#is this new and ever increasing trend toward fascism literally breaking the straw for me. yeah i think fucking so.
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im really just sad. and i don't know what to do.
#and i forgot i have sleep issues. damn.#like idk what npd is really. i haven't gotten to know anyone very closely who's gotten diagnosed w a pd#granted i'm not close to very many people. at least not until very recently.#but surely i should've seen this coming.#being so easily persuaded into believing in something just because someone gives you an iota of praise about it#like i get it. but at the same time i do not. do that. nor do i really fully understand that. happening for so long to someone#can these characteristics be useful for coping and living. yes.#have they fostered some realistic relationships because people are people? also yes.#is this new and ever increasing trend toward fascism literally breaking the straw for me. yeah i think fucking so.#time for me to stop being a “money draining leech” that's only worth something when it's convenient#and start being. a person who eats vegetables drinks water and does drugs to live babey!!!!#i am really sad tho. everything ive seen and heard abt npd seems fake. like absurdly villainous. doesn't portray at all what it's like to#actually love someone with it. and actively want to see them in a better place. it's sad. i don't wanna go no contact!!!#<- shockingly said. my track record would disagree.
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