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THANK YOU FOR THE TAG SOMII SWEETIEE
I added those pics for fun lol
How do you spend your free time?
I usually spend it practicing and/or watching volleyball, reading (both fics and books) or playing online games w my friends!! (Usually Roblox or Minecraft).
What are your hobbies and how did you get into them?
I've been interested in reading and writing ever since I was a little kid reading Turma da Mônica (a brazilian comic). My other hobby is volleyball. I watched a vb game at the 2020 olympics + watched hq and I feel in love with the sport. My friends also started playing and now we're all in a club and/or our school's team
What book or movie had a lasting impression on you?
Percy Jackson tlt fs. I love greek mythology and I'm excited to read the other books!!
What kind of music do you enjoy?
Basically everything. From bossa nova to musicals. I listen to anything I find appealing. BUT if I had to choose my top 3, it would Def be:
1) Musicals (specially EPIC and Hamilton)
2) Bossa Nova/MPB
3) Pop rock (like Arctic Monkeys)
Who is your fav character (all time or atm) and why?
THAT'S A HARD ONE.
I like lots of different charactersaq, so I'mm gonna say 2 here bcs I can.
First, Percy Jackson. He's so me coded, even tho I'm a daughter of Apollo. Poor guy was forced to fight a literal GOD at 12 yo. He's traumatized (and who wouldn't, honestly?)
Second, Michael Kaiser. His backstory's so sad and I LOVE his playing style. He's also handsome. Not that It matters ofc...
TAGS!!: @merlucide @sharkissm @someprettyname + ANYONE WHO WANTS TO JOIN!!
tag + q&a game ₊˚ෆ
hello! i thought it would be cute and exciting to do a tag game with all my mutuals to not only talk about themselves, but have fun! so here is my short little game:
alongside this picrew, share 5 things about yourself!
• how do you spend your free time? • what are your hobbies and how did you get into them? • what book or movie left a lasting impression on you? • what kind of music do you enjoy? • who is your favorite character (atm or all time) and why?
i will start first!
my name is rurumi and i enjoy spending my free time writing!
some of my hobbies (outside of writing) includes: drawing, building gundams and keyboards, and fashion! i got into most of them on a whim and became instantly hooked. aside from self-expression, being into fashion also helps with making friends in college because you always have something to talk about!
a book that left a lasting impression on me would have to be either kafka on the shore by haruki murakami or before the coffee gets cold by toshikazu kawaguchi. both stories have kept me up at night thinking a lot about the 'what ifs' in life.
i enjoy soul/r&b alongside anything of jrock influence, but i will basically listen to anything that sounds good. i am currently listening to 'so what' by lucy!
my favorite character at the moment is rin itoshi from blue lock because hes so ridiculously edgy, but at the same time i sympathize with him a lot. on the other hand, my favorite character of all time is suletta mecury from the witch from mercury series, she's an absolute ball of sunshine that i aspire to be.
tagging (+ no pressure) ₊˚ෆ
@kaiser1ns @naenaex0xx @shomatoriashi @choccorin @ryescapades
@rindreamery @soleillunne @kissxcore @rainswept @mitsvriii
anyone can join as well <3
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rivalries where they're like 'no i don't think about him at all. for me, he's just another person to beat. it's not personal at all. i'm not mad. why do you think i'm mad?' >
#like bro why lieee#is it bc it mattered? <3 is it bc it was special#theyre interviewing these 60 yr old men before the moto gp race and theyre clearly still obsessed with each other#as old ass men
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the first out of.... many, many refs :'D
#kindergarten 2#kindergarten alice#kindergarten roleswap#kindergarten 3#technically?? bc she's in kg3 so#anyway. BONES FOR THE BONE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3#i know my shading style is very iconic but it's also a lot of work and i never enjoy shading skin esp#so i think i'm gonna leave all the refs unshaded bc i'd die otherwise :'D#also special shoutout to ryu ryuki ryukogo for being the inspo for goth alice since 2019#her characterization and design is sm more interesting this way :') also i'm grunge punk/emo so like. goth 🤝 alt solidarity#no matter what she is in kg3 alice will always be goth and boneless in my heart <3#alice#visuals.#refs.
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there's never enough of 1d supporting lgbt rights and me speaking about it so here we go. 🌈 HAPPY COMING OUT DAY Y'ALL !!!
just stumbled upon this amazing video by obviously @freddiesmyqueen - since her videos are not available anymore, i almost screamed of joy when this appeared on my dash, shout-out to the person who translated and uploaded it tho <3 - about the always wonderful #rainbowdirection project by @takemehomefromnarnia and burst into tears and got inspired and emotional all at once AND since this is the post-too-much app here i am.
youtube
i remember very vividly the child i used to be watching the one direction videos. but i remember even more vividly the overwhelming feeling of boiling shame i had within me for being who i was.
i remember the version of myself that tried and tried tirelessly to fit into the molds of others' beliefs and
every trash principle i had heard since i was old enough to comprehend hateful words. i remember the version who hated and tried to hide her inner self every single day of her life. i remember how it hurt to look into the mirror and see someone i wasn't, because i felt like an impostor.
but i knew, deep down i always knew.
then i discovered people. i started to live and discovered friends, idols. i found a love, too. i saw people holding rainbows signs. i saw people speaking up for those who couldn't.
on the other side, i remember very vividly the little fangirl i was and probably will always be. i remember the first time i felt excitement for a musical release. i remember joining fandom for the first time and i am very gladly i can still be a part of it, even in adulthood.
and to that girl, with too much love for pop stars and too much shame for herself, you can't imagine how important it was to see the people she looked up to affirming that love wins.
in my personal experience, coming out took a really long time. years and years of reflection and distance, but i always knew i could not hate the closeted version of me anymore, because i was not the wrong one. i feel pity for the way i hid, but i no longer resent it.
now, in 2024, still struggling with not being looked at the same way by close people, i still have this too much love for pop stars but now i am so unbelievably proud of who i am. so unbelievably proud of that little kid. for being brave enough to love, for questioning everything and never give up.
with time, i've learned that love gives you freedom.
sometimes they say nah, no one cares if a public person supports and speaks about lgbtq+ rights.
but actually yes, how important it is that the people you admire so strongly remind you that love wins. because love is love and it is freedom and it should be safety. i dream to live to see the moment when love also means being able to do it without a single fear.
every time harry raised a flag in 2015 and every time he raises one now; every time louis wore a rainbow or supports a fan who is afraid. there is always someone i admire reminding me that love is love. that helps pride — at least my pride. that is pride.
they see me and i see them.
and i love them, honestly. always have, always will.
happy coming out day everyone. make yourself proud 🌈❤️🩹
#a sappy love post bc who am i without sappy love#and also#my a.m sappy cheesy rambling about larry#i lov u larry#love wins <3#hope you all feel proud no matter who u are#sending love to everyone here <3#this is too special to me in case u didn't notice#i miss 1d tho#literally dedicated my youth to them and i couldn't be more proud#proud proud proud#🌈#it ended up being SOOO long i'm truly sorry#anyways#so happy to still be here w them#yay!#international coming out day#lgbt pride#rainbow direction#one direction#1d#larry stylinson
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my ipad wants to give up the ghost so bad but my team past guys!
#gari draws#gari’s ocs#oc: jacinthe#oc: octavia#oc: ringo#oc: fiorello#nintendo#splatoon#splatoon 3#grand fest#grand festival#grand fest splatoon#team past#agent 3#also i missed octavia’s birthday 💀 it’s september 13#sorry girl#realized while i was drawing them that none of these mfs know how to smile properly#anyway motivations!#jacinthe believes that the past is essential to moving forward and accepts the things that happened as essential to the person they are now#octavia tends to live a bit in the past bc her life was upended by the power failures leading to the first theft of the great zapfish#also as one of the disaster days in orderland devs she values order and wants to preserve the past#i forgot what i decided ringo’s motivations are. but he dislikes living in the future as much as his anxious ass does so it’s more of what#he wants to value instead#safety (fiorello) simply believes that the past matters the most when it comes to people#ALSO damn i forgot octavia isn’t hiding her ears fireworks just trigger her bad so even when she does make it to the surface she doesnt#participate in splatfests outside of voting#grand fest was a special case and she went with her octo friends :)
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WAIT BIG BRAINED THOUGHT:
Sam does smth stupid hoping Dean won't find out.
Someone rats Sam out to Dean.
Sam gets in trouble and a lecture from Dean (bc Dean is a parent and he is Sam's parent I will not accept criticism on this matter).
Later, Sam makes a group chat consisting of everyone who could have told on him to Dean and just sends this video:
#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#dean winchester is sam winchester's parent#and i will be accepting NO criticism on this matter!!!!#dean raised sam and in my heart i just know that its smth they dont really talk abt but they both 100% know and acknowledge it#and sam (the annoying little brother/kid) that he is to dean definitely calls dean 'mom' sometimes especially when hes being a little shit#but sam also loves his big brother and appreciates everything deans done and given up for him#so every year dean gets a pie and a little homemade card on mother's day and father's day from sam#when they were younger sam would give dean the card and actually say 'happy mother's/father's day dean' but once theyre older sam starts#sneaking the pie and card into dean's room or leaving them somewhere he knows dean will find them and neither of them say anything but dean#always gives sam a soft smile and usually a hug too before they continue w/ their day like its any other#the year dean spends w/ lisa and ben while sam's in hell/running around soulless ben makes dean a father's day card and dean gets all teary#and thanks him but then later when hes alone he just breaks down sobbing bc it just remimds him that sammy is gone#even when sam was at stanford and not really talking to dean he still sent dean a short message (text email voicemail whatever) on mother's#and father's day but now hes gone and dean wont even get that#btw dean def saves all of the cards sam's made him over the years and once theyre in the bunker he keeps them all in a special box that he#hides under his bed and he'll pull it out and look through them when hes having a bad day alongside the box of pictures <3#i did not mean to go insane in the tags here but oh well#enjoy my silly post and unhinged rambling ig
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the truth about my bloag is its actually a paper mario blog and sometimes paper mario goes on vacation or something and hires a different interest to look after the place but papermario always returns eventually
#skye's ramblings#ican feel my dear friend of mario hyperfix creeping back once again i will always be yuor insane mario rpgs mutual. no matter what <3#adn sometimes another interest stays w mario special interest as like a roommate or something. bc iam still insane about promise neverland..#though i dont really center my blog on any one interest anymore bc its a personal blog above all else. this is a skye bloag. dats me
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Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:
fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure
ALSO-
*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!
#ALSO DO NOT READ THE TAGS IF YOURE HERE FOR A GOOD TIME!!!!#ENDED UP VENTING AGHHHHH- (<- amongus ref in 2024???? l+ratio) (no but seriously stay safe; im not sure if i should add a cw???)#no but like the cars themselves?#FOLDED-#ive seen photos of worse ones of course lol (ty internet <3)#but we´re all in agreement that if it had hit anywhere else at that speed it wouldve been BAD Bad-#like; severe injury to the leg at least; drivers door wouldve crumpled; thankfully it hit the tire mostly#our car got what seems to be the lesser damage and theyre still debating if it counts as total loss xd#also oh goshhhh#so i usually go and say goodbye to my dad when hes headed to work; i did it that day as usual; car was already halfway out the driveway#my dog also loves to go and she was already in the car#but my mom (taking my dad to work) said she´d need to stop by the store after dropping dad off; so she handed her back to me#last minute descision-#my dog is a small kinda elderly chihuahua and wouldve been on my mom´s lap when they crashed#no seatbelt for her obviously#she wouldve gotten injured so freaking bad if she was there ):#overall feels like we dodged a life altering accident by a hair#i wasnt even in it and im still shook hahaha#i always go say bye to dad if hes leaving for work no matter if im pissed off or sad or whatever#half out of habit; half bc i know anything could happen at any moment and id rather not have been too proud to say goodbye#dammit im crying now hahaha#saying again; everyones fine!!!!! please remember to hug your loved ones !!!!!!#shut up sheo#but oh gosh too many reminders of death as a constant recently#that happened about a week after a cousin died; i hadnt seen him in forever but his family went to our church growing up; he was my age#it was a dull and distant pain even then to hear the news but it still hurt; i didnt go to the funeral#did go to the one a couple days later tho; for a family member i truly didnt know; it was a car crash i think#a special kind of heartbreak from meeting his mom and seeing his kids running around#now that i realize it; as im writing this; i hadnt stopped to process just about anything hahaha#freaking sobbing at 9 in the morning smh!!!!!
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*takes my last adderall so i can finish all my work in one day*
*finishes one (1) assignment*
*gets distracted and spends the rest of the day hyperfocusing on delicious in dungeon again*
#i rewatched half the anime last night cause i was too tired to do anything else#i even almost got sucked into reading the manga again the other day but forced myself to stop after 1 chapter#def gotta buy hard copies#this is one of if not the only thing i can enjoy multiple times IN SUCCESSION!#actually i was like this with turning red and spiderverse too but#dunmeshi is different.... dunmeshi is special..... my enjoyment of it is more than just the animation or the art.....#ive never felt this particular way about anything but i've always wanted to#in the past my fanart often felt a little forced even tho i liked those things it was hard to get excited about anything#i think dunmeshi is partially responsible for my depression being in remission#literally#the only depression i feel since spring is about financial problems or being lonely#tangible stuff#but it's not the deep internal depression ive felt for most of my life#idk how to explain but like there's layers to depression#the easier kind to heal from is based in identifiable current issues like loneliness or financial troubles or grief or burnout#then theres the kind that comes from complex trauma or i think sometimes its genetic too#i thought that part would only go away once i solved the surface level stuff and could heal thorugh positive experiences to contradict#the pathways my brains formed overtime via trauma#but although ive had a few moments that have helped#i think dunmeshi. moving out of my old apt where i lived with 3 cishet men into an apt with 1 chill roomie. having time over summer to#get used to a self made routine (despite having MANY financial issues and still not being able to spend it how i planned)#all that is mainly what helped!#like for the first time i was getting excited abt stuff!#i still kinda struggle tho with maintaining that excietment#except with dunmeshi!#it's like no matter what my excitement hasn't diminished#thats very comforting#i gotta force myself to engage in more media so i can find more things to love#i have a habit of putting off things i know ill love bc i wanna be ready for it#so that if i do love it ill have the time and energy to get inspired and make fanart
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how and why is there discourse about whether or not certain queer identities exist/if people should be allowed(???) to use them. why is "people know their own identity better than you ever could, and they're the only one who get a say on what they are" such a tough concept to grasp
i think if you find yourself offended by the label someone uses (especially if they're a stranger) or think it invalidates your own, it's a good idea to look inside yourself and question why that may be. more often than not, it's a result of insecurity or uncertainty of your own identity (or many other things, but i won't make a whole list here). whatever reason it is, until you resolve it, you shouldn't take it out on people for having an identity you don't understand
many have said it before but it's worth saying over and over. infighting only helps our oppressors. conservatives don't care if you're a cis gay or a xenogender aegosexual aplatonic lesbian, they hate all of us either way. trying to fit in by going for people who are easier targets for them isn't gonna help you, it'll just alienate you from your own community, and you're never gonna please them. the momentary rush you get from hearing you're not like "one of /those/ gay people" is not worth it and is gonna do more harm in the long run, i assure you
also, it is important to me to say this, but having some less than nice kneejerk reaction caused by confusion about an identity you don't understand doesn't mean you're a bad person or anything. as long as you aren't mean to that person, and you take a second to think smth along the lines of "wait a minute, this isn't any of my business" after having said reaction, you're good 👍 a lot of reflexive reactions we have to things are ingrained into us simply by. well. living in a society 🤡 and you're not terrible for having those thoughts. it's your actions that matter, and your second thought (the "wait, why did i just think that?") is more defining of your actual character and morals than your reflex. i know that having thoughts like this, even tho they're unwanted, can very easily make one spiral, so it's important to me that whoever needs to hear this knows this doesn't make you a bad person 🙏 you're good, keep taking actions to be good, accept other people even if you don't understand them, and you're on the right track :)
#i considered adding that last part in the tags but i figured it'll be too long for that 😭#i noticed i'm posting a lot of rants lately. sorry. but i do wanna make sure no one's actually feeling bad over them#if i complain about something that you do or call it mean and such. that doesn't make you a bad person#you can always work to change and grow 👍 it's not easy but it starts with smaller steps than you'd expect#and now i just switched to a whole other topic from my original point. oops#i do firmly believe that any discourse about someone's identity is dumb as fuck#seeing it in poll blogs always makes me 😐😬 like how is it any business for any of us. why is this up for debate#if a person says they're queer then they are. they don't need to pass some test or go through initiation to be accepted#if they feel comfortable with a certain word that's awesome. why does it matter to *you* which word they use#'they're only using this microlabel to feel special' so? is there anything wrong with that?#'this label contradicts [insert other identity that falls under the same umbrella]' ok. but does that hurt anyone in any way#a lot of identities can even be self contradictory. does it matter tho? does it affect anyone in any way?#'they might realize that label is wrong later' again. what's the harm in that.#i don't blame anyone for these thoughts bc like. this is how cishets view a lot of the even more common labels#so you're basically taught to think this way from day one. that doesn't mean you need to stick to that thought process#you might have these reflexes forever no matter how hard you try. but you'll get quicker about moving on from them#but you do have to try. you do have to realize that other people's identities aren't about you#anyway. this post feels like batting at a hornets nest. really hope i don't get some bad faith readers here lol#(i noticed a lot of places one could apply bad faith but like it's 3:30 am i'm too tired to add this many disclaimer.#so i'm gonna trust you to not jump to conclusions and to approach this in good faith okay? mwah 🖤)#also my whole ramble abt morality (in the tags too) is relevant to. any topic really#i may just make a separate post about it really. .....tomorrow tho.
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remember! when someone’s mad at you for a reason they made up just to justify being mad at you, you should explode them with your mind
#(me when someone is mildly mean to me) i’m going to kill you for real this time#i’d like to think i am sensible and against violence but this goes out the window the second i’m angry#honestly it’s not w most ppl but certain ppl that i am already at my wits end with….#but like i can’t even be like ur being mean and upsetting me bc she’ll just be like you’re always mad you take everything personally#ur looking for a reason to be mad bc ur just so angry and she doesn’t see my feelings as valid bc 1) she thinks i’m crazy so nothing#i say really matters and 2) she thinks i’m too much like my father so nothing i say really matters and 3) she really internalized that#“special snowflake” thing so anyone who isn’t normal enough for her doesn’t deserve to be listened to bc they’re doing it for attention#wow life is so much fun🤩
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btw how do u feel abt having the coolest url possible for a dnangel blog CUZ IT IS. SO NEAT
LOOOOL HELP??? PEACH UR FLATTERING ME??? FLATTERING ME!!! WAAAAHAHAHA ////.
funny story i was actually going to (or at least willing to) change it to match a friend's satoshi/krad but we couldn't think of anything that we liked together (also they're busy af/movin on from tumblr as a platform/hobby so it's mostly me clowning around actively.) dnangelic dot tumblr dot com preserved by the sheer fact that words like 'dark' or 'cursed' are impossible to grab ahold of... opposite of free real estate. were i a true phantom thief i would have simply stolen one of the urls away. alas.... my impulse url stays!!!
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#*・゚⊰ ANSWERED. ⊱#its a brand now ig#i got rlly worried for a sec bc when u look up dnangel as a tag my blog shows up eEEEEVERYWHERE but that tag's been empty for 2489358395 yr#LOOOL#SO IT SHOULD BE OKAY. MAYBE.#THE ONLY THING THAT COULD EVER REVIVE IT IS LIKE#AN ANIME REVIVAL. OR A NEW SEQUEL SERIES. WHICH I HAVE HIIIIIIIIIIIGH DOUBTS.#its just me n everybody else's nostalgia for da world of tumblr rpc.....#ANYWAYS. TYSM THO 😭 I DONT THINK ITS THT CLEVER OR SPECIAL BUT IT FITS RIGHT. RKJGKJKKJH#THATS ALL THAT MATTERS SOMETIMES <3#u kno i love urs too right. its so fresh n clean i memorized it right away
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Sarian was legit so good. MQ needs to let me in on the secret standalone/backstory episode drug
#as a writer it's something that's so cool to me how they put these special little extra stories w their main story#sarian really hit. both ian and poppy being the 'problem kids' and exceptionally smart but in ways traditional education doesn't recognise#was so real and made so much sense#there is no bigger autistic poppy evidence than this episode#and ian is definitely adhd/autistic/both#the way he's made to feel dumb bc he can't be good at the work people want him to do no matter how hard he tries#but when you let him do it HIS way he's amazing#it's SOOOO undiagnosed neurodivergent kid#and the stuff with his mother <\3 it was genuinely so well written/acted#ian poppy adhd/autism solidarity#mq#mythic quest
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and if i say t.oph is b.akugou k.atsuki coded........
#LET ME COOK#privileged + exceptionally skilled since young + leading to (founded) overconfidence#( and is [potentially] humbled by their own flaw in their later teen years )#tell me t.oph hadn't called everyone else an Extra in her own way before#except ofc unlike b.kg t0ph didn't have a narrative foil as intricately written as he received w/ d.eku#i'd like to believe a.ang was her consistent narrative foil altho /a.ang's/ narrative foil is in turn z.uko ( up until mid of book 3 )#this was specially highlighted in The Rift like oooooh man#i love the traditionalist a.ang vs ''modern'' t0ph sub-plot they've got#i LOVE it#i could talk soooo much about it#bc its NUANCED in sooooo many ways#they both held on to what they believe for reasons that mattered to them sooo deeply#but they both couldnt fully express or defend themselves of the view of it#so they collide and aaaaaaahhhhh#anyways. I KNOW ITS FAR FETCHED#but in another life...... t0ph probs wouldve had the same treatment as b.kg did#her narrative foil wouldve challenged her SOOOO much#gen: out of character.
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And that’s why I usually don’t post my hating in the character I like’s tags bc I personally enjoy hating and I like keeping my thoughts and feelings on ppl to tags or DMS and not everyone’s like that but also I’m never gonna let someone go ‘Duke Stans hating on x clogging his tags with X’ to ignore the real issue at hand and misconstrue the real issues ppl have w/ smth as sheer stupidity about the issue in question they’re upset about
#I’m never gonna let someone take my shorthand and blow it up the entire statement to make me look stupid#for example#duh more than one person can have a similar trait or storyline but things don’t exist in a void when ur writing a story#that’s why the characters have specializations <3 that matter <3#and also I’m never gonna ignore why someone might feel compelled to bring up the popular character in order to bring attention to the#bigotry their marginalized characters face within fandom#but also I’m not gonna clog MY characters tags with that bc that’s not what I wanna see when I scroll too so#nuance <3
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Have this wip panel from page 9 of Altar because I just love Arianna to pieces and can't control my urge to talk about her all the time lol ✨️
#sin scribbles#(cries screams throws up blood etc just girly things)#(she is so special...i get genuinely upset now whenever i play bb bc i know i cant save her and it makes me SICK!!!)#(but thats what my copium aus are for dont u kno)#(decided i dont care anymore and will embrace my pencil sketches bc no matter how hard i try my lined stuff gives me frenzy buildup)#(embrace the cronch)#(hemmmmmgh pomcil)#(god.....it feels so good to work on this comic again!!!!!!!)#(i mean i say that like its been 5000 years. its been 3 weeks 😂)#(artblock + adhd just be like that tho)#(everyone on discord has probably fucken had it with me and my ability to talk for 5000000000000 days about her. sorry. not rly)#(look. is it MY fault. that she is so lovely. no ✨️)#(i am also having an immensely good time writing her for In The Reeds. im obsessed frankly.)#(well tbf enjoying writing everyone in that fic 😂)#(dont expect consistency from me when it comes to rendering/art style bc i also dont know what im doing tbh lol 💙)
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