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megkuna · 7 months ago

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maybe it's bc i'm on the opposite end of this attitude where i feel like, i'm constantly grappling w my capacity to do things that are harmful but there is nothing more frustrating than dealing w ppl who seem themselves as completely incapable of harming others. there was a post i saw abt this the other day that was more in jest making fun of ppl who see themselves as uwu sweethearts but it is so fucking real

#i am not as bad abt this as i used to be like. whereas it was #a consistent internal struggle it's just kind of a passive acceptance now #and i do think it's a good thing to be aware of how u are capable of #inflicting harm on others #but it's also not pleasant to acknowledge. ig part of me #is envious and also upset w ppl who can go thru life like this #always telling a story in which they r the good person. could never be me #and it's like then that means u rly haven't let go of the good vs bad person catholic mentality. if u need to be a good person so badly #but well you know. takes some time.

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