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torchstelechos · 2 months ago

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Me, when remembering something embarrassing: *clicks tongue twice, and twists head sharply to the left* Kill murder death glory, kill murder death glory *claps hands twice*

Surely this isnt indicative of something, surely not. Definitely not something I should have told my therapist about years ago. Nope. We're leaving that box unopen. (except for online apparently)

#personal #Yeah i started doing this like two years ago and uh. Never stopped </3 #Sometimes I just turn my head left sharply or clap my hands or I do everything but clapping #it depends on what im doing tbh #BUT MAN #SURELY THIS DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING. SURELY NOT. RIGHT FOLKS?#I get stressed out and I just!! Head to the left! Head to the left! Head to the left!! click tongue!! Clap hands!! Snap fingers!!!#always in pairs!!#Also the thing i say is actually from something else I used to say when was stressed but then I accidentally spooked someone so....

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ihavesomejays · 2 months ago

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Many springs ago, I perceived a sea of flowers upon a lake. I thought to myself that those fleeting colors held indescribable beauty.

The next time I perceived those colors was many years later, when the medic’s tent had blinded me to all but red. The radiance of that shining star was lost on my eyes.

Now, my eyes no longer perceive the subtleties in the colors around me.

But I am content.

For I can now see the most brilliant colors in my universe.

anyways yeah why did they fucking do that to jiaoqiu bro

the planning for this experimentalish comic is under keep reading

#artwork #digital art #hsr fanart #art #hsr #honkai star rail #jiaoqiu #hsr jiaoqiu #moze #hsr moze #feixiao #hsr feixiao #moqiu #feiqiu #moze x jiaoqiu #feixiao x jiaoqiu #it can go either way tbh depending on how you read it but i personally don’t ship feiqiu #this was mostly just jiaoqiu character exploration #hsr 2.5 #hsr spoilers #just in case because i actually got fucking spoiled on the plot twist and it made me so mad #experimental comic #being in art school for like 3 weeks really experimentalpilled me #(i just wanted to do something other than lineart lmao)#painted it almost entirely with a singular noise brush because i was going for those memories vibes + jiaoqiu’s blind now #so i was trying to give the impression that he can’t see clearly #for anyone who’s about to like idk get on my ass about depicting blindness wrong #i based all of these visuals off of what i see when i take off my glasses #ill do more research when i wanna get in depth with this concept but for now my -300 degrees eyes are gonna have to be the reference #im imagining jiaoqiu with prescription bottlebottom glasses now

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 2 years ago

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Joel meeting Ellie: *slams her into a wall & threatens to shoot her*

Joel five minutes later: *kills a man w/ his bare hands for threatening to shoot her*

#the military guy: *points a gun at ellie*#joel: HEY >:/ ONLY I CAN DO THAT #this show's gonna be fun i can tell #cant wait for them to be such a borderline unhealthy co-dependent father-daughter duo <3 #theyre already getting there #im sooooo not normal about them already and they only interacted for like. ten minutes so far #the show is so good and everyone's acting is on point #the last of us #my only issue is that THEY TOOK AWAY THE FUCKING SPORES.#THE THING THAT MADE THE LAST OF US UNIQUE FROM OTHER ZOMBIE APOCALYPSES #ohhh noooo they have tendrils in their mouths oh so scaryyyy #WHERE THE FUCK #ARE MY SPORES????#what's gonna be the big threat about the bloaters now huh? i guess there's no inherent threat of existing in heavily infected areas huh???#i guess we dont get a scene of ellie breathing in spores and joel being Not Happy about it hmmm???#'auogh oh nooo we dont want to occasionally obscure our actors facessss noooo'#COWARDS. THE LOT OF THEM.#it would have added to the show actually. it would have been sick as fuck. so unsettling. so immersive.#gonna die mad about it tbh #like sure the visuals are gonna be cool and the cordyceps concept still rips #but the infection spreading just by biting... thats so painfully normal. thats just another zombie show #its still an amazing adaptation and im obsessed but :/ cmon man #if there was One Thing to get right. the spores wouldve been it #PLUS IT WOULDVE LOOKED SO AWESOME. THEY COULDVE DONE SO MUCH W IT

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scootatwoni · 1 month ago

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The strongest warriors are those that love botw but don't ship zelink (me its me I'm the strongest warrior)

#*points at botw link* the boy is aroace and theres nothing you could say or do that'll convince me otherwise #(boy in an incredibly nonbinary way btw. hes also nonbinary to me and i cant be convinced otherwise of that either)#tbh? I generally dont ship zelink lol idk its never appealed to me like i never *got* it?#with the exception of skyward sword zelink but thats becos ur invested from the start w/ those two #and link isnt a knight so he isnt bound by obligated--thats just his best friend!!!!#and maybe he didn't have feelings at first but after all that shit went down and theres the threat of him losing her #(and vice versa on Zelda's end) it puts things into perspective...they cant and dont want to fathom a world without the other #honestly i read it both as romance and transcending the confines of romance #(which i suppose suits two characters whose souls/spirits are doomed to reincarnate every cycle lol)#but anyways #maybe also spirit tracks zelink. sometimes! it depends on my mood #spirit tracks arguably (and i will argue) has the best developed zelda so that definitely contributes #becos as much as i love botw and like totk. they really pissed on zelda's character...especially in totk #spirit tracks zelda is much more fleshed out and complete im gonna be real w/ u #again w/ her and link theyve been through shit together and although they werent friends to start like ss link and zelda #they grow into it and eventually become incredibly close so sometimes i read it as romance #but otherwise yeah. not a huge zelink fan!#botw link is much more interested in food than romance and of that isn't the most stereotypical ace thing than idk what is #scout.txt

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pollen · 2 months ago

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#seriously the like. not having money and not having a therapist and not having a job and feeling terrible unpredictably #and not having friends or family here and not having any reason to leave the house. and being so reliant on weed to function bc it's #the only medication i have access to for my pain and depression/anxiety that works #has made my tolerance SO high (i had 300mg earlier and it's barely anything. i'm still in bed in pain)#is getting so so so expensive. it makes me so scared. when i go without it it's essentially the same as being unmedicated #i wish health care moved any bit faster. and i wish i had a psychiatrist bc my pcp doesn't wanna prescribe more than zoloft #and it's helpful at keeping me from crying all the time but it doesn't give me any other benefit really so i just feel :x always #i feel like time is pressing down on me like a bug being stepped on and i don't have anywhere to run #and i feel frustrated because im being held in place by pain/illness/fatigue/etc that i'm struggling so hard to get help for #but no one can see any of the things that are holding me here. so they get mad at me and frustrated that i'm struggling so much #idk what to do. i feel like i'm going to alienate everyone i depend on because i can't contribute and can't get answers for them #ahhhhh i wish i had chronically ill friends lol i'm just so lonely all the time i feel less than human TBH

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sonknuxadow · 5 months ago

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the fact that sonic x shadow generations costs 50 dollars makes me even more confused about the pricing for sonic superstars . because for a second there i thought they were going with the nintendo system of "all our games are 60 dollars now regardless of quality or content" now since frontiers also cost 60 and that price tag felt more reasonable there. but no sxs gens costs 50. which means that 60 Isnt the new default price for sonic games and they actually thought superstars was worth that much. okay

#well maybe it has to do with sxs generations being a remaster with added content instead of a full new game #maybe they thought if they charged too much for it people would just go buy the original sonic generations instead. idk #but also re releases of sonic games arent usually 60 dollars anyway. like origins plus and colors ultimate are both 40 iirc?#im also noticing generations is one of the only sonic games thats not on sale right now when it usually Is on sale for a big discount #so maybe theyre just trying to push people away from generations in general #without outright taking it down since that would be controversial for multiple reasons #anyway. tbh i Am willing to spend 60 dollars on a game but it heavily depends on what game it is #if youre gonna ask for me to spend over 50 dollars on your game it better be a damn good game with plenty of content to play through #like i dont regret spending 60 dollars on frontiers at all. but i felt kinda ripped off with superstars #i might just be biased towards modern sonic though. because i definitely like modern sonic more than classic #but either way. superstars should have cost 30-40 at Most and even that feels like too muhc considering mania is like 20

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fate-defiant · 2 years ago

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Doodled this in aggie.io to try it out. Would anyone be interested in doing a drawing collab sorta thingy sometime?

#princess tutu #duck #fanart #my art #it works pretty decently #you do get like a limited amount of brushes unless you subscribe to them(understandable. gotta finance the upkeep of the site somehow)#but there;s enough to work with if you ask me #ya got your soft brushes ya got ya hard brushes you can fuck around with opacity and min width. you can get lotta mileage out of it #the basic principle is everyone has their own laye to work with but you can let other ppl into your layer and so on.#theres also both a chat and voice call option #tbh id like it if i could make that sorta thing a semi regular occurence? once every couple of months? depending on how well it goes.#i guess we could do it on like a drawpile sort of principle #or have everyone do like a sketch and then alternate with who does the lineart and the coloring on each skectch #or just. a chaotic everything everywhere all at once sort of approach #i dunno i think it'd be fun i reccomend checking it out! and if ya do lemme know what y'all think please!#also also you can export the work as a png and a psd or pngs of each layer.#im thinking. thinking #hmmmm thinking

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straycalamities · 6 months ago

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now i'm curious about swagtre begin parents, like adopting a kid, taking care of them, raising them, idk i think that's cute

uhhh i don't really have more thoughts on it tbh O_O sorryyy

#asks #Anonymous #i HAVE DONE #the parental oc thing #and ive even done it with entre in a different au with a different oc #but it's not something that comes natural for me #bc 1. im picky as Hayl it has to be done a certain way and for me the characters have to be a certain way and in a certain place in their #lives and 2. ive only RECENTLY in the past few years even gave a second glance at the idea bc ive never been that guy bc personally i have #negative interest in having kids thats just not for me #so yeah UHHHH i dont know? i just like my meme answer tbh #i know entre would want to do better for any child or teen or whatever under his care than his mom did for him #and thats about it. what comes after that is ...??????? depends i guess #i honestly dont think id trust truffula flu entre with a kid. not bc he'd do anything nefarious but just like #look at the guy #he cant even raise himself

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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense · 1 year ago

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You know what, I think it would be extremely funny if the tf2 mercs sometimes just casually called each other 'girl' the way gossipy teenage besties would. Especially mid conversation for no reason like:

"Girl, for the last time stop antagonizing the enemy Sniper during cease fire, this is the fifth time I've had to pull an arrow out of you and it's only 10am"

Do you- do you see what I'm trying to say, do you understand my vision rn

#In my perfect world Soldier calls everyone girl but insists on being the only one called woman because girls are for un-american sissies #tf2 #team fortress two #i mean 'girl' in a completely gender ambiguous way btw- like how you would call your sister or girl besties 'bro' or smth #to me 'girl' is like- amagical word that can convey any emotion depending on your intonation and context #fav word tbh #like 'GIRL-' and 'girl-' have two different meanings #DO YOU SEE WHAT IM TRYING TO GET AT HERE??#THIS ISNT OFFENSIVE RIGHT #AM I REINFORCING A STEREOTYPE OR SMTH #silly chatters

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untilyouremember · 2 months ago

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You Can Depend On Me

Available digitally on Manga Planet

18+ for sexual content

#smutty #i forgot all about this #which is a chronic problem of mine tbh #has nothing to do with what im reading lmaooo #mangaplanet #manga #manga recommendation #screencaps #manga panel #romance #fyres hyperfixations #josei #you can depend on me #romance manga #smut manga

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torchstelechos · 2 months ago

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*Steeples fingers together* The peer review process is important, its good, it means that your biases dont get past first draft stage. Having said that it did hit me with the psychic blast of "Oh shit thats actually worst, you know thats worst right?"

#Thinking of something guided by stars (i think) said on the theory post #which was that the whole timeline restart didnt seem plausible (paraphrased) which if it isnt what happened well...#Uh... Then its gonna get weird in the world that ISAT is in tbh #Because its all one timeline. That one is fact. But um. SAAP has very different cultural notes for Vaugarde and the party is also different #So... if its all the same timeline but only the places affected by the timecraft are impacted with the reset....#I dont think Odile's family is going to be the exact same as she remembered?#or the people who evacuated from Vaugarde before the curse was fully placed on everything?#Cause it is the truth that this is a different Timeline than what Loop had to deal with #but its one timeline... ;;;; Im kind of;;; worried about the implications here ;;;;#(Also no I dont think Loop went into a different Siffrin's timeline or universe or anything like that. Its the same timeline. LIKE.)#So many thoughts... hwo would they connect #but yeah I still do think for everyone involved its better if it was a full timeline reset #ALSO FUCKING. IF THE OUTSIDE WORLD WASN'T EFFECTED and THE TIMELINE WASNT A FULL RESET #BUT SAAP STILL HAPPENED. THEN HOW LONG WAS VAUGARDE LOOPING?#are they gonna pop out missing like 6 years or something depending on how long Loop and Siffrin were looping??? What the fuck #MANY THOUGHTS. MANY EMOTIONS. THE IMPLICATIONS?? HORRIBLE

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wings-of-angels · 8 months ago

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trying to plan out what pokèmon bruce wayne would have... much to think about

#i am envisioning batman to have: noivern (obviously he must have one bat pokèmon). lucario. and greninja #i chose the last 2 partly because i like those pokèmon but theyre also powerful and stealthy pokèmon #so fitting for batman #and noiverns more of a less-stealthy heavy hitter i guess for when hes gotten civillians out the way #batman would have to have some sort of earplugs or padding in his cowl to deal with the sound noivern creates though.. hmmmmm #im also thinking he should have some sort of electric or tech pokèmon but i cant decide which one..#i gotta balance strategy vs his asthetic #it would be good if he had a fire and/or grass type pokèmon too but none really fit his vibe #also it would make sense he have a fighting type (aside from lucario) but i dislike all the fighting types 😔😔#sorry pretty privellage is REAL and it is stopping me from giving him other fighting types #idk.. much to think about #i think lucario makes a lot of sense tbh like they both have the drive to do good and help people #i can envision bruce finding a riolu during his time training and instantly having that connection #ORRR bruce is so strung up on his anger and bitterness. it takes meeting riolu (who rejects him for not being as virtuous as b would think)#for bruce to kinda enforce his own principles #of becoming batman to HELP amd do GOOD and not just for vengence #meanwhile i chose greninja cos its one of my favs #brucie wayne would also need different pokèmon to batman. otherwise his secret identity is WAYY too obvious #it would depend on what kind of bruce wayne i want tho #the more ditsy playboy brucie would have different pokèmon to... e.g. ben afflecks batman whos more sleazy businessman #so many different options #SORRY FOR THE RAMBLE i am... thinking

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spitblaze · 8 months ago

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Why am I losing followers. Did I do something or are ppl nuking their accounts over the whole midjourney thing

#spitblaze says things #considering i havent seen any callout posts or w/e #if its the former its probably either that i didnt fully get the discourse earlier this week/last week? idr when it was and got defensive #(valid)#or bc ive been doing more social justice blogging than usual and my blogs become a bit of a bummer #(also valid but like. come on theres a fucking genocide and transmisogyny epidemic)#my money is on the midjourney thing tbh #if we're very very lucky maybe staff is actually nuking some bots. probably not tho #anyway might delete this later depending on how insecure this post makes me lol #if i actually DID do something id prefer someone just tell me. im bad at taking hints and knowing exactly what the problem is Helps A Lot

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veilk · 1 month ago

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one time i tried that "mentally ask yourself if anyone else is in there" thing & i didn't get a Direct response but the song stuck in my head (which i Do Not control) would change and the new repeating lyric would function as a response to whatever question i asked. so that was kind of fucked up & i don't know if i'm supposed to do anything about it. it just kinda sounds ridiculous to say "there are entities in my head attempting to communicate with me via song lyrics"... i realize now i don't actually have a specific question i just wanted to tell someone about this sorry

THAT'S. HOW IT GOES SOMETIMES... yeah i have no idea what's up with that either brains are weird

#answered #evil words #+ while i get why it sounds ridiculous that IS like . entirely possible thats whats going on #to be clear im not saying this to say it is or isnt plurality specifically (thats up to you to figure out and decide)#im more trying to make the point that it sounding ridiculous doesnt make it less possible if that makes sense #plurality as a whole is weird and weird stuff like that happens all the time #+ tbh there isn't really anything you're inherently *supposed* to do? what to do is a case by case sorta deal if that makes sense #but if you want my advice i'd recommend seriously trying to talk even if it feels silly and going from there #wont neccessarily for sure get any useful information but hey. maybe you will.#it *is* also fine if u don't end up figuring out whats going on. sometimes u just simply *are*#shit can be hard to figure out especially with how much grey area there is. so you don't really *have* to figure it out #in hindsight i do think my og post lacked nuance in this regard which i do apologize for ^^;;#anyway i dunno whatevers going on and whatever happens i hope youre doing well and having a nice day. thumbs up #yknow i couldve put this shit in the actual post... tags are a game and i'm either winning or losing depending on your definition

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art-leon · 4 months ago

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so. AE2, amirite

"what in the name of all that is Eldritch did I just walk in on"

[Applied Energistics 2 guide]

#hhhh. how do i tag this fella. cmon think brain think #p1 (character)#< yeah sure. ok.#the name could mean either Player 1 or Person 1. it depends on what you want it to mean tbh #anyway ofc im tagging the silly doodle as 'my art' lol #my art #edit I FORGOR TO TRANSCRIBE THE TEXT #also. some may not think its that hard to remember but its a lot of new info all at once! so. uh. yeah

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musingmycelium · 4 months ago

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. noncoherent but also thoughts

#i have such mixed feelings on the solas varric save everyone meme #bc on one hand ya that is whats going on in that dialoge but also!! its not!!#solas *is* trying to save everyone from his pov on several levels (the spirits the ancieny elves the modern people too to an extent*)#*the extent being how far he views them as people/everyone being semi dependant on his relationship with the inquisitor i believe #and he is trying this is his third fucking attempt we know of to save everyone #(which of course he will keep trying and keep trying as alone as possible he isnt named pride for no reason he doesnt have a place -#-in the dalish pantheon for no reason)#and then varric..#my god where do i even begin with varric's pov #da2 varric is EXTREMELY you cant save everyone (so why bother to try) and so very much out for himself (and those he cares about -#-bc those are *his* friends and his friends are part of his life)#but for those outside his circle? varric does not give two shits about anyone outside in da2 #dai varric has learned over the past 10 years little. imo. he's learned his friends are affected by things he cannot control (hello.) but #he clings to the idea he can control things he can write their (his) story bc if he cant (and he knows he cant its why he tries so hard) -#then its been meaningless the whole time and he's back at square one #varric has learned the you have to try thing the fucking hard way and tbh he doesnt really believe it (at least not in dai)#i REALLY wanna see dav varric and what development he's had (sorry i havent read the comics and probably wont theyre hard for me to see/read #god i wish i could see what my tags are bc i dont remember where i cut several of these off fuck mobile tagging but anyways #i want tosee what direction varric has moved in - his dialogue inthe trailer is deeply interesting to me. specifically. since it does seem #to imply a real shift in his pov but im Suspicious bc while varric has always cared deeply and has been tryung very hard to keep his friends #read his #life comfortable he's really never picked any sort of side in his life varric is deeply centrist bc he benefits from not rocking the boat #(usually.)#(dai trapped him imo and hes not there to save the world by a long shot)#but dav seems to position him into an instigator role a real shake it up and point role #very interesting to me i wanna see where it goes #anyway.#im gonna take more headache meds and open indeed and blow myself up

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