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idleray-av · 1 month ago

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Thank you all so much for bringing your attention to this post and sharing it!!! I see and notice everything, very grateful for it all, I don’t know how else to thank you..!!

I'm thinking that if I have time and energy, I want to try to practice drawing all sorts of icons and illustrations. Also emotes for my discord server for commissioners.

Doing college for now, trying not to go nuts there and at home. I might be able to work in the summer, but it's not for sure, there's not much chance of that, so emergency commissions will be relevant until I get the right amount of money to get out of this toxic environment..

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EMERGENCY COMMISIONS || PLEASE CONSIDER HELPING ME

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This is me - Carl or Ray! And I REALLY need to move out of my place of residence as soon as possible. The reason of the emergency is that I need to get out of a toxic environment ASAP The big problem is my mother, who is NOT mentally stable. She treats me very ambivalently: at first good, then suddenly horrible. She threatens me with violence, and plays on my emotions and mental health. She is often transphobic towards me, doesn't value my opinion at all, and if I don't agree with her, she starts a scandal and threatens me.

She doesn't care that I'm haunted by suicidal thoughts, saying that it's my own fault and that I would finally LEAVE THE WORLD, and then she abruptly changes her position, deceiving me with words, saying that:

"I just ACCIDENTALLY said it, it wasn't what I meant"

And then again it loops in a circle: scandals, threats and, that I just misunderstood it all and that it was my own fault. She is trying her best to keep me in her house, telling me I can't go anywhere because I'm not capable of doing anything.

My mom said herself that despite the psychologist's recommendation to go to sessions too, she says she doesn't have time and she's old, she just has such nerves and it's NOT a bad thing.

She's not a very b*stard. I live in a warm place and have everything, but her mentally is not stable. Accusations, threats of violence that she will start the same way she did when she was a child and verbal abuse towards me. All her negativity towards me, I am not going to take it anymore, I have enough frayed nerves and tears as it is. I don't feel safe in this house. I don't want it to continue..

I love my mom….but it hurts to be around her anymore, so I need your help to move out of this place.

So, I open commissions to get enough money so I can pay for tickets, luggage and move out! And also, to have enough money to get by.

DONATE - PayPal, Patreon, Boosty

- HOW BOOSTY WORKS?

— THE ANSWER ! [CLICK!!!]

IF YOU TAKE A COMMISIONS, I WILL GIVE YOU A LINK TO THE DISCORD SERVER, WHERE THERE WILL BE A LIST OF INFORMATION ABOUT YOUR AND OTHER ORDERS - WHO IS AT WHAT STAGE OF DRAWING!

IT'LL MAKE IT EASIER FOR ME.

AND YOU CAN ALSO WRITE AND ASK QUESTIONS THERE! MORE DETAILS ON THE DIS CHANNEL «INFO FOR MY COMMISSIONERS»

DETAILS:

I TAKE FULL PAYMENT IN ADVANCE

• Do not forget about the commission on the transfer in the price list is not specified!

Payment is via PayPal//Patreon//Boosty - INTEREST IS NOT INCLUDED IN THE FEE AMOUT. PayPal ~2,9 - ~3,9 percent. Patreon charges ~5 percent. Boosty charges ~10 percent.

(A website that will help you calculate how much extra you will have to pay! - https://percentagecalculator.net // https://kipsl.by/interest-calculator safe//srs)

MY ENGLISH IS NOT PRETTY GOOD, I MAY NOT UNDERSTAND SOMETIMES. PLEASE BE PATIENT, THANKS!

— By ordering a artwork from me, you acknowledge that you have read all of the following.

— Additional character = +100% of the original price

��Prices might change depending on the complexity. Also, from the design of the character.

— The cost of a full background is negotiable in the same DM, not less than 30 USD // 28 € and more.

•Simple background 10-20 USD // 9-18 €

•You can have a light background if you wish, it's free. It's my pleasure to do it.

—After payment, I show you the stages of the work as you wish, if you want!

•We'll figure out the deadline during the conversation, at least a month + may depend on my workload.

•Take into account that I can get sick unexpectedly. It's my curse that I hate, I get sick a lot.. I will warn you about that!

•If the work is needed by a specific date, we will discuss and most likely the price will change from how quickly you need to finish.

If you're not sure how your character would look in my style (or stylistics?) you can ask for a sketch sample but there will be a watermark from me.

I can refuse an order without telling you the reason.

I draw:

• SFW.

•OC//Characters

• Fandoms (I can refuse) // Fanart // Fancharacters

• Objects//Symbols//AmongUS (I can objecthead//symbolhead)

• Robots//mechanism (I can refuse)

• Humans, aliens, monsters, demons, spirits and the like!

• Ship art (But not with real persons unless they're already partners)

• Portrait of real people

• Insects (except flies, etc.)

• Horror, blood, gore, etc. (+ can realistic)

• My characters//sona to your order (I can refuse)

I don't draw:

• Furry, anthro//feral and other animals, lizards, dragons, ponies, etc.

• Very huge complex designs//constructions

• Real people (Exactly like a cartoon)

• Anime

• Anything to do with politics, racism, humiliation of the lesser, p*d*, inc*st and that kind of stuff. All weirdsussy stuff- Ugh.

Maybe that's all…

At your own risk (I DUNNO how to draw this stuff...):

• NSFW//erotic. (+50 USD // 45 €)

• Pokémon (not all of them, I don't draw fur/very beast-like ones).

• Musculature.

• Fetishes (Additional fee at the agreed price // I can refuse)

More details:

— I CANNOT RETURN YOUR MONEY.

• Keep in mind - if you have already paid and work has started, but suddenly you changed your mind, the money will NOT be refunded. YOU CAN'T CANCEL YOUR ORDER.

— I WILL NOT ACCEPT AN ORDER IF:

• No normal reference//no art with the character in fullbody size for a complete picture.

— You can request not to publish the order // add a watermark to it.

Know that I may use your order when I bring examples of my work!

— Edits are free at any stage, BUT except for huge edits (change the pose during the line with painting // change in general completely the background when it is almost ready, etc.) here already at a negotiated price fixing.

#emergency commissions open #emergency commissions #I'm nervous to do this but I really need help with money…#donations #emergency #commissions #commissions open #ir_mypost #ir_post

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idleray-av · 1 year ago

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** ~ —- -! !! ~*`- WELCoME -`*~ !! !- -— ~ * *

[|| My name Carl(Charles) or Ray | non pronouns or they//he//it ||]

(no pref)

more about here

(ง ื▿ ื)ว - hehe..

ru//eng bad

Any use of my drawings other than commercial and for mass production is allowed, on one condition: Use my work = Don't forget to include my credit.

• Do not use my works for video//memes//edits and the like, especially from DM//Second acc. I find it extremely frustrating to see such things, and I will not tolerate it. Only with permission.

• Please let me know about the errors in the text, as I may not notice them. Thanks!

• Criticism is welcome. (preferably constructive)

• Don't organize whole RPs in the comments.

• Don't use artworks from DM//Second acc. Only with permission.

• Do not display work or put it on your avatar if there is an OC for the person who was drawn.

DNI

DON’T ask me for donations and DON’T disturb me about politics. I get really nervous or//and start to panic about it and It makes me feel terrible and horrible.

anti LGBTQIAP+ (transphobic//homophobic), sexists, racists, MAP (pedo), incest and that kind weird of stuff etc. (Basic dni criteria)

BE WARNING!

I deal with difficult subjects. My work consists of can be considered NC-17

(GORE//HORROR, SENSITIVE TOPIC//SUGGESTIVE CONTENT and other such elements will be present)

Triggers, flashes and bright colors can also be present!

ANYTHING I DRAW OR HAVE DRAWN, I IN NO WAY ENDORSE, FETISHIZE, CERTAINLY DON'T DO IT AND DON’T SUPPORT IT IN REAL LIFE.

THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING.

If you haven't reached that age yet, think for yourself. it's your choice whether to watch my profile or not. It won't be my fault, I warned //lh

Ask me any question and different requests!!!

I love it all, I really love this kind of stuff. I love it like crazy. /pos

Well, now, about me!

Discord: IdleRay_AV

ALL MY LINKS - https://resite.link/IdleRay-AV

MY TRIGGERS — Belts, fly, Jokes about hanging.

AND ALSO I LOVE SO MUCH LEGO.

Sorry, my English is bad! Please forgive me if I make mistakes or don't understand. I like socializing, but I'm nervous about starting a conversation. So feel free to write me in DM!

I also love requests//questions, do not hesitate to ask anything! But I don't answer right away <]

• Trades: Not now, I'm busy <]

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My works - IR_AV

Sh*tpost - IR_SP

Reblog - IR_POST || Reblog+my work - IR_MyPost

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