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i've been staring at my drafts for about 30 minutes not knowing if I should or I shouldn't post

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HEARTBREAK: LIVE by @zyafics

yall ever read a fanfic so majestic it completely altered your entire life

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i forgot to post this the other day BAHAHA i was sure it said "post now" and i sent it to my drafts

@aliyahwritings is a witch bc why did this girl knew EXACTLY where i was from? are you spying on me?

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if you guys got like a thousand notifs of me reblogging im sorry but i had an itch to organize everything i have online, i started with my pinterest boards then i came here

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i went offline for a week due to a church event i had where i was leading a group of around 125 people between 19 to 28 years old who were going to look out for groups of teenagers which where 610 of them between 14 to 17 years old, i tried to catch up with everything going on i couldn't but i'll be doing it today along finishing chapter 2 of you're gonna go far

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only thing im gonna say is college!rafe!basketball!captain

i came to check on my drafts and like add some stuff since i can't sleep and first thing i see is hb:l 39 status: losing my mind while i do moodboards ☺️

hehehe 😈😈😈 i be posting at the post odd hours so i’m not surprised, but MOODBOARDS?? FOR WHAT

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obx season 4 spoiler - rafe talk

prepare yourselves for an essay, the man didn't even call her his girlfriend but proposed? rude but i'll take it, HIS MOM'S RING give me more backstory, like if the ring is there and how he said it she died, i don't think rafe would give someone the ring if she just left them you know what i mean?

also for everyone saying like they can get back together i mean yes they can but ONE thing rafe hates is feeling used, overlooked and betrayed, we saw how he was s2 and s3 with HIS SISTER because he felt betrayed and its SARAH like his blood and i don't think he's gonna be like all fine whatever with sofia who as of now we've seen like 5 times on screen. like i do love how they look but still i don't think he has it in him to just forget all that in a heartbeat

if they are doing that to make riara happen im gone, like i feel it and sense it and i hate it, they suck (as in the writers or producers idk idc) on foreshadowing like with the whole sarah being pregnant IT WAS SERVED in a freaking plate before it was actually confirmed so don't do riara for a fanservice

i don't think rafe will ever go to jail, maybe he will have to pay for some stuff since he did tell shoupe he was gonna tell him the truth but honestly atp sending rafe to jail would be one a mistake because he can get out easily and it would be for nothing and two like it would mess up more the whole arc they are doing for him right now. i do believe him accepting and literally saying out loud "im a killer" is such a change and shows he's aware of what he has done bc it was not just peterkin but the way he said it, he's not proud but like he knew that he was capable of doing things the other guys were also capable of and that just like gave him the confidence to go at them and not be scared of them like he was before

i do believe rafe doesn't need a love interest to change, he needed sarah back in his life, like forgiving him and letting him into her life again, like the pain every time he saw sarah after s1 it was like yes he was mad at her but also hurt, i've said this a thousand times but i can talk about their sibling dynamic and relationship for DAYS. What i think rafe need is a family, like actual family dynamic, therapy and just work things out with sarah to heal and actually have his whole redemption arc bc we can see his face when sarah hugged him, he NEEDED that

throwing sofia out just like it was nothing i was shocked like didn't you love her? but anyways i stand for rafe not getting a love interest, you can get a good storyline all focused on family and i think it would be 100% more interesting than rofia im sorry again i do like them together just a bit forced like they NEEDED rafe to have someone

i do love that we got to see another side of him buuuut it would've been nice to have more story on how they met how the relationship evolved and not just putting them there and that's it, maybe that's why im like yeah i love them but if they take them away and never bring them back together i can live

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obx season 4 talk - spoilers and all

i wrote this while watching the last episode so it might be all over the place and it's more commentary than anything

rafe i love the man, literally saving their asses and he's so hot and also prepared i don't know i need more sibling dynamic thing, fuck the ring but also no? i don't know how to feel about the whole ring stuff, give me more backstory on the camerons and their mom also wtf was that bike with groff and rafe it looks like a cartoon a joke but you know what i'll let that go

"you're gonna be my bitch" whatever you want man whatever you want, groff underestimated rafe fr fr and i love that he did, i knew that rafe was gonna show up eventually

NEVER go behind rafe's back NEVER, honestly i knew sofia was getting that breakup, like did she believe he was never gonna know? babygirl he's rafe

groff manipulative bitch, "my beautiful boy" how about you shut up, literally my blood would boil everytime he said that, rafe throwing him in that well, WELL deserved pun intended and all. The googles were taking me out the whole time ngl

the fear on rafe's eyes and sarah saying "that's my brother" it HEALED something in me, i love them so much, like fr my favorite siblings besides meredith and lexi grey. pope and cleo my people they are THE ones but boy have they ever gotten peace?

not rafe breaking down and having a heart to heart with sarah, i was crying ngl the hug, LET THEM BE OKAY PLEASE it healed me bye, sarah crying, rafe crying ME CRYING, uncle rafe i believe in that being it forget sofia bring the family back together fighting like sibling again thank you!

but going back to the plot i think like in all season everything was so sped up like let them breaaathe as im writing this i haven't im still watching the episode and i got 35 min left and i don't know where tf everything is going

rafe addressing the fact he's a "killer" got me sick, but like in a good way? if that can be a good thing, he knows what he can do when he needs to do it and it's not afraid, honestly redemption arc and all im glad he wasn't like "oh im not like that anymore" he did what he needed to do, and why is dalia so anoying with that accent of hers, lie it makes me wanna throw up

i think they took it too far already, like why are they in morocco honestly 😀

i had to take a break big one to cry my eyes out, why would they kill JJ? huh? no and the way he died is literally heartbreaking like what do you mean? i feel like a lot of things were forced and i smell the riara from a mile away and i don't want that, rafe doesn't need a love interest, screw sofia yes i love her but honestly he need his family, he needs that and i think with sarah being pregnant is like the perfect chance to work ON THAT STORYLINE

again they took it too far, it could’ve easily been 2 seasons of just the gold, then the cross and really get into it and then more into like family issues, ALSO the age is what annoys me the most what do you meant they are 20? bitch no, high school students can't get all that done, the finale? you're gonna end with kie agreeing with rafe and boom black screen wtf? no i hate it it, my eyes are puffy from crying

JJ didn't even get the chance to be buried in his home, in a foreign country, KILLED by his actual father and that pisses me off the most like, not only he was manipulative but you're gonna kill him because he didn't give you A ROPEEEE get a grip, i'll formulate better an actual opinion this was pure commentary

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OBX SEASON 4 PT2 - spoilers

rafe “think ahead” cameron

man has his passport and money love him, honestly give him more credit he’s actually proactive

also i need to see that ring he gave sofia more up close, it looks pretty but i don’t know how i feel about that whole thing and i want to know more about his mom, like she died? i really want to go in that storyline

my head is all over the place i don’t even know what to say im on the last episode

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ZYA STOP IM LITERALLY NOT SPAMMING YOUR DM BECAUSE LIKE WHAT DO I GET FROM THAT 😭

you're so real with the reaction to hb:l, we're in the TRENCHES bc zya put us there @zyafics anything to say? im literally suffering WE are suffering

no cause i'm abt to pull to zya's door and force her to post the next chapter RIGHT NEOWWW!!! this bitch absolutely hates happiness like??? there's no other reason for the amount of pain she's putting us all thru

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first i want to say thank you on the love that you're gonna go far is receiving 😭 you guys have no idea how SCARED i was of posting it, anxiety through the roof but really to everyone reading thank youuu, im already writing part 2, maybe during the week it's gonna be ready, i always said i was going to write a lot first and then post it so when i didn't have time i could just grab something and post it but honestly who am i kidding that's not gonna happen unless i get too much free time and inspiration to write 2 chapters in one sitting

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i need to speak about liam payne, im a die hard directioner up until this day like fr i have gone to 2 louis concerts and im pending the rest of them but i will get there.

i was in college waiting for my class to start and my friends SPAMMED the gc with the news that liam had died, i literally have no words and i stall haven't processed it all, i know this last few weeks a lot of bad stuff about him came out and i know none of it was good and i do not defend him he was still a human being with a lot of issues, issues that came from 1D days, he struggled a lot with addiction and im literally hearbroken for him and the way things happened. literally never in my life i thought one of the boys was going to die, i mean eventually i knew they would but like i expected the age to be like 70 you know? not 31, liam was an important part of my growing up experience, part of who i was and am today, like being a fangirl started with 1D and knowing one of them in no longer alive breaks my heart into pieces, i cannot stop thinking about his family, his son, the 1D boys specially louis, i really with they all get peace and comfort in their hearts and i hope he's resting in peace finally not struggling with all the hard things that he had to live

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obx season 4 talk (contains spoilers)

i need to say that i love finally getting to see rafe in a relationship because he's so different from his psycho self and i would've expected it to be that way but i just love finally seeing it canon.

plus i do have to say all the changes that he is having this season i won't just attribute them to the fact that he is in a relationship with sofia but also because ward is dead.

not having ward allowed him to just be him does that make sense? because he was so focused on making him proud he didn't care how much harm he could make i mean he killed peterkin, almost killed his own sister anywaaaaay redemption era arc i love to see it.

adding to all this i read someone in here saying pogue!rafe is just jj and kook!jj is just rafe and i agree and NOW THAT we know that jj was born a pogue just solidifies that they are so similar i do still believe rafe is a sociopath because yes he's being better now but i won't forget what he told barry about killing being an instinct and talking about barry where is this man? are we gonna see him again? or is he just gone with no explanation now that rafe wants to change?

anyways let's continue jj's family with a death curse i swear if this man dies i will sue jonas pate for it i swear i don't think i can survive, all of them like the core 4 now 6 and rafe can't die, they can't period. let's continueee i don't know if im crazy, i might have to rewatch i don't know if wes ever mentioned the name of the baby but i saw a tweet saying "baby jackson" was that the name? and i want to know how tf we landed on JJ being his name now, what's the other J stand for? i need to know more how he ended up with luke like A FREAKING FLASHBACK SCENE you know what i mean?

that stupid hollis and jj's biological father forgot the name of the man I KNOOOOOW they will be my headache just like that ruthie bitch, ooooh how i wanted to strangle her talk about not having a heart. all the kooks are so stupid i could rant about them FOR HOURS and about how disgusting they are and everything that's wrong with them, i don't know if kelce is short but in my head he's little and i've been rewatching the show since season one and i see him and i- no words that man is so annoying he's useless and topper bitch i love austin but topper? i don't know i get why they are there but at the same time they don't give much but the same problems over and over like please get creative they are support characters for rafe i know but give them something interesting.

now the preview for part 2, i think im going insane, is JJ's time to shine, i need answers like NOW i don't know if i can wait until november, but okay RAFE GOING WITH THE POGUES im losing my mind over that specifically, i need to see sarah and rafe like actual family, like sibling i don't know, i want more in depth of their mom and all that stuff please let there be a season 5 so we can get that information because it's been years and that has never stopped crossing my mind

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i really want to write a fic but i have no idea how to start

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emmy reveal, im her 🙂‍↕️

my next pet i'll call her emmy fr fr

i need to start saving what i send in asks because i just sent one and i already forgot half of it 😀

i have the memory of a fish

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see i know better, but i did send you an ask panicking hehe 🙂‍↕️

you're so real with the reaction to hb:l, we're in the TRENCHES bc zya put us there @zyafics anything to say? im literally suffering WE are suffering

no cause i'm abt to pull to zya's door and force her to post the next chapter RIGHT NEOWWW!!! this bitch absolutely hates happiness like??? there's no other reason for the amount of pain she's putting us all thru