#it is 2:38 am and i cannot fall asleep bc i am thinking about them. insane

[crows-of-buckets]

Thinking too hard about Aviae and Zevrans friendship and it's making me Ill

[frighthouseofalighthouse]

I'M GONNA DO IT TO EM' ALL ASKS THAT YOU REBLOG TONIGHT TILL 10 AM TOMORROW.... DO THEM!!!!

Hey, you had to do it to ‘em! Here they are starting with the most recent.

“Weird asks that say a lot”

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

Coffee mugs because you can use them for everything. Teacups are too small for a proper cuppa.

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

Chocolate bars always.

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

Bubblegum, which I miss so much. I haven’t had it in over 2 years bc of my braces

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

I didn’t go to public school but all the adults who dealt with me said I was sociable and tried to get everyone to do the group projects but no one listened so I ended up sitting alone reading and quietly doing the project.

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

Glass BOTTLES make it taste superior.

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

Pastel boho preppy goth best describes my style.

7. earbuds or headphones?

Earbuds, but only rubber tipped ones. The plastic ones never fit in my ears. Also headphones never cover my whole ear right. :/

8. movies or tv shows?

TV shows keep my attention span better.

9. favorite smell in the summer?

Brewing thunderstorms.

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

None. But trampoline if I had to pick.

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

Scrambled eggs, peanut butter toast, and some kind of fruit.

12. name of your favorite playlist?

My main one is Things You Love. My one for writing is Queen And Country, and my other two favorites are Summer Songs and A Queen Knows How To Fight A War.

13. lanyard or key ring?

Key ring, lanyards get in the way.

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

Swedish Fish or Sour Patch Kids.

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

OH MAN. To Kill A Mockingbird, The Great Gatsby, Fahrenheit 451, The Grapes Of Wrath, and The Handmaid’s Tale were definitely my top 5 in English class.

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

Curled up sideways in an armchair with my legs slung over the arm. Sitting normally sucks.

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

Either pair of my black boots, or my pink floral Skechers that I wear to work.

18. ideal weather?

60 degrees, cloudy, windy, with a chance of rain.

19. sleeping position?

On my right side, arms around a fluffy pillow, one leg out straight and the other drawn up with my knee to my chest.

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

Laptop. I’m trying to exercise my hand and wrist so I don’t tire as quick of notebook writing, though.

21. obsession from childhood?

History, Nancy Drew books, Harry Potter, and ghost stories.

22. role model?

The person I am but don’t think I am.

23. strange habits?

Pulling my shirt collar up over my nose and mouth/putting it in my mouth and chewing on it.

24. favorite crystal?

Amethyst, my birthstone! Close second is blue goldstone. (Have you ever seen it? It looks like the universe. I have a worrystone made of blue goldstone and it’s one of my prized possessions.)

25. first song you remember hearing?

Something from church probably. Outside of church probably one of these: If I Had A Hammer // Peter, Paul and Mary, Puff The Magic Dragon // Peter, Paul and Mary, Scarborough Fair // Simon & Garfunkel, The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald // Gordon Lightfoot.

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

Sit in the shade.

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

Drink tea, read, and play either Pokemon or Nancy Drew and the Clue Benders Society on my 3DS.

28. five songs to describe you?

The Pines // Roses & Revolutions, I Am Here // Pink, Walk Me Home // Pink, Call Home // Heathers (not the musical), Traveler’s Song // Aviators

29. best way to bond with you?

Talk to me about history, crime, musicals, books, or tv shows

30. places that you find sacred?

Natural swamps. Libraries. Old, overgrown gardens. Anywhere historic. Pine forests at dusk. Anywhere under a clear night sky.

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

A plaid shirt, black leggings, and black boots with dark neutral lipstick and a black choker.

32. top five favorite vines?

Fre she vocado, BENTLEY NOOOOO, uhhh I sure hope it does, the one of Lin Manuel-Miranda trying to brainstorm, and this bitch empty YEEt

33. most used phrase in your phone?

Idk how to find this out

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

Idk if this is just a local thing here but WOW ITS NATURESTONE

35. average time you fall asleep?

12-1 nowadays.

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

I can haz cheezburger

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

Depends. Suitcase for things like my laptop that are better protected than in a duffel bag, but duffel bag otherwise because they’re easier to carry.

38. lemonade or tea?

TEAAAAA

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

Both please

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

My house? We had a safe word when we did math. It was “quokka.” If we got overwhelmed we’d say it and then stop and look at pictures of quokkas.

41. last person you texted?

My friend and coworker.

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

Jacket pockets.

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

Cardigan or hoodie

44. favorite scent for soap?

Lavender

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

Fantasy. It takes me a bit to get into fantasy books usually, but sci-fi is hard to follow and superhero is mostly predictable.

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

Fuzzy pants and a t shirt

47. favorite type of cheese?

Muenster, parmesan, or goat cheese

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

Raspberry

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

“I have no country to fight for. My country is the earth, and I am a citizen of this world.” - Eugene V. Debs

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

A weird local political ad a couple years back.

51. current stresses?

My recent breakup, an overnight shift I work on Wednesday night, and trying to find time to go out to a corn maze with my friend.

52. favorite font?

Baskerville or Georgia.

53. what is the current state of your hands?

Covered in small cuts and scrapes from work, nails picked short, black nail polish mostly peeled off.

54. what did you learn from your first job?

babysitting job: Kids suck never have more than one. Retail job: being on your fee it hardddd

55. favorite fairy tale?

Beauty and the Beast or Rapunzel

56. favorite tradition?

Looking at Halloween decorations

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

Cutting, being manipulated by my dad, and letting other people make me believe I wasn’t good enough (still working on that one)

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

Writing, puzzle-solving, singing, and calligraphy

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

“Oh shit waddup”

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

One of those preppy gothic private school animes with a dark secret lurking around the corner

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

Book: “Ignoring isn’t the same as ignorance. You have to work at it.” - The Handmaid’s Tale. Movie: “It’s not about deserve. It’s about what you believe. And I believe in love.” - Wonder Woman. TV Show: “I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself.” - Doctor Who.

62. seven characters you relate to?

Hermione Granger, Luna Lovegood, Remus Lupin, Richard Gansey III, Blue Sargent, Dean Winchester, Charlie Bradbury.

63. five songs that would play in your club?

Same five that I said describe me.

64. favorite website from your childhood?

Webkinz and the old American Girl site circa 2009.

65. any permanent scars?

One down my chest from heart surgery as a baby, lots from self harm on my arms/legs, some on my left knee from falling as a kid, and one on the back of my right heel from being pecked by a goose at the fair when I was 11.

66. favorite flower(s)?

Sunflowers, roses, and dahlias.

67. good luck charms?

Myself.

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

Ranch anything.

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

Jellyfish have no brains and no heart.

70. left or right handed?

I’m third generation left handed!

71. least favorite pattern?

Vertical stripes.

72. worst subject?

Math.

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

Wendy’s fries and chocolate frosty.

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

7. Usually I just ignore it because I have a “high pain tolerance” (which means I like to put myself through minor pains because I think I deserve it)

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

Age 5. I was trying to blow up an inflatable ball and it came out.

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

ALL POTATOES EXCEPT POTATO SALAD

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

Violets.

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

Neither, both suck equally.

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

Never had a school id so I guess the license

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

Earth tones for me

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

...They are literally the same thing

82. pc or console?

PC

83. writing or drawing?

Writing. I absolutely cannot draw.

84. podcasts or talk radio?

Podcasts, talk radio is so obnoxious.

84. barbie or polly pocket?

Barbie. The clothes are easier to take on and off. I used to accidentally rip polly pocket clothes all the time.

85. fairy tales or mythology?

Mythology. I like it because it explains things, it’s creation stories, its origins. Fairy tales are just fantasies or cautionary tales.

86. cookies or cupcakes?

Cookies.

87. your greatest fear?

Rejection, drowning, and clowns.

88. your greatest wish?

To be a semi-successful author and historian.

89. who would you put before everyone else?

My mom.

90. luckiest mistake?

Not succeeding in killing myself!

91. boxes or bags?

Bags.

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

Dim lamps if they have yellow bulbs. I hate white lights. And also fairy lights yes please.

93. nicknames?

Ellie, Ell, Little Lion, Lioness.

94. favorite season?

FALLLLL

95. favorite app on your phone?

Tumblr, Spotify, or Instagram.

96. desktop background?

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

6.

98. favorite historical era?

Revolutionary War-era America or late Victorian England.

THIS GOT REALLY LONG AND I DONT WANNA HIT THE TEXT BLOCK LIMIT SO IMMA DO ALL THE HALLOWEEN ONES SEPARATELY, MAYBE IN THE MORNING.

[i-amusemyself]

1 To 116.

Thanks anon!! Thats my boredom cured for the evening

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?

I’m actually not confused right now, which is a bloody rarity. I suppose I could say I’m slightly confused about my gender, but I try not to think about that tbh

2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?

Occasionally, though to be fair I’m never awake in the mornings atm lmao

3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?

On a rare occasion? No. All the time? Probably.

4: Do you find it easy to trust others?

Fuck no lmao have you met people?

5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?

Umm...I was with my bf..

6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?

Probably my mate from uni @bookdragonphoenix

7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?

Instant break up. No excuses for that.

8: Are you close with your dad?

Hoo boi that’s complicated! It varies honestly, but more so than some people I guess

9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?

Yeah

10: What are you listening to?

I’m listening to Ke$ha’s Die Young. It’s a tune okay?

11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?

Coke Cola (that is how you spell it right? Fuck im dumb). I live off it anyway tbh

12: Do you like hickeys?

Um, I like getting them but I get embarrased if some people see them lmfao

13: What time do you go to bed?

Like 12am? Usually about 2 hours after I’m tired enough to sleep smh

14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

Besides me? I guess a couple of people that are...distant friends and possibly a few family members, not to call anyone out

15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?

Well no lmao

16: Do you always answer your texts?

90% of them

17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?

I don’t know who I fell the hardest for. I don’t really recall past emotions that well.

18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

Todayy

19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

3 or 4 people yeah!

20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

Fuck me I don’t know. Probably ughhh can I fall asleep pls

21: Is anyone else in the room with you?

Nope. I havent even seen another human today lmao

22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?

To an extent, but it’s not always guaranteed unfortunately

23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?

Fuck no lmao

24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?

That depends on the definition of fix. If it solely relies on me doing things different, then no. But if it means someone else can themselves be fixed, sure.

25: In the past week, have you cried?

Nah, wish I could though I feel like I need to

26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?

Grey

27: Do people ever call you by your last name?

Not people I see anymore

28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?

Don’t think so. I think people are just busy.

29: Do you have a best friend?

I have multiple

30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?

Very :/

31: Who was your last call/text message from?

@oneshappyplace bc she loves it when i throw random shit her way and vice versa

32: Are you mad at anyone?

I mean besides the people I have long term issues with? Nah

33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

Haha yeah

34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?

20. Oh jeeeeesus christ that’s a scary fucking thought. Nope-ing away from that.

35: How many more days until your birthday?

8 months ish?

36: Do you have any summer plans yet?

I’m going away to quite a few places. There’s more I want to do but I don’t know if it will ever get organised.

37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?

Besides my bf, not good ones. 

Edit: I completely forgot about one of my friends, yes I do

38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?

Not intentionally. Idk. Don’t ask don’t tell I guess.

39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?

Yeah bc it aint anyones business

40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

I don’t think so. 

41: Do you think age matters in relationships?

To an extent. Massive age gaps are weird, especially if one of them is hella young

42: Are you available?

Nein

43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?

2

44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?

Eyebrow piercing

45: Do you believe exes can be friends?

I guess? I mean I probs couldn’t do that but I guess for others 

46: Do you regret anything?

So fucking much omfg

47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?

How shit I am at communication. I’m really starting to get mad at myself and wonder what the fuck is wrong with me.

48: Did you ever lose a best friend?

In a way, yeah

49: Was your last kiss a mistake?

No

50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?

I...am ig

51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?

Yup

52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?

Wow this is relentless with the kissing. Yah

53: What was the last thing you ate?

An orange

54: Did you get any compliments today?

Nope

55: Where are you going on your next vacation?

Suffolk for latitude festival. How I ended up going there is a long story lmao

56: Do you own anything from other countries?

Tons of stuff I guess. I mean I’m wearing my ohio state tshirt haha

57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?

Girls

58: Where have you lived most of your life?

In the middle of england

59: When was the last time you took a long drive?

Fucking hell, like 7 or 8 weeks ago when I came back to uni

60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?

Who hasn’t?

61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?

Nah 

62: Who do you text the most?

Probably @oneshappyplace or @apricot-el they get all my bs

63: What was the last movie you saw?

It’s called Chronicle, it was p good

64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?

Don’t fekkin ask that lmao! Hopefully the fact they’re happy and their ex is now miles away

65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?

Zero

66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?

Nein

67: Do you curse around your parents?

Yeah, much to their dislike

68: Are you happy with where you live?

Yeah, but I’m only here for 3 more weeks

69: Picture of yourself?

No chance. Just imagine stereotypical androgenous kid, but lanky af

70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?

Personally I prefer monogamy

71: Have you ever been dumped?

Um...I actually can’t remember

72: What do you most like about making out?

Feeling wanted ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (sweet sweet depression and anxiety)

73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?

Nah

74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?

Strangely enough, me

75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?

I cannot seriously pick one part

76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?

You guessed it it’s @oneshappyplace

77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?

I mean I’m alone

78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?

Nope

79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?

Just cute unexpected gestures I suppose

80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?

I mean, maybe not currently but who knows if I was older

81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?

Yeah

82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?

Just my closest friends and the person I have a crush on *eye roll*

83: Do you miss your last sweetie?

No

84: Last time you slow danced with someone?

Years ago

85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?

I mean I’ve met them now but yes 

86: How can I win your heart?

Be a kind, understanding human being with a damn good sense of humor

87: What is your astrological sign?

Libra

88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

Bothering friends lmao

89: Do you cook?

Occasionally. I used to a lot more but depression

90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?

Yeah, but it only ever seems to be me making the effort, so every time I’ve let them go again

91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?

see like all previous answers lol

92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?

Monogamous stuff

93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?

I honestly don’t know. I can never figure out my type, just, hotness lmao

94: Name four things that you wish you had!

Dopamine, money, the power to help others more...thats it thats all I want

95: Are you a player?

Nein

96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?

Nope

97: Are you a tease?

I can be but not in a cruel way

98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?

Two people and we’re still close

99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?

That’s a loaded question yikes. I dont know.

100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?

I mean I don’t know their tumblr but yh

101: Hugs or Kisses?

Both. I can’t choose. I’m bi.

102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?

Probs idk

103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

....their face?

104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?

Sure

105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?

Not until I knew wtf they were playing at

106: Do you flirt a lot?

I’m hopeless at it

107: Your last kiss?

Yesterday

108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?

I haven’t kissed that many people, full stop.

109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?

Yikes see 107

110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?

The bae tbh

111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?

I have a p good idea

112: Does someone like you currently?

I fekkin hope so

113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?

Yeah lmao

114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

Serious shit 

115: Ever made out with just a friend?

Once when drunk 

116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?

In a relationship, for sure

[marxisthozier]

me me

i was tagged by @chriscuomo

RULES: Answer these 85 statements and tag some people

THE LAST

1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: me ma

3. Text message: “tuesday or thursday would work best”

4. Song you listened to: “this girl” by kungs

5. Time you cried: i cannot remember

6. Dated someone twice: i have never dated anyone

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i have never

9. Lost someone special: yes

8. Been cheated on: no

10. Been depressed: hell ya fucken right

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah alcohol fucks wit me medicine so i don’t drink it

3 FAVOURITE COLOURS

12. crimson

13. plum

14. yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. Made new friends: yes!

16. Fallen out of love: never truly been in it

17. Laughed until you cried: yes!

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes but it was all good stuff

19. Met someone who changed you: yes

20. Found out who your friends are: ya

21. Kissed someone on your facebook list: no

GENERAL

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: 95% of them, some folks i know on here but haven’t gotten to meet in person 

23. Do you have any pets: I WISH

24. Do you want to change your name: i kinda wanna change my middle name bc the middle name my dad and his family wanted to give me is me grandma’s maiden name and i like that better than the fucken lame one me ma gave me

25. What did you do for your last birthday: worked at the sandwich place i was at for most of the summer

26. What time did you wake up: 8 am then fell back asleep til 11

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: talking to my roomie

28. name something you can’t wait for: fall, thanksgiving, christmas

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: three or four weeks ago?

31. What are you listening to right now: the sounds of a prettymuch interview lmao

32. Have you ever talked to a person named tom: my manager at work is called tom 

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: right now? the fact that i can’t just SLEEP for the rest of the day bc i have stuff to go to tonight

34. Most visited website: youtube, netflix

35. Hair colour: dark brown

36. Long or short hair: rn my hair is the longest it’s ever been!! past my collarbones

37. Do you have a crush on someone: yes

38. What do you like about yourself: i think i’m funny and have cool glasses

39. Want any piercings: i have my ears pierced but i kinda wanna get a nose piercing 

40. Blood type: dunno

41. Nickname: lexi, lex, lexington

42. Relationship status: single

43. Zodiac: cancer

44. Pronouns: she/her

45. Favourite tv show(s): bob’s burgers, peaky blinders, the get down

46. Tattoos: a fox on my left ankle and an olive branch on me right

47. Right or left handed: right

48. Surgery: do wisdom teeth count? also i got tubes put it my ears when i was a wee lass

49. Piercing: 2

50. Sport: i play flag football and wallyball sometimes but i watch just about anything except golf 

51. Vacation: san francisco 

52. Pair of trainers: nike bitch

MORE GENERAL

53. Eating: nothing atm

54. Drinking: water

55. I’m about to: try to do some homework

56. Waiting for: dinner and sleeping

57. Want: to be loved, to not feel worthless LOL

58. Get married: gosh i sure hope so

59. Career: museum curator, maybe a translator, i’d do archeology but i’m scared to mess with ancient and possibly sacred things

WHICH IS BETTER

60. Hugs or kisses: hugs

61. Lips or eyes: lips

62. Shorter or taller: taller

63. Older or younger: older

64. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms

65. Hook up or relationship: relationship

66. Troublemaker or hesitant: a what now

HAVE YOU EVER

67. Kissed a stranger: no

68. Drank hard liquor: does,,, the stuff in a mojito count????

69. Lost glasses/contact lenses: NAH BUT I BROKE ME GLASSES LAST WEEK

70. Turned someone down: yes

71. Sex on the first date: no

72. Broken someone’s heart: probably not 

73. Had your heart broken: eh

74. Been arrested: no

75. Cried when someone died: yes

76. Fallen for a friend: don’t remind me

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

77. Yourself: lmao

78. Miracles: ya

79. Love at first sight: not really

80. Santa Claus: no, me ma never let that happen she said she didn’t want some fake old white man taking credit for my family working hard to get me presents

81. Kiss on the first date: sure

82. Angels: yes

OTHER

83. Current best friend’s name: MCKAYLA, (initials bc these people aren’t on here and i don’t feel comfortable putting their names LMAO), m, z, f, b, c

84. Eye colour: brown

85. Favorite movie: king arthur: legend of the sword

i tag any of y’all binches

[votingdog]

hi im leigh and im a slut for oversharing so have another ask thing about a year later

1: Is there a person in your life? yes, id say there is 2:Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? no. 3:What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” some selfies i posted a lil while back 4:What’s something you really want right now? c u d d l e s 5:Are you afraid of falling in love?  no. im scared of falling out of it 6:Do you like the beach? in small doses 7:Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? yes 8:What’s the background on your cell? some weeby shit 9:Name the last four beds you were sat on? mine, addison’s, my grandmother’s, and my friend’s 10:Do you like your phone? it gets what i need it to done 11:Honestly, are things going the way you planned? lmao nO but that’s okay 12:Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? xavier 13:Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? rott 14:Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? both 15:Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? zoooo 16:Are you tired? 24/7 17:How long have you known your 1st phone contact? first as in first added or top?? shrugs top has been since since the middle of last school year  18:Are they a relative? try my ex 19:Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? yes 20:When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? i talk to him every day now 21:If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? no, marriage is scary 22:Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? you bet ya sweet ass 23:How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? none 24:Is there a certain quote you live by? “don’t pop pills popcorn” 25:What’s on your mind? what isnt rn 26:Do you have any tattoos? no but i want some 27:What is your favorite color? orange 28:Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? i ?? dont know ?? hopefully soon bc im needy 29:Who are you texting? no one as i type this, but noah before 30:Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? yee 31:Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? i felt super shitty one day from the moment i woke up then when i got home from school i learned my dog had died so 32:Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yes 33:Do you think anyone has feelings for you? i know a couple people that do 34:Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? yes and it makes me melt every time 35:Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? good for him!! i was probably aware of it beforehand if it was right in front of me so im a-ok with it 36:Were you single on Valentines Day? nope 37:Are you friends with the last person you kissed? yeee 38:What do your friends call you? leigh or a weird nickname 39:Has anyone upset you in the last week? myself bitch wtf 40:Have you ever cried over a text? lmaoooooo  41:Where’s your last bruise located? my arm 42:What is it from? i think i hit a wall 43:Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? i was here while my step dad and his girlfriend were fighitng yike 44:Who was the last person you were on the phone with? xavier 45:Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? i only have one pair of shoes?? 46:Do you wear hats if youre having a bad hair day? nah every day is a bad hair day and i dont have enough hats 47:Would you ever go bald if it was the style? probably not. the only reason i think id go bald is because of everyone tellign me how much they wish i hadnt cut my hair short  48:Do you make supper for your family? i help make it a lot 49:Does your bedroom have a door? yes 50:Top 3 web-pages? tumblr, ourworld, facebook?? 51:Do you know anyone who hates shopping? probably 52:Does anything on your body hurt? my back jesus fucking christ mY BACK 53:Are goodbyes hard for you? i don’t think goodbyes are ever really easy for anyone 54:What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? tea probably 55:How is your hair? he’s going through a hard time since his breakup, but he’s hanging in there. thanks for asking. it means a lot to him 56:What do you usually do first in the morning? try to go back to sleep 57:Do you think two people can last forever? i think that two people can last in each other’s lives until they die, whether that be romantically or platonically. it just takes work  58:Think back to January 2007, were you single? dude idk i was 6 59:Green or purple grapes? grEEN 60:When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? shrugs. i’ll probably get sad and hug my sibling 61:Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? yes 62:When will be the next time you text someone? right after i finish this 63:Where will you be 5 hours from now? still here 64:What were you doing at 8 this morning. sleeping 65:This time last year, can you remember who you liked? yeah it was some dude i had a fling with that i,,,cannot remember the name of  66:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yesyes 67:Did you kiss or hug anyone today? no someone come hug mee 68:What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? probably about the person i like because when am i not daydreaming 69:Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? yes, but that;s life. not everything lasts forever  70:How many windows are open on your computer? three 71:How many fingers do you have? ten, unless you don’t count thumbs then 8 72:What is your ringtone? shrugs 73:How old will you be in 5 months? 17 74:Where is your Mum right now? your guess is as good as mine 75:Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? Shr uG s i still talk to him though aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA 76:Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? yes 77:Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? yep 78:Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? that’s like, sixth grade i think?? so yeah, and i used to sit pretty close to him in algebra 79:Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? my grandpa 80:Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? many times 81:How many people have you liked in the past three months? oh jeez. uh. seven? i think? three were relationships, two were kind of relationships, and two were/are crushes. there were also poly experiences in that so i mean 82:Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? yes 83:Will you talk to the person you like tonight? i talk to him every day 84:You’re drunk and yelling at hot people out of your car window, you’re with? noah probably. i feel like id drunk text him and he’s come make sure i was okay and then id pull shit like that 85:If your partner was into drugs would you care? nah 86:What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? i?? dont remember the last time i saw a movie in theaters? 87:Who was your last received call from? technically noah but he called my old number  88:If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? i don’t like butterflies but still no omg 89:What is something you wish you had more of? affection, friends, love, positivity 90:Have you ever trusted someone too much? hoooooboi yes 91:Do you sleep with your window open? no 92:Do you get along with girls? i tend not to yikes but i try 93:Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? probably 94:Does sex mean love? no 95:You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? nah man. i mean, the fact that we’re locked in may be a problem bc idk who locked us in there or why, but we’d be fine 96:Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? no 97:Did you sleep alone this week? not the entire week 98:Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? yesyesyes 99:Do you believe in love at first sight? i believe in fascination and curiosity and attraction at first sight, but not love 100:Who was the last person that you pinky promise? probably my ex because we pinkie promised a lot

[bymenneske]

tag game

hello, a tag game a day makes, øøøh, idk something go away?? 

thanks beean @kollectionn

Rules: Tag 20 people lol I don’t know 20 people either christina

THE LAST… 1.Drink: tea

2.Phone call: my friend Irene @lintillaarchaeologist

3.Text message: my mom, about where we are going to meet up today 

4.Song you listened to: summer 127 - NCT 127 

5.Time you cried: tuesday night bc the stress is real 

6.Dated someone twice: no

7.Been cheated on: probably (aka my first boyfriend)

8.Kissed someone and regretted it: actually no

9.Lost someone special: Yes.

10.Been depressed: no, not truely

11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

orange

grey 

moss green 

15.Made new friends: yes

16.Fallen out of love: yes 

17.Laughed until you cried: absolutely 

18.Found out someone was talking about you: noo, not really, if i have, i have forgotten 

19.Met someone who changed you: yes

20.Found out who your true friends are: yes, or idk if i have ever had ‘not true friends’

21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes, most of the ppl i have kissed i have know before i kissed them 

GENERAL…

22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all but like two?? i think 

23.Do you have any pets: noo :’(

24.Do you want to change your name: no, i really like my name, both my danish and my chinese.. altho i sometimes want to change my danish last name bc i is UNPRONOUNCABLE in english

25.What did you do for your last birthday: had nice breakfast, went to class, relaxed and my best friend over for dinner (we had duck), and i hosted a birthday party for my friends, it was good  

26.What time did you wake up: 8:00 am

27.What were you doing at midnight last night: sweating and falling asleep 

28.Name something you cannot wait for: sleeping, and not having things to plan

29.When was the last time you saw your mother: 10:30 am this morning

30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: there are a couple of friends, who i have kinda lost contact with, and i wish they were in my life more 

31.What are you listening to right now: some music my roommate up on, it is nice, french i think 

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes 

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: the heat of summer, the fact that i don’t have time to relax

34. Most visited website: tumblr

35. Elementary: u not even gonna be able to pronounce it 

36. High School: u not even gonna be able to pronounce it 

37.College/university: university of cph 

38.Hair color: dark brown 

39.Long or short hair: short hair, i’m gonna have even shorter hair sooooon 

40.Do you have a crush on someone: only celebrities 

41.What do you like about yourself: my mom friend abilities, my style and my boldness

42.Piercings: 3 in the left ear

43.Blood type: a pos 

44.Nickname: addie, strido, and idk, there are probs more, but mostly i’m just astrid 

45.Relationship status: single (and ready to flamingle)

46.Zodiac sign: scorpio 

47.Pronouns: she/her

48.Favorite tv show: CSI LV, the danish show Riget, and atla, also firefly

49.Tattoos: nope :’(

50.Right or left hand: i write with my right hand, but i think my left hand is the prettiest 

51.Surgery: no, not yet (uh)

52.Piercings: well, yes, i guess 

54.Sport: i enjoy swimming, but on my own terms pls

55.Vacation: yes, pls give it to me

57.Eating: i just had noodles for lunch nomnom 

58.Drinking: tea pls

59.I’m about to: take a nap 

60.Listening to: well still the french stuff 

61.Waiting for: my friends to come over (i need to go buy snacks)

62.Want: to sleep 

63.Get married: sure, if it feel really right 

64.Career: something involving art and or architecture

65.Hugs or kisses: hugs, but also kisses 

66.Lips or eyes: eyes, or lips idk, upper arms pls 

67.Shorter or taller: idk whatever, as long as i like u 

68.Older or younger: idk whatever, as long as i like u, but no more then 5 years younger (i’m a scout leader for those kids damn they are young)

70.Nice arms or nice stomach: give me all the arms 

71.Sensitive or loud: i don’t see how these are opposites... 

72.Hook up or relationship: well i we like like each other then i think we should try out a relationship 

73.Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER… 74.Kissed a stranger?: yes

75.Drank hard liquor?: is there a difference between tasted and drank in this scenario? 

76.Lost glasses contact/lenses?: no 

77.Turned someone down?: yes

78.Sex on first date?: well if we both want it then yes

79.Broken someone’s heart?: kinda 

80.Had your heart broken?: oh boy yes 

81.Been arrested?: noooo

82.Cried when someone died?: uh hu yes

83.Fallen for a friend?: yup

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84.Yourself?: most of the time

85.Miracles?: idk, haven’t experienced any

86.Love at first sight?: no, but attraction yes 

87.Santa Claus?: not really 

88.Kiss on the first date?: why not??? 

89.Angels?: na

OTHER… 90.Current best friend’s name: Sarah Maj, Signe, Marie, Irene, Ying, Camille, Caroline 

91.Eye color: brown 

92.Favorite movie: pacific rim, guardians of the galaxy, star wars (this is not a pattern, nope, what are you talking about)

[timaltman]

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag!

tagged by: @hsinlvegas who has gotten me addicted to pinterest aesthetic boards and i’m mad at her for it but she’s still p rad. 

tagging: whoever wants to do it lmao idk it’s 2:30am here idek whats up or down rn i should probably be asleep but also like.... no.

LAST… [1] drink: water (i’m so exciting /sarcasm) [2] phone call: my mom called me while she was driving home from work  [3] text message: “oh my god no. not the kidz bop. pls no” - to my sister [4] song you listened to: reaching by audiomachine (which is so good pls go listen to it) [5] time you cried: last night thinking about steve irwin and how i owe him my entire life and career bc in 2 weeks i’m starting my first official zookeeping job and he was a huge inspiration for me as a kid 

-REST UNDER THE CUT-

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: no [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: no [9] lost someone special: yes [10] been depressed: ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜) all the fuckin time my dudes [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no but i’ve gotten so anxious i’ve thrown up??

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] teal [13] pale yellow [14] silver

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes! [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: yes [18] found out someone was talking about you: yeah i mean i’m sure there are like three people who bitch about me all the time lmao [19] met someone who changed you: yes~ (in a good way)  [20] found out who your true friends are: (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧ -bitter fucking laughter-  [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: ye - my wonderful girlfriend~

GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: i mean, i’ve met a lot of them after becoming friends on tumblr, but then i have some old high school friends and some internship friends on here, too.... so like 10 or so? probably a few more than that. [23] do you have any pets: my asshole cat, robin: the cat wonder, lives with me in my apartment. at home i have a beagle/terrier mutt named copper and a gray tabby named dusty. i’m hoping to maybe get a ball python this summer but i’m not sure yet! [24] do you want to change your name: yeah, i’ve considered it b/c trans but i’m not entirely sure what i want yet.... [25] what did you do for your last birthday: wielded a chainsaw, ate shitty walmart cake and watched step brothers with some classmates in a remote cabin in southern illinois? not my first choice but not terrible, all things considered. didn’t lose any limbs that day so i can’t complain. [26] what time did you wake up: robin woke me up at like, 5:30am to get fed, but then i went back to sleep again until 7:30, text billy to have a good day at work, and then i went back to sleep again until 9:45 b/c i didn’t have my 9am class today hell yeah [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: uh, pinterest-ing for my character aesthetic boards.... >_> [28] name something you cannot wait for: graduating college and being the fuck done with schoooooool. also mother fuckin wonDER WOMAN. [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: april 23rd [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: how far away all the ppl i care about are :(((( [31] what are you listening to right now: more audiomachine but i was watching friends in the background earlier [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: ye my old neighbor was named tom he was real nice [33] something that is getting on your nerves: not in the angry way but in the anxious way- i have to give a presentation on my research project to the college board in like... 6 hours. [35] elementary: yes? [36] high school: done [37] college: sO CLOSE TO DONE I LITERALLY HAVE TWO CLASSES LEFT [38] hair color: brown.... it used to have a white patch and be fun, but i dyed it for superboy and now i’m battling with myself debating if i should dye it back bc “””professional””” for jobs but that’s so boring i want to look like shiro again :((( [39] long or short hair: short god please short, regardless of what gender i present, short is so much nicer since my hair is so thiiiiick [40] do you have a crush on someone: ye my a m a z i n g girlfriend uwu  [41] what do you like about yourself?: noncommittal shrug emoji? i like my eye color i think that’s pretty radical since it’s like a gray-teal color. i guess i’m a pretty good resource for random ass animal facts too [42] piercings: mmmm i mean, i don’t care for them or about them that much? [43] blood type: literally no idea which is probably bad [44] nickname: sunshine, sam, sammy, teddy, timmy, timtam, dad [45] relationship status: -heart eyes emojis @ billy- [46] zodiac sign: aries i think? idk all i care is my celtic zodiac is a fox, so [47] pronouns: he/him [48] fav tv show: f ri ck en brooklyn 99 [49] tattoos: not yet, but after i get top surgery and no longer run the disk of mutilating or stretching it, i wanna get tim’s robin symbol on my chest [50] right or left handed: left!

FIRST… [51] surgery: wisdom teeth were my first surgery, i think? [52] piercing: got my earlobes pierced when i was like, 12? idk i don’t wear them anymore so they’ve all but closed up [53] best friend: this girl on the playground in preschool named asya but after her was this girl named natalie that i was friends with from kindergarten all through junior high. she just got married like, a month ago and i feel old [54] sport: like to actually continue with was soccer - i started at 6 i think [55] vacation: that i remember? disney world b/c my dad had drill down in florida so my parents dragged my sister and i with bc we didn’t have to pay for the hotel lol [56] pair of trainers: wut

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothin [58] drinking: water [59] i’m about to: sleep maybe, hopefully?  [60] listening to: still audiomachine since they just asked this question like 10 questions ago..... [61] waiting for: my anxiety to calm tf down so i can go to sleep [62] want: foooood. i ate dinner really early (5pm) and now it’s 10 hours later so i want food again. [63] get married: -super noncommittal and also confused, disgruntled noises- ?? [64] career: dream career is a zookeeper, honestly. it’s what i’m doing, i’ve worked really hard to get to the place where i am, and i’m happy with it

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: no preference [68] older or younger: usually i get along better with ppl older than me- all my closest friends are older by 2 years or more except like..... amy [69] romantic or spontaneous: anxiety and spontaneity don’t mix lmao [70] nice arms or nice stomach: either or both or neither is fine idrc [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant only bc troublemaker makes me anxious lmao

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? nope [75] drank hard liquor? ye i’ve had like. one whole vodka and lemonade in my entire life because i am a raging party animal /sarcasm [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? i lose my contacts in my eyeball sometimes [77] turned someone down? ye kinda. my ~best friends~ have this bad habit of ~falling in love with me~ and then getting pissed when i don’t return the feeling and treating me like crap :))))  [78] sex on first date? nope [79] broken someone’s heart? sure maybe idk. not on purpose. [80] had your own heart broken? no [81] been arrested? nope [82] cried when someone died? i’m a monster and have no feelings so no, not really. i usually go into emotional shock and stop processing everything [83] fallen for a friend: kind of

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? noooope [85] miracles? listen on friday i catered an event and the idiot who packed it up for us on their shift the day before forgot to put matches in the gathering. and the truck drivers loaded it onto the truck before i could check that everything was there. so we got to the location and couldn’t light the sternos for the hot food but somehow we found a box of matches in the kitchenette we were serving out of so yes i believe in miracles [86] love at first sight? maybe? idk not really i really don’t understand how anyone could love someone without knowing a bunch about them first [87] santa claus? billY AND I SAW SANTA ON OUR WAY UP TO C2E2 ON SUNDAY OKAY HIS CAR WAS RED AND SAID “MY OTHER RIDE IS A SLEIGH” AND HIS LICENSE PLATE SAID KRINGLE AND HE HAD A BIG WHITE BEARD IT WAS AMAZING OKAY. [88] kiss on the first date? maybe for ppl who aren’t like. super anxious about everything all the time [89] angels? no

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: marble, emma [91] eye color: teal-gray, which sounds pretentious and White Person af but like..... that’s the best way to describe them [92] favorite movie: i don’t knowwww that’s a hard one ;_; 

[debgall]

92 Truths TAG MEME

Was tagged by : @jaidenhawson and @eldaguardian (I didn’t understand all questions, but I’ll try to answer honestly (っಠ‿ಠ)っ) 

Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself and then tag 25 people

LAST… [1] Drink: Water [2] Phone call: Boyfriend  [3]Text message : Friend from college bc I was late...  [4] Song you listened to: Fille du vent - Keny Arkana [5] Time you cried: This sunday (I’m a crybaby)

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] Dated someone twice: Yup... That’s a bad idea. Don’t do that! ╭( ･ㅂ･)و 7] Been cheated on: My cat cheat on me... He loves my boyfriend more than me... (Ｔ▽Ｔ) [8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope [9] Lost someone special: Fortunatly no.   [10] Been depressed: Yes (like everyone on earth I think) [11] Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes. 

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLORS… [12] Orange  [13]  [14] 

IN THE LAST YEAR… [15] IN THE LAST YEAR… ┌( ಠ_ಠ)┘? [16] fallen out of love: Yes.  [17] laughed until you cried: Yes, everytime my boyfriend do stupid things with me. :p  [18] found out someone was talking about you: Yes. But not badmouthing. Friends talk about me to their bf or family and it seems that is to say nice things. ┌|ﾟзﾟ|┘ [19] met someone who changed you: Yes, every single person I met since one year change me... I really happy about it... It helped me changing stuff that I was stuck in for years... [20] found out who your true friends are: yes.  [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: Yes... My boyfriend. :p 

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Most of them... I don’t accept poeple that I don’t know  IRL or that I never talk a little before...  [23] do you have any pets: 2 cats Walter (my black cat that love my boyfriend more than me) and Jiji (the cat of my boyfriend that likes me a little better -> I feel less alone)  [24] do you want to change your name: No, I really like my name. For the story, when I was little, I tought that if I ever had a girl, I couldn’t think of a better name than mine... (Yes I’m strange since ever... And I promise, I’m not megalomaniac) [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Japeneese food with a part of my family. [26] what time did you wake up: I wake up naturaly between 7:30 am and 9 am. [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Watching Castle and falling asleep on it.  [28] name something you cannot wait for: KH3? Having my diploma? Travelling the world. Doing nothing without freaking out about my deadlines! [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: 2 weeks ago.  [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I’ve been trough a lot a things, but all of these makes the person I’m today, surounded by all incredible poeple... But maybe right now... I would change the image I have of myself and my anxiety...  [31] what are you listening to right now: Castle (the TV show) [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: No.  [33] something that is getting you nervous: Poeple. I have social anxiety...  [34] most visited website: Tumblr, Youtube, Eldarya, facebook, otakumole. [35] elementary:  ┌( ಠ_ಠ)┘? I had good grades?  [36] high school:  ┌( ಠ_ಠ)┘? Huh? [37] college:  ┌( ಠ_ಠ)┘? one of the hardest time of my life... Can’t wait it to end. [38] hair color: Brown [39] long or short hair: Really long (I met my haircuter ones a year). Short hair kid trauma...  [40] do you have a crush on someone: My boyfriend. (and the masked man) (o^-')b [41] what do you like about yourself: My imagination (ｏ'ｖ｀ｂ)ｂ and my fighting spirit I guess...  [42] piercings: I had some : nostril, septum, a lot on the ear... But right now, I just have one on the ear (took off the others).  [43] blood type: O+  [44] nickname: Debby, Debo, Deb, Deboui (on site) [45] relationship status: Couple + 2 cats (that are like kids) [46] zodiac sign: cancer [47] pronouns: she, her [48] fav tv show: Game of thrones, Castel, Naruto, Avatar: the last air bender, Gumball, Big bang theory, How I met your mother.... And so many others I can’t think of right now... I love tv shows.  [49] tattoos: Yes, 2.  [50] right or left hand: Left hand

FIRST… [51] surgery: I had to remove a sort of kyst (I wasn’t put asleep).  [52] piercing: My nostril when I was 14. [53] best friend: Mary [54] sport: I think It was natation or equitation. [55] vacation: I think it was in UK (London)...  [56] pair of trainers: Uh, don’t know. 

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: Nothing. [58] drinking: water. [59] i’m about to: going to sleep XD [60] listening to: Castle (TV show) [61] waiting for: sleeping...  [62] want: To have avdenturous dreams! [63] get married: No. I’m not interrested in that kind of thing.  [64] career: student in psychology.

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: Hugs.  [66] lips or eyes: Eyes ┌( ಠ‿ಠ)┘? We can see with it... It’s... Nice. [67] shorter or taller: both are cool.  [68] older or younger: younger [69] romantic or spontaneous: I would say romantic... But I have a really spontaneous boyfriend, and it is soooo much better. I love this kind of his personnality.  [70] nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms? [71] sensitive or loud:  ┌( ಠ‿ಠ)┘?  Uh. both?  [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker. 

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger?: No. [75] drank hard liquor?: yes. [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? : everytime I go to  movie theater...  [77] turned someone down: Yes. There was time of my life when I didn’t feel confortable or felt embarrassed when poeple showed interest in me...  [78] sex on first date?: Nope [79] broken someone’s heart?:Don’t know... I was never told that... [80] had your own heart broken?: Yup.  [81] been arrested?: Never.  [82] cried when someone died?: I don’t cry when poeple die (until now)... It is weird, I know...  [83] fallen for a friend?: Yes... For my actual boyfriend... When we met I was so happy to have made a handsome friend... One year later, we started dating. 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself?: No. But I tried to believe that I’m capable of achieve my dreams... [85] miracles?: Not really.  [86] love at first sight?: Not really... But I think it can happen to some of poeple. [87] Santa Claus?:  ┌( ಠ‿ಠ)┘?  Of... course...  [88] kiss on the first date?: Yes.  [89] angels?: No/ 

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: Aurore  [91] eye color: Grey Bleue  [92] favorite movie: I have a looooooooot and It depends on the envy of the moment - Star wars movies / H2G2 / Flipped / A lot of Ghibli films / .... It is hard to think of it actually......... To hard, and like the tv show, I can list a really good list that can show my tastes...  I tag all my followers... <3 <3 DO IT I wiil read it <3 <3 (sorry If i don’t mention name, but I need to sleep and I m interrested of you all!) 

[amour-fo-u]

1-104 ;) hahaha enjoy

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?

-i’d cry bc i have no interest in him at all

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

-we dont talk

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

-yes

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

-yes

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?

-well i was 13 so sober

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

-yes

7. What does your last received text say?

“thanks :) yeah, i was up until 4:3o writing lyrics lmao”

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

-once

9. Where was your last kiss at?

-my friends yard at her old house

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

-like an hr ago

11. What do you drink in the morning?

-water

12. Where did you sleep last night?

-my bed

13. Do you think relationships are hard?

-not if they’re w the right person

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

-yes

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

nah

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

-sunny

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

-yeah

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

-none of these, i’m wearing undies lol

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?

-i hope so 

20. Does anyone like you?

-ye it’s cute

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?

-no

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

-no idea

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

-yes

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

-i have

25. In the past week have you cried?

-like 30 mins ago fam

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?

-it was my boy Duke!!! so pitbull

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

-out of the shower

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

-no

29. Do you think you’re old?

-nah lol

30. Do you like text messaging?

-yes

31. What type of day are you having?

-a v boring one 

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

-ye

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

-cold

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

-yesssss of course

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?

-relationship

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

-i’ve been told many time that i am simple so i guess i am simple

37. What song are you listening to?

-nothing rn but the last thing i listened to by Pentatonix version of Hallelujah

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?

-of course 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?

-yes, a couple actually 40. What made you start liking the person you like now?

-uhh hes a blessing and the sweetest ever and smart and everything he does is cute and he’s handsome af. just came along all perfect while i mindin my business man41. When did you last receive a text message?

11:51 PM42. What is wrong with you right now?

-im stressed 43. How well do you know the last female you texted?

-super well 44. Does anyone disgust you?

-insert long list of politicians here 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?

-like someone specific? yeah46. Are you in a good mood right now?

-its an alright mood47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?

-dad48. What color shirt are you wearing?

-white49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?

-yeah50. Anyone you’re giving up on?

-yeah51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

-NO i love him bunches 

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?

-yeah, but then i eventually did it53. Do you like rain?

-YES 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

-as long as they’re responsible, nah 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

yeah 56. Do you like to cuddle?

-yes57. Are you shy?

-yes 58. Do you get along with girls?

-of course59. Have you dated the person you texted last?

-hell no 60. What do you carry with you at all times?

-uh idk man, my wallet 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?

-fuck yes i would62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?

-absolutely 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?

-nope 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

-yes cause everything he does is cute af65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?

-yes

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

-i’ve only been kissed by 2 ppl, and idfk

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?

-do them myself     68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?   

-neither lol  69. Do you have any stickers on your car?    

-I have an NSCS sticker on my rear window70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?    

-Lil Wayne I guess71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?    

-I have an Android, I’ve never had a Blackberry or iPhone so i guess i’ll go w android  72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?    

-umm, its been years73. Do you like diet soda?    

-no74. What color are the walls in your room?    

-white75. Are you 16 or older?    

-im 19 yo76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?    

-no77. Do you have a job?    

-no  78. What are your initials?    

-R.A.G. 79. Did you ever have braces?   

 -no but i need them so bad ugh80. Are you from the south?   

-no 

81. What does your last status on facebook say?    

-”The cashier told me to have a good day and I almost said ‘Thanks, I love you too’”82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?    

-no83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?    

-both!84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?    

-nope85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?    

-can’t remember tbh86. Do you smoke?    

-no87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?    

-listen pal i wear flip flops literally every day88. Is your phone touch screen?    

-yes89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?    

-straight90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?    

-nope91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?  

-lake!  92. Have you ever made out in a car?    

-no93. …Had sex in a car?    

-no94. Are you single or in a relationship?    

-i’m def super committed to someone rn so 95. What were you doing last night at midnight?  

-uhhh, falling asleep probably  96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? 

-4th of July   97. Do you like the camera on your phone?    

-yeah98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?    

-kinda i guess?? 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?    

-nah lol100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?  

-yes  101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?    

-nope102. Name your favorite Kesha song:    

-THE CLASSIC Tik Tok103. Do you have any tan lines right now? 

-nope   104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?

-fuck no baby 

[teddyaltman]

all the even numbers yo

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? yeeees omg it is snowing here rn and we just went outside and i love it i love it i looooove feeling cold but only on a lil bit of my body i hate it when im all over cold4: how do you take your coffee/tea? black and strong, no tea thanks6: do you keep plants? yes, i have one money plant and it’s now named sophie courtesy of delani8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? screaming into the void (cross stitch)10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? stomach unless i’m with someone else and then probs side12: what's your favorite planet? uranus duh jk mars is bright tonight14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? so my best friend has a flat in london and it’s gorgeous and i would like to live there tbh, its just full of things that make us happy like harry potter wands and two tvs so you can play xbox together on two screens and things from travels around the world and a piano and i just love it16: what's your favorite pasta dish? a no pasta dish 18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. the time i fainted at may’s nephews graduation and got an ambulance called they’re never gonna let me live that shit down20: what's your favorite eye color? idon’t rly have a favourite but i like when you’re looking at someones eyes and they’re smiling back at u22: are you a morning person? yes! i like to get up early and curl up with a coffee and a book on a day off or when i have work i get up early to walk buddy or meg and then watch neighbours while i eat my breakfast 24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? i literally talk to my dad about eveyrthing, also dan, my mum and my sisters i never keep secrets from26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit? my flowery docs!28: sunrise or sunset? oOOoOOh both?? okay gun to my head sunrise over a lake is the most beautiful thing 30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. when we were at uni dan and i used to call each other in the middle of the night if we were walking home drunk and we just used to talk and talk about anything and everything until the drunk one was sober enough to sleep34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? a bunny called bunny that i got when i was born (okay well actually its a replacement cos i lost the original in a service station in france on the way to disney when i was 2) but i still have it and it’s gross because i used to fall asleep by chewing on her ears and holding her tight around the neck so she looks awful but she’s still my bunny 36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now? sugarland38: tell us about your pet peeves! idk i don’t like it when people ignore me40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you? i have a wolf necklace that mg bought me for secret santa one year its gorgeous and i love necklaces and most of mine are anchors or giraffes but the wolf one is so amazing and so me and i love it42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! starbs dude im easy44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? laying on the sofa in my snug on dec 27th 46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. i cannot think of a single pun i suck48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? being abandoned and yep probs50: what's an odd thing you collect? HAHAH i collect SO MANY THINGS i have a collection pROBLEM okay i collect hurricane hard rock glasses, and i collect US quarters and i collect those special cups you can buy at the cinema sometimes and mugs from places i love and i have a p good pop funko collection and a hELLUVA lot of DVDS just idk if you can buy a ~collectors thing i probably will im a sucker for advertisement52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? its been like a week but omg the hollywood sign one

54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? my sister when she just watched derek die on grey’s56: what are some things you find endearing in people? when they ramble on about something thye love, when people are so passionate you can feel it radiating off them, when someone tries their best to make you smile when you’re upset, when people pat dogs 58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? marygrace is the vodka aunt im probs the wine mom 60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? yeah but i don’t read a whole lot of it, idk i like simple stuff 62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? eh not rly sometimes apple or cranberry but not often i just drink coffee64: what color is the sky where you are right now? WHITE cos SNOW66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? any flower crown is an ideal flower crown68: what's winter like where you live? coldish, and grey v grey but i like the feeling of the cold mist snaking around you and seeing your breath when you’re walking and wearing a hat to keep ur lil ears warm!! sometimes it snows and ilove that70: have you ever used a ouija board? lmao no but i would LOVE to72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it? at work i keep so many notes about eveyrthing but i have a p photographic memory so i don’t rly need to its just so i can make sure stuff is organised and so i can show that i’ve listened to what people want74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. loud and passionate and so caring, finds an unrelenting joy in the most unexpected of things and is so strong and honest and proud. hates zombie culture. 76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't? nope! 78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? love a good minion80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? they’re cream bc my sisters and i used to switch around a lot so we all got them painted the same so it didn’t matter and we could stick up whatever we wanted to make it our own space. i did have a jungle room at one point and the walls were orange that was cool and in my hp room i had one RED wall for gryffindor that was awesome82: are/were you good in school? english, particularly lit, history, food tech, film, maths but i Hated that uuuh i was a good student - not a great one bc i was lazy and dumb in school and didn’t study like i  should have done but i did p well 84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? yessss i want an anchor on my ankle and expecto patronum on my wrist and delta lyrics on my ribs and also ‘faith, trust & pixie dust’86: do you like concept albums? which ones? what88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? impressionists90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. chicago is one of the best cities i have ever been too and i’m so lucky to have lived so close for a year it’s just so vibrant and full of life but not ~super busy so you feel crushed and rushed all the time and i rly loved it bUT also shoutout to brisbane which was a huge surprise how much i loved it and i explored it on a segway which was incredible and obvs sydney owns my lil heart and i wanna stare at the opera house forever92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? i hate pasta94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? jesus96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? ha remind me tomorrow pls98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? in the blue mountains in aus! yeah i love to hike except im not a fan of hills, whenever i hike with dan he gets me to explain the plots of tv shows to him to distract me he’s the best100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? def the future bc i have some great memories of the past 5 years and i wouldn’t be who i am today without them but i do not want to go back and relive them thanks

[fromthedepthsofthesea-blog]

rules: complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. when you finished tag 5 people to do this survey. have fun and enjoy!!!

tagged by @saturnicity 

1: Are you named after someone? nah

2: When was the last time you cried? short story:  a couple nights ago I was having really bad allergies and I usually don’t get more than 6 hours of sleep but this night, I was trying and I went to sleep earlier so I could actually get 6 hours but then I stayed up reading a required reading and so I knew I was going to sleep less and then when I actually tried to sleep, my allergies were making it so that I couldn’t breathe through my nose and I was in a state of half asleep, half aware and uncomfortable so I just gave up and got up to try to fix the problem with nasal strips or something and nothing worked, I even tried to fall asleep sitting up, and my allergies were just so bad and I was tired and emotional and I was so frustrated and annoyed, all I was trying to do was get more sleep but I couldn’t even do that no matter how hard I tried so I just started crying, by myself, in the middle of the night on my bed and that’s how I ended up falling asleep

3: Do you like your handwriting? I think it looks cool but I don’t like how you actual cannot read it

4: What is your favorite lunch meat? honey roasted ham

5: Do you have kids? I haven’t birthed anyone if that’s what you mean?

6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you? probably…..I’m so cool, and sometimes I forget that I actually do like myself to an extent (thank you to this question for reminding me how cool I am)

7: Do you use sarcasm? not much but sometimes?

8: Do you still have your tonsils? probably

9: Would you bungee jump? yeah I want to someday

10: What is your favorite kind of cereal? cocoa pebbles, mini Trix, or frosted flakes….I love cereal

11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nah…I’m lazy and always leave them tied when putting them on or taking them off

12: Do you think you’re a strong person? not really,,,in any sense of the word

13: What is your favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate chip cookie dough is my go to

14: What is the first thing you notice about people? with looks, it’s either their hair or their eyes, and with their personality, idk I could just guess maybe their sense of humor or just how laid back or high strung they are?

15: Red or pink? pink

16: What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? this is a negative question, but I have some belly pudge, but I’m learning to accept it so screw negativity

17: What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? aqua blue pajama pants and no shoes

18: What was the last thing you ate? chocolate Pocky

19: What are you listening to right now? my A/C blastin that air thru my room

20: If you were a crayon, what color would you be? probably like…a light pastel pink, or a light baby blue, something soft-looking but still with a little oomph

21: Favorite smell? idk how to describe, just some ppl smell good….also vanilla

22: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my mom probably

23: Favorite sport to watch? gymnastics or dance, if that counts…all those artistic looking ones

24: Hair color? dark brown

25: Eye color? brown, can be light in the sun

26: Do you wear contacts? ya sometimes

27: Favorite food to eat? my grandma’s pho….also I like pasta and my grandma’s rice+ca kho

28: Scary movies or comedy? comedy, bc scary movies….scare me

29: Last movie you watched? either Zootopia or like some Thomas and friends movie idek

30: What color of shirt are you wearing? green

31: Summer or winter? summer probably

32: Hugs or kisses? hugs

33: What book are you currently reading? nothing…just IOC poems...I have my IOC tomorrow (pray for me, im not prepared yet)

34: Who do you miss right now? my old self that was full of energy and enthusiasm and passion for the world, so full of drive and feeling and that cared so much about myself and other people all the time and never stopped

35: What is on your mouse pad? nothin

36: What is the last TV program you watched? I was just watching Bob Ross on Netflix an hour ago

37: What is the best sound? waves crashing on a beach, laughing…lots of good sounds out there

38: Rolling Stones or The Beatles? don’t know much about either but I’ll say Beatles

39: What is the furthest you have ever traveled? To the actual other side of the world, Vietnam and Japan, idk which one is farther away

40: Do you have a special talent? I can do many weird things with my body like sit in the anime W shape, pop my elbows, move my arm out of my shoulder socket

41: Where were you born? Texas

42: People you expect to participate in this survey? these ppl : @hidingbehindperfection @genetically-inclined @boxthunder

[queenii-llama]

Tagged by @wesawbears , Fhdhdjd thank youuuuu 💖

LAST… [1] drink: coke [2] phone call: my mama [3] text message: “Me: lol what a weird kink Me: *scrolls past* Me: Me: *scrolls back* Me: Me: i… Me: ..have this kink..” [4] song you listened to: “Blinding” by Florence and The Machine [5] time you cried: like every night for the past week lol

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: no [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: never been kissed [9] lost someone special: yeah [10] been depressed: always [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS [12] Purple [13] Gray [14] Red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: I think so [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: yeah [18] found out someone was talking about you: yeah [19] met someone who changed you: yeah [20] found out who your true friends are: yes I love them [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no

GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: 2(?) [23] do you have any pets: i have a pupper,, her name is Mouse [24] do you want to change your name: I don’t have anything against my birth name but i prefer “Nikki” [25] what did you do for your last birthday: I can’t even remember what I did this morning,,, i think someone bought me flowers and I took some messy selfies [26] what time did you wake up: 2am and then again at like 4 am and then again at 9am [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: reading andreil fanfic [28] name something you cannot wait for: me finally getting my life together [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: like 2 hours ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about yourself: my weight [31] what are you listening to right now: “Heavy I’m Your Arms” by Florence and The Machine [32] have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah [33] something that is getting on your nerves: me [37] college: *deep sigh* *awkward mumbling* *vague hand gestures* yeah maybe one day [38] hair color: dark blonde [39] long or short hair: long lmao [40] do you have a crush on someone: kinda [41] what do you like about yourself: lol [42] piercings: ears [43] blood type: red?? Idfk [44] nickname: Queenii, Niks [45] relationship status: very alone, very tired, [46] zodiac sign: libra [47] pronouns: she/her [48] favorite tv show: Lost? Shadowhunters? ATLA? The Office? Idk [49] tattoos: I have a fox on my left wrist [50] right or left handed: right handed

FIRST… [51] surgery: tonsils and adenoids out in like 2nd grade [52] piercing: ears [53] best friend: my siblings lol [54] sport: PE?? I don’t?? Is fishing a sport?? I binge watch shows??? [55] vacation: family reunion in the mountains [56] pair of trainers: what

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: chips and cottage cheese [58] drinking: coke [59] I’m about to: go to bed and try to read [60] listening to: the song just changed, now it’s “First” by Cold War Kids [61] waiting for: waiting for things to stop constantly getting worse tbh [62] want: rn? Affection, like I want someone to hold me while I fall asleep, what does that even feel like dude [63] get married: maybe [64] career: want to be a social worker

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs [66] lips or eyes: EyEs [67] shorter or taller: whichever idk [68] older or younger: is this like for relationships? Bc tbh I need someone older because I don’t know how to do things, I need someone who knows things, what are taxes [69] romantic or spontaneous: bothhh [70] nice arms or nice stomach: soft stomach,, NicE [71] sensitive or loud: either tbh [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger: nope [75] drank hard liquor: yeah [76] lost glasses/contact lenses: lol yeah it’s a bitch [77] turned someone down: idk I’m kinda oblivious and I think someone liked me one time and I never clued in ?? [78] sex on first date: i think im either ace or demisexual so nah [79] broken someone’s heart: I hope not [80] had your own heart broken: yeah [81] been arrested: i talked my way out of a ticket one time [82] cried when someone died: yeah today actually [83] fallen for a friend: yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself: no tbh [85] miracles: kinda [86] love at first sight: no [87] santa claus: hmmmm [88] kiss on the first date: no(?) idk [89] angels: yes

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: Alise and Skye 💜 [91] eye color: green [92] favorite movie: Avatar

tagging: (I’m bad at tagging,,, you guys can use me if you wanna do it tho)

[vielramona]

Awesome 100 truths

WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = water 2. last phone call = Laurice 3. last text message = tita Nen 4. last song you listened to = Heaven 5. last time you cried = after watching the least episode of 13 Reasons Why (season 1)

HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone twice = no. 7. been cheated on = not that i know of 8. kissed someone & regretted it = yes, maybe 9. lost someone special = yes 10. been depressed = it comes on and off but quite short 11. been drunk and threw up = never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Purple 13. Black 14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend = yes? I think so 16. Fallen out of love = yes 17. Laughed until you cried = probably 18. Met someone who changed you = not yet 19. Found out who your true friends were = definitely. 20. Found out someone was talking about you = pretty much 21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list = yes?

GENERAL: 22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = 1/4 23. Are you happy = sure, generally 24. Do you have any pets = none but I'd like to have a kitten 25. Do you want to change your name = yeah, maybe into Cami 26. What did you do for your last birthday = had a blast with the whole class at home 27. What time did you wake up today = 6:45 am 28. What were you doing at midnight last night = having trouble asleep because it's so hot 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = GOING TO BEACH! 30. Last time you saw your Mother = right just about now 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = laziness/procrastination and etc. Pretty much a lot 32. What are you listening to right now = my sister reading my book 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = not a person. The cat in the app, yes I did. 34. What's getting on your nerves right now = my mother 35. Most visited webpage = watchseries 37. Nicknames = Tey 38. Relationship Status = single af 39. Zodiac sign = Capricorn (technically cap/aqau cusp bc I'm the last day of cap) 40. Male or female? = female 41. Elementary? = MES 42. Middle School = LNC 43. High School = Perps 44. Hair colour = deep black brown 45. Long or short = hoping to get a short hair before back to school 46. Height = 5′3" 47. Do you have a crush on someone? = nah 48: What do you like about yourself? = empathic, trustworthy, determined 49 Piercings = none 50. Tattoos = nada 51. Righty or lefty = righty

FIRSTS : 52. First crush = Matthew 53. First piercing = ears 54. First best friend = Hazel 55. First sport you joined = badminton 56. First vacation = Tarlac 58. First car = I've never had one myself

RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating = nothing 60. Drinking = nothing 61. I'm about to = watch Lucy 62. Listening to = nothing 63. Waiting for = my brain to explode with all the stuff I have to do

YOUR FUTURE : 64. Want kids? = yeah 65. Get Married? = hopefully 66. Career? = a successful businesswoman, model, Greek myth teacher, psychologist, singer/dancer, YouTuber

WHICH IS BETTER : 67. Lips or eyes = eyes 68. Hugs or kisses = both 69. Shorter or taller= taller 70. Older or Younger = in boys, older ofc. But in life, idunno 71. Romantic or spontaneous = both 72. Nice stomach or nice arms = arms. My stomach is gross so why hold them to a different standard? My arms are ok tho so 73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive. Please not loud 74. Hook-up or relationship = depends on my mood 75. Trouble maker or hesitant = in between.

HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger = would be awesome to try 77. Drank hard liquor = same answer as above 78. Lost glasses/contacts = nope 79. Sex on first date = nope 80. Broken someone's heart = yes :/ I assume, at least 81. Had your own heart broken = definitely 82. Been arrested = nope 83. Turned someone down = yes 84. Cried when someone died = yes 85. Fallen for a friend? = yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself = occasionally 87. Miracles = I'm an evidence 88. Love at first sight = absolutely not 89. Heaven = yep 90. Santa Claus = duh no 91. Kiss on the first date = um depends 92. Angels = yep

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY 93. Had more than one bf/gf?= nbsb 95. Did you sing today? = yesss 96. Ever cheated on somebody? = hell nope 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = since the ancient Greeks, meaning BC 98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = 3rd day of foundation 99. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = yeah, but I also welcome it 100. Posting this as 100 truths? = sure

may 2, 2017

[crows-of-buckets]

#dragon age#oc: aviae surana#crow rambles#you look into the assassins eyes and you see a twisted mirror of yourself. of the internal struggle between the want of survival and the#want of it all to end. you hold your hand out to him. this will change both of your lives forever#and when the archdemon is dead and your lover has left you and the pieces you had been frantically trying to hold together fall apart and#shatter. he holds out his hand to you.#THEY MAKE ME SICK. SICK. IM NAUSEOUS OUGGHHHHH#both of them are living for the first time. both of them grew up trapped in a gilded cage. they recognize it in each other#theres a certain instant understanding between them. maybe neither of them notice it but they both warm up to each other very fast#aviae has reason to be wary of everyone in the party: alistair was almost a templar. morrigan is. well morrigan. wynne is too pro circle for#aviae to truly let down her guard around. leliana is too attached to the maker for her. ironically the assassin is the one she bares her#throat to willingly. she sees the reflected desire and WANT of survival in him. the longing for freedom. it just. oughhhh#ive said it before but if zevran had showed up sooner he would have been her canon love intrest#however i MUCH prefer their friendship it does something to my brain chemistry#she can just be so??? bare and honest with him?? when she tells him about the circle and its horrors#about waking up to friends missing. about templars eyes lingering where they were unwanted. about the constant surveillance she went through#he GETS it. i get why people are so ill avout zevsurana bc their friendship alone has me about to sob#it is 2:38 am and i cannot fall asleep bc i am thinking about them. insane

okay no apparently im not done with this i woke up thinking about it. Aviae and her breakdown post origins is so fascinating to me. Shes lived her whole life, head on a metaphorical chopping block, and now the axe has swung and by some miracle it missed her neck. Now there's nothing hanging over her head, and for the first time her life cannot revolve around surviving. Because she's done that!! She survived!! Now she has to figure out what exists outside of that and it. oughhhh. Freedom feels weird and she doesn't know what to do with it. This is also around the time where she starts to realize that the wardens are just another pretty cage shes trapped in and she starts to resent them so much for it.

Theres so much guilt and conflicting feelings about the fact that she even is alive. She wants to be alive. But she doesn't know what to do with it. She's tired. She needs a break but god knows shes not going to get one. The archdemon is dead and now she has no goal, and is just? There. She has no goal. She has no one telling her what to do. For the first time in her life shes aimless. The blight is done.

Now she has to figure out how to live without being in survival mode, and it manages to kick off one of her worst depressive episodes of her life. Aviae Surana and the no good, very bad Awakening DLC

Thinking too hard about Aviae and Zevrans friendship and it's making me Ill