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BUCK SAYIND HE IS AN ALLY AFTER KISS, GO ON A DATE AND BEING DUMP BY A DUDE IS SO ME IN SOPHOMORE YEAR.
I WILL NOT BE EMBARRASSED ABC.
WHEN I SAID I WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME REPRESENTED ON MEDIA THIS IS NOT WHAT I HAD ON MIND.
#salemshit#9 1 1 buddie#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911edit#9 1 1#9 1 1 fanfiction#bisexual#tommy x buck#i love them so much#tommy 911#118 firefam#9 1 1 fandom#118 fam#9 1 1 fic#irefuse#oliver stark#ryan guzman#lou ferrigno jr
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ihave tosleep before isele.Them. happy prid bmoth
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jay, and growing up a ferin.
chrysalizzm, "little death" // jrwi riptide: episode 53 // via @.paincake101 // gabrielle bates & jennifer s. cheng, "so we must meet apart" // jrwi riptide: episode 58 // "bones in the ocean" // padma venkatraman, "undone" // the crane wives, "take me to war" // via @.shadeswift99 // via @.cryingwyvern
#from the deep dark#my artchive#<- i guess.?? i dont know i dont really make stuff#not ferin well#sorry if this doesnt make sense. i dont usually do webweaves.#i did this for Myself first and foremost. if it appeals to anyone else thats great#irefuse to dig through my archives of things that are sourced from places that sound cool so like a quarter of this is m.cyt stuff#riptide spoilers
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is your mother worried? would you like us to assign someone to worry your mother
#heem.#NUMBER ONE MOTHER WORRIER IN AMESTRIS#there are versions of this where the text is in a military blue speech bubble but i just couldnt make it visually work lol#cannot lie he has been taking up all my time + sketchbook pages recently#and irefuse to apologise for that#fma#fmab#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#edward elric#my art
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"do wolves eat foxes?" is incredibly important by the way :)
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urgh I don't wanna go to class orz
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death and despair on planet earth
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I cannot interact with people in this state it's ruining it all for me kinda
#cannot study i need to go mope be sad alone idk ...#was so confident i can pass this exam until a guy asked me how i'm doing mentally before monday and it all kind of shattered.#this is why irefuse to talk about studying exams etc with people and i refuse to come before the exact hour of the exam.
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#idk if ithink thts tru tho.. thts like self absorbed iget in my head and its like oh its me its me#but ithink ppl are just doing thier own things and like 99% of the time it has nothing to do w me#thts the biggest mistake imade w sunny it was all about me esp at the end#inever knew how they were doing or how they felt but iwas so sure they hated me when idt they ever did#irefuse to repeat my past mistakes. the last words they said to me keep running thru my mind#this month is a full year no contact whatsoever. ihope theyre doing well
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ok so pro tip for ppl who have never played kingdom hearts before dont play it for the first time as an adult in 2023 u will die or something. very fun! enjoying my time. uh. (ON ALADDIN AND I THINK IMGOING TO PASS OUT OR SOMETHING WHAT ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO IN FUCKJNG HERE
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"So wasteful, so unnecessary.Anyone could see the game was over by that point. In fact, Iwas just about toissue an official surrender when they released those parachutes." His eyes are glued on me, unblinking, so as not to miss a second of my reaction. But what he's said makes no sense. When they released the parachutes? "Well, you really didn't think I gave the order, did you? Forget the obvious fact that if I'd had a working hovercraft at my disposal, I'd have been using it to make an escape. But that aside, what purpose could it have served? We both know I'm not above killing children, but I'm not wasteful. I take life for very specific reasons.And there was no reason for me to destroy a pen full of Capitol children. None at all." Iwonder if the next fit of coughing is staged so that I can have time to absorb his words. He's lying. Of course, he's lying. But there's something struggling to free itself from the lie as well. "However, Imust concede it was a masterful move on Coin's part. The idea that Iwas bombing our own helpless children instantly snapped whatever frail allegiance my people still felt to me. There was no real resistance after that. Did you know it aired live? You can see Plutarch's hand there.And in the parachutes. Well, it's that sort of thinking that you look for in a Head Gamemaker, isn't it?" Snow dabs the corners of his mouth. "I'msure he wasn't gunning for your sister, but these things happen." I'm not with Snow now. I'm in Special Weaponry back in 13 withGale and Beetee. Looking at the designs based onGale's traps. That played on human sympathies. The first bomb killed the victims. The second, the rescuers. Remembering Gale's words. "Beetee and I have been following the same rule book President Snowused when he hijacked Peeta." "My failure," says Snow, "was being so slow to grasp Coin's plan. To let the Capitol and districts destroy one another, and then step in to take power with Thirteen barely scratched. Make no mistake, she was intending to take my place right from the beginning. I shouldn't be surprised.After all, it was Thirteen that started the rebellion that led to the Dark Days, and then abandoned the rest of the districts when the tide turned against it. But Iwasn't watching Coin. Iwas watching you, Mockingjay.And you were watching me. I'm afraid we have both been played for fools." Irefuse for this to be true. Some things even I can't survive. I utter my first words since my sister's death. "I don't believe you." Snow shakes his head in mock disappointment. "Oh, my dear Miss Everdeen. I thought we had agreed not to lie to each other."
These lines take on a whole other meaning after reading The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes.
#mockingjay#katniss everdeen#coriolanus snow#tbosas#the hunger games#in a another world#where it wasn't fucked up#katniss and snow could've been besties
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me, watching the date tick over to the 14th of february: they cannot be fucking serious right now. irefuse to believe this is happening
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Wait sorry i keep drawing the same adultmike over and over again its just that hes stuck in limbo in my head cus irefuse to finish songs 13
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one thing about me is irefuse to let any bit die. They live forever and rver so beautifully in my care like a flourishing plant
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i need you guys to understand. actually irefuse to say which one but there is a piece of fanart out there of art school gerard and (helen can testify) i made it my lockscreen in a drunken haze a few weeks ago after having not changed my lockscreen from cheerleader gerard since august 23rd and last night i was at a really really shitty bar smoking a cigarette with a girl i was about to go back to the house of and i compulsively check the time so i tapped my lockscreen and she said oh whats that. and i said what? and i tapped my phone again so it would light up wondering if she was talking about a notification that mightve been on my screen or something and when i realized what she was referring to my entire body seized up and i grabbed my phone and was like PLEASE DO NOT LOOK AT THAT and she was like no let me see!! and grabbed my phone and said oh its gerard! what is he doing. and i dropped my cigarette into the ash tray and covered my face with my hands and said please dont ask me any more questions Please dont. ill sound insane. and she took mercy and set it down and said i think i know how you are about it at this point its ok. and unfortunately god didnt think that id been through enough so he didnt smite me or let me disappear into thin air or anything so thats really cool. im an atheist now btw
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IVE BEEN STUCK IN THIS ROOM FOR LIKE TEN MINUTES BECAUSE IREFUSE TO SKIP THIS STRAWBERRY RAGGHHHHH
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