#it doesnt help that ny sil lost ANOTHER fucking job

[monochromatictoad]

I just want to stop existing... My parents are planning something, something that might make me and all of my siblings and their families homeless.

And the worst part, I don't know how to approach them about it. I can't just go up to them and go "I know Mom wants to move to Finland, but the people you plan on abandoning here in America kinda need you to not sell the house they currently are trapped in. Will you sell it to us instead?" Because they have a habit of making big sells, and not fucking tell us. (Our old house and many of my dad's vehicles.)

I'm just..... I'm just tired. I Can't vent to anyone irl, because everyone expects me to not have any emotions at all, but I want to scream and cry and hit things. But I can't.

I don't know what else to do. The closest I got is a possible trailer, but I would need to save up at least three or four more months. I can't take most of my animals to apartments/rentals.

I'm tired of my pleas falling on deaf ears.