#it is so full of my bpd

[bunnymothmartyr]

Meet Arsenic!

My third fursona, acting more like a second sona in command, canonically roommate with Leo and created by Martyr with some of Leo's characteristics as to keep them for him.

[this is our relationship] [arsenic is being so nice to me i hope there is no anti freeze in this green leafy]

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i use dissociation more than anything i’ve ever learned in my 10yrs of therapy

[mobblespsycho100]

kabru as a pwnpd headcanon is genuinely so iconic that man rlly is odysseus' hubristic tendencies made manifest tbh . . .

[skrunksthatwunk]

ok soooo im like 5 episodes into dear brother and i need you guys to know how much i love rei so far if only for her staggering around like a rain-soaked stray dog just haggard and unseeing all the time. like we know very little about her thus far except that every scene she's in she steals the show by flopping and wilting all over the frame

[cconfusedkat]

I wanted to mention i do in fact have NPD (narcissistic personality disorder) so whenever i make any hc regarding a character with npd it is all based on my own experiences regarding my disorder !!!

For kallamar hes been neglected his whole childhood as well as not getting enough praise as a child , thus forcing himself into academics at a faster pace than everyone else for recognition from his peers ,,, hir pmv will be the only colored one just to represent hir better sense of self compared to the other bishops :-3c

^ Shamura has avpd (avoidant personality disorder), Heket has bpd (borderline personality disorder) , and Leshy often derealizes && forgets about the reality of things (Narinder doesnt exactly struggle with a sense of self ,, hes also probably the only one out of the family to. Like. Not struggle with identity ? Hes 100% aware of reality , its mainly just the social aspect of life hes a lil bad at ,,, Autism™ )

I *wouldve* given one of them aspd (antisocial personality disorder) But. I do not have aspd! Even with enough research of this disorder i think its not my place to hc anyone with aspd just cuz ive zero experience with it 👍👍 the ring of cluster pd's are Broken </3 /sil

[bunnihearted]

ཻ۪۪♡.

[gunkbaby]

Being a shuu fan is so hard bc people automatically assume you also ship shuuneki

[katyspersonal]

[neurotypical-sonic]

thinking about bpd amy

[unbearable-swagger]

Hello! If this question is too intrusive, feel free to not respond. I'm just curious, what is it like to have both NPD and BPD?

I feel like this question is hard to answer because I don't really have a metric for what it's like to have neither, or just one, since I've never experienced that.

The lines between them are really blurry I think. A lot of symptoms come from both or are definitely not normal but can't be traced back to one specifically. I definitely have a weird experience with empathy because of them. I don't feel empathy for most people, but I do feel it for my FPs/chosen people to a certain degree. It's hard to pin down what is and isn't empathy though. I'm very protective of my FPs/chosen people, so when someone or something hurts them it can feel like empathy but really just be anger that the world would hurt them. Jealousy also overlaps between them a lot.

Definitely it doesn't feel like I'm having two distinct experiences but rather one big disorder, even though I fit the diagnostic criteria for both.

[daz4i]

let me preface this by clarifying i am not anti therapy in any way whatsoever and in fact encourage people to get therapy if they can and even go the extra step to help friends find the right type of therapy that may help them

ok now that that's out of the way.

therapy is bullshit man you go to a therapist saying "hey. i wanna kill myself. can you help me stop wanting to kill myself somehow?" and they go "sure! first step, stop wanting to kill yourself" and you say "well i can't. that's why i came to you. bc i don't know. how to stop wanting to kill myself" and they'll say "that's a shame. i can't help you if you want to kill yourself. that'll be 125$ please"

[ducksbuttocks]

the thing is. i didn't have a single day of rest this summer. like for me it hasn't been summer yet and it won't be until june 2025. and it's only been partially my choice the rest i was forced into. so maybe it's bitter and unfair and petty but i hope it rains on all their holidays and i hope they lightly sprain an ankle on the first day and also i hope they get stung by jellyfish <3

[harmonybarmy]

licherally I've had people with bpd tell me girl I think you have bpd. and I'm like nah....maybe so, but nah. And it's so funny now because I'm reading up on it and uhhh...I'm thinking it's leaning more towards maybe so.

[vvindication]

can always tell when a Penis Explosion is coming up these past few months (past year even?) my PMS (Pre-Mortem Syndrome) makes me an insane person now

[wildermouse]

y’all i think i’m hypomanic

[middleagedmanyaoi]

hypomanic and railed some adderall to get my school work done and had my 2 daily energy drinks like an hour ago so apologies. about how annoying i will be.