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John and Henry Laurens for @thereallvrb0y

i hope you don't have trauma bc this is gonna be an emotional rollercoaster

tw: sewerslidal ideation, childhood neglect, shitty parenting, and like really blatant racism, oh and also discussion of homophobia and shit so be prepared

my sources for this are mainly the US National Park Service, but also Gregory D. Massey's John Laurens and the American Revolution. other good resources available online are the South Carolina archives, American Battlefield Trust, Britannica, George Washington's Mount Vernon, and this john laurens blog here on tumblr. now this isn't EVERYTHING i know about laurens, because like ive been fixating on him for a while and i can't put massey's whole book in here, but you'll definitely get a good understanding of him because this is a long one.

Henry Laurens

getting the boring one out the way. Herny Lauren (i don't like him having the same name as me) was born in Charleston (i will occasionally be calling it Charles Town in the names of shit) in 1724. His grandparents were French Huguenot immigrants. They were members of the Reformed Church, and fled to England and then Ireland after the Treaty of Nantes was revoked. Then they went to NYC then Charleston when they got rich as fuck.

Hreny was the first son, and was educated in Charleston, and later in England. He worked in a local counting house and worked under a prominent British merchant.

He returned to South Carolina in 1747. Charleston was really sick bc you could ship directly to Spain from there, and it was the busiest port in America for a little while. So, obviously, Homophobic Laureli had to get in on this and opened an import-export business (aka a mercantile) called Austin and Laurens. They imported rum and British mercantile goods like beans on toast, also trading in Carolina Gold rice, indigo, deerskins, tar, pitch, silver, and gold. They exported Colonial merchandise to England on returning ships.

Here's the slavery party. Huckleberry Laugens entered the slave trade with Grant, Oswald & Company, another mercantile that controlled the slave outpost Bunce Castle located in Sierra Leone. The company was contracted to receive, catalog, and market human cargo by conducting public auctions in Charleston. They handled the sale of over 8,000 people, receiving a 10% commission. Expenses incurred during the transportation of people were the responsibility of Austin and Ally (Laurens).

Now Laurens had some hot takes on slavery. He was an "abolitionist", which at the time usually meant a rich, white, slaveowner who made excuses. For example, this is how Fugly Laurens described to another business, Smith & Clifton, what slaveowners looked for in slaves.

“very likely healthy People, Two thirds at least Men from 18-25 Years old, the other young Women from 14-18 the cost not to exceed Twenty five Pounds Sterling per head… There must not be a Callabar (sic) amongst them. Gold Coast and Gambias are best, next to them the Winward Coast are prefer’d to Angolas. We would not choose them sent in the Hurricane Season but rather to come in the months of October or November. Pray observe that our people like tall Slaves best for our business and strong withall. Such as small, meager or other ways ordinary won’t sell better here than with you. The difference in price between Men and Women is never less than £3 per head, sometimes £6.” -Henry Laurens 1755

How disgusting is that. I fucking.

But its okay. Here's his list of excuses for why he can own slaves.

“I told you in my last that I was going to Georgia… My negroes there, are all to a man, are strongly attached to me – so are all of mine in this country [SC]; hitherto not one of them has attempted to desert; on the contrary, those who are more exposed hold themselves always ready to fly from the enemy in case of a sudden descent… You know, my dear son, I abhor slavery. I was born in a country where slavery had been established by British kings and parliaments, as well as by the laws of that country ages before my existence. I found the Christian religion and slavery growing under the same authority and cultivation. I nevertheless disliked it… I am not the man who enslaved them; they are indebted to English for that favour (sic); nevertheless I am devising means for manumitting many of them, and for cutting off the entail of slavery. Great powers oppose me – the laws and customs of my country, my own and the avarice of my countrymen.” -Henry Laurens to John Laurens 1776

Okay, let's break this down. 1.) all of the people I enslave are so happy because I'm such a good slaveowner that they don't want to leave! 2.) other people's slaves are sad, so I'm better than them 3.) its the British government's fault that I HAVE to own slaves 4.) I'm a Christian 5.) I'm gonna free them eventually but like I don't want people to be mad at me 6.) I'm saying I hate it, but I'm doing nothing to stop the spread of the institution, but that's not important because I SAY i hate it. 99% of people who owned slaves at this time used at least one of these excuses.

Henry Laurens never publicly spoke out against slavery.

Dumbass married Eleanor Ball on June 24, 1750. She was pregnant a total of twelve times, but only four children lived to adulthood.

Hairless Laurens became a member of the Commons of House of Assembly in 1757. He was a member of every session until the American Revolution, so that's... something ig. The Assembly was the dominant institution in Colonial South Carolina, like the Virginia House of Burgesses or however you spell it.

Heterochromia held the rank of Lieutenant Colonel in the South Carolina Militia from 1757-1761, and engaged in many campaigns against the Cherokee natives and also in the French and Indian War, so don't worry, he wasn't just racist to black people. His business contributed £7,000 towards the war against the Cherokee. He kept a diary which is in the South Carolina Archives (cited above).

Hypnotizability Laurens was appointed to oversee Charleston's defenses in 1758 as "Commissioner of Fortification." I don't know why that's in quotes, that was his title.

Then, Hypopharynxes was designated to accompany the Cherokee to the capital for a peace treaty in 1761, which was probably a scam bc yk. Europeans be Europeaning.

Uh oh. Austin and Laurens dissolved in 1762. But it wasn't really a big deal.

Hamburger Laurens purchased a big ass plantation called Mepkin in 1762. It was 3,000 acres, 30 miles from Charleston, and cost £8,000, which was, to put it in modern financial terms, a shit ton. Mepkin housed fifty enslaved people, and generated corn, indigo, and wheat. Then, Habitual Laurens got like addicted to buying rice and indigo plantations, and ended up having around 20,000 acres. By 1766, he owned 227 enslaved people, yk, because he hates slavery.

He was offered appointments to the King's Council in Carolina in 1764 and in 1768, and denied both of them, because he was starting to separate himself from British politics.

He didn't do that fast enough bc in 1765, the Stamp Act happened. The Act was opposed by colonists, obviously, because it sucked. The stamps that arrived in Charleston were deposited at Fort Johnson and people were like rampaging the city looking for them.

Now, Hemorrhoid wasn't exactly known for his revolutionary thinking. He urged peaceful compliance until the law could be repealed, and viewed the Sons of Liberty as illegal, extreme, and likely to encourage harsher measures from Parliament. So, a rumor spread that the stamps were hidden in his house and a fucking mob stormed their house on October 25. There was no damage to the house, and Henry was really happy with that so. It traumatized his wife and kids but like. at least the house wasn't damaged lol.

where am i. oh okay. So after that, since he wasn't one of the family members traumatized, he was critical of British involvement in the Colonial economy, but that was mostly because he was a merchant and he had a lot of beef with customs agents.

Oh and then his wife died in spring of 1770. We'll talk more about that with John (foreshadowing)

HHHHHHG was appointed to the Safety Council, where he acted as president. Then he became Chairman of the Charles Town General Committee and President of Provincial Congress. He was also in SC's mini constitutional convention. He was elected VP after SC adopted their new constitution on March 26, 1776.

Then, Hyperthyroidism represented South Carolina in the Continental Congress from July 1777 until 1779. He replaced John Handcock as president in 1777. He served on the Commerce Committee and the Treasury Board. He also had really bad gout had to work from bed at one point in time. He tried to retire but they didn't let him.

He was elected on November 1, 1779 to negotiate a treaty of amity and bullshit with the Netherlands, but he got caught by British narks and was charged with suspicion of high treason and got locked up in the Tower of London. He was the only American held prisoner there, and it sucked ass. Family could only visit every ten days to two weeks and he wasn't allowed to leave his room for a while. He was imprisoned for two weeks, writing articles for a rebel newspaper secretly, until he was exchanged for Burgoyne, and fully released on April 27, 1782.

He went back to America and was like "fuck my 16 year old daughter is trying to marry this 29 year old asshole that I have beef with" and he didn't let them get married for two years, which like, why'd you give up bitch, don't let that creep near her!!!!

Hexylresorcinol served on the SC ratification committee and was the Presidential Elector for SC in the first election, and voted for Washington, bc obviously.

He retired officially from all politics and spent the rest of his life at Mepkin concentrating on agriculture.

He was really sick, and was also scared of being buried alive so when he died on December 8, 1792 because of heart problems, he was cremated bc he was definitely dead. This was the first cremation of a major political figure in the US bc he just HAS to be the first for everything. His ashes were buried next to John. Speaking of.

John Laurens

alright this is gonna get long, and there's a lot of quotes, but i don't feel like making separate posts bc this is what you signed up for, richie. everyone point and laugh at richie (jk ily bro)

John was born on October 28, 1754 in Charleston, South Carolina.

His mom died when he was sixteen. This was right before he and Da Boys were supposed to leave for England, and John was really upset that the trip would be delayed, more so than that his mom had died. Now, this is probably because he was in the denial stage of grief, but because he wasn't mourning his mother's death as openly as the rest of his family, he developed an insecurity that he was selfish and a bad person. This comes up later.

He, his father, and two brothers, Harry and Jemmy, went to England and John attended prestigious ass schools.

He wasn't really sure which course of study he wanted to pursue, stuck between ministry, medicine, and law.

“For my own part, I find it exceedingly difficult, even at this time, to determine, in which of the learned Profesesions I shall list myself… Thus I am agitated. ‘Tis beond far beyond the Power of one Man to shine conspicuous in all these Characters. One must be determined upon, and I am almost persuaded that it would be that of the Divine [clergy], if this did not preclude me from bearing Arms in Defence of my Country… No particular Profession is in itself disagreeable to me; each promises some Share of Fame.”

What he did know, was that he DID NOT want to be a merchant, which is what his dad wanted him to do. He thought it sucked absolute ass. Eventually, he chose law, because that was his dad's second choice.

"I have weighed the matter very seriously & considering that my Dear Papa & the majority of our judicious friends give a preference to my studying Law... I ought not abandon myself wholly to my own inclinations, but persue (sic)... which it is generally thought will render me most useful. I leave my favorite Physick, grieved to the Heart, that it is not to embrace that which I know would give my Dear Papa the most pleasure."

Also they moved to Geneva, Switzerland for a little while, bc it was cool, and his dad left John and Harry unattended, which turned out to be a bad idea, because John was gay! and he got a boyfriend

This boyfriend's name was Francis Kinloch. Now the whole gay thing is disputed bc historians are homophobic (*cough* massey *cough*), but like. if you think gay people are real, John was gay.

So Francis and John were in similar courses, with John studying French, Latin, Greek, and drawing along with the classics bc this is the 1700s, and Francis would be studying similar things. John and Francis exchanged letters that have a lot of romantic undertones, similar to John's letters to Hamilton.

John also might have had a relationship with a Frenchman named L. de Vegobre, who he tutored in English. The two of them bonded over studying law despite their passions for science.

"I can think of nothing more sadly insipid than to live without any affections of the heart." -Vegobre to John Laurens

Anyway, back to Laurloch. Tensions rose between the two of them later on (after John returned to London) with the developing American Revolution. Kinloch was a bitchass pussy Tory and Laurens was normal (kidding, Kinloch thought independence was dangerous for all the reasonable reasons, and John thought independence was necessary for all the reasonable reasons).

"My Ambition Kinloch is to live under a Republican Government. I hate the Name of King."

Also, Kinloch started pre-courting a girl, and John was really upset (foreshadowing).

This led to a messy break up, and, combined with John's religious and filial guilt, this could have led to John's one-night-stand with Martha Manning. If you don't know the story to that, John and Martha banged once, Martha got pregnant, and they got married out of necessity. Their daughter was named Frances, which. is awkward.

Okay, back to Geneva (sorry my timeline is messed up but these things kinda extend through different points in John's life). So Geneva was a pretty secular place, meaning there wasn't a really large religious population as much as there was in other parts of Europe at the time. John never really seemed to be more religious than the average dude in Geneva, and barely mentioned religion in his writing, but he did have some thoughts on Voltaire's takes on religion.

"...with respect to the Christian Religion, I believe Voltaire has done more Injury to it, than any modern Author; for I believe it is greatly owing to him that Deism has crept in even among the younger Branches of the Clergy here... but happily Instances of this are rare... [when such beliefs prevail] each Man supposes the existence of such a God as best suits his Purpose."

Now, you've probably heard some things about Henry Laurens being an abusive parent in fics or just people talking shit about him. I think this should be clarified as emotionally neglectful, which is still abuse, but not the definition that usually comes to mind.

So, in Geneva, John not only had to take care of his younger brother, he also had to take care of two other dudes, Jacky Petrie and Billy Smith. He said a few things about suicide in his letters to his father. John was also the eldest son, had already lost his mother, and was already showing he had a very low self esteem. So, not a great starting point for what I'm about to add onto that.

Henry Laurens had several parenting techniques, so I'm going to go through some of those.

He often used other people's sins as examples of what not to do, and honestly he seemed unnecessarily judgmental. He especially focused on sexual deviancy, and taught John that sexual deviancy was a sign of poor self control, which was unacceptable. John had a duty to his family and to society, which required him to have control of himself, and his natural urges. "A life of Indolence," Henry said, was, "the Source of all Evil."

A big theme with him is the concept of conditional love. It's clear Henry loved his kids unconditionally, but the things he said to them seemed like his love WAS conditional. For example, Henry said things to John like, "...you know how to please your Papa & at the same time... you love to please him," or "I shall recieve vast Pleasure if you continue to live in Temperance & Regularity, an example worthy the Imitation of your Father."

John's feelings about this are made clear in his letters to his Uncle James. (tw for discussions of suicide and self harm)

"My Father repeats to me his Commands relative to my Studies, and adds some such Expressions as make my Heart bleed. My good and Dear Uncle what shall I do. Is it not dishonour (sic) to stay [in London and not join the war]; and how can I disobey such good a Father[?]"

"I am ashamed to own that I am an American. Young and free from bodily Infirmities, in England, as a dear Father's Command[s] oblige me to remain in the humiliating Situation being pointed at others, and almost think[ing m]eanly of myself."

I have several concerns with these quotes. First of all, "adds some such Expressions as make my Heart bleed." There's several instances where John says his father's letters have severely distressed him to the point of despair (definitely more on that later), so this phrase sounds like a milder instance of that. Then there's him "almost thinking meanly" of himself, which, given the previous expressions in that quote, imply demeaning thoughts about himself and his abilities. Also, the "free from bodily Infirmities" being a specific thing he notes appears to me like thoughts of self harm. A lot of the time, people with suicidal tendencies will have self destructive thoughts indirectly or in ways that don't immediately stand out as "I want to hurt myself" or "I feel like I deserve pain". I believe this is an example of that.

John had an active social life, and ended up spending a lot of money, and was scared it would make Henry angry. John freaked out about this because Henry really drilled in that over-spending and wastefulness was really bad.

"An Industrious Man may gain near 12 Months in a Year over the bulk of his contemporaries. How much Time is lost in what is commonly stiled Pleasure, but deserves no better peithet than barbarous dissipation. Sleep & Indulgence unites in stealing another large Portion of Time from the Sons & Voltaires of Pleasure." -Henry Laurens

Henry also added on the weight of other people's expectations.

"Your friends on both Sides of the Water will expect to See in Jack Laurens the Man of Honour, Modesty, & prudence, the Scholar, the Christian, the Gentleman. Surely no endeavors on your part will be wanting to answer their utmost wishes & expectations." -Henry Laurens to John Laurens

John eventually returned to England, and there was. an incident. Basically, there was a party at Cambridge that a bunch of John's friends want to, and Henry really didn't like John's friends, and he really didn't want John to go to the party.

John said he didn't go to the party, but Henry didn't believe him. He basically tore into him for having bad friends, that he told John that John didn't really like his own friends, and asked if he immediately started being a slut (my word, not his) after Henry returned to the states. He told him, "...the Eyes of your friends & of your Country are upon you, they are in expectation & think themselves in view of a valuable Casket, for your own sake, for theirs & for the sake of posterity disappoint them not by becoming a bundle of Carolina Rushes."

Now, John's response letters is one of the most heartbreaking letters I've ever read, up there with Lafayette finding out his daughter died across the Atlantic and Hamilton's final letters to Eliza (spoilers lol), so I feel like paraphrasing it won't really get the full picture of just how emotionally destroyed John was by this.

"I feel my Mind a little eased, tho’ it will not be free from Pain and Anxiety, ‘till it receive some words of Comfort from you. And I am persuaded that however greatly I have offended, you would pity me, could you conceive the Tort[ur]e of Mind that I have undergone this day. I have experienced the same distressful Sensation in putting Pen to Paper to address you, that an offender does in lifting his Eyes, which Shame had cast down; to meet those of his injured Friend. Oh such a Letter from you my Father, and I, distracting Thought, to have given occasion for it. But your Words are a Seasonable, tho’ most severe, and trying Medicine. Yes you have shewn me myself. I was very well satisfied, before your terrible Letter gave the Alarm and call’d me home to Self-examination. You have shewn me such a Man as I almost hate. The more I look into my past Conduct, the more I despise what I was, the more I wish that a long Series of such Deportmant, as I now, dares such an irresolute man, say, resolve upon, were already past, and had regained your Confidence. The Remorse I have felt is known to none, but myself, and can only be conceived by one, who has been so unhappy, as to sink in his own, and the Esteem of his best Friend. I supplicate Your Pardon, and Pity, how dare I ask to restore your Esteem, Your Unworthy, tho much afflicted and pentient Son John Laurens.” -JL to HL, 29 March 1775

So, to summarize all of this, Henry taught his children to avoid being arrogant, hedonistic, selfish, atheist, dishonorable, degenerates, and that his definition of that was someone who overindulged in pleasures, who did not care what people thought of them, and did not control themself. In John's mind, he fit this description. He wasn't very religious, he was attracted to men, he had a child out of wedlock, and he had no real desire to study law. This would only get worse with time.

Now that was a lot of really sad things, so I will follow it up with something just as bad because John didn't get a break, so neither will we.

John moved back to London to get his law education but also to look after his younger brothers. His younger brother, Jemmy, he placed in a school in Greenwich. After he made the decision, he rushed home to inform his father and William Manning, his future wife's father. There, he ran into Manning's clerk, who informed him that Jemmy had suffered a critical injury. He had attempted to do parkour, but he was not hardcore, so he fell and hit his head. Doctors determined the injuries were too severe. John stayed by Jemmy's bedside until he die the following night. John described the situation in the following quotes to his uncle and his father.

"At some Intervals he had his Senses, so far as to be able to answer single Questions, to beckon to me, and to form his Lips to kiss me, but for the most part he was delirious, and frequently unable to articulate. Puking, Convulsions never very violent, an latterly so gentle as scarcely to be perceived, or deserve the Name, ensued, and Nature yielded." -JL to James Laurens

"what unexpected Cruel Misfortunes await us, of what can we promise ourselves any lasting possession[?]" -JL to JL

"What is there most dear to us in this world, that we are not liable at every moment to lose by some unforeseen Accident?" -JL to JL

"Suffer not one moment to be spent in useless moans for the Dead, which might be employed to the Service of the Living. You have great and important Duties to perform upon the Earth. Your Family your Country looks to you with Confidence." -JL to HL

So, add that to the list of shit John went through. His younger brother died under his care, and while it wasn't his fault, you know he thought that it was.

Anyway! John returned to America in 1777 and joined Washington's office as an extra aide-de-camp, then as as official one, because he finally snapped after he had to marry a girl he accidentally got pregnant, and his dad made him get an administration job instead of enlisting. He was present at all of Washington's major battles during his time in his office. His personal bravery/rashness was noted by his bros.

"It was not his fault that he was not killed or wounded; he did everything that was necessary to procure one or t'other." -Marquis de Lafayette after the Battle of Brandywine

That quote is really concerning considering what we just discussed but im too tired to unpack that.

Oh, and then there was the Lee Scandal. Laurens testified against Lee at his court martial after Monmouth, and absolutely fucking roasted him. Afterwards, Lee insulted Hamilton and Laurens- "those dirty earwigs who will forever insinuate themselves near persons in high office." Which like. he was right but he was rude about it.

So yeah Laurens challenged him to a duel on December 23, 1778. Lee proposed a deviation from the standard practice, where instead of being normal they would stand at a "proper distance" (roughly six paces), face each other, and shoot simultaneously. Lee's shot was errant, but Laurens shot him in the side. Contrary to what Lin Manuel Miranda wants you to believe, Laurens was not satisfied, and he and Lee wanted another round, but their seconds (Evan Edwards and Hamilton, respectively) wouldn't let them.

John returned to South Carolina in early 1779 to defend his state when the British turned their attention to the Southern states. He also went there to gain support for his manumission plan.

In March 1779, the Continental Congress authorized a payment up to $1,000 to the slaveholders of Georgia and South Carolina for each slave who enlisted in the army, and promised emancipation for those slaves who served until the end of the war. These "black battalions" should be raised and led by white officers. This plan found little support at the time in the southern American army (similar plans were put in place in the British armies and also in Rhode Island), but would have a development during the Civil War. John would continue trying to get this to work until his death.

Oh, oops, John was captured during the fall of Charleston in May 1780. He was transferred back to the Americans as part of a prisoner exchange in November of that year.

Then, he was selected to serve as a special envoy to King Louis XVI of France. He was almost crushed by an iceberg on the way there, and also Thomas Paine went with him. He appealed for supplies for the relief of the American armies. The active cooperation of the French fleets in Virginia that led to Yorktown was one result of his mission. It was technically a failure because he trusted some guy to transfer the goods and everything went to shit but like he technically did it. He wasn't known for his diplomatic skills I don't know why they picked him.

John rejoined the army and was at the head of the American storming party (along with Hamilton) of Redoubt 10 at Yorktown. Then, Washington designated him along with Louis-Marie, Viscount de Noailles to arrange the terms of surrender, and John was petty as shit about it.

John Laurens was killed in a skirmish on August 27, 1782 on the Combahee River in South Carolina before peace was formally concluded. He was shot multiple times off his horse after he ordered his men to attack despite orders not too. His men left and later returned to retrieve his body, leaving a gap in time in which Laurens likely bled to death, alone.

John was known to attack despite orders not too, being rash on the battlefield. It is possible that these were attempts at third-party suicide, so that he would die an honorable death, but die nevertheless.

This is really long, so I'm not going to go into lams and other things like that. If you have any further questions, absolutely feel free to ask! I personally feel like these are the most important things to understand about John's motivations and behaviors. Also I didn't think I would go into that much detail about Henry, but the National Park Service really is holding up the weight of the entire US government.

Anyway I hope that was helpful, even if it was very emotional. I thoroughly believe that mental health really needs to be a big discussion when it comes to John, even if it means putting myself through the ringer. anyway, love ya, @thereallvrb0y

#john laurens #historical john laurens #henry laurens #history #amrev #american revolution #american history #american revolutionary war #im so tired

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simpychocochan · 2 years ago

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F/Ovember Promo (now a bit more official)

God, it's been ages since I've written something on social media. Anyways...

Hi! Choco left the blog for me and the other 3 man she loves dearly so we can do a... F/O Takeover? I think that's how she called it!

O. I didn't introduce myself, did I? Sorry... I'm Leon. The guy she posted about 24/7 the last week. Not gonna lie, I am honored she thought of me so much...

Back to business. The other F/Os want to introduce themselves as well, so I'm passing on the laptop! See ya around!

Ok- one last thing! After all the introductions, you will find the rules and how long this lasts and everything like that. Ok ok, sorry bro, you can have the Laptop now.

And I thought I was talkative, huh! Sup'. Name's Dante. You know, the legendary devil hunter. I'm also one of the main parts of this little event!

I'm looking forward to this and if you see any memes on here. Well. That was me. ;)

Test test test. Oh! it works. Fascinating. Greetings. I'm Dream. Or Morpheus. You can decide how you wanna call me. I've been here for as long as humanity exists, but this is my first time taking part in such an event.

I'm looking forward to meeting you all.

It's been a long time, since the little wanderer let me on her blog... I'm glad I am back again!

"I have no name, I am but two days old". Just kidding. You all can call me V. I'm Choco's true husband, but don't tell the others. They might get jealous~

I already took over Choco's blog once, and it was fun! So I'm glad and honored I have this chance once again. See you around~

O? Wait. The little wanderer wants to write down the rules. Here you go Choco, here's your laptop.

Thank you, darling ;/////; Anyways. The rules for the F/Ovember on this blog! The Event is being hosted by @cherry-bomb-ships btw!(hopefully it's ok I tagged you ;-;) Please check em out!

The four F/Os who just introduced themselves will be mainly taking over the blog! However, all my other F/Os will also be available for asks and might write something here! That includes my F/Os of my F/O list (found here) as well as my OCs, which I mostly count as my platonic F/Os! (found here, warning, they are a LOT).

For interaction and asks, my DNI counts. That means DNI if you are a pr*sh*pp*er or the typical DNI. Also, don't flirt with my romantic F/Os, thank you /lh

Every F/O will have their own tag for this takeover. It's "F/Ovember: Insert Name of the F/O" as well as the tag "F/Ovember" for all of them.

You can ask either about the Ships between my main S/I Choco or the Ships with their S/I from their media! :o

You can basically ask them almost everything! Except n/s/f/t stuff or anon hate. Anon hate will be immediately blocked!

I will try to make the F/Ovember last for the entire month! However, sometimes I will also post some art in between. ;W;

Like mentioned, all of my F/Os might appear here. But my main 4 mostly lead this blog now. But you can literally ask everyone! :o

This promo is ok to reblog! In fact, I would be super happy if you could reblog it ;W;

I wish you all a wonderful F/Ovember :D

#f/ovember #f/o takeover #self ship promo #ok to reblog!#self ship #self shipper #self shipping #self ship community #f/o #romantic f/O #fictional other #selfship

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absolutebl · 3 years ago

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I find the seme/uke dynamic so fascinating and until your blog, I didn't even know it existed. You have talked before about cinnamon role seme and ukes but I am curious in your opinion, who are the most obsessive semes we have seen in BL? And who are the most submissive ukes? I think I mean in terms of following the tropes and actions required by each character. Like the seme-iest semes and the uke-iest ukes. Wow... I hope that makes sense.

BL couples with a VERY strong classic seme/uke dynamic

What a fun question, and it does make sense to me. So these will be matched (the most seme semes pair with the most uke ukes). They're also gonna be the most traditionally yaoi.

Okay here we go, in order of most iconic archetype representation.

Gii & Takumi in Takumi-kun 2-5 (Japan)

Basically the poster children for seme/uke - absolute fucking icons. It’s not good and it’s not healthy, but you can’t argue with the establishing pair to end all seme/uke pairs.

Pha & Yo in 2 Moons - Thailand

And a little bit less but still totally there for this same couple in 2 Moons 2.

Dean & Pharm in Until We Meet Again (Thailand)

Not Korn and In, mind you, but DEFINITELY Dean and Pharm.

Uenoyama & Mafuyu in Given (Japan)

Classic BL, classic semi/uke. When Japan finds a thing they like they KEEP it. Almost two decades of tradition has made it a habit.

Irresistible Love Secret of the Valet (China)

Sorry can’t remember their names but yeah, another old school representation. Whipping boy trope basically represents the extreme of seme/uke evolving into a master/servant D/s dynamic.

Tul & Hin in Love By Chance 2: A Chance at Love (Thailand)

They’re the side dishes but it was interesting to see the whipping boy trope show up so late in the game. (I thought this one died with Chinese BL. But Mame is a necromancer for yaoi tropes.)

Also Tin & Can count as strong seme/uke, but only in the first installment.

Ryuma & Itsumi in Love Stage!!

Japan again.

Leon & Phob in Don't Say No

Recent additions and the side dishes but pretty typical seme/uke.

Kurosawa & Adachi in Cherry Magic.

Japan never forgets its roots even when it goes soft.

Honorable mention to Yohan & Gaon from Korea’s non-BL The Devil Judge. One of the reasons they got shipped so hard is everything about them is absolutely classic sme/uke. So yeah.

Taesung & Haebom in Cherry Blossoms After Winter

A new entry from Korea. When Korea goes adult it doesnt' really do seme/uke but when it sets something in a school, it loves it. So Mr Heart, Semantic Error, and Light on Me all trade on seme/uke. But Cherry is the STRONGEST. It's typical in all ways. You could teach a class from it.

Takara & Amagi in Takara-kun & Amagi-kun

Could not be more high school classic version of this. The only odd thing being we see Takara have to communicate to get what he wants. Bit the way he does it? Very seme.

There’s a few more I don’t have images for like The En of Love: This is Love Story, And a few i rejected on the grounds of physicality (Nitiman) since origin yaoi is pretty clear that seme/uke should have an extreme height difference.

* I only chose ones I like enough to have screen shots of so there are definitely some older Japanese and Chinese ones that should be on this list but aren’t.

The opposite of this?

BL couples where there is no seme/uke

More like this? Tropes that are seme/uke dysmorphic

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#seme uke #strong seme uke #live action yaoi #adapted from a manga #thai bl #japanese bl #takumi-kun #2 moons #Until We Meet Again

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marley-manson · 3 years ago

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If you're still doing the ships meme: Count D/Leon (because I've been reading fic of them lately lol) and/or Fraser/Ray (because I'm curious 👀)

Thank you!! Especially for giving me an opening to talk about Fraser/Ray lol.

Send me a ship and I’ll answer three questions based on if I ship it or not.

D/Leon

Ship It

What made you ship it?

I read Pet Shop of Horrors because I knew I'd be into it, but what made me shift from 'they have a fun vibe' to 'oh they're in love in love' was D running away because he doesn't know how to love a human and Leon running after him.

What are your favorite things about the ship?

Bickering frenemies who get really attached and fall in love. Leon coparenting his kid brother with D while still regularly accusing him of every felony under the sun lol. Going on a family vacation together. The hilarious "...him?" factor of mysterious supernatural being D falling in love with Leon of all possible people. The epilogue with Chris' drawing of them as a family as the thing Leon wanted to find D to return to him 😭

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

Idk I vibe with the fic pretty well. Mmmaybe my semi unpopular opinion is that D's the one who needs to change to make a relationship possible, not Leon. I'm not really into fic concepts where Leon has to like, spend his time tracking D down bettering himself to be worthy or whatever. And I also got the vibe from the sequel (mediocre as it is lol) that part of the point is D changing and coming to like humanity more at least on an individual scale, and I dig that.

Fraser/Ray V (lmaooo okay so you didn't specify which Ray, because obviously you don't know that Ray was replaced by a character with the same fucking name, so I'm doing them both.)

Ship It

What made you ship it?

SO I'd heard about Due South because back in like 2005/6 when file sharing comms got popular on LJ there was a burst of fandom activity in a lot of old fandoms as people shared the episodes around and they got easy to get into. Due South was one of these because it was very homoerotic and had an ending that involved Fraser and Ray riding off into the sunrise together. I was like, sounds fun, I should check it out!

It was playing in reruns on tv so when I checked it out to give it a shot the first thing I ever saw was the last five minutes of the second episode of season 1. The scene was Ray V handing Fraser a wolf license, and Fraser being shocked and overjoyed. "I only mentioned it once, and you got it for me?" "Well yeah, you asked for it right?"

And I was like, okay, I'm on board, let's go.

I only realized about halfway into season one that there were two Rays and the ship everyone talked about and hyped up was a completely different ship lmao, but it was too late, I was already sold.

What are your favorite things about the ship?

I absolutely love their mildly fucked up dynamic and the show's self-awareness about it. Fraser's central character trait is his devotion to duty at the expense of himself and his personal relationships, and Ray's is his devotion to Fraser at the expense of himself, and there are multiple episodes that exist to examine it - a little imperfectly, maybe, and without full resolution, but very intriguingly.

Ray took an explosion for Fraser in the first episode and then crawled out of the hospital and flew to the NWT just to tell Fraser something he realized about his father's death. He mortages his house for him, he takes a bullet for him - twice - he carries him on his back through a forest, and nearly every time Fraser fucks him over in return, and Ray knows it, and he keeps sacrificing himself anyway.

I also think there's some deliberate classic gay subtext there, from certain lines and relationship parallels to the overarching themes. The first season is about Fraser being on a pedestal and Ray like, looking up at him in awe, and getting real, real weird about the possibility that his sister slept with him towards the end of the season, which reads as jealousy but also a sort of rejection of the idea of Fraser being touchable. And then he confronts his sister about it, and her response is to tell Ray that he's afraid to dream and reach for what he really wants. Which, I mean, come the fuck on, there's literally only one thing that could possibly apply to. And then the finale happens and that's all about Fraser falling off his pedestal and turning out to be human after all.

I also like that season 2 puts them on a bit more of an equal footing. They hash a lot of this out in the first chunk of season 2 after the season 1 finale shitshow, and Ray sees Fraser's flaws more clearly and Fraser starts to appreciate Ray more. By the end of the season they're pointedly very in sync. But their issues are never completely resolved either, which makes it like, perfect for fic imo - you can see how their relationship would develop further and how those flaws could be fully resolved with Fraser's continuing growth as a person.

Oh also I love Ray's constant constant bitching in contrast to his extreme loyalty. He will do uncountable amounts petty dumb annoying shit for Fraser and whine about it the entire time, but also if it's serious, he'll do it without ever saying a word about it. I love that Ray will bitch Fraser's ear off about having to drive him around the city during a basketball game he wants to watch, but he'll sing duets with him while carrying him around the Canadian wilderness.

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

Hmm. Idk, I think most people who ship it have a similar take on their relationship to some extent. Well, I don't think this is unpopular (but it's maybe not the most popular interpretation), but I really like the idea of Ray's stupid intense loyalty to Fraser easily overcoming the internalized homophobia he'd have from his roman catholic upbringing and abusive father. Like flipping a switch - oh Fraser is dtf, well then no problem, not even an issue, what's a sexuality crisis after nearly dying for this guy fifty times?

Fraser/Ray K

Don’t Ship It

Why don’t you ship it?

I tried, I genuinely really did lol. I really wanted to like it so I'd be able to enjoy all the fic, and I knew I might have a loyalty issue wrt Fraser/RayV so I specifically started watching the RayK seasons while I was still going through season 2 the first time to try to combat that.

Didn't work. My problem isn't the ship, really, it's the whole show. I don't like how it changed after Paul Gross took over - even mid season 2 has some of these problems tbh, though not quite as bad. But yeah I don't like season 3/4's tone, the themes completely shifted to basically the exact opposite (let's just say Fraser returning to the Canadian north would not be a happy ending according to season 1), the scope got way too big, the magical part of magical realism got too excessive, and, frankly, the writing got kind of shitty lol. I legitimately consider Due South season 1 to be the best piece of episodic storytelling I've seen. Season 2 is mostly fine. Seasons 3+4 just get purposelessly wacky and weird.

There's one episode I legitimately thought had to be a fucking dream sequence when I first watched it because it was so nonsensical and weird, and that's about when I knew I wasn't gonna be able to get into it.

What would have made you like it?

Better writing probably lol.

Despite not shipping it, do you have anything positive to say about it?

Facilitates Ray/Ray which can be pretty good.

#long post #text post #marley on due south #marley on psoh #this took a long time because every time i start talking about due south i cannot stop i want to write #like an essay on every episode #i deleted several paragraphs when i inadvertantly started writing one on the episode Vault lmao #again thanks for asking lol and sorry about the giant essay in respons that drowns out the d/leon answer

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a-shakespearean-in-paris · 4 years ago

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Fanfiction Asks

tagged by @galadrieljones, thanks!

Name: I like having “Shakes” as a fun alter ego, hehe <3

Top 5 Fandoms Written: In order

Dragon Age, and I have written for all three games at some point or other

DBH, Retired from it. Main fic is done and I said my peace. I just liked the robots as well, lol.

Red Dead Redemption 2. Finished main work, but door isn’t closed on writing more.

Game of Thrones/ASOIAF. Just Jaime and Brienne, actually went back to a fic I started last year for them.

Resident Evil. Just one piece, Leon and Ada. I will probably write more when we get more RE content.

Top 5 Fandoms You Want To Write For/More: Much like Gala fandoms aren’t something I choose, they knock on the door and ask me to write for them. I find just because I love a piece of media (like Outlander) doesn’t mean I necessarily want to write for it as well. I started with Dragon Age I think because I loved the idea of developing my own OC’s backstory and dynamic she has with others in between game moments. Briefly however I wrote some Mass Effect a few years ago and would love to again once the release comes out.

Stories You Wish More People Knew About: I’m grateful for all my interaction to be honest. I think I’ve been very lucky. However at the time I’ll admit I wished my DBH fic got more feedback. Comparison is the thief of joy but I noticed how Connor x Reader fics got more attention than writing OCs and it bummed me out because I worked really hard on this story. (I was however not a great mental place at the time. It was not pleasant HOWEVER I am much better now <3) That being said I am grateful for the people who did read this story and left me comments, because there were quite a bit in retrospect and I am so thankful for you all :)

Ship(s) Written The Most: There is no contest, it’s Cullen and Lydia from Dragon Age between my ongoing series with them, one shots, and tumblr prompts throughout the years now lost to the void. Recently (well, November) I recently got back into them as well. that’s when I decided to continue my long fic like I always wanted--but just got distracted with other fandoms in the time in between. It’s good looking at them with fresh eyes however, especially since I finished the first part before starting grad school...like the week before, and now I’m about to finish (Knock on wood) Poetic cinema.

Character(s) Written The Most: Cullen and Lydia between everything. There’s no contest, though Connor and Sophie from DBH follow. After that it’s Jaime and Brienne and Charlotte and Arthur from RDR2.

How Many OCs Do You Have: Lydia is my most developed OC followed by Sophie from DBH. I also have a newish Cousland Warden OC that romances Morrigan and a Hawke that features in my DA longfic that I’ve tried to write more of recently who romances Fenris. I have a last of Us OC as well for a short fic I may publish one day, and completely original characters from my novel. I also have side characters from my fics that technically count as OCs. (Lydia’s brother, her templar boyfriend from the Circle, Cullen’s ex girlfriend from Kirkwall, Lydia’s father, Sophie’s father and mother, Charlotte’s brother....list goes on)

How Many Series Do You Have: My “Dreams” saga where all the Cullen and Lydia stuff go, a series of assorted Dragon Age one shots, and all my Connor and Sophie stuff which includes the main fic and a few one shots.

What Do You Do With Fics You’re No Longer Interested In?: Wait for the muse and accept it might not come back. It did for my RDR2 fic and my GOT fic, and heck my DA modern AU. Others haven’t been so lucky but it does happen.

Coming Soon: IWD, chapter 65. More Tulsa Queen, though since my exam is coming up I have to focus more on that than my WIPS, but April I’ll be a new woman. :D And My Morrigan fic as well. Also that Jaime and Brienne actor/actress AU. Smutty POTO one shot.

Do you see a problem here? I do. lol.

Line From A WIP: Christine is every star in the night sky. More so a placeholder we’ll see if it stays or sticks

Do You Accept Prompts?: I did on a regular basis once, but I got burnt out and people asked me for pairings I honestly wasn’t interested in. Now every so often, I reblog a prompt list and sometimes they sit in my box forever oops I’m sorry.

How Do You Feel About Kudos?:Every one is precious. Thank you all who’s every felt compelled to click it.

Do You Read Fic As Well?: I try to! Between writing, reading assigned readings and published books it’s difficult but I definitely do :)

tagging @thevikingwoman @juliafied @musetta3 @cartadwarfwithaheartofgold @jentrevellan @kunstpause @elveny @noire-pandora @laraslandlockedblues @dismalzelenka @queen-kass-the-writer @laelior @alyssalenko

#please #tag #for #me #omg #tagged #writing #thanks!#<3

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royal-despair · 6 years ago

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You watch the scene pass by you. A once daunting sunset is now a beautiful sunrise. The ship passes above you, feeling almost like a huge whale in the sky.. The pods start to rumble, struggling to find a good landing spot. It gives a warning, saying something along the lines of "Potentially rough landing imminent. Please tighten your safety buckles. The pods land, and thankfully everything was safe. And everyone was together. You all exit the pods, and stare off. The ship is the only thing blocking your view.

Sketches and color done by @allyssinian, lineart by @talentlessartblog Epilogue illustration (final image) done by qosic on tumblr and twitter x x

Final words written by their muns; @guitarasaurus-rex , @shslchemicalx, @lucitous, @jullya-senpai, @tsoi-sauce

T a k u m a M i t s u k u r i

“Y-you're the only thing r-really keeping me going..."

"I... I don't want... I can't lose you... I-I love you... Please don't leave me alone..."

Tears stained his face. His stomach contorted violently, twisting and turning, anxiety flooding his being. Was this the end? Was it a new beginning? It didn’t matter to him. Not now. In time, maybe. But now? Now all he felt was despair, sadness… anger…

He’d need time. Time to recover, time to compose himself, time to… move on? could he move on? Would he ever? He didn’t know. He wouldn’t know for a while.

...Chiyo dedicated her life to saving this earth… this broken, distorted earth… Broken and distorted… just like him… He wouldn’t recover quickly, and it was almost certain the wounds he’d received would never fully heal… but… when the pain eased… he would do everything he could to realize her dream. He couldn’t let her efforts be for nought. He’d fix this broken planet, piece by piece… And when it was all over? He’d maintain it... do his best to bring peace to everyone… And then he’d see Chiyo again… He’d tell her he loved her… And they could be together.

All that would come… He’d make sure it did… But, for now, he just grieved.

D m i t r i C i e r z o n

"...." Everyone was being emotionally wrecked, and here he was, not emotionally wrecked. He really was different, it seemed. Even though everything was both a lie and a truth.

How.... Strange.

He walked over to Leon, sliding his hand into the Dollmaker's own. Calluses... Not from fighting, it seemed. But these were the same hands that had supported him on the ship, even though he had lied again and again, and made questionable decisions one after another.

... This, at least, was real. Even if he couldn't trust anything else, he could trust at least this -- them.

L e o n h a r d V o g e l

Leon blinks and glances down to see Dmitri holding his hand in his, staring out at the wreckage from where they had been mere minutes ago. He parts his lips to say something, though he can't find the words. He had trusted Dmitri, trusted his judgement, and it had all worked out. Maybe not as smoothly as they had all hoped, but they're here. They're here and alive.

With no words to say, his lips slide shut along with his eyelashes. He presses a kiss to his forehead. Hopefully that will express his feelings well enough. He had always found it strange how emotions could be expressed so easily for him through touch. He wanted to convey his affection, his relief, but most of all? His hope for the future.

The end of one story is the beginning of another, and he sincerely hopes they can turn this bittersweet moment into something beautiful. After a few moments, he pulls away and turns his head to look back at the horizon. Not at the airship, but beyond. To the trees and skyline, the chittering birds overhead. It would be up to them to maintain this beautiful world, and he can't say he's too ready for it, unknowing of what that may entail , but he finds himself eager to begin.

R u n a K n i g h t l y

‘What do we do now?’

"..." Runa... leans her head on Seojun's shoulder, she watches the light of the sun through the filter of the smoke. "...Who's to say... maybe find other people, rehabilitate back into the world's current society... I just," She lifts her head, "I just want to stay close to everyone for the time being..."

J o s e f i n a D e B e l a s c o

Fina stared at the scene in front of her. It was all so intense. So surreal. They made it out. All the people they lost. All the truths they gained. It all came to her in a wave of emotions. So much was going through her head right now. She sat down on the ground and let out a long sigh. "Oh fuck... We actually did it. We made it."

S e o j u n T s o i

Fifty days. They were trapped for fifty days on the airship known as the Queen Rose, with the conditions of being involved in a horrendous killing game. Blood, sweat, and tears were shed almost every single day. There was an atrocious amount of despondency throughout the entire “trip” they had gone through together. As the blaring alarms were ringing in his head even now, Seojun found himself recollecting everything that had happened for him. Not just in those fifty days, no. What happened overall in the seventy six days that he had been trapped in his two killing games. What had happened in the past two and a half months for him was an absolute nightmare.

Day one. He woke up in the anteroom with seventeen students other than himself, and he found himself forced into a killing game under the treacherous duo of Gekumi and Torimi. From the first week in, he found something that was quite odd: Gekumi seemed to take more of the hate, but Torimi seemed to take more of the power instead. It was something that the supposed Internet Troll had found to be quite the oddity. Weren’t they working together? He didn’t say anything about it, however. He had to keep himself together. He had to. Everyone around him was panicking like wild animals, so he couldn’t be seen doing the same. He had to be that one guiding light to everyone.

Day six. That’s when he witnessed his first execution. Karou was torn apart viciously, and Seojun had to see their demise firsthand. It was absolutely dreadful, but he had to keep going. And so, he did. The second murder passed, as did the second execution. He would soon find out about his loved ones being captive, about Ae-Joung being captive. Seojun initially freaked out; he had freaked out when he saw his “sister” inside those bondages of rope, and the blindfold over her eyes. She was scared of the dark, and in a way, so was he. He was afraid of the darkness surrounding him, but he had to stay strong, and keep smiling. He had to be that one guiding light to Ayaka.

Ayaka.

”C’mon, Junie! Think positive. Things are going to be okay, alright? Trust me, I promise.”

She seemed to be just like his sister. His sister, who had saved his life from his own hands. The sixteen year old girl wasn’t one he fell in love with, but she was someone that he had grown to wanting to protect. He had wanted to protect her, because someone just like her had done the same for him. At least, that’s what he remembered. The girl was innocent, and he wanted to protect someone that felt like a sister to him. She was so, so devastated when Karou died. When Karou was the one who had taken the knife, and stabbed Varian in the back. She was so devastated, and the girl with the round glasses had went to Seojun for comfort. Seojun ended up doing the worst thing imaginable though, and he witnessed Antonio killing another poor, innocent girl named Hitomi Kurusaki. Instead of dying himself, he took it upon his own hands to strike...and he killed the man.

Day twenty six. That’s when the trial of Antonio de Sabatini and Hitomi Kurusaki occured. That’s when everyone managed to pin it on Raphael Bernard, the Super High School Level Archer. That’s when everyone managed to get it wrong, and vote for the wrong person. That’s when Seojun Tsoi had managed to get away with murder, much to his dismay. He...He didn’t want to see Ayaka with that look of betrayal on her face. He didn’t want to see her getting executed horrifically, but here he was, forced to watch all of his shipmates die in gruesome, grotesque fashions. The sickly green gecko bot was controlled by someone amongst his rankings, but because he had killed another person, Seojun would never know who went through the same fate that he had gone through. He’d never know who the second mastermind really was.

Day twenty seven. That’s when he woke up in the anteroom for a second time, much to his dismay. This time, there were eighteen others around him. Eigteen people who didn’t know what the hell was going on, or why they were here. Seojun knew, though - he knew exactly why they were here, and he knew exactly why he was here. He was here to scounge out for the mastermind, who was amongst all of them. One of these eighteen students was the mastermind behind his own killing game, and it was his mission to find out who it was. However, as he went along, things steered into different directions. There was the day where he made his friendship with Leon a thing. There was the day where he roasted Manobu alongside Dmitri, with Raiden at their side too. There was the day where he promised to keep Izaya safe, there was the day where he decided to help Cici feel like the princess she always wanted to be. There was the day of theTruth or Dare game. There was the day of the King’s Game. There was the day where he fell in love with Runa Knightly. Every day made up this path; every day led up to this moment.

Then, they reached to today. Day seventy six. The day where they discovered who Sanae Oshiro’s daughter, and heiress of the company behind the purifying machines really was. The day where they found out that Chiyo Oshiro was the mastermind and first degree murderer of tens, hell, hundreds of people. Maybe even thousands, if you count those outside of killing games. This was the day where they achieved something that she despised, that the rest of the world didn’t see could happen. This was the day where they would restore a concept to planet Earth as they knew it. As Seojun turned to the five before him, he found himself embracing the tears that were streaking down his cheeks, and looking onto everyone before him.

Josefina de Belasco. The tallest person on the ship, but regardless, she was simply a gentle giant that had hopes for the future. She was innocent, but not pure-hearted either. She was timid at times as well, and even more so humbling, but nevertheless, she never backed down in her beliefs. She put her heart into everything she did, and only wanted the best for everyone else.

Takuma Mitsukuri. A man who was in shambles, broken down, and beaten with despair. A man who made himself out to be someone that was slightly confident, but more or less snarky. A man that was more than meets the eye. Seojun knew he didn’t get along with him at first, but as they were trapped with each other for quite a few days, he had grown to see that he was almost like him, in a way. He wanted to protect, and he wanted to feel validated by those around him.

Dmitri Cierzon. Cool, mysterious, aloof at times even. Hardly did he ever see the man lash out at anyone around him with a raised voice. Sure, he may have stabbed a man, but he believed it was for the better, with morals or not. He was blunt, but he was honest. He was an honest man, and even then, he was underestimated. Pastry Chef, Spy...whatever he may have been by now, he was still Dmitri. A boy who loved headpats, sweets, and kicking ass.

Leonhard Vogel. He stepped up to the plate when no one else would. He spoke up when everyone else stayed silent. He did his best to protect everyone around him, despite his conditions, despite his mental state. He put a lot of people before his own needs, and he just wanted to make everyone happy. He was a damaged man, but he was not broken, and Seojun knew that this man could heal with time, with people by his side. He would consider him to be one of his closest friends.

Then, there was Runa Knightly. She was his sunshine, as he was her Hairpins. If there was one promise he was able to keep, it’s that he was able to protect her. He was able to protect her, throughout all of this madness and despair. He was able to protect this beautiful girl, someone who wasn’t perfect, but still magnificent in her own ways. She wants to improve on herself. She is determined, and doesn’t give up, no matter what the price may pay for her. The blonde truly loved this woman, inside and out.

Seojun Tsoi faced everyone once again, and silently, a smile came to his lips. “...Regardless...we did it, huh? We...made it out.” He looks overhead, to meet his gaze with the bright and radiant sun shining over the horizon. “...We’re...going to start a changing process. This isn’t...the end, that I can tell. This is only the beginning of something new. A new future, not just for us...for us all. We’re finally going to have it. We’re going to unlock something that should’ve been given a long, long time ago.” As the blonde took a deep breath in and exhaled slowly, he found the word that he had wished to utter for so long. They finally have it now.

“Freedom.”

#fanganronpa #killing game rolplay #danganronpa rp #dr oc #shsl internet troll #shsl wedding planner #shsl pastry chef #shsl dollmaker #SHSL accoustic guitarist #shsl writer #art #official art #writing #epilogue

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nikki-on-edge · 6 years ago

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Masterlist!

The list of all my arts, fanarts and stories from Undertale, Detroit Become Human, The Arcana Game, Pokémon, BNHA and other fandoms! (It will be updated regularly!) Enjoy~ :3 P.S. It looks much, much better on computer than via mobile, promise!

⭐ Detroit Become Human⭐

> I know, Connor… (Comic based on post)

> ENGLISH. (Comic based on post)

> “Were you going somewhere, detective Reed?…” (Reed900 / angst)

> Renegade. (Reed900 / inspired by song)

> “That’s cheating, detective!” (Reed900 / pocky comic)

> Sketches!

> „In Thirium I Should Hate You” (Fanart for @canadian-buckbeaver’s fanfiction / Reed900)

> Detroit OCs - Fanarts! (Gift for @selfships-in-spanish~)

⭐ Detroit: Red Lion⭐

> DRL (Main post about my story!)

> 300+ HITS!

> DRL: Monster!AU (Alternative universe / fantasy!)

> DRL: N@m3_04_sU6jecTs (Meaning of the names / posters with the main characters)

> DRL: Break time~ (Gavin Reed x OC)

> DRL: Rain. (Gavin Reed x OC)

> You’re fired! (Gavin Reed x OC / comic)

> Daddy~ (Gavin Reed x OC / comic)

> DRL: Valentine’s Day! (Gavin Reed x OC / Richard)

> DRL - 1st Anniversary!

⭐The Arcana Game⭐

> The Arcana Game - Sisters in crime! (Main post about MCs/OCs)

> The Arcana Game - Your past… (Comic/Muriel x OC)

> The Arcana Game - Elder sister… (Comic/OCs and Julian)

> The Arcana Game - Papa Bear and Little Pup (Muriel x OC)

> The Arcana Game - Warmth (Muriel x OC)

> The Arcana Game - Cloak~ (Muriel x OC)

> The Arcana Game - Little Pup (Muriel x OC)

> The Arcana Game - Her Shadow(s) (Muriel x OC)

> The Arcana Game - Pepper (OC and her familiar)

> The Arcana Game - A tricky trick… (OC)

> The Arcana Game - Shake hands! (OC)

> The Arcana Game - Pirate lady~ (Julian x OC)

> The Arcana Game - The Royal Family (Lucio x OC)

> The Arcana Game - The Herbalist and her Beast (Muriel x OC)

> The Arcana Game - Werewolves_AU! (Muriel x OC)

> Happy Birthday, Papa Bear! (Muriel x OC with Inanna)

> Happy Birthday, my little dove~ (Julian x OC/ B-day present for @canadian-buckbeaver!)

> The Arcana Game - How’s the weather down there? (Julian x OC)

> The Arcana Game - Smexy~ (Julian and Muriel in glasses~)

> Count Lucio~ (B-day present for @saiyurimai!)

> The Arcana Game - Can You Feel The Love Tonight? (Julian x OC/ Muriel x OC/ Lucio x OC/ Asra x OC)

> The Arcana Game - The Copper Coin (Nikki ans Bucky’s past / comic)

> Ask couple meme! (Muriel x OC / Julian x OC)

⭐ Pokémon ⭐

> Merry Christmas Everyone! (PokeTrainer and Corviknight)

> Pokemon SW/SH - Valentine’s Day! (Raihan x OC / Leon x OC)

> Pokemon SWSH - Their favourites~ (Raihan x OC / Leon x OC)

> Pokemon SWSH - Behind the scenes~ (Piers x OC)

⭐ Jujutsu Kaisen ⭐

> The Smell of You - PART ONE (Banners from my fanfiction | Yuuji x Reader / Sukuna x Reader)

> The Smell of You - PART TWO (Banners from my fanfiction | Yuuji x Reader / Sukuna x Reader)

> The Smell of You - PART THREE (Banners from my fanfiction | Yuuji x Reader / Sukuna x Reader)

> The Smell of You - (His) Cursed Twins (Fanarts for my story / Sukuna, Gojou and Reader)

> The Smell of You - Chapter 25 (Banners from my fanfiction | Yuuji x Reader / Sukuna x Reader)

> The Smell of You - 50K HITS BONUS! (Bonus for my story / Sukuna, Yuuji and Reader)

> Jujutsu Kaisen - TSOY - Hands! (Bonus for my story / Sukuna x Reader)

> The Smell of You - (Un)Wanted Love (Bonus for my story / Sukuna and Yuuji / comic)

> Jujutsu Kaisen - Pump it! (Yuuji and Sukuna)

> Jujutsu Kaisen - The Lion / The Tiger (Yuuji and Sukuna)

> Jujutsu Kaisen - Their Eyes (Sukuna and Gojou)

> JJK & BAM - Crossover! (Sukuna and OC)

> Jujutsu Kaisen - Two Galaxies! (Gojou Satoru x OC / Artrade)

⭐ BNHA - Boku no Hero Academia ⭐

> BNHA - Let’s dance, my little dove~ (Hawks x OC)

> BNHA - The Grumpy Cat (Katsuki Bakugou x OC)

> BNHA - Bird boy~ (Hawks/Keigo Takami)

> BNHA - Explosive boy! (Katsuki Bakugou)

> Happy Birthday Sai! (Kurogiri)

> BNHA - Starry night~ (Aizawa Shouta/Catzawa)

> BNHA - Tribe AU (Katsuki Bakugou x OC / Hawks x OC)

> BNHA - Tribe AU: First meeting~ (Katsuki Bakugou x OC / Hawks x OC)

> Happy Birthday, Precious! (B-day present for @canadian-buckbeaver / Shouta Aizawa / Hizashi Yamada / OC)

> BNHA - Villain_AU (Big Brother time!) (Chisaki Kai / Tomura Shigaraki / OC)

> BNHA - First meeting… (Chisaki Kai / Tomura Shigaraki / OC)

> BNHA - Lovefool (Chisaki Kai x OC)

> BNHA - Dog meat (Chisaki Kai x OC)

> BNHA - Aizawa Brothers (Shouta Aizawa and OC)

⭐BAM! – Beasts Among Monsters (Undertale AU)⭐

> BAM! – Beasts Among Monsters! (Main post about AU!)

> BAM! – Height table + faces

> BAM! OC (Reference sheet of my OC)

> BAM! Prologue (GOOD ENDING) (Comic)

> Scars (Posters with the main characters of BAM!AU)

> Drugs… (BAM! GoodEnding) (Comic)

> Dress~ (BAM!GoodEnding)

> Poke Buddies – BAM! Edition (Pokemon/Undertale Crossover!)

> Happy Valentine’s Day! (BAM!Edition!)

> Doomfanger~ (Gift for @saturnwonder)

> Night Out~ (Art-trade with @babypizzawonderland!)

> Big kitten time~ (A gift for @lina-lines!)

> BAM! - Nikki’s boys - Human Version!

> BAM! - Traditional Arts!

> BAM! - Prompts! (US!Papyrus / OC)

> BAM! - Come here, Kitten~ (SF!Papyrus x OC)

> BAM! - Teddy bear~ (Fell Boys x OC)

> BAM! - Nicotine (SF!Papyrus x OC)

> BAM - Kids!

> BAM! - Lullaby (SF!Papyrus x OC)

> BAM! - Relax~ (UF!Grillby x OC)

> BAM - PokeGirls! (Bucky!OC and Nikki!OC with Pokemon)

> BAM - Boys (UF!Sans and SF!Papyrus)

> BAM! - You’re my honey~ (US!Papyrus x OC)

> BAM!Challenge (for @babypizzawonderland~)

> Happy Easter 2019! (UF!Sans x SF!Papyrus x OC / sketchy)

> So cold! (OC x OC / silly comic / joke)

⭐ Transparent pictures (Click me! / BAM!Edition) ⭐

> Innocency.

> Wrath.

> Poison.

⭐ Undertale Arts! ⭐

> Meow? :3 (Fanarts for @sanspar)

> Undertale 2nd Anniversary! (Fanart / GIF)

> Are you ok?!… (Comic with US!Bros)

> Berry funny… (US!Bros!)

> Kitty~ (UF!Bros x Pokemon Sun and Moon Crossover!)

> Undertale + Pokemon GO = Poketale GO?

> Vines - Underfell Edition!

> Valentine’s Special! (EdgeBerry and HoneyMustard!)

> Don’t be afraid… (Comic with Frisk and UF!Sans / inspired by „Maleficent”)

> Magic trick! (Comic with Frisk and UF!Papyrus / inspired by vine)

> Bad Blaster! (Genocide Funny Comic)

> Not fair… (Genocide Comic / my first art posted on Tumblr! :3)

> Merry Christmas! :D

> In traditional way~ (US! And UF! Bros)

> Undertale Fanarts/Comparison

⭐ Insane Expression Meme ⭐

> Insane Expression Meme - Step by step! (Set of GIFs!)

> You are safe now… (Us!Papyrus x OC)

> Despair (OC)

> I STILL LOVE YOU! (UF!Papyrus)

> Game over, sweetheart… (UF!Sans)

> MINE… (Yandere!Blue/US!Sans)

> LET.ME.IN! (Bendy from BATIM)

⭐ Fanarts for fanfictions/comics ⭐

> Ink Demon’s Game (Poster for @canadian-buckbeaver’s fanfiction)

> Fell’s Heat - Fanarts! (For @canadian-buckbeaver’s fanfiction!)

> Twins_AU! (For @saiyurimai‘s stories!)

>“It’s ok to be selfish…” (For @cocofinny’s “Panic Room!)

> Shattered - Fanarts! (Fanarts for @imjustalazycat’s comic)

> Six Skeletons One Maid – PART ONE

> Six Skeletons One Maid – PART TWO

> Six Skeletons One Maid – LAST PART

⭐ Others ⭐

> Good Boy || Bad Boy (Fanarts for JackSepticEye!)

> JImMMmYYyyyy… (Fanart for Markiplier!)

> Bird Patterns! (Photos from antistress colouring book!)

> MHS - Gold Rathian!

> Happy Birthday, Precious! (B-day present for @canadian-buckbeaver / Undertale x Naruto x OC Crossover!)

> Happy Birthday, honey! (B-day present for @canadian-buckbeaver / US!Papyrus)

> Happy Birthday, sweetheart~ (B-day present for @babypizzawonderland / UF!Sans)

> Happy Birthday, Sai! (B-day present for @saiyurimai! / Lucio from The Arcana Game)

> Sweet dreams are made of honey~ (My part of trade with @canadian-buckbeaver)

> Art raffle! (Edgeberry / Nightmare!Foxy / OC)

> Don’t trust me - Challenge! (Art with OC)

> FNAF4 – Fanart! (The bite of ‘87 / GIF)

> Puppers! (OCs)

> Just a massage… (Present for @canadian-buckbeaver / US!Papyrus x OC)

> Nikki’s Revenge! (US!papyrus x OC)

> Shipping~ (OC x OC / GIF)

> Community Day with Tyrranitar!

⭐ Inktober / Goretober ⭐

> Goretober 2017 (+16)

> Transparent Gore/Inktober 2018

> Inktober 2019 (OCs/ The Arcana Game)

⭐Art summary / Top posts⭐

> 2019 Summary of Art!

> 2018 Summary of Art!

> My 2019 Tumblr Top 10

> My 2018 Tumblr Top 10

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