#it fades out after a bit. but like the meds wear off surge was particularly hard today
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O hello time that the mental clarity wears off and the chaos and screaming distractions creep back in
#if my meds bring waves of clarity until all at once my mind is quiet and i can focus and address things and pinpoint#when they wear off it is in waves like overhearing someone laugh particularly loud in a diner and wondering what jokes theyre sharing#then the next wave is the dinner rush so theres more indistinct chatter and ambiet noise and the cash register bell#then all at once suddenly its like wild is running through an i hop with a lit torch in one hand and abomb in the other wearing a frogsuit#with wind cackling and chasing him doing that kid/teen shriek laugh only they can accomplish while intermitte tly blowing a kazoo#adults are yelling at them to sit the f down and behave#somewhere the jukebox is glitching and playing 4 songs at once#and i have stimmy static buildup in my arms and legs and neED TO CLIMB SOMETHING PLS#and oh shit what did i come in the room for? oooh snacks#oh. im incredibly hungry. did i forget to eat and drink because appetite supression side effects?#ooops#(pokemon sleep gebuinely helps me w that tho. i remembered lunch 2day bc snorlax needed lunch)#anyway#rambly ass tags#actually adhd#from my experience this is comparable#it fades out after a bit. but like the meds wear off surge was particularly hard today#hyah-txt
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