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crispybutinterested · 7 months ago
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Anyone else just so emotionally devastated in both the best and worst way after todays episode?
Like "Do you... do you think we're gonna make it?" "Around that campfire, did it matter?" "...No" was so heart-wrenching and moving
but recontextualized to "do you think we'll be able to continue our story?" "did you enjoy the story you did make?" "yeah" as a way of saying It Was About The Journey Not The Destination has me sobbing uncontrollably
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bronzetomatoes · 4 months ago
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Adding my own hat into the ring and I'm so sorry to be a toxic inniter but the dsmp was written by 3 dozen amateurs who refused to communicate behind the scenes. Which is gonna cause some inconsistencies, especially in the bigger storylines with more creators, and especially when those creators (who were, again, minecraft streamers with little to no writing experience) (not their fault) didn't put much thought into creating a story with a beginning, middle, and end.
Going into season 2, the majority of what Tommy did was done with a very small cast of characters at any given time (with Dream, with Tubbo and Ranboo, with Wilbur and Quackity, for example). He worked with a lot of people, but for different aspects of his character that he could separate from each other. The problem isn't when people try to make themselves the main character (that's how multi-perspective stories work), it's in knowing where you sit within other people's stories, which Tommy had a good grasp of. Along with this, Tommy already had experience with live theatre and an interest in writing. And you can tell, because his story was consistent and very well developed for a 16yo. Was it flawless? No, nobody's was. It was a passion project done over quarantine by a group of teens and young adults. But out of all the creators on that server, Tom is the one who went on to write a play, ykwim? So like, maybe his character was popular for a reason
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the-kirby-movie · 3 months ago
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ATTENTION KIRBY FANS!
Do you want to see a Kirby movie more than anything, but Nintendo keeps letting you down? Well, today's your lucky day! I'm in the process of creating my very own, fanmade Kirby movie based off of Star Allies - and I'd like your help. I believe that with the efforts of a community coming together to work on this passion project and give something that we love our all, it will turn out better than anything official that they could come out with. Overall, while this project is serious to me and something that I am very dedicated to, I also want it to be fun and for everybody to have a good time creating this art together. If you do decide to jump on and help, there's no need to worry about deadlines or stress or needing to have a ton of skill. But, without further ado....
Animators
I'm looking for people that have experience working in Blender here. Pretty much any skill level is okay, though I will still request that you show me some sort of example (just to verify that you know how the application works at all, basically). Ideally I'd like to have enough people working on this that I could step back from leading the animation, eventually, and focus fully on writing/storyboarding and other design aspects instead - but I understand that this might be unrealistic.
Storyboarding
The more the merrier! Regardless of the level of your art skill or your style, if you can sketch out scenes in a way that's decipherable to others, you're more than welcome here.
Voice Acting
The big one. Voice actors for Kirby, Meta Knight, King Dedede, and Bandana Waddle Dee would be very much appreciated. I also have a longer list of characters that need voices that includes many of the Dream Friends, Hyness, the Mage Sisters, and more. This is the one thing I will likely be a little picky on, and require you to audition for the role.
Writers
Honestly, I'm not looking for many other writers right now. I think I have it mostly under control, but I could possibly take one or two co-writers on with me.
Sound Effects/Miscellaneous
Do you think you have something to bring to the table that I didn't list before? Great, this is for you! Let me know what you want to do, and honestly, I doubt I'll have any reason to turn you away. Whether it's stitching music and effects together, editing extra graphics, or literally whatever you think will be helpful, tell me so that I can get you in.
Community
If none of that sounds like something you'd be interested in, well, you can still do something to help. Just stick around here! Throughout development I'll be posting updates, questions, and polls about decisions on this blog for you to influence. I want this to be something that the community creates together and can enjoy together. By us, for us, you know? And everyone who wants to deserves to be involved.
- Closing -
If you made it this far, thanks for reading! This blog will likely be changing a lot in the upcoming days as I update and personalize it to be more effective. I also now have a discord server! Anyways, though, the long and short of it is that I'd love to work on this with other people but I will complete it, no matter what. So this is your official guarantee - sometime, in the indiscriminate future, you will have a Kirby movie. And I hope you enjoy it just as much as I'll enjoy making it, because honestly, this is just my dream. I hope I see you around, and have a great day!
progress as of 8/15/24: trailer scripted and (mostly) storyboarded. possibly starting animation soon!
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elysiansparadise · 3 months ago
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Hi Hi! I love your blog! The way you write speaks to me so well ✨ Any chance you could do some more 11th house planets specifically Neptune and Uranus? I noticed they're both not there and I have an 11th house stellium 🙈 totally okay if you're busy but would love your opinions on it 🩷 much love
Hello love, thank you so much for loving my blog! I have already posted that Uranus placement analysis, here it is.
Neptune in the 11th house
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These natives are very intuitive and empathetic in their social relationships of all kinds, deeply feeling the emotions and needs of their friends or members of any group to which they belong, often offering emotional support and understanding. It is because of this that their friends tend to see them as reliable and empathetic advisors. They may have deep spiritual connections with their friends, they may even feel karmic bonds or predestined relationships quite often. These people have a strong sense of friendship, enormous devotion and respect for those who give them this title. It is likely that at some point in their life they will make the mistake of trusting someone they shouldn't, and may feel that they took advantage of their trust. They seek deep and meaningful connections with their friends and groups, since they do not settle for superficial relationships and seek to share transformative and meaningful experiences. These people have the ease to solve issues of other people, however, they may struggle with handling their own. Many times their friends can see them as people who have supported and guided them on a path towards a better mindset or life in general, since these natives not only will seek to encourage, support and make their friends feel accepted and loved just as they are, but they will make them see in themselves someone capable of achieving big things by making them turn their dreams in something tangible and real.
These natives stand out for being idea machines, with this placement their creativity increases by mixing it with originality, giving them the ability to create amazing things. They dream big and really love to fantasize about the future, they can even spend a lot of time daydreaming. It is very likely that they have artistic interests and hobbies and, in addition to that, enormous talent regarding them. They choose to experiment, try new ways of doing things and above all, not have a scheme or demand too much of themselves. Here we find people who hate tension in any form, choosing to prefer environments where they feel tranquility and peace from doing the things they like most. They reject unnecessary conflict and will easily walk away from anything that brings chaos and discomfort into their lives. These natives dream of a better world, some may decide to have a job in which they help others or contribute positively to society, many others have the way of thinking that, although they cannot completely change the world, they can contribute even a little, and they will do it without hesitation.
These people have a knack for inspiring others, an effect that can lead them to attract people who admire them either for a trait or talent. It is very likely that people place high expectations on them or idealize them in some way. They value working for a cause and a purpose, they will never be in a job for which they do not feel that passion and dedication. Many of them, despite being great friends, may prefer to take refuge from issues or problems by isolating themselves. They are those types of people who try to be reliable for others but hardly feel that there are people who are reliable for them. They may enjoy spending a lot of time on social networks or doing their hobbies, losing track of time. They may be able to earn money through jobs or projects that involve humanitarian, spiritual, charitable causes, creative or artistic activities. These natives have no difficulty working as a team and will always seek to help and support other members. They are very sensitive to the energies of others and can easily feel the vibrations of the environments they are in, so it is normal that after a while socializing they need a moment alone to recharge their batteries.
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loveemagicpeace · 1 year ago
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North Node in Aries & South Node in Libra🌅
🎸The North Node in Aries will invoke acceleration, innovation, passion, and drive. Aries is about being centered in yourself as opposed to paying attention to the other. You will work on your energy, personality, appearance. Everything related to you. Aries during this period of much needed growth and awareness.The South Node in Libra represents alignment, justice, and collaboration. Libra will bring up codependent themes in regards to keeping the peace. The least you can do is be aware you’re being challenged in your close relationships. With aries it is about embrace your individuality. Take risks and be adventurous. Stand up for yourself and assert your needs. Pursue new beginnings and assert your individuality. Take charge of your life and make decisions independently. There can also be an urge to compete with others. With libra-Reevaluating relationships and partnerships. Recognizing the need to create balance and harmony. Learning to compromise and cooperate.
🍓More focus on the physical side of the earthly experience and the physical body itself. More energy, more physical energy. More courage in people and personally. Search and desire for more adrenaline. For libra and aries this will be a good period and a lot of changes. You can get into relationship, get married, meet new people, start your own business, improve your personality, appearance.
🫧 It all depends on how big your house is in your chart(sometimes it can happen that the north node is in some house longer than in others).
🍓Aries rising your north node will be in your 1st house- this means that there will be a lot of progress regarding your personality and appearance. Maybe you will change your view and start looking at things differently. Maybe you will start to focus more on yourself and start to realize who you are. It can represent the beginning of a major identity shift.
🧸Taurus rising your north node will be in your 12th house- this means that you will start to be more in touch with your subconscious. This is an incredibly active time for psychic messages and symbols to come through in your waking life and dreams, so pay attention. You may become more aware of any limiting beliefs or habits that you’re also ready to release.
🌙Gemini rising your north node will be in your 11th house- it means that you will start to be more social and you will start to have fun with people and friends. New people who enter your life right now may spark the potential for a long-lasting friendship. People in your network may connect you with someone who could help bring about some of your dreams. You may also feel inspired to pursue a new idea.
☀️Cancer rising your north node will be in your 10th house- a lot will be related to your career, work, public identity (if you have a company, things can change there or you can start your own company). You will think a lot about what you can improve and what suits you. You’re gaining others’ attention and respect in some significant way. You may also be starting a new role or major project in your career.
🪂Leo rising your north node will be in your 9th house- you can start with a new religion, a spiritual view, a spiritual journey, you can also travel a lot or become more interested in another culture. This can also mean that you will start learning a new language or something related to foreign countries. You may be planning a trip that can change your life or engage in a life-altering conversation. You may also be ready to share some of your expertise with the world through broadcasting, publishing, or podcasting.
🧘🏽‍♀️Virgo rising your north node will be in your 8th house- this is all about the relationship, intimacy ,secrets ,the truth, inheritance, other people's money, deep feelings( no one talks about the fact that this house is connected with how deeply you feel your relationships with others and how important they are to you). You can start to think more deeply about how you see relationships and what you really want deep inside (what would loyalty mean to you and what is it that you deeply want from someone). This is also a cathartic and healing time, inviting you to release pieces of your past, fears, or anxieties that hold you back.
🩷Libra rising your north node will be in your 7th house- it will be related to the relationships you have with others, the relationship in general. You can meet a lot of new people, you can enter into a new relationship. If you are already in a relationship, something can change. People who enter your life around this time may feel karmic or fated. If you are releasing an old connection, trust that destiny will bring a more aligned person into your life in due time. This can also mean that you start working on what you want in terms of beauty things.
🦋Scorpio rising your north node will be in your 6th house- means that your routine change. That the job you work in goes in a different direction or you find something new. This is the house of work (which means you can find something that really makes you happy). In general, your entire lifestyle can change.
🪴Sagittarius rising your north node will be in your 5th house-You will start to look more at what you like to do, what makes you happy, look for your hobbies, you will be more creative and work on projects. You may finally begin a passion project you’ve dreamed about for a long time. This can also mean that your love life will improve and you will be able to go on more dates or have an affair. You’re ready to express and experience your truest desires.
⭐️Capricorn rising your north node will be in your 4th house- it can be related to your family, home, changing things. You may be feeling more nostalgic under this eclipse and ready to acknowledge and release dynamics, memories, or generational patterns. This can also coincide with a fresh start in your living environment or mark a new beginning with certain family members. You must first make peace with the past in some way.
🌠Aquarius rising your north node will be in your 3rd house- it has to do with communication, thoughts, expression, social networks, relatives. Self-expression will bring clarity and relief. Conversations that take place around this time will feel fated and destined. You will think much more about things, what is really important to you and what is not. The thinking of others will be more important to you. You can decide to work on something new and different. Relationships with friends can be important at this time.
🎆Pisces rising your north node will be in your 2nd house- major changes in the way you earn money begin to unfold. Making a big purchase around this time can feel life-changing in some way. You can start appreciating yourself more and enjoying the things you really like. You will want to enjoy comfort and really pay attention to what comfort really means to you.
Rebekah🩷🌙🪴
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luvtonique · 2 months ago
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I feel like my artist career might be nearly over.
Now mind you, not because I'm burnt out, or because of some kind of controversy, but entirely because I don't know how much longer I can keep trying to push forward with it.
I don't hate my art, I don't even dislike it. It's my passion, and I want my entire life to be a life or creating art and telling stories.
I love sharing what I create with the world and I love having support from my fanbase.
But as of right now, I just can't get anyone noticing anything I do.
I've been working on a video game for almost a full year now, have gameplay footage I've shown, sprite animations, story I've shown off, characters I've been drawing and describing and giving backstories, and I get like 20 notes tops on anything I post.
I do streams for an average of 5 viewers every Monday and Wednesday and Friday. 5 viewers.
I have had a fundraiser to get me out of California because I can't afford to live here, I'm disabled, and I have a 75yo mother and an autistic brother I'm trying to get out of here too, and I barely scraped together $3000 of donations over the last year.
I pour my heart and soul into music that I've been writing and I'm met with backlash or people flat out ignoring the songs I post because people say my lyrics I write aren't worthy of notice or a paycheck. Soundcloud outright denied my ability to monetize my music. Completely. I am no longer able to request monetization.
The state of California has spent the last 15 years denying my attempts to get SSI, state disability, any kind of social security for my rheumatoid arthritis, and I even got told by a disability lawyer that they had to decline my case because I don't take medication for my disability. When I told them I don't have medical insurance because I don't qualify for MediCAL, they said that isn't their problem.
I watch other artists with 170,000 followers on Twitter bashing me and saying I don't deserve my fanbase for reasons they're just making up, and when I try to defend myself they just bash me harder and block me while I'm over on Twitter with like 300 followers and not getting noticed by anyone.
I reach out to my friends to get retweets, reblogs, etc. and I get nothing. No help, no love, after literal years of me promoting them and doing multistreams with them and collabs with them to help them get noticed.
I've even been blocked by multiple friends of mine when I asked if they wanted to partner up for projects. Really! Blocked! Outright blocked because people want so badly to get away from me!
I am literally starving. I'm currently eating stale sourdough bread that my mom made 2 weeks ago because it's all we have in the house.
I'm sitting here suffering constantly and when I ask people if they wanna like do a collab or do an art trade they always tell me they don't have time, and then the next day I see them post 6-7 art trades they did with another artist.
I make fan-art or fan-music for my artist friends and they just completely ignore it.
I am planning to rework my Patreon into a game dev Patreon to help support my solo development on Melodi, and I guarantee with certainty it won't breach $300 a month.
I have spent my entire life from age 11 to age 35 just working hard to make a living off of my art and all I have earned is a reputation as "a shithead" who never gets given the opportunity to question or debate or be interviewed by the people who call me a shithead.
I'm on the verge of fizzling out.
I'm barely surviving.
And when my game comes out, some day, it may very well be the last thing you ever see from me. I may just leave the internet. I may give up and go find another life to live.
Because even though this is my dream, even though this is all I've ever wanted to do with my life, even though I'm talented and my few fans I still have love everything I make and constantly tell me that my creations are gorgeous, I just plain can't keep doing this forever. I cannot, and will not, continue to suffer alone and obscure.
Case in point: This post is gonna get 2-6 comments from the same people who comment on all my emotional posts saying "I wish I could help but I can't so here's a virtual hug," 16-25 likes and 2 reblogs. And then I'll delete the post.
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kiri-cuts · 8 months ago
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Wooing a dreamboat's grave in "Lisa Frankenstein"
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Warning! Spoilers! If you’re my type of person, then you likely relate to a scene in ‘Lisa Frankenstein” where Lisa (Kathryn Newton) steps awkwardly into a party and immediately recoils in disinterest at its prospects: Normies, popular people, jocks, bad jokes and even worse conversation. Awash in a sea of coddled conformity and vanilla personalities, Lisa wants to disappear. And she does – via a drink spiked with PCP and its vile consequences. 
The scene is in stark contrast to an earlier one, which establishes Lisa as a romantic goth whose happy place is to sit beneath the handsome bust of an expired hottie’s grave and read poetry to it. Dead or not, Lisa is in deep with the dead. Her comfort zone isn’t with people. Hell, it’s not even amongst the living. All she needs is the fantasy of a cute guy – pulse be damned. For many teen girls, dead celebrities make for the perfect untainted crush: Kurt Cobain, Heath Ledger, Brittany Murphy, Tupac, River Phoenix, Elliott Smith Aaliyah, James Dean, Jeff Buckley, Anton Yelchin. For decades (hell, probably centuries), teen girls have been able to project their fantasies onto the pin-ups of the formerly living – the more tragic, the better. Dead celebrities can’t age, make gross missteps, or date someone you hate. As a result, they can never disappoint you or let you down. They simply remain beautiful and idealised – a butterfly pinned within a frame. “Lisa Frankenstein” takes this fantasy to the ideal next level. Lisa’s wooing of a corpse and her unbridled passion for him is so gigantic it’s almost a cosmic event. Sure, it’s the lightning bolt of a storm that wakes The Creature (Cole Sprouse). But to anybody who’s ever swooned so hard that their heart has felt big enough to swallow the whole universe, there’s an obvious truth: Lisa’s love was so electric that it woke the dead. 
Stories rarely allow women to not only fantasise in this way but to take the opportunity to make their fantasy flesh. There are countless stories about lonely, misunderstood, and horny men who see their most potent sexual and romantic dream babes conjured into a living, breathing fuck machine: “Weird Science”, “Ex Machina”... “Splice” (though, good grief, how I wish that last one didn’t go there). While other movies like “Poor Things” and “Frankenhooker” approach this tale from a perspective that pokes holes in such tropes and empowers the object of affection, such a story nonetheless persists. Outside of an episode of “Sabrina the Teenage Witch” where Sabrina uses a dubious ‘Man Dough’ recipe from her chronically single aunts to create a date for the dance, I’m stumped as to recall any others. (Since I know you’re intrigued, Sabrina adds too much enthusiasm into the mix, and a supremely cute but overly perky Brian Austin Green pops out of the oven like a young Nick Cage on “Wogan”. He’s no Harvey Kinkle, that’s for sure). In “Lisa Frankenstein”, our titular heroine very actively indulges her romantic and sexual feelings toward The Creature. Tongueless and speechless throughout the film, Sprouse’s character exists solely for Lisa’s gratification. As she helps rebuild and restore him to the living, she also restores herself. Previously, Lisa, too, had developed reactive mutism following the murder of her mother. But with The Creature, she confidently begins to get her voice back – even if she does use it to enthusiastically encourage the occasional cold-blooded murder (hey, nobody’s perfect). 
By the end, it’s just like my boy Nietsche says: She who fucks a monster might take care lest she become a monster. Except Lisa’s pretty okay with having the abyss gaze back into her. That abyss is her happy place, and that monster is her boo. This is the place where poetry becomes born into flesh and blood, creating the cutest boy she could have ever hoped to have sewn a severed penis onto. A place where love – even the mere fantasy of it – is all a person needs to sustain them. Pulse be damned.
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teeth--king · 1 year ago
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Eats your Stardew Valley Elliott art
anyways! Ive seen barely anyone do this but what do you think Elliotts’ backstory is? Like what’s his relationship with his parents? You can draw and/or write it if you want :)
(i crave angsty backstory for Elliott…because I love him…)
Please, feast away! It brings me so much happiness that people are enjoying my Stardew Valley art so much! I usually make my own personal art, so dabbling in a little fan art and it going so well is very appreciated.(also all the nice comments and tags, those fuel me and make me go forward each day)
But for the main part of the ask, it takes so much for my little writer self to not just go hog wild and re-create characters who I get attached to. I have a love hate relationship with this, but it's very easy to do with Stardew characters because they are all so blank slate, those little buddies can be what ever you want because they are the perfect level of lovable yet bland. As for Elliott, yeah I'm a little more on the angsty side of backstory for him, partially from some dialogue and partially from some projecting, haha.
I am not the worlds best writer(despite the fact that it's technically what I do) so I apologize if any of this is a bit rough or odd sounding :P I also feel odd about writing and sharing backstories for already made characters as a creative myself, so this might also be a bit awkwardly worded on my end as well. So just a little heads up before my rambling thoughts below.
So I've always read him as no longer connected to his family due to his passions and actually following them. He's distanced himself from most people in his past, some intentionally and some outside of his control, to try and become who he actually wants to be. I feel like before he came to Stardew Valley he was working his ass off by not gracefully juggling both a job and trying to write at the same time, probably developed some bad habits during those times to cope. He tries to not show it and mask but being kind and welcoming(sometimes overly so if in a rough spot), he has too much ego to let others know he's not doing well chasing his dreams. After moving to Stardew Valley he's started to do a bit better but he's even more of a starving artist because he's just living off savings, most of which he used to buy the cabin. Man's got a male living space by slight necessity but plays it off as being a minimalist. Also no idea where I would place this otherwise, but he gives me the vibe that he has a more public facing persona where he's more flowery and puts on a slight voice, while in reality he's just a dude(still poetic tho, he can't stop that, theater kid vibes).
Ironically trying to not make him too much like my character Elliot. Both of these men are my current stress toys and I am throwing them around so much in my mind.
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Ah! Thank you so much for this ask, it was a wonderful distraction for my night! I love answering stuff and getting to get my thoughts out of my head somehow. They are quite loud in there so I'm pleased to have them out and about now. This likely isn't everything but my brain works in such scattered and anxious ways that I am not sure. Thank you again!
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marabarl-and-marlbara · 11 months ago
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i think i saw you talk about picayune a bit on your twitter! i was wondering about it if you’re willing to give your thoughts. i heard it was similar to that one game that’s called the void rains upon her heart, at least from a friend of mine.
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hi anonymous; although i say i could gush about it: i mostly said everything i:d want to on the twitter already, but yeah: i love it, it:s a sneaky "top game of the year" for me, i think, and is one of those passion-projects (?) that just feels as though it carries with it a-lot of love for game design and just the act of creating games; i:d put it like this: i really enjoy survivors-type games because they:re dopamine-traps that just give me skinners-box gratification when i:m struggling to get through a day, but as a genre the games are very formulaic and usually seem like they:re 1) cynically made because the formula is hot + can make some easy cash for little effort since the game-design aspect is just laid out like clean providence 2) made a little more earnestly but usually for a developer as an exercise which happens to also be probably decently lucrative -- and both of these prior points lead to pretty stale experiences, but dopamine-trap experiences that i like all-the-same, as-well: due to me just not having a lot of money outside of my weekly grocery budget, i don:t really let myself spend money on non-grocery things, so: looking @ picayune dreams i was hit with this mix of "this looks awesome" and "i know this formula and the gloss is just going to be another stale 100% achievement grind that:ll eat up my time but leave me mad at myself for wasting $5 when i need groceries" -- but it had a demo, and (happily) the demo betrayed my cynicism and just oozed with sincerity on behalf of the developers, so: i bought it.
it:s a very good blend of shmup/bullet-hell type gameplay and the standard survivors-genre, and although i don:t think it:s the best gameplay in either genre, the experience as one whole is executed perfectly for what it is: it unfolds and never seems lazy in its effort or gameplay; the obtuse mechanics are fun to figure out; the story segments (while super iterative of yume nikki type rpgmaker stuff) have this razor-sharp conciseness for the vibe it wants you to feel that i really enjoy (it reminds me of scientology, archangel:nemesis in a weird way: because the breadth of the plot centers around being selected to save a humanity that is trapped down here on earth, sort-of indifferent to your mission -- and i think it creates this plot really beautifully despite using very little words or demanding a lot of your time (<- this point here is key for me, cause i have northernlion syndrome of nearly no-longer having patience for games that want me to stare at some story for a long time, or hit you with tutorials before gameplay, or whatever: picayune dreams just goes and trusts you to figure it out)).
i haven:t played it much lately, cause (if it had one fault, which is more just my user-experience than the devs) the runs can get to be longer than i have patience for (you can loop and at this point you:re getting close to an hour run), so i end up self-destructing when i get bored;
i:d encourage anyone to give the demo a try, or just look at the steam-page and take in the art direction -- it:s a game that probably won:t let you down if it even /slightly/ looks interesting to you, & i still feel a rush of goosebumps when the final song comes in during the last boss; it:s just solid (void rains upon her heart is another one of these great games for me but i 100%'d it earlier in the year and have just been waiting for the dev to add more content; that:s another game that i think more people should give love to because it blends shmup+roguelite formula better than any other attempt i:ve played and also never really let my expectations as a player down as i trusted it to unfold with content and excitement -- because that:s what i like about this trend of roguelite/meta-progression in games: games that use these are like constantly wanting to award you with more because it:s like they are just so eager to spend time with you and don:t want to let you down (at the least cynical)).
at the moment though i:m just playing DCSS cause i:m back in a "everything feels pretty dull and colorless at the moment" spell -- but again: that:s why i love stuff like picayune dreams and sci-fi harry; occasionally stuff surprises you with its love, its passion, and you can:t help but let yourself be affected, and i like being affected.
take care.
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scribe-of-stories · 3 months ago
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Get to Know Your Moots Writeblr Interview
Was poked by the wonderful co-writers of Sunset @sunset-a-story and @touloserlautrec. Go read their posts here and here!
On the Tumblr Writing Community
How long have you had your writing Tumblr/Writeblr? A short eternity (first post is mid 2022)
What led you to create it? Was very bored at work and wanted to share some recent stories. Also I had never tried social media before, it this looked like the most interesting place to try it.
What’s your favorite thing about the Writeblr community? Getting to see other people's imagination unfiltered. I've read plenty of great works before, but it was definitely an entertaining first to see the author later publicly say "this is my favorite little guy, can't wait till the next time he suffers."
What’s one thing you’d like your mutuals to know about you? I constantly feel like I'm bothering people and or feel self conscious when talking about me/my stuff, so bare with me hah.
Is there anything you’d like to see more of on your dash? Just some really unhinged stuff about y'alls stories. I want to open my phone and see someone discussing the seven major heresies dictated by some cabal of priests only to later realize "oh, this is someone's fever dream, not a history lesson".
What tips/advice do you have for someone who made a Writeblr today? Interact more, take up the offer of "open tags" on other people's posts. Also throw your ideas onto the table for other's to look at, we all seem to love just watching someone go off about something they love.
WIP it Good
Which Works-in-Progress (WIPs) or writing projects are you noodling about, lately? Been in a bit of a writing drought. Lexical is always getting worked on, more so the TTRPG stuff than any story right now though. I've had a few projects pop into my mind and leave over the past while. Have a cluster of characters I can't get out of my head, but no narrative or setting to properly put them into. A god of violence and the man that cut her out of himself, a cultish vampire philosopher and his favorite little guy (little guy has a knife). Surely something will come of this, or they'll continue to just exist in one-off stories in my own head. Amber Hill, specifically The Lawman, is still somewhere in here but it's been struggling to come out for a while. Been trying to find Lars' voice as a POV character.
How long have you been working on them? I've been working on something based in Lexical since mid 2022 (huh, exactly around I first posted here); the other guys are new and only a few months old at most.
Do you remember what inspired them/what got you started? Lexical is a can of worms. The short answer is that my irl DnD group wanted to play something more free form and creative leaning than what our 5e campaign was allowing, so I said fuck it and started homebrewing a system based in a world I have vague ideas about. The long answer is that Lexical is a sequel to a Pathfinder campaign titled "Demis", which was about fantasy super heroes. It was heavily inspired by My Hero, Worm, and inescapably Homestuck. So when it came time to make a whole new system for these same players I took some concepts that worked in Demis, applied some occult-adjacent philosophy I was/am into, and ended up with my years long passion project. Atem and Sadaf were born out of my growing need to explore violence as a concept, philosophy, and inescapable existential crisis. The Vampire and his thrall Ish spawned out of a desire to have a toxic romance to think about. And AmberHill was inspired by a desire to create something cozy and occulty. Ended up being SCP adjacent but maintained the idea of a small community that cares about itself.
How much time, in your best estimation, do you spend thinking about them? Lexical- not enough, I'm lucky I have at least some productive thoughts throughout the day. Atem- too much, his tired ass sat down in my head and I've been too polite to ask him to leave.
When someone asks the dreaded, “What do you write about,” question, what do you usually say? "Urban Fantasy with science fiction elements"
What do you want to say (if it’s different from what you do say)? "My dissertation on the semi-real building blocks of both physical and social reality, also wizards punching people."
Let’s Rotate Blorbos
Name any characters you created. We've got the original Lexical boy Samuel Smith, Atem and Sadaf who you've already heard of, Lars DuPont from Amberhill.
Who’s the most unhinged? Sadaf.
Who comes the most naturally for you to write? For whatever reason Samuel's self-loathing PI perspective just comes very natural and is maybe someone I should write more about.
Do you ever cringe at them? Nah
How much control do you feel you have over your characters? Depends, my mind does not wonder so much that I don't feel like I am ever not in control. But who I am able to focus on tends to be a matter of debate.
Do you enjoy people asking questions about your characters? Yes absolutely. Characters, worlds, magic systems; I'll rant about any of them given the chance.
On Writeblr Engagement
What makes you want to follow another Writeblr account? A combination of preferred genre (urban fantasy), shared interest (books/games/table top). Also if they have Scribe as part of their name it's just an auto follow.
Do your mutuals’ characters occupy space in your noodle? There's a few. The telepaths from Sunset and their many ways of being terrifying are the first that come to mind. Since I already mentioned the scribes I'll go ahead and tag @scribe-cas , @covenscribe and leave the rest of the tag open. Here is an empty template
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ferry-man-sam · 9 months ago
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Hi ferrymansam, my name is Mal, I have been a VERY HUGE fan of your work.. I've commented on What Lies at the Bottom on AO3 under the username aesopcarle and when I said nothing will ever top your fanfiction, I MEAN IT.. You replied to me and I haven't responded to your reply since even tho i really wanted to especially considering the fact I did not keep my promise to compliment your work for a day more T_T but i want you to know that i enjoy it so much!!
I go to an art school and in July we need to create some kind of project to put in our portfolio. I dealt with a lot of uncertainty, and lately I've not had sufficient inspiration to create something I'm really passionate about. But I am very, very passionate about What Lies at the Bottom..
I've written about you a couple of times, be it in my diary, or wherever. I've CRIED about you at least two times. I've met other people who have read your story on Asia server eng 1. I'm going to go to the love lock bridge and put me and chapter nine's names on a padlock.
I'm a tremendously big fan, and if I could please have your permission to make a fangame or fan animation out of your work I would be so grateful!! Most of the credits will of course go to you, and if I get any profit out of it, I'll do my best to transfer what I can, but I'm afraid of the difference in out countries (I'm Indonesian)
Thank you so much for your time and consideration and I look forward to making this come true 🙏
I’m almost at a loss for words for how insanely happy this message made me. I never thought I’d create something that someone enjoyed so intensely and thoroughly, which has always been a dream of mine that I didn’t think I had a chance of coming true until I reached a wider audience.
The fact that I’ve reached this with my silly little fanfiction has honestly astonished me, and I cannot impress upon you enough that this story wouldn’t have been complete without your enthusiasm and support. You have my full permission to create any kind of fan work you’d like, and please send it to me if you do! It might literally make me cry /pos
I feel like no words will truly ever be enough to thank you. This is one of the sweetest things someone has said about something I’ve created, and I’ll probably come back to this message if I ever have writer’s block it makes me so happy. I have trouble completing things, and this fic was a rare instance that I felt compelled to do so, and I’m so very glad I did. I wish nothing but love for you, and I am so glad to have created something you loved so much!!
In tears, In the most positive way, thank you.
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scourgefrontiers · 11 months ago
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did a little introspection today and realized that--and this is probably not surprising to any of yall--i may have serious fomo issues when it comes to creating stories/projects/art in general.
some of my stories are genuinely stories i want to create! mirrors being one of them, one way dream being another. but others, it feels like i only created them bc i saw other ppl making similar things and i wanted in on the fun. which i guess isnt...COMPLETELY a bad thing, but i think for me it does get to an unhealthy place, because i work my brain really really hard to come up with something that both me and others will enjoy, but mostly others, and it strains me.
i think i was spoiled with doppelganger being my first public comic/story. every page i posted got hundreds, sometimes thousands, of notes, and every one had lots of comments/replies/tags in the reblogs. it made me feel so happy that people were receiving my story so well and loving it!
i guess it just bums me out that my other stories--namely mirrors specifically--dont get nearly as much love. and i know i know, i should be doing it for my own sake, for my own enjoyment! but you gotta understand how it feels to go from having everyone obsess and fawn over your fanart comic and then have radio silence on your original work. i put a lot of passion into dpg, i did. but i have even more love and passion for my original characters and stories. so i guess it does really bum me out that my more original stuff doesnt get received even a fraction as well as doppelganger did.
i know this isnt an experience unique to me. but man does it suck u_u
at this point i cant tell if some of my stories are genuine interests of mine that i want to go through with or if theyre situations where i saw someone else doing something and wanted to do it too because i didnt want to be left out. i know for a fact that blessed is the latter, and maybe legend is too. i know this new furry story im tryna make is the latter as well. pretty accident is somewhere in the middle i think, and villain + school and mirrors are very genuine thankfully..
i mentioned "art in general" and that relates to fanart. sometimes i just draw things bc i feel like others will like them but it doesnt come from a place of 100% "i want to draw this for me". kind of relates to the comic/story situation.
man idk. feels bad. thats all.
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luxuriant-starlight · 1 year ago
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fools. all of you. “Percy would be a fireman!” “Percy would be a sahd!” “Percy is a marine biologist!”
Think for a second. Who is the one adult in Percy’s life (aside from his mom) who he respects above all others? What career has Percy actually talked about with passion? When he has shown admiration in the stories for the way an adult’s work either touched him or someone else directly?
The adult Percy admired more than anyone is none other than Chiron. More specifically, Mr. Brunner. Think back to the first book- how Percy talked about how much he HATED school and how he felt like every teacher gave up on him until he took Mr. Brunner/Chiron’s class, and how much that motivated him to want to be better (and how much it hurt him to think Chiron didn’t believe him/was disappointed in him). Think about the ways he enjoyed Chiron’s lectures and Latin bowls and the way he tried to reach out to his students.
And think about Quintus (aka: Daedalus in botl). Percy immediately admired and looked up to him. Why? Because he was a demigod who lived to reach adulthood and came to camp to teach other demigods and help them.
And as much as Percy comes off as a delinquent or a “bad student,” all of it always just came down to his bad luck in being a demigod or his ADHD/dyslexia. When he could learn, he DID. And enjoyed it! And humbled himself before his teachers- Chiron, Luke, Quintus, Annabeth. Took what they said to heart.
And after the main quests were over, Percy pushed himself to become a model student. He wanted to go to college with Annabeth, so poured his all into studying and SAT prep and college applications. And has seemingly done well!
And his loyalty. The way he gave up immortality (not only for a girl he wasn’t even dating yet), but also so he could give a selfless gift to the younger demigods, the next generation of demigods. How he excels with children. He thrives at being a leader, at comforting people, at giving advice, at listening, at speaking before a crowd.
He would be great at all those other jobs. But his passion isn’t scientific research or laying down his life or even being a dad (though he would be amazing at it and definitely will be a great one one day, I’m SURE). It’s being the mentor he always wanted. Being the one to believe in and push the kid who’s always had a bad run, just like he did.
I’m 100% confident that Percy will grow up to become a teacher. And not just any teacher, but a teacher and mentor of the demigods at camp.
Also imo, he and Annabeth decide they don’t love living at New Rome, return to New York, and decide to turn camp into “New Athens” (obvi at least one salt water spring must be included tho). Annabeth makes it her architectural magnum opus (even more so than Olympus, in terms of her sentimental attachment to the project), and Percy creates a better curriculum for the students at camp, and teaches them sword-fighting, Latin, Ancient Greek, mythology, quest survival 101, canoeing, etc and maybe even some more practical classes, like English. Annabeth builds their dream home, in the same style as the big house but more homey (and eventually also builds a little getaway cabin on Montauk for them), and they raise their kids there.
And THAT is canon.
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girlhoodgardens · 4 months ago
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Indonesia's New Capital, A Solution? Or Sweeping Problems Under A Rug?
Indonesia has been working hard on a very ambitious project. Moving the nation's capital all the way to the region of Kalimantan. Why? You may ask. And how does this affect Indonesia's people? Are there downsides to this sudden passion project our government is overlooking? Please take some time to look at my article, and let's dive together. Before we discuss the construction of Indonesia's new capital and the negative or positive impact it brings, let's talk about the history of how this project came to be. A lot of people assume the idea came to fruition when our former president, Jokowi Dodo announced the project around 2019. The truth is, according to the Ministry of Finance, the idea first came from Indonesia's very first president, Soekarno all the way back on the 17th of July 1957. But as Jokowi explained, due to agitation our first president was unable to ever begin the project. Soekarno expressed that he chose Palangkarya, Kalimantan as the nation's capital due to it being a vast and wide area and being in the center of Indonesia's islands. Apparently, this dream was also implanted in the second and longest-running president of Indonesia, Soeharto. Unfortunately, he was forced to step down from presidential duties before he could begin the project too. Now, that brings us to our latest president, Jokowi Dodo. Who managed to successfully begin the project and maintain it until the end. According to Jokowi and a couple of other sources, there are many reasons they decided to pick up what Soekarno left off. First of all because of the economic benefits Nusantara could give. Nusantara could single-handedly speed up the process of Indonesia's economic transformation. Second, because the burden of Jakarta had become too much. Speaking of Jakarta, what are the negative and positive side effects of this project? Well, the positive aspects of it would be how the new capital encourages economic growth in the city of Balikpapan, East Kalimantan. With investors itching to invest their money in Nusantara. On top of that, businesses would be rushing to purchase a spot in their new plots. And it would highly attract tourists from around the globe, with how modern yet cultural they plan to make it. Yet the negative effects of this project leaves Jakarta unloved. Abandoning our former capital with how destroyed it's become. Creating a new capital and moving everything now has swept all other problems under a rug, it might not be visible but it's still there. Jakarta will possibly sink sooner or later. And not everyone can move out of their homes here. On top of that, with Indonesia's reputation of corrupt government officials and ministries. There's a high chance that Nusantara could be wrongfully used by corrupt individuals. So far, we've not heard of any given measures against this. Not to mention the environmental factors. Sure, Nusantara will be an "eco-friendlier" place. But what about the places that so desperately need environmental actions? Are we just going to abandon them? Depok, Jakarta, Bandung. Their Air Quality Index are high above where it should be. In conclusion, the new capital of Indonesia is definitely interesting, and everything has it's pros and cons. I certainly hope the government will not forget the other issues Indonesia has. Whether it be education, environment, , politics or the justice system, etc. We still have a lot of problems, so the government has to work on bettering each aspect of Indonesia. Though, I also hope that IKN or Nusantara may be able to bring a good future towards Indonesia and it's economy.
Sources: https://nasional.kompas.com/read/2022/03/02/21161811/pemindahan-ibu-kota-negara-gagasan-soekarno-mimpi-soeharto-dan-upaya-jokowi?page=all https://www.iqair.com/indonesia chrome-extension://chphlpgkkbolifaimnlloiipkdnihall/placeholder.html?url=file:///C:/Users/Mikayla/Downloads/4.+Nailus+Sa%27adah-Analisis+Issue+dalam+Etika+Lingkungan+Terkait+IKN.docx.pdf https://www.djkn.kemenkeu.go.id/kanwil-kalbar/baca-artikel/14671/Urgensi-Pemindahan-Ibu-Kota-Negara.html
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spencecreates · 11 months ago
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Hi!! Questions about Yarrow and Roan !! What's your favourite part about writing each of them? (Like aspects of their personality you like/are fun to write, parts of their arc that you're proud of, anything like that)
Also if you have ANYTHING about Edos I'm so [grabby hands] I NEED to know more about them
For Yarrow, it's easily when he interacts with other people. He's very charismatic as well as a bit dull about social cues and interactions. He still manages to run a cult and bring in more people. Even those who don't join him would walk away without any worry about what it was. Which. He really just cares about the cause. Edos has really ingrained into him how important this is, so he's so passionate it's infectious.
And Roan... My poor boy. I really like writing about his time doing field work and studying magical animals. One thing I have yet to write but falls into this category is him finding his son, who is a selkie. I think that part really shows who he is, even if at that point of his life he has hardened himself and is trying to appear more aloof. He can't escape his instinct to help other people.
And I could talk so much about Edos. The bitch themself. They created magic that works outside Earth's and the Roan's world's own magical systems. This is vital for them to be able to work their way into them. They also infiltrate through dreams, since they're still trapped in that other world, but they can project themself to be seen in the waking world, but only by certain people. Yarrow and Roan can only see and interact with them because of their blood from their home. But anyone from Earth can't see them until they get a potion. Yarrow starts creating it to initiate people into the cult, to see Edos, who is able to present themself as their charming human persona.
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camestela · 2 years ago
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Hello, I hope this isn't too random/ rude, but I have a question. What's it like to be an illustrator without studying illustration in university? Do you think it's an obstacle or does it not matter at all? Do you wish you had studied it in school? I've been thinking about my future a lot and it's so difficult to find information about this field. Anyway I love your illustration work! I'd be happy to get any answer you wanna give me
It is not random or rude no worries, I'm happy to reply. (tho expect typos because english is not my first language and it's the end of the work day and i'm too tired to re read what i write)
Just a little context, the things I will say here are about my own experience as a woman that was born and raised in Chile, south america and born into a low income family.
So short answer is: it doesn't matter at all. You can have whatever profession and become and illustrator.
Longer answer: You must be strategic and be really passionate because there are a lot of things to be learned and sacrifices to be made to make things happen.
Hell, I haven't even "made it" myself yet, I am just at a more advanced point but I'm not like super economically comfortable or even known in the illustration community.
Anyways, I decided to study strategic design because i knew my context and i knew i needed a degree to be "someone" and advance in my life, however i'm also very stubborn and i'm the type of person who will follow her dreams and do whatever she wants! so it should be something that would give me tools for both my dreams and life itself (jobs and such)
If you're from a first world country you probably have the option to go to schools of animation or illustration that are pretty good and can get you faster on the industries you're interested. That was my dream to be honest i wanted to study animation, but here there aren't many (or any) really good schools that teach contemporary or entertaiment arts, it's all very old and around the "bellas artes" kind of thing. That wasn't my thing so if I'm going to get into debt to study I thought, hey at least design will give me tools that can help me read my goals and also get to know interesting people. so that's what i chose.
BUT in design you don't draw at all, I knew it, and I knew what my end goal was: being an illustrator. So from day one in university I was always trying to draw and put in illustrations into my projects. most of my teachers hated that i did that but i did it anyways. others were super cool about it and supported me, you just have to know why you do things and not care that much lol
I said something the other day on twitter (i'll add that at the end of this) that applies to this because in the end i knew i needed certain things to be "successful" or even getting into the scene:
I needed to be REALLY good at drawing, like having your style, something to say, having a wide range of habilities that would make people ccome to me when they wanted to say their stories
I needed to be very disciplined because i must find spaces when i'm not studying or working and drawing (for this, always drawing things you like is key lol)
i needed to be proactive and create my own projects and go to conventions and get past my anxiety and not having a mentor or guide.
network, this is the hardest for me but i realized networking didnt need to be a souless thing, in my case it just meant i tried my best to get to know my peers and other artists and be friendly even if we werent FRIENDS, if we're friendly and cool enough we will recommend each other for jobs.
YEAH so to do naother short answer: Yeah i wished i had had the opportunity to go to a cool school like calarts or gobelins etcetc but that wasnt my reality so no i do not regret my choice because it was the best in the context i was in, i wouldnt worry too much about it either because in the end even you've a degree but suckass at drawing or you're just not someone who knows what they need you to know you won't get hired.
and yes it is difficult, but i don't think anyone expects illustration and arts to be an easy career, i've had my breakdowns (manyyyy) and it's ok to do other things and expand your possibilities but it's also what i'm passionate and it has made me live things i wouldnt otherwise so no ragrets.
just be proactive, draw a lot, draw more, learn things that are useful for the specific field you're interested in (i'd say that choosing something to be your main focus helps, like children books story boarding etc, so you can create a good portfolio) and get in touch with people who work in these things you're interested, make friends, learn from them...
yeah! and good luck, it's all about that shonen protagonist mentality, never give up!!!
i hope this helps i know i'm a mess when writing these replies lol
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