#it doesnt happen all the time and i dont think its like mania bc most of the time it doesnt really feel good
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Just out of curiosity, anyone else get like elevated mood, insane evergy, or like unhinged focus while on their period?
#i dont know what to call it to try to search what that would even be#it doesnt happen all the time and i dont think its like mania bc most of the time it doesnt really feel good#it feels like i want to run around in circles screaming and kicking things#most of the time i get fucked up and anxious but every so often my body is like. here as a treat u get enhanced focus#and then i feel my my brain is gonna vibrate outta my skull. but this time its actually nice bc i just feel kinda happy?#but like with an edge of. something feels wrong and i have too much energy but also i wanna lay down#ay. today was supposed to be my day off. then i got roped into helping with sampling#maybe if my mood stays stable i can try to get an appointment with a psychiatrist Tomorrow morning#but i am currently impaired by lack of sleep lmao#i should say. the upward moodswing thing isnt usually worrying. i mean it makes ne feel nuts but it doesn't make me do anything terribly#irratic or dangerous. its just weird and im sure if it happens to me it happens to other ppl so im curious#unrelated#tw periods
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From my experience as a pretty casual watcher up until a couple months ago I don't know anyone whos a super big fan of mike and el together? Like pretty much everyone I know who watches ST just kind of expects them to be endgame because they always have been but since the monologue was deemed cringe and most people hate Mike at this point its popularity as a pairing has pretty much dimmed apart from "they were cute in season 2 I guess!". Byler is also kinda looked down upon bc of the unanimous hatred of Mike and because most people in the GA think it's impossible to have feelings for someone of the same gender if you've dated someone of the opposite gender before or they think it's already too late in the game to make it canon.
yeah ive said this recently but i think we dont recognize the lack of mlvn fans anymore because the remaining ones are so loud and obnoxious, but theres actually very few of them. even if theyre not bylers, most people are over mlvn and feel like theyre forced and neither of them are happy. but i think a lot of them just think its shitty writing and dont realize theres a reason for it.
i think the people who do hate mike and mlvn will be more onboard with byler when it happens because mikes behavior that has lead him to be such a disliked character is pretty much entirely a result of his internalized homophobia. him ignoring his friends for el, lying to el, âits not my failt you dont like girlsâ, not writing or calling will, not hugging him at the airport, fighting with will and blaming him at rink o mania, gaslighting el by saying âi say itâ when shes crying in front of him about the fact that he doesnt love her, then all of a sudden being able to say it during a life or death situation but he brings up her super powers again. its all a result of his own self hatred so once hes with will and accepts himself he wont be like this anymore.
people SHOULD hate mike if they arent thinking about the fact that it could be a result of internalized homophobia. i honestly dont understand why more mlvns dont hate mike and are mad at his actions. like hes treated both will and el like shit and many of us have figured out why hes been acting like this but for those who have never even considered that it could be internalized homophobia, i dont understand how they still like him and still think hes great for el.
i think once they reveal that all his shitty actions were a result of his own self hatred the people that do hate him a lot will start to go easy on him. mike needs to have a moment like will destroying castle byers for people to see how much he has been struggling this whole time. they wouldnt just make a loved character from the first two seasons an asshole for no reason.
#this is also why i dont think its queerbait bc it it was queerbait then they sacrificed a great nice loyal character and made him a dick#for what? getting a couple gays to watch the show? nah#stranger things#byler#eden answers
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Lol I love what happens when you go down from period 3 to 4 in the body
K to Rb: absolutely fuck all. You can have as much as 50% of your K ions in your body as Rb and nothing happens. Any more and it just starts spazzing and you die of concerted cell spazzing
Ca to Sr: increases bone density, increases heart attack risk (strontium counterion medications are a high risk high reward treatment for osteoporosis bc its one above calcium. SO it makes bones more dense as minerals. And strontium is just large enough to occasionally block those ion pumps and cause heart attacks)
(ns2 np1 group doesn't exist, hush. aluminum? gallium? quit making stuff up)
C to Si: get the fuck out of here you watched one YouTube video and think you know everything about the potential chemistry of alien life silicon doesn't behave like carbon (seriously organosilicon is closer to organotin than classical organics. Organotin is cool as hell though definitely recommend)
P to As: hhhhHHA. okay we all know Arsenic Bad but this is because As doesnt like its +5 ox state (As2O3 is the common oxide, vs P2O5), much like most period 4 p block elements, being the first group after transition metals they remain in their lower ox state. Except As(iii) behaves like P(iii) which is hella toxic, except there's no way to fix it like P so it just destroys your body at the molecular level as your cells try and fail to integrate this Imposter Phosphorus
S to Se: okay this is actually important and genetically encoded for (selenocysteine) because biological sulfur compounds tend to be in low oxidation states, so low valent Se (ie, selenols like thiols, selenides like sulfides, etc) is just Softer, Sloppier Sulfur. Its rare in the body but definitely used in some specialized proteins. Tellurium poisoning is a fate worse than death though.
Cl to Br: *deep breath* organobromides are more reactive oxidizers than the relatively stable C-Cl bond, most simple ones like benzyl bromide are world class lachrymators and carcinogens and bromoethylacetate is an old tear gas. Fun fact one time i accidentally made iodoacetone which does the same thing and suffered greatly. bromide salts are strong sedatives and we still don't totally know why but bromide salts were used as treatment for epilepsy and mania in the 1800s and "bromide" was slang for something to soothe a conversation, someone with "bromism" was slang for someone who was especially dull. Unfortunately bromide ions take a while to remediate out bc theyre Not Cl and Not I and therefore a lot of people died of bromide poisoning. Soon after we discovered barbiturates which are much more efficient at sedating you to death. Then we discovered benzodiazepines which dont kill you very easily, and now everyone is addicted to Xanax. If you think any higher oxidation state of a halide matters in the body then you can put on your clown shoes and walk on home.
Ar to Kr: ha made you look
Fun fact, p block hydrides beyond ammonia water and hydrohalic acids all smell vaguely the same, theyre all violently toxic and smell like rotten garlic. The smell receptors go "ah, yes, lots of electrons. Hydride. Strong reducing agent. no thanks." H2S is the most famous, most common, and probably least toxic, but phosphine, selenane, arsane, etc all smell like death (and the advertising is spot on!)
#biochem#biochemistry#chemistry#learning#nerd#organic chem#organic chemistry#fun facts#science#studyblr#idk what to call this#drink water and dont be racist
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All Of Them (multiples of 3 work tho dhdhgfj)
@furrybarista asked for a few as well but here we are
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
last person i dmed? yeah
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
every day
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
nope
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
not really
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
ive hung out with One person recently
6. What are you excited for?
dnd in about 2 hours!
7. What happened tonight?
well tonight im playing dnd, last night i finished watching dread?
8. Do you think itâs disgusting when girls get really wasted?
i think its uncomfortable to be around anyone whos really wasted, idk about disgusting
9. Is confidence cute?
yes
10. What is the last beverage you had?
i currently have a strawberry smoothie from pulp
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
thats a difficult question to answer when i and almost all of my friends are trans and thats confusingly worded in this context
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
yes
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
either play video games or dnd, probably
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
probably starbucks
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
nope
16. Do you think youâll change in the next 3 months?
absolutely
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
probably dante or luca
18. The last time you felt broken?
i prefer not to think about that because its very often
19. Have you had sex today?
no
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
not that i can think of rn
21. Are you in a good mood?
yeah!
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
yes!
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dadâs?
probably? idk i try to avoid eye contact with him
24. What do you want right this second?
to kiss my boyfriend
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
well, given that i know You, dante, you wouldnt just go and kiss someone else without talking to me about it, and assuming a conversation about that happened, i would be supportive of that endeavor
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
sort of? its still brown on the sides but i dyed it red a couple months ago so its pink on top
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesnât make you laugh?
probably not
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE I WANNA HUG AND NEVER LET GO SO IM JUST GONNA MAKE A KATAMARI OF LOVE
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
ALL MY FRIENDS
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
depends what they did and how they feel about it
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
THE LAST BOY I WAS TALKING TO WAS U DANTE
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
I SURE HOPE U DO
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
i Rarely drink soda
34. Listening to?
in one ear by cage the elephant
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
yep!
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
not specifically
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope
38. Who did you last call?
my mom probably
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
uhhh i think booker in 8th grade. i dont dance
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
because we were dating and we wanted to
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
last night
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
nope
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
i embarrass myself in front of everyone, all the time
44. Do you tan in the nude?
i have a goddamn farmerâs tan
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
nope!
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
yeah
47. Who was the last person to call you?
also my mom, probably
48. Do you sing in the shower?
yes
49. Do you dance in the car?
yeah,
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
i have an archery range in my basement
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
school photos last year
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
YES AND I LOVE THEM
53. Is Christmas stressful?
yes but purely bc of family interaction
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
all the time??
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
apple
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
uhh i wanted to be an astronaut for a while
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
yeah
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
who doesnt
59. Take a vitamin daily?
nope
60. Wear slippers?
nah
61. Wear a bath robe?
i own one, dont wear it often
62. What do you wear to bed?
t shirt and pjam pants
63. First concert?
owl city
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
walmart i guess?
65. Nike or Adidas?
i own a pair of adidas shoes thats abt it66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
fritos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
sunflower seeds
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
no.
69. Ever take dance lessons?
nope
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
i forget the exact words but the cool nerd stuff u do,
71. Can you curl your tongue?
yes
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
never been in one
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
all the time
74. What is your favorite book?
lame but the great gatsby
75. Do you study better with or without music?
i dont study well, period
76. Regularly burn incense?
hate it
77. Ever been in love?
i am right now!
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
other than the artists ive already seen in concert: icon for hire, walk the moon, bastille, cage the elephant, and steam powered giraffe
79. What was the last concert you saw?
fall out boy! the mania tour! apparently cleveland was the start of the tour so i was in the first group of people to ever hear expensive mistakes!
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
iced
81. Tea or coffee?
tea
82. Favorite type of cookie?
uhhh the really good sugar cookies i learned to make off tumblr
83. Can you swim well?
id like to think so
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
didnt know there were people who cant
85. Are you patient?
on a good day
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
dj
87. Ever won a contest?
yeah
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
nope
89. Which are better black or green olives?
depends in what
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
go for it
91. Best room for a fireplace?
living room
92. Do you want to get married
probablyÂ
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