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#i love that just#everything today#is just awful haha#i got to work#late and then my boss had his phone timer out bc i had to go to thenbaghroom to change my#pad#then i got off work#and bought my gf treats and got excited#asked#for the second time#if it was ok for me to make noodles or a small snack at her house#bc i have eaten#nothing#except a small plate of leftovers#in 2 days#bc i have been working extra extra long shifts#just for both times to be told no#and that we need to eat through their leftovers first#ok. haha#i'm so glad#that everything today#i love it. haha#meanwhile.#already pre planning to call our#so i am 100% getting called in to close#or i'm going to open after some shitty bookfloor person does it#lol! yay! i can't wait !
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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the mourn watch background gives you such a GIFT in having other characters notice and call out on-screen that rook code switches like a motherfucker. the whiplash of hearing my snarky 'heeey I'm just a little guy! :>' funnyman rook speak the heightened ritualized phrases of the mourn watch with perfect seriousness and gravity completely naturally and/or break into an academic tone that can keep up with emmrich at the drop of a hat never stops giving me such endless delight. truly their real mind is a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside some hideous mourn watch casual wear
#that last one was just for comedic purposes rye would NEVER wear the mourn watch casual wear willingly#he hated the new livery so much he hoarded every pair of the older watcher robes he could hunt down so they'd tide him over#in the hopes that the next uniform design would be less awful. he is a fancyboy at heart. he should be wearing so many earrings#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#A Watcher's work is never done#rye's whole deal is half built on the feeling of 'we've had a lot of fun here today folks. but at the end of the day I have given my oath#and I mean to fulfil it. so either help me do that or get out of my fucking way' that sort of naturally rises out of this contrast#and everyone who has for a moment doubted his complete seriousness and sincerity about it so far has ended up much deeper#than six feet under by the end of it all haha#I've found I've actually been able to build a really good sense of character here (with some reloading to see different options#to be sure lol I am a control freak) -- mixing in a stoic response in certain situations for example can inform so much with so little#and the contrast works out to be so much greater.#just this sense of a layer of levity and awkwardness on top of an immense and unflinching seriousness#that sometimes shines through. it's uh. it's been really good for me
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really really can’t recommend kevin can f**k himself enough, especially if you grew up watching sitcoms. it’s such a well done deconstruction/criticism of the genre and the way they blend the sitcom with the drama and the reality of what being married to a guy like kevin would be is so unique and bold and i think they nailed it
#you really feel allison’s frustration and isolation that no one can see what kevin is#and the way they show that abuse is not always just yelling and violence like this man has been destroying her for years#but he’s a goofball! he’s an idiot! it’s just kevin! the world enables him. it was BUILT to enable him#the way the cuts from the sitcom to the 'real world' force you to realize how awful his behavior really is#(and therefore how awful the behavior of all the sitcom husbands he represents really is)#like ok minor spoilers but ‘sitcom’ kevin kicking the door shut because haha he thinks there’s a zombie outside!#cutting to ‘real world’ allison getting bashed in the face by the door#CRAZY.#kevin can fuck himself#dee.txt
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@mcyt-yuri-week day 4 Grief!! Need Pearl to be held always and forever!! That's all
#gempearl#pearlgem#shinyduo#shiny duo#trafficshipping#hermitshipping#mcytyuriweekvalentines#More centaur cuddles... tee he#If I ever conceive of an idea in which Gem looks too big or tall I just make her a centaur. It all makes sense bam#again I do headcanon Gem as shorter haha when she's not a deer hybrid#Pearl being so awful at opening up and talking plus Gem who is shamelessly touchy makes me feel fuzzy#Pearl who can hardly ever verbalize her upset and Gem who doesnt ask for reason regardless as Pearl nudges closer to her#you know. you guys get it#tubby art
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Kingdom Hearts 3 - San Fransokyo
#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#san fransokyo#scenery#my gif#made sure to put equal parts night and day versions of the city#because i think they both look stunning#i love the verticality of this world. it's fun to climb up to the highest point and fly over all the buildings#if i played this game as a kid i feel like i would 100% pretend sora lived in this city and would find a house for him haha#something that always piqued my curiosity was sora's initial response to first setting foot in this world#he's immediately amazed by what he sees and remarks in awe of the city that he hasn't even fully entered yet (he's still on the bridge)#then he quickly pulls out is phone and wants to tell riku all about it even though he just got there#(i'm sad they didn't make a kingstagram post about it that we could see!)#being islanders from a small town i can imagine it'd be an exciting idea to visit a big bustling city and i wondered if that's-#something they've ever talked about together whenever the topic of exploring new worlds came up as children#it could be some sneaky foreshadowing since the secret ending has sora and riku in quadratum which is also a big city with tall buildings#and i'm sure it's no coincidence that a version of riku shows up in san fransokyo
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would you perhaps do a c!niki drawing? i love your art style and your ones of her in the past are amazing, would love to see more if you’re willing but no pressure ofc!
hell yeah I can !!!!
*doodles her* *doodles her* *doodles her *doodles h
#thank you so much for the request#i should really draw her more bc what do you mean this is the first time ive drawn lmb!niki#and ty for the kind words !!#ask#c!niki#niki nihachu#dsmp fanart#aidey's art#maybe ill do more with actual colors and not just color filters in the future haha#first one i am trying to draw her shaped like my best friend because she brings me feelings of awe joy and safety much like cniki#don’t draw full bodies too often I’m more of a cut the drawing off at the chest kinda girl but this was rly enjoyable
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I wish more people would tag their human Bill Ciphers
#I just want to look at fanart TT#of a awful one eyed triangle god from the second dimension#without seeing a twink#big pain for me if anybody knows my taste in characters#I really like nonhuman on eyed things#being a deity adds to it#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#the book of bill#bill cipher#bill cipher fanart#I get the same issue with Medama Oyaji but I'm much more lenient with him because at least the human design is canon haha
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[ cw: scars / permanent injuries / chronic pain / ]
Leo’s shell gets some permanent cracks in it due to the Krang, and as a result his shell’s pattern is all messed up.
He makes a fuss about it in a lightheartedly vain way, but it’s clear that it bothers him, more than just the chronic pain that comes with it.
The one who breaks about the cracks isn’t Leo in the end, it’s Mikey.
It’s a night where Leo can’t sleep, insomnia and the remnants of a fit pulsing through his shell keeping him awake. When making the rounds to check up on everything, he sees Mikey, crouched over some old crayon drawings, drawings that were only salvaged by some miracle.
Mikey always loved matching with his “cool blue bro” growing up. Their shell designs were something they had in common, different from the spines/spikes that their other brothers had. It felt good to share that with Leo.
To Mikey, seeing that pattern tarnished felt a little too much like their home getting destroyed. Worse, even. The two of them are complementary colors, it hits harder when things disrupt that.
And Mikey admits this to Leo, on this day where emotion kept mounting up in him until he couldn’t help but break a little. It feels selfish to say, but it’s the truth. It’s a visual that’ll constantly haunt Mikey, knowing what the cracks represent, knowing how they lost something that was just theirs to share.
Drawing Mikey to him, a hand on Mikey’s intact shell pattern, Leo admits that that’s what kills him the most too. He can deal with the pain, he can deal with the appearance, but he can’t deal with no longer seeing himself in the crayon drawings they managed to salvage from their past. Drawings that highlight their shell patterns, because Mikey always had a lot of fun drawing those.
He always loved what they decided they represented.
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“Like links of a chain!” Little Mikey had called them as he scribbled them down in oranges and blues.
“Of course it’s like chains!” Little Leo nodded, having never noticed that before, “It, like, shows how we’re- how we’re always connected!”
Little Mikey had gasped at that, stars in his eyes as he babbled endlessly about how that meant they’re the chains holding the family together, right?
“Raphie and Donnie don’t have chains on their shells, so we gotta step up to keep everyone together!” Little Mikey said as he drew big circles around his drawings of their family, overlapping circles of orange and blue around everyone.
“Yeah! And if anyone gets lost, we’ll bring them back!” Little Leo boasted with a laugh, “No one has to be alone, we’ll make sure of it!”
“We’ll make sure of it!” Little Mikey echoed with a happy giggle.
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‘You sure made sure of it, Mikey.’ Leo thinks, continuing to run his hand comfortingly down Mikey’s shell.
Then a thought hits him.
“Well, we got something better than just shell patterns in common now!” Leo starts, waiting until Mikey looks up to continue, “We got portals, little brother!” He grins, “And y’know, I think you’ve done a great job keeping us all together, Miguel. Sorry you had to pick up my slack.”
Mikey looks two steps away from sobbing at that, but his smile is wide, “You just got lost, of course I had to bring you back.” He leans back, out of Leo’s hold, and looks his big brother in the eyes, “That’s what we said- Raphie and Donnie don’t have portals…”
“-So we gotta step up-“ Leo continues.
“-To keep everyone together!” The finish simultaneously, laughing a little at the juvenile words.
A wry smile crosses Leo’s face, “Again, sorry I’ve been dropping the ball there. Feels like I did a lot of the opposite instead.”
He yelps as Mikey swiftly smacks him on the head.
“Nuh uh uh, none of that!” Mikey puffs out his chest, “I’ll have no slander toward my fellow portal pal!”
“Alright, alright…”
It’s not a fix to anything, more of a new way of looking at a change. Bringing that change into their lives as something familiar.
The cracks in Leo’s shell remain, and the cracks in Mikey’s hands scar over, but their family stays together all the same.
They gotta make sure of it, after all!
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rise leo#rise mikey#rottmnt headcanons#portal pals#I’m so weak for portal pals#but yeah I always thought Leo and Mikey had cool shell patterns#looking very much like the links of a chain#so this happened bc of that thought haha#Leo: but just because we’re portal pals that does NOT mean you get to use those portals any time soon#Mikey: Aw
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waiting patiently while your son asks the pastor something completely unhinged
#moral orel#bloberta puppington#im trying to remember how to draw digitally after my elbow has self-destructed#so its time the original girlboss womanfailure herself everyones favorite mom#i got an injection in my elbow. which is awful. dont recommend but does help a lot. but i actually have an illustration job and of course#thats right when my right arm just decided to not work anymore#anyway i actually have big projects to work on but also im imagining drawing clay as st sebastian lol#no one wants that. but my catholic-raised brain.... never quieted#anyway thats my emotional support religious trauma comedy show etc etc#love and kisses im always on i just dont post much if you ever want to talk or send requests haha
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something that always gets me about klavier is that he is so clearly just like. friendly. he cares so much and he cares too much. he's one to tease simultaneously but he so clearly just like. loves and loves and loves, even when it puts him in harm's way, he likes people and he likes being around people enough to be desperate for it and for friendship like. ough
#goober.txt#klavier gavin#kristoph gavin#aa4#this is also partially why I am such a truther of nuance in klavier+kris's relationship#I think it mixes well with prev just in like. how much he cares is both part of his core and a byproduct of#being desperate for all the connection he lost + that was plenty dysfunctional on top of that (but all he had)#I think it actively hits harder if he's conflicted for missing someone who was terrible because it was still his brother and like.#I think kris having been good to klavier sometimes (adding to the dysfunction of the bad) is something that I've always liked#because like#I think klavier having a 'is it wrong to want him dead' and 'am I terrible for missing him badly' thing happenin at the same time is!!#so good and also very sad and I love you gavin brother things that capcom didn't give us. love you klavier gavin#I like the idea of him having that confliction alongside his grief :( ow#I literally don't have the right words to properly express all my thought cereal on this. other people have done it though so it is ok haha#I love when fictional grief has the confliction of 'being reminded the monster was also human and that makes everything worse' it's so good#like I hate you. I miss you. the way you were nice to me was so very you and it makes me soft and sad and tired. I miss you.#you were awful in unspeakable ways. I miss you.#sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like without you and it comforts me as much as it terrifies me. I miss you
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every time gricko semi-mockingly imitates kremy by going 'and then kremy'll be like 'waddadoo waddadoo fellas etc.', years get added to my lifespan and my skin clears
#kremy is my favorite and I think we should all make relentless fun of him for being as he is at all times <3#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#gricko grimgrin#kremy lecroux#the power balance as it were between gricko and kremy is really weird and interesting#like when gricko puts his foot down about something that concerns one of the others or the whole group kremy tends to listen#they are the two oldest people in the krew I suppose. and despite having some common sense frost lacks the gravitas#(due to being a bABY a little in his twenties kitten boy what the fuck!!! you ever remember that gricko is like... twice as old as frost.#incredible and wild) to really stand up to kremy a lot of the time#and obviously. torbek is torbek lol#kremy and gideon are a bit more of their own thing within the group and kremy does listen to gideon within that#but honestly they seem to be pretty on the same wavelength about a lot of the big stuff too haha#just partnership stuff <3#but when it's the whole group gricko is often the opposing 'other parent' to kremy's awful team mom antics#and it's really interesting#kremy *definitely* does not respect him in the conventional sense lmao but he does listen now and then#these characters can have dynamics and interactions so complicated and weird as a treat (a treat FOR ME!)
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🍷 Kirbtober 2024 Day 22: Ship or Hangout 🍷
(ID: Kirby series fanart of Daroach and Dark Meta Knight overindulging on “fancy grape juice” together, their faces brightly flushed from the several bottles standing empty around them. The thief sits with a glass held loosely in one paw, laughing and resting the other paw on the unmasked knight’s head as he lays sprawled over Daroach’s torso, disgruntled but not particularly inclined to move, his wing lazily draped over them both. END ID.)
“Ha! Who's the *hic* lightweight now, sunshine?”
“Mmrrghshuddup. Smartass rat with your stupid pretty mouth stupid mmghngh..."
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Started on 10/02/24, finished on 10/03/24. | Kirbtober 2023 Comp
#veins art#veins fanart#veins ships#kirby series#kirby#daroach#dark meta knight#dark meta knight x daroach#darkroach#kirbtober#kirbtober 2024#day 22#ship or hangout#paintpanic#I. Have been thinking about this prompt. For *weeks*#the posing was a bit of a struggle - always is when it comes to putting Orb and Rat together - but we got there in the end#aaa I'm so happy with how it came out! just look at them! my awful crime boys! 💜#you know they must've raided the royal wine cellar for these#DMK generally prefers something stronger (and way less sweet) but these are dry enough that he doesn’t mind too much#Daroach’s infectious enthusiasm certainly helps#RIP these two and the abysmal hangovers they're gonna wake up with in the morning haha#also here me out - Daroach being a clingy drunk and a social drinker feels like it makes sense right? ... but what if also DMK? 👀#that's the galaxy brain pull if you ask me#alcohol tw#veinsfullofstars
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Be a foster carer they said, it's a good thing they said.
DON'T PAY ME ANYTHING FOR OVER SIX MONTHS AND STILL GIVE ME ANOTJER SIX WEEKS AVERAGE WAIT BEFORE I'LL SEE A PENNY BUT HEY HO KEEP CARING FOR THE CHILD (wh you love, so yeah you're gonna do this) ENJOY BEING IN DEBT AND ARREARS AND HAVING AN OVERDRAFT AND LITERALLY HAVING £50 TO LAST A MONTH WITH £30+ IN BILLS STILL TO COME OUT OF YOUR ACCOI T HAHAAJAJSHSH
So.
Yeah, things are going great for me.
#I love this child and I will starve for her#But also I have been fucked around by Social Services something fucking AWFUL#It's ridiculous it really is#Six fucking MONTHS#And they're just “oh well gotta wait longer haha”#Not given me any places to go to#No emergency info to draw on#Fuckin nothin#And like... Wowsa#Welcome to social services in the UK#They're great 🙃
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helmeppo, absolutely plastered: hhey. hey coby. i would be such a good “dead wife”. can’t you just imagine how good i would be in a dead wife flashback sequence? i should be someone’s dead wife
coby, on the verge of tears: Please Do Not Ever Say That Again
#one piece#incorrect quotes#one piece incorrect quotes#coby#helmeppo#cobymeppo#?#op coby#op helmeppo#opla#one piece live action#been obsessed with these 2 lately#i'd like to think this happens a bit after meppo starts growing his hair out#he gets the dead wife idea and goes haha neat i bet coby would get a kick out of this#coby Does Not in fact get a kick out of it#after helmeppo inevitably passes out coby just kinds of sits there with a horrified thousand yard stare#helmeppo waking up with no memory of what he said and an awful hangover:#good morning co- what the hell are you doing#coby who's been kneeling at his bedside waiting for him to wake up:#good morning my sweet beautiful ALIVE wife who is ALIVE and NOT DEAD#they havent even started dating at this point btw
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It's so important to me that teen binghe genuinely thought he was rizzing sqq up completely like he was fully prepared to propose at age 18 on the dot absolutely convinced he proved himself as the perfect housewife
#sqq after theyre married: aw binghe you were so cute as a kid haha all those times you gave me fans it was just like when#a preschooler makes an art project in school and is really proud to give it to their parents and binghe is like 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁
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