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serenedash · 3 years ago

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I started rambling about my experience with kh and then it turned into khux and then it just turned into me rambling about Ryou and my art journey????? enjoy I guess,

it’s very long but there’s art in there :)

It’s funny to think about my kh journey as a whole tbh, I grew up watching my mom play video games, which included kh1 and 2. I wasn’t allowed to play the playstation2 we owned BUT I did have a gameboy so the first game I played was CoM (after my mom finished it ofc,) so I guess you could say I’ve always been passionate about kh “””side games””” lmao but I did fall off of kh very quickly bc again, I wasn’t allowed to play our PS2 and also I Am A Terrible Gamer I’ve Never Finished CoM I’m sorry you all had to find out like this, but then 358/2 came out when I was in middle school and!!! I didn’t care and I didn’t play idk why lol

Anyway, fast forward to high school I’m like 15 and my older sister, who HAS been keeping up with kh, has a wallpaper on her phone of roxas and ventus. And bc I haven’t kept up I say “nice roxas wallpaper” and she says “thanks but it’s roxas and ventus” and I proceeded to get so mad that I was determined to prove to her that her wallpaper was just roxas twice and then I fell down the BBS rabbit hole and suddenly I was reading about vanitas and then I’m reading the fan translations of the BBS novel and I’m crying??? I am sobbing???? and that’s how I actually got into kh for real lol we are vanitas stans before we are people,

It’s so funny how I thought I was some kh super fan, knowing all this stuff that I spent so long reading and rewatching cutscene movies, but I never once, SOMEHOW NEVER ever came across khx. It’s so absurd and bizarre I seriously have no idea how I never once encountered khx prior to khux. I suppose that has to do with the fact I wasn’t involved in the fandom? In early high school I had stepped away from fandoms as a whole and I didn’t have any interest in really posting content or interacting with fans anymore bc of how burnt out I was from a previous fandom,

but khux released! and I was so hype and excited for it! on launch day I was a senior in high school, I had ran around to every “nerd” and weeb I could find in school to ask them to join my party and fun fact about me is I have crippling social anxiety I literally refuse to start conversations irl so holy shit I was OUT HERE doing the MOST

My player just originally had my name (Matt) but everyone in my party had fun names so Ryou was born! High school was one big yugioh phase for me and ryou bakura is one of my favorite characters ever so it was just the logical name choice lol I quickly started creating Ryou, the character, as well. I was also leaving my homestuck phase and that + vanitas obsession made This character design (art circa 2016)

If y’all are familiar with my kh oc’s you might notice that keyblade now belongs to my kid Monty LOL

Anyway that got scrapped quickly for the chip and dale outfit (which is where Ryou’s trademark goggles are from <3) Goggles have been a staple of my character designs for a LONG TIME so like, it had to be done, (that’s a separate ramble about a separate oc tho)

OG Ryou was an interesting guy; he was a young party leader with this overwhelming responsibility on his shoulders bc of his status as a party leader. In his original story, he also struggled heavily with darkness, much like Terra but for Ryou it was more that the darkness was controlling him and not like a source of power like it was for Terra

A big part of early Ryou I kept, however, was the crushing awareness of loss. One of my party members (the strongest one at the time,) had left without saying a word and I was very confused and hurt. This was around the time the ephemera plot was happening so I decided to incorporate it into Ryou’s story; having him experience losing a friend to darkness since it’s so normal for wielders in Daybreak Town to just disappear, and this would unintentionally become a theme for both me and Ryou as khux friends would just randomly disappear.

I was desperate for khux at this point and I decided to watch the fan translations for khx and GOD, god, was I obsessed. I couldn’t stop thinking about the foretellers. And I’m not going off about that here bc I already did that, but I actually started entering fandom again! I did it slowly, I started on tumblr before this blog was made altho it was me sending anons to the few khux related blogs I could have lol a friend convinced me to get twitter where I got involved with the ffxv fandom, which led me to the kh fandom and eventually the khux fandom there which is what REALLY got me going on khux.

I joined discord servers, most of the servers I’m in are khux related, and from there I joined the khux oc rp (shout out to anyone there who might be reading this lol here’s some art from the beginning of the rp,)

It’s SO FUNNY how the RP influenced me so heavily. I hadn’t RP’d in YEARS, I used to have a strict no oc rp policy, but here I was? And the funny part is, I had barely developed Ryou. I had scrapped his original story and all I had was POST WAR Ryou so I literally had to reverse write him; I had only ever written him as a depressed, guilt ridden adult, but it was a fucking blast and I have such fond memories of this rp when it was active,

But anyway, this encouraged me to get more serious about art! I started drawing, writing, cosplaying, and roleplaying when I hadn’t done any of that stuff in a very long time. The first time I ever drew a background was for a deviant art khux competition actually LOL

also! I always think extremely fondly of the drawing I did of Aced in the keyblade war. It was also one of the first backgrounds I ever drew and it felt like my real starting point in the khux fandom. It got a ton of notes on here and someone wrote a tiny fic in a reblog which just made me SO HAPPY like it really felt like people were noticing me :) I was going to draw a matching Ira but!! I just never did!! One day tho, it’s on my art bucket list to redraw this along with Ira,

Aside from my personal growth, khux was great for my social life ngl, I made SO MANY friends online and got to meet a ton of people irl over the years! It’s crazy to think about all the people I now know and talk to? It honestly makes me really emotional. I’ll never forget taking the train into NYC and meeting up with discord friends. Going to conventions and talking with people about the latest khux update? Absolutely insane and those were some GOOD TIMES, if I thanked every khux friend or even just person who made an impact on me then we’d be here for a LONG TIME,

Fun fact, for my Lauriam cosplay all I needed to buy was the wig I just owned his outfit LOL also? Probably retiring that cosplay ngl people treated me like absolute garbage when I wore him and it led to a lot of confidence issues for awhile ngl. That’s probably one of the only memorable negative experiences I have with khux; it was great when khux people recognized me but for kh fans that weren’t in khux? They were FUCKING MEAN??? fuck kh fandom at large, I only care about khux fandom,

This leads me to another huge part of my experience in khux fandom: THEORIES!! I used to write SO MANY and oh my god my brain was so full all the time. It was a huge appeal for me in the fandom; I had been previously writing theory posts in the RWBY fandom and it just migrated over to khux for me lol I had done a ton of theorizing around Lauriam tbh, it was really the only reason I liked his character at all bc initially I did not care about the dandelions, anyone who wasn’t Skuld I was like “please leave Now thanks”

A funny part of khux fandom I never intended to be apart of is the MEMES, I really only started doing memes as stress relief bc college had me so busy all I had time/energy for was these quick little shit post drawings.

The first meme I made, file name “invi despair” LOL we need to get her a girlfriend smh anyway, I think in my senior year of college I did a bunch of rapid fire memes all in one month bc the stress of finals was getting so bad afdgfhdgf as far as I know my impact on this fandom will be my memes bc all I do now is enter a kh/khux server and introduce myself and I go “yeah I draw art. here’s a meme” and everyone goes OH YOU, honestly I am nothing if not a clown

I’ve talked so much idk where I’m going with this. Khux is just a good game even if the gameplay actually kind of really sucks yknow lol but it was the first game I played where I like, REALLY got into the meta and the mechanics. I used to read so much on the mechanics and watch youtube videos on which medals were worth pulling for. I was never a whale or a top player exactly, but I could rank well if I tried lol I’ve made it to the top 100 for solo rankings, my party has made it to top 10, and in pvp I’ve made top 300. I’m not the highest level in my party but FUCK do I know how to manipulate this game LOL

And with all that hard work, the strategies, the theorizing, the content I’ve made-- it’s been my life for 5 years. I’ve logged into khux almost every single day. At the end, I have logged 1820 days in khux out of 1910 days. Kinda crazy. Crazier I’ve never spent money on khux either lol the only “money” gone into it was one time my mom gave me a google play store gift card and I used it on my birthday for a VIP xemnas medal which eventually made it to regular pulls anyway but it was nice and a little treat :)

I’m not a gacha fan, I don’t care for it, so I don’t think I’ll be touching another gacha again. But for kh? This was pretty fucking awesome, even if it sucked a lot sometimes LOL It was worth it for the people I’ve met most of all I think. I would honestly be a completely different person without khux and that’s REALLY insane to think about.

#the khux hyperfixation is REAL #but yall knew this about me #there's so much more I could say but it's 2am and this is long enough already #im rambling

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kcystotheheart · 5 years ago

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Excuse me, do you have any headcanons about Ira, Invi and Ava? Also, do you have some Ira x reader headcanons too?

{🍎} I do have headcanons about Ira, Invi and Ava. They can be found if you search up {Headcanons} in the search bar on mobile or on my actual page. Although please note that they aren’t my only characters and i have multiple headcanons for different characters. And no. I do not have Ira X Reader headcanons because this is an RP blog. Which means Roleplay if you haven’t heard of it. It’s a way for me to write out this characters and have them interact with others.

#♔ Beyond the realms... {OOC}#🍎of someone's eye {Mun}#Heartless; Dusks; Unversed? All the same {Anon}#❥ ANSWERED

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officialinvisibleanon · 2 years ago

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((One: My name is Starlo. Not "Invis". That isn't even the proper spelling of , my OC, Inviz's name. It's "Inviz". With a Z.))

((Two: I had no idea that you had mental health issues or planned a plotline for months. You were GONE for over a month. I'm sorry but you can't blame me, or anyone when an online... ANYTHING continues without you. Let alone a Tumblr roleplay. That isn't how the internet works.))

((Three: The reboot is a bullshit pseudoscience plot device that will be used to allow the individual mods to shift their stories around and discard unnecessary lore. The whole point is that you can do fucking whatever when it happens. Wasabi could just not remember the whole event and everything can continue like normal, including the conversation that was (or wasn't depending on how stubborn you are) interrupted by literal reality collapse. There is no problem here.))

((Four: The idea of an online Tumblr multi-blog roleplay is interaction. The whole point is how characters deal with challenges they couldn't have expected. You aren't SUPPOSED to be in total control. No-one is. So when something happens to your character, they deal with it or don't, or maybe the mod quits, or whatever. But it's bullshit that you think that anything of yours existing in the Officialverse, where one of the main reoccurring themes is free will and the consequences of it, means you have control over Jack or Shit.))

((Five: Yeah, sure. Go continue your plotline. But if one fucking anon tries to derail it, one RNG goes bad, one fuckup happens, know that the world around you SHOULD be destroyed and glitchy and broken and OFF. Powered down. Rebooting. None of what you want to happen should be physically possible let alone actually happening.))

((Five-B: This is both me explicitly saying that I won't try to stop you and @officialvinasundell but this is also a warning. I have a very strict rule of only doing things that feel right and not planning ahead more than a few minutes, meaning that all of this happened by mistake. I don't know for certain what will happen, lore-wise, if the whole Officialverse Multiverse is destroyed except, apparently, for the planned path of one version of Wasabi and one version of Vina.))

// let's get one thing fucking clear.

// invis, i'm talking to you directly here. pay attention.

// making such huge changes when people are away/going through a rough patch/unable to participate due to issues is a HUGE no-no and i'm not comfortable that an arc that i've been working on for a while can be thrown away in the blink of an eye because some people got tired of waiting.

// this GREATLY upsets me because 1. i wasn't informed of this. 2. i was going through mental health struggles and trying to balance life with my online presence, 3. i planned for MONTHS to continue wasabi's development. i don't want people forcing things i didn't agree to upon me. if i want this kind of lore, i'll join a fucking D&D campaign.

// im going to continue MY plotline at the pace I want to. you don't get to decide what i can and can't do with my own fucking characters.

// i apologize if this comes off as harsh, but i'm not gonna tolerate this kind of bullshit. this pisses me off to no end. it's incredibly disrespectful to do this kind of shit to my character without my consent.

// TLDR: no. im not on board with this. i was never informed of this, and i still wouldn't be okay with it even if i was. and it's fucking bullshit that someone else got to decide what happened to MY character.

@officialinvisibleanon

#((Hey. I'm sorry shit happened but))#((You don't have to get so pissed over it))#((I don't mind if you continue your plotline- and I'm sure no-one else does either))#((But again))#((No clue what might happen. Everyone is dead. The world is literally powered off. It shouldn't be possible))#((I won't interfere with it tho))#((Promise))

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listenwellallofyou-a · 8 years ago

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So things I’m currently debating:

Making a Foreteller Invi roleplay blog.

Making an Enchantress blog.

#the mun speaks

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nymphatragicae-archives · 8 years ago

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ROLEPLAYING HISTORY

The rules are simple! Post ten characters you’d like to role play as, have role played as, and might bring back. Then tag ten people to do the same (if you can’t think of ten characters, just write down however many you can and tag the same amount of people). Aside from that, please repost instead of reblogging!

CURRENTLY PLAYING:

AQUA - Kingdom Hearts (hello you are here)

YAMADA ASAMI - Naruto oc (sorta kinda, trying to bring her back but it’s a slow process @youngestyamada)

WANT TO/WILL BE PLAYING:

INVI - Kingdom Hearts foreteller (I am intrigued since she is my union leader in KHUX but I will wait for the movie before making a decision besides I’m considering like two other foretellers as well...)

MONO - Shadow of the Colossus (I actually have a blog I just want to set it up properly @curseofthecolossi you might be interested to know this...)

SKULD - Kingdom Hearts (are you beginning to notice a pattern yet???)

AERITH GAINSBOROUGH - Specifically Kingdom Hearts version (because why not???)

HAVE PLAYED:

BEATRIX - Final Fantasy IX (it was so long ago I forgot the url but it did happen once!)

BLANK - Final Fantasy IX (this fucking guy... @thiefspian)

CORDELIA - Fire Emblem 13 (very short-lived tbh @soaringlance)

LESTER DEROSSO - Bravely Default (this guy was so fascinating to be perfectly honest @everlastinglifeandgrief)

EINHERIA VENUS - Bravely Default (still my favorite character from BD @swxrnblade)

GAVRIL DUMITRESCU - General oc (oh my goodness this nerd I swear to god... @gamingforcredits)

HINATA HYUGA - Naruto (my love for her goes back very far tbh)

LEON - Kingdom Hearts (honestly he went on for about as long as Aqua for a time and I miss him dearly @canyouhandlethismany)

MAMORU HAYASE - Persona 3 S.Link character (I still need to go back to this jock @hashiira especially with our fun interactions @thislovelylady ;D )

RUBY - Final Fantasy IX (A touch and go that I wish I had explored more @tantalizingjewel)

WILL/WOULD PLAY AGAIN:

LEON - I actually do miss him quite often but the lack of interaction on my dash and school often kills it for me...

GAVRIL - I really love what I came up with for this nerd and I’d like to explore it more if possible

MAMORU - I will. Eventually. Just need to work things out first....

TAGGED BY: @valorice this nerd TAGGING: Everyone! But also @daemonflorescence, @hekigankiseki, @thislovelylady, @void-earth, @photondebugger, @drexm-eater, @thalxssas, @luxuriiaus, @finalhxaven, @yunhuntress

#mun things #ooc #I'm very bad at keeping up with multiple muses tho....

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