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My experience watching Mob Psycho 100 in a nutshell
Episode 1: I'm gonna check out this series my friend recommended, I'll watch like one or two episodes
Episode 3: You know what, this is actually really cool
Episode 5: *getting REALLY invested*
End of Season 1:
Start of season 2:
End of season 2:
Start of season 3:
End of season 3:
The Very Ending of season 3:
(this post by @punkitt-is-here exapsulates it Perfectly)
#mob psycho 100#I love this show so much#it impacted me greatly#in a positive way#I'm going to be thinking about it for such a long time#I'm going to have to watch it fully again sometime soso#*soon#I can't wait to see it all again with the context of the full show
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“Statement regarding… [sigh] a barbie doll sighted entering the real world and becoming a human to face the horrors of patriarchy and the epic highs and lows of womanhood. Statement begins.”
#tma#the magnus archives#honkygaytalks#jonathan sims#back on my tma shit but only in the background#barbie movie impacted me greatly
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The journey
#persona 3 reload#ryomina#shuyuka#aikoto#minaliz#this is basically how I interpret their relationship dynamics too!#ryoji sort of pulls the protag in his direction and leads him the way (he also goes through the same fate that's to come before he does)#with yukari you go side by side-she wishes to stick around with you and spend time together and she is really is there for you.#and aigis personally felt like a successor/pupil-like figure to me#she learns from you and gains her own life from it.. she felt like a daughter or a younger sibling in terms of you being the one that gives#as for elizabeth she's a surprise that barges in#she's very goofy and silly and I love that#I personally feel these four are the ones that the mc left the greatest impact on in terms of their identity as a character#the rest of the group were also greatly influenced by him but these four - he changed their lives so much and became their most beloved#doodle#persona 3#persona#minayuka
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imagine if reader is given an ancient scripture from around the time humanity founded out how to write and do the alphabet (somehow it was preserved so well that you can still see the words with no issue)
and it's the most heart wrenching, soul crushing, tear inducing, hyperventilating, sanity disappearing angst, misunderstandings, hurt/no comfort, it gets worse but never better, major character death, unrequited love story to have ever existed in teyvat.
and after reader goes through the whole thing, they can barely talk or breathe properly with how much they're crying.
(even better, it was smut not angst and reader is staring ar the scripture, jaw dropped to the floor with shaking hands.)
STOP- I avoid fanfics like that at all costs 😭 id stop reading it after the first angsty event LMAO
Im like... too emotionally affected by fanfics, esp angst ones 💀
Its just, ppl who write closer to my generation or just very psychologically honestly, are like fucking deadly writers. Got my day ruined and shit w/just fanfics 😭
LMAO THE GIF IS JUST YOU ON THE SPOT NOT EVEN HALFWAY THRU-
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Sun: Gender Neutral Reader (you/they/them)
Orbit: Short! Headcanons-ish
Stars: my first of the Fontians!! Fontainianes? Fontainains?? u get it
Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: sobbing, discussion of vague smut/NSFW book at the end, okay for Teen/Mature audiences, & Trigger Warnings: none known.
no but it’d be hilarious if u got this crazy like hand-width deep tablet for each “page” of the book, like how every novel or info in genshin is like one page at a time 😭
Sumeru and other international academics are literally constantly harassing politely requesting your translation of these and sending them to you in whichever country you’re visiting at the moment
Fontaine was even more complex and pretty in real life than it could ever be in game and i can def see you at like Neuvillette’s office or a nice french fontaine cafe and just WHAM
huge ass tablet bc as much as the fic tortures you, you have to know what the fuck happens to these miserable idiots
Neuvillette, Clorinde, and Lynette are all the type to immediately try and dissuade you from reading it again, bc from their point of view you just pull out this huge old rock and start sobbing quietly about 10 mins into the read every time 😭😭
(unsurprisingly, Neuvillette would even go so far as to get the Marechaussee Phantom to sneakily steal ur most recent tablets of the story to hide them, which sucks for you LMAO)
Freminet, Wriothesley, Navia, Lyney, and Furina,all frantically try to distract you, and also theyre in order of who would be the most dramatic w/it lmao
NO BC I JUST HAD THE THOUGHT-
Ur tears absolutely are top priority to Neuvillette and Furina so when they inevitably find the memories in them (and the traveler too maybe)
of what the story is about, except its like all the feelings and stuff, so like its the best “translation” they get of the book so far, u best believe it rains for a week straight
it started out as a light drizzle, but as Neuvillette “read on” in ur tear’s memories if got worse HAHA
mans is out here trying to convince himself like, “this is a classic tragedy from eons ago, its about a human romance, im definitely unaffected, though im glad i could figure out what ails My Majesty so”
meanwhile the story gets worse and its just like that meme “ohHHhhhHH its got a little kiicckkk”
Neuvillette nearly floods the streets by chapter 5 when the miscommunication happens and then they cant get in contact with each other to fix it lmao
LMAO I JUST HAD A VISIONNN
ur in fontaine and while yes drinks were popular (like obv fonta)
business is rlly booming bc now everyone you know (like the Vision-users or archons Neuvill, etc) all have develop this habit of having a water bottle or drink on them to offer you when u start reading to rehydrate you 😭😭😭
Navia, Clorinde, Neuvillette, Wriothesley, Lyney, Lynette all have a handkerchief on them at all times too 😭😭
Good God-
the moment you translate the now instant Shakespearean-level tragedy classic, it is a known tear-jerker thruout all of Teyvat,
like theres trigger warnings and age limits and shit 💀
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on another note,
if its smut,
ur desperately combing thru all the tablets and wall carvings and cave paintings to try and lowkey cover it up LMAO
and its not like a story with a smut scene either, its like what anon said,
just fully like the ao3 tag “Porn What Plot/Porn With Plot”
STOP
not u yanking the tablets out of Neuvillette’s hands when he curiously picks them up one time lmao
(he is now invested in getting these translated too bc of ur reaction lol)
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Spooky Season! Spooky Season!! Spooky Season!!!
still not dead btw
just got hired at my new job so ive been training and busy!! :)
im a host at Olive Garden lol its weird and kinda hard, my feet hurt a lot and i havent had a full shift yet ;-; its a brand new one so it opens the 23rd
dw that eldritch one shot is still coming btw, just talking with betas and editing it now lol
hope if you read this you have a great upcoming weekend!!
Safe Travels Anon,
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#HELLOOOOOOO#ngl him getting a snake on his shin greatly impacted me getting a snake on my shin#hector bellerin
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devastation is me about to scrap months of work just to redraw everything all over because a) my physical body ails me b) I will not enjoy what I’m currently doing if I continue
that's the death of 115+ fully rendered panels folks 🫡 not a total loss since I'm only changing the art direction into something that won't kill me, but uh, that's my update!! ✨
#rainbabbles#wanted to give a proper projects update but this came up instead#mind and body fatigue impacts me greatly so we'll see
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not above a tearful listen to the totk track last catch / not this time
#that game has truly the most dissonance of like#i think the ending is Wrong but also it impacted me greatly#i think about it all the timeeee#ough the leitmotifs
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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ugh ok you know that one scene in the devilman ova (pt two ft bird) where akira goes to see ryo in the hospital and he's like "hello." and akira's like "........................................................(looks away bashfully when he realizes he's been staring) ...you seem very well". yeah that one the excruciatingly gay one. i was looking at refs and tell me why i just cried a little over how pretty they made ryo in that scene. me too akira tbh. why did they fucking make him look like that im going to
#seeing that one ova dub comp years ago did genuinely impact me greatly irt visual style and character design#and akira looks so pretty in that scene too what were they doing over there#im fucking SICK#devilman#if i ever post my ocs and you see big obnoxious sideburns it is literally because i thought these two looked pretty in the fucking dub comp#and THAT is some real skrunklore#i don't even mean that in an omg im crushing on him squeeee kind of way he's just beautiful???? whuh#came back to edit akira's line bc i remembered it wrong. and yes that means i went back and watched that scene again. like 7 times.#edit made akira's line smaller bc it should be
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i think maturing for me has been to realise that im not at my fullest potential yet, im still working my way there. so i cant judge myself according to who i want to be when im like, a year from reaching that potential. its okay to slow down and show myself some grace whilst still not giving up on my aspirations either
#its rly hard for me to do but yeah#like with all my anxious rants on here and being lonely and being too much.. its literally fine😭 things have been rly hard for me#i know that when im like 25 im goimg to wish i was kinder to myself during tough times#i think the way i treat nyself and the ppl i surround myself at this stage of my life will greatly impact the person i turn out to be#and i dont wanna turn out like a self depreciating person who cant see her own or other people's beauty#anyway#bleep bloop
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I hope that couple I sat next to is doing well...and the girls who brought me mummy dust. And the boys who helped me find my wallet. We only had a moment of connection but I appreciate it and remember those moments so fondly...
#the kindness of strangers has greatly impacted my life.#to the point where i get misty eyed if i think about it too much.#time to go look at grass again.#not THESE strangers specifically. but just enough to make me appreciate random acts of kindness even more.
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Duck hits different when you're no longer thirteen and in the throes of navigating friendships for the very first time and defining yourself by your social ineptitude.
#me at 13: wow duck is so awkward and weird and clumsy. just like me!!!!!#me at 23(older but only marginally wiser): duck is an incredibly emotionally intelligent and kind child-#- and its so sad that she doesn't see the beautiful impact she has on the world around her.#And not as Princess Tutu but as Duck! Literally everyone she meets enjoys her company-#- mainly because its so easy to be open and vulnerable around her!#And she doesn't even see how well liked and aporeciated she is!#(i mean that's partly dross's fault for never letting her develop her relationships with ppl who r past their usefulness to his narrative)#Anyway wow I really shot myself in the leg as a teenager by getting so caught up in my Incompetent Introvert persona.#Really didn't to right by the people around me by not bothering to put effort into my relationships with them!#Gosh it sure would be interesting if me growing up and learning and seeing things differently-#-impacted the way I view a beloved character from a media I consider a sort of a milestone that defined my tastes greatly later on in life!#Wouldn't that be just the darndest thing. Especially if it happened like 10 years later.#Which is duch a pointedly significant number itd sure feel a little on the nose haha!#Me at 50: anyone in this thread chew gum#fate.txt#duck#princess tutu
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It really just bugs me that gender, nowadays, is often just repackaged conservatism.
A tomboy or a butch aren't any less female because they don't believe in gender roles. It's just another way of expressing femininity. Same with cis dudes who like to shave their legs or paint their nails or wear dresses. You can wear a beard and a dress and still be as much of a man as that dude in the Yank Tank with testosterone poisoning and a shitton of misogynistic tattoos.
I get misgendered as nonbinary all the time. I have no idea how - the gender stereotype of enbies is androgyny, which I know is not true, but many people do and yet despite my lowkey and sometimes highkey femme appearance many people use "they" as my pronouns despite being told otherwise. The majority of my friends are trans not because they're my people, but because my cis+ ass is more comfortable around people who play with gender than those who don't. I am a gender expat; I am a guest in their space, but I will never be a native, and yet I'm more comfortable around them than the cis because the cis are so fucking obsessed with the binary and gender roles.
It doesn't help that when I changed my name I changed it to a gender neutral one. One of my friends pointedly made a remark that they were happy that I "get to experience gender euphoria in that way." When I told my psychiatrist about my name change he immediately jumped on the "closeted enby in denial" train that has been following me ever since; he made a long speech about gender fluidity and how I shouldn't take it personally that my family may struggle to adapt to the change. When I told him I was cis, he just smiled. My therapist still uses they/them pronouns for me despite being explicitly told not to. Never mind that I've been questioning my gender for well over a decade; it's hard not to when you're a gender expat and surrounded by people who question their gender all the time. never mind that the answer always is, and always shall remain, "still cis."
I'm not saying my poor widdle cis ass suffers the same oppression as trans folk. If that's what you take away from this you're not paying attention.
The truth is that my femininity is understated. Anonymous. It's never been a loud and in-your-face hot pink and barbie flavoured experience. Just because cis female is a single category doesn't mean that cis female is so rigidly defined. It's loud and in-your-face hot pink. It's Barbie. It's also oil and grime and cars, and loud and opinionated and argumentative, as much as soft and delicate and compliant. It's pink and frilly, but it's also blue and dirty. It's cis men in drag and cis women who have never worn a skirt in their life, and everything in between. It seems like I run into a lot of people for whom gender isn't an experience or lens or point of view, it's interest and fashion sense. Or someone's name. I'm seen as less of a woman for my chosen name and people tell me that's okay, not everyone is female! I just say, it's not okay because of that, it's okay because it's okay not to be your idea of what a woman is.
I met a man called Harriet* once. He wasn't any less a man. His wit was acerbic, and he always fronted comments on his name with sarcasm and "yeah, laugh now, get it out of your system." And yet he never changed it. He wasn't less a man for having a traditionally female name. I'm not any less a woman for having a nonbinary one. Just because male and female are opposites doesn't mean they should never touch for the cis.
I don't fit into the '50s box of "you're female, therefore you should wear a dress." Neither do I fit into the '20s box of "you wear a dress, so you must be female." The truth is that gender roles and expectations are just as baffling for people who are nonconforming as for people who are, and that we'll never be truly free of the gender binary as long as we adhere to it. And the truth is that even if you think you don't adhere to that binary, it's so ingrained in your subconscious and our society you almost certainly do. My friends who not-so-secretly think I'm a closeted enby in denial are as much adhering to it as some idiot who thinks my vagina means I should wear a dress and poo out babies.
Being nonbinary is a spectrum. But so is being male or female. You'll never break out of a black or white binary until you realise that it doesn't exist - not even for cis people. We can't truly break out of the binary until we realise that it doesn't exist for ANYONE.
You either believe in the gender binary or you don't. And if you believe that cis people have certain experiences or present in certain ways, if you believe that binary trans people adhere to those same standards, you believe in the gender binary. No matter what you say. You can claim until you're blue in the face that you don't believe in the binary, but if you're shoving other people in the box of what binary means, you are lying.
(* Not his real name - he's a patient and I'm adhering to patient privacy laws. But he definitely had a "female" name that isn't even ambiguously gender neutral. I'm not even talking Meredith or Tracy, names which used to be gender neutral but are female. I've never once in my life met another male "Harriet" despite meeting dozens of strangers every day.)
#gender stuff#Dusty has opinions#drunkpost#again I'm not saying me being misgendered is the same as a trans person getting misgendered#being misgendered harms me but it's not systematic so the impact is greatly reduced to something that's just fucking annoying#instead of shattering at best
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wanna talk about sol and their personality (or better said, their perceived lack of) but idk..how…. how do people talk abt their ocs and like their inner lore
#i like show not tell more but im impatient and tired and idk how id show what i have in mind#also i was thinking earlier and i think sol reminds me a lot of a bg character from a musical or smrh like that LMFAOO#like. they’re very much inspired by the things in my life that have impacted it greatly like musicals and studio ghibli and those#types of stories. but also they weren’t made to be a main character me thinks.#i have so much planned guys. but i have been struggling recently i wont lie and my motivation to make art is at an all time low#i just wanna share sols story wit the world snd my friends and show how cool they can be but im so tired#i feel like im falling behind..gah#i wanna be cool like every1 else…..#i also dont know how to talk abt things unprompted. u have to invite me first like a vampire HAHA
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me, when my body is in so much pain I can barely move: no this is fine I don't need any painkillers.
me, as soon as i have a tiny toothache or headache: DRUGS!! GIVE ME DRUGS!! ILL TAKE WHATEVER IVE GOT!!
#fucking wisdom tooth#yes my chronic pain is disabling and greatly impacts my life#but a lil headache fucks me up#maybe bc i got them fairly frequently in my teens and now I don't?#i know its probably bc im used to the body pain and not the head pain#and unable to move in bed is basically a tuesday for me#my mum and sister suffer with migraines and I don't know how they're able to do more shit in their daily lives than I am#ive had one migraine in my whole life and that was a medication side effect#and i thank god every day that my brain fog doesn't give me a headache#chronic pain#chronic illness#ellie talks
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wild robot is really good and i’m mad the trailers made me think it might not be
#i’m not talking about the visuals those were always gorgeous#it was 95% the audio editing in the trailers that pissed me off#made it seem really boring and obligatory ‘every thing speaks english bc it’s a kids movie’#AND it just made her sound super ai generated#but they actually did it really well and i greatly enjoyed how translation was actually part of the plot and point#i’m glad we’re still making good impactful kids movies. why did pedro pascal sound like ben schwartz
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