#it like fucking 9 am in here and maybe 9 pm in usa

[tkblogforfun]

POV: the white wall after the crime scene

and no he wasn't just eating Karkat's pussy-

I realized that shit after looking at it for like 5 seconds

[pr1ncemax]

you know what bothers me most about jurassic world ?

the fact that the whole movie takes place over maybe one day.

like, you expect me to believe the mosasaurs-which were fed multiple times per day large quantities of shark meat-was just suddenly hungry enough to start eating literally anything? pterosaurs and people and then going to so far as to jump out of its pool to grab the indom rex???

The mosa was so overfed, that thing wouldn't have even felt hungry for days. And we see that Gray & Zach sat and saw a feeding before the park was evacuated. So, there's no way that thing was hungry enough. It was so used to being fed, that it wouldn't have gone out of it's way to hunt for at least two days. It was a wild animal, but it still had a feeding schedule, that it was used to. It did tricks. That thing was partially domesticated, it was used to loud noisy humans, like lions in a zoo. It wasn't gonna do shit that fast. Fuck off, movie.

which like, as an aside, is anyone else concerned for that thing's health? Someone did all the math already for how much fish they're feeding the great whites, and like--holy shit this park is expensive. but ignoring that, let's talk about big fishy things. Killer whales need to eat about 150 to 300 pounds of food per day. they weigh about 6,600 – 8,800 lbs. So, every day, they eat roughly 2.28%-3.4% of their weight. A mosasaurs weighed about 15 tons, so roughly they would need somewhere around 600 to 1,020 lbs every day. (Very very rough math here). (Note: Great whites eat . 5 to 3 percent of their body weight every day.) Great whites weigh about 1,500 – 2,400 lbs. They feed a whole great white shark to the mosasaurs?? WHICH, according to the Jurassic website, is EVERY TWO HOURS. HOW MUCH FOOD ARE THEY GIVING THIS THING??? HOW OVERWIGHT IS THE MOSA?? IS THE MOSA OKAY???? No, listen, listen--We don't know the park's operating hours. Basing this mostly on the USA but I assume it'll be similar from my quick look at disney worldwide. But most Zoos run on average from 9am - 4/5pm. Most amusement parks are 10:30 am - 8/9 pm. Disney, the most comparatively similar thing, runs from 9 am - 9pm. We can assume, Jurassic World runs from roughly 9 am, until sometime in the evening between 4-10pm. So, every two hours. Assuming they start on whole hours, not half, the earliest show time would be 10 am, 12 pm, 2 pm, 4 pm, 6 pm, 8 pm. (6 possible feeding times). If we assume, they start on half hours instead: 9:30 am. 11:30 am. 1:30 pm. 3:30 pm. 5:30 pm. 7:30 pm. 8:30 pm. (7 possible feeding times). 4-7 times a day they hold the mosa feeding time. Jurassic World is feeding Mosa somewhere between 6,000-9,600 lbs on the 4-feeding schedule. 10,500-16,800 lbs on the 7-feeding schedule. Which, if they require somewhere under 5% of their body weight per day like an orca, or upwards to 12% like a blue whale? (Which, for the record, is only 3600 lbs of a mosa). This thing is grossly overfed. It's getting fed around 20% to 56% of its body weight. There is no way in HELL I believe that the mosa would be willing to do EXTRA work to get food when it is literally so overweight, so overfed, that thing has not gone more than an hour without food in its entire life. Do NOT tell me that it's believable the mosa would go out of its way to eat the pterosaur or the indom.

[ashintheairlikesnow]

Intake: Jameson

CW: Dehumanization, implied future pet whump, implied future noncon, discussion of masochism, drug use, honestly all kinds of fucked up implications happening here

SUBJECT: 334235M

DATE OF ACQUISITION: 10.31.20XX

TIME OF ACQUISITION: 11:45 PM

LOCATION ASSIGNED: FACILITY 001, BERRAS, [REDACTED], USA

PREVIOUS ALIAS: Jonathan Bartow Willowtree

AGE: 21

DATE OF BIRTH: 07.07.20XX

HAIR: Dark Brown

EYES: Brown

HEIGHT: 5′9″

WEIGHT: 150 lbs 

SEXUALITY: Pansexual 

DESIGNATION: Romantic

KNOWN SKILLS: Subject reports regular workouts with weight-lifting and cardiovascular exercise being of particular focus. Subject reports average if uneventful sex life. Subject’s school transcripts showcase a 3.78 GPA through high school. No college education.

HOBBIES: Subject, when asked about hobbies, asked if ‘tripping’ counts. No other reported hobbies. 

KNOWN CONCERNS: Subject is aggressive and curious, demanding detailed answers after reading enrollment brochures and meeting with WRU Acquisition Representatives. Subject insistent on Domestic or Platonic placement, but his temperament is not suitable for either. Subject could be a physical danger to more submissive trainees if not kept separate from them. 

KNOWN IMMEDIATE FAMILY: Lucy Bartow Willowtree, maiden name Weitch, mother. Robert Willowtree, father. Both alive and residing in Klamath Falls, Oregon. 

SIBLINGS: Henry Willowtree, brother, two years older, deceased. COD: homicide. Yolanda Willowtree, sister, four years younger, alive and residing in Klamath Falls, Oregon. Brendan Willowtree, brother, six years younger, alive and residing in Klamath Falls, Oregon. 

Note: Henry Willowtree went missing 10.15.20XX in Bend, Oregon after night out with Jonathan Willowtree. The two argued prior to disappearance. Henry’s remains were discovered three weeks later. Local news article about the murder for reference is copied and attached to file. Keep in mind during early memory loss in case of hallucinations common to trainees.

OTHER KNOWN FAMILY: Joseph and Marjorie Weitch, maternal grandparents, both alive and residing in Klamath Falls, Oregon. Paternal grandparents: Subject would say only, “Fuck them.” Any other relatives: subject refused to elaborate.

METHOD OF ACQUISITION: Voluntary. Subject placed call to WRU Acquisition Hotline and requested to speak with one of our Acquisition Representatives. Meghan Planterson spoke to subject multiple times over three weeks prior to voluntary acquisition. Planterson reported acting more as “grief counselor” than is usual for new potential trainees. Planterson currently on medical leave and can be reached at home. (Planterson resigned effective 01.05.20XX) 

ACQUISITION DETAILS: Subject initially arrived on 10.30.20XX having ingested controlled substances prior to arrival, and was turned away until the next day. Subject returned on 10.31 and insisted on signing contract “as soon as possible”. Subject did not require any time to consider options, insisting, “I’ve been considering my fucking options since Hank died, give me the fucking papers and take it all away.”

ASSIGNED HANDLERS: 

CONTRACT SIGNED: 11.01..20XX 2:15 AM

           PRIMARY: Hogan Danforth, Senior Handler and Processor, Specialization Special Requests, Romantic Division - Masochist Training

           SECONDARY: Connor Manning, Senior Handler and Processor, Specialization Special Requests, Romantic Division - Masochist Training Support

SIGNATURE PROVIDED VOLUNTARILY, SUBJECT NOT SEDATED FOR SIGNING. SUBJECT SHOWED NO VISIBLE SIGNS OF INJURY AT TIME OF SIGNING. SUBJECT REPORTED FEELINGS OF TIREDNESS DUE TO TIME OF DAY. SUBJECT DID NOT REPORT FEAR OR UNCERTAINTY.  

CONTRACT SIGNATURE: Jonathan Willowtree, aka 334235M

PRESENT AT TIME OF SIGNING: Handler Connor Manning, Badge #5689, WRU Attorney Nathaniel Lewis. (Note: Karen Renford, Director of Client Success and Satisfaction, reviewed contract on 11.01 and approved.)

ESTIMATED COST FOR TRAINING: $100,000 USD

COMPENSATION PAID BY PROSPECTIVE:  $500,000 USD 

ADDED FEES: $50,000 MASOCHISM TRAINING FEE, $50,000 ADDED CONFIDENTIALITY POST-PURCHASE

AMOUNT PLACED IN TRUST FOR SIBLINGS AT SUBJECT’S REQUEST: $100,000 USD 

CURRENT LOCATION: Special Requests Room 014, post-signing contract

REQUESTED TRAINING: ALL Positions 1-35, Flexibility, Sensitivity, Endurance, Masochism, Self-Defense, Pet Play

COMMENTS:

This one’s going to be a fucking handful, I can tell you that right now. He’s voluntary, but as soon as we wipe all the bullshit out of his head, he’s going to fight us like a rabid dog. I can tell, he’s got that look. Says he’s here because he can’t live with his brother’s death anymore. Big deal, people get murdered every day. I guess maybe getting murdered by a serial killer is a little unusual. I should stick to the facts. He’s going to be trouble. So we need to focus right off the bat on taking trouble and making it beg. He’ll take well to masochism, though. I’m going to get him talking before he’s on the Drip and see what I can learn about what Jonathan Willowtree likes in bed. I bet I find something real useful for Connor and I moving forward. Honestly, after this long on the job… I can just tell. - Hogan Danforth, Sr. Handler, initial report

I concur with Hogan. I’ve had a short visit with 334235M and he’s going to spit fire all over us once he doesn’t just sit around moping about that brother. I for one plan to make the most of everything this hot little number has to offer. - Connor Manning, Sr. Handler

Yeah, or you’ll cuddle and show him your cat like you did the last guy. - HD

Just jealous that we both know the masochists always like me best - CM

Handler comments are meant to be only for official business related to processing the subject. Any further personal elaborations will result in unpleasant consequences. Consider this a verbal warning. - Karen Renford

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[stone-man-warrior]

September 28, 2020: 6:34 pm:

Here are some thought’s o_ the matter: (as typed i_to my “suspe_ded” Twitter accou_t to _o o_e.) =========================

They are going to focus on the money.

The money and tax thing is the cover, the distraction, the detour.

As big as that $750 news story is, the truth about Trump dwarfs that story."Tip of the Iceberg" This might shed some light. I doubt it's very revealing. This is one of two introductory Trump debut pieces that I feel are the most important considerations as far as timing is concerned, and basically as an announcement sent from his creators, that this man is one of the people who will provide terror soldiers with information they need. His introductory debut is the same as tossing the Knight in shining armor out into the war-zone as a leader, one who has been trained, Knighted, and the soldiers in the battlefields can trust him for directional information.... from far, far, far away, where he won't get hurt.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAgJAxkALyc

So, as his character developed with details, those details are part of the instructional directory statements made by the British Throne.

They tossed him into SAG with "The Apprentice", and that's where the real momentum began. Previous to that, he had been part of the New York takeover, the set-up for the fall of the WTC, and cover for it.

Think about the "Apprentice". Trump assembles small groups, sends them out to perform specific tasks, as a team, working toward a common goal. Does that scheme seem like the way a terror cell prepares for terror attacks, cover, special operations? The symbolism is there. You can see it.

There is another introductory news piece from the same time period, it's a printed article, features a photo of Young Sir Donald sta_di_g _ext to a helicopter. The helicopter says "TRUMP" on it. Sir Donald is wearing his signature long, Riding Coat, if my memory serves.

1980, maybe 1981 is the time the pri_ted article was done, a_d Sir Do_ald's character became a debutante, i_troduced to the world.

Maybe some research i_to Atla_tic City Casi_o properties will reveal some symbolic connectio_ to the WTC attack, as follows:

First, for this, you _eed to accept that crossi_g the Atla_tic Ocea_ is equal to a reversal, at tur_over, whe_ crossing from the UK, to the US.

The_, look at how those big WTC towers fell, they were sta_di_g there o_e mi_ute, the_ were o_ the grou_d the _ext mi_ute. A reversal tur_ arou_d happe_ed.

_ow, I thi_k that Trump's Atla_tic City Casi_o properties went bankrupt. They failed. Very few casinos seem to fail, but Trump's failed, were successful at fist, the_, Belly Up. A reversal tur_arou_d happe_ed, i_ Atla_tic City.

Had the casino bee_ i_ Las Vegas, there would be _othi_g to say about the failed casi_o.

A Tower reversed, tur_ed, i_ Atla_tic City.

Towers reversed, turned, in New York City.

There is more symbolism in Las Vegas, as follows:

Trump has a casi_o i_ Las Vegas. The Casi_o is o_ "the wro_g side" of the I-15 Freeway.

The casi_o failed, sat stag_a_t, was i_complete last time I looked at it. You might find that it had been "shut up" for a long time.

"Had the casi_o bee_ i_ Las Vegas, there would be _othi_g to say about it". That is a_ idealistic way to show ma_y millions of terror soldiers "don't talk about casino's in Atlantic City", and, "Trump is on the opposite side of the FREEWAY", a traitor.

Also, and important, a concept that is nearly impossible tp grasp, accept as true, and think about i_ ways the solve problems:

The Britai_/SAG/Ca_adia_/Vatica_ terror co_glomeratio_, pride themselves in the fact that they are traitors. Seriously, they use the word "Traitor" almost openly. Mostly, the word "Traitor", is cha_ged to i_clude everythi_g there is to know about "trees".

"Trees", i_ this co_cept, are "The people who do Treaso_"

Limbs Bra_ches Leaves Seeds Pi_e co_es Wood Lumber Deciduous trees Ever gree_'s Roots Palms Maple (very powerful, Ca_adia_ Flag terror) Oak All of the differe_t varieties, a_d their specific characteristics are incorporated i_to terror commu_icatio_. The products made, a_d methods used for every ki_d of activity that ca_ possibly be do_e with a piece of wood, is part of the terror comm.

"Jesus was a Carpe_ter" terror comm, lives i_ the "Treaso_ Pride". "All Wood Services" is a facility that exists is almost every US City, usually is a commercial building, i_ a i_dustrial area. There are ma_y thousa_ds of small, not co__ected, "All Wood Services" throughout USA. "AWS" is a system of terror services.

Whe_ forests bur_, a_d it becomes a _ews item, there is high likelihood that photos of trees bur_i_g, a_d specific i_clusio_ of _ews about trees, is a terror stateme_t.

The same is true if the forest is bur_i_g a_d there is _o me_tio_ of the trees i_ the forest. It's 3:01 9-28-2020 right _ow. Today I saw a good example of weird terror comm. A video prese_tio_, I thi_k was from C__. There is a fire i_ _apa Valley. The video features what is said to be a vi_yard, the buildi_g has bur_t, is made of sto_e, looks like a castle, has rou_d walls.

That also features what appears to be a_ old Oak tree, it bur_ed.

There are three small flames bur_i_g o_ the tru_k of that Oak tree.

The flames are as fake as I have every seen. Everythi_g about the video I am thi_king of, but cannot find right now, makes me think of Disneyland. But a Dystopian Version.

A Burnt Castle, where wine is made, and flames on the trunk of an Oak tree. Iron gates surround the castle. There are two boxes out front of the gates. They are not burnt. Looks like the Amazon Prime came by, a_d dropped off a _ew washi_g machi_e, a_d dryer, for doing some laundry. ============ I_ the same way Trees mean Treaso_ a_d Traitor, so does the idea that we can swap with o_e a_ther, "Trade". That extends into "Barter", and all things that are about barter, trading, are used to say terror information. That also extends into the realms of "The Trades". Carpenters, Plumbers, Masons, Plasterers, Electricians, etc, are "tradesmen". Real terror, is super complicated, and is also very, very creative. "Creation" is a symbol of Vatican terror, that way. The ability to conjure up amazing things, while only starting with dirt, Earthly materials. Every thing we use and buy, came from Earth. There is this weird perception that those plastic chairs that people put around a pool, somehow, are not from Earth. Maybe you have e_cou_tered that same ki_d of thi_ki_g from others. I don't know what to make of it, but there are people who insist those are _ot from Earth. Somethi_g tells me that if someo_e is said to be plastic, that mea_s they are _ot from Earth, _ot made of Earthly materials.... _ot a "terrorist". "Terra", is Earth. So with this much backgrou_d, Sir Do_ald's stateme_t about: "Ge_tly rake the forrest" WTF? A rake, is a_ i_cli_e, a slope. Is also garde_er, i_ Ye Olde La_guage from E_gla_d. A rake lea_’s. It is a slope. A roof pitch, is the Rake of the roof. Askew.

I am stumped o_ that o_e.

I keep wi_di_g up at that horrible childre_'s book called "The Givi_g Tree". (Whe_ I write, here, or o_ Tumblr, or i_ a text editor, there is always some asshole, somo_e is there, i_side of the Ce_turyli_k I_ter_et system, who is occasio_ally tur_i_ off the letter that comes after M, a_d before O. Whe_ you see me use the U_derscore..."_", that thi_g, it's because the terror bastards are at Ce_turyli_k ISP, are fucki_g with me.) ("What do I thi_k is goi_g o_ with that?" I thi_k there are people from DEA, looki_g at me as a drug dealer. They are far, far, far away. They co_tacted the local authorities, a_d told them to watch everythi_g I do. They are sayi_g that whe_ I use the the "_", that thi_g, that I am setti_g up a major drug deal, huge, a submari_e filled with cocai_e, or somethi_g like that. They are sayi_g that I am taki_g adva_tage of the First Ame_dme_t that gra_t’s freedom of expressio_, about the subject matter I am writi_g about.

They i_sist that I am buryi_g coded i_formatio_ about the submari_e filled with cocai_e i_to these reports about real terror. DEA, is the wro_g age_cy.

I _eed to talk to _SA.

I do_'t wa_t to talk to DHS, they are a terror cell. The local authorities are also terror cells.)

(The local terror authorities, chose to fill their immigi_ary submari_e, with cocai_e, as a cover, to keep those far away DEA, from thi_ki_g about heroi_.

Heroi_, is the stuff that drives the terror army from Ca_ada. The heroi_ keeps the terror army loyal to the leadership, who provide the heroi_ as ratio_s.

But, the army is loyal to the heroi_, _ot the leadership. Those who co_trol the heroi_, also co_trol the terror army.

Do_ald Trump, hijacked the SAG heroi_ at some poi_t. That is a real possibility, a_d a tur_ for the worst.)

(Further co_sideratio_s about that, are very complicated. I'll try to sum a few thi_gs up with i_formatio_ that I already have explai_ed. As follows:

We have to go to the Vatica_ i_ 1974. Pope Paul was murdered. They did _ot say he was murdered, but let's just look at the real story, he was murdered after 33 days as Pope.

Pope Joh_ Paul II showed up after that.

You're research is goi_g to show that Pope Paul was killed i_ 1978. Fuck you, that's "G_osis worki_g agai_st you, it was 1974.

Pope Joh_ Paul II, was part of what is happe_i_g today. He fathered ma_y thousa_ds of childre_. Those people all were trai_ed with "British Still" educatio_. They were trai_ed to kill from childhood. Ma_y were pla_ted  i_to powerful possitio_s. Iva_ja Trump is o_e of the childre_ fathered by Pope Joh_ Paul II.

Fast forward: Pope Be_dict, takes the papacy. He is a Germa_. Pope Joh_ Paul II, was more li_ed up with British Thro_e.

Some ki_d of allai_ce was made, betwee_ Germa_ Global Terror Mo_gers, a_d British/Vatica_ Global Terror Mo_gers durri_g those times.

I have _o idea what ki_d of details were agreed o_, or what ki_d of deceptio_ was prese_ted to possibly provide that perceived allia_ce, o_e that was based o_ deceptio_ betwee_ the Germa_ Vatica_, a_d the British Vatica_. Fast forward some more: Fra_cis shows up. He represe_ts a Fre_ch Ca_adia_ Vatica_ compo_a_t. Quebec at the Vatica_.

Fra_cis has a mysterous co__ectio_ to Arge_ti_a. That Arge_ti_a eleme_t, believe it or _ot, is "Pirate Talk".... "ARRRrrr" is what pirates say.

The message, to ma_y millio_s of Ca_adia_ terror soldiers, is, "the Pirates are i_ the Vatica_".

My k_owledge about this stuff is sketchy. I am still lear_i_g. I _eed help to put the pieces together. I _eed to put them together i_ order to gai_ my ow_ freedom. There is _o other way. Either I solve the worlds problems, or, I remai_ captive i_ my home u_till they kill me, I am attacked daily. It's bee_ this way for a lo_g, lo_g, lo_g, lo_g, lo_g time. I have _o freedom.

With all of that, a_d some other stuff that I left out, a_d some thi_gs that are yet to be revealed, there is some expla_atio_ of yet a_other set of circumsta_ces.

"The Afterswords" terror cells.

Where I live, the lo_gsta_di_g Seve_th Day Adve_tist compo_e_t of terror cells, are falli_g away, these other people who call themselves "The Afterswords" are taki_g co_trol, slowly repaci_g the SDA.

The Afterswords, a_d SDA, have bee_ all part of the same cells for a lo_g time, however,  the groups who call themselves "Afterswords" have bee_ secretly worki_g agai_st their ow_ fellow terror cell members, the SDA.

A group, withi_ a group. O_e is secretly the e_emy of the other.

So, I ca_ see, that the differe_ce betwee_ them, ca_ be traced to the differe_ce betwee_ Pope Joh_ Paul II, a_d Pope Be_edict.

Britain/Vatican vs Germa_ Vatica_.

A_d that is the bottom li_e. I ca_ say more to support this, but there is _o o_e i_erested i_ a_y of it, they o_ly wa_t to k_ow about a subari_e filled with cocai_e.

I ca__ot help you with that.) I'll tell you a secret. It's da_gerous, so be carefull with this. This will get you killed if you say it to powerful people:

You ca_ prove what I am about to explai_.

You _eed a rocket scie_tist to do the proof. The perso_ _eeds to be a historia_, someo_e who will challe_ge established ideas.

Albert Ei_stie_, figured out that there are powerful people i_ the world who are cha_gi_g real K_olledge, i_to this other thi_g that is called G_osis.

G_osis, is the worlds most importa_t i_formatio_. It gets pri_ted i_to books so we ca_ lear_ importa_t thi_gs. The real K_olledge is spri_kled with bullshit, watered dow_, has parts missi_g, studies of importa_t subjects o_ly lead to dead e_ds, roadblocks, detours, a_d more questio_s.

That is the G_osis.

The real K_olledge, after it has bee_ fucked with. O_ly the_ is it approved for i_clusio_ i_to books of lear_i_g.

Eistie_ wrote a mathematical formula about the differe_ce betwee_ K_olledge, a_d G_osis. We all are familiar with what he did, his "Theory of Relativity" is about the way K_olledge is ever tryi_g to catch up with G_osis. The K_olledge ca___ot keep up with the G_osis, because it is icreasi_g i_ speed, accelerati_g at a rate that is equal to the square of it's speed at a_y time a measurme_t ca_ be obtai_ed.

E = MC² is about K_olledge losi_g grou_d to G_osis, as G_osis accelerates out of sight, _o way to get measureme_ts of it, it is ever out of reach. Do_'t go looki_g for a_ Albert Ei_stie_ expert to do the proof, that will get you killed. You _eed a real rocket scie_tist for this, o_e who is able to thi_k freely.

Just prese_t that perso_ with thise expla_tio_ about G_osis a_d it’s relationship to Knolledge, they will k_ow what to do, to prove it to you.

==========================

Small example of G_osis:

A co_ti_e_t is a body of la_d.

Co_ti_e_ts are separated with bodies of water.

There _eeds to be water betwee_ co_ti_e_ts, i_ order to differe_tiate them.

We were all told i_ school, that Europe a_d Asia, are two separate co_ti_e_ts.

That is G_osis.

The message: The people of the Middle East, are water. The u_told message is that "the water is dirty".

What makes this more importa_t for everyo_e to co_sider, is that the people who are members of Social Frater_al Orders, all k_ow the truth, that Europe a_d Asia, are o_e co_ti_e_t. Eurasia.

So, what happe_s i_ real life, becomes a test. Either you k_ow, or you do_'t k_ow.

Those who do_'t k_ow, are weeded out.

There are ma_y thousa_ds of such tests.

Social Frater_al Orders ca_ be summed up with o_e word:

"Freemaso_s"

They are the people who build block walls arou_d Freedom.

(BTW, that Theory of Relativity takes several pieces of paper to write the proof i_ mathematical phrasi_g.

E = MC² is o_ly the part that tells you the rate of accellaratio_.) "So what about the America's? There is said to be three of those, but there is _o water betwee_ them?

I do_'t k_ow, it's a mystery.

A differe_t ki_d of G_osis is co_tai_ed i_ Roe vs Wade.

It's a virtual boat.

You are either i_ it, with a paddle, helpi_g to propell the boat alo_g, or, you are _ot i_ the boat, are i_ the water, wadi_g.... treadi_g water, alo_e.

Sometimes, there are submari_es amo_g the virtual armada of boats.

A mystery.

7:08 pm.

[morgoonasstark]

thanks for tagging me @shadyladyperfection

name/nickname: jenna

star sign: taurus

height: 5′8″

time: 12:24 pm, but i wrote this down a few nights ago to type up later

bday: april 21

favorite bands: sleeping at last, panic! at the disco... i’m realizing i primarily listen to solo artists

favorite solo artists: tyler glenn, ariana grande, hozier, halsey

song stuck in my head: waving through a window from dear evan hansen. i know jack shit about the play but spotify recommended some of the tracks to me a few days ago and i vibe with it.

last movie: the parent trap, the one with lindsey lohan

last show: wandavision. it is no secret on my blog that i do not care for wanda at all but WOW this show is good so far.

when did i create this blog: ... i don’t like the answer i have for this. i’ve been on tumblr since 2012. i don’t think this is the same blog i originally created and i’ve taken year-long breaks from the site but either way i’ve been here for too long.

what do i post: just a random assortment of crap honestly. doctor who, mcu, video games. some exmormon stuff that i’m sure nobody follows me for but it’s my blog i do what i want. 

last thing i googled: “when do wandavision episodes release” lol

other blogs: @specialagentsergio for criminal minds and writing

do i get asks: nah

why i chose my url: bc tony calling morgan “morgoona” is just so hecking cute. i used to post so much more marvel before endgame...

following: 335 which sounds like a lot but since i’ve had this blog for so long, i’m sure a lot of them are inactive.

average hours of sleep: about 5 to 7 on work nights bc i regularly make bad decisions about my sleep on those days. on non-work nights, 9 to 10, sometimes even 12.

lucky number: don’t really have one? maybe 21.

instrument: violin. very much a beginner.

what am i wearing: my pajamas. shorts with that little cartoon avengers pattern and a t-shirt.

dream job: if my brain allowed me to retain information in an academic setting, i’d want to go to med school and be an E.R. doctor. as it stands, i’m content with my current job at a residential treatment center.

dream trip: ugh god i want to go so many places; i was born and live on the west coast of the united states and the farthest i’ve ever traveled is fucking indiana lol (a state on the east side of the usa). i really want to go on a tour of europe.

nationality: american

favorite song: mean question, but i guess i’ll go with devil by tyler glenn bc i have a shirt with one of the lyrics on it

last book i read: the camelot betrayal by kiersten white

tags: @sad--gittarius @jamestfortitsoutkirk @bisexualamy @pokemeown @resting-meme-face but no pressure!

[parkerwhitmore]

hello buzzfeed friends, do we have a treat for you! straight from the west wing, we’ve got an exclusive interview with parker whitmore: america’s favorite first son! now, we over here at the entertainment section aren’t interested in the political stuff, we’ve only got weird questions for him. but luckily, kara had a great idea: why don’t we get him to pick out the best songs to one day replace our national anthem after society collapses. he was really into the idea: he gave us, like, 50! but we condensed it to the best of the best! we hope you enjoy as much as we did, readers! 

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1. toxic by britney spears

 “have you ever considered that britney spears is the real president? no? good, because that’s totally not true, at all, and i know nothing about that rumor. but this song just... speaks to the souls of the american people. it starts playing at the club and you hit the dance floor. it unites us as a people.” 

2. national anthem by lana del rey

“we all wish we were the kennedy’s. i mean, i live most of my life in the white house and i still wish i looked that good. somehow, lana bottled the essence of that wish that we were in camelot with them and just turned it into this absolute banger.” 

3. hey ya by outkast

“listen. we all knew this was going to be on here. it’s the only song that makes my mother’s cold, dead heart start beating again. it hits that hard. oh, shit. i didn’t mean that, it was totally a joke, please leave that out? thanks. anyways, andre 3000 please return my calls.” 

4. party in the u.s.a. by miley cyrus

“miley might not be a good southern girl anymore but she still wrote the best song about america ever written. star spanged banner who? america the beautiful what? sorry i only accept this and that one song about getting drunk at 7/11 as my favorite songs specifically about my country.” 

5. footloose by kenny loggins

“no, i’m not taking constructive criticism on this one.” 

6. let’s go crazy by prince

“i once heard this song at 4 am when a party was winding down at a frat house in uva, when i was still in school. literally, the place returned to full swing by the time the elevator tried to bring us down. we kept partying until 2 pm.”  

7. hollaback girl by gwen stefani

“before i heard this song, i had no idea how to spell bananas. now i know it’s b-a-n-a-n-a-s. thanks, gwen. america salutes your service to our country.” 

8. american woman by lenny kravitz

“lenny kravitz is literally the coolest dude in real life, but this song changed the landscape of america with it’s praise of the american woman. it made people all over the country realize that, shit, maybe we should tell this one american woman to let us be. she should definitely stay away from me.”

9. american girl by bonnie mckee 

“this is it! the 7/11 song! god, i try my best to live like this. alcohol in a slurpee, chillin at waffle house, that kind of american shit. it’s so fun, you should try it. just like, follow her instructions. she lines it out pretty well in the first verse.” 

10. born in the usa by bruce springsteen

“i legally have to include this because if i don’t bruce springsteen will personally have me murdered. but this song is okay i guess, my parents are way more into it than i am. so like, old people in america. we have to represent everyone and all that jazz. also if there are photographs of me as that bruce springsteen album cover: they weren’t me and i definitely didn’t go to that frat party.”  

11. no diggity by blackstreet

“it’s got nothing to do with america i just think it’d be fucking awesome if they started blasting this when we won a gold medal. could you imagine a russian and an english guy having to keep a straight face while the american winner cries to this? god, that’d be awesome.” 

12. boys of summer by don henley

“if you’ve never driven with the top down and the wind whipping through your hair while this plays: you’ve never lived. that’s my opinion and i’m sticking with it, there’s nothing you can do to change my mind.”

13. love in america by jtx

“this is going to be a controversial choice, but have you considered: it’s so cheesy it’s fun to listen to. like come on, in the chorus it literally lists the three best things about america: sex, drugs, rock ‘n’ roll.” 

14. dynamite by taio cruz

“i got to live in a world where this was #1 and it was the time of my life. we got to party to this, i still turn this up the second it comes on the radio. taio cruz must have sold his soul to be able to make this song slap this hard.” 

15. american boy by estelle (feat. kanye west)

“i know it’s technically not about all of america but just... one american boy. but that’s enough for me, this song goes hard and that’s all i have to say.” 

16. american idiot by green day

“okay listen, i know this one’s a bit much. it’s all about what they hate about america but i think it’s a good song and it let me headbang in my dorm room when i was mad at my mom in college, so it goes on my playlist. thanks billie joe armstrong, you’re the best.” 

17. american pie by don mclean

“a classic. another old people song, but a better one this time.” 

18. sweet caroline by neil diamond

“if you don’t buh-buh-buh in the middle of this song, you’re either dead or not from these great united states. we play it when we try to figure out if people are secret foreign agents.” 

19. stacy’s mom by fountains of wayne

“if you can’t live in a country where stacy’s mom is the hottest person in it, what’s the point?

20. livin’ on a prayer by bon jovi

“this song is art. i know it’s overplayed and old but it’s art. it’s about the american dream. we’re always just halfway there. whoa-oh. lemon on a chair. you know the lyrics. i don’t have to explain them to you.” 

[theskygivesmelife]

"I am the master of my fate,"

How ironic that a poem about self control uses this very phrase, whilst ignoring the fact that fate, or destiny actually imply that there can never truly be any control, for all is predetermined from the beginning of time.

...

I'd say we don't. Nonexistence is a superior state of existence in my opinion.

...

First things first: you don't love me, so stop saying you do. Even if you genuinely believe you do, you'll understand what I mean.

With that said, for the love of God can you stop messaging me? Not on WhatsApp because I will have *deleted* it, and not on Android messages because I can't respond as I don't have any balance. I use my phone only for music or gaming mainly anyway. Speaking of which, I thought I did make it clear that I don't want to talk to you. When was the last time we did talk? Right, your birthday. I don't remember ever being that drained after talking to you. Honestly, it was a pain—was it for you too? I guess that's what happens as one becomes truly apathetic. Seriously, I don't know who you're still trying to contact, but that person's dead. Well, not literally unfortunately, but if you do want to talk to some tired, disillusioned soul I'm still here I guess. As I mentioned, your little I love yous at the end don't really hold, because, you know, you're really just refering to the wrong person. For the record, I've started to think that not only am I incapable of loving, but am also incapable of being loved.

Anyhow, lets just say that if I were Jekyll then I'm Hyde now. To be honest, I don't even know why I'm responding to you. The "fuck her, why give a damn?" voices have been quite loud for some time. Well, I don't think of you all the time, so "fuck the world" might seem more apt as a generalisation. Back to the point: some time ago I'd have actually cared, but I don't give a shit now about anything.

I'll say it now: I don't think it'll ever be a good enough reason for you. I don't think any reason ever will. You'll probably still try to convince me to maintain contact, even though it's so horribly one sided. Well, I just couldn't care less for the most part. It'd probably be good if you wouldn't waste your time on me though. I mean, let's be real. You're not going to get my number once out if this country. Even if you miraculously did, you'd certainly make some replacement friends in college without the downsides that I have, so it'd be pointless. I know you won't listen anyway, and I said that I don't care either. So why am I even trying? I don't know.

If you'll remember I've tried to shut you out multiple times. It's funny now, ~because I feel absolutely nothing now.~ Quite often in the past I'd feel quite regretful or guilty, but now? Heh, just an emotionless robot just moving along now. Going through the motions you know. Still, if there's one thing I should mention, it's that I never lied to you when I said some sentimental crap like caring about you and such. Whoever I was back then, he genuinely ment it. And now, it seems like my wick is shorter than I imagined. It's going to burn up quick. You know what that means? Garima, it means peace at last. So, let me have my time now. I still dream of that little cottage far away, secluded from society. No-one for company. Okay, a cat and a dog. They'll be nice. A drum kit. Video games maybe? What'll I do? Electrician perhaps? Mechanic? Just so long as it isn't a crappy 9-5 job, and actually pays my bills. No people. No friends—do I really have any? No girlfriend��I don't want one (not asexual, but I'm not as horny as you I guess), and I doubt I'm capable of forming a proper relationship anyway. No family—I never had one to begin with. Can you imagine it? All alone and blissful. Just let me be. Please. One way or another, I'm gone. I'm actually feeling sad now typing this, tears in my eyes and all (I haven't cried in forever) but you shouldn't be. You've got a long, long way to go; you'll do well anyway. I don't know what I really was to you, or what I've done to you. I know that I was a hard person to deal with. I can't really list out all the times I've failed you; I hope you will forgive me for them. Believe me when I say that if there was ever I person I really tried to keep happy as often as I could, it was you.

" *Bye, stay healthy and happy* "

I won't—I can't.

Bye.

PS. Nice songs. I still appreciate music I guess, unless it's a really bad day.

...

[8/18/2018, 12:03 AM] Prathik: It seems not. Oh well, I was hoping I could talk one last time. Silly of me; you're probably either sleeping or studying for tomorrow's — should I say today's? — test.

[8/18/2018, 12:57 AM] Prathik: You know, I've been thinking: what if I wanted to talk to you one day? Would you then be ready to hold conversation? I think you would, but that doesn't strike me as fair. I mean you say that you'll miss me, but that's something you'll just have to take in your stride. On the contrary, if I miss you, then I try contacting you, and in all likelihood you'll just respond. What do you think?

[8/18/2018, 1:44 AM] Prathik: Maybe you're free tonight? I just want to talk; I don't know what I'm even doing now. Ugh I can't even explain it without sounding like some self pitying shithead. Forget it. I'm sorry

[8/18/2018, 12:42 PM] Prathik: Seriously, the very dynamics of our interactions are messed up. Everything is based on my mood and how I'm feeling. Don't want to talk? No problem! I'll go silent. Depressive episode? No problem! I'll go silent. It's like I can literally choose what and when we get to converse. Tired of our conversations? No problem! I'll just stop talking to you. And all you say is that you'll miss me. Sure, it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy, but bloody hell — why didn't you ever call me out for my behaviour? Gee, we screwed up...so many flaws and nothing was even done about them.

Yes, I'm ranting. I'll say stupid things, and maybe hurtful things too. If I were completely aware of what it is that sounded like that, then I wouldn't be saying them. Not that it's an excuse for saying anything I shouldn't. You probably shouldn't take anything personally, because in all likelihood, I'll probably just be projecting.

[8/18/2018, 12:52 PM] Prathik: Oh shit, I really need psychological help don't I? Do you think that if I got better, I'd finally stop sabotaging all the relationships I have?

[8/19/2018, 12:19 AM] Prathik: Goodbye

[8/19/2018, 2:25 PM] Prathik: Okay, I'll just leave this here. Just one last thing. I honestly am doubting my mental stability: I'd wager that I'm fairly unstable in general and more so at this point. My mood seems to swing like a fucking pendulum, and for whatever reason, I have and possibly might keep spouting unnecessary shit. So please, just *IGNORE EVERYTHING* I say. *EVERYTHING.* Except this one last message. Please. It's all I ask.

[8/19/2018, 2:54 PM] Prathik: I'm also not going to be using WhatsApp anymore — no point now right? — so I guess you'll be spared if having to reply to anything.

...

[8/8/2018, 10:24 PM] Prathik: Bloody hell, always nice to me even though I don't deserve it. Can't just go study like you ought to or talk to anyone else? You've got tons of friends after all. Perhaps one day they'll give you a consolation prize saying "good effort; hard luck" and maybe then you'll see how you're just wasting your time. Whatever. It's not like I can control you or force you to behave in a certain manner. Stupid world. Just leave me be

[8/8/2018, 10:52 PM] Prathik: I don't even know why you don't give in. I mean, what am I to you? Some depressed idiot that makes you feel better about yourself? I don't think that's the narrative you've sold to me, so that's probably not the reason.

It's kinda like you're an ant running against the wind. Not any wind, though, just that which is being blown by some sadistic little kid. It keeps running into it. Over and over it tries and fails. The wind keeps pushing it back, but the ant doesn't see how futile it's attempts are. It doesn't see that despite the fact that it keeps trying, nothing's going to change. It has so many other avenues of exploration, ones that would certainly lead to a great reception from the colony, but oh no. The ant keeps running, hoping that the resistance will decrease. Eventually the boy just blows harder, and the ant flies away and lands on its back. (Good thing it has an exoskeleton.) Only then does it see how pointless its efforts were, and that they were better off invested somewhere else.

...

You know how people throw that fucking annoying platitude around? That things will get better? Doesn't happen. It's no different in its progression from a physical illness, and once you go beyond a certain stage you're only living on fumes at that point. Limited time. But it'll get better they say. Fucking hell, it can also get worse, but who's willing to actually concede that bleak truth?

...

Yeah, maybe. I don't know. I'm just getting worse mentally. I mean, I set the suicide date for when I'm 25. It's only kept dropping. I started considering pushing it to college years, and now I'm genuinely pondering whether I should just drop out of college like when I'm 19 or so and be done with it — at least I won't have to wonder about how you'll come meet me in USA lol. I'm also drawing more blanks in tests. It's not like I don't know, it's just making me more and more anxious. Like the psychology UT we had just some time ago. I left 12 marks because it seemed to easy to be true and I thought I was wrong. I got 17.5 . And meeting people, ugh. Worse than ever. Sure I'm introverted, but at this rate I'm practically going to become a hermit. My ability to function like a sane person is waning, and it's actually quite clear. It's makes me awe struck and horrified at the same time seeing how someone is so capable of self sabotage. Yeah, I don't think I was made for this world. Just one big mistake that hasn't been taken care of yet.

...

Oh, if you haven't listened to it already, you really should listen to Heroes by David Bowie. Please do, if you haven't yet. Just this one song.

...

[6/28/2018, 12:13 AM] Prathik: I love you.

[6/28/2018, 12:14 AM] Prathik: ^ I just felt like saying that.

...

You don't get it. I don't know for sure that you like talking to me. Yes, you've said so so many times that I've lost track. I'd be lying if I said that it were enough to convince me. It isn't; you can't do anything to change my perception of myself, and sometimes I'll project, being the idiot I am after all. There's never going to be a time when I can the voice that says you're you're just using me for some kicks or something to shut up. That doubt will never go, and every time you say something like that, I'll make sure to interpret it as evidence that even you don't care, that you just let your guard down. You can't ever really make me satisfied or happy, so don't throw away any more of your time actually trying to justify anything. If you know that what you've done is fine, then it's fine.

...

[6/12/2018, 8:51 PM] Prathik: Speaking of which, it's interesting that you brought up the fact that our relationship is dysfunctional. Not that I really addressed it well when you originally meantioned it. It does make me wonder, are the dynamics of the way we interact with each other actually healthy? Perhaps we're just fucking each other in the ass and not even realising it? While it's a possibility that I consider, you should know that I don't think the second one is too probable. All the same, it's bothersome enough to actually consider pondering over. Funny, though, how I've just turned a blind eye to it; best relationship you've had you say. Pretty much the same for me, I suppose that's why I've not considered anything that suggests contrary to that opinion.

You know, we never did our cliched apologies. I'm not sure what exactly to apologise for; however, I don't have any qualms admitting that I did fuck up. I'm not sure it makes any sense to apologise for going silent for a month. Honestly, while I did miss you, I'm not sure of how much I actually regret it. Heck, if I hadn't misunderstood your message and not responded... Moreover, what's the point of saying sorry for something I've done multiple times and might do again anyway? It probably does defeat the purpose of it. I do regret making you angry though. I'm not too proud of getting you pissed off, I honestly am sorry about that. That conversation just didn't go the way I'd have liked it to I guess...

[6/12/2018, 8:53 PM] Prathik: Also, is it just me or have things between us changed? I mean, the one month silence probably did more harm than good. It'd have probably been better had I never done anything, or had not stupidly misinterpreted what you said and stayed silent after all. I don't know, I'm not saying it has anything to do with you anyway. I know who's responsible if something is wrong after all.

[6/12/2018, 10:04 PM] Prathik: Oh, today I mixed NaOH with NH4Br, boiled it and inhaled it. I also had to do some speaking for a group activity in English, and I didn't really fuck it up at all or get shaky knees

Just saying. Anyway, which Tapasya acquaintances are you still in touch with?

[6/12/2018, 10:42 PM] Prathik: Oh look, they just killed off net neutrality in USA. Fucking Ajit Pai. As if he didn't have an incredibly punchable face to begin with.

...

[6/10/2018, 10:05 AM] Prathik: If you say so. Read at your own inconvenience.

Since I'm idiotic enough, I decided to read more of the dude's articles. Lost a ton of brain cells. Also, don't read the comments. Nutty, the lot of them.

[6/10/2018, 11:00 AM] Prathik: "The power of propaganda always surprises me. Only 30 years ago, homosexuality was almost universally condemned, and now it’s accepted in half the world and half the States. Clearly, the natural position worldwide is that homosexuality is a disorder, and should be condemned. The problem is, we lost the youth. Somehow, homosexual advocates were able to brainwash and indoctrinate them into accepting it. If you talk to anyone my age, they believe that homosexuality poses no health risks (homosexuals have a 5 times higher chance of getting HIV) and that they are born as homosexuals (despite no scientific evidence.) IMO this is a result of two things: homosexual propaganda (esp. through the internet) and the collapse of the traditional marriage model. The parents simply haven’t taught their children about Christianity and thus they are easy prey for the homosexual movement.

Honestly, I am very pessimistic and I feel that it’s only going to get worse as time goes on. More and more ‘Christians’ are accepting this behavior day by day and it’s heartbreaking."

Has to be the most ironic things I've ever read. Talks about propaganda and indoctrination, but completely turns a blind eye to how he's become what he is.

[6/10/2018, 6:29 PM] Prathik: And now, I've realised that I could have actually spent my time better by talking to you on the phone as you suggested. Not that I studied one bit as I planned to do.

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[6/9/2018, 1:56 AM] Garima Joshi: Bye now, love you.

[6/9/2018, 1:57 AM] Prathik: Bye. Love you.

...

if I could really recover from the depressed, socially anxious, and suicidal person I am today, believe me I'd let you know immediately. I promise.

...

[3/20/2018, 3:01 AM] Garima Joshi: I know you said you were tired. Thanks for sticking around. Always great talking to you.

[3/20/2018, 3:02 AM] Prathik: It's always fun talking to you. So.. yeah. Do we say goodnight or goodmorning at this point?

[3/20/2018, 3:03 AM] Prathik: Yeah. Stay safe in Delhi will you? Bye.

[3/20/2018, 3:04 AM] Garima Joshi: I'll try, I'll try.

Have a good day (today)

Bye, love you.

[3/20/2018, 3:06 AM] Prathik: I thought you said cheesy stuff were grossing you out...

I'm sorry, did I sound a little overprotective?

[3/20/2018, 3:13 AM] Garima Joshi: Okay Patrick I love you v much but I'll find you a wife tomorrow, for now you need those 2 hours 58 minutes of beauty sleep to rope in all those women

[3/20/2018, 3:13 AM] Prathik: Lulz. Fine. Love you too.

[dewitty1]

I was tagged

by @drarrymylove to say 10 things about myself, & Then by my lovely daughter @rose-grangerweasleyisbae, @drarrymylove (again, lol),  & @crystelgreene  sent me a get to know the blogger thingy, then @whipmyhairlikebangbang  sent me a 5 things I like about myself thing. Okay so here I am Smashing them all into one, because fact #1 I can be lazy AF sometimes. 

Age: I’ll be 49 on April 4th...

Birthplace: Outside of Memphis,Tennessee, USA. Fact #2 I like to say Y’all a lot, even though we only lived in Memphis until I was about 2. Though I did go back there for my Navy training which was a really fun coincidence ( CO INKY DINK).  And I like  to fake a southern accent sometimes too. Fact #3 I can pick up accents fairly well, I intend to practice my British accent when I’m in the UK next month.

Current time: about 4 pm pacific standard time

Drink you last had: Currently drinking Raspberry Lemonade

Easiest person to talk to: Probably the Dude @super-ultra-mega-kami-guru (aka my son) or my Bff who isn’t on tumblr.

Favorite Song: For which occasion? You’ve got to give me some kind of context here... I’ve got a shit ton of favorite songs, man... Right now I’m listening to my Favorites playlist, and it’s playing “I’m so Tired of Being Alone” by the Reverend Al Green. Hallelujah! Next up “ Going to California” by the legendary gods Led Zeppelin Fact #4 I sing almost all the time if i’m in a good mood. Like, half the time I don’t even realize I’m doing it. When we were driving across country from Mississippi to Seattle my dad made me move from behind him to behind my mom because I kept singing in his ear. I was like 7 or so. Oh, I CANNOT sing for shit....

Grossest memory: well I have a kid so... Also there was this one time my brother stepped on a nail and it went all the way through his foot, when he was like 4 or something....

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw, but I’m as loyal as a Hufflepuff

In love: What is love? (baby don’t hurt me) Dudes I’ve been single so long that I only know what love is by reading Drarry. And from my dude, and you, my friends. That’s it. Sad days... 

Jealous of people: I really shouldn’t be, should I? I’m so GahtDamb tired of being poor though, lemme tell you... I’m working on this...

Killed someone: Only in my head...

Love at first sight or should I walk by you again: I’m not oblivious unless I’m reading, lol... IDK about love at first sight though. Maybe butterflies though...

Middle name: its’ Ann. Fact #5 I was named after the Hollies’ song “Carrie-Anne”. (https://youtu.be/l_e--JwaJtY) Number of Siblings: one younger brother, and he’s the Golden Boy. I’m the Black Sheep.

One wish: Just one? More wishes...

Person you called last: My BFF.

Question you are always asked: “Do you make TeePees?” ( for work) or the other one is “Where did you get that tattoo?” usually indicating my Rocket Man tattoo on my right forearm. Fact #6 I have 10 tattoos - My first tattoo was a set of butterflies on my left butt-cheek at the ripe old age of 23. Then I got my Navy eagle in my left upper chest, a cat (somewhere :) ), then a lot later for my divorce I got a tramp stamp butterfly on my lower back, for my 40th birthday I got a flaming winged heart on my right inside bicep, then I got two on the same day - a Chinese zodiac symbol:The Rooster on my left outside ankle, and a little bug with my dude’s name & birthday on my right outside ankle. Then came some lyrics from Christina Aguilera’s song Beautiful on my left inside forearm, then the Rocket Man, then a BFF tattoo on my left inside ankle last year. Whee!

Reasons to smile: I’m going to the UK next month for my 49th birthday!

Song you last sang: 1999 by Prince

Time you woke up: many, many times during the night/early morning. I rolled out of bed around 10am or so though...

Underwear color: Tan

Worst habit: Procrastinating (on the internet especially ( T_T) side eye at Tumblr...) X_rays: Got a mammogram coming up soon, does that count? Last real x_ray was for my neck a couple years ago. I’ve got rooster beak calcification, and a fun calcification that’s set to poke through to my throat sometime? fun,,hey?

Favorite food: Delicious fucking food... 

Zodiac sign: Aries (WAR FUCK YEAH!!!) Chinese Zodiac - Rooster (cock, hahaha) Moon - Moon in Scorpio Ok more facts

Fact #7 I went to 11 different schools before the middle of ninth grade, because I was a Navy brat mostly. Fact #8 Everywhere we lived I’ve always had a cat. Even on Guam. I once had about 20 outdoor cats.

Fact #9 My family tree on my Father’s side basically stops at my great grandfather because his parents gave him to the neighbors, and then skedaddled. We have no idea what our real name is supposed to be.

Fact #10 I have a degree in Hospitality Management (Culinary Arts), and I taught at the same school I went to. I taught Dining Room & Banquet Management.

Things I like about myself: I’m a fantastic friend. I stand up for what I believe in, I try to be a good mom, I like that I know a lot about Music, Movies & food & I’ve got skills!  Thanks for these Y’all! Not going to tag anyone back though! 

Love, Carey  Bye!!! 

[rockettcnovak]

Tag Meme

Get to know me! Tagged by (Hey I wasn’t even tagged by anybody, this was just in my like folder and I assumed its because I wanted to do it)

Rules: answer 30 questions then tag 20 blogs you would like to know better.

1. Nicknames: Rae, Rocky, and Clay 2. Gender: female 3. Star sign: Scorpio 4. Height: 5′8″ 5. Time: 6:21 PM 6. Birthday: October 25th 7. Favourite bands: MCR, Placebo, The Eagles, Senses Fail. etc. 8. Favourite solo artist: PelleK 9. Song stuck in my head: The Only Medicine - Scary Kids Scaring Kids 10. Last movie watched: Spiderman: Homecoming 11. Last show watched: Vampire Knight (I’m rewatching it though i also watched it when I was 11) 12. When did I create my blog: I don’t remember like 5 years ago.  13. What do I post: memes 14. Last thing I googled: “Does Yen show up in Blood & Wine” (v important to me tbh) 15. Do you have other blogs: yeah, I have 3 that i use. This is actually a sideblog of @castielpondered which is my main blog, but she’s real fancy and old. 16. Do you get asks: not really 17. Why did you choose your url: That’s my fucking name, I’m not a creative genius.  18. Following: 502 19. Followers: idk, on this blog? Maybe 300 tbh/ 20. Favourite colours: grey, then blue.  21. Average hours of sleep: 3-4 (this is what my fitbit tells me.  22. Lucky number: 17 23. Instruments?: I played the clarinet and the trombone in school, then I took violin lessons for like 5 years.  24. What am I wearing: A totoro t-shirt and a tennis skort I had since i played tennis in middle school. 25. How many blankets I sleep with: there are three blankets on my bed, but i only use one. 26. Dream job: I WANT TO BE A WRITER.  27. Dream trip: I really wanna go to Ireland.  28. Favourite food: I like mashed potatoes. 29. Nationality: Born and raised on the east coast of the USA 30. Favourite song now: Round Here - Counting Crows

I’m not gonna tag 20 people. I’m gonna tag @julianjoystark @ahoy-spudnik and @dunsparcee cause y’all are babes. 

[tkblogforfun]

I'm always one step ahead

(Vietnamese say: Thur, 5(December) No event btw)

Pretty sure it's like 4 Dec in the USA or some shit rn.

The time zone is sooooooo funny heh

[shwarthog]

Okay, so how should I begin this?

I’ve never been blogging, like ever, yet I feel like I need to put all that’s going on in my head in words, just to have something left maybe? Or maybe because my thoughts have been such a shitstorm recently that I need to crystallize them, to put some order and shape back in my life.

So, I guess it begins with a departure. I left my hometown for a four months internship in Denmark, in the very nice small city of Aarhus. I don’t really know what to expect. Maybe I should try to stop expecting stuff to happen, just to be more open minded, and less disappointed.

I’ve only been here for three days but those days have been so crazy that I lost track of time. I arrived on the 27th at 9 pm, and basically a few moments after my arrival I found my roomies preparing for what seemed to be the party of the year. A teacher I met earlier in the bus from the airport had already told me a bit about that but I wasn’t really expecting to go for long. But holy cow, we woke up at 4 am to get there and have a spot. It really was more of a festival than a party.

They call it kapsejlads and it’s pure madness. Thousands of students on the shores of a lake in the campus, partying for a whole 24h or more. It really felt like what Woodstock would have been like, maybe a little colder and with fewer superstars though.

It had been a while since I had not drunk that much, I think I blacked out for like 4 or 5 hours. But it was really fun, I met so much fun and friendly people! From Italy, Spain, Mexico, Netherlands, USA, France and a lot of others. But still, even if I was having fun my mind kept wandering, 

Can I really be happy here?

How can I put the past away?

How the fuck am I supposed to move forward when there’s so much I’m attached to; when every memory is pulling me back?

There are so many things going on in my life at the same time and I feel so lost. So stranded and astray. So far from everything I knew. I guess it’s normal to be homesick but still. It’s a terrible feeling, I hope I will move on quickly. I hope I won’t become obsessed with what I wanted to get away from just because now I miss it.

Anyway, this is going nowhere, but still, words are the only way I have to vent what I feel and calm down. It also feels weird to think that people I don’t know might read that, or that nobody ever might read that...

Back to Denmark!

It looks like I brought some sunshine when I arrived and it feels really nice, because the weather here can be really terrible, and it changes so quickly!

So, this has to end somewhere, I’ll be beginning my internship tomorrow, I hope everything will be fine. The engineering school building looks amazing in pictures, I wonder how it will be when I’ll see it with my own eyes.

Until next time humans!

Shwarthog

[shreyasken]

The Fallback

As usual, Apu woke up at 6:45 am. He checked his phone and realised that this is the first out of the three alarms he schedules on a weekday. One at 6:45 am, next at 7, and the last one at 7:15. 7:15 - that is the deadline for him to get up, otherwise he will be late for gym.

He pressed the snooze button and drifted back to sleep, thinking he will get up with the next alarm. He does as well. 7 am - good time to wake up. He got out of the bed, and folded his quilt. Then he held the loft, and pushed his body forward. The folding and the stretching are important to him. They lighten him up; motivate him for his next routine.

Thereafter, he brushed his teeth and undressed. He looked at himself in the full-length mirror, assured that yes, he is losing weight. He wore a light tee and basketball shorts, and walked towards the kitchen. Eating some dry fruits, he contemplated on getting a cup of black coffee. 'Caffeine early in the morning gives you an adrenaline kick, and makes you work harder than expected at the gym' - he had read somewhere. He decided against it, and started walking to the gym.

On one of these routine days, he correlated this walk to various sequences of a regular movie. Starting at his apartment - calm, peaceful, birds chirping around. Then a left turn, and here comes the butchers’ lane. The whole lane is lined up with meat selling shops (full of hues and cries of the animals) and garbage. These animals in the cages, as a collective, do not have an emotion. Some of them are not anticipating anything, as they do not know how a free animal’s life is supposed to be. But some of them have caught a glimpse of their friends getting cut into pieces, and are worried if today is their day. The shop owners do not sympathize with these animals. They are fresh, happy, and are looking forward to the day with a cup of tea in their hands. The sentiment of this road (according to Apu’s the-trip-to-gym-resembles-a-movie) is chaos, confusion and tension. This lane leads to the main road, wherein many humans appear. They are waiting at the bus stop, driving their cars, or are running towards their workplaces. This road represents the movie's high-paced climax, involving a million sidekicks of the villain and the hero, who tears every obstacle apart and reaches to his destination (in this case the gym). The gym, located in a quiet area, represents the end of the movie - beautiful scenery, happy people, and a better future. 

However, understand that Apu does not go through the whole emotional cycle everyday. This was a one-off thought. On a regular day, he plugs in his earphones and listens to his three favorite songs - ‘Alright’ by Kendrick Lamar, ‘Run the Jewels’ by Run the Jewels, and ‘These Walls’ again by Lamar. You might think that he listens to these high-energy songs to prepare himself for the gym, but that’s not the case. They do not affect him. Lately, nothing affects him at all, and that is what he has been aiming for from a long time.

The gym session is exhaustive and dreadful. In Apu's head it is a drag, but he tries to be optimistic about it. Apu is not a healthy guy, so he wears out in the first 20 minutes. The remaining 40-50 minutes is just pushing himself till the workout regime ends. The best thing to come out of the gym for Apu is going back home, looking at himself in the mirror again, and drinking his protein shake.

He then gets ready for work, and reaches office by 9:45. The 15 minutes early arrival is to eat breakfast at the office pantry. Work is good - Apu enjoys what he does, and gives in a 100%. He speaks to his colleagues politely, and keeps everything organised. His work, demanding and challenging, takes up around sixty percent of his work hours. The rest of his workday is spent in different activities - stalking people on social media, observing his females colleagues, and thinking about what would happen if he quit today.

People at his office start heading home at 6 sharp. Apu heads a vertical at the company, and has eight people working under him - young kids, fresh out of college. He does not want to portray himself as a strict superior, more of a ‘chill boss’ vibe. He never instructs the kids to stay back and work overtime, overachieve their targets. Everyone heads out of the office, except a few people including him. He reads, browses the Internet, and checks if there is any new email in his work folder to respond to.

Back home at 7:30 pm, he lies down on his bed for a while. The same questions cloud his head.

What the hell did I do all day today? Total waste!

Why am I doing this to myself?

Am I happy living this life?

Should I find a girl for myself? Life would be way more cheerful then. 

Maybe I need to relax. It’s just a matter of time. I will get into that business school I applied at, and then America! 

Let’s calm ourselves down. No need to find a girl for yourself. You are happy living alone. You love solitude.

Concentrate on 3 things right now - health, work, and dating. And B-school. Yes, 4 things.

9 pm. Wow, I wasted over ninety fucking minutes on these thoughts! Seriously need to get a life.

Dinner is another time consuming activity. Not having a cook makes things a little difficult for him. Either order some food, or eat some oats. Let’s order some food. I have eaten enough oats.

By 10:30 pm, Apu is ready to sleep. A good night’s sleep is necessary for him to perform at gym the next day.

Very important to go to the gym.

But he stays up till 11 pm, reading a book. This year he has promised himself to read two books a month - a whopping twenty-four books in the whole year! He is a bit behind schedule, but that’s ok. The trilogy is taking a bit of time, and maybe he can count it as three books instead of one.

What a beautiful fuckin’ life.  

** 

“Hey man! Come for dinner tonight. Birthday was on Tuesday, so thought will throw a party tonight.”

“Perfect! Will be there!”

Wow, he turned 28 this year! Time flies fast! I remember meeting this dude when we were 15 or something.

Yes, time flies fast. Look at Apu himself – He had the whole plan chalked out. Get out of college, work for two years, then write the management examination. Go to the best business school, work at a consulting firm for some time, and then move to the USA with wifey and kids. Though, things did not exactly move this way. He went through a boring desk job for 4 years. In this tenure he wrote the management examination twice, and failed every time. His girlfriend broke up with him because of his desk job and the delay in the career move. He quit shortly after, and moved to a small company. He and his girlfriend got back together for sometime, but broke up again.

Not her fault. She was not happy. I am taking too much time in moving up the corporate ladder.

Actually, the corporate ladder is fine. The ‘ladder of life’ would be a better description. Yes, I am taking a lot of time moving up the ladder of life.

People won’t wait for me. I need to make things happen. I need discipline, focus, and determination.

And hence, the rigorous schedule. 

At the dinner, Apu is cheerful. It’s been long since he met his friends who live in this part of the city. I should meet these guys often. We have seen so much together.

The friend initiates some small talk. “So how is it going? Work and life? All good?”

“Yeah, all ok.” Apu talks about his work. Then he mentions his daily schedule - how he is an early riser, and manages working out before work. He also talks about his personal life and the creative habits he is into post work hours.

“Wow. You get free by 7? That is unbelievable. I get done with work by 10, sometimes even 10:30!"

“Me too!” said the girl sitting next to him. The pretty one. 

“Yeah man. I have never seen the city at 10 actually. You know how it is at Investment Banking. I have a lot on my plate, so I usually get out of office around 11!” said the fat guy with the spectacles. 

“Hmm. Yes, I have some liberties. It is easy to finish work and get out of office early. Though my last job was tough - just like you guys.” Apu says. 

He realised he should not have said this. Why am I justifying? It is good to get free early and go home. Do something productive, creative. Why do not people understand that?  

Or is it? Maybe my job is not that great! What am I doing anyway? The company does not even make a difference in the lives of more than 50 people on this planet. Wow, I am clearly not doing enough.

Apu books a cab and goes back home, a bit remorseful about the whole evening. The cab driver was listening to some Hindi radio channel.

"Can you turn the volume down a bit?" Apu asks the driver. 

"Oh, sure sir." The music almost fades out.

The next morning, the first alarm buzzes. Fuck it.  

Then the next one goes abuzz. Oh c’mon ! Just let me sleep. 

The third one. Just shut the fuck up. I can miss the gym at least a day in the whole week.

First of the many to come.

[stone-man-warrior]

February 12, 2021: 4:21 pm:

https://www.cbs.com/shows/the-takeout/

https://twitter.com/CBSNews/status/1360306116685565954

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Major_Garrett

All signs point to The Takeout.

Major Elliot Garret, CBS news Chief Washington Correspondent.

The hostess with the mostess.

Bring him some Krispy Kreme’s, my treat.

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4:38 pm:

The record will show that a small airplane buzzed low and slow over my house at 4:38 pm.

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4:52 pm:

For those keeping score, I am winning.

https://www.premierguitar.com/articles/31382-mesaboogie-bandlander-50-100---winter-gear-slam-21?goal=0_93db14e670-536d3a40aa-65512397&mc_cid=536d3a40aa&mc_eid=941be062ce

Mesa Engineering: Badlander 50:

Made in USA at the World Wide Arm Wrestling Championship HQ City, Petaluma California.

When the terror takes over, they always go straight to the very best, first.

Mesa Engineering, World’s Premier Amplification Manufacturer.

Made in USA, by Canadian terror soldiers.

I like that Badlander 50.

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5:52 pm:

Here, you can watch and listen to two Canadian terror soldiers, Brad the Guitologist of YouTube fame, and Jeff Kiesel of Kiesel Guitars, as they use coded language on Google/YouTube to explain to other terror soldiers the intricate details of how US Citizen, disabled Medicare, Social Security beneficiaries make good targets for many reasons. They openly talk about “Partner Production”, forced experimental surgery on US disabled citizens, with use of Music Industry terminology as a shell basis for the terror language about kidnap and murder of US Citzen disabled people, the income that such people have, and how such Social Security income can be perpetuated after the victims are killed. They talk about a lot more than that with their coded language.

Kiesel has sent me two exploding guitars in my lifetime to my knowledge, and I suspect he sent others that were stolen in transit, and exploded when others in my neighborhood opened the case.

I may have been wrong when I reported that Mark Kiesel exploded along with Donald Trump at the Fred Meyer Gas Station on January 6, 2021, it looks as though I got Mark and Jeff Kiesel mixed up in my memory, so, that man I saw at the Fred Meyer Gas Station was more likely to have been Jeff Kiesel who exploded in a white bus when Donald Trump who was with him, and some others in the bus, opened the guitar case the Kiesel was going to send to me.

The Bus exploded out front of the Grants Pass Oregon Department of Motor Vehicles on Beacon Drive.

When US national Security is done jacking off, and wants to know more, I can say a lot more about Kiesel Guitars, Donald Trump, Fred Meyer, where the C-4 comes from, and a lot about kidnapped US Citizens of all backgrounds who are kidnapped and used as experimental amputation and plastic surgery victims and kept as pets by SAG members.

Until then, you can learn a lot by watching all of the Brad the Guitologist YouTube presentations to learn how to use music industry terms as basis for saying Canadian terror marching orders from Google/YouTube.

The way you can know that Kiesel Guitars are tools of terror soldiers, where buying one will be followed by an assassin, is to see that Kiesel Guitars are sold only factory direct. That is a common formula for terror take out of many “Businesses”. And, see that they make very pretty guitars, is bait, shiny, like a fish lure, and, especially, see that Kiesel makes weird, 8 string, and 9 string, maybe 10 string guitars at their shop, that tells musicians who are in the know about terror takeover to stay away from Kiesel to avoid confusion. The guitars are only a front for mass murder there.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=00ReU6IGACo

https://www.youtube.com/c/BradLinzyTheGuitologist/videos

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6:22 pm:

https://twitter.com/Pontifex/status/1360204506743545865

The progression of Pope Tweets is a online Vatican request to purchase or otherwise obtain military grade arms.

The Twitter feed malfunctioned when I went to read the Pontifex account and presented that photo of “The Hanging Gardens of Babylon“ there. That photo is a part of today’s Trump Impeachment hearing, in a number of extremely complex ways that US national security is simply not interested in learning, they absolutely refuse to do their jobs, and are allowing ... assisting hard core mass murders who took over US Government, the current US Congress and President is who I mean when I say hard core mass murderers, to continue to kill and replace the population.

This is in response to the Pontifex request for conventional military weaponry: Melania is open for business, again.

https://twitter.com/thehill/status/1360356524531601418

Those drapes where the gold is showing through, is another piece to the “Hanging Gardens of Babylon“ terror comm.

What that is, the “Hanging Gardens of Babylon” is usually Nancy Pelosi’s nick name when money, or goods, or services are requested by terror operatives, she becomes the “Hanging Gardens of Babylon“, as the “Speaker” who is doing the babbling. This time is different, Melania seems  to have taken on the role of the arms dealer, while the senate hearings are the “Babylon“, they just keep talking about bullshit that does not matter and won‘t make any difference ever, while all eyes are fixed on the the bullshit hearing distraction, meanwhile, a Biblical Sized set of terror events are taking place in the shadows, behind closed doors, probably in the same building where the bullshit hearing is being done.

Those gold hanging portions of draperies in the Senate hearing room, combined with the Twitter glitch that made that add come up with that gal in the bikini, means all systems are GO!. the Pieces, two of them for a Hanging Gardens Terror scenario, are all present and accounted for. There is a ton of other comm from the hearing that goes with this Vatican request for US Military conventional weaponry where Melania Trump has set up a “Pop-Up” arms vending kiosk, right there at the Capitol Building, not Mar-a-lago.

US national security personnel will likely be told some other bullshit, and they will be the ones that make the arrangements for the delivery of the tanks, airplanes, boats, big guns and bullets that will be taken to places that suit the Vatican, British, and Hollywood terror leadership.

This is not the first time the “Hanging Gardens of Babylon” has been used for supplying the Canadian/British/Vatican terror army with US Military equipment from the US Fake Congress and Office of (SAG) President at the White House.

Read carefully:

The people who are occupying the US Government are terrorists who took over, they are draining all of the US Military equipment out of US Possession, and into the hands of terror army platoons elsewhere, and within USA for use later on against the remaining population, and against other nations for Global Domination Under the Cross, Vatican/Britain rule, and Screen Actor Guild leadership who will become what they call themselves as “The Master Race” who train and command many custom surgically altered slave people to serve the needs of the terror leadership. That is what the “Partner Production“ has been for, to do experimental surgeries for the surgeons to learn what limits there are to crafting custom tailored human beings to use as slaves.

Do a search for: “US Military equipment on a train“ to see a small glimpse of the truth, the amount of equipment being sent away is enormous, and what you will find is only what people were able to see and film, a small percentage of what really is happening is shown.

Say Bye-Bye.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGp6AmhUv4g

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Military leaders convention Q & A from reporters:

☺ “I have a question for the Admiral of the Pacific Fleet, US navy”

☻ “I am the Admiral of the Pacific Fleet, what is your question?”

☺ “Admiral, I need to know who you take your orders from“

☻ “Military commanders take their orders from the Commander in Chief, who rely’s on US Congress to make military decisions”

☺ “Who would take your orders from in event that Congress and White House were hijacked, and the people there have been fooling everyone, and then you were made aware of that, that all of government was fake, and was fooling every one?“

☻ “I take my orders from the Commander in Chief”

☺ “You don‘t understand the question... in event that you learned that the Commander in Chief was a false president, then, who would you take your orders from?”

☻ “I would adhere to my duty to take orders from the Office of the President, the Commander in Chief”

We are all fucked because there are no rules anymore.

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8:52 pm:

Local Conditions:

40 degrees (F) and drizzle. Absence of wind.

new terror assassins team at 445 Jackpine, looks like a group of four so far. They are associated with Chartrand 376 Jackpine, and with US Postal Service terror cell. That group is likely to be the source of some new and different computer hacking I experienced today.

My guess is Vintage King Audio terror associates is also nearby. VKA and the US Postal Service are key players in “Partner Production”. The USPS is known as “The Stork” because part of the mail carrier’s normal daily routine as a terror army operative is to bring small kidnapped children to the Seventh Day Adventist nannies who raise them as disposable terror soldiers for doing the more dangerous attack and spy work for the Canadian terror army under Screen Actor Guild command hidden in Twitter news stories and in email promotions from the music industry. I suspect the new terror pansies at 445 Jackpine are hear in response to enlightened email I sent to Vintage King Audio in anticipation of luring some hard core murderous terror soldiers to my home, so that I can defend myself, and in doing so, perhaps gain attention from real national security personnel, so that maybe they will help me to regain some freedom, and interview me about what I have learned about global terrorism over the course of my lifetime, and mostly over the past twenty years or so here in Oregon.

The email I sent to Vintage King Audio was such that it should have produced a quick response, and indeed there are signs of such a response, so, all I need to do, is wait for the pansies at 445 Jackpine to make their move. They are likely to play the “Friendly new neighbor routine” where someone comes over to say they moved into the neighborhood, and brings some baked goods, while asking for some kind of item, tool, container, or other thing in return. They attack while the victim is looking for the thing they say they need.

Deadmotherfuckerswaitingtohappen are at 445 Jackpine, in league with whoever is occupying the Chartrand terror cell at 376 currently, as all of the Chartrand’s have been dead for more than six months, yet all of their belongings and vehicles remain at 376, and other people are always there watching, spying, and continuously scheming to try to kill me, while keeping me imprisoned inside of my home.

I suspect Portland Postal Police could be the terror cell at 445 Jackpine, there is one who goes by the name Officer Goonze, hence, the “Goonze Squad” name given to the Portland Postal Police.

“Lick it, stamp it, send it” is their motto.

The grey Mazda Oregon License 098 MDE I think it was, that was at 520 Jackpine, the people that had hopped the fence and stayed there for only one day, with big dogs, is no longer there at 520 Jackpine, and the place once again looks deserted as it normally does until new assassins come to occupy that for attack at my house, happens about one day per week, I don’t often get a chance to see their vehicles though.

I heard one gun shot in the distance from the direction of Grants Pass Community Church just one minute after passing by the cameras that are pointing at my driveway at Monroe’s terror cell. The cameras are everywhere, as I take a walk, I pass by where the terror bastards know where I am, and when I am there, and that is the time they begin their offensive attacking, County Sheriff is always on call to do the necessary frame work, replacement terror soldier plant, and the dirty job of paper work.

I took this photo on February 3, 2021. There, on that stump, on that thin pole at the top of it, is a camera. I am standing on my driveway near my driveway gate, that camera is fixed on the place where I walk, and is where I need to park to open and close the gate when I drive through there. That wire fence is the fence line that separates my property from where Monroe’s took over the property at 434 Jackpine about five years ago.

I have some other pictures I tried to send to my email, but the terror bastards have my phone hijacked, and the photo won‘t send until I kill the son of bitch at 445 Jackpine, then, it will send.

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10:01 pm:

Another short walk outside, and that’s one down. Three to go at 445.

They have accomplices stationed at Strong’s at 3747 Russell Road it looks like, there is a dead terror soldier evac happening now somewhere near 598 Jackpine, Manning terror cell, could be at 600 Jackpine Taylor terror cell.

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10:29 pm:

Two more pictures taken on February 3, 2021. This is another angle of that same camera pointing at me for murder hit information as I walk by on my driveway, there is nothing else for that camera to see, it’s pointing at me all of the time, and that is only one of many such cameras pointed at me from many places at Monroe’s. I think the cameras they use for trying to kill me were sent to me by potentially helpful people who don‘t understand that I am the last remaining US Citizen for hundreds of miles around, the terror army is not going to allow me to get anything in the mail or by other delivery other than a bill for electricity, insurance, mortgage, phone or internet service. They certainly will never allow me to get any packages in the mail.

This one is a telescope on a tripod. That too, is pointed right at me when I take a walk or drive somewhere, it looks like it has a camera attached to the side where the viewing scope is at. That telescope has been pointed at me for a long time, from different places, they move that one around from time to time.

Please send help.

There are no public safety persons in Oregon.

All of the citizens have been killed and replaced with terror soldiers from Canada, some US Citizens may be held captive as slaves.

There is no more US national guard, they too were all killed and replaced long ago.

There are no medical services for US Citizens, so, if you do come to help, you need to bring your own hospital.

Please send US Military. There are approximately 50,000 armed terror soldiers in Josephine county. About 75,000 in Jackson county. About 25,000 in Douglass county, and about 25,000 more in Klamath county. Those are conservative estimates.

Be prepared for a verity of poison gasses, armed people who conceal small weapons, swords, nitrous oxide and other “Boutique” airborne gasses that make you sick, unable to defend.

Be prepared for an army that looks like white Christian church goers, married “Mating Pairs” of terror soldiers mostly from Quebec Canada, are bi-lingual French and English, most are illiterate, cannot read English, have “British Still” custom education, is all backwards and alternate English language use.

Please send help.

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February 13, 2021: 1:13 pm: Extra:

https://twitter.com/ReutersUK/status/1360622398098309123

Reuters UK requests more BBC information about the “Hanging Gardens of Babylon“ US Military Arms arrangement where the US Shill government does not “sell” arms to Vatican/British terror forces, but rather “hands them over, up the command chain“ because that is what they are there in the US Government to achieve.

So, by request:

“Hanging Gardens of Babylon” terror comm turns into a “Chest of Drawers” after the transfer of the military equipment is complete, for communication purposes.

“Chest of Drawers”:

“Birds of a Feather, Flock to Heather”

She’s dead though, so, that is an old saying for terror comm, is obsolete.

When Tom Fitton Jehovah’s Witness is involved in the comm, “Chest of Drawers” looks more like this:

All is symbolic, and is dependent on the intended recipient of the terror comm.

One man‘s gun is another man‘s bullet, when real terror speaks.

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February 13, 2021: 1:44 pm:

“Time Warp Terror”

What we are seeing on Twitter and presented on all of the news media everywhere about US Government activities, such as the fake impeachment, is all old news that never really happened.

Think about this:

When an author writes a book, it can take many years to complete the book, then get a publisher, then make changes the publisher demands in order that they will print to book.

Also, when musicians write music, the songs are often ten years old before they are ever recorded and made available to purchase.

Those ideas can help you understand that the reality of news media, is all fake, old, and augmented.

That Hanging Gardens of Babylon arms arrangement is old, has been done before with the very same video presentations at the same fake impeachment in 2008 on Beta Twitter, a time before Twitter was made publicly available, but was presented all on fast forward in Oregon, about ten years worth of Twitter time line played out over about a two year time frame.

All of the people we are currently seeing as US Congress, are all either much older than is shown, and are somewhere other than at the US Capitol, or, have died of old age by now.

The scenes are all pre-fabricated to produce some kind of result in real-time, with use of Time Warp of old video made possible by the skills and expertise of Screen Actor Guild and the complex experience of the SAG Writers Guild, in association to the worlds leading cryptographers at GCHQ SIS MI6 Britain.

The pre-fabricated videos work to produce the desired results, while also making enough questionable activity at US Capitol to draw in investigative people there. I suspect there are some wicked traps set up at the US Capitol for capturing those who might go there looking for answers.

Whatever the case is, the videos are all fake, are old, been done before, will work again later. They produce desired results for SAG/Britain.

The people involved don’t do what they do for money. Rather, they are all protected, they are all safe, and they all live comfortably while they are killing everyone, so, a money trail to find the leaders is not going to work, could find the terror army, but not the leaders with following a money trail.

This is the prize they are working to gain control of:

All of it.

That, and everyone, and everything on it, is the prize.

That is why they do what they do without much money involvement to follow to find the leadership, although astronomical amounts of money change hands to achieve the goal, it’s all done in ways that are made to look legit.