art to negate his attacks. He leaps gracefully into the air as he shouts, “Combat Limbo!”

Another groan from the Blood Lobster rings through the air. “You’re no fun. Fight me already!”

The Skell fires multiple rounds from its machine gun in its right hand. Pongo sprints towards his enemy, dodging each bullet with ease. Pulling out his longsword, his concentration increases as Pongo uses the right wall to leap into the air. At the highest point he shouts, “Ultraslash!”, before landing on one knee behind the Skell and using his longsword to slash the back of the armor. The Blood Lobster spins around, and Pongo smiles in triumph.

But it only lasts a moment. With its brute force the Skell swipes at Pongo, again knocking him into a wall. This time, Pongo struggles to stand, blue blood leaking from his wounds. He wipes some from his lip, staring at the Skell with a fiery rage. It is in this moment that Pongo knows how to end this.

Clenching the hilt of his longsword, he runs back up to the Skell and issues his most powerful art.

“Blossom Dance!”

Slash after slash, his longsword hits its mark, and the Blood Lobster shouts, “No! NO!”

And just like that, the battle is won. The Blood Lobster’s Skell falls to the ground, smoke rising from its joints. Pongo places his longsword back in its sheath and switches back to his dual guns, pointing them at the Skell in case it got up again. But instead, he watches as someone climbs out of the cockpit. Someone utterly familiar.

“Heh...victory is yours. I...knew it...Heeeee…You really are the agent of justice I longed for.”

Justin.

Every part of him screams, no! This cannot be right! Justin cannot be the Blood Lobster! And yet, Pongo doesn't lower his guard, despite feeling his hands go numb and his eyes widen, an emotion dominating his gaze that he has experienced over and over again.

Heartbreak.

“Surprised?” Justin says, crossing his hands over his chest as he watches Pongo begin to break, “You didn’t see this coming, did you?”

Stepping back, and lowering his guns, Pongo shakes his head as tears begin to form in his eyes. Justin smiles to himself as he witnesses him in the midst of a breakdown.

“High praise, I must say. Though that trusting nature is all part of your heroic appeal.” He sighs. “You’re amazing, you know that? I’d even say...perfect. Oh, my pulse is just racing right now!”

Justin doesn't see it, but this sparks some small renewal of hope in Pongo as his lips part. Justin continues, “I colluded with the Definians, planted bombs, killed scores of innocent people, all for this moment! All to become a villain worthy of you. To finally complete my story arc and earn the right to be smitten by the forces of justice.”

He moves to part his dirty blonde hair before staring into Pongo’s tearfilled gaze. “Now, what say we bring this story to a close? The only one fit to drop the curtain is an avatar of absolute good...you. Now end this! End the Blood Lobster’s villainous plot to plunge New LA into chaos - bring down your mighty hammer of justice!”

Pongo raises his guns again, fighting the urge to fire all of his ammo into Justin’s skull. How could he be so blind...and why was he destined for this life of heartbreak? What had he done to deserve such a fate? Why couldn't he be happy?

All of these questions, all of his rage and pain, all flow to his hands. He almost finds himself pulling the triggers, but something inside of him takes over. No. You are not like him. Do not do this.

And he listens.

Pongo lowers the guns, avoiding Justin’s shocked gaze. “No. I will not kill you.”

“Wh-what?” Justin stammers, “NO! I terrorized a city and killed innocent people just so I could die by your hand! I leaked Definian weapons to criminals in New LA! I incited them to perform horrible acts! I baited the disturbed into becoming mass murderers, all to set the stage for my perfect climax of good versus evil! Don’t you see, I am your archenemy! The perfect evil! Now, come,” He gestures towards himself, “Dispatch me as you see fit. Fast? Slow? I don't care. I only await your judgement.”

Pongo shakes his head, staying true to his previous statement. Justin starts to grow frantic. “Come on...Come on! WHY WON’T YOU KILL ME?! If I don’t die, my story can’t end! Someone this brilliant and evil can’t be left at large! That’s not how it WORKS! It can’t be!”

Pongo places his guns away, facing Justin with a look of pure hatred. “If you ever come back to the city…”

“You’ll kill me!” Justin finishes.

Pongo shakes his head. “No. I will give you a fate worse than death. I will have you imprisoned for life, unable to fight, unable to do anything to the people of New LA.” Taking a deep, shaky breath, he says, “Goodbye, Justin.”

As he turns and walks away, Justin falls to the floor, screaming. Pongo never looks back, never averts his gaze. His tears stop falling for a moment as he is consumed with hatred, a hatred suppressed by all of his other emotions and now freely in control. He finds his way out of the Ganglion Antropolis and finds his Skell outside of the cavern’s massive entrance. He doesn't get inside it; instead, he places a fist on the Skell’s leg.

Why….why am I so weak?

The BLADEs in Cauldros were unsure of where the screaming came from. They never went to investigate.

#xenoblade x #Blood Love: Short Story #Justin

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everythingmustgo · 7 years ago

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The signs things are so cool! I'm aries, leo and cancer!

okay firstly im sorry I took so long to answer this !!! they take a super long time to go into detail w lmao but I hope its okay!!! im going to assume the order is sun moon nd rising im sorry if thats wrong! but ur aries sun is gonna make u strong willed nd mayb hot headed, u throw urself head first into projects and if its a group project ur ALWAYS gonna wanna spearhead it. ur a good leader generally but dont always listen to others bc ur so strongly individual and arent always open to compromise. its ur way or nothing! others look up to u tho bc of ur boldness nd leadership skills, u have such great presence! like all fire signs aries r BOLD and highly captivating, strong personalities nd wear their heart on their sleeve. people have immediate opinions on fire signs, whether they are positive or negative nd they rarely change from this instinctive feeling. cant keep anything to themselves, have to confront things and people if they feel hurt by them. ur veeery confrontational u make ur feelings Known. can b angry. u hate feeling outspoken above all else ESP w ur leo moon u need to b listened to and appreciated!!! when it comes to ur inner self ur emotions tend to b dramatic and energetic, like aries u can tend to swerve towards the aggressive kind of expression. however the most important thing to remember is that leos r deeply insecure and their need for love and attention comes from an ingrained idea that if they are not treated to their high standards they are u undesirable. a leo moon will tell how theyre feeling rather than hide them but may get angry if u dont immediately know how to solve their problem. they can be rly dramatic which leads people to not take them seriously when smth is actually wrong, which is v upsetting. leo moons can SULK theyre broody fuckers!!! however u do feel things v deeply nd have no trouble expressing this. bc of ur aries sun its likely u wanna act on everything immediately nd waste no time waiting around!!! while a leo will sulk and allow themselves to wallow in self pity, an aries will try and solve their problems. however they often dont think it through and act on impulses, which can either be lucky or create more problems. a leo moon is incredibly giving when it comes to the emotions of others, they may not always know what to do but they have infinite love and loyalty to those they care about and will most likely try and help them but making them feel special. if they understand ur problem or hav experience w it u can connect so deeply w a leo moon. theyre such loyal caring people, like to seem fearless but theyre not nd theyll tell u that when they trust u enough. u tackle everything in ur life head on and while u have a need for constant change around u from ur aries, u also have a need for emotional stability from ur leo. ur at ur most content with a challenge, u dont have to finish it to feel satisfaction u just need to keep finding new things to do. its when u stay one way too long that u start to stagnate, u get angry and pissy and probably take it out on others. bc ur a cancer moon tho its likely that the way u express urself and the way ur seen by others is less firey than ur fire sun nd moon r. a rising in a water sign kinda puts out ya flames a bit. u probably show urself as emotionally volatile and hav a deep connection to ur inner self. cancers feel things v strongly and care v strongly for others! their affection is almost maternal in nature, they want to look after and protect u. almost all cancers have the inner conflict that is an ingrained sense of inadequacy and an instinct for self preservation. they rarely feel worthy, but will ALWAYS put themselves first. they can b very selfish, while cancers are super loving and caring, if its u or them theyll save themselves. people probably also get this sense from u bc ur an aries sun (strong leader, highly individual) and a leo moon (bold nd egocentric, often winds up making their problems everyone elses problems). ur closeness w the self and individuality r all commonalities in ur signs. HOWEVER another common factor is ur genuine love and care for others!!! this is esp prominent in ur moon nd rising, ur moon showing a generosity and loyalty to others in the realm of emotions (note that these are also ways u react to ur own emotions: u maybe like to treat urself, seek assurance from others and avoid blame to avoid pain) and ur cancer showing and instinctive need to protect others and make sure they feel loved and cared for. ur aries sun means that these may not feel as prominent in u as ur need to strive ahead w ur own life but emotionally, and expressively, ur love for others is strong, and ofc so is ur sense of self preservation which is equally important! its a good thing to look out for urself, as long as u look out for others too which u do! sorry if this ones a bit of a mess lmao i think i got off track a few times but i hope it made sense!

//no more til i finish the ones ive got plsss nd sorry for the delay!//

#astrology talk

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